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one day I gotta sit and ponder eyrie’s feelings about primals bc going into arr what they know/their opinions are based on a lot of what they were taught with the garleans
#the whole of they are a blight upon the star and must needs be eradicated#and the groups that create such beings are of the same vein and to prevent that they must needs be conquered blah blah blah the whole thing#eyrie does have the clarity that comes w being out of that system for +15 years#it becomes a question of what is the root of this belief#it’s an excuse for subjegation. for control. to label groups as others#it’s so emet selch can recreate yet another grand civilization for the rejoining#to create a place that is almost worthy of being a delusion of the past#idk this isn’t making sense#eyrie in arr is very interesting to think about at times#I do like thinking about arr rather than playing it lol#you know. gonna ponder eyrie telling y’shtola they had some involvement w the garleans#back in like. arr#idk they are so bad at keeping secrets from y’shtola#I’m gonna revisit this when I’m not tired af#oc: eyrie kisne
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I'll give them shelter like you've done for me
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk art#fushiguro tsumiki#took all afternoon but we wrangled the colours in2 submission#it was looking very green and kind of muddy#so i toned down the saturation in a bunch of places pulled in a lot more grey#kept a lot of the shadows Hard#i think it works#not sure it's the absolute best it cld be but i am Satisfied with it#overall i ws just kind of worried that it was looking rly similar to past pieces colour-wise#i think it kind of still Is but not as much as it would have been had i not made those edits#anyway. emo hours#ive been listening to jubyphonic's piano arr of shelter and thinking abt megumi#thinking abt him growing up n looking back on himself n seeing himself in tht lonely little boy#'it's a long way forward so trust in me' smth smth finding the strength to guide that kid forward even though both of u are scared#bc at the end of the day u Are still that kid#inner child stuff usually doesnt resonate much with me bc i don't like who i was/am/whatever this aint abt me#but in regards to megumi????? OW#in lighter news i remembered at the absolute last minute to lob off the top of yuuji's ear#bc that injury at least i think he keeps ghfssdfhfgsj
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⭕⬅😨THE SQUEEMERRRRRRR
#im a little birthday boy can you say one mean thing about her#ffxiv#wol#grymberk#MY BABIET.#idc if shes shes over 7 ft tall i can carry her around like a little purse dog#full robes = arr/hw#midriff fit = stormblood#the last one is dawntrail. iykyk#i need to workshop her shb/enw fit cause i do alter her clothes per expansion like a little freak#I HAVE THINGS#i have things to say about her that i forgot but ill come back later#black mage#roegadyn#femroe#<- i learned they have their own tag. endangered specie
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"The most important thing is that you survive."
#mine#kyanite daguerre#au: the lightning strike#dt spoilers#companions: druzy#ahru hiraeth#zoraal ja#rrrrr i have so many thought-feels about this#i had the idea for zj trying to kill alphi at one point#and then remembered that post-arr part that hit me so hard back at the time#you know when you get a message that there were refugee uprisings and alphinaud was caught in them#that was a moment of pure panic and fear for ahru until she had eyes on him again#and her words are so... from the heart but 100% like#deeply codependent at that point lmao#she's grown a LOT since then but it remains absolutely true that if anything happened to him#the world would lose meaning to her#and anyway i could ramble for eons but the idea of her words coming back to him in that moment#protecting him even when she's not there to protect him#waves hands around#p.s. druzy is fine but this is why he's not really fit for heavy duty fighting anymore#also also the image of a carby kicking zj in the face isn't going to stop making me laugh any time soon i think
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Auston Matthews Media Availability | 01.04.25
#toronto maple leafs#auston matthews#hockeyedit#egifs#2425#try not be a bitch challenge failed 5 seconds into the new year im obsessed#he has no time for bumbling journalists who dont know where their own questions arre going like..#we r not buddies chatting before the game.. this is my job. lLFJDKSL#it wasnt even a question like fnkldsjfklsf hes so funny. yeah. .. yeah.#how would u come back from that.
