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i am once again fighting the urge to dye my hair green
#i only do streaks bc i like my hair i just want color#but my mom will not let me dye it green#my sister's allowed to have all her hair bright green tho 😭😭#she's fine with pink but i do it every other year#i might also do purple idk#but my nails are green rn it would be cute to match
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I lost you.
the new Rafayel myth trailer already has me devastated, so I'm writing to comfort myself and all of us cuties who want nothing more than to kiss/hold our fishie rn. let's get started on repopulating Lemuria, k?
All we have is trailer so here's hoping this still makes sense after the myth comes out.
Warnings: MDNI. Smut! Smut with Feelings. p in v, unprotected, cream pie, Hurt/Comfort, Angst with Comfort. Tender lovin'. Might be ooc bc am still getting back into fanfic. Entirely unedited, you get this raw like our precious fishie!
His stunning violet-pink eyes, wide and glistening with unshed tears became the last thing you saw clung to before your vision went dark. The sharp, cool sting of the blade in your heart hurt far less than the look in his eyes. You wouldn't apologize though. Not for this. Not if it meant saving him. He was a God, and you were his follower. This had always been your purpose, and you would give yourself to him like this a thousand times over if it meant he lived.
You jolted awake, your eyes blinking away the tears that formed in your eyes. Rafayel's cool fingers brushed against your cheek. The last eyes you saw in your nightmare became the first thing you saw upon waking. Concern gleamed in them, but he didn't need to speak. The bond mark on his chest glowed with a faint red light. The bond you tried to break in your nightmare to save him. It lingered, and through it, you knew he felt you. Sensed what you dreamed of.
"I came as fast as I could," he whispered. Moonlight seeped in through the windows, painting him in the soft silver light. His soft amethyst hair was mused from his rush to you, and your heart ached. You nuzzled into his cool palm as the tears fell down your cheeks. You opened your arms, and he complied your silent plea. He climbed up in your bed beside you, and your limbs tangled together. Not in a heady rush of lust and need, but with the desperation that came with holding someone you never thought you'd see again.
He pulled you into his lap, one hand on the back of your neck, the other at the base of your spine. Your arms wrapped around his neck, and your thighs settled over his hips. He clung to you like you were his lifeline, and you held him as if he was your anchor.
"That wasn't just a dream, was it?" you asked, your voice thick with emotion.
"No," he said, his voice hoarse. "Though I spent centuries wishing it was only a nightmare."
"I'm sorry for hurting you," you cried. "I'm sorry I forgot you."
He didn't say anything, but his arms tightened around you, keeping you close to his chest. You planted kisses on his neck, on his shoulder, his chin, anywhere and everywhere you could reach while curled up in his arms.
"You are my heart, Rafayel. I love you so much, there's nothing I wouldn't give you. My heart. My soul. My life. They've always been yours. I will always be yours."
"And you have my heart. Living in a world without you nearly killed me. I only held on because our bond wasn't truly broken. I knew you'd come back to me one day, and I waited. Eight hundred years."
"I'm sorry I kept you waiting," you cried.
"Never do that to me again." Rafayel pulled back and lifted your face to his. "I gave up the sea for you. Gave up my throne, so much of my divine power. I changed myself to fit in your world because mine kept trying to kill you. I refuse to let fate keep taking us down that path. Never, and I do mean never, do that to me again. Please."
"I will always choose to protect you over myself."
"You don't think I feel the same way? We can't keep making these decisions alone."
Your hand slid down his shoulder to his chest. His heart beat under your palm, the red light of your bond with him humming beneath your fingertips. You looked from your fingers back to his stunning sunset eyes. "Okay. From now on, neither of us will sacrifice ourselves. We live. Together, as a team. I swear this to you."
His hand settled over your breast, mirroring your position as your heart raced under his touch. "No more sacrificing ourselves. We're a team. This is my oath to you."
Something surged between you both, almost like your resonance, perhaps magic. Either way, it wrapped around your very soul and tethered you to Rafayel and this moment.
Under the rush of energy and the emotional weight, you couldn't stand the distance between your bodies. You pulled Rafayel in, and your lips found his. You kissed him with all the emotions you couldn't voice, the ones you didn't fully remember consciously. Your heart did, though. You poured it all into him, and he in turn gave you the same. Every ounce of longing, every drop of his yearning, all the heartbeats of love he never got to give you. All of it came crashing down over you both.
You both cried, but neither pulled away. You only broke your kiss to remove your nightgown and push off his shirt. You undressed the rest of the way with your lips connected. You couldn't pull away from him. Not now. Not like this. Usually your trysts were full of teasing banter and the push-pull of power games, but not this time. Right now, you needed to feel him as badly as he needed to feel you. Warm, whole, and alive.
Your hands tangled in his hair as he gripped your waist, slowly easing you down on his throbbing shaft. You were so wet, you welcomed him in easily, stretching around his cock. Still straddling his lap, you bounced up and down, taking him in slow, languid thrusts.
You memorized the feeling of every vein of him, the way the head brushed against your sweet spot, how his cock kissed your cervix every time your hips laid flush with his. You swallowed every one of his moans and delicious whimpers, and he did the same to yours.
You lost yourself in the rhythm of your bodies, like waves crashing against the shoreline. You couldn't resist the pull of pleasure coiling low in your stomach, so you didn't. You ground harder into him, your pace picking up as you chased your pleasure. Rafayel thrust up into you, punching the air from your lungs as he did, which only sent you higher.
Sweat covered you both. Skin-to-skin, with his cock buried as far in as possible, lips connected in your frenzied kiss, the ache in your chest soothed. Rafayel was here, and so were you. The past was an open wound, but each touch, each roll of your hips helped heal it. Rafayel was here, in your arms. He wouldn't dissolve into sea foam. You wouldn't fade into nothing but motes of light. You wouldn't leave one another like that, never again.
Rafayel thrust up into you, hard, and you came with a hoarse cry of his name. He swallowed the sound, but his hips didn't stop. He set your back down on the bed, swapping your position without slipping out of your spasming pussy.
He lifted your legs, throwing them over his shoulders so he could get deeper into you. Your fingers white-knuckle gripped his arms to ground yourself, but his thrusts were so deep, so firm, you couldn't think of anything but the pleasure. His stunning sunset eyes locked on yours, pure devotion written on his face.
"My beautiful bride," he moaned. "My beloved bride."
Your heart almost burst out of your chest. The endearing words pulling a fresh wave of tears from your eyes. "My God, my darling groom."
Tears rolled down his perfect face, and he leaned over, kissing you deeply. This position put him as deep in you as he could go, no space was left between your bodies. He hit every spot you needed him to with powerful, steady thrusts that stole your breath away. His thrusts became more chaotic, his pleasure rising alongside yours. His lips found the cradle of your neck, and he bit down. Claiming you.
You came a second time, crying out his name. He moaned into your neck and followed you a breath later, his cock all the way inside you, the tip pressing against your cervix as he came. Spurt after spurt filled you up, slightly cool and thick, it made you shudder.
You stayed like that for several heartbeats, the aftermath washing over you both with something like reverence. You clung to him as he slowly slipped out, curling into his heaving chest. He cradled you close, planting a soft kiss on your forehead.
"I love you," you said. "So much."
"I love you more than there is language for," he murmured. "Never leave me again."
"I won't," you said as you settled deeper into his hold.
He kissed your head again. Wrapped up in one another, you breathed together in the quiet night. More conversations would follow, other memories still needed to be addressed, the wound was far from healed, but being in his arms, feeling his warmth, and hearing his heartbeat under your ear brought you more comfort than you could voice. He was here. He was real. He was yours, and this time, neither of you were going anywhere.
I'm going to sob so hard at the myth, I just know it. I was so emotionally devastated I dreamed about our fishie last night. Here's a little comfort because I can't handle all this pain. Good luck cuties, I hope our fishie comes home quickly 💜
#love and deepspace#l&ds#l&ds rafayel#l&ds x reader#l&ds smut#lads rafayel#lads x reader#lads#lads smut#rafayel love and deepspace#rafayel x reader#rafayel x mc#rafayel x you
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the call pt 2 || platonic grid & gr63
summary: y/n finishes out the triple header strong after being called up to race for alpine
pairing: platonic!grid x george russell x rookie!driver!reader
fc & warnings: none and minor hate comments, bad language, and bad grammar from my end
a/n: i've never had this many people request a part 2 before so i hope y'all enjoy!! I'm going to keep her racing in the remainder of the season so keep an eye out for the rest.
part 1 | part 3
゚. ✿ ୨❤︎୧⠀✿ . ゚
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alpinef1team: a point in the bag for pierre and another good drive for y/n 💼
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user2: solid result for the team!!! y/n ate in her second race ever
user99: a team of losers tbh
ynuser: yay for points! let’s go pierregasly
pierregasly: we go again in brazil! points for both of us there 😉
ynuser: everyone better make sure to bet on us 🙂↔️
yourbff: let’s go best friend(s)!!!!
ynuser: 🫶🏻
georgerussell63: great stuff ynuser
ynuser: thanks georgie
user1: notice how he is always supporting her…. is there something here?
user2: they’ve been friends since their karting days!! if you asked me back when they were in f2 if they were tg i would’ve said yes bc they were kinda sus but now idk
user1: gonna go research the lore on their f2 days
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you let out a huff as you threw your padel racket on the ground and wiped the sweat from your brow, “god dammit lance! how are you so good at this!?”
laughing lance shrugged, “maybe you and george are just really bad!”
george shook his head, “no mate that can’t be it!”
you took a long drink of your water as the pair continued to bicker. “did you both see the weather for the weekend?” you asked changing the subject so they’d stop.
“yeah, lots of rain it seems.” lance put his racket into his bag and looked up at you with concern. “have you raced in the rain before?”
you shook your head, “no not really. i mean when i was karting yes but outside of that not really.”
“blimey y/n/n,” george ran a hand through his hair. “you’ve been going over those scenarios with your team right? there’s a chance of some really heavy rain.”
“i have, i have. i’ll be ok!” you assured them both with a smile but your friends looked anything but reassured.
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user2: jesus christ you’re so hot
user4: im obsessed with you holy f
georgerussell63: green is a good color on you. tho i think mercedes blue is better
ynuser: you mean alpine blue and pink
georgerussell63: nah i’d like to see you in my colors
ynuser: oh?
georgerussell63: you heard me
francocolapinto: 👀
ynuser: and you’re coming to play with us next time yea?
francocolapinto: si bonita
yourbff: H O T
ynuser: thanks bb
ynuser: also i think george might be flirting in my dms rn?
yourbff: WHAT?!
ynuser: he said he wants to see me in his mercedes kit
yourbff: oh that’s 🤭
landonorris: you look tall here
ynuser: thanks shortie 🩷
landonorris: uncalled for
user5: thanking your parents for doing it tbh
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holding in a yawn you turned to walk back to your garage after the brazilian national anthem. the 5am wake up for this ‘super sunday’ as they were calling it was catching up with you despite the butterflies swarming in your stomach. you had had the qualifying session of your life, which despite the cool confidence you played it off with in your interviews after, shocked you just as much as it shocked everyone else. you qualified in 4th. yes, you read that right, p4. something about the car came alive in the rain and you prayed it came alive again during the race but the rain was starting to pick up and it seemed like it was only going to get worse. you’d already seen several red flags in quali and would be lying to yourself if you said you weren’t terrified that that was about to become you in the race.... especially with the threat of the entire field behind you, including max verstappen, wanting to push forward and push forward fast regardless of the consequences.
“y/n!” a hushed voice caught your attention. george had caught up to you and had a serious look on his face. “please be careful out there,” he pleaded.
“you too george,” you squeezed his arm lightly. “i’ll see you on the podium, yeah?"
"yeah," george winked as you turned to head into the alpine garage.
your engineer, james, handed you your helmet as he went over a few more pieces of data. he was stressing over the litany of different plans the team had put together in the very short window between quali and now. the heavy rain and your heroic lap times caused just about everything your team had prepped to be turned upside down.
“right, right i’ve got it james. plan a seems the most logical if i can keep everyone behind me.” you said as you pulled your helmet onto your head and fastened the strap.
things were about to get interesting.
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f1: the race is stopped under the red flag for a crash….. and y/n y/l/n is our new race leader! after running a surprisingly strong p4 for the first half of the race, she took the lead when those in front pitted for new tyres. y/n is the only woman in history to lead a lap in a grand prix
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user1: not them calling her performance surprising 🥴
user2: I KNOW THATS RIGHT!
user12: only gonna last a second. she can’t even compete with the likes of verstappen
alpinef1team: @ everyone behind, y/n.. can we pretty please keep it this way?
yourbff: real tears are being shed rn this is monumental
user9: god is this amazing
mercedesamgf1: we love to see this historical moment! even if we’re coming to take it back 😉
user11: literally the most amazing thing i’ve seen all day
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you ripped another tear off from your helmet wishing it would make it easier to see but to your dismay, you still couldn’t see a damn thing. the rain was coming down in buckets, your inters were worn, you were fighting the car even in the straight lines to keep it on the track and worst of all, you were scared shitless. you had no moment to even be happy about your current position in p1 because you were too busy trying not to send your car into the barrier.
“max is 2 seconds behind you and gaining very quickly. gasly is 1.2 seconds behind max and leclerc is 0.9 behind pierre.” james updated you on the radio which sent you into a fit of rage.
“james for fucks sake i don’t care!!! stop giving me timing updates!! i can’t see the road so i can’t do anything about it!!!” you almost screamed. "i can't even pass half throttle!"
“rain is expected to lighten in about 10 laps,” james reported ignoring your outburst.
“10 LAPS?! how am i supposed to survive 10 laps?!?!?” as you yelled you felt the rear of your car start to slide causing you to need to quickly snap it back into place. “there is so much standing water james - i can’t keep doing this. the front straight is like a swimming pool!”
“yes you can, y/n. lock in and calm down. you only have a couple of laps left in this class of rain.”
“lock in? calm down!? and what if i crash this damn car first?!” turning off your radio you tried to take a few deep breaths while focusing on the road in front of you. you couldn’t panic - that would only make matters worse. you had to stay calm. you knew your car, you knew to deviate off the racing line to avoid the slippery curbs in specific turns, and you knew that you had to make it through whether you wanted to or not. panicking was not going to help anyone but there was little way to explain just how scary it was on track at this current moment.
another snap of significant oversteer left you breathless and near tears. “james im so serious - i need wets and even then i don’t think they’re going to be enough. there's standing water on every part of this track. i can't race like this on these tyres. please talk to fia. please we need a red flag.”
“pitting doesn’t make sense right now, you’ll come out in traffic and your race will be over.”
“i care more about making it out of this race alive than coming out in traffic.”
“understood.”
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“they couldn’t have taken any longer with that red flag could they?” you snapped as you pulled your race suit down to your hips.
“no they really couldn’t have! it was getting ridiculous out there.” pierre grabbed his water bottle, "driving couldn't have been more dangerous."
“alright you two! thats enough!" your team principal interrupted, looking very serious. "we have a real chance of keeping this double podium finish especially because george and lando pitted before this red flag and lost a lot of time," he explained. "y/n, you’re going to have to push, there’s not much chance you’ll be able to keep max behind you but we’ve got to be fast enough to keep george, charles and lando behind pierre.”
right... keep 3 of the fastest drivers on the grid behind you both.. you were going to need a real stroke of luck.
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alpinef1team: THEY DID IT!!! Y/N AND PIERRE CROSS THE LINE AS P2 AND P3! HISTORY MADE
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"thats p2 y/n - great job! the entire team and i are so fcking proud of you."
"AHHH YES YESSSSSSS!!!!" you screamed into the radio, banging your hands against the steering wheel, "WE DID IT!! WE DID IT JAMES!!" the emotions hit you like a brick wall, and tears quickly began falling. "thank you all so much. thank you for this opportunity. thank you to the mechanics, to everyone back at the factory, to every single one of you. thank you for believing in me when no one else did."
"you're welcome, y/n. you deserve it. you deserve it all kid."
pierre rolled up next to you to drive the remainder of the cool down lap by your side. he waved excitedly and you waved back without hesitation - you both had achieved what felt like the impossible.
you were the first woman to ever stand up on the podium and you were the first woman to score points in formula 1, but you knew you certainly weren't going to be the last. if you would do anything with your remaining races, it would be to show the world just how much women belong in this sport.
you pulled into parc ferme and shut off your car as quickly as you could. you fumbled with your straps and when you finally got them off, pierre was standing above you with his hand held out. you smiled, grabbing his hand and allowing him to pull you out of the car. "we did it, p -" you said just loud enough for him to hear over the cheering.
"we did it, y/n/n." pierre replied and with that, you both turned and ran hand in hand to your team who was waiting with open arms to greet their heroes.
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ynuser: we did it 🩷 thank you to alpine for believing in me, thank you to pierre for being the best teammate a girl could ask for, thank you to my friends and family for supporting me through the ups and the downs and thank you to my fans -- i love you all so much
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user1: i've never shed so many tears over a race before
yourbff: i feel like a proud parent rn
ynuser: thanks for never giving up on me bestie
georgerussell63: you're a force to be reckoned with y/n. congratulations on an impressive drive! today is your day 🤍
ynuser: mark your calendars! 11/3 is national y/n day
landonorris: speechless... i am so proud of you. if someone had to be up there besides me, i'm so glad it was you 😉
ynuser: thank you lanny. only thing that would have made it better is if you were with me up there 🩷
user10: tea LOL
francisca.cgomes: i dont think i've ever been happier?? my two favorite people are on that podium?
ynuser: stop dont make me cry agAIN
pierregasly: thankful for you mon ami
ynuser: 🤍🩷
lewishamilton: being a barrier breaker is never easy y/n but you are crushing it. i am proud to race with you!
ynuser: you have no idea how much this means to me lewis
user9: thank you from the bottom of my heart for continuing to prove everyone wrong
user95: nothing could have prepared me for 1) them running hand and hand to their team, 2) y/n crying tears of joy on the podium and 3) gr63 picking y/n up and twirling her around in parc ferme
user2: george and y/n were so cute it was actually sickening. did you see the way he fixed her hair after putting her down
user95: and how he wiped away her tears??? yeah i saw it 🥹
user2: i want them together so bad
user10: you are going down in the history books
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a/n: thank you for reading!!! likes, feedback and reblogs are welcome!! massively appreciate all of the support on this little series. i am really enjoying it too
tag list from part 1: @yawn-zi @a-beaverhausen @nichmeddar @divagreymare @raizelchrysanderoctavius @ferakillia @stressed-cherry @sassyangel16 @mxdi0 @awritingtree @danielricciardoslut3 @dying-inside-but-its-classy @seasonswinter @rawr-123s-stuff @grussellsprout @belncaldern @ellelabelle @rafeyybabyy
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Hi!! This is my first actual request and not asking a question or yapping about absolutely nothing💔 but i saw that you like to make song inspired fics and I THINK I remember seeing that you were comfortable writing spicier fics or oneshots (idk if the lyrics that I would like this to be inspired by are SUPER spicy but it’s good to be safe💔) so if I could request a shidou oneshot/fic inspired by the song “guilty pleasure” by Chappell Roan, I was listening to the song and the part that goes like “and oh my god you are heaven sent with your dirty mind yeah your perverted” and my brain rotted ahh thought of shidou so here we are💔
Feel free to ignore this if you have too many requests remember to drink water, eat food, and take care of yourself!! Have a good day/night😛
“𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞”
a/n: i'm unfamiliar with this song (bc i don't listen to chappell roan lol), but tried my best!
thank you for the kind reminders and make sure to do the same! have a good day/night as well! 😚❤️
suggestive content inside!
you knew he was a bad idea the moment he smirked at you through that gelled mess of bleached blonde bubblegum-pink hair, chin tilted like he was already inside your head. like he was lounging there with muddy cleats on, tracking dirt across the parts of you that still cared about self-control.
“you staring at me, sweetheart?” he said that during class. out loud. while the teacher was talking about photosynthesis.
you hated how you blushed. hated how your brain short-circuited just a little bit. hated how your thighs pressed together underneath the desk like they had a mind of their own.
and shidou? he loved it.
you’ve made a lot of questionable decisions in your life, but indulging him might be the worst best one.
it starts with a text:
shidou 💥:
guess what i’m not wearing rn
you:
self-respect?
shidou 💥:
lmao no but you can come over and help me lose the rest ;)
he’s a menace. a fever dream. a sin on legs, wrapped in muscle and menace and the kind of grin that should be illegal. and you’re supposed to be the good girl. the one with the clean room, clean grades, clean rep.
but lately you’ve been thinking some very, very unclean things.
he knows it too. he thrives off it. that hungry look in your eyes when he stretches, shirt riding up, revealing a trail of skin that practically begs to be licked. that soft gasp you give when he whispers things he shouldn’t, right in the middle of the hallway, too close, too hot.
“what would you do if i kissed you here?” he once said in the middle of math class, index finger lightly dragging along the curve of your thigh.
you solved the equation wrong. you almost failed the test. but you still think about it in the shower.
shidou never asks before invading your space. he just appears. like a chaos god with abs. tonight he’s shirtless and smug, lounging on your bed like he lives here, flipping through one of your magazines.
“you read this trash?” he snorts. “what is this? ‘ten signs he’s into you’? lame.” he looks up, grin sharp. “only sign you need is a boner.”
“get out,” you groan, throwing a pillow at him.
he catches it. presses it to his face and inhales dramatically. “mmm. smells like denial.” he tosses it back. “and baby, it reeks off you.”
you could kill him. or kiss him. same thing, probably.
but that same night, you swear you didn’t mean to climb into his lap. he pulled you in.
at least that’s the excuse you’re telling yourself when his hands are sliding under your shirt, calloused palms against your waist like he owns you, like he knows every inch of your body better than you do.
"you’re so tense," he hums against your neck. “thinking about what we'd do?”
you are. constantly. even when you shouldn’t be. wild thoughts. stupid thoughts. thoughts that feel like pressing a button labeled do not push.
he makes you melt. makes you ache. makes you feel like a live wire, frayed and burning at both ends.
“you’re bad for me,” you murmur, fingers curling into his hair. “you know that?”
shidou laughs. not mockingly, but like it’s the best compliment he’s ever gotten.
“yeah,” he says, eyes glinting. “but you’re into it.”
and oh my gosh. he is heaven sent.
but he came with a dirty mind and no return policy.
he licks into your mouth like it’s his favorite sin, hips rolling slow against yours like he wants to make you cry. his fingers tug at your waistband, his breath hot as he murmurs the filthiest things imaginable right into your ear.
"bet you think about this when you're alone, don’t you? touching yourself to the idea of me. fuck, you’re so cute when you're shameless.”
your mind short-circuits. you make a noise you’ve never heard yourself make. and he grins. he grins like he’s won a game you didn’t even know you were playing.
after, you lie tangled in his arms, flushed and limp, barely able to function. your heart’s racing like you just ran a marathon and lost your soul on the way. he nuzzles into your shoulder, kissing the skin there like he didn’t just corrupt every brain cell you own.
“you okay, good girl?”
you swat him weakly. “i hate you.”
he snickers. “you love me.”
you do. and that might be the most dangerous part of all.
because shidou ryusei is your guilty pleasure.
every filthy thought you shouldn’t have. every fantasy you should repress. every red flag you run to anyway.
and god help you – you don’t want to stop. not ever.
not when he kisses like temptation. not when he touches like worship. not when he whispers, “let’s be bad together, sweetheart,” like it’s the only prayer that matters.
and oh my god, you are heaven sent. with your dirty mind, yeah, you’re perverted.
you think about that line a lot. especially when he’s got his arms around you, lips on your throat, and a grin that says: some good girls do bad things, too.
and baby, you’re feeling so good being bad.
© 𝐤𝐱𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐢
#blue lock#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x reader#shidou ryusei#ryusei shidou#shidou ryusei x reader#ryusei shidou x reader#guilty pleasure
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cough u want a hak req so !! morning after the wedding haknyeon <//3 he'd be so soft and dreamy and in love i can't :(
now playing — honey, honey - mamma mia! ver. *read with this playing for best experience
pairing — ju haknyeon x reader
genre — married life, established relationship, fluff
cw — initimate skinship
wc — ~400
note: ugh zanna u wanna ruin me sooo bad thank u for requesting my ult <3 i love him sm i just can’t think of a good prompt for him. enjoy your our husband!haknyeon fic bc let’s be real this is for everyone in the server imlookingatyouves
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the morning after your wedding to the literal embodiment of a hug—ju haknyeon, your now-husband—is quiet in the most tender way. the world feels muffled, like someone pressed pause on everything outside your hotel room. the air still smells faintly of flowers and champagne and something warm and honeyed, like the remnants of him clinging to your skin. your dress is folded over the back of a chair, his tux jacket hanging off a lamp, and in the middle of the bed is him—all flushed cheeks, messy hair, and arms that held you so tightly last night you thought you might melt.
you wake up to the softest warmth on your cheek—not sunlight, not really. but something even better: it’s haknyeon. his cheek is pressed against yours, warm in a way sunlight only wishes it could be. there’s a weight on your hand—familiar and comforting—and when you turn, slowly and sleepily, he shifts with you.
he’s half-awake already, lids heavy but fluttering open the moment he feels you stir. there’s a pause, then the sleepiest smile spreads across his face—drowsy and crooked and so full of love that it settles deep in your chest.
“good morning… my wife,” he whispers, voice hoarse from sleep and late-night laughter. he hides his face in the pillow like he’s embarrassed, like he still can’t believe he’s allowed to call you that. then peeks out again, cheeks dusted pink and eyes gleaming. “that’s never gonna get old.”
he catches your hand in his and brings it to his lips, kissing the space just beside your wedding ring—as if the moment needed more softness. the ring glints faintly in the morning light, and he stares at it like it’s magic. like you are.
“i didn’t even dream last night,” he says quietly, thumb tracing over your knuckles. “felt like i didn’t need to.”
you laugh gently, and he does too—tired and happy and still somehow shy, even after vows and kisses and stumbling through your first dance with his forehead against yours.
“what do we do now?” he murmurs, voice a little awed. “just… wake up next to each other forever?”
you tell him yes. he grins and kisses your hand again, this time just above your ring. “sounds perfect.”
you don’t even make it out of bed. he tugs the covers up, tucks you in against his chest like you're the most precious thing he's ever held. and with his cheek pressed against yours again, he whispers, “breakfast can wait… but loving you can’t.”
me rn



