#because its not HIS problem. he doesnt use it!!!!
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mindless-existence1 · 2 days ago
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The JJK men and your nail appointments
Gojo, Geto, Nanami, Sukuna, Toji, Megumi, Yuji,
Gojo loves spoiling his girlfriend that's common knowledge. He likes going with you and pick out the color and just hang out with you with you.
Hed also always pick blue because duh thats his color and your his girl. All the nail ladies would love him cuz he brings in treats for them and is always so nice. If hes ever not there they ask about ti and tell you to marry him soon.
Geto would come to the appointments sometimes but its more rare. Hes used to funding you and the girls activities so he has no problem paying.
You convinced him to get his nails done once and he wont admit it but he really liked it. He'd like to help you choose what you get but honestly he thinks you pick good colors all on your own.
Nanami is a firm believer of "happy wife happy life" but not in that misogynistic way but if you are happy then thats all he really needs in life. So of course hes willing to pay for your appointments.
He likes them to be a suprise for what they are to see what you came up with. He loves to spoil you and he has the funds to do so so hed let you get whatever.
Sukuna has those beautiful long purple nails and you think he doesnt go to his own nail appointments? Hunny he has his own nail lady thst comes straight to his palace of course he hooks you up with them.
Hell be a bit grumpy about it but also he might mention something about getting the same color as him. Totally not to match its just a good color....he swears.
Toji is broke. Sadly its true. That dont mean hes not willing to find the money to pay for them. It hurts his pride and masculinity if you have to buy something that he should be paying for.
He says "Dont worry bout it ma" and then someone has the money the next day. He doesnt really care what you get, he doesnt really understand all the names for it so if you like it he doesnt care.
Megumi is the kinda guy to take care of himself in a skin care, hair routine, kinda way so that means he takes care of his hands. He does it all himself but he understands wanting to get you nails done.
I dont know if hed have the fund for it but hed help cover the costs. He wouldnt ever get something himself but when you show him what you got he thinks they're pretty no matter what.
Yuji is the type of guy to not be afraid to get a little something on his nails too. Anything too crazy interferes with his fighting style but say you got long nails with flower decals. He got little flowers painted over a clear gloss on short nails.
Same as Megumi he would be able to help eith the costs, and same as Gojo all the nail ladies love him cuz hes so sweet and adorable.
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hahahafangirl · 1 day ago
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i forgor to say this yesterday but u know how not knowing how to use chopsticks properly has been a visual cue for not knowing how to socialize/connect with other properly in wbk? in a narrative in which eating is one of the vehicle for connection? both the acts of eating and connecting/socializing have implicit sets of skills which you were assumed to have been taught at a young age? notice how sakura was taught how to use chopsticks by nirei. and how choji and kaji, those with less in-text reasons (compare to say, suzuri or sakura) to not know how to use chopstick properly, also have the same problems. well, its allegorical! (its also sooo cute how choji split his chopsticks unevenly lmao) and especially with regards to kaji, whose arc happened prior to the main timeline, i see it as a unique way he had adapted to "socializing" with other, the same way headphones and candies are.
anyway that bring me to the thought that maybe suo doesnt eat with others because he cant use chopsticks or have a weird way around it that he doesnt want other to see. i'd like to think that suo eats healthily; his favorite food is a dessert-- i'd say thats a sign of a pretty healthy eating habit. just that, he doesnt eat with other people (his friends). having one eye means one doesnt have depth perception, which could make using (or re-learning how to use) chopsticks difficult, and incredibly frustrating-- perhaps suo never quite re-learned how to use chopsticks "properly" or at all. him using chopsticks unconventionally or using a spoon instead, for example, is an adaptation to his disability. it would be cool to see something like that-- at the conclusion of his arc, a natural place for suo to start eating with friends :)
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alchemiclee · 1 year ago
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my dad swears we have the fastest internet my isp offers (I looked it up and its 1GB, while the slowest is 300mps) but when I test my speed, it's on average 3-5mps. P A I N.
