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Thinking about how Zukoâs desire to be loved and respected at the start of his arc is a weakness, and becomes a strength at the end. All that changed is his perspective. He sought it from people who didnât deserve it, but when he got it he found it lacking. He also didnât change paths for Irohâs validation. I think he genuinely did not think Iroh would forgive him. He made his decision so that he could believe he was worthy of love and respect. Not anyone else, himself. He did it for what he believed was right.
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#Zuko#atla#avatar the last airbender#I just love that the turning point of his arc#is choosing to do the right thing#and is also an act of self love#like siding with Azula in ba sing se was selfish#because he knew it was wrong#but betraying his father and the fire nation#is an act of self love#because he is acting for the first time for what he thinks is honorable#and that was the only thing that would ever make him FEEL honorable
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arthurâs logic being âyouâre not a socerer, I would knowâ drives me INSANE. itâs not âyouâre not a sorcerer, thatâs impossibleâ or âyouâre not a sorcerer, my father wouldâve hanged youâ or âyouâre not a sorcerer, youâre my dumbass clumsy servantâ or âyouâre not a sorcerer, youâre not evilâ or even âyouâre not a sorcerer, youâre my friend and you couldnât have chosen to be my friend if you had magicâ.
itâs none of that, itâs âI would know.â
you wouldâve told me by now. i wouldâve realised by now. youâre not a sorcerer because youâre the one person that wouldnât lie to me
#clawing at the wallsđđ¸#as mad as i am at arthur for the âi thought you were the bravest man i knew guess i was wrongâ#i did forgive him a little in the magic confession scene#because bro could NOT FATHOM he wouldnt know#merlin#merlin bbc#bbc merlin#merlin and arthur#merthur#arthur pendragon#my post
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is âwhat the fuck i accidentally supported a rapistâ not#âbut my showwwâ. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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I think we don't talk nearly enough about this part of UTRH. I think we don't give nearly as much thought to this moment as we should. Because this declaration ("I am no one's son") is not dramatics, not another hyperbolised, theatrical line Jason loves to throw at his opponent. This is a desperate acceptance.
Because in a way, before his death, Jason's journey essentially was about finding a family; a parent, who cares, who loves. All he did as a Robin, he did it for love. He took the cape not because he was seeking revenge, not because of the necessity or a sense of rightness â first and foremost, he took the mantle for love. I said that once or twice there, but it is my favourite way to simplify the whole thing: Robin gave Jason magic, and magic in its core (for him) was safety and loving dad.
So, in a way, Jason (as a Greek character, if you squint) had his own journey from the beginning; a one that seemed fulfilled, once Bruce took him in. And then shit hit the fan, and he lost that in a way. That is where he goes in an adventure to find his mother, to become someone's son again. He finds his mother, he finds Sheila â except, everything goes wrong again, and she turns her back on him.
And then the journey ends. And Jason is back after many years.
And that's what he gets out of it. Accepts bitterly.
He is no one's son. And he hadn't been anyone's since Catherine Todd died.
#and then Bruce proves that Jason is not wrong to think that â he instantly rejects him after the reveal#first by telling Alfred to keep memorial bc Jason's return change *nothing*#and then by slicing his throat and leaving him to be#goodness gracious if you only knew how i love putting Jason in one blender with classic Greek terms#like the classic arch of character going on his own journey and returning wrong#odyssey if he was an anti-hero /J /J /J#or FATAL FLAW#because oh jason's whole story and the fate of being doomed comes from his fatal flow and i am going to tell more about it once#this post was half-cooked w ahoyimlosingmymind aka my pookie#couldn't stop think about this whole panel for two days#jason todd#red hood#batman#dcu#dcu comics#dc universe#batfamily#bruce wayne#batfam#sheila heywood#catherine todd#âwe don't talk nearly enough about itâ i scream as i cry and try to escape arkham asylum
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kana are u just making a multiverse of jinwoo's at this point?? how many do you have???? - đ¸
Literally what I listed in the last ask you sent me LMFAOOO maybe around 20???