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Watching My Hero Academia for the first time: S2, Ep. 7-10
Back as ever to annoy you with even more notes on a TV show! I think this run of episodes has tickled my fancy more than any other. A tournament arc is a trope I will ALWAYS be there for– fights do wonders for the characters. 2 lists shall follow: one of the good and one of the less good. And I warn you I yap a LOT in the followup ramble too. Sorryyyyyyyyy.
I Accept This
AIZAWA IS WITH ME ON THE ENTRANCE EXAM BEING DUMB. KING. REAL. BASED. ETC.
Shinsou is so petty I love him please let him replace the stupid purple sexual harassment creature
ARE THOSE THE OTHER ONES FOR ALL???? SICK
Also it's wild to see Shinsou being like "you wouldn't understand me with your perfect quirk" to one of the few people in this school who could probably understand him THE MOST! I hope they have an epic bonding moment later
Izuku having his little "I acknowledge my privilege" moment in his head aw we love self-awareness while he's SLAMMING Shinsou into the ground lmfao
MAN SHINSOU AND IZUKU PARALLELS AND IZUKU UNDERSTANDING HE CAN'T MAKE IT BETTER RN. AWW.
I really really really hope Izuku and Shinsou get to hang together in CLASS TOGETHER SOON. Aww and Shinsou poking fun at Izuku being trusting still. Awww. THEY SHOULD BE BESTIES. IT'S SO CUTE
Everyone is drawn particularly adorably in episode seven and I feel I must credit the animators. I want to squish all their cheeks.
MALTA ZUKO I HOPE YOU GET TO PUNCH YER DAD SOMEDAY
Malta Zuko bb that may have been a touch overboard. Very Elsa of you. "I was angry" baby boy I think you might need a little dash of sweet pea to save you.
AIN'T NO WAY WE'VE GOT BORN AGAIN CHRISTIANS IN THE SUPERHERO SCHOOL KILL ME DAWG
My depraved gay blonde son from next door (monoma) is also peak comic relief
MY SWEET PEA SON IS A NERDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I love him OH NO IT'S MAKING URARAKA INSECURE NOOOOO
Steampunk daughter w pink hair I would kill a man for you but you wouldn't ever need me to. And she's a sicko advertising her products I adore her. A real professional!
Ouran High School Host Laser makes me laugh. And I love pink daughter, she's so cool
My poor sweet ponytail daughter. I hope you get a fulfilling character arc of your own :(
BYEEEEE TETSUTETSU TETSUTETSU EVERY TIME I HEAR HIS NAME I GIGGLE
Iida being like "would Bakugou really use an explosion on a girl like that" and Izuku being like "nah he absolutely would" TOO RIGHT. MY EVIL LIL HOMIE GAYASS RESPECTS WOMEN (or well. He disrespects em the same as he disrespects all people)
Uraraka going out there to beef with Katsuki on her own THAT'S MY FUCKEN DAUGHTER RIGHT THERE. BIG BALLS. GOATED.
Katsuki and Uraraka as a matchup goes crazy for me bc they're my favorites but also from the perspective of their relationship to our protagonist Izuku too– one made him Deku and one changed what it meant. Cool!
AIZAWA IS GOATED IDGAF. HE SAID RESPECT MY FLOATY DAUGHTER OR DIE BY KATSUKI'S KABOOMS. BASED.
God what a spectacular character moment for Uraraka. She's such a star. And deserved everyone getting behind her as they did.
KATSUKI THINKING IT WAS IZUKU MAN MY LIL SWEET PEA LIVES RENT FREE DOESN'T HE. AND HE SIPPED ON HIS RESPECT WOMEN JUICE "there's nothing frail about her" SO FUCKEN BASED YOU GO LIL HOMIE GAYASS. YOU JUST NEED TO GET PAST UR ISSUES WITH OUR GREEN BOY AND UR GOLDEN
Kirishima and Tetsutetsu Tetsutetsu I'm CACKLING I LOVE THEMMMMMM
Uraraka having a brave face on and then getting her little moment of emotion with her phone call oh my god. She's such a fucking star man. This was so spectacular. Oh my precious. Oh my darling. My sweet perfect daughter. Her tearing up man. I'm feeling things.
Sweet pea son has told the walking talking flaming dumpster to FUCK OFF as he should
Oh baby Malta Zuko. OH BABY MALTA ZUKO
Izuku baby you're running out of fingerses
IZUKU REALLY WALKED INTO THIS FIGHT SAYING MAMA I CAN FIX HIM AND WAS WILLING TO SACRIFICE ALL HIS FINGIES TO DO IT. BASED.
Katsuki mumbling to himself, Izuku being verbally antagonistic bc his opponent isn't going all out on him, I LOVE SEEING THEM BE EACH OTHER HERE. SUCH A GOOD DETAIL
IZUKU MAY LOSE THIS BATTLE BUT LIL HOMIE IS GOING TO WIN THIS WAR
Oh baby Malta Zuko I would move heaven and earth for you baby sweetie adorable precious kiddo. Aww. I'm crying man. Him just wanting to help his mom and her just wanting the world for him
That poor, poor woman. Man. I hope this story treats her with all the empathy in the world. And poor baby. Poor, poor, poor baby.
"It's your power, isn't it?" GOD THIS SHIT HAS ME FUCKED UP. IT REALLY DOES.
MALTA ZUKO I'M SO PROUD OF YOU BABY IK THAT WAS HARD AS HELL. IZUKU BABY I'M SO PROUD OF YOU FOR SAVING HIM. YOU'RE A SWEETHEART EVEN WHEN YOU'RE RIPPING YOURSELF APART. AWWWWWW. IM UNWELL MAN. PRECIOUS STUFF RIGHT THERE.
I'm going to kill Endeavor. I will kill him.
Man the little tear from Shouto. I'm so. And him calling Midoriya crazy. I love them. I LOVE THEM. MY SONS. AND ALL THE PROPERTY DAMAGE THEY CAUSE.
And Aizawa being thoroughly unphased by his crazy-ass students I love him.
Todoroki's gay awakening coming soon!
Absolutely Not Dawg
Showing us stuff in flashbacks is cheap. Set it up earlier, pay it off! I really feel the flow of the episode is so hampered by cutting back to earlier things, and you can totally trust your audience to remember it. A flashback should be to stuff that we couldn't have seen within the confines of the show timespan, not something that happened literally like. Last episode. From the show's timeline.
Please dawg. Women. The women of this show. And the girls. They all deserve better bro
The second flashback is much much better used than the first. THAT'S how you should do it! Show us stuff we couldn't have seen within THIS timeline. That said it is still a little hack-ish in the context of this moment I think. It doesn't give us new information about Shinsou and still kinda sucks the attention away from Izuku and Shinsou's moment.
Well at least humanized Pikachu got punished for his woman objectification ig
Again w the flashbacks! We could've seen all this earlier! Or not at all tbh we didn't need them for a match that's a clear comic relief bit! It makes a lot of sense regardless!
I hate you purple creature of sexual harassment. I will never stop saying I hate you. I will never stop saying I find you unfunny. This crusade shall be eternal.
Purple boy sucks
He sucks so much
I hate the purple balls of sexual harassment so much bro
The revelation of Uraraka's plan would've been about EIGHTY MILLION TIMES COOLER if it hadn't been explained but just. SHOWN. THROUGH THE FIGHT. We don't need my deranged gay blonde son from next door to explain it if you SHOW IT. And I LOVED that fight so damn much. It's so good. It's so great for both her and Katsuki as characters but it could've been MORE.
AND THEY SO NAIL THE FLASHBACKS IN THE MALTA ZUKO VS IZUKU FIGHT BRO WE WERE SO ROBBED IN THE OTHER FIGHTS WTF
So I (beef with flashbacks aside) LOVE these fights. They're so great for giving you little tastes of the characters and who they really are. I particularly LOVE what this run does for Katsuki as a character– he takes Uraraka seriously, he does NOT fuck around, and it really gets across that beyond his generally abrasive exterior, he's like. Fine. With the other people.
Just not Izuku. Because Izuku's such a central figure in his life (and vice versa!). Idk I just think it's such a FUN character thing to see him have this ONE sticking point where he hasn't been able to grow. And likewise for Izuku I have the feeling that he just. Shrinks around Katsuki where he's started to really go all in for everyone else.
That moment in Izuku's fight with Malta Zuko where he's shouting at Malta Zuko to come at him all-out, no more holding back was SO reminiscent of Katsuki and meanwhile Katsuki is assessing the fight fully Izuku-mumble style was just. Phenomenally done. *Clenches fist* I Love Show Don't Tell So Much. I can't wait for them to have their lifechanging fight where they have to actually understand each other and work past this thing. And Katsuki ig will have to have some consequences for the whole "Genuinely awful bully to Izuku" role he played but it is so good to me that the moment his environment changes he does too. GOOD SOUP BRO.
Outside of that LOVE Malta Zuko will kill his evil awful dad. And Uraraka's whole moment where she thinks "Fuck man I WANT to compete with my friends. I WANT to be their peer and equal and even rival sometimes! I'm going to do it" and being really the first character we see to push Katsuki to that point is wonderful. She's wonderful. And HER CALL WITH HER DAD OMFG. Anyway yeah I just think. They nailed it with that outside of the flashbacks. SO GOOD. You can do so much with a good fight and I'm SO GLAD that they did.
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hi, hi💜 i was wondering if i could request SCP-076-2 x reader fluff/smut mix? :3 might be 2 vague, but go wild!!
i am bordeline obsessed with that man. (1 of my multiple husbandos so sue me.)
so. BET BUSTER. srry if it's short and shitty I've been going through some shit.
scp 076-2 x Reader
(fluff + smut)

