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i will die on the hill that simon and his mom have a good relationship
#cry of fear#simon henriksson#that entire game happens because he needs to make sure she's safe#he stays alive through monsters and boss fights and having to saw open someone's chest for his mom#when he gets home and she isnt there he starts crying#in his endless purgatory the light at the end of the tunnel is a message from her leading him home#he LOVES HER#and i will not accept anything else#number one mama's boy simon is his mom's everything and she is his everything#i like to hc that his mom is very loving but semi overbearing- very protective and he can get annoyed with it but he understands why#he gets where shes coming from but needs space every once in awhile#i get WHY people hc that they have a strained relationship- either from projecting (which is fair) or simply thats how they understand simo#(which is also fair) but personally i cannot get that impression#which makes her leaving him after his accident so much WORSE because either 1.she simply cant handle it and distances herself or 2.shes dea#both of which suck forever#he loves his mom :((
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in his and davrin's banters, lucanis exhibits a certain little shit energy I don't think we see him have with anyone else other than illario and honestly I am living for this
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#davrin#also that's really interesting. with illario it's clearly not ever meant to wound but it serves a similar function of 'hey fuck off'#they have that friendly insult game going that veils some real resentments and conflicts that perhaps. should have been dealt with#considering that you could hardly find two people less alike in fundamental character than davrin and illario... fascinating#I suppose both of them push past lines of comfort and don't really let up at subtler signals to back off#(illario to needle and davrin mostly because he's that straightforward I think haha)#but the sheer viciousness with which lucanis responds makes me think there could mayhaps be some resentment with that dynamic#that he won't let out with illario himself b/c he has so few interpersonal relationships and wouldn't risk disrupting one#even when illario is getting up to some Shit even outside of the whole betrayal thing#and davrin is sooo uninterested in doing anything but call 'em as he sees 'em and it's glorious haha#it also means that I think lucanis is more honest in those banters than he is with anyone else I've seen#including the fact that he's mad and that the ossuary really did suck that bad actually#with bellara he's like 'don't worry about me I'm fine *thousand yard stare*' and with davrin he goes 'yeah I'm haunted forever by it.#does that satisfy your curiosity' lmao. and then they're just trading barely veiled death threats for a while#davrin is confrontational but he's also a safe person to be angry with b/c I think at the end of the day he is also fair#many thoughts. all the time. all veilguard up in my neurons 24/7
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All I’m going to say I think now that my brain remembered part of what it was thinking is that Taylor and Joe went through a lot together (good and bad) and regardless of how it ended or what led to it they both seem to be determined to keep that private and not throw each other under the bus and in the end they’re just two very, very different people whose outlooks in the long term were just never going to align and never has that been clearer.
#I AM NOT DEFENDING HIM JUST TO BE CLEAR#I’m just saying… he said a lot of nothing in those quotes beyond ‘people on the internet suck’#which is true#and both he and Taylor are keeping things close to the vest about it all#and just seems to me that whatever they went through together they are determined to keep it between them so that’s the end of that#(again in contrast to how she has no qualms about reading m for filth)#he’s just some guy and now he gets to be just some guy forever#and she gets to be extraordinary#like yes the loving committed thing raises eyebrows given how much pain she was in#but like he could have shaded her about how it ended too and he didn’t#AND I AM NOT DEFENDING HIM#we know he was a terrible partner and she felt like shit#I’m just saying neither of them want to delve into the specifics and i think they’re just moving into footnotes in each other’s lives now#like i want to make it clear AGAIN I am not condoning anything on his part here — clearly there were huge issues#I’m just saying just because he may have sucked as a partner doesn’t mean the internet being cruel isn’t also true idk#and yes it’s transparent why he’s choosing to speak out now (or rather why the Sunday times is choosing to reach out to him now)#but like… idk i just can’t muster up any feeling about this man one way or the other lol#and take cues from Taylor (and even him) she’s determined to keep it between them other than the broad strokes#so I’m following her/their lead#(like I have thoughts about why but that’s not important and ultimately is just… it’s the most normal of ltr breakups)#like he just sounds a little pretentious with his ‘real life’ which like… good on him keep living that real life you do you dude#meanwhile his ex is flourishing with every passing week and milestone and is living her unabashed best life#and they’re probably both happier for it now