Thereâs also Homewrecker!Jinwoo actually, though not in the way you think đ
Itâs about reader whoâs married and has a four year old daughter, but both of them are being abused by her husband.
One night, when her daughter got sick, she took her to the hospital to make sure she was okay. Coincidentally, that was the same night Jinwoo visited the hospital to give the Elixir of Life to Jinhoâs dad.
Jinwoo, reader, and her little girl stepped into the elevator together. But then, the lights flickered and suddenly everything went dark. They were trapped inside the elevator.
The little girl started crying, scared of the dark. Let's say her father (readerâs husband) used to lock her in the bathroom whenever she misbehaved. She kept sobbing, âMama, please! Iâm scared! I was good, Mama, I didnât do anything wrong!â Reader tried to calm her down (she was close to crying herself from watching her little girl broke down like that), but her daughter wouldnât listen. She was too scared.
Then, Jinwoo suddenly did something with his magic (maybe he created a little orb of light with his mana) and crouched down to show it to her. He smiled, so gently, and asked, âHey, you wanna hear a funny story?â
The girl sniffled and nodded.
âI have a friend who used to be a giant ant. Really scary. Sharp claws. Big wings. Thought he was the king of the world.â
The little girl looked at him, eyes still watery, but now curious. "Giant ant..?"
âMm-hmm. But now he wears a tiny cape and thinks heâs a stage actor.â
Then Beru appearedâfloating in the air, small enough to fit in Jinwooâs palmâand dramatically declared: âVerily, âtis I! Destined from the womb to smite all foes, conquer dungeons, and rule oâer all creation! And yetâoh, cruel twist!âI now spend mine hours painting yon royal sisterâs fingernails! What devilry is this? From dark lord to dainty manicuristâfie, what a fall!â
The little girl giggled. âHe talks funny.â
Jinwoo rolled his eyes. âHe thinks heâs in a drama. But honestly, I think he just likes attention.â
The girl stepped closer, wide-eyed. âIs he your friend?â
âOne of the best ones Iâve got.â He held out his fist. âWanna bump?â
She did, bumping her small knuckles against his and Jinwoo smiled, gently patting her head. âAnd now youâre one of my best friends too.â
The girl smiledâlike genuinely smiledâand reader wanted to cry because it had been months since sheâd seen her little girl smile like that.
#sung jinwoo x reader#sung jin woo x reader#jinwoo x reader#jinwoo x y/n#shit this got too long i'm sorry#i keep inventing new ones cause i have sooooo many ideas#that's why i haven't been online much gang i'm busy making drafts so i can read fics out of them đ#anyway long story short jinwoo caught the bruise on reader's neck but he didn't ask about it didn't want to pry#reader wanted to thank him for his help so she asked him if she could treat him coffee or something#they met at a cafe like 2-3 days later#then they got closer#and closer and closer#and it got so intense because now jinwoo knew about her situation with her husband and he wanted to kill him for her but she said no#and jinwoo listened he was so respectful in this story never pushing#he never kissed her or touched her like that but they knew they liked each other#jinwoo was so PROTECTIVE here but like... so subtle about it too#he just sent shadows to watch over her#to make sure they were safe#ugh i can't stress it to you enough just how SWEET and CHARMING he is here#he never crossed the line always watching but always making sure reader was comfortable#he knew she was married and he respected it#he waited for her to reach out first but he always told her that he'd always be there for her... until one night when shit went wrong#and he SNAPPED#i can ramble about this forever but i'll stop here for now LMFAOOOO#asks.đ¸anon#kana answers stuff#headcanons.jinwoo
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"You promised!" Shang Qinghua, despite his efforts, couldn't stop the gasping sobs. "You said you wouldn't leave me behind again! And then you died then and you're dying now and you promised!"
