Ahab is actually so hilariously pathetic as well when you realize unlike Dongbaek and Dongrang who's EGOs straight up warp reality in their image based on their memories and desires Ahab is so solely defined by The Pallid Whale she can't transform her stage into anything other than the place they are currently and her EGO is entirely based on her supposed "sworn enemy" and powered by other people's EGOs (also bonus point to Ishy who by contrast straight up brings back the sunset sky the Pequod members would have not gotten to see)
Like you know there's something horribly wrong with you when Dongrang, the guy who's EGO awakening comes from accepting he's a bootlicker has a stronger and more independant sense of identity than you