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Back on my meds, making a damn decent paycheck despite how many days I had to take off this month, my mom’s feeling better now that she’s home and we’ve figured everything out, our neighbor’s gonna build us a wheelchair ramp for cheap, and my dad miiiiiiiiight be buying a new car as we speak 🤞 (my mom just can’t get into the truck anymore, and she hasn’t wanted to drive her two seater for a while now, so we’re trading it for something practical). Things are finally going fairly well, all things considered ❤️
#she speaks#after the absolute hell we’ve been in all October I think we deserve a fucking break#hopefully this post doesn’t jinx the car lol#we’re keeping the truck obv cuz like we got livestock#but the lil beamer has got to go unfortunately#sad it’s a fun lil car#but it hasn’t been getting the love it deserves and it’s time for something more suited to our needs as a family#kinda exciting really I hope we get it#we all fucking hate spending money so both my parents have been waffling on it for a couple of days#but like I told them mama you got a doctor’s appointment next week for your g tube#and then a hospital follow up with our pcp the week after that#and you’re gonna have to see a gi and a nutritionist pretty regularly#and there’s gonna be more surgeon follow ups I’m sure#and eventually we’re gonna need to take you to outpatient pt cuz we can’t have a home health pt forever#cuz insurance only pays for it for like six weeks#so either we’re gonna have to rent a car every time you go to the doctor#or we gotta buy one#and like this isnt going away you’ll have to go to the doctor often#cuz you’re missing like half of your small intestine#so getting a rental all the time is gonna suck#it would be better to have a car you can get in and out of easily just on hand#not to mention eventually you’re gonna wanna get out of this house just for the hell of it#and it’s not like we can wake up one morning and decide hey let’s go on a day trip#and then waste two hours driving back and forth from the nearest enterprise#which is on an extremely busy two lane highway and is FUCKING terrifying to get to lmfao#so with any luck my dad will keep that in mind and not back out at the dealership lol
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re: "good girl" i think they say it once randomly as a joke and its just one of those things that gets him wayyy more than they expected it would. so now its their secret weapon and they use it very sparingly and every single time he gets super embarrassed about it but it works ill tell you what.
#HES MY PRINCESS IDEK.#i dont think it happens naturally all that much because theyre usually in the business of calling each other names and being mean#so i think this would just be a random night where theyre on top and just think it would be really funny. to yank on his leash and call him#a good girl after bullying him into doing something. and well i just think it would get him is all i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwww#i havr a lot of thoughts on the matter but i will stop for now#but the tldr is that with each other they tend to switch frequently and are always fighting#so i think itd take someone else being in the picture for hog to even realize how much he likes being a good boy :3#and i also dont think fish would be good at straightforward domming in the way he would want and they both know that#so its something he keeps between him and rat mostly. please dont ask me questions abt jrs sex life i have too many opinions on it#anyways. i think even tho fish knows theyd be bad at that they still feel left out so sometimes they go watch. they dont get anything out of#doing that theyre just sort of taking mental notes#all of this circles back to i think fish has always been the more sexually experienced of the two. and romantically.#i dont rlly think hog is a guy who dates i dont think hes ever been that and i dont think he made much time for hookups#(i think its cute if hes a virgin when they meet but 🤷 im not solid on it)#but i think for him hes just only ever fucked this one person and they do a LOT of stuff and it gets the job done so hes just never really#tried anything else. but. and again i have too many opinions on this but i think rat wouldnt be into their usual shteeze#i think hes a bit of a freak in his own way but the blood and weird anger issues is just not doing it for him most of the time#but i do think if given the opportunity he would LOVE to be The Boss for a little bit so i think he and hog can explore that together and it#will work out beautifully for them. this is great because i am not into strict d/s dynamics like that but i know in my heart that hoggy#would be. and i cant do that for him#again i think fish would be butthurt about this. mostly in a 'why didnt u tell me so we could try this :(' and he would go#'because you would suck at it and wouldnt like it' and they go oh. right. well im still mad#ANYWAYS. circling back. i think the good girl thing would be something fish knows that rat doesnt. and idk if theyd tell him or not#because i do think if they tell him he is using that for evil hog is going to be a good girl forever and ever. rat doesnt have the patience#to space it out the way fish does. which idk maybe thatd be good for hog he could work through some stuff...#but on the other hand i think its fun if they DONT tell him and just bust it out sometime when all 3 of them are doing the deed. or whatever#because again they mostly like how embarrassed he gets about it and i think he would be reallyyyy flustered by it#^ this is essentially part of my fantasy about spitroasting my beautiful wife until he cries just so everyone knows#idk i just think when he lets go of himself hed be a very cute and kind of needy subby bottom and i think hed be really easy to fluster#about it and i want it so bad
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What element do you connect with based on symbolism?