Shen Yuan reached for the other, fighting through the darkness and blurriness encroaching his vision. He managed to grasp his best friend's cheek, weak fingers brushing away the falling tears. "I'm sorry--"
"No! You don't get to be sorry," Shang Qinghua tried to sneer but his face crumpled instead. He didn't shake off Shen Yuan's hand. "This is the second time you're leaving. That's all you know how to do, isn't it? All you do is run away!"
"Qinghua--" Shen Yuan tried to say, but began to cough, hand falling away. The pain was unbearable and it was making it difficult to take in air. Shang Qinghua immediately reached out to steady him as Shen Yuan hacked out his lungs. In between each new flare of pain that swam along with every cough, Shen Yuan could make out the mumbles of his best friend.
"I didn't mean it, please, I didn't mean it, please not now, I didn't mean to say that, I'm sorry, please, please..."
This was familiar. The pain, the loss of breath, even his best friend beside him, keeping him upright. All that was missing was the hospital bed and the frantic beeping of machines. No nurses coming to save his ass now in this forest.
Shen Yuan briefly lost consciousness and when he came back to himself, vision clearing a little, he found Shang Qinghua holding his wrist, pouring more qi into him. As if they hadn't already discovered that qi transfers didn't work when the thing taking all of his was the poison of a Soul-Sucking Bewildered-beest. Shang Qinghua could've tried to get him back to the sect but Shen Qingqiu would have been long drained of qi and, most importantly, dead by then. He couldn't fly and transfer qi at the same time.
It only prolonged the inevitable.
"S-stop," he said, weakly pushing at Shang Qinghua's hand. The other ignored him. "You're gonna d-drain yourself. And then you won't be able to get back at all."
"I don't care," Shang Qinghua said. Shen Yuan wondered how long he had lost consciousness for, as the tear tracks on Shang Qinghua's face were now mostly dry. "You promised."
"I know," Shen Yuan didn't apologize again. "But you know it's not gonna work. And I'd rather you return, at least." He could feel his eyelids getting heavy.
Shang Qinghua let go of him only to throw up his hands in anger. Fresh tears were starting to spill down his cheeks again. "So what? I just leave you here to die without even trying?" He balled up his fists. "Typical. You always think that your actions won't affect other people."
Shen Yuan got the sense that Shang Qinghua was referring to something else, but his mind was starting to get too muddy to think of what. Breathing was getting a little harder. A lot harder.
"Qinghua. A-Hua, please listen to me. C-could you come kneel down next to me? Right here." He waited until Shang Qinghua lowered himself a bit, still frowning, before gently placing his forehead against the other peak lord's. "Listen to me, okay? I know I broke my promise again. But you've found me before and I trust you'll find me again." He said between gasps of air.
"A-Yuan--"
"We've met again and again... and we'll keep meeting. I k-know it." Gasp. Cough. "Beyond all ideas of... right and wrong, there's a field." Vision dimming. Grasp slackening. "I'll be... waiting for you... there."
"A-Yuan?"
"..."
"A-Yuan!?"
"..."
A wail broke through the serenity of the forest.
#shen qingqiu#svsss#shang qinghua#shen yuan#mxtx svsss#peerless cucumber#airplane shooting towards the sky#platonic soulmates#soulmates#queerplatonic cumplane#platonic cumplane#schrĂśdinger cumplane#cumplane#I stole the last line from a song called human sadness by the voidz#I just wanted them to suffer#do I know any of the context behind it? nah#Shang Qinghua didn't mean it#he's just grief-stricken that his best friend is dying AGAin#he's leaving AGAIN!!!!#SQH has abandonment issues in this and is projecting but he's not entirely wrong about SQQ running from problems#This might be sooooo OOC but idc#they knew each other in their old lives so thats what sqh means about him leaving twice#because he thinks sqq gave up on him and allowed himself to die which is SOOOOO not what happened#but he died soon after and grew up without a therapist so his mind warped it#I dunno how therapy works#anyways!!#reincarnation? đ#start of legend of two soulmates with one always being forced to die young#dooming the other to always be left behind to grieve and follow soon after to find them#AHAHAHAA
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the more people say "marinette is becoming gabriel!!!"