You and Able have been dating for a little while now, around 1-2 years so average relationship! it has been VERY hard for him for the concept of relationships. let alone love.
(c'mon he's like 10,000 years old or something. gove this man a break relationship standards keep changing like plz-)
at first when he even remotely caught feelings he's not even accepting it. not even acknowledge it. he's just "well ok. i hate that. I'm gonna kill people."
but it's been bugging him over and over with his feelings about you, he's doubting the feelings and just thinks it's just another form of hate.
but every fucking time you're around or even walk past him let alone be in his eye sight he's crumbling.
sometimes even some guards around him who even caught a glimpse of his face could've sworn his cheeks becoming a bit pink.
(not able giving them a death stare right after)
he just didn't know how to adress it or even adress it at all and just let it fix itself.
but then someday you came up to him and did the dumbest (or luckiest) move and told him those 3 magical words.
he was. baffled. quite baffled.
"I love you."
"what?.."
"i love you Able."
"..."
He was. staring. staring into your soul? no. he's trying to stare into your mind.
but when he just kept staring you suddenly kissed his cheek..you kissed his cheek?
oh shit his cheeks are red CODE RED-
and literally 1-2 years later he's Your Boyfriend.
it's very quick to him but yet he isn't complaining.
and the day you brought up that you just wanted to be fucked by him/fuck him. (YOU SINNER! SATAN! COME GET EM-)
he was thinking about it because if you remember. he isn't opposed to sex. but now that you're here.
he's considering it.
eventually he finds himself in your room (he destroyed all the cameras too <3)
while you are just undressing yourself. your chest fully exposed to him and your sex showing.
in all it's glory.
his eyes are wandering all over especially to your sex wich is kinda surprising! but he's super into it.
and when your eyes stravel over to his body. his very muscular olive skinned body. your eyes also travel to his sex. noticing that he's pretty damn hard.
and gah dayum is he hard. he looks almost 10inch big. and you're like "well i hope that fits".
you throw yourself onto him (with his consent ofc bc consent is VERY sexy)
(im sorry in very tired rn so- no horny rn)
you stick his cock all the way into your mouth trying to deepthroat him while he's a grunting mess. and by the time he cums your mouth is filled to the brim.
trying to swallow it all before he just pins you down on the bed and fucking you into the mattress. (have you seen this man bro?)
he's incredibly rough once he gets the hang trying to fill your ass with his liquids (cum.) while you're holding onto dear life.
"you're fucking up my insides!"
"im not killing you."
"FEELS LIKE IT....but it's hot."
after you two finish up and you being a complete pastry because of a certain someone.
you just cuddle up to him. pushing your face into his chest doing this wiggle motion as if you're comfy asf. (let's be honest. his chest id both soft n squishy+ hard af)
wrapping your limbs around him. and him doing the same to you, his long hair hanging down and tickling some of your skin
it was. a very nice scenario for you.
you wrap your blanket around you both not caring if any of the forbidden juices land on the blanket.
he could've sworn you purred.
Able just feels at peace. just knowing that you're there for him. that you won't leave him
you're the only one who truly let yourself near him and didn't scream for your life.
"you're the only one.."
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Made an Mane Six redesign/reboot based on Jenny Nicholson’s “The Applejack problem” !!!