TOBIAS: fire as passion.
passion is fire’s most recognizable metaphor, though it takes many forms: rage, destruction, lust, love, energy, power. Fire, here, is less about light and more about heat. Sometimes you make choices you know will ultimately turn out bad for you, because to you, almost anything is worth feeling something real. You are nostalgic for times when your feelings were more vibrant—but in reality, they weren’t more vibrant then, they just caught your attention more because they were new and shiny. Keep in mind that periods of anxiety or restlessness in your life aren’t proof that you need to cling harder to what used to make you feel things. Doing the necessary work of creating routines and taking care of yourself may feel boring, but just because something’s not immediately satisfying doesn’t mean it can be put off forever.
TAGGED BY: @lustraveil THANK YOUUU! 😙 TAGGING: @cinderlynx, @sortilegii (Lucian), @antinomos (Minoru), @hunting-songs, @pocketmedicine & everyone else who wants to do this!
#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ tobias ; meta. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ dash games. ❫#Me seeing `fire`: I don't even need to read the rest of this to know it's on the nose#AJDSJADGHASDJASDHASDJ if Tobias ISN'T likened to or associated with fire in some way shape or form we both start feeling withdrawal#This result is a bit tricky tho bc the italics... depend. Like he DOES want to feel stuff but not All stuff; only the positive parts#which. he's never experienced before so it can't be said that he feels /nostalgia/ nor that his feelings were more vibrant as in `pleasant`#vibrant in his case=existant. Tobias doesn't feel jack shit about anything 99.9% of the time; his boredom overwrites everything else#so he Does enjoy the rare chances to Feel Things. except anger which is ironically the ONE damn emotion he feels at the drop of a hat#Alsofdsjfhshfk `just because something's not immediately satisfying doesn't mean it can be put off forever' Tobias vc: Oh really. 😐 Try me#He does suck it up & do certain things he doesn't like doing if they'll guarantee smth of equal or higher value (*fun scale) in the future#but doing smth that won't yield any results of that kind AND is boring as hell... girl he'd rather die a thousand deaths
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FINALLY got to watch the musical episode !! im now more in love with my partners than i was before . you will always be famous to me jamaican inspector man o7
#styx says#💛heard it both ways🍍#💛heard about pluto💊#💜an evening with you☯️#gonna talk spoilers in the tags now watch out !!!!!!#IM SO DEVASTATED ABOUT YANG. I FUCKIN KNEW IT WASNT HER SHAWN YOU BITCH#but also i liked the song she did w mary :'] i miss mary every day </3#unfortunately i did get spoiled for him cuz hes the designated 'no beta' tag on ao3 which sucks. like ig hes a main character who gets offe#but like in season 5. we couldnt have picked smth else????? thats over halfway through the show and Most fics take place season 4 or before#anyway that turned into me complaining abt the fandom lmaoo the musical was rlly good !!!! they can all sing soso well cant wait to put#santa barbara skies on repeat forever now <3333#gotta think abt how to put video in it somehow . i kinda have him conveniently out of town during the yin/yang stuff itd be funny if hes go#like strep throat or smth and cant sing dfghjdkfg#ANYWAY. sorry i gave up on the tober my depression didnt go away like i wanted it to . whoops. ok ill stop talking now dfhjdfg o7
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JUSTICE FOR DAVINA CLAIRE I'M SO FUCKING SERIOUS FUCK OFF OH MY FUCKING GOD
#CAMI AND DAVINA GONE IN ONE EPISODE??!?!!??#YOU CAN'T BE FUCKING FOR REAL#(davina perma died an episode later both they both died in one episode right before that)#also this season has been slacking on marcel and the ep post-davina's death kicked him up several notches#he said all the shit i take issue with about the always and forever family bs#he hit that shit out of the park#also camille's death being all about comforting klaus fucking pissed me off#it was until she was scared right at the end that it was more about her#and her last words COULD have beenthe immortality line. but then they had to have her bolster klaus again instead#at least we got others mourning her after#but davina????#those bitchass ancestors forced her boyfriend to kill her then nearly shredded her soul#and she could've been resurrected. but of course fucking family came first#she had to die screaming for mercy alone as the ancestors tried to carve her soul from fucking existence#(and though i'm mad at elijah and freya for it it makes sense for them to do it#(what pissed me off was them and klaus then telling marcel that they were justified and he should just suck it up and understand)#(like no take the consequences let the man mourn)#(freya claiming family to kol too like girl i don't know you. and this 'family' loves you more than it ever loved me)#(y'all only love me on my deathbed)#(if being family means we kill each other's partners [which happens time and time again] then fuck being in this family)#like i don't actually want the mikaelsons dead. but also i hope super vampire marcel kills you all#hope kol gets away from you people because you are not family to him. you aren't.