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frobby · 11 months ago
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i think a core component of the okumura twins relationship is that if you told them before the series what happens in the future, they would worry about each other before themselves
#i stand by this 100%#especially with yukio people act like he actually hates rin#when in reality he spends a lot of time worrying about his safety to his own detriment and to the detriment of him#cuz he thinks about it as an authority figure and not as a peer and he doesnt really know rin that well at this point#hes used to the 'if nothing bad happens he'll be same so if he does nothing nothing will happen' but of course that doesnt work anymore#rin is already a demon hes already an exorcist and yukio cant cope with the fact that bad things have ALREADY happened#and his problem solving method failed and continues to fail that he doesnt know what to do#in terms of rin of course he also has his own problems#rin does this too but more as a brother and less of an authority figure#its more of a 'yukio should have to deal with this so im gonna do it even if it kills me' even tho in this case yukio has more experience#rin needs to keep him safe and to keep him safe he needs to fight the things that threaten his little brother#but that also fails because of yukio's aformentioned experience but also rin's lack of experience#rin knows how to fight bullies but he doesnt know demons but hes still trying even if yukio doesnt want him to#anyway i think its sweet how hard they try for eachother despite being out of their element#and also how hard they're trying to appear like they're not trying to keep eachother safe to eachothers benefit#okumura twins#ao no exorcist#blue exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura
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clumsypuppy · 2 years ago
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fake ep idea + doodles
#i was thinking abt how funny it would be if there was a shiftythrifting blog equivalent in lmk. and half the stuff on there is#submitted by wukong. so i thought a yard sale ep would be funny lol#basically the hoard becomes problem one way or another and wukong figures the best way to get rid of his junk is thru ebay#somehow ends up selling world ending artifacts to random megapolis citizens so mk mei and redson have to scramble to find em#purposely meant to mirror the weekly shenanigans s1-2 style eps that are really goofy (dumpling ep noodles ep etc)#but it gets darker and darker because MK is not fucking ok after that whole thing with the scroll and some unchecked identity crisis#for me id want him to kind of. freak tf out because they have to find MULTIPLE chaos inducing items that could end the world while trying t#be sillygoofy and funny about it. so hes trying to mask his panic with “ohhh guys its just like the good ol days ^_^ remember that ^_^”#ESPECIALLY after that whole thing with the ink scroll. also mei doesnt buy any of it and is worried for him the whole time#as for the B plot it could be monkey king also trying to be very relaxed abt selling 4000 years worth of stuff and tang getting all huffy#like “these are priceless artifacts that could help us learn so much about the past!! wtf man!!!”#and maybe it reveals smth like wukong not wanting to hold on anymore bc his past weighs him down. and theyre all reminders#i think azure mentioned that wukong is sentimental (idk if that was genuine or lying to mk) so that could be touched on to#so basically. the theme would be some sort of conversation abt nostalgia. i think. im not a writer so its very fuzzy in my head#if anyone wants to add on or include their own spin on it feel free. also included undercut redson as a treat somewhere in there#myart#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk red son#lmk mei#lmk MK#lmk xiaotian#lmk xiaojiao#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#doodles#lmk tang#lmk pigsy#lmk traffic light trio#yard sale ep
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bisonboy420 · 2 months ago
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guy i had a weird kind of homo thing going on with in high school who never admitted anything to me bc he was too repressed just came out as pansexual in the groupchat. do i kill this guy or what
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qoldenskies · 29 days ago
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NEUROTIC FLOOR TURTLE??
That's beautiful anon.
But I love how you made him feel more comfortable sleeping on the hard floor, cuz it does make you feel grounded when you're that damn traumatized. I, too understand the need for neurotic floor time, Donnie...
it's actually something he does because of the laundry room :( it grounds him and it doesnt,,, because its definitely a response to him feeling unsafe. he spent an ambiguous amount of time just laying on the cold hard floor dissociating. in the closet, too. it's a mix of that and the fear that he doesn't "deserve" soft, pleasant things, and him not even wanting to develop attachment because his room was ransacked... it's unfamiliar and sometimes just too much.
he'll go to the laundry room if its really bad, even in the new lair, but otherwise he'll just sleep on the floor of his own... and there's really no way to stop him, but it's one of the biggest reasons they regularly went to stay with him in cw, outside of the night terrors. it wasn't good on his body when he was recovering. he doesn't do it as much but there's a billion little things to overcome in his recovery that just wax and wane depending on his mindset. all they can really do is try to make it comfortable for him.
