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[aureliawhispers]

WAS I JUST A FOOL?

In which you haunt the narrative.

cw | female! reader, reader's dead, angst.

pairings | jing yuan, zhongli, geto

JING YUAN sees you everywhere.

He sees you in the flowers that bloom every spring, warm and colourful. The books you loved that he still keeps in his house, which is now silent without your sweet voice, and the chessboard you both loved to play.

The way you would always pout when you lose against him, demanding a rematch.

"That's so unfair, Jing Yuan!" You yelled, pouting. Jing Yuan could only chuckle at your antics "Oh, so it's Jing Yuan now? Not 'darling'?" He muses.

You huffed, "I will only call you that if we do a rematch!" You crossed your arms "Uh huh, for like what? The 12th time today?" Jing Yuan pushes on, having fun teasing you.

You gasp "NO!! Are you implying I lost that much?!" Jing Yuan turns his head away "JING YUAN!!" Jing Yuan could only laugh as you sobbed about how many times you lost against him.

Or when you laugh, reading a scene from one of your beloved books.

Now, his house is a quiet kind of cruel. No footsteps. No humming. Just silence. Endless silence.

No one dared to say your name, not aloud.

Not even in their heads. Not the cloud knights, not Fu Xuan, not even Yanqing. Your name became sacred. Heavy. A forbidden language that only grief could understand.

Many have warned him not to get too close to you or he'll fall deep into the abyss.

"She's mortal, my lord! Mortals only live for a matter of time, they don't even live up to 70!"

"And? Will that stop me from loving her?"

For you were mortal, fleeting, fragile. A breath against the eternity he carries.

And still, he loved you.

Still, he loves you.

And he'll be waiting for his time to come "Wait for me, my songbird" He smiles, holding your journal close to his heart. Even when his memories cannot be stored anymore in his brain.

He will always and forever be haunted by your haunting presence.

For as long as lives.

Anyone could see by the way ZHONGLI stares at silk flowers that he's reminiscing about someone, someone dear to him, perhaps, they whisper.

He would leave one seat with him whenever he goes out, leaving some confused, even though he's alone. He would buy things that were obviously not for him, as if he were keeping them for someone.

Lumine and Paimon see him one day, walking to a hidden small island. They wonder what he could be doing there, so they followed him quietly.

"I know you are there, traveler, Paimon" Paimon yelps, "W-We swear we weren't following you or anything!!" She defends herself while Lumine rolls her eyes at her obvious lie.

"I'm sorry, Zhongli, we were just curious where you were going" She answers truthfully, and Zhongli smiles at the duo "If you'd like, come with me then" The duo looked at each other, surprised, but followed him nonetheless.

The duo felt the atmosphere get lighter and the wind get gentler.

Right there, in the middle, was a jade rock, engraved with a name on it. As Zhongli places silk flowers on the grave, Paimon reads the name aloud, "Who was she, Zhongli? A friend?" She curiously asked while Lumine glared daggers at her.

"Oh, sorry! That was rude of Paimon" Zhongli shakes his head "No, no, it's fine" He places another silk flower.

"I enjoy talking about her" The duo listened, quiet now, the waves lapping gently at the edge of the island, as if even the ocean knew to be still.

Zhongli let his fingers brush against the engraved jade rock.

"She was my lover, my equal" He continued "The one who understood me most" His voice was slow and steady, like an old poem.

He smiled faintly "She would always tell me of the mortal world, how she would love to help them, how if she weren't a Goddess, she would have loved to settle down with him, somewhere quiet"

"I leave the seat beside me for her. I bring her favorite pastries home, even if she’ll never taste them again. It’s foolish, I know"

"No" Lumine said quietly "it's not"

And Paimon, unusually silent, whispered, "She must’ve loved you a lot, too" Paimon felt like crying.

Zhongli looked up toward the sky, golden eyes glowing faintly beneath the fading sun "I loved her more"

You were too good for this world, GETO would always say.

But what he really means is—You were too good for him.

He remembered it just like yesterday when you told him, with stars in your eyes, that once you both get married in the future, you wanted daughters after the wedding.

You should have been the mother of Mimiko and Nanako. He knows you would've been the most wonderful mother to them.