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hate hitting the point in doing a thing where you're 90% done but the last 10% is a wall because it's about refining everything you've done prior
tedious!!! don't want to!!!! someone take the last bit and make it pretty!!!!! and finished!!!!!!!! please!!!!!!!!!!!
#stirring up trouble#wish i had money to get someone else to polish my shit...#the amt of almost-done-just-needs-refining shit i have sitting on the back burner is so frustrating#writing I'll probably never clean up bc realistically i need a proper editor to tell me whats not clicking#art that shouldve seen the light of day literal years ago buried in a wip folder. not *quite* done enough to send/post/etc#sitting down to handle my backlog and getting choice paralysis from the sheer amt of stuff i wanna finish so none of it gets done#and then just end up making a spreadsheet or to-do list i'll never reference again. or staring at tumblr. or laying in bed rotting.#literally sat down to do one thing the other day and instead made a spreadsheet that converts eorzean calendar dates to gregorian dates#and added a section for calculating character birth years based on their namedays and ages when ARR started#i had to stop taking half my adhd meds bc my blood pressure was out of control and correlated with severe pain. but the tradeoff is rough.#bc now my brain just. does not fucking do shit it WAS doing with those meds. but my blood pressure was BAD.#so my options are like. struggle to finish tasks. or have a heart attack/stroke (either bc of blood pressure or anxiety abt blood pressure).#the weather lately has also kinda been hell on my head and joints so im Extra not getting shit done. exhausting.
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god i want. an au where it dosn't work. where it's just arr g'raha who's woken up, and he doesn't have all these memories and all these people keep looking at him like they're mourning someone. the world has changed and time has changed and all the people he knows have changed, but he hasn't changed, he was just sleeping, just sleeping, and the world nearly ended several times and apparently he helped prevent yet another end but he has no memory of this. they want him to join the scions. he does not know these people. (he barely knows the warrior of light, now, but did he ever truly know them in the first place?) his little sister is alive and well. she looks at him like a ghost. she's changed, and she's older than him now. he acts bratty and loud and brash to cover up the fact that he does not know anything it seems, and he is tired but he was sleeping for so long, so how could he be tired?
he doesn't know these people. they seem to know him. he wonders if he'd killed someone, when it was him and not that exarch who woke up. he wonders if it should have been him who was "killed" in that way, if it is him that lives and not that man who had known and become friends with all these figures from legend. he wonders if he'll always be fated to be a historian one step back from everything, because he simply cannot be a hero.
#bound with thread | original posts#letters in verse | talking#g'raha tia#crystal exarch#hello everyone i am being Incredibly Normal about g'raha tia at -checks time- 12:02 am#you ever think about the fact that arr g'raha is basically killed/replaced when the exarch wakes up in 5.3. because i do. a lot#hi i have brainworms over this man he's SO tragic and i need to hold him gently in my hands like how you cradle a small trembling kitten#genuinely happy about his character growth and progression and happy ending and all but arr g'raha was the one who grabbed my focus#and i do miss a lot of that character sometimes yknow? post-shb g'raha isn't the same person as arr g'raha and that's intentional‚ i think‚#because he has gone through so much that we didn't see. so much trauma and pain because of the 8th umbral era and that loss he got hit with#and he's not the same person because he's *had* to change so much to keep himself and his people alive and i'm glad he's getting to#experience life to the fullest in endwalker onwards but just. i miss arr g'raha yknow#honestly the silliest thing about it is i miss his student of baldesion tattoo. was a fun little design element you know.#show us the tattoo again squeenix. give him back his red eyeshadow that he had.#give him his bow back i am begging#this has been: incomprehensible ramblings from simon at 12 at night
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replayed crystal tower the other day & arr g'raha is something that can actually be so personal
#g'raha tia#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#he was such a freak back in arr like i was really into it.... HE WAS SO FUCKING WEIRD
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well one of us is going to have to change