#ask#canary continuity#donnie's relationship with sleeping on the floor is kind of similar to like. his relationship with positive touch#like with touch. he avoids it. never initiates it. tries not to express desire for it (he gets better at it though)#but touch noticeably does not worsen his episodes as long as it's kind and considerate#there's a couple of places or particular ways of doing it that will set him off (raph cant touch him with his claws at all and leo-#-cant touch him from behind for example) but otherwise like#it actually helps. they tend to swarm him so quickly because they know that#and because it triggers them to hear him so upset and it helps them too#but his fear of seeking it out without a justification beyond his own well-being comes from a deeper psychological problem#and sometimes the guilt of wanting at all is enough to make it worse. it's the reason he went to the roof the second time#he's okay with sleeping in a bed but sometimes he's so convinced he doesn't deserve it that the floor is the ONLY thing that'll make him-#-feel safe. even if he needs the bed more. even if it would make him feel better#he cant. he cant get used to it. he hasnt earned it. he doesnt DESERVE it#and like it was mostly used in cw to represent how their desperation and guilt wasn't even seeping through to donnie initially-#-since raph went out of his way to make him this whole nest of soft things and he went to the floor anyway.#and putting him in his bed only made it worse. only made him lock the door. if he hadn't done that the whole lamp thing wouldnt have-#-happened because he wouldnt have *locked it*. he was actively averse to the idea before he learned they could just#visit him in his sleep. that won out against his fear of being locked away (not anymore though)#but looking at it now outside of the symbolism its. man. Man :(
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ghostlypawn · 2 months ago
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my #unfortunate trait is that i like how mel/langdon has an undercurrent of toxicity to them 😔
#like i do think he likes her and she likes him#but it is all smoke and mirrors on his part as a way to control#like the way shes someone new and he can manipulate her view of who he is#knowing that out of all the newbies shes the most likely to take him at face value and not pry further#he doesnt try and hide that with santos#he's nice to whitaker and javadi but doesnt try too hard to have a Persona (probably bc theyre students and likely not sticking around)#but mel.....#i also think he uses her as a way to 'prove' that hes fine. that he can be a good teacher. even though shes fully competent without him#like he stops being abrasive when she thinks he and garcia are fighting.#notices she takes things as they are? doesnt want her to see him as an aggressive asshole?#its like shes a new project that he Cannot fuck up or everyone will know#but i think its when they have the autistic patient that he does actually like her#and that she doesnt need him as much as he wants her to need him#but even then theres a selfishness to it that HES benefitting from her competency#'least problematic intern' (or w/e) = one whos not going to cause ME problems not problems in general#and i love the concept that mel unfortunately falls for his mask (because why wouldnt she)#and its why i want them to be lowkey angsty next season bc now she doesnt trust him !!#and he needs to earn that back#im sorry i dont live in delulu land just yet where everything is happy go lucky between them i like the complicated nature of them
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simptasia · 3 months ago
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you know britpicking? like where an american writes a fanfic set in england, or with an english character, and they get an english friend to look through it and check through it to see if the terms and phrases are accurate? (eg. flat instead of apartment)
well i propose there be such a concept for star trek
because people in star trek talk differently than modern humans. they use different words, different slang, phrasings. yes, they can speak casually but mostly it isn't like us. watch any of 90s trek and you'll see These People Do Not Speak Like Us
and, no disrespect, a lot of fic does not reflect this. and it irks me. they just speak like modern day people instead of... star trek characters. i personally think part of the fun of writing trek characters is writing it out to how they speak and how they would think
hell, this isnt even a fanfic problem. modern trek has this issue too. i think outta laziness. they have their people talking (and when in casual wear, dressing) like 2020s people and it pisses me off
its part of why strange new worlds feels like a high budget SNL skit
annnnyways. i propose this idea be called fact trekking