all i can think of is the scene from the owl house season 3 episode 3 where luz thinks she's just as bad as belos and the titan is like "the fuck??? no??? belos is genuinely awful and hurt alot of people, you are literally a teenage girl"






anyway the same thing is happening here sort of-
JUST AUGHHH
#dont get me wrong i love the parallels of gabriel and marinette but saying marinette is as bad as him???#GUYS#SHE'S A TEENAGE GIRL#SHE'S GONNA MAKE MISTAKES#SHE'S GONNA MAKE DECISIONS THAT AREN'T GREAT AND SHE'LL FEEL BAD ABOUT THEM#WHY ARE WE HOLDING HER TO THE SAME STANDARD AS A GROWN ASS MAN WHO KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING???#AUGGGGHHHHHH#leave my silly girl ALONE#i wont defend her actions BUT ILL DEFEND MARINETE BECAUSE SHES 14 GUYS CHILL#SHE ALREADY BLAMES HERSELF AND FEELS BAD SHE'S BEING GENUINE#GABRIEL WANTED POWER AND CONTROL AND THE MIRACULOUS#GAHHHH#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#mlb#ml#miraculous lb#ladybug and chat noir#marinette dupain cheng#gabriel agreste#the owl house#toh#luz noceda
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I'm still being so normal about Jack. He's literally just Some GuyTM who was actually pretty good of a person for someone in the gaslight district. He just got really, tragically unlucky.
We can see from the pictures and the way that Mud and Mel talk about him that he was VERY close with this family and probably understood just how toast he was when he learner their little family secret by accident. Mel was comfortable enough with him to be reading a dirty magazine in front of him and neither of them seemed to think anything of it. She gave him a second chance to agree to hide the secret and live and he turns it down. Mud gave him a cig before they threw him into the sea.
We can see from his organ donor card that he also trusted them all. He wrote a little heart next to his name. Outside of the shop, he lives with his mother, and she's now probably wondering what happened to him. He trusted Ken enough to let him be the witness on the organ donor card.
He and Mel have a shockingly raw conversation in/on a fast-moving vehicle a few mere minutes into the pilot and it ends in a car crash because neither were paying attention to the road. He asks if what is happening to him right now will happen to Mud and Breadhead when they find out too. He tries talking to Mud and Breadhead, even as they were brutalizing him, trying to get them to just listen to him, to understand what was happening. They cement him anyways.
I'm so normal about him you guys
#THIS IS A JACK APPRECIATION BLOG#it's actually insane. him and mel are so interesting#their dynamic implies that they knew each other really well before things went down#I hope we get to explore that more in the future#the gaslight district#tgd jack#also jack represents the fact that mel will never be safe and will always have to be ready to turn tail and kill her friends at any time#even if he comes back and somehow DOESN'T choose to reveal her. she can never really be comfortable with him again#at least until the secret it out for good#because he will always be that risk of something going wrong and someone finding out
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"I am a stranger to love so I knew the moment I first felt itâ versus "I am a stranger to love so I didn't recognize it until I got to know it." And's it's just Klaus and Caroline.