"Who's she, Master Geto?" Nanako asked, curiouslly.

His smile falters a little, "The woman that I love" He replied.

No past tense.

The girls call you mother.

Not just because of him, but because they felt you in every soft kindness he gave, in every lesson he taught them about gentleness and strength. He never corrected them.

They wonder if you would've loved them just as how Geto loves them.

It was just another day with you and Geto lying on his bed after a mission.

"I wanna get married at the beach" You said once, tracing circles on his chest. He raises a brow "Why?"

You rolled your eyes "Cause why not? I love watching the ocean breeze" You continued "I would love to have seashells as decorations and watching the sunset as we say our vows"

Geto feels his cheeks getting warm and he wraps his arms around you "Well then, I'll just have to make it come true, hm?" Geto smirks, planting kisses on your face as you giggle.

"My beloved bride" Now, it was your turn to feel shy "My charming groom" You buried your head on his chest, your heart beating fast

He wonders if you are disappointed with how he turned out.

He wonders what you would've looked like in a wedding dress.

He wonders what you would've named your children.

And he'll keep wondering.

He wonders if you'd still love him, now that he's become something darker, colder.

He doesn't have to keep wondering now, though.

Slowly but surely, Geto won't feel his body anymore, he won't feel the pain of not having you by his side, he won't feel the pain of his best friend being disappointed by him.

It'll all be gone soon.

His vision blurs. The world grows quieter. He thinks of seashells. Of a white dress. Of the sun setting, as you say your vows "I do"

Gojo looks at him with a blank expression, his eyes holding sadness and a hint of relief "Tell her that I miss her cooking" Gojo says, knowing his best friend doesn't have any more time.

Geto laughs, coughing blood out "Of course...I'll be seeing her soon, right?"

And this time, he won't have to wonder anymore.

Gojo nods his head slowly. His best friend will soon reunite with the woman he loves.

His beloved bride.

[gremlinshatephilosophers]

Chapter 1: SILVER - moon and cherry blossom earrings sketch

This is a reference sketch for the earrings I described in chapter one. If you haven't read it yet, you can find it here.

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Requests: Open to suggestions, may not be able to do them though

Started: 17.04.22

Last Updated: 30.03.23

Total Works: 32

Works In Progress: 2

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Key:

Fluff🧸

Spice/NSFW🌶

Angst⛓

Heavy Topic (Character Death, ect)💀

Crack/Humor💅🏻

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FTLOG Domestic Headcanons Pt.1 | Pt.2 | Pt.3 🧸🌸

FTLOG M6 With A Pregnant MC Pt.1 | Pt.2 | Pt.3🧸⛓

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FTLOG M6 React To MC Being Insulted⛓🌸

FTLOG M6 Reacting To Poly! MC Acting Submissive🌶

FTLOG M6 x MC At A Carnival💅🏻🧸

Astrellio:

Random Astrellio Headcanons🌸

Aurelia:

Random Aurelia Headcanons🌸

Eeri:

Misc NSFW Headcanons🌶

Eeri And The Book Of Love (Fic)🧸

Leonidas:

Misc NSFW Headcanons🌶

CTC NSFW Headcanons Pt.1 | Pt.2 🌶

Rian:

Rian When You Fall In Love With A Different LI⛓

Thrones Of Temptation Pt.1 (Fic)🧸🌶

Theo:

Theo When You Fall In Love With A Different LI⛓

Gwydion:

Misc NSFW Headcanons🌶

CTC NSFW Bonus🌶

Gwydion When You Fall In Love With A Different LI⛓

Maeve:

Maeve When You Fall In Love With A Different LI⛓

MC Teaches Rainier & Casimier About The Internet🧸🌸

M3+Rime With A Vampire! MC🌸

Shitty Pickup Lines With The M3+Rime💅🏻

Last Legacy: Felix, Rime, and MC Randomly Generated Scenarios. Ft. Sage💅🏻

Felix:

Felix NSFW Alphabet🌶️

Asra:

Asra Domestic Headcanons🌸

The Edge Of Despair (Fic)💀⛓ Pt. 2

Asra NSFW Headcanons🌶

Early Morning Escapades (Fic / One shot)🧸

Julian:

Julian Domestic Headcanons🌸

Muriel:

Muriel Domestic Headcanons🌸

Muriel NSFW Alphabet🌶

Obey Me! Brothers With An MC On Their Period (Coming Soon)

Obey Me! MC Teaches Satan And Lucifer About Lovecraftian Lore🌸

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heya! i’m aurelia and i’m pretty new to all of this. one day we can all laugh at how cringe my writing is at first but today’s not that day yet so please be kind lmao. minors and blogs without an age in their bio will be blocked.