#i came up with that pun literally just now and im so proud#im fucking pedantic okay#i understand that fanfic is transformative works but#it makes my eye twitch when they dont talk like star trek characters#i'd be lenient and allow swearing! even though use of the word ''fuck'' makes me flinch in moment trek. use it in fics. fine#an interesting little example is that trek characters rarely if at all refer to their job as ''work''#you ever notice that? they tend to say ''i'm on duty'' or ''i have a shift'' or something like that. never ''i have work''#uhm. chronometer instead of clock. they use 24 hour time instead of am/pm#and they say it way more than regular 24 time users#like. i use 24 hour and i still say things like 3 pm#but a star trek character would call that ''fifteen hundred hours''. even casually. this is ALWAYS the case#another one thats been BUGGING me: guys. i promise you. trek characters use minced oaths#they say ''oh god'' or ''oh dear god'' or ''oh my god'' and variations upon. they dont have cultural christianity but its still a thing#they just never use ''jesus christ'' as a minced oath. never ever. but i promise you a trek character can say ''oh my god''#they do it lots of times in canon. so its baffling and annoying#how often in fic i see trek characters saying ''oh stars'' and ''oh my stars'' ????? what the fuck guys. thats not a thing!#yeah most characters in trek are agnostic or athiest but that doesnt mean they cant use god as an exclamation#that doesnt apply in real life does it. and the ''stars'' thing is just. not a thing at all in canon. shut up#you wanna avoid religious reference so much it makes you look stupid. comes across as immature and petulant#its the ''religion doesnt exist in the future'' crowd i just know it is. but i digress#ohhh and not even just phrasings. theres also when theres just shit that doesnt conform to how federation society people would think#trek itself has this problem too because modern thinking sneaks in but OH MY GOSH THEY WOULDNT HAVE COMPHET#WHY WOULD THEY HAVE COMPHET AND SEXISM AND HOMOPHOBIA. it doesnt! go with! federation culture!#julian bashir has not felt internalized queerphobia a second in his life. why would he. what would cause that#sorry. that shit is a trek fandom peeve of mine. can y'all remind yourselves these people are from the 24th century#and their culture and way of thinking would be different. im saying these to actual trek writers too. sigh. have some imagination#julian has other serious issues. but having issues with being bi would not be one of them. you're making stuff up with no sensible basis#reading some fic or watching some trek like: ...okay does this writer even wanna write for trek#notice im not talking about treknobabble cuz that shit is over my head. i mean day to day manner of speech and certain ways of thinking
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dirt-str1der · 1 year ago
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Theres no season 4 because theyre too scared to animate the canon gay couple. They know its going to change the dr stone mrm ecosystem forever
#its the smug way that xeno introduces stanley as 'ex military' like yes he used to work for the state but now he works for ME#Listen to my problems#like tsukasen is already so popular if theyre gonna introduce another hot guy x silly guy couple AND theyre adults AND theyre evil#itll be fucking game over. actually maybe not. since theyre adults. they only wanna do dj of kids#and the current stanxeno doujins all have a very specific mature bl vibe that tsukasen struggles to match#and its so fucking funny when he immediately cracks an inside joke because he doesnt like stanleys smoking habit but hes literally the one#making the cigarettes for him like he just fucking loves him its so funny. and then when we see stan actually doing his job he complains#that xeno likes overloading him with equipment because he wants him to be at his best#and near the end he... he SHYLY hands him a pack of chewable tobacco like 'here since you cant smoke in space' <- HUH#like thinking of his nicotine addiction is already crazy enough but SHYLY looking away and handing them to him ? what was that ? why#did he get nervous ? is he gay ?#im not even talking about the face grab scene because stanley was literally about to make out with him if senku wasnt standing right there#this isnt fanfic like he reached out in canon and grabbed xenos chin and forcibly tilted his head up to look into his eyes#and it wasnt for a contrived plot reason he just did that because he wanted to. and it was never explained#like senku staring at ryusuis ass can be explained away because he just likes guys but stanley doing that was so actively and aggressively#homosexual behaviour i cant stress how much he just randomly did that#and the focus on his lips in the previous panels before that part. also pretty funny#his lips that were so beautiful that everybody thought he wore lipstick but no theyre just a perfect shade of deep red
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dennisboobs · 6 months ago
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every day i have to hold my tongue when m-cd-nnis shippers start sounding like frat guys with the way they talk about dennis' Secret Feelings toward mac. hey man. i don't actually think you get it. i don't think you understand what's going on between them.