#caroline forbes#klaus mikaelson#the vampire diaries#klaroline#klaus x caroline#but Klaus is afraid of love and so he knows it he craves it but also resents it#and yet he loves and he canât do anything about it#and Caroline thinks she knows#she believes so strongly that she knows love#and will recognize it when it knocks on her door#but she is just as much a stranger to it as Klaus#but she failed to realize because she never feared it#and then she did feel it#and god did it terrify her#because these are the two characters who arguably love the strongest#and they knew other kinds of love#they did but not this kind of love#they love the strongest and are taught they are unlovable things and condemned for loving the wrong way#and they are strangers to love#because it easier that way
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HE WAS SO MAD
#classic Kakashi DID disobey orders for his kids#It's insane when people say he'd never act rebellious against konoha when the evidence is there in the classic#or course things changed in shippuden#but in the classic? he went to the land of the waves mission without reporting the the classification was wrong#because he wanted to help tazuna properly#he allowed sasuke to fight in the preliminaries with the cursed mark and secretly sealed it went it was over#he hide the fact that a three men cell was needed for the chuning exams to give sakura the space to decide for herself what she wanted#he was all the time hiding information and acting on his own#even when he says later that he couldn't do much for them it's not because he didn't try#the village fucked him over they set him up for failure and in some sense he knew it#he accepted to be their sensei because he cared for them and he was on their side#I'm fully convinced that if shippuden had followed the classic as it was supposed to do kakashi would have rebelled in more than one way#but it didn't happen :( so#Kakashi Hatake#naruto#Tsunade Senju#Naruto Classic
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failure and futility
for day 2 of campfire fest! prompt: third eye (and i guess could also count for explosion, or a lack thereof lol) @outerwilds-events
#i meant to do something yesterday but i had a crazy shift at work and was feeling lazy lol#anyways. pye and idaea after the probe didn't work#this line of text is the first thing that comes to mind for 'third eye' for me bc its the only evidence/in-game mention of the nomai's -#- third eye being special/different from the other two in some way. im curious if it is actually composed differently and has better vision#or if it is just better for seeing fine details in things directly in front of them since it is forward-facing as opposed to -#- being on the sides of their head#also i just think about these two a lot. can you imagine being co-leaders of the most difficult and controversial part of a massive project#that is so important to so many people including your friends family members and ancestors who have died in search of what you are -#- going to potentially destroy your entire clan while attempting to find#you are building a weapon intended to destroy yourself and the entire star system you were born in#and your co-leader is the person with quite possibly the most opposite opinions and disposition to you#idaea having to grapple with the fact that the failure of something he never wanted to exist in the first place is still upsetting to him -#- because despite their differences he still sympathizes with pye who was so confident and wanted it to work so badly#and both of them as well as anyone else working at the sun station put so much time and energy into constructing it#and that work was so miserable due both to the heat and the tension due to their differing opinions and their own mixed feelings on it#pye having to admit defeat to everyone else working on the project who were so excited for this to finally give them the answer#in front of idaea who was so convinced that it was a bad idea and who she was probably desperate to prove wrong#in front of the entire crew of people who had spent probably months in miserable working conditions#after she had been so confident that it would work and so insistent that this was the only way#and she had to admit not only that it failed but that it couldn't possibly work. that deep down she knew and had probably known for a while#- that it would never work and had continued working on it anyway because she wanted it to work so bad#anyways. the fucking brainworms#tried out a new style for this and i really like how it turned out#outer wilds#outer wilds spoilers#outer wilds nomai#frostgnaw draws
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Book Fiyero: *immediately recognizes Elphaba and stations himself at the backdoor to prevent her from evading him, stalks her halfway across town to her aerie (even though at that point in time she was only a college friend he hadnât seen in five years), insists on seeing her again, instinctively goes to comfort her when she first cries, gets sucked into increasingly deep and fraught conversations with her about collateral damage and freedom fighter terrorism, calls her the âmost individual, the most separate, the most realâ DURING AN ARGUMENT, says he adores Elphabaâs looks IN THAT SAME ARGUMENT, doesnât understand Elphabaâs âbeing born with a talent or an inclination for goodness is the aberrationâ comment because (implied) he sincerely believes Elphaba isnât evil, changes his mind about the plight of the Animals all by himself but doesnât mention it to Elphaba because he is afraid she would distance himself from him, buys scarves for both his wife and Elphaba even though only Elphaba likes scarves, is so concerned for Elphaba and her dangerous Lurlinemas Eve mission that he stalks her instead of staying at his club or just leaving town altogether, and is so worried about her that he returns to the aerie just to see her*
Also Book Fiyero: Am I in love with Elphaba?