So, if you haven’t seen the video, the premise is that there is a magic school ran by princess Celestia. All kinds of ponies are able to perform magic and every member of the mane 6 is a different kind of pony! Also, twilight is the reincarnation of princess Luna/nightmare moon and celestia is fostering her, trying to prevent her from turning back into nightmare moon.
I’ll explain my design process under the cut!
So, first of all! I wanted each pony to have a different main color, roughly fitting the colors of the rainbow. G4 almost did this, but they don’t have any green, so I changed that!
Now, let’s begin with the ponies!
Fluttershy
Fluttershy is a Breezy pony with a white coat, orange and magenta hair and magenta leaf shaped wings and antennae! He is also a boy now because Fluttershy is my favorite.
I’d imagine breezy ponies would be about the size of a g4 doll and have tinted acetate plastic wings shaped like different leaves and flowers.
For the colors, G3 Fluttershy and Posey did not convince me. Neither did Wysteria nor Sweetheart, which I also see associated with Fluttershy.
I attempted to look at ladybug themed ponies, but Ladybird and Lady Flutter were just pink, Twins baby Polka and baby Dot were too close to g4 fluttershy, and Lovely Ladybug was too purple. So I moved to other butterfly ponies.
I ended up having to decide between giving him G3 Fairy Dust’s colors or G2 baby Flitter’s colors. Ended up going with Fairy Dust.


