#but crytyped

[saeculasaeculorom]

laudna is such a tragically complex character. she grew up innocence incarnate, was taken in by a woman that manipulated, abused and in the end killed her to make a point. and to add salt to the gaping, festering wound, she resurrected her and remained inside her to use her as a vessel. laudna went from a full-blooded, warm human being, probably with aspirations and a bright future, and ends up as an undead husk of a being, tossed around like an object. the worst part? her self worth died with that innocent girl. she looks at herself and sees a dead end, worthless being, barely a being even. but even if the innocence died, she still seeks it out. she tries so hard to find that light again, but keeps getting chased away, her homes burnt, called a witch as she gets cast out anywhere she goes.

and then there's imogen. who sees her, who feels for her, who manages to look past the undead and see so much life, so much hope, happiness and warmth. like a ray of sunshine barely breaking through thick, dark clouds after heavy rain. who proudly calls her her friend, doesn't think twice about the strange looks they get, because she only has eyes for her friend. and she loves her so deeply. she loves and cares and protects, cradles laudna's beautiful soul and nourishes it as much as she can. and even then, even with this immense and unbreakable tether between them, laudna still doesn't believe she deserves any of it. because the trauma and abuse cuts so deep, she's blind to how much she means to the people around her.

all of the companions see her, see the light she radiates, but laudna is blinded by the shadows of her past. she doesn't know what's right and what's wrong, because she can't differentiate between her own voice and the voice of her abuser.

she believes she's doing what's right, and then when there are repercussions, she gets confused and scared because she has the right intention, but the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

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[fagtainsparklez]

sorry but without context your last post reads like a 2019 marvel fan post abt tom holland 😭

[superscourge]

i th. i think shadow sh. shoudl be. i thik he should be h. i think ehs houdl be happy i think he needs to smile and be happy and hav ef riends and people who lov ehim i think he needs to be happy

[tropiyas]

there's this guy at my work who is eternally pissy and it's so interesting to read his emails and literally feel the seething behind his use of periods, dashes, and line spacing

[littlenightmares2]

i'm always thinking about the achievement that pops when you don't cremate the doctor in the furnace, and instead leave him trapped to succumb to some slower, drawn out cause of death. "it's crueller to let him live."

i tend to interpret the flavour text of the achievements as insight into mono's mind, so i think that sentiment is his belief.

but i'm always wondering which way it's intended to be read tonally speaking.

is it regretful and unsure- is he second guessing himself as they take the elevator, leaving the resident to wail and howl dismally in his stone coffin? was the doctor pleading, for either his release or at least a merciful end? or just scared, trapped like a cornered animal- wild and just as dangerous? would it be kinder to pull the lever? is mono conflicted over the suffering his inaction will cause?

or is it grim, unforgiving, seeking to inflict the same prolonged suffering on this monster that's hunted them across the hospital's halls? does he wish to deliberately withhold the twisted kindness that stoking the fire would offer because the doctor extended no mercy to himself and six? does mono want to be cruel? lash out against this world that hates him, these monsters that only wish him harm? is he enjoying this momentary indulgence in something darker?

[fangatic]

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[proudfreakmetarusonikku]

i wish YouTube always existed bc I wanna see the apology videos we would have got. lord byron could have made a killer youtube apology if he was given the opportunity i think.

[icarrymany]

jay makes like 10 different posts abt going to the red tower all in one day and it pisses me off (funny). "ok leaving now" *photo of road* *photo of road* *photo of road* *a handful of tweets about cell service* *photo of woods*

[simcardiac-arrested]

i just spent 3 hours in tumblr purgatory and they brought me back because im so niceys

[likeadog]

before you can join kin tumblr they should make you take this

[catfinancier]

does anyone else mentally practice their arguments for when the inevitable terf accusations come out

[cinturongazo]

saving you 31mins of a dude crytyping outloud

[sjweminem]

if hoffman and strahm got into an argument via text do you think hoffman would crytype

[elytrafemme]

everyone wish me lucks o i dont go sicko mode at the family function

[dafpork]

having SUCH a connection to these characters is a real blessing and a curse because... WELL for a lot of reasons. i guess you could describe a lot of my "reactions" as synesthesiac--it's very helpful in scooping out the heart of these characters and Doing What I'm Doing because it's like, i know them i am them i feel them. i feel what they feel and think how they think and i feel the context of the moment. and that feeling and thinking is very strong, so strong that i get into these moods or moments where i'm like.. if i just sit here long enough maybe i can metastize something. sorry, i can't work on writing more of my actor au, i'm too busy refreshing this single part to the Bugs Bunny Show credits that, whenever i hear it, reminds me so much and is so representative of Porky to me that hearing it conveys so much of his life's story to me, and i need to concentrate and listen and embrace that so i can get deeper into that Porky mindset and use it as later fuel for drawing or writing. and then i'm gonna go on tumblr and complain about people not liking Dafpork enough and how it makes me want to rip my shirt off and claw my skin off because the love and passion i feel for them is so insurmountable that the idea of other people not feeling that to the same degree that i do, which is maybe a near impossible standard to reach, causes me genuine distress. instead of making more stuff to get the word out. yeah.