#but mostly davina. poor fucking davina#her and kol are my bonnie and enzo - finally finding someone who will choose them not just use them#only for death at the hand of allies#davina clair was an abused teenager you all used and who justifiably hated y'all#and she deserved more than to die like this. die basically three fucking times over still helping in the end#truly have not seen a witch this blatantly used and mistreated since the bonnie bennet#davina claire#the originals
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I can’t believe my parents haven’t taken me to more Indian weddings. I feel robbed
#this wasn’t even the wedding it was the pre wedding#and it was sooo lit#an old old white lady came up to me and very quietly asked if she could wear a bindi and I was like MAAM U CAN DO WHATVER U WANT FOREVER#9 year old me could never#oh I spelled out the bride and grooms names but I don’t want to dox them#they were both beautiful#and they did synchronized dances like they do in the movies#it was soooo cute#grooms sister talked about how vboth the bride and the groom are cringe#because of their millennial humor#I was Very social#and now I’m gonna pass out forever#today has been a fuckinf DAY#I have been up since 5:30 am. met my trainer. did gym. actually worked for hours and hours and hours#and that part sucked o#got very stressed#then my roomie spent two hours doing my hair and makeup#it was SO good#and then wedding#I found out one of my friends is 38 and I’m kind of shook#bride and groom and me have a gc we are talking about it in#he looks MAYBE 25#I spent a decent portion of the wedding giving him life advice which I thought was hilarious of me#but he needs it.#fuck I have to go to bed I have a date tomorrow and then I have to get ready and then I have the wedding#Sunday is my only reprieve. but it isn’t really because I have to sleep shift to work nights </3 rip to ME#FUCK and I have to study good night
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nooooooo i have work tomorrow cries and cries and cries and cries and cries forever
#teeth.txt#i over extended myself last week and have been feeling like a horrible beaft ever since#my bf has been very kind and patient as i refuse to leave the apartment or use any coping skills#i did both of those things today but it took some work lol#anyways i think probably going out an doing something all day even if it is working#probably good for me right now#oh god i haven't made egg salad for my lunches#ok dragging myself out of bed to do that in a few minutes i guess#anyways i kind of hate my job but it does pay me a cool $19 an hour which is nice#scared a little bit of getting stuck there forever but also i'm thinking abt going to trade school next year so u know. probably i will not#ugh graduating college kind of sucks. wdym everything is different now? wdym i have to think about my future?#anyways. just trying to save money rn i guess. i have more in my savings than i ever have before which is kind of nice#ugh also i have to think abt transition related things -_- that's soooo complicated and lame
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Can I rant about something so specific to me only. Yes that's what this blog is for I guess but. Aughh. Here we come tags
#tw for pets going bathroom in the house. ok#also this is just building from months of tension. but anyway#so when darbys dad is out of town no one is up in the morning to take the little dog out.#so she always chooses to come into the basement and poop on the floor#which is annoying but it happens. whatever.#this can easily be solved by closing the basement door at night until someone gets up to take her out#anyway yesterday darbys oldest sister brought it up that muttilda pooped in the basement again and i was like oh nooo that sucks!#i thought i closed the door last nigjt! which i did but i dont wanna lecture on it#and i just got cold silence. lol. and guess what happened again today!#i closed it last night and guess what. door open poop on the floor!#im glad i found it. ill deal with it instead of getting whatever mind games are being played#hdbdbd i dont wanna bring it up bc itll cause a whole thing like pet stuff usually does late.#w the sister specifically. like idk maybe she likes that its quote unquote our dog being bad instead of her cats pissing on the walls#which has happened several times and telling her and not telling her has both been bad for us. so sighs.#anyway brekky time its all good forever now darbys dad will be back tomorrow--!!#i habent updated on the living situation in a while. its fine but is alot. anyway. seeya!#probby delete this lol
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mac should I become a jrwipilled suckmaxxer??
