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i think a really great aspect of oofuri is how much it gets mihashi's ass for being overly timid and dependent. it would be really easy to write off the way he and abe interact as being abe's fault because he is overbearing, and a lot of people do, but it has some really great moments of going "hey, you cannot hide behind abe or depend on him to make every decision. it's not good for you, or him, or the team."
#oofuri#yeah abe is a little overbearing but it is often because mihashi does not make decisions on his own so abe is just filling in the gaps#because he really and truly cannot make a good guess about what mihashi wants#because mihashi has never said anything about what he wants#but any time mihashi has ever voiced a complaint or suggestion abe takes it into account#he is not dismissive#he just doesn't think to ask because 1. mihashi has never given abe a straight answer to anything 2. abe is not very good at being social!!#autistic teen boy who needs things said simply to him paired up with autistic teen boy who thinks saying things simply will get him killed#abe should ask more but mihashi also needs to say more. abe can't read his mind and he shouldn't have to that's not how relationships work#i get a little irritated at the perception that abe is treating mihashi poorly#what is he meant to do when mihashi doesn't talk to him#i am thinking about the scene where tajima gets mad at mihashi#and tells him 'you can't play baseball with just abe'#because mihashi being incapable of speaking his mind and acting on his own isn't good for the team#and abe will pick up the slack but that isn't how things should be#i did not like the bijou game but i really liked it showcasing the strain it put on abe to make all of the calls#and there is a lot there to be said about how his willingness to do everything but actually pitch for mihashi#stems from how bad catching for haruna was for him#because he felt alone at the catcher's plate the same way mihashi did on the mound#and that. fucking scene of abe begging haruna to pitch. augh. he'll do the rest please just pitch#abe can do everything else as long as mihashi stays on the mound#obsessed with mihashi and abe mutually being so worried that the other person will not be there
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i'm having thoughts about this and they're all completely normal.


#*carly catalogs#MY MOST SENSITIVE BOY IS GONNA BE IN SHAAAMMBBLLEES!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧#HE'S GONNA BEG ON HIS HANDS AND KNEES FOR HER LITERALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#BUT AT WHAT COST????? IT'S GONNA BE SO DEVASTATING THIS SECOND TIME AROUND 😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧💔💔💔#ALSO I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST ANTHONY IN THE BACKGROUND (i mean who else could that be) BUT THERE ARE 2 PEOPLE???????#SO THAT MEANS IT HAS TO BE BOTH THE OLDER BRIDGERTON BROTHERS SWOOPING IN TO CALM COLIN RIGHT???????????#excuse me while i go marinate on this while i work#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton s3 part 2#bridgerton spoilers#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#polin#otp: you are special to me
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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent
#xmen#xmen comic#krakoa#cherik#snap chats#until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny#how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind#ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM#i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were#fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something#and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone#and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly#ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious#sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder#and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room#GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom#im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building#obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3#in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral#ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am#im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day
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Repent now, repent now! Remember this body is not your home; No pleasure in the sea, No wound is as sharp as the will of God.