#HEY MAN. I DONT THINK DENNIS ~SECRETLY WANTS IT~ AND TJAT ITS GOOD ACTUALLY WHEN HE ASSAULTS HIM. CAN YOU BE NORMAL.#ada speaks#guyssss dennis is just secretly gayyyy its fiiiine mac is making him come to terms with itttt#he actually really wants all this despite his verbal protests you guysssss#fuck taking him at his word obviously dennis doesn't know what he wants !!!#like my brother in christ. when dennis says. It's Never Gonna Happen. Not Willingly.#he means it. the willingly part IS the important part#when dennis HAS a choice and when mac is not actively REMOVING that choice#THEN he is like. fine with it#but you people don't seem to understand what it is that mac is doing that dennis is opposed to#is it rlly that hard to understand that mac putting dennis into these situations like in ddl and gets romantic is intentional on mac's part#dennis' issue is. Always. he doesn't like being TRAPPED. key word.#this is why he resists time and time again not just with mac but with everything else he fights against#he doesnt like being out of control. he doesn't like being controlled. its not even that he wants to be the one in control#it's for protection#so when mac traps him. intentionally. in a way that is premeditated. when he knows he cant trust mac#why in gods name would he WILLINGLY consent to literally anything#like you look at the implication and the obvious parallels there#where he is recreating how he was made to feel#and its specifically about being trapped. PHYSICALLY in this sense#and you look at the fucking scripts and you see how many goddamn times the word TRAPPED is used#[GESTURES BROADLY]#like for the last time. dennis is not resistant to mac bc he has these latent desires he is in denial about.#he's resistant to mac because he doesn't trust him and doesn't want to be assaulted.#its about power. but consistently we see that dennis Doesnt Want Real Power he just wants enough to protect himself#like for fucks sake. yes. if dennis consents then obviously he's going to be fine with it#the problem is that mac doesn't care enough to get consent#and very specifically circumvents it instead. den isn't like. overreacting. he's right djskdjfkkf
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futuristichedge · 2 years ago
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Shadow 100% has pulled shit out of the oven with his bare hands. He doesn't scream out in pain, but he's grimacing and clearly not a huge fan of the experience.
However, once he learns what oven mitts are, he opts to use those instead.
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deepfriedseagullfeet · 9 months ago
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hey guys. what if i told you that Jack can manipulate the egos' bodies whenever he wanted. what if he could use his Power that he used to create to hurt the things he created. what if he could break bones on demand. twist muscle and tendons. initiate intense migraines. decides that chase's stomach is sick and forces him to vomit for days. decides that marvins power should backfire and torture them with their own magic. decides that all of henriks teeth should fall out then grow back, tearing through his torn gums. its his creations. its a lot like when an author plays around with their characters. or a child plays with their toys. the egos are jacks, and so he can decide what happens to their bodies at any given point.
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raspberryjellybrains · 2 years ago
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yknow I've been thinking about what dream looks for in friends and lovers and I've noticed that it's not necessarily people that are mean to him, but people that are direct. dream himself deals in metaphor and manipulation, it's simply what he is, so just about everything within his realm that he's encountering consistently will be such that as well. considering both his own tendencies, the environment it breeds, and his whole Thing about guilt and choice, it makes sense he would choose people who are clear and honest with him. he wants someone who will tell him how it is, but not what to do with that—even when it's not really what he wants, dream knows it's what he can need. I think that's why figures like lucienne, matthew, death, and yes, mervyn can be important! on some level, dream knows he's convoluted and shifty by nature, and he's tried to combat that with concise words and mind-melting beauracracy, but it can't fix everything. he likes people to keep him in check and I think that is the most self-awareness he has ever been capable of. so... clap? no? idk. nod acknowledgingly.