If I were to make a revision, I’d make his mane fully orange since rn he is kinda too magenta heavy.
Applejack
The titular bitchular! Applejack is a wing pony with a green coat, a red braided mane and transparent red wings. Her colors are just G3 Applejack, but inverted.

I’d imagine Wing Ponies would be around g1 sized, but with g2/g4 proportions. Their wings would be transparent acrylic.
Rarity Sparkler
Sparkler is a glow pony with a sky colored coat, an indigo and magenta mane and two horns. She’s using G1 Sparkler’s near exact colors. Called her sparkler because that fit more with her being a glow pony.

Glow ponies would glow in the dark, have two or three horns and have tinsel on their hair. They would be the same size as wing ponies.
Twilight Sparkle Twinkle
A lavender unicorn filly with a deep blue mane with a periwinkle stripe. She might or might not wear pigtails and she has glasses. Her colors are mainly based on G3 twilight twinkle and beta g4 twilight twinkle. Decided to use twinkle instead of sparkle bc sparkler was already a character.


Unicorns would be the same size as wing and glow ponies, but twilight is a filly, so she is small. Like, g1 baby sized.
Pinkie Pie
Not much too say, she’s just pinkie pie. She is now a crystal pony.
Crystal ponies would be about the size of a g3 pony, and have clear acrylic bodies with glitter in them.
Rainbow dash Cloudy Kicks
Cloudy kicks is a yellow soft pony with magenta, green and cyan hair. Her colors I chose bc I thought she looked nice, though she kinda looks like g3 alphabittle. Named her Cloudy Kicks (MLPEG BG character in G4) because I thought it would suit her better now that she is a soft pony.