— REPENT NOW CONFESS NOW, Lingua Ignota
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Here I am being the bearer of good news to tell you Chapter 28 of A King’s Burden by the amazing amazing @thedarknone has updated! GO CHECK IT OUT IF YOU HAVEN’T! Huge thanks for giving me the opportunity to work on this commission, such a pleasant experience and I can’t wait to work with you again :DD
Process
#Honestly took me a bit long for a b&w piece to finish because nitpicking got me again#after the 1000th time taking random photos of me kneeling and staring into the void I was just like#fuck it we ball and went with instincts lol#but hey no regrets that’s where things start to be fun and I get to try a lot of new things here#AND AGAIN THANK YOU FOR INTRODUCING ME TO LINGUA IGNOTA this is a piece heavily inspired by arguably all of her songs#and especially I who bend the tall grasses#MY TLK FELLOWS CHECK HER WORKS OUT IF YOU HAVENT I BEG OF YOU#the last kingdom#tlk alfred#alfred x uhtred#for reasons#king alfred#alfred the great#alhtred#hikaru tlk#hikaruchen#edit: JUST REALISED I FUCKING SPELLED THE FIC’S NAME WRONG WTF IM SORRY It was 2:30AM when I posted and i was too sleepy i guess#hikaru commission
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i desperately need someone to write the "Armand-as-Rashid pretends to be Daniel's live-in caregiver after breaking up with Louis earlier than canon" AU fic that I have no energy or time to write myself
#iwtv#armand#daniel molloy#devil's minion#armandaniel#i mainly have no time to do the research into how medicine works but i beg of the universe for someone else to also have this idea#i assume Armand would just manipulate his way into Daniel's life even though Daniel doesn't need a caregiver for real#and then maybe Louis ruins it for Armand when he finds out and is like HEY REVENGE#so basically the end of season 2 would have happened before season 1 minus daniel involved at all
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Your Daughter - Unethical Spite
No less than a child; No more than my son.
Characters Featured: Audrey, Chernobyl, Proto Ui
Unethical Spite by @wogot3
Die Your Daughter by Sasunna Joffe
#stale art#unethical spite#animation#This one is a little heavier than my usual stuff but I promise I'm not allergic to happiness...#I had a vision & sat down & made this in 2 days#this is the second year that I've made Uneths art a week before Artfight XD#I DESPERATELY WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT AUDREY'S LIFE AND FAMILY PLEASE PLEASEEEE FAT PLEASE#for example his dad was only seen in one doodle page and one comic that is now outdated I WANT TO LEARN MORE I BEG#I have some really cool details in here for those that want to analyze :3#I love seeing people's thoughts on my work and appreciate everything deeply#I'll start you off.. Notice how Chernobyl's Porly symbol is neat while Audrey's is scratchy#Or how at the end the porly symbol appears on his back just like my own Polaroid hc signifying that he no longer sees himself as Audrey#this is also the first time I've used my handwriting for a project other than for notes bc I've been self-conscious ;u;#ANYWAYS ENOUGH RANTING! BYEEE ENJOY
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the cats have learned a new skill which is pretend vomiting before breakfast to get me out of bed
#its either pretend vomiting or they get themselves so worked up and excited that they gag#it ONLY happens around meal time specifically when they have been begging for awhile#usually preceeded by a BIG wail and then -hurk hurk hurk-#i jump out of bed to clean it up and ah ha. no bile or vomit or cat hair ball just 2 demons staring at me waiting for food
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Condifiction hasn't published his QSMP Purgatory streams from December of last year, because he never made an official vods channel. It's September 2024, and I run this account now, so here's some links to his archived streams!
Disclaimer: I didn't archive any of these. Just grabbed the links and displayed them for easy use. Go here for the full QSMP vods masterlist, and to find the original archivists!
Announcement Stream | 12/16/2023 | here
Day 1 (Part 1) | 12/18/2023 | here
Day 1 (Part 2) | 12/18/2023 | here
Day 2 | 12/19/2023 | here
Below the cut is bonus tweets about him and his team during purgatory! For organization purposes ^_^


Announcement tweets!


Elimination tweet, the final percentage bar causing their removal, and Condi's response.