#đđđđđđ#wicked#wicked meta#wicked book#faeyero#fiyeraba#re reading wicked and i am crying#maybe the musical was right all along in making him the scarecrow#jk fiyeroâs wicked smart no pun intended#i think he was protecting himself subconsciously from heartache#because he had sarima and the kids#if he got in too deep with elphieâŚwellâŚ#but sarima believing he was a little in love with glinda makes me laugh so hard. so off base#honestly the intensity with which fiyero just latched onto elphaba when he sees her again. real I'M NOT GOING TO LOSE HER AGAIN vibes#it almost makes me wonder#because itâs been five years dude#crope saw her too#but he didnât stalk her halfway across town just to say hi#and he knew her for much less time than glinda boq crope AND tibbett. they literally had only (1) line of dialogue during the shiz years#donât get me wrong#typically when you have to ask yourself if you love that person the answer is usually no#but i think in this case actions speak louder than words#no shade to musical fiyero btw he also got the sauce. especially bailey!fiyero oh god#but book fiyero is something else#âmy wife is from nest hardingsâ ELPHABA WAS BORN IN NEST HARDINGS#he could have said âmy girlfriend or friend or cousinâ but nooo it had to be wife#also the fact that he refused to sleep with sarimaâs sisters or be unfaithful to sarima because he didnât want to compromise his power#but then sleeps with elphaba when she sheds (1) tear#iâll shut up now
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all I wanted was to save them... (ID in alt)
#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#let me know if there's any other tags i need to use!!! not sure if it counts as gore#ruporas art#*vash voice* YOU ARE NOT WRONG/LOST WOLFWOOD!!!!!!#i think very often about ch 49 where wolfwood thought it was fr over for him for that brief moment. he was already bearing with so much#fatigue that it wasn't going to be enough for him to fight back properly.. and ough... augh..... for the first time after bearing that cros#someone saved him. someone saved himmmm AUGHHHH <-- guy who can't be normal about it even though its been 7 months since i read it#but he's suffered alone for so long and continued to do so because it's all he ever knew in those short years#and its devastating. his one and only desire was simple and it was still difficult for him to reach T_T#anyway... i love him... holds him tenderly in my palms
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mage viktor discourse again on twitter and all i can say in my little corner over here once again is, I don't know why the entire fandom takes it as canon that mage Viktor failed to save every world he manipulated.
Canon does not provide evidence of this. This is fanon speculation. It's a fine headcanon to have, but everyone talks about it like it's canon when it isn't. Canon is ambiguous about the outcome of the timelines mage Viktor altered. The little nods we are given point, in my opinion, towards the opposite conclusion, that he successfully averted destruction.
I've written meta on this before but in summary:
1) 'In all timelines, in all possibilities' is worded precisely, it's not 'out of all timelines'; the implication is that every time, Jayce brings Viktor back from the brink, not just in our timeline. 'Only you' doesn't refer to our timeline's Jayce, it refers to all Jayces. Jayce always brings him home. If Viktor continuously put the fate of each timeline in Jayce's hands and Jayce failed over and over, I don't think he'd say those words. And the way he says them matters. His words are tinged with wonder, not sorrow. As if over and over again, he is shown that Jayce saves him, and it continues to amaze him. He doesn't sound defeated, like this is the next in a long line of Jayces he's sending off to die. The feeling is that Viktor's faith in Jayce has not been misplaced.