25, she/her/hers. i’ll write bnha, haikyuu, tokyo revengers, some attack on titan, limited jjk. not up to date with most of the mangas but doing my best. all characters are aged up to their mid-20’s. right now requests are open.

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《 Note: OC incorrect quotes because I can- ~ The only characters I own are my OCs (Mallory, Thorn, Marius, Asani, Ashe, Blaise, Fero, Aurelia, and Libi). The rest of the characters are either from Florenetta (@just-patchy) or TWST itself. 》

《 🌸 TWST OC Incorrect Quotes Cause I'm Bored 🌸 》

Libi: Help! I told John I'd cook dinner tonight but I can't cook!

Lucetta, pouring milk directly into the cereal bag: And you thought I could help?

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

John: Here's a fun Christmas idea. We hang mistletoe, but instead of kissing, you have to fight whoever is under it.

Libi: John, no.

Lucetta: Mistlefoe.

Libi: Don't encourage him.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Blaise: Okay, truth or dare?

Idia: Truth.

Blaise: How many hours have you slept this week?

Idia:

Idia: ...Dare.

Blaise: Go to bed.

Idia: I don't like this game.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Asani: Must be hard not being able to laugh.

Jamil: I do have a sense of humor, you know.

Asani: I've never heard you laugh before.

Jamil: I've never heard you say anything funny.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Marius: How's the prettiest person here doing?

Ashe: I don't know, how are you?

Marius, flustered: I-

Floyd, from across the room: I'm doing great, thanks!

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Mallory, walking into Ramshackle: Hello, people who don't live here.

Jack: Hey.

Deuce: Hi.

Sebek: Hello.

Epel: Hey!

Mallory: I gave you the key to my place for emergencies only!

Ace: Riddle was gonna collar us.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Jamil: Where're you going?

Asani: To get ice cream or commit a felony, I'll decide on the way there.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Silver: What's a word that's a mix between 'sad' and 'mad'?

Fero: Disgruntled, miserable, desolated-

Aurelia: Smad.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Stefano: Favorite horror movie?

Mordred: It.

John: Saw.

Lucetta: Annabelle.

Libi: High School Musical. After watching it, I spent all my middle school years terrified that the entire school would start singing something and I'd be the only one who didn't know the lyrics.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Libi: I'm gonna take you out tonight.

John: Great, it's a date!

Libi: I meant that as a threat.

John: See you at five!

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Silver: I slept for almost twelve hours, but I might still be tired, so lets go for twelve more just in case.

Aurelia: Silver, that's called a coma.

Silver: Sounds festive.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Marius: I've noticed we've slowly been phasing out the B out of our Bromance.

Ashe: There was a B?

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Blaise, writing in their diary using a glitter pen: I'm losing my sense of humanity. Nothing matters. God is dead. There's blood on my hands.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Marius: Why is it always the sassy gay friend? Why can't there be some variety?

Thorn: Like the sarcastic ace friend.

Mallory: Brutally honest bisexual friend.

Libi: Constantly anxious pansexual friend.

Asani: Less than impressed lesbian friend.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Lilia: Do you take constructive criticism?

Aurelia: Not without crying.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Thorn: Without the ugly in this world, there would be nothing beautiful.

Mallory: Thank you for your sacrifice.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Aurelia: When someone points at your black clothes and asks whose funeral it is, having a look around the room and saying 'Haven't decided yet' is typically a good response.

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

Silver: A pessimist sees a dark tunnel.

Aurelia: An optimist sees light at the end of the tunnel.

Sebek: A realist sees a freight train.

Fero: The train driver sees three idiots standing on the tracks.

