#bobkinthoughts

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tumblrs algorithm is telling me to watch star trek voyager...

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i rewatched HBO's chernobyl miniseries last night and there was something about these two that i noticed during my last rewatch (ive rewatched these five episodes like a million times lol)

i didnt pay much attention to it back then, or ig i chalked it up to me consuming basicly only gay media but

dont these two seem a bit.. you know

in love?

i might be losing my mind lol

if anyone has watched the show please tell me whats going on

(and im talking about the show ofc not the irl people guys)

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Link and his top surgery scars (never separate!)

the entire wip:

imean.. its got potential?

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drew this for the invitation to my graduation party (this is a slightly modified finnish graduation cap) and i think if you would have told me like even 2 years ago that in 2 years im gonna be fucking around with reflections in my drawings it would have probably blown my mind

anywayyys i think the finnish cap is fucking gorgeous

its like really nice to look at

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i have the urge to just start dumping my old sketches here

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WAIT i want to ramble about something

tldr: i recognize improvement and im exited about it lol

long version under the cut :D

Some of these are from almost four years ago, the room and the face are less than three years but still. At that time 4 - 3 years ago i wasn't satisfied with my old art style at all. I felt like i lacked an art direction or an art style of my own and i had no clue what i actually wanted to do with my art. Like i was drawing some fanart, then getting upset for it not getting attention really. I had some original art but really no clue what to do with it, no meaning behind it and it didnt really bring me joy or anything. I was doing a lot of stuff because i felt like i need to for someone else, i created two oc's because "well, my friends have those and they are way better artists than i am, i should make some too." And needless to say, i was constantly comparing my art to others.

Cut forward to the present. Ive been drawing / doing art actively as a hobby since like 6th grade, since i was 12 years old so more than six years now. Im about to graduate high school, after almost three years of studying at this (art) school i can notice a significant change in how i see my art. I remember as a freshman in my first art course i was so hell bent on following the "rules" that were given for one of our works. In my last course i listened to the advice and directions and decided, "fuck the rules, i have a great idea for a painting, ill follow my own rules."

And guess what. I am so proud of that painting. I am happy with what i do now and how im recognizing that im getting better at some stuff. I also try to learn from others mindfully, not just comparing my art to others negatively but recognizing what i want to improve and searching reference in others' art.

Lmao realizing ive gotten better in human anatomy made me think about the evolution of my approach to drawing and i dont think i succeeded in putting my thoughts into words coherently but idc this was a ramble.

I am so glad i never got discouraged in this art thing that i do. I am going to keep creting until the day i die. Muahhahhahhahaaa (evil laugh)

DUDE

my sketchbook used to be so cool :(

shoutout to 2021 / 2022 me for having no clue what to draw and somehow still doing it

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okay guys

after a quick tumblr research ive come to the conclusion that i have not lost my mind

they, in fact, were in love

i rewatched HBO's chernobyl miniseries last night and there was something about these two that i noticed during my last rewatch (ive rewatched these five episodes like a million times lol)

i didnt pay much attention to it back then, or ig i chalked it up to me consuming basicly only gay media but

dont these two seem a bit.. you know

in love?

i might be losing my mind lol

if anyone has watched the show please tell me whats going on

(and im talking about the show ofc not the irl people guys)