2) If mage Viktor doomed every timeline, there would be hundreds (or more) mage Viktors. All running around manipulating timelines. I highly doubt the writers wanted to get into that kind of sticky situation. The tragedy of mage Viktor is that he is singular. Alone. Burdened with the responsibility of the multiverse. The emotional gut punch of his fate is ruined if other timelines led to the same outcome, and from a practical standpoint, having multiple reality-bending omniscient mages would rip apart the fabric of the arcane.
There are other points, such as there being only one corrupted Mercury Hammer and our Jayce is the only one to receive it, and the fact that if mage Viktor is as omniscient as he is implied to be, he could easily step back into other timelines and correct course, because it's highly unlikely he could sit still and watch things go down in flames. But these things can be argued elsewhere.
While I love conversations about mage Viktor's motives and selfishness vs altruism, the writers & artbook have expressed that Jayce and Viktor care greatly about Runeterra and want to fix their mistakes to save it, and that their reconciliation is symbolic of Piltover and Zaun coming together as well. Yes, they make disastrous decisions towards each other, making choices for the other or without the other, which has negative consequences for their relationship and for Runeterra - but I think fandom pushes their selfishness even past what's canon sometimes, as if their entire goal hadn't always been to selflessly help the world around them. Their final reconciliation is about bridging the gap that grew between them - the pain and grief and secrets, betraying themselves and each other - to mutually choose each other openly and honestly. Part of the beauty of their story, as expressed by the creators, is that in their final moments, they chose each other and took responsibility for their actions by sacrificing themselves to end what they started, together - and that choosing each other saved the world. TPTB have stated this - that Jayce and Viktor are the glue holding civilization together, and when they come back to each other, they can restore balance. It's when they're apart, when they hurt each other and miscommunicate, when they abandon their commitment to each other and their dream, that the greater world suffers. Their strife is mirrored in the story-world at large.
Mage Viktor is framed as a solitary penitent figure, damned to an eternity of atoning for his mistakes. He paid the ultimate price and now is forced to live his personal nightmare of exactly what he was trying to avoid for himself with the glorious evolution. The narrative clues we're given point more in the direction that he saves timelines rather than dooms them. If Viktor's actions kept killing Jayce, the very boy he couldn't bear to not save each time, it would undermine these narrative choices. Yes, Viktor couldn't stand to live in a world where he never meets Jayce, so he ensures it keeps happening. But in that same breath, he couldn't bear to see a world where his actions continue to destroy Jayce and destroy Runeterra. His entire arc in s2 is born of his selfless desire to help humanity, help individual people. He would not lightly destroy entire worlds. That's his original grief multiplied a thousandfold, and narratively it would lessen the impact of the one, true loss he did suffer, his own Jayce. It wouldn't make sense for him to be alright with damning other timelines to suffer the same catastrophic tragedy that created him. I mean, maybe I'm delusional here, but is that not the entire point? Because that's what I took away when I watched the show.
As I said, I love discussions about mage Viktor, as there's a lot to play with. All I wish is that the fandom at large would not just assume or accept the Mage Viktor Dooms Every Timeline idea as canon, when there is nothing in the actual canon that confirms this. Maybe people need to just, go back and rewatch the actual episode, to recall how mage Viktor is presented to us, and what it's implied we're supposed to take away from his scenes, and separate that from the layers of headcanon the fandom has constructed.