#post archived!#september#qsmp#condifiction#if there's anyway i can give more credit than just the links PLEASE let me know how. begging you here man#im so new to this#i just transcribe describe and collect things in my spare time im not even doing the work here#i have other posts 2 post btw. have a condi song and a charlie song to post#but first! slmccl video#anyway have fun o/
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college … wasted on the youth (me)
#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN#forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just#so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing#and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif#dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z#bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore#ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually😟#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school#i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do#science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only#reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed#and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during#covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what#i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg#for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO#i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now#like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad#guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)
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Thinking of selling little things for a little extra money since my job doesn't pay well >.< Just pins, keychains, and little print outs. Maybe stickers if I have the time. I'd do art commissions if I knew how they worked and had the bravery (╥﹏╥)
I already have pins, just trying to work myself up to actually selling them online. I dunno, I opened a Ko-Fi account over a year ago and never had the guts to share it. I just like staying anonymous and am always a little paranoid (。ノω\。) Unfortunately I need money to save up for a car/school in general
I'll work it out (^~^;)ゞ




My pins! It's official art ^_^ I've no idea what to sell them for though (·︿· `) 25mm, very small
(I took the Aizawa and Mic for my work apron lol)
#I've seen people turn manga panels and stuff into pins#official art as well#hope it's okay#I'm trying to find ways to stay anonymous while also making extra money (*﹏*;)#I've worked at my job for almost 2 years and my pay only went up 20 cents#only because minimum wage went up (─.─||)#can only can out 3 times every 3 months#more than that you get written up - then you're only allowed 1 call out day during a 6 month period#it's inhumane#what a horrid place#i need a car so very badly before i start this medical lab technician program since it's a 40+ minute drive away#and i know nobody will want to drive me (plus Uber will drain me dry)#trying my best but I'm so very tired (;ŏ﹏ŏ)#would love to share my Ko-Fi#just don't really know how it works yet#plus don't want to come off as advertising or begging because i hate those posts#what a conundrum ┐(‘~`;)┌#💬#🪪
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unbelievable
everything has been unlivable all season and the second Dianna got off maternity leave everything was ok
#She really just went 'yeah I told Caffrey to break the law. I knew you wouldn't get it legally in time and I needed it. You've done this for#years' and Peter was like O: and she was like 'I don't even care I was right.' and it worked and Peter was like 'damn...I have let him brea#the law and then blame him for being a criminal and see him only as one for years that's not great' BRO. Dianna I am begging you TuT never#ever leave us again it was terrible. I can't believe she single-handedly saved Mozzie fixed Peter healed Neal and restored equilibrium in#2/3 of one episode back .queeen... I missed her so much TuT#White Collar
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psst… psst….
send in hook requests (i don’t know why the horse picture is so big but this horse is me, i am this horse)

#_emily’s post_#i am BEGGING#i don’t wanna work on part 2 of bridget’s sister just yet bc i spent literally an entire week writing the first part#and i love hook so much (even with his five minutes of screen time)#so i will take literally anything and everything (within reason)#descendants#descendants the rise of red#the rise of red#descendants x reader#descendants the rise of red x reader#the rise of red x reader#james hook#james hook x reader#young hook#young hook x reader#young james hook#young james hook x reader
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tumblr glitched and spared you all the most heated rant of my entire hoa fandom tenure
#idek what happened i answered the ask & hit post but it completely deleted LOL#I’m not gonna bother to reanswer anon’s ask so I’ll give you the abridged version:#i would not feel the need to post so much about season 3 of hoa if people would stop being such virulent haters#and hold this season to an entirely different standard than the other two#like it genuinely makes no sense#i cannot stress enough that you can like s3 the least#that’s your prerogative#but to be so LOUD and so WRONG#ALL THE TIME???#makes me genuinely mental#SEASON 2 IS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE SEASON#but season 3 needs love and so it’s been 11 years of me giving her love#anyway i guess i just gave you a take version of my rant#and @ anon: fuck you LOL leave me alone once and for all#i love having discussions and deep dives tho please do not think I’m @ing anyone on here you guys are chill and smart#and make good points and do great work and i love you#but if you’re a genuine s3 hater please fuck off to someone else’s blog i BEG#AND if you’re the anon who refuses to leave me in peace? i hope your pillow is warm on both sides#tess rambles
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The girls are back in town!
#please hire me to work on this show im begging i love these 2 sm thx#fionna and cake#adventure time#tanglecolors#tanglearts
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Just saw this comment on a story posted a month ago.
*cries in Eddie Munson Solo Series no one wanted to read, interact with or request for*
No shade to the person that commented this on their own fic if you recognize it. It's not their fault. I'm not mad at them. More crying in the tags.