#it is also that he is autistic#i dont make the rules. its just true.#also didnt mention for sentence flow but this is 100% why i think he REALLY hates desire#theyre the only manipulator in the universe better at manipulating than him. and uses these abilities to fuck him over.#they know how to blend direct observation with subtly implied direction to get him to do what they want whilst thinking hes not#dream knows this and he HATES it. because thats like. his every fear confirmed. in someone who is supposed to care for him.#and desire simply sees this as an extension of their function and good fun besides without understanding how deeply this messes dream up#with the guilt and choice thing: dream wants someone clear to blame and he would prefer it not be himself#so he wants to be given the option to be left with no choice so he can escape all personal responsibility as disguising it for himself as a#personal attack. the problem is that this is an inherently selfish thing to do and his perception of reality is so warped by ass kissing and#paranoia (great combo) that he ALSO cant tell whats a personal attack.#see: nada rejecting him and dream damning her to hell for 10000 years.#that also hit some other stuff he lacks the emotional wisdom to grasp#but like. why else would mervyn exist. genuienly#mervyn knows hes made by an uncaring god for menial and unnecessary work. everyone else knows hes full of shit and kinda right.#if dream didnt like what purpose he served on some level he would just remake or unmake mervyn all together. but he doesnt.#mervyn is like a chainsmoking barometer of public opinion#like boyboss good for him but thats it#anyway#dream of the endless#the sandman#raspberry rambles
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matsugumisou · 2 months ago
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if you have a dog listen to me IF YOU HAVE A DOG THAT YOU CLAIM IS YOUR OWN DOG IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO TAKE FUCKING CARE OF IT NOT EVERYONE ELSES YOU’RE INSUFFERABLE
#using this as my personal diary again hahahaha#you take care of it#you clean up its piss shit and puke#YOU CLEAN IT UP#NOT ME NOT DAD AND ESPECIALLY NOT MOM#WHO MIND YOU JUST HAD FUCKING BRAIN SURGERY AND MAY NEVER SEE OUT OF HER RIGHT EYE AGAIN#YOU. CLEAN. IT. UP.#i’m not a violent person but OH MY GOD#when i text you that YOUR dog made a mess and then i watch mom come in the house to clean it up I KNOW YOU TOLD HER TO CLEAN IT UP#YOU MAKE ME WANT TO THROTTLE YOU#ITS YOUR DOG#I HAVE A FRENCHIE AND HES MY DOG#DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? IT MEANS HE’S MY RESLONSIBILTY AND I HAVE TO CLEAN UP AFTER HIM#I HAVE TO TRAIN HIM#THATS HOW THAT WORKS#mind you this is a fucking malinois#this dog is for biting sports and police work#this dog is NOT for our middle of bumfuck nowhere house#this dog is NOT for chronically ill and handicapped people#THIS DOG SHOULD NOT BE HERE SHE GOT HIM OFF OF FACEBOOK FOR FREE BC SHE SAID SHE WANTED HER OWN DOG#SHE DOESNT EVEN LIKE DOGS#SHE ONLY WANTED ONE BC I HAD ONE#SHE DID THE SAME THING WITH HER HORSE SHE ONLY WANTED HIM SO THAT SHE COULD SAY THAT SHE HAD HER OWN HORSE#WHICH WASNT EVEN HERS SHE DIDNT SPEND A DIME ON HIM#why was the dog free you ask? HE HAS BEHAVIORAL PROBLEMS HES REACTIVE TO OTHER DOGS AND PEOPLE#HE LITERALLY CANT BE OUT OF HIS KENNEL EVER BECAUSE OF IT#AND SHE REFUSES TO TRAIN HIM#and i understand that he’s been in and out of the shelter multiple times so the possibility of him not being put down is slim#but at this rate he’s gonna attack someone or someone’s dog and he’s going to be put down anyway#find somewhere else for him
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roughentumble · 1 year ago
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also i think it'd be fun if some of the nogitsune rubbed off on stiles. not in a "he's dark and evil now" way but in a "an incomprehensible old spirit beamed its thoughts directly into his head" way, like maybe now he has a latent understanding of japanese, because that's what the nogitsune thought in. and he wasnt privy to its thoughts most of the time, and Understanding what was said was kind of just, forced into his brain, but the latent comprehension is still there. the nogitsune never told him the rules of go, but he still plays like a champ when the pieces dont make him break out into a cold sweat, because he simply Understood the rules. something about its presence forced the knowledge into the subconcious of his brain
he cant write or read japanese, and he's semi-crap at speaking it, but rough comprehension comes innately.
he should have knowledge with no source, further proof that for a while he was not himself and he was not in control
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