[bog-through-the-pain]

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[gremlinshatephilosophers]

Monochromatic Serotonin

Chapter 1: SILVER

Summary: Dan’s not a jewelry guy. Except sometimes when he is.

Dan doesn’t wear much jewelry except occasionally in videos or at events, but he’s open to trying a bit of accessorizing when a photo online catches his eye. But sometimes just buying things isn’t an option, and he falls down the rabbit hole learning how and why until it’s four in the morning and he’s sorting every bead he owns by color in the hopes that someone will appreciate the designs he’d made. 

Dan discovers a new hobby in making jewelry.

Rating: G • Words: 1,274 • Chapter: 1/13

[gremlinshatephilosophers]

Monochromatic Serotonin

Rating: G • Words: 21,085 • Chapters: 13

Summary: “Dan wasn’t a jewelry guy, except when he was, apparently.”

Dan doesn’t wear much jewelry except occasionally in videos or at events, but he’s open to trying a bit of accessorizing when a photo online catches his eye. But sometimes just buying things isn’t an option, and he falls down the rabbit hole learning how and why until it’s four in the morning and he’s sorting every bead he owns by color in the hopes that someone will appreciate the designs he’d made. 

(Dan discovers a new hobby in making jewelry.)

List of chapter links and reference posts for each chapter below:

Chapter 1 - SILVER

moon and cherry blossom earrings sketch

other related posts: [1]

Chapter 2 - TITANIUM

indigo stars earring sketch and inspiration

Chapter 3 - NICKEL

the frankenmetalplasticglue earring sketch

other related posts: [1] [2] [3]

Chapter 4 - COPPER

copper earrings, copper-based minerals, and sample gauge card

other related posts: [1]

Chapter 5 - BERYLLIUM

earring sketch and jewelry pliers

alexandrite

other related posts: [1]

Chapter 6 - RHODIUM

koala sunglasses sketch and other jewelry

Chapter 7 - ZIRCONIUM

bat and sword earring sketch and monochrome bead kit with wires

other related posts: [1]

Chapter 8 - NIOBIUM

earring sketch and the design that inspired it, plus some anodized niobium wires

Chapter 9 - IRON

pink earring sketch

Chapter 10 - SILICON

monochromatic serotonin!

some silicate minerals

Chapter 11 - GALLIUM

:)

Chapter 12 - ALUMINIUM

rainbow earrings

some of the earrings I made (ca. 2016)

other related posts: [1]

Chapter 13 - Epilogue: OXYGEN

cherry blossoms

other related posts: [1] [2]

[gremlinshatephilosophers]

Chapter 2: TITANIUM - indigo stars earring sketch and inspiration

A little sketch of what the earrings from chapter 2 might look like, and the earrings I have that are sort of the inspiration for them (but worse). They’re silver, very small, and have short posts rather than hooks, making them nearly impossible to clean the tarnish off of and as a result I rarely wear them. They’re basically black stars rather than silver at this point, and now you see why I hold a grudge against silver jewelry.

If you haven’t read the chapter yet it’s here.

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Monochromatic Serotonin - Chapter 11: GALLIUM

Rating: G • Words: 956/16840 • Chapters: 11/13

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Monochromatic Serotonin - Chapter 10: SILICON

Rating: G • Words: 1124/15884 • Chapters: 10/13

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Chapter 11: GALLIUM - :)

Gallon sized ziploc full of seed beads.

There’s no real references this chapter nor can I show you the way gallium melts, I just wanted you to imagine see how awful it would be to try and sort these.

Chapter is here.

[gremlinshatephilosophers]

Monochromatic Serotonin - Chapter 13: Epilogue: OXYGEN

Rating: G • Words: 1042/21085 • Chapters: 13/13

The fic is complete!

[gremlinshatephilosophers]

Guys, I have to admit something…

Due to unforeseen circumstances in a silver polishing accident…

I had to fix my silver star earrings with super glue.

My sincerest apologies for all the times I made fun of using glue on earrings. I’ve been humbled.

[gremlinshatephilosophers]

Monochromatic Serotonin - Chapter 12: ALUMINIUM

Rating: G • Words: 3203/20043 • Chapters: 12/13