Soft ponies would be the same size as crystal ponies. They would have the same flocking gimmick as the so-soft line, but with the addition of a wooly or furry underbelly.
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Got ignored today, was our 7 month anniversary and national gfs day.. My partner seems to miss alot and I often find myself realizing I love harder, but I chased them for three years still dating to get over them but in all that time I found myself coming back when they wanted me. I was so happy when they finally said yes to my confessions and stuff but here I am, like every relationship before them I find myself loving harder and forgiving in seconds while ultimately being alone.
NOT HERE TO VENT ☝ just saying I may or may not have posted about you dearest pink and your fics as well as some pics of myself for National gfs day 😘😘 LOVE YOU PINK 🙏🙏🙏 HAPPY NATIONAL GFS DAYYY YOUR FICS CHEER ME UP, I MIGHT AS WELL BE DATING EVERYONE OF THEM WITH HOW I STALK MY NOTIFICATIONS FOR A POST 🌺
(I mean this as uncreepy as I can I promise 😔🙏, please don't check your walls and notice your lack of cheddar items)
no bc i wanna give u a 12hr long hug rn and braid ur hair while ur venting 😞💗 u deserve the world and i’m so sorry he made u feel this way on national gfs day of all days. u love too hard bc u are love, okay?? i know it’s not easy but u are not alone. not while i’m here. n also not while u have all my fics downloaded into ur emotional support folder 😭💋 and wait U POSTED ME??? i’m literally giggling and kicking my feet n holding my cheeks rn sdkjsjskj ily and i’m honored to be ur tumblr gf for the day (or forever actually. no take backs) 💐💘
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alnst spoilers
ok sorry i can'treally say anything properly rn it's all too much but i just wanna point outbsome things that are fucking KILLLINNGGGG MEEEEEE
— sua was rehearsing her death ever night . she was watching videos of ppl dying on stage and she was PRACTICING IT
— "i know my love was different from yours, but it was love, too." I AM GOING TO KILLLL MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFFF
— this fucking scene

— till reaching for ivan's hand........... how ivan's frown grew into a big smile alongside with till
— MIZISUA KISS
— "and even if we'd been granted freedom, we'd have still felt alone. because humans are the root of alo this pain, we're creatures who can't seem to love without exploiting"
— THE VOCALS OVERALL GOD THE SONG IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL
— mizi still hugging till's body... her trying to save him one last time.....
— and this fucking scene

