#both mentally and physically

[hotwaterandmilk]

I'll keep this short as there's countless other things going on in the world that deserve your attention more than anything on this blog.

My chronic pain issues have escalated significantly over the past month to the point where I am struggling to complete basic everyday tasks. I'm trying to get something figured out medically, but who knows how long that could take or if it's even possible to return to my standard pain levels.

Basically, scanning and editing things isn't my priority or even something I can manage properly right now due to my pain levels. I'm going to do my best to post what I can, but keeping my head above water (in terms of my health and job) in the immediate future is my focus for now.

Thank you for understanding. I'll keep my ask box open. I appreciate the likes/comments/reblogs on this little 'ol blog. Hope you will stick around.

[paleflesh1]

its insane how much ive changed

[aivy-saur]

Absolutely down in the dumps rn but seeing Diadem gave me a bit of fuel to keep going hajqhskaja 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏

[gremzygremlin]

taking a small art hiatus so i can work on mental health stuff 💚💚💚

[fever-project]

Sir Raven ref! There’s quite a bit on here ha. Some quick notes I have for him: He’s the Hero of Time, I’m not beating around the bush here. I love that theory so I’m including it in this AU, for the drama ✨ More notes under the cut, it got a bit long, oops.

He has a close connection to the Sheikah, and the Sheikah mask is based on one of SwSw Impa’s concept art! Even though this guy never experienced MM, he still gets a connection with masks, as a treat. I’ll explain why he’s even wearing it at the start of the story later. I also made his amulet an inventory system, because I thought it would cool.

So thon pronouns, in this AU and also in any LoZ thing I make, are a Sheikah term. It’s typically used in place of “that one,” which is what it was actually used for when it was first created irl. The Sheikah use it because it seems less suspicious to refer to someone with thon, rather than that one, when they’re sneaking around and stuff. Sir Raven picked it up because he was constantly referred by that by some Sheikah, and he also just liked it.

The kinstones are from Gustaf! He gave some to everyone after they all arrived in [REDACTED]. I didn’t know that there weren’t any red kinstones in that shape until I already had a few pages showing that kinstone, so I can’t really go back on that ha.

Oh, and I’m guessing you lot want an explanation on what Duraromantic is. Let me explain it. Someone who is Duraromantic is “a person who rarely experiences romantic attraction, but when it they do, it lasts for a long time.” I got that from AUREA. It has a lot of terms relating to aromanticism, I recommend taking a look at it if you’re curious. Raven has only just gotten over his many year crush on Sheik(who stays as Sheik in this timeline, enteral transgender swag). I dunno who he would end up with tbh, Malon is the easiest choice, but it would be funny if it was just some nobody lol.

Also Raven thinks about his descendant a lot. He’s always in the back of his mind. He wants his descendant to exist, he cares so much about him. He doesn’t know which Links could also be his descendants(in my version of the loz timeline, everyone in the downfall timeline is related-I’ll make that later), but if he does learn that one or more of the Links are related to him, he would protect them as much as he could.

[pafyna]

oc's dancing pt. 1 — let's see how far I get through this dbdkxk

last time I drew her (Lia) after listening to Aurora. I probably listened to more Aurora on the right one but I don't remember for sure, so let's pretend I exclusively listened to The Oh Hellos for the both of these :)

I hadn't been able to dance for a while, getting these sketched out (and colored) helped me channel some of the energy I get from the songs

pt. 2 | 3

[feralkuromi]

I WOULD LIKE TO STOP FEELING LIKE SHIT RIGHT NOW PLEASE FFS

[ghostscrown]

Body memory is so fucking weird

Here I am crying and sick as hell from serotonin syndrome

And suddenly my appetite comes back and first thing I feel is this weird craving for hot milk with a ridiculously huge amount of honey in it

And I'm like "damn that's weird I haven't drank that in what, years, why am I suddenly craving it"

So I make myself a bowl and then it hits

Hey wait, that's what I was making myself to drink when I was sick as a child

[i-m-a-goner-takeitslow]

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[seventhofcrows]

Not my fault you wanted to wear booty shorts, SMH. 🙄

(It's true, one of the layers on this shoddy piece is just literally booty shorts at the bottom.)

[c1trvswurld]

Writing a scene where hanzo is getting checked up by Angie (which is his first check up in YEARSSS) and based on his last medical record he was on the craziest mix on anti-depressants, phsychotics, and mood stabilizers. That he hasn't been on since he was 16 and all Angie can do is tweak out in absolute horror.

[mel-loly]

I'm so tired today..

[dolloie]

happy birthday to anton's gf 🙏🏻🙏🏻

[yelenadelova]

Learning that I’m not a music festival type of person while at my first ever music festival is certainly an experience

[crimson-catalyst]

"First Meetings" prompt from january 2022 ft @firestarting's Dr Faust teehee <3 im sure neo will make it out of this meeting perfectly unscathed and normal

neo's a guy who has been unloved and down on his luck for his entire life and turned to a life of petty crime - it got him by and that's about all the praise he had to sing for the lifestyle. everything changed when he tried to rob a mysteriously high-tech laboratory fairly far out into the outskirts of civilization and he found himself in the possession of one Doctor Faust Ambrose. the good doctor studies curses and gifts, and is never one to pass up a test subject...