#arcane#mage viktor#jayvik#viktor arcane#meta#this is like. along the same vein as 'jayce knew all along viktor would go to the hexgates during the final battle'#like that is a headcanon. we don't know that!!#the actual scene could be read either way and i know when i watched it that's not how i interpreted it#and i doubt it's how most casual viewers intrepeted it#fandom gets so deep into itself after a show ends that you really have to just. rewatch the show to recalibrate yourself lol#for all that people bicker about mage viktor yall dont include him in your fics v much lol#anyway i love mage viktor and he's probably my favorite version of viktor <3#i just wish fandom stopped insisting on a monolithic view of canon#and the idea that mage viktor fucked over hundreds of timelines to collect data points like a scientist is just#rubs me the wrong way as a scientist lol#you do realize that scientists don't treat everything in life like a science experiment right?#it's about inquisitiveness and curiosity. not 'i will approach this emotional thing from a cold and calculating standpoint'#viktor has never been cold and calculating. he's consistently driven by emotion in the show jfc please rewatch canon#i just think that people would benefit from a surface level reading once in a while lol#sometimes fandom digs so far into the minutiae that they forget the overarching takeaways that the story presents#assuming there must be some hidden meaning that sometimes (like this) is decided to be the literal opposite of what's presented#rewatch mage viktor's scenes and ask yourself if 'deranged destroyer of worlds' is really what the show was trying to have you take away#then again there seems to be a faction of this fandom that for some absurd reason thinks jayce was forced to stay and die with viktor#so i guess media illiteracy can't be helped for some lmao#i post these things on here because my twitter posts get literally 10 views thanks algorithm#so the chunk of the fandom i really want to see this will not#but i must speak my truth
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I've seen people theorizing that Bobby was a K-pop idol in the past and that is why he goes above and beyond for the girls so...
What if he was the "heart" of his group, blaming himself for them falling apart? Maybe years of therapy made him realize it wasn't his fault, but an industry-wide problem
Yes this is based purely on the scene where he gets hypnotized, giving into despair because he couldn't keep Hunter/x together
#bobby kpdh#bobby kpop demon hunters#kpop demon hunters#kpdh#kpdh spoilers#maxxie talks#pages in the tags#on one hand: I like to think Bobby just has common human decency and genuinely cares about the girls#on the other: BOBBY BEING A PAST IDOL GIVES HIM A LOT OF DEPTH#dude probably had to fight to get a healthy relationship with food. with how insane the kpop industry can be over idols weight#just having bobby's current character portrayed as his best self#because he isn't forcing himself into an unrealistic standard. he is THRIVING#on a nicer note: he probably gets involved in choreo practice when someone is too sick#< imagining like the starkid bts stuff where lauren wasn't feeling well so a guy wore her apron and danced in her place#sorry I can't remember his name it's 2am over here rn#edit: it is no longer 2am and an anon notified me that the guy was scott lang. sorry for not remembering his name#all i knew was that he was a brother but i didn't wanna get his name wrong#thank you anon who was up late scrolling through starkid stuff o7
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I'm at that part of chapter three my friends, so let me be a reminder that Colm O'Driscoll's plan to lure in Dutch after taking Arthur failed because nobody came looking for him.
He would have died being held captive any longer, he barely escaped.
The gang did not come for Arthur.
#and it makes me seethe#listen in my first playthrough this was the part I thought Arthur was going to die in#that's how little I knew about this game#I was crying real tears#I was mourning arthur three chapters early lol#and I know I know micah explains himself but god it is not good enough#tilly went missing and they noticed right away#they hadn't seen trelawny in a few days and they went to find him#FUCKING BILL GOES MISSING AFTER BEING TAKEN BY BOUNTY HUNTERS AND THEY NOTICE#I seethe I seethe#Arthur Morgan your own family failed you#I get so caught up in the fun family dynamic that I have to remember that arthur is the âprotectorâ#so who protects the protector? well then this mission tells you everything you need to know#arthur has to save himself because nobody was there for him#and again I know that if the gang knew he was taken they would look#but the fact that hosea said LOUD AND CLEAR that it was a trap and that THEY HAD SAID TO MEET UP IF ANYTHING WENT WRONG#AND THEY STILL DIDN'T LOOK FOR HIM!!!!!!!!#THEY DIDN'T EVEN TRY#ARTHUR WENT MISSING FROM A MISSION THAT WAS CLEARLY A TRAP AND THEY DIDN'T GO LOOKING FOR HIM#FOR THEIR SON#THEIR BROTHER#THEY DIDN'T LOOK!!!!#my blood is boiling#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#mick rants#colm o'driscoll
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