— THEY MADE KID CLONES OUT OF THEIR FUCKNG DNA??????????????????????????????????????????????
— "at the center of it all was a woman, a woman now valled a witch, who was always searching for love" should we all just fucking die at this point orrr
— LUKA IS ALIVE BUT AT WHAT COSTTTT😭😭😭😭😭 HE'S STILL THERE HE'S STILL PERFORMINGHG OOH MY GOD I'M GONNA BE SICKKKK
— the museum is just.. diabolical . the kids the clothes the clips playing in the background..... there's no fucking escaping this thing
— TILL . TILLLLLLLL😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 GENUINELY JUSTSTARTED CRYINH WHRN I SAW THE HAIR I KNRW HE'D BE OKAYY I KNEW HE'D BE ALIVR HE MEANS SOOSO MUCH TO MEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
— also hello till with a motorcycle
— AND JUST . REBEL!TILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
— saw somebody say that he might be mute now bc of the injury and that's why he's showing the kid the pictures...... he might just have the notebook to make it more clear or smth too though like if you show a pic to a kid they're more likely to understand what you're asking of them right........... but still . very valid observation i think........
— going back to the kids for a moment . there's obviously a kid with both luka's and hyuna's dna right. is the pink haired girl a mix of mizi and ivan...... bc her eyes definitely look a lotttt like ivan's hhhhhhhhh and then ivan and till????? ok no perhaps i am just reaching here bc there were more kids at the anakt garden but i just... it's so weird to see the features I KNOWWWWW are from a character i so dearly love on another character yk? the kid with brown hair... his eyes are just like till's and his eyebrows just like ivan's . and and and the kid with sua's hair and sua's eye shape and mizi's eye color ok i'm gonna throw up actually i think
— aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
— TILL LOOKS JUST LIKE HIS MOM BTW . BC THAT IS A THING THEY NEEDED TO ADD😭😭😭😭😭😭 he looks just like his mama i can't do this anymore
— it has been seven years and just about nothing has changed but.. at least till is alive........ my beautiful beautiful boy waugh man i love him so fucking much i haven't actually talked abt him on here but . he is very important to me okay........... oke anyway thank you for listening my heart feels like it's abt to explode alien stage you have ruined me and i love you
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Im never going to finish this fem!Lilia drawing am I...
I cant render 😔😔😔💔 tbh this is a drawing for fem!lilia in my series which I've yet to create. Omg my school orientation is tmrw im so fcking cooked with all the old requests rotting in my drafts i feel horribke💔💔 im half asleep rn idn if im spelling it correctly but i haope i am... like bro wby is my attemtjon span so short i need help i wanna make fanarts of my OCs but my lazy ahh got to me and smacked my motivation outta me, uahhsjwe and im still making Filian, Fila, Philip, and Fuchsia or however you spell that color name dkkwnsnekr... i hope you liek it because im still in the process of making hcs for my children but I'll leave some here,,, some r short bc it might take me too long,,
Fuchsia Rodri Vanrouge [Batty♡]
Fuchia is the youngest daughter of Vanrouge
Very playful and likes saying hi to every stranger she meets on the side walk
Likes to play pranks on mama Fia (not so much probs Fia was in a psyche ward once and is still healing from it gaiz imagine habing a mentally ill mom-) but eventually makes it up to her by giving her bluebells (either i made this flower up or it exists idk it sounds pretty anyway)
She likes to cook alongside Fia but is actually a decent cook (maybe she followed instructions and kept a close eye on her cooking-)
Likes to sleep after hearing papa Lilia read bedtime stories to her
Plays with "The Former Soul" (<-is the aunt, technically)
She likes to grow Fuchsia flowers in her garden, which mama Fia made just for her.
She likes sewing and writing about her adventures.
She has four small bat wings on her head, two more on her back (Fia has multiple wings, Lilia is a resemblamce to bats ykymumy flying fam)
Has red-ish eyes and a supernova as her pupils
Fair skin (would it be cool to tell you guys that her skin is shiny... like there are literal prisms reflecting off her,,, idk i just like those)
Likes to guve gifts to almost everyone she likes
She hates mama Fia's suitors, she tjinks theyre verh annoying
She plays a lot witj mama Fia's hair even when mama Fia goes to a decade of slumber.
Fuchsia is cursed with immortality alongside her mom.
Anyway- Fuchsia likes to star gaze witj her dad
She plays alot wotj her two older siblings, Philip, Fila, and Filian.
Philip is always teasing her, Fila helps her do her chores, and Filian helps her education. She loves her siblings.
She likes to annoy Sebek and poke fun at him, she likes to sleep next to Silver if she ever got a nightmare, she likes walking in the night with Malleus whom she thinks is a very cool person ( ´∀` )b
She often gets hurt by being clumsy and skmetiems reckless.
She cares for them, a lot.
Fila Rodri Vanrouge [Angel of the Night]
Second youngest
Very shy
Shes like, socially anxious (aye, some kid at least can develop a mothers mental struggles ( ´-`))
She loves to paint. Arts and crafts are her thing.
She likes to help Fuchsia do her chores
Very empethetic, she cares a lot for others feelings. Emotionally intelligent
Shes not academically great, just average
She loves to help mama Fia with her chores, especially when she sees mama Fia going through an episode but tries to do her chorse anhway, Fila feels it and tries to help her momma, she cares and loves her mama so much.
She likes playful banters with her dad, Fila likes being mischievious sometimes when she gets comfortable and is ij the mood for it.
Fila is scared of being alone so papa Lilia will always be there in case she felt like it.
Fila often tends to her sisters wounds after getting injured, usually Fuchsia, since shes clumsy most of the time
Fila has secteral heterochromia with the red sectral in her right eye
She likes bats and shes the Angel of the Night.
Dyed her streaks pink to match her father's.
Fila likes to fly in the night and sometimes takes Fuchsia for a flight
Annoys Philip most of the time, and likes to prank on Filian
Her relationship with Silver is simple, she likes to sword train w him
She likes to read books in the library with Sebek
She likes eating ice cream wih malleus and likes chocolate ice cream
Fila doesnt say much but whenever her interests are mentioned she gets eztremely talkative
Fila likes to talk about how pretty her mom and dad is,,, arent they both pretty?
She loves romance books
Philip Rodri Vanrouge [Necromancer]
Hes like,, the second oldest
Hes usually very quiet and preserved
An introvert and barely goes out
He is extremely pale, to which sometiems mama Fia agrees, staying like that as well... jntil Lilia joins in and eventually drags them to the sun for vitamins. [Hey, hes just looking out for his family-]
Once got made fun of for his central heterochromia and gotbinto a fight because of it
Justified it saying je was defending what belonged to his parents and that no one should make fun of what his parents genetics gave him
Hes a shy boy when making new friends
Very playful around his sisters
Likes to play with Sebek often
Silver seems cool to him and makes flower crowns for him
He teases Fuchsia a lot
Fila gets annoyed by him
Filian is barely phased and is busy trying to keep mama Fia from going insane afyer anothr episode
Philip likes the ocean hench, the pool in the back of their house
Philip likes imaging himself as a merman, thankfully with his mothers genes , she wasnt specified as a beastman, fae, or merfolk. Nothing of that sort, just an anomoly.
So he often calls himself the Fae mer
Bat wings and a mer tail??? Strange
He likes necromancy
Bringing skeletons back from the dead seems cool and grim reaper-like
And very obsessed with playing puzzle games
He likes visiting rosehearts for riddle games
He enjoys pkaying around wirh strangers
No one really knows about the chikdren in thjs fmaily, all they know is that theyre half fae,,, buf half fae of what???
He likes being secretive in public
Filian Rodri Vanrouge [Sovereign]
Eldest
Also has the same curse as Fuchsia and her mother
Shes mature and simplistic
Shes a coquette girly
Her sister Fuchsia prefers to be goth, her sister Fila likes to be scene, and her brother Philip, punksteam.
She likes her mama's aesthetic though
She has no heterochromia, but she does have red cat-slit pupils if it counts
Shes the type of nerd to geek out her favorite games, her favorite genre so far is horror games
She likes to watch movies that make jer cry
She goes mad when someone annoys her too much (exception for Philip, Fila, and Fuchsia)
She hates marshmallows, it gets stuck on her teeth, so she gives it to mama and Fia eats it (yumyuym)
Okay im gettingnsleepyn but here
She has long black hair, blue highlights, soft skin, mature, and demure. Quite short than her mom
She lobes to mess around with Sebek wheneber she can
She likes putting clips on silvers hair
She molds clay into gargoyles with Malleus
She could never ask for a better family than this one
Anywah km so sleepy jm still half aslepe im gkingnto bed now goodnkght
#lambyspeaks#twisted wonderland lilia vanrouge#twst lilia#twisted wonderland lilia#lilia vanrouge#fem!lilia#fem!lilia vanrouge#fem!twst#uggg but then again I loterally wanna finish it#im half asleep beta#help why does it loom a bit better when i draw half asleep. wgatthefuck gaiz i think ita my secret talent#idk im just bored and tired and sleepy and motivated to draw sometjing#still learning and what not but im getting there... it think- like bro you cant expect me to suddenly change artsyles. amd if i do im#probably going to delete it if it looms bad. anyways lilia lover girlies come get your food or sumthing idk what tobsay to myself#um im so tired school is tomrw and im going to hate the first day. save mee. I STILL HAVENT FINISHED THE REQUESTS IN MY DRAFTS FUCK#AHHHHAHWJWEKEKNDNER I WANNA KMS WHY. UGHHHHEMWMME#IM LOSING MY SANITY.#cc x oc#twisted oc#oc x cc#oc x canon#ocs#twst self insert#twst hcs#twst oc#twst fanart#twst wonderland#lilia vanrouge x fia rodriguez#🦇x🩷🪽#🦇 art
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could we perhaps get a lil taste of the ronance fic your writing? im curious
AAA im so glad you asked :D also first ask hello !!!
vague plot: it's basically the classic post-canon (or at least post s4), Robin works at Family Video and Nancy totally doesn't keep coming in bc she has a crush, and Steve's being great as per usual helping them out with their gayness. it's nancy pov rn but who knows it might turn into duel bc i like robin's thought process too lol. also multi-chap is sounding more and more appealing but i have no clue what else to write. lots to think about
no clue if this'll ever see sunlight but this might just motivate me to finish it so here's some gay stuff:
“ “I swear to God, Keith makes us stock the top shelf just so he can watch us suffer, he’s weirdly starved for entertainment for a guy who works in a video store-” Robin cuts herself off as her eyes flit up to Nancy, words dying before they reach her parted lips. Robin must be cold if the thermostat’s on this hot, Nancy thinks as her face flushes, beginning to sweat under her top. She wonders, rashly, when the girl would've had time to crank up the heat between now and when Nancy walked in, considering Robin hasn't left her since.
Maybe I’m running a fever.
The idea shouldn't sound nearly as appealing as it does.
Robin coughs slightly, darting her eyes to the side. She pushes the tape across the counter, uncharacteristically quiet as she continues to watch Nancy.
“Thanks,” Nancy attempts, voice echoing through the silent storeroom.
“I’m at your service, Wheeler,” Robin says with theatrical arrogance, and Nancy laughs behind her hand at the ridiculousness of it. It reminds her, hilariously, of Steve in his high school days, with Robin puffing up her chest and running a hand through her hair in a hilarious impression of her coworker. But this is infinitely better, she thinks, what with Robin being entirely too genuine– and just plain dorky– to actually be any type of “high school hotshot”.
Nancy smiles inwardly, spacing out and just reveling in the way she holds Robin’s gaze...
Until she snaps up and realizes with a horrible jolt that she’s been staring directly at Robin in silence for entirely too long, and Robin’s stopped laughing, stopped all together, in her tracks. Robin's eyes have gone wide, locked on Nancy in a way that makes her feel stuck to the carpeted floor, and Robin's cheeks are dusted a pretty pink like she’s just put on blush and oh, no she’s surely embarrassed and Nancy’s gone and fucked everything up–
“Uh-” Nancy grabs the movie hurriedly, suddenly feeling wildly frightened. Robin continues to watch her, blue-gray irises peering at her through lashes that flutter and brush against her cheekbones as she blinks slowly at Nancy. Nancy clears her throat. ”
there it is! if anyone has suggestions for stuff they'd wanna see in the fic lmk and i might use it for some inspo :) interactions make me feel happy that people enjoy my stuff so pls dont hesitate to interact if you have Feelings about this and wanna give (polite) input!
#btw my ao3 is in my intro post for any interested :)#ronance#nancy wheeler#robin buckley#steve harrington#stranger things#fanfic writing#fanfic#wlw post#my sapphics!#i love my gay girls#my lovelies#jmr writes fanfiction :O#j's ronance 5+1 fic
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Craziest thing. You were in my dreams last night😏 No but seriously I dreamt I met you and squealed liking a freaking teenage girl. Have you the biggest hug ever and you were just so freaking cool about it. Gave me a sketch of Howl from Howls moving castle cuz you didn’t like it. I framed that thing immediately. Anyways in my dreams last night you had a sort of purple? blue? hair with like streaks of green?? Think of a pretty jellyfish. Is this true? Anyways just thought you might like to know that
We would probably both be squealing bc I would be so excited to meet someone in the wild who likes reading KMKY. I promise I am just as much of a nerd about Gravity Falls as anyone else, and would be so excited to make other friends who also like the show and would talk about it with me! No point putting creators on a pedestal bc behind the curtain they're just huge nerds who want to make friends with similar interests. I know I do, thats why I'm having so much fun in the discord server these days.
I love it when ppl dream about ppl they met online. (Though for the record, I wouldn't give you a gift I didn't like, you're supposed to give gifts you think the other person would like! so if you like it I'd give it!) I used to dye my hair nearly every colour, I had blue, pink, orange, purple, I used to shave my undercut and get it dyed like a peacock but I'm back to my original hair colour now to give it a break/be somewhat work appropriate. Jellyfish hair sounds cool as heck tho.
I'll put a photo under the cut so you can see I am in fact big dork. Also once I got the nerdiest haircut just bc of how much I loved gravity falls, so I have revealed myself to be king dork here.
This is me at home atm having a writing day. I've got journal 3 and BOB at the ready as well as my murderboard plotting notebook and the Gravity Falls wiki up at all times. If we were to encounter and hug it would be like this rn.

