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Luo Binghe Shimeji (Extended Version!)
a couple years ago, riladoo created an adorable binghe shime! he could be picked up and tossed around your computer screens, climb around on all your windows, multiply, and all the other cute things that come in the standard base shimeji set.
more recently, i reached out to riladoo with a commission request - more action sets for binghe! over the past couple months, riladoo has worked hard to make some adorable binghe art, and i've updated all the source code and config files to accommodate the new actions! 🎉
the extended action set includes: - a 'sit and eat' idle action - two 'head patting' actions when the mouse hovers over him - a 'fall and cry' action for when he falls from tall heights - a 'land nicely' action for when you place him down gently
the original binghe shime listing on riladoo's gumroad has been updated to have all these new actions, so go grab him now!! he's free / pay what you want! 🥰
i've put more details about the new action sets + general shimeji setup tips below the cut, but otherwise -- LET THE BINGHE COMPUTER INFECTION COMMENCE !!
**these extended actions only work on windows, not mac. sorry ;w; the original shime set has a mac version, though!
Extended Action Set Details
when you download the files from riladoo, you're looking for the .zip file labeled "Updated Shime code" !
sit and eat this is an idle action that will trigger randomly the same as any other idle action. if you want to trigger it manually, you can right click the shime -> 'set behavior' -> 'sit and eat'
head pats these are 'stay' actions that will trigger automatically when you hover your mouse over the shime. i recommend hovering your mouse over his head for maximum head-pat-effectiveness! unfortunately, this action won't play if the shime is actively climbing a wall/ceiling - maybe in the future this can be extended further, but for now there are only head patting actions for sitting and standing poses :>
falling variations (crying / default / land nicely) there are now a total of 3 'falling' actions. to see the 'fall and cry' action, allow binghe to fall from the top half of your monitor. to see the standard/original 'fall and trip' action, allow binghe to fall from the low-mid range portion of your monitor. to see the 'land nicely' action, gently place binghe down at the bottom of your monitor. this means you're rewarded for catching binghe when he falls off a window - if you catch him and set him down, he lands nicely, but if you let him fall normally, he'll start crying!! 🥰
Shimeji Installation Tips
if you've never had a shimeji before - don't worry, they're super easy to install! i recommend following this video tutorial created by the person who originally created the source code for shimeji. you can skip the parts about downloading the shimeji itself - you'll get that from riladoo's website :>
if you install everything but opening the shimeji executable does nothing, download jarfix to resolve this issue.
if you follow the tutorial and update the 'interactive windows' but the shime still doesn't stand/climb on the specified windows, restart your computer to resolve this issue. alternatively, make sure you don't have any 'unexpected' monitors plugged in - a friend of mine had their shime constantly falling down through their monitor onto their screen drawpad, which was confusing until it got figured out!
if you are on mac instead of windows.... i am so sorry i actually have no idea how to help 🙇♂️ the original/default binghe shimeji set DOES have a mac os folder in with the downloads, but i've never tested it (don't use mac), and even if it works, it won't include the extended actions (i didn't build an executable for mac with the new code).
More Questions???
feel free to hit me up! in the replies of this post / through DMs / send an ask - whatever is best for you. i'll tag any asks i get about the shime with #binghe shime chronicles so they get archived nicely. i got very familiar with all the source code / config files to get this lil guy set up with his extended actions, so hopefully i can answer any questions you have! 💪😤
that's all!! i am so happy w how the new actions turned out - the art riladoo did for them is SO cute! - and i hope y'all will be, too!
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this is so random but
Levi Catching You Cutting Your Own Bangs (P.S It's Terrible)
With your tongue poking out in concentration, you finally finish cutting your own bangs. It started with a video online, a DIY tutorial that made it look so easy and pretty. then, one impulsive decision brings you here.
you pat your bangs down, leaning closer to the mirror to admire the result.
...scratch that. you mourn the result.
“oh no…” you gasp, hand flying to your mouth in disbelief. it’s a disaster. jagged ends, uneven lengths. it basically looks like a five year old cut it with their eyes closed. you’re torn between bursting into laughter and crying on the spot.
“what happened—oh.”
Levi’s voice comes from behind the bathroom door as it creaks open. his head peeks out, and for once every blue moon, he’s visibly stunned. eyes wide, one hand hovering near his mouth, as if unsure how to react.
you immediately cover your bangs. “you scared me,” you mutter, turning slightly away as he steps into the room and closes the door behind him.
“sorry,” he says, stopping a few feet away. “i heard you gasp and thought maybe you’d injured yourself.” then, with a slight tilt of his head, he asks, “trying a new look?”
you nod sheepishly and sigh. after a moment’s hesitation, you force your hand down and motion toward your forehead with a weak little “tada,” followed by a nervous chuckle.
Levi doesn’t say a word. His face gives away nothing. he just stares at the abomination that is your bangs, completely silent.
“it’s that bad, huh?” you ask, your voice small.
he hums, stepping closer. “it’s that bad,” he agrees, honest as ever. but then, without another word, he places a hand gently at the back of your head and presses a kiss to your forehead, right over your messed up bangs, as if attempting to comfort you when he lacks the word to.
#i pulled this up my ass at 2 am#sorry#levi#levi ackerman#levi x reader#levi x you#levi aot#levi drabbles#aot#shingeki no kyojin#attack on titan#snk
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Deadpool Being A Girl Dad Would Include 🌸
-Wade Wilson is the biggest Girl Dad™️ and anyone who disagrees can fight me on it
-Of course, he would have been happy about a boy just as much as a girl but when you came back from a doctor’s appointment to tell him he’d have a daughter he was overjoyed
-When you ask him if he’s crying and tell him how sweet he’s being he just tells you to fuck off and you just hug him tightly
-He buys his daughter so many stuffed toys, going through the whole animal kingdom, then buying unicorns and dinosaurs, too
-He loves painting your daughter's nails and he lets her paint his nails, proudly walking around with his colourful nails and showing off how he matches with his baby girl
-speaking of matching, he will wear clothes that match the ones your daughter is wearing and it won’t matter what colour or motives they have because he’ll gladly wear matching Hello Kitty sweaters just as much as he’ll wear a matching dinosaur shirt
-You have to lecture him on safe sleeping and not letting his daughter sleep in a bed full of stuffed animals
-From the day that he found out he'd have a daughter he was going over names every day, looking them up online, asking his friends about their opinions and overall being very imaginative
-Some of the names were better than others but eventually, you two came to a compromise
(-I personally headcanon his daughter's name to be Bea after Bea Arthur from Golden Girls because in the first Deadpool, he wears a shirt with her face on it, I just needed to share this)
-He adores dressing his daughter in cute outfits, not necessarily in the sense of dressing her in puffy dresses or clothes covered in bows, but in clothes with cute prints
-Wade gets that a baby needs comfortable clothes but that doesn’t mean they can’t have cute kittens on them or be brightly coloured or covered in a glittery print
-He would also totally let his daughter choose what she wants to wear, letting her pick the wildest mix-matched outfits ever
-When his daughter gets old enough to actually understand what books you two are reading to her, he goes out of his way to look for ones with positive female role models
-He buys books where the girl saves the day, where the female characters are strong and independent, where they have agency and big dreams because he wants his daughter to know that she can be anything she wants to be and that she can do that on her own
-That doesn’t mean he isn’t protective because if any bad guys catch wind of the fact that he has a daughter and threatens her, he’ll go ballistic on them
-Spends hours watching Barbie movies with your daughter and then dances around the flat singing along to the songs with her while she pretends to be a princess or fairy
-Wade tries to learn how to do your daughter’s hair and spends countless hours on the internet, looking up tutorials on how to do elaborate hairstyles
-He is always distraught when he can’t get it right and you have to come in and help him
-Totally has tea parties with his daughter and her stuffed animals
-He’ll also be super interested in her hobbies, be it football or ballet, baseball or horseback riding, he will let her talk his ear off about it
-Speaking of ears, when his daughter wants to get her ears pierced he goes with her and lets her sit in his lap so she won’t be afraid but it’s actually him who ends up flinching more than her when he sees her little face scrunch up in pain
-Then he’ll buy her twenty new pairs of earrings while you go on telling him that the piercing needs to heal first and she won’t be able to wear them for another month or so anyway
-Wade is the Dad his daughter's friends feel safe around, and they ask for help if anyone makes them feel uncomfortable or unsafe
-loves watching stereotypical girl shows with her, like My Little Pony or Winx Club
-listens to boybands with her
-has pyjama parties with her where they paint each others' nails, watch romcoms, eat popcorn and do face masks
-Wade is the Dad who loudly cheers his kid on during school functions, big games, dance recitals, you name it and he never misses one of these events
-If he has to show up in full Deadpool gear so he will make it on time then he will
-When his daughter gets older and gets her first period, he panics a little but when you sit down to talk to her about it he is there to reassure her, too
-never embarrassed to buy pads or tampons for his daughter and brings home her favourite sweets to make her feel better
-imagine him standing at the cash register in full Deadpool getup buying menstrual products and chocolate for her
-he is also very good at getting blood out of clothes, so that comes in handy, too
-he will teach her self-defence, showing her all the ways she can protect herself, verbally and physically
-insanely proud when she managed to take him down and slam him onto the floor
-isn't the biggest fan of going shopping but will do the stereotypical dad thing where he sits down and lets his daughter put on a full fashion show to show off her new clothes
-he knows what it's like to feel insecure about your looks so if his daughter ever feels insecure or not pretty enough he will actually sit down to have a serious talk with her and tell her how beautiful he thinks she is
-has the sweetest nicknames for her, from regular ones like "Honey" to things like "Light of my Life" or "My Little Princess"
#textpost#writing#my writing#marvel x reader#marvel#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#mcu x reader#fanfiction#deadpool#wade wilson#wade wilson x reader#wade wilson headcanons#headcanons#deadpool is a girl dad and i will not take criticism on that#no y/n#deadpool x reader#kid fic
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gay gay homosexual gay : link click Yingdu episode 4, Yaoi cocaine and shoujo agenda and why it matters
Part-1/?

I will not talk about anything serious, it's pure crack (and my horny thoughts) and at this point I don't even care about the plot rn rn. Let the plot flow I'll catch up with it later.
Highlights of this episode
1. Xia Fei and Vein being spouses for 15 minutes straight (on screen and off screen)
2. Cheng xiaoshi's bi awakening era strengthening
3. Lu Guang being a cat for the entirety of the episode
4. Vein's Chinese and Lu Guang's English are making me question my sexuality (vein and lg are transmasc and gender queer to me so technically it's not a problem but I've never ogled at apparent amab bodied people so)
5. Holy fuc, fucing fuc, Lu Guang, that body of yours is absurd!
6. And...they pushed two beds to make one!
7. Another ao3 trope coming to reality : sickfic and hurt/comfort
8. Comedy runs all through the episode
9. Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi being comic spouses (may ramble a bit seriously on this)
10. Xia Fei doesn't like Liu Xiao and that's NEWS!
11. Xia Fei's attitude changing at the mention of Vein
12. Liu Xiao's 'friend' agenda and his (palpable) connection with Lu Guang intensifies
13. "You look tasty" 😍
I am rewatching right now, so that I can create a master-crack-post on episode 4.
Let's begin!
I have been mimicking Xia Fei's 'laoban!' for 5 minutes straight lmao. The way Vein looked back and we see a teared up Xia Fei... Ugh that's so nyaka of him tbh. Like a spoiled little wife, precious damsel in distress crying in relief when his husband/saviour arrives (btw when I refer Xia Fei as 'wife' and Vein as 'husband', I do not imply any kind of comphet homophobic standards, some classic/popular culture tropes just fits very well)

Lu Guang is behind Cheng Xiaoshi cause he is scared as fuck and his cat eyes are posing a threat "come near me and I'll scratch your face!" Myriad of emotions, though completely polar opposite to each other, are painted on lg and xf's faces while Cheng Xiaoshi is standing there with his signature : head emptu no thot style.
But the first shot of Vein made him look much younger actually. My red hot pookie 🎀. I need his eyeliner tutorial tho.

Am I wrong for saying his aesthetics scream transmasc lesbian 😭
Honesty speaking when your wife is just standing there, you should not approach a random stranger and pass the remark : you look tasty 😏😋 like sirrrr 🤨

Xia Fei, knowing his husband's antics, is still a bit frustrated here.
Lu Guang's 'don't dare you touch my bitch!' attitude was so spot on! 🤣 it's a shoujo romcom , ain't no way that's just the scene of a traumatized man defending his partner (in life and death) from his murderer. That's more like : he is my maal, back off!
The vile in lu guang's voice when he said, " He said... ni hao" was so delicious!

Cheng Xiaoshi used all of his english knowledge in one sentence and Vein is smiling. Lu Guang and Xia Fei, nerd bitches are judging him so hard but too polite to point it out. Lu Guang is disappointed that Cheng Xiaoshi is again shaking hands with a man (his murderer even!) like " Ik i am done with this shit! " and Xia Fei... probably doesn't like some other man shaking hands with his husband (moreover when your husband says something like "you look tasty" to a random man he just met, when he should have approached you first and patted your head). Both of those nerd bitches are jealous and irritated the way they should be. People! collect your own maals and move. Don't be greedy, that's the sin they talk about in the bible. (Also imagine if veifei switch, it will be SO GOOD)
But Vein looks very cutie pootie happy fruity when he shakes hands with Cheng Xiaoshi tho. Vein, your fashion sense is top notch, your make up 10/10, your braid, I will put pearl hair ornaments on it. He is so perfect, so perfect, I just can't 😭. Xia Fei, keep your man safe or I'll just pounce on your husband. His voice so deep you can hear lesbians drowning.
You know those specific type of people who support their spouse's rights and wrongs no matter how weird and undefendable they are? Xia Fei actually wanted to have a talk with Cheng Xiaoshi patiently explaining "he didn't want to say that, I hope you don't mind, his intentions are not bad, (my husband) is like that sometimes, even if I have pointed it out to him countless times but he doesn't listen. I hope you don't mind, want to go for a walk together tomorrow? "

No, I mean...that is the LEVEL of emotional intimacy you could yearn for. They are very very explicitly spouse-coded that my head hurts.

Oh. My. God. Vein's formidable glare when someone attempts to hurt his wifey~ hot! hot! hot!
It's giving 'omae wa mou shindeiru'
It's so refreshing to get those shoujo tropes back. You can't deny that THIS is the focus of this scene. The interpersonal dynamics and not the main plot. Why would you need that rock to hit Xia Fei specifically? And those close up shots. It's very recognisably shoujo you can't convince me otherwise.

YES, KING 👑, HOW DARE THEY HURT YOUR QUEEN?! You are standing in Vein's vicinity and daring to hurt his Xia Fei's pretty face? you are damned, you are damned, dude.
I can't help attaching this video clip because I simply can't resist
This is simply...peak!
the way he saves xia fei
"the youth these days don't seem to know their manners" (the youth these days don't know how dangerous it is to mess with boudi when dada is around)
THE SONG STARTS PLAYING, BANGER! ABSOLUTE BANGER!
compulsory danmei flashbacks where those chinese fans are lethal spiritual weapons
I love every inch of his being, I understand you, xia fei, I understand you so much i can't-
and here LMAO 🤣 kitty reclaims his own maal too. I mean it's so funny how this scene is pure comedy. "come here you little bitch!"
It's funny how in these first few minutes, people (xia fei and lu guang) are very frustrated and want their partners' attention back. Lu Guang has his own reason but STILL it's so shoujo. sorry.
it's the first part of my episode 4 rambles and it will continue until I am satisfied. the agenda is gay, it has no relevance to the main plot of link click whatsoever (or... really? 👀)
but before ending the first part, I wanna say something
Personally, I don't think the relationship between Xia Fei and Vein is toxic. Vein's profile released today

his dislike includes : Lying
his character pv bloody storm continually asserts that whatever he does, he does with dignity. He may be evil but not machiavellian, that's Liu Xiao's department. And idk my *heart* says to me, he is not cruel, abusive and manipulative towards Xia Fei. He genuinely cares about him. There may be other reasons Xia Fei is important to the plot but Vein has a soft corner for him. It's a very irrational but strong innate voice that's telling me to have faith in my veifei and I will.
Actually, I have very few ships I am actually invested in. and crazy like this. I love reading different permutations and combinations of ships but I never emotionally invest. Johnlock, Wangxian, Shiguang...these are the only ships I am devoted to. But their own interpersonal relationships come from a...what should I say, 'clean' and 'innocent' and 'pure' background. It's the society and fate that brings chaos to their relationship. But Veifei is different. But I ship them with no less passion.
#link click#shiguang daili ren#lu guang#shiguang#cheng xiaoshi#时光代理人#yingdu chapter#bridon arc#donghua#guangshi#vein x xia fei#veifei#veinfei#vein link click#xia fei link click#link click felix#gay#shipping#danmei#yaoi#yaoi brainrot#shoujo
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What type of parent will Luigi be?


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👶 Baby phase: Obsessed & overprotective
- Absolutely unhinged about you giving birth. Paces the room. Threatens the nurse (apologizes after). Almost cries the first time the baby cries.
“She’s perfect. You’re perfect. What the fuck. What the fuck.”
- Has that new-dad instinct where he holds the baby like she’s made of glass—but still won’t let anyone else touch her without grilling them first.
“Wash your hands. I said again, Mom.”
- Sleeps with a hand on your waist and one on the bassinet. Dead asleep? Hears one whimper and is up like a guard dog.
- Fully becomes a baby-wearing dad. Hoodie, chain, baby strapped to his chest while he makes breakfast. She spits up on him and he’s like “She can do whatever she wants, it’s fine.”
- If she struggles with colic, teething, or reflux, he loses his mind trying to soothe her.
He’s like: “She’s suffering. I can’t take this. Fix her. I will sell my soul.”
- He cries with her sometimes. You find them both passed out on the couch, her little fingers tangled in his chain.
👧 Toddler years: Chaos dad with a soft spot
- He tries to set rules but folds instantly when she looks up at him with those big eyes.
“One more cookie?—Lu, she already had two.”
“…One more. Half. Half a cookie.”
- Will wear whatever she tells him to. Tiaras. Butterfly clips. Sparkly nail polish. His favorite line?
“Real men wear pink, baby. You see Daddy’s nails?”
- Can and will fight a daycare worker if he thinks someone was rude to her.
“Don’t raise your voice. That’s my daughter. She's two. Don’t make me show you what I learned at two.”
- Doesn’t know how to braid but tries so hard. He watches YouTube tutorials and mutters “fuck” under his breath while brushing through tangles.
- Eventually figures out how to do a tiny ponytail and acts like he invented hair.
- Teaches her how to swear in Italian. Only in Italian. “If she’s gonna cuss, she’s gonna sound cultured.”
🧒 School-age years: Unhinged PTA dad
- Shows up to every event. Talent show? Front row. Soccer game? Screaming like it’s the Super Bowl.
“That’s my girl! You see her footwork?? Ref! REF!”
- Way too invested in her friendships.
“I don’t like that Ava girl. She seems fake. Don’t give her your snacks again.”
- Does all the voices during bedtime stories. Fully commits.
“Once upon a—hold on—baby, this dragon voice isn’t scary enough, gimme a sec—”
- If she’s ever bullied? Luigi’s got no chill. Pulls the principal aside like,
“You better handle it. Or I will.”
- Lets her fall asleep on his chest every weekend during movie night, then acts mad about being stuck but never moves. You catch him smiling at her every time.
- Super aware of how important emotional validation is. He didn’t grow up with much of that, and he swore he’d do better.
“You’re allowed to cry, honey. Crying means you’re feeling. Feeling means you’re alive.”
- Has deep talks with her in the car. Plays her his favorite songs and explains what the lyrics mean.
“This one makes Daddy think of Mommy. Listen to the words, okay?”
- Tells her “I love you” every day, every phone call, every drop-off. Never lets her question it.
👩 Teenage years: Scary but soft
“No dating ‘til you’re thirty. Or until I’m dead. Whichever comes first.”
- Very scary to any boys/girls who show up at the door, but also lowkey cries when she goes to prom.
- Checks her location constantly. Sends her memes at midnight. Still calls her "baby girl" in front of her friends.
- She says “I hate you!” once and it shatters him for 2.5 hours, then he shakes it off and hugs her anyway.
“I love you even when you’re mad at me. Deal with it.”
- Proudest dad in the world at every milestone. Graduation? He sobs. Moving out? He helps her carry her boxes while wiping his face on his sleeve.
Bonus drabble:
It’s past midnight when she starts crying.
Not screaming. Just that soft, hiccupy little sound you know means she’s tired, restless, fighting sleep like she’s got something to prove.
You groan from the bed—bone-tired—but before you can even sit up, Luigi’s already out of the sheets.
“I got her,” he murmurs, voice still low and thick with sleep. “Stay in bed, baby.”
You watch him pad across the nursery barefoot, shirtless, hair messy. His silhouette in the nightlight makes your chest ache.
He leans over the crib and scoops her up like she’s nothing—like she’s weightless.
“Hey, hey,” he coos, pressing her against his shoulder. “What’s the matter, huh? You miss Daddy?”
She whines into his neck. He sways instinctively, hand smoothing up and down her back in slow, practiced strokes.
You expect him to hum. He always does.
But tonight, he sings.
Soft and quiet, like he’s not even sure he means to do it.
A Sinatra song, of course—his voice low and gruff in a way that barely sounds like singing at all:
🎵 “Fly me to the moon… Let me play among the stars…” 🎵
You blink hard. Lie very still. Try not to cry like a sap.
Luigi whispers the next part into her hair, still swaying slow:
🎵 “In other words, baby… kiss me.” 🎵
His palm rubs soothing circles on her back.
She’s stopped fussing completely now. Her tiny fist is curled in the chain around his neck, and her cheek is smushed against his shoulder.
He stays like that even after she’s asleep—just rocking, kissing her forehead.
You hear him whisper, “Daddy’s got you. Always.”
And even though you’re half-asleep, tears slip down your cheeks.
Because you knew he’d be a good dad.
But this?
This is something else entirely.
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A Toast to Love and Family
Another day, another birthday celebration for Bonnie. Here's Day 2 of Bonnie being appreciated by the unexpected love of life. Consider Day 1 as the beginning of this series as these are all set in the same universe. I'm happy to introduce Ava Bennett-Mikaelson, her parents' pride, and joy. Read Part One

The former prom queen had never thought she would end up here, living a quiet life in New York with Klaus Mikaelson, of all people. After leaving Mystic Falls in the rearview mirror following her high school graduation, Bonnie never imagined that a secret romance with her greatest enemy would turn into something so… normal. They had kept their love hidden from their friends and family back home, knowing they’d never understand. But here they were, in the heart of the city, with a daughter, a home, and a new chapter they’d carved for themselves.
On this morning, Bonnie lay still beneath the covers, the sunlight filtering through the curtains. Her dreams had been heavy, the weight of her pregnancy making every movement a little slower. Yet, the sound of small feet scampering across the floor stirred her from her slumber.
“Mama’s still sleeping, Papa,” a small voice whispered, filled with both excitement and mischief. The daughter of Bonnie and Klaus was a perfect mixture of the two with her mother's eyes and her father's lips. Ava Bennett-Mikaelson tugged on Klaus’ sleeve, the monstrous man turned into a gentle giant for his child.
Klaus, standing in the doorway with a slight frown. “Breakfast? You wish for me to make breakfast?”
Ava’s face lit up, her energy too big for her small frame. “Yes, Papa! We have to surprise Mama on her birthday!”
"I’m hardly an expert in the kitchen, love.”
With a determined look, Ava handed him a tablet, her tiny fingers swiping. “We can learn, Papa! Watch YouTube with me!”
Chuckling softly, Klaus sat beside her on the couch in the living room. They found themselves watching a cooking tutorial—scrambled eggs, bacon, and toast. Simple, yes. But cooking was a language Klaus had never quite learned.
Lavender, Bonnie’s sleek, black cat crawled into Ava's lap. Ava giggled, her small hands gently petting Lavender’s back. “You’re so soft, Lavender,” she whispered. The cat stretched out and nuzzled against Ava’s hand.
Klaus looked over and saw Ava’s hands now covered in a thin layer of dark fur. He knew what was coming next. “Ava,” he called lightly, walking toward her. “You need to wash your hands before we cook."
“But, Papa, Lavender doesn't have germs! She's magic!”
Klaus chuckled, "No one wants to eat food with cat fur in it and magic can still have germs."
The kitchen became a symphony of chaos. The next thirty minutes were filled with flourishes of bacon grease and scrambled eggs flying a little too far from the pan. Ava giggled as she handed Klaus utensils. "I think Mama will love it, Papa!"
By the time Bonnie’s alarm clock went off, Klaus and Ava had managed to get enough food ready to fill a small army. Klaus looked at the mess they'd created and, despite the destruction, couldn't help but feel a little proud. Ava was ready to present their masterpiece. Klaus knocked on the bedroom door before entering, carefully balancing the tray in his hands.
Bonnie stirred as they entered, her eyes fluttering open. Ava immediately burst into song, singing “Happy Birthday” at the top of her lungs, off-key but full of joy. Bonnie blinked back the sleep, her heart swelling with happiness as a stray tear or two fell. She reached for her daughter, her breath catching in her throat as she pulled Ava into her arms. Her gaze flickered to Klaus, his expression unreadable but soft.
Ava’s face fell slightly. “Mama, are you okay? Why are you crying?”
Bonnie laughed softly, wiping her tears. “These are happy tears, sweetheart. Mama’s just so, so happy.”
Klaus set the tray on the bed beside Bonnie and leaned over to kiss her forehead, his hands gentle despite the uncertainty he'd felt about their cooking endeavor. “Happy birthday, sweerheart,” he murmured.
Bonnie smiled up at him. “Thank you, both of you. This is perfect.”
Ava beamed proudly. “We made it just for you, Mama! Papa helped me!”
Bonnie kissed Ava’s cheek, before turning to Klaus. Her voice dropped into a playful tone. “And later, when Ava’s at her sleepover… I’ll show you just how grateful I am.”
Klaus raised an eyebrow, his lips curling into a grin. “I look forward to it.”
#bonnie bennett#klaus mikaelson#klonnie#the vampire diaries#tvd#bonnie x klaus#klaus x bonnie#five days of bonnie birthdays
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TWO HATS
(Warning for violence, two hats stuff.)
(Siffrin)
[A:0 C:0]
"So let's fight! You and I~"
(You're taken aback. Loop was sitting so calmly at the base of the Favor Tree. Putting on a face that was once comforting, but, in this moment, you could feel the malice behind it.)
(You open your mouth, Loop interupts you.) "Let's have a cute, minuscule, old-fashioned little fight like a bonded couple, okay~?"
(This, t-this is dangerous. You should leave.)
(You don't want to fight Loop, that's, that's YOU.)
(If they wan't to fight, fight.)
"Ha, nothing to say, still. . .?" (Loop clasped their hands together. Smiling at you.) "Haha. . ."
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!" (They stood up, their mask cracking, you could feel the violent intentions, the want for, for-)
"STA-STARS!! Killing you is going to make me SO HAPPY!!" (You blink. For a split second, you saw yourself. You saw your own face in Loops.)
(You're going to have to fight. You'll see who is favored.)
(You don't WANT to fight!!! But, but you, you-)
(You take a step back, clumbsily grabbing at your dagger. You, you weren't ready, you were exhausted, you, just wanted, to say-)
"No, you don't get a choice! We're doing it!!!" (Loop lead out a giddy laugh. Those hands that always looked so friendly and expressive were suddenly so, so much scarier.)
"Let's go, stardust~!!!!"
(Loop moves fast. Dashing at you with an almost claw-like hand. Without even thinking your blade was in your hand, reaching out to defend yourself. Loop grabbed your dagger by the blade.)
"Stage! Lights! Action!" (You saw the stary blood run over their hand. With a twist, Loop yanked the dagger from your hands as they talked.) "Teehee~"
"L-loop!" (You cry out. Your voice doesn't, sound like your own.) "Loop you, don't-"
"You know, in a way, I am so very proud of you!" (Loop twirls your knife threateningly.) "You did so good, stardust~! I am so proud, stardust~!"
"But-" (You weren't allowed to talk. Loop charged at you with your own knife. Something took over, you jumped to the side, feeling the knife miss your fave by a hair.)
"You beat the King! You got out of the loops! I'm so, so, PROUD!!!" (They screamed and held out a scissors sign. A wave of craft hit you like a ton of bricks, sending you flying back. You could barely get to your knees again when Loop charged at you.)
"Do you know how long it took for me to beat him?" (Swing, swing, swing, swing-) "Hundreds, thousands, TENS OF THOUSANDS!!! I lost track!! AhahaHAHAAAAAA!"
(JUMP NOW.)
(You jump. Loops swing barely missing you. You land on their arm. You see them wince, now! Go for the knife!! Grab it!!)
(You reach for the-)
(Loop grabs you be the throat and slams you against the Favor Tree.) "And I wished it all away!! All so you could beat him on your VERY. SECOND. TRY!!!!"
"L-loop-" (You try and say, please, please-)
(You feel metal in your mouth. Loop had your dagger to your lips. Your voice catches. You can't speak. You. Headache, harder to, think. You look at them with your one eye.)
"No, no talking, stardust! I'll kill you! I'll kill you right here!!" (They raise the dagger) "You feel it, don't you?!? You burned up your wish!! AHAHAAAA!!! No more second chances, Stardust~"
(You raise your feet as they bring the knife down and kick loop in the chest with all your might. They cough and let you go, rolling to safety and getting to your feet.)
(What. What just happened. You. You just did that. Like you blinked and. You're standing here- you should run now! Now you can run!)
(You breathe in, and out. You run at Loop, holding out a sign, Rock Bottom. The craft skill hits them like a ton of bricks. You use that to swoop in and twist your knife out of Loops hand. Before your brain catches up, you stab Loop.)
"Aah--!!"
(. . . . . . . . . . .)
(Loop looped back.)
". . . Teehee~ Here's a tutorial for you~"
[If I die, I can loop back!]
(The words rattled in your head. Stars could you stop doing that?!?)
(Interupting your trains of thought.)
(Nothing different from usual then?)
(Loop charges at you with that claw like hand. You breathe in, and out, and dodge it this time. You don't attack, you open your mouth---)
(---Are elbowing loop in the side to get them off of you- what? WHAT?!? You had a wound in your side, Loop stumbled back, looking at you in rage, your dagger had their star-like blood on it. You blink, did, what, what just---)
(Loop looped back.)
(?!??!?!! You were, you were skipping time again. Like zoning out but, hard to controll or, oh you felt dizzy. Not now, come on-)
(Loop was standing there, they looked, looked ragged. As much as a star could BE ragged. Their eye, it has, that shade. . .)
(Stop being an idiot! You don't want to die!! FOCUS!!!)
"I finally saw your party, earlier." (Loop says. Watching you.) "I did so good the whole time, they never, ever saw me~"
(Loop attacks. Screaming as they do.) "Those, those PALE COPIES!!!" (A swipe, a claw, a blast of craft.) "They're YOURS, Stardust! Nothing like mine! They never will be!!!"
"Loop, b-but-" (You try to start.)
"I forgot their names!!!!" (Loop, it, it looks like they're, crying?) "I forgot who they were!!! Just actors in a play!!! JUST LIKE US!!!"
"And when they looked at me, Stardust, they only saw a stranger, do you even know how that feels?!?!?"
(Yes.)
(No.)
(You don't know.)
(Loop attacks again---)
(---You've pinned Loop down, dagger at their throat. You flinch, realizing where you are.)
(You were about to kill them.)
". . ." (Loop isn't looking at you. They look, tired.) "Stardust, Siffrin, whoever we really are. . ."
". . . Just kill me."
"W-what?!?" (HUH?!?!) "Why!!"
"WHY?!?" (Loop yelled back.) "I tried to kill you! Just, get rid of me and get on with your life!!!"
(You're, not sure what to say. You want to reply, but. . .)
"You won!! You have your family!! You have what I WANT!!!" (You could feel something shift in the air.) "I wanted to kill you!!! To take it, to take what's mine!! STARS I still do!!"
(You lower your knife to the side. That'll be a mistake.) "My self-hatred isn't that strong that I'd literally kill another me."
(Loop scoffs.) "So killing yourself is fine, but killing other selves is off limits~?"
(No.)
(But you can't kill Loop, you can't. You shake your head.)
"What if I want you to." (Loop says, defeated.) "What if I want you to end it all. To just let me die? Can't you see?!? I can never go back to how it was before!! I've lost it all! I-I, I-"
"Loop. . ." (Your voice sounds alien.