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[moon-child-cypher]

Finally Updating Moonchild + preview

I know its been FOREVER and a lot has gone unanswered but I'm finally at a point where I can give it the focus it deserves and I also found the format that I had spent HOURS creating. The whole story is mapped out, it just needs to be written.

Ive gotten a few comments and mentions ( some not so nice) about how could she just forgive them and move on like that and all of that will become very clear as I continue this story.

Heres a VERY short preview while I wrap up the rough draft and then do some editing.

YN would pull out of the drive way and start her journey as though this was just another day driving to run errands. She drove to the middle of town on autopilot, listening to music, and basked in a moment of normalcy for the first time in nearly a week. The weather outside was starting to grow cold as summer had ended and she found herself taking a moment to appreciate the colors of the leaves this time of year. She had always loved the fall and mused for a moment that maybe she could go to Boston, she had always heard that the fall was most beautiful there. What started as an innocent, unassuming thought , for some reason broke her. It was like she had acknowledged the reality of the situation and the whole facade had collapsed along with that. She wasnt just losing the loves of her life, she was losing her home, her job and the life they had spent the past 3 years building. She lost everything and would have to start over . Pulling over , tears blurring her vision, she felt the grief hit her. This was her family, she had given her whole life to them and this is what she got in return. Hot tears of anger rolled down her face.

If anyone had walked by the car at that moment, she would have looked insane. Grabbing onto the wheel and crying she let every emotion out in sobbing screams. Everytime she had suppressed her tears over the past few weeks. Every moment that she had to keep herself from flinching away from  her partners, and act like nothing was wrong. Every moment she had laid awake next to partner at night, scared to let down her guard around them. It all came out in a series of screams and sobs. Sometimes lifes most defining moments happen in big ways, sometimes its in the parking lot of a grocery store crying and grieving for the life you once lived, the brother you lost, and the partners you no longer had. She slowed her crying as her tears of anger became salty tears of sorrow..........

will be continued soon!