#ffxiv#geese art#ocs#fray myste#oc: yesui#pre-arr yesui#same skirt is a coincidence in-universe and out. just looked good with her glam teehee#they do not get along very well BUT. in this one instance here? getting along scarily well#1) neither of em are in armor 2) yesui is taking her hair down 3) her back is to him 4) her scales are going back to blue#and nary a sid in sight they’re not even being civil just to keep him from getting on their asses about it#i like thinking about their relationship a lot they don’t like each other#on a personal level#but they both like the same guy and their goals are essentially the same. yesui especially has a lot of real respect for fray#even tho outwardly she hopes he explodes.#fray likes kiril a Lot more than he likes yesui but there is still a base level of respect there too#at the very least he can trust that she’s not going to try to kill sidurgu anymore so he appreciates that if nothing else#if things had gone differently they probably could have ended up being friends but. alas#someone had to go and get executed. and then seven years later fray also went and got executed#and then SOMEONE. just HAD to possess his corpse#this is getting too long anyways send post
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You’d seen the newspapers, you’d seen the officers, and still none of it made sense. He’d disappeared so suddenly without a single word. A week ago, he was grinning as bright as the stars you were certain he’d returned to. Now, there was an emptiness in the Capital; the air felt heavier, the streets quieter, despite nothing having changed. Death was a mistress you were familiar with, yet her typical heartache stung sharper than any other time before. Perhaps it was from the unexpectedness of his death, though you knew this thought was only a comfort. The truth was that, deep down, you felt guilty. In a way, you were wholly to blame. Had your heart not lead you towards another, he never would have let his heartbreak consume him.
You stared down at the untouched headstone opposite your feet. Where his rowdy laughter should have been was a cold, suffocating silence. It was Death’s silence, mocking you for causing it. In your hand, clutched between tense fingers, was a red camellia. It was the same flower he had gifted you on a patrol once, a wordless promise of devotion that you had so cruelly broken. You gently laid the flower atop his grave, its striking red petals sticking out sorely amidst the rows of dull headstones. Your dim eyes skimmed over the words engraved into the stone, like you were hoping they would change each time you read them. But, of course, they never did.
You were too late. Too late to his affections, too late to his aid, too late to apologise, and too late to say goodbye. Of the heart he had given you – that you had crushed and treaded on to give your own to another – all that remained was melancholy and a faint sense of longing. Perhaps, if you hadn’t listened to your heart, things would be different.
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inspired by @shonenkun309 's post
#the tsubaki is from his romance patrol ep. 3 btw#it's koga if it's not obvious enough lol#i haven't written in ages 😭 i might just do these short fics (oneshots i think they're called?) to get back into it#need to get back to my old writing style idek what this one is </3#HOPE YALL LIKE SOME KOGA ANGST THIS IS PAYBACK FOR SHONEN ❤️❤️❤️#ayakashi romance reborn#ayakashi koi meguri#ayakashi rr#ayakoi#arr#ayakashi koga#ayakashi fanfic#fanfiction#voltage fanfic
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i’m still thinking about this sorry but the idea that the wol’s actions are the same as the garlean army’s actions just really rubs me the wrong way. like i dont think its actually a nuanced position to suggest that theres no difference between resisting imperial violence and committing it. the reason the garlemald section stands out to me is not because well it’s okay, the garleans thought what they were doing was right and we committed violence against them too so who’s to say who is right or wrong. it’s that they are demonstrably in the wrong and we help them anyway. because we can, because they need it.
#endwalker spoilers#i need a text post tag#sorry i’ve been thinking about this for weeks ever since i saw a post that was like well they thought they were doing the right thing so#what makes them the villain#and like this is not the first time this game has touched on this!#back in arr y’shtola tells merlwyb we would not be having to deal with titan if you didn’t break your deal with the kobolds!#okay sorry i really could not concentrate on other things for like the last hour 😭#also like i don’t think ‘the government did it not them’ actually absolves citizens of their complicity#you do have to do some introspection when your country invades others for purposes of conquest#but narratively that doesn’t matter to me as much as what i said in the post it’s just weird to me when ppl use that as an excuse
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The Prince of Tech Duinn in the region of Orenshaar. Once a nation of many warring clans, the King and his son conquered and united the tribes under Tech Duinn's banner. An accomplished warlord at a young age, he was called 'The Black Lion' in both fear and reverence.