And this is the nerdiest undercut lmao, I got this haircut in 2017 around when I started the fic and obviously it grew out super quickly but it was really fun at the time.

I did lots of triangular undercuts (as it was the style at the time lmao) when I had long hair and when I had a snazzy bob. I'm back to growing out a pixie cut now though bc Australian summers are no joke and I got fed up with long hair one day so cut it all off. Who knows what it'll be by this time next year. Doing fun things with your hair is great, plus if you ever get fed up with it you just cut it off and it all grows back!


#i hope i haven't rambled too much here haha#your dream sounds awesome and would definitely hug if encountered in the wild or at least high five#i love making fandom friends and can confirm i am literally just a guy lmao nothing to squeal about here#but squealing for potential new friendships? that i'm on board with haha#it me#hair pics hahah#may have gone overboard with my nerdy hair pics but i love changing my hair so this was actually pretty restrained
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AUTISM TIME

ok so i got a few of the blind box gen7 pets today and i originally i was only gonna use one for a custom but im considering customizing all of them and infact im going to do a full review below
disclaimer: i am giving an honest review of these. my wording might appear harsh or whiny at some points but i am just trying to honestly review them. i am still very happy that lps are returning to these molds. also pls keep in mind that i dont currently have any authetic gen2 lps to compare them to rn, so my comparison is mostly based off my memory of them and the bases i have that are modeled after them
okay im gonna seperate this into categories bc i love lists im list boy. nvm dont call me that. ok
Appearance&design: even from first glance you can tell these are different than gen2, the og. the colors are way more saturated and dont get me wrong i love bright colors but for example the spaniel and ox? bull? both have "nuetral" colors aka brown in this case, but theyre very saturated to the point that both just look orange and its not very appealing at all. the caterpillar is ok, the green isnt too loud and pairs well with the yellow, and the otter's pastel pink isnt too bad either. however. a thing with these new lps is instead of the personality eye shines they can have personality markings on them. now this isnt necessarily a bad idea, and i can see it being quite cute is done well, but unfortunately this idea is not well executed. the markings look slapped on and out of place and because theyre only on certain pets it looks especially strange. on top of that, the paint job on these is not the greatest. i wouldnt normally be so critical of this, but considering everything else wrong with them, well. anyway. there are scuff? and paint marks on quite a few spots on all figures, though the otter seems the least blemished. the worst offender of a bad paint job is the ox. the muzzle is a splotchy and uneven attempt to call back to the airbrushed markings of old and the paint around his horns and hair is wildly uneven. not to mention how his hooves are not a different color than the rest of his body, which looks especially strange with the stark white horns. additionally, whatever sealant or plastic or whatever they used for the bulls hair feels greasy somehow? the mold for the ox is very cute tho :3 the color difference between the head and body on them isnt that bad, and can easily be overlooked, though it is worst on the caterpillar. the designs overall could be improved with at least some of the pets having more grounded colors and reworking the personality markings, maybe something like a small star on the bottom of a foot or a little cheek mark? ive spent enough time in this section lets move on
Quality: it is immediately obvious these are made of worse material than gen2. this is a problem in all modern toys though, so i dont particularly blame them for it. however, the ox head is bad. while all the toys seem to have a bit of give to the heads theyre not super squishy. the ox head is. because of how squishy the head is, it seems his nose bridge is caving in? it looks indented is what im saying. the texture of them isnt too bad but they feel noticeably worse than even my fake base ones i bought (shoutout to CustomLShop on ebay, the bases arrived super fast and were in excellent condition aswell as very nice packaging with even some bonus stickers :3) the caterpillars antennae are a little too flexible, im worried they might snap. there are very visible lines on the spaniel and the ox where the body mustve been in multiple pieces before being assembled. another thing is that while the heads do bobble mostly fine, they have a lot of trouble turning, theres resistance if even tilt the head, and it feels very strange. once again the otter seems to be the highest quality out of the ones i got, but it still has the same problems.
Price: i get that everything is expensive these days, but i feel it wouldve been more fair based on the quality if the individual boxes were around 2 dollars instead. it wouldve also been nice it there was a deal if you got the whole box set. also it seems that employees have been throwing away the bonus pet in the box when the box is empty of blind boxes, which is a shame because the bonus pet is a nice idea, but i think its not a great idea to have her on the box for the blind boxes as people are a majority of the time buying only a few individual boxes, so she gets left there as she looks like shes just part of the display
Final verdict: if you love lps or just arent concerned abt minor quality changes, go ahead and get em!! there are many problems with these but theyre still very cute and its awesome to see them coming back in the style i remember from my childhood :3
ok my energy is dwindling bc we also went grocery shopping (sensory overload city). i think? i covered everything i wanted to so. yea :3 lmk ur thoughts btw nd would also love to hear frm ppl who have also bought th blind boxes and your thoughts on them
also as far as customizing them i think ill stick to just repaints of them to preserve their design atleast a bit :3 tho th spaniel is an exception i hav big plans fr her lol
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so im a minor who has built my whole life on being feminine and the color pink (not forced, i love it lmao) and im just now realizing i might be trans. idk where to start bc i love being fem and i dont wanna suddenly change everything to be stereotypically masculine but also i want to be accepted as male, even tho i know that it'll take forever to do. aaaaaaagh its going not great idk what to do
you can be feminine and still be a dude! you don’t need to pass to be trans. not all trans people pass, not all trans people want to pass! wear what makes you happy.
if the people around you, after you come out, do not accept you as male then those are not good people to have around. doesn’t matter what you look like, your community should accept and respect you no matter what.
if you want to pass better, while still wearing what you like, here are some ideas:
masculine clothes but pink



short hair, use mascara or smth to draw a lil mustache, stuff like that to make your face as masculine as possible and wear your feminine clothes
cant think of much else rn, maybe other people have more ideas! good luck!
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This is me after arriving in turkey 🇹🇷
Hey y'all, so I have arrived in turkey with my parents, and it's not really that much hot here but this isn't the first time I came to turkey (my first time was last year). My bottom and feet hurt so much sitting in that plane and taxi for hours.
We went to restaurant, the beach, swimming pool, shopping, it was all fun. I even bought myself T-shirts, fixed my hair because about 2 years ago I fucked up my hair (cuz I wanted to cut it shorter).
Also, I'm gonna get my first tattoo on the arm like this on Monday before I leave on Tuesday next week. :)

BUT a few things I didn't like most about going with me, is that they want my tattoo to be in front or back of my shoulder because to their point of view they think tattooing my arm is too "masculine". On the day I came to turkey a few days ago on Monday, I saw a cap that looked a bit old fashioned like it's a bit old and for some reason I liked it and it was while my mom was choosing a cap, and when I showed the cap they said "it's too masculine", "this is for old people", and " it doesn't suit you". I got a bit pissed after that and was trying to keep it together from snapping and... Well, punching myself. But I calmed after buying 2 sweaters.
The next night my parents and I went back to shopping and I bought a few t-shirts and there was this big Micky mouse T-shirt which really caught my eye, however my mom said that it was "too big", but luckily I won this time when one of the staff who worked in the shop said that it was the same size. 🏆
When after I bought the Micky mouse shirt, I went to the hair dresser to fix my hair (which I don't have to explain why), my hair was a bit dry because in the UK there's a chemical that cleans water. And 2 years ago after I fucked my hair, my mom bleached my hair and dyed it light pink because... Yeah. Then I had it dyed hot pink to lilac, and now my hair is currently dark purple and my parents are like "we miss your natural hair 😔" and "you had beautiful hair when you were little" (my hair was light brown).
I know I might sound a bit selfish while writing this but to be honest, IDGAF about what they think, and want me to do. I chose to have bangs, I chose to have purple hair cuz it means so much to me cuz it's who I am. And I hate that they're trying to decide for me on what should I wear or change, I don't care. I'm not changing, I want to choose what's good for my taste and what makes me happy instead of them trying to decide and choose for me what I should choose that fits my size, but I also like oversized shirts and don't mind cuz I find them cute and comfy to wear and my parents don't see it but instead sees it "too big".
When we were in the hotel, I was just minding my own business on my phone listening to music that I've downloaded bc the internet could only be used in the lobby which is where I'm writing rn. And while I was minding my own business, my parents were changing. I didn't look up, didn't complain, just didn't look at them cuz I don't like looking. My mom then complained that I spend too much time on my phone and that I feel embarrassed and that I complain about them changing, but I didn't even look up and open my mouth to say anything like what did I even do? was I being selfish?
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