#and no I didn't tag the solo series like I normally would because it's not about THAT. It's not about trying to get people to read it#It was just really ouchie to see the same concept I wrote 2 years ago get triple the notes in ONE MONTH.#and double the notes of my solo series masterlist in general in one month vs 2 years of my stories sitting there rotting#Then I see people saying they need more solo Eddie and I'm just here like my dudes I begged for requests. BEGGED. But bc I wasn't#/have never been a popular writer people don't want it from ME. It's like omg we want THIS but not like that. Not from you.#Can't help but let it get you down when nothing has changed in 2 years. It's not like I worked my way up and have the interaction now#that every other blog I used to commiserate with back in the day is getting currently. Fandom isn't a competition but it's not fair either#and I really struggle with that a lot of the time#Also yes I will concede I should be happy with the notes on the solo series because they are the highest of all the work on my page but#they're still nothing compared to what some people have just hours after posting a new story.#I saw someone complaining the other day that there are less new stories in the fandom than ever 1. That's simply not true. 2. Even if it wa#can you blame writers for giving up when readers are checking the same popular blogs over again or reading the same 5 tropes the same#2 pairings over and over. The same series? Over and over. Ignoring everything else and then complaining that their faves don't post enough?#That the popular writer with the incredible series (that rightfully deserves interaction) hasn't posted a new dad!eddie or rockstar!eddie#drabble in ages meanwhile there are writes out there pouring their souls into dad!eddie and no one reads it. There is so much rockstar Eddi#smut out there that it could sustain a brand new reader for an entire year before they needed a new fic#Idk man. I'm just feeling so defeated. I write for fun now. But there was a point in time where I desperately tried to build a platform by#offering requests and writing a lot of things I would not otherwise write to try and gain traction on my page and every time I see another#food fucking fic get hundreds of notes I get so sad that I wrote that stupid Melon fic because I had people in my life that told me#they would be excited to read it and for what? One of them still talks to me. The others moved on so fast. Most didn't even reblog it.#Some of them have since written their own food fucking fics that got triple the notes of my OG. Again. No shade to them. I don't own the#concept. It's just disheartening and fucking sad above all else. How hard I tried to get people to LIKE me and my stories. 😂#Just sad hours in general tonight my guys. Going to go and pour the bad feelings into Aftermath and then maybe make a bad life choice and#pour all my savings into an ipad#YES I KNOW first world problems. I know. That's why I try not to talk about it bc it seems so petty considering the state of the world#But you can't help what gets you down#EMMs Journal#EMM's Journal
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good news wildcats, I'm finally watching hsmtmts s4. I just finished episode 1 and I am SCREAMING.
toxic ricky is back!!!!!!!!!!! unhinged unstable season 1 ricky my darling!!!! my beloved!!!!!!!!! my pathetic soggy prayers have been answered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#anyway it started making my brain too happy so I'm gonna have to pick it up and put it down until I get good n fixated enough to mass consum#but the good news is I'm getting so many ideas for rocks 2 n 3 n 4!!!!!!!!!#it will be a slow and steady process but it's chuggin down the choo choo tracks!!!!!!!!!! I'm working on wrapping up curiosity while I outl#then when I write those probs is when I'll outline cur2-3.#also mike being like “yeah I met your mom in my senior year so uh... be safe”#and ricky's like “don't worry dad I won't get my heart broken”#“......OH. you mean THAT kind of safe.”#I am WAITING AND AGONIZING for them to drop an implied sex scene#i know they probs won't cause it's disney but PLEASE GOD PLEASE#I NEED TO SEE WHAT RICKY LOOKS LIKE ON CAMERA AFTER GETTING HIS FUCKING WORLD ROCKED#PLEASE GOD PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU#anyway yeah#tried to talk to someone about all this and got HORRIBLE rejection sensitive dysphoria so time to delve into fanfiction to cope!!!!!!!!#love writing as a creative outlet!!!!!! love that I have therapy tomorrow!!!!!!!!
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