JOIN ME IN HELL MONTY!!!!! I LOVE IT HERE!!!!!!! YOU WILL HAVE BLORBO ACCESS TO THE UNIVERSE'S FAVORITE AND LEAST FAVORITE BOYS RESPECTIVELY:
beware. because once you start a single jrwi campaign you will be unable to escape the rest of them. they are coming 2 get u 👁👁
#every day is 9/11 for grefgor fans#ALSO IF U DO U ARE LEGALLY REQUIRED TO LIVEBLOG 2 ME WATCHING MY FRIENDS LIVEBLOG JRWI HAS BECOME MY FAVORITE HOBBY EVER#PSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSS I LOVE YOU FOREVER#personally i still think u should listen to bitb first because theres a guy in there that i think u would really like. HOWVEER#bitb and suck are both charlie slimecicle campaigns which means theyve got similar energies#just with. a sliding scale of how much horror/comedy you are feeling on any particular day#asks#friends!!!!#HI MONTY HOW ARE YOU. SUCK FINALE BROKE MY WHOLE BRAIN LAST NIGHT#montypng
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I know that for work tomorrow I have to do cookies but if I have to do a Second batch for both I will straight up walk into traffic
#really need a shirt that says ‘I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU ASK ME TO MIX AND SCOOP ANY MORE THAN 768 COOKIES IN A ONE DAY’#I have suspicions that I may end up doing another batch for both cookies. I don’t want that to be true#<- my suspicion is based on I had to scale butter out Twice for both cookies. which implies a second batch of both#being hired to do grunt work at a bakery is fine until you are stuck with tasks that suck forever#dead text
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Playing a bw soullocke with the bestie rn and I found a shiny patrat and within 30 minutes it was dead
#rangnar rambles#for non pokemon people: a nuzlocke involves you using only the first pokemon you encounter in an area#and then if that pokemon faints its dead forever#a soullocke is a 2 player version where every encountered pokemon is linked (their route 1 pokemon and my route 1 pokemon)#and if one of that pair dies both of them die#i had never encountered a shiny pokemon for 11 years until last month#in which i have now encountered 5 at full odds (1 in about 4000)#i am god and i am destined to become a shuny hunter#we are doing sooooo badly rn#we have 2 mons on the team rn 💀#theyve never played this game before. we both suck at playing properly. i have brought a curse of 10000 patrat down upon us#yknow. tuesday stuff#black and white arent easy either 💀 i dont know why we decided we could do this#ill keep you updated 😭😭#it probably wouldve been better if id swept to lenora and wed had to restart. alas. we ball
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my roommate hasa to get a phone today because of storage. i cant wait to see how much i want to kill myself by the end of this!
#hes like fucking clueless and takes forever#and like ik i get it but couldnt you bother to go over shit a million times before hand??#mine took 10~mins max with going back because i forgot to switch my number over.#knowing him hes gonna get the exact same thing but take 50 mins or so to think on it#like what is there to think on??#its not like hes trading in his phone or smth#'well finances' well your work and lack of storage says too damn bad.#just suck it up and do it bro its not that big of a deal.#(coming from the guy who deleted literally everything that he could from his phone before daring to consider getting a new one for 3 years)#damn that phone lasted longer than my relationship holy#both my roommates kept all their old phones so#they just gave them to me??????#i dont really know why either?????#like just full acesss. no passwords no nothing.#im too scared to look at the photos on some of them tbh#roughly and i quote 'youre the techy guy you can probably find a use for them'#im. really not. i vaugely know which files i need to get into and how to alter game code and change vcl skins.#i took a intro to coding corse once and sucked at it.#it was mostly just html and css and i just made like every word penis.#im not that good at this shit.#tbf. i know the difference between a micro usb changer. type c. and a iphone charger and they think im god for it so. idk where my standard#even are atp. ok but seriously just look at the plug in its literally just basic ass shapes.#i love praise but i genuienly belve im sub par and everyone around me is just acting stupid.#because that totally helps a warped sense of self doesnt it!#god im just fucking dreading this. i have to get showered and go with him and stand there for like an hour or so with no chairs explaining#the most basic shit while he keeps double checking with everyone else. like bro dont ask me in the first place. then have to come back and#help him set it up and get a million questions about how icloud works#and reinstall all his apps. and then maybe ill be done 5 hours later.#i cleaned my desk the other day i was planning to get some shit done with my set up#(i hate my current set up. like its fine and all but oh my god its kinda horrendous. i made 'decorations' if you can even call them that bc
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