#mine#syrus reverien#archives of the thirteenth#so much world-building in my head i'm just barely restraining myself about#because i am sooooo hoping we go there next#it's been one of my top desires in arr and the fact they've finally given us some food about it with the promise of more#has me chomping at the bits#i was sooo placated by the ascian plots and everything but now i'm gimme void gimme void gimme void#i think it's Probably fine to create a little kingdom where Stuff happened seeing as I Imagine#like the First#we'll only get a portion of the full world#but will they use any of the same terms and phrases?#mrrrrrrrghrughuhr#the schism of wanting them to bring diabolos back somehow but also#not so i can just keep doing my own thing with him 😂
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I found a screenshot I took when I was so proud of getting everything to cap all the way back in heavensward. HOW OLD IS THIS A true relic from the past right here.
#screenshots#I've been playing since ARR but I only got like two jobs levelled back then#J'takra#I have been on this game a long time lmao
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Tell me of the irma/y'shtola pastabilities.....
ohhhhhh at this point it's public knowledge that irma got a bit of a crush on y'shtola LMAO i'm sorry she's so much her type on every single front that it was unavoidable. but specifically because of that nothing could ever happen because i don't see y'shtola wanting it (from what we've seen, her type is something entirely different). doesnt help that y'shtola was her first contact with the scions as a whole <- her #1 weakness is weird scholarly miqo'te and her #2 weakness elegant competent and bossy older women who don't mince their words so. you understand. she's a bit intimidated by y'shtola still, i think (but who isn't?). i think it's pretty much the textbook case of Workplace Crush actually
#nobody else (except perhaps tataru) among the scions can boss her around like y'shtola does.#it's sort of an inside joke at this point. urianger and thancred exchanging meaningful looks when they see irma following y'shtola#carrying a pile of books taller than she is. you perceive my vision.#it's balanced with the fact y'shtola was the very first SHE ASKED FOR NO PICKLES!! wol rights defender (all the way back in ARR!)#y'shtola definitely sees (well.) it and is vaguely amused i think. they both have too much professional standards & work ethic tho#it's funny because she's by FAR the biggest ship potential (minus g'raha obv) and yet the one least likely to ever happen#irma
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I'm having such a good time w drk idk when I'll use warrior but everyone seems to rly love it so
#ill always go back to paladin bc thats my arr class and i feel at home in the kit#plus i loooovveeeee paladin/knightly aesthetics and sword+shield combo#and i wanna get good at gnb bc GUNBLADE SEXY#i have thought this since 2006#obsessed w gunblades since i was introed to them so naturally. i must achieve sexy gnb catgirl dreams#but like.... ough...... dark knight good#dark knight fantastic#loving the drk storyline and the aesthetics#and the Actual™️ paladin vibes#instead of w/e the fuck is going on in my pld class quests lmfao#palladiuhm
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guy who makes your lover more annoying (thancred)
#in the wips avoiding the ones im stuck on and they are so funny to me even when they're a little sad#aymeric is the most like. consistent? constant relationship ilya's period like i think ive decided for sure they're never separated#inasmuch. u know. as they can be.#thancred is the longest TECHNICALLY but they're also. Like That.#situationship eternal#i wasn't really sure how ilya would deal with being nonmanogamous for a long time honestly because on the one hand#he's very open like he is not especially shifty or interested in hiding things#on the OTHER hand#he just will not say shit. he will not think about it until it Must Be Thought And Spoken About This Instant#..... and the instant is often fraught. due to he's kind of an idiot.#also aymeric is only tangentially aware of thancred lmao and his awareness is almost entirely.... this.#because so much of ilya and thancred is wrapped up in failing to resolve a whole lot of tension throughout arr culminating in#u know.#ALL THAT#ilya WILL fully revert back to early hw self-isolation if they're spending a whole lot of time together#especially if it's not just. work. work can be separate from whatever the fuck else you've got goin on.#(it can't but we can pretend)#anyway. good morning have. this.#xiv blogging#ch: ilya
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