#but I literally cannot think properly

[def-ace-ing-it]

Ok so my period started right and I’m super anxious about the election so I took my last super strong pain killer from my appendectomy and I totally forgot how weird they make me feel

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

pissed tf off because 1) i have once again put on a new show thinking i could work on shit with it in the background without getting distracted (and failing miserably)(when will i learn). 2) i have a new character that i want to tear apart with my teeth which pisses me off even more because 3) it is EMBARRASSING how much i like this character i could fucking feel my pupils dilating and my prey drive activate literally immediately 4) it is even more embarrassing bc he is so embarrassingly my type that im pissed tf off that i never watched this before now or literally any time i wasnt busy. and this all leads to 5) now i have to think about killing him when i am TRYING TO GET SHIT DONE and it's making me mad it's pissing me off so bad i'm fucking enraged they should invent a way to physically harm fictional characters just for me i think

[aelswiths]

*screams into the void*

[icewindandboringhorror]

I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently

[pansoph]

i dunno guys. when he refers to a friend as "they" and then it turns out they are actually a cis woman. that's not him being woke. that's just dastardly cunning innit

[theactivepresent]

Ok not to be all ghosties on main but I genuinely think one of the things that makes Dr Who so fascinating to me is that in many ways you're just kinda always mourning the main character, but I DO think the way it works best is when you know for a fact they're gonna die (and always sooner than you want them to). The real-life regeneration cycle plays a huge part in this too: the special guy you love is leaving and some rando takes their place. You're mad about it but youre also kinda intrigued by this new rando, but you're not gonna find out who they are until it happens on the show. And then it happens on the show, and you're sad your special guy is replaced by the rando and you maybe kinda hate them for it, but you're also intrigued bc this rando is also your special guy in a way. And you never really stop loving your special guy

[thursdayg1rl]

honestly i wouldnt even care about not having any friends if my family were normal people

[spiderware]

none of these voice therapy clinics are getting back to me 🥲 and it feels impossible to find any that actually mention muscle tension dysphonia treatment :( & its probably expensive asf but i don’t wanna be stuck with this for life

[youichi-kuramochi]

FIC: calling home

by viverella / @youichi-kuramochi Fandom: Honkai: Star Rail Relationship: Mikhail Char Legwork/Breukelen Tiernan Rating: Teen and Up Audiences Word count: approx. 1.6k Summary: After he leaves Penacony, Tiernan writes home. Excerpts from his correspondence to Mikhail.

I don’t know if you’ll ever see these messages. I hope you will.

(loosely inspired by this art)

[READ @ AO3]

[tchaikovskym]

I cannot listen to the magnus archives as a normal person I have to read the wiki pages of episodes I already listened to and make notes and try to guess the entities and what they do and make a file out of it

[essiestarr]

Ok so now I've dragged myself through the last three episodes of season 8 kicking and screaming can we please talk about the parallels that happen the Christmas episodes from Season 7 and 8. The Christmas Cracker parallel .

You may be wondering what the hell am I talking about well this!

Clara and Eleven in 'The Time of the Doctor' and Clara and Twelve in 'Last Christmas'

It's just something about-

[do-you-know-this-adhd-character]

Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?

Evidence below the cut!

- stated to not be able to sit still - inattention negatively affects his grades - nearly physically incapable of shutting up - is stated to be in a state of “constant mental overdrive” - lack of voice volume regulation

[clockworksheep2]

also i have realized i rly do have mild(?) face blindness. i didn't realize how bad it was until recently but holy fuck I don't think I'd remember what my family's faces look like if it weren't for photos. i thought i was fine remembering faces but actually all that i rly recognize is skin colour + tone, haircut (plus colour), glasses or no glasses, general face shape, and occasionally if there is a specific feature that sticks out to me i will remember it with words but can't remember it by visuals. if somebody gets glasses (or removes glasses) or changes their hair too drastically, i simply Will Not recognize them (until they talk and/or if they have a very specific way of dressing themself).

i can remember my characters faces bc those are lines on a flat surface, and i also tend to give characters distinct features that i Remember rather than like... just knowing what they look like. i think in words a lot. so with Millie I remember "messy hair, couple of eyelashes, freckles, big-ish nose, big eyebrows" or with Wardell I remember "square face, tired eyes, upturned nose, has facial hair scruff in triangle shapes" or with bramwell ... well Bramwell is simply a lot of shapes tbh. i just know his shapes djdkdl. i guess i have like... a set of instructions i follow to create the faces rather than just Knowing™ what they look like. weird!!!!

[malachitezmeyka]

You know... I tried to hold back, I really did. I tried to convince myself that I already have so much going on and genuinely do not have the mental capacity for something like this

I've managed to hold out for almost two whole weeks and my resolve was strong, but unfortunately the Ye Olde Hyperfixation was stronger

[the-acid-pear]

honestly. there's something to be said about all the steven jack parallels. i wont now so someone else should do it for me.

[cassmouse]

Getting an absolutely perfect two minutes of playing a piano piece on a recording and then fucking it up so royally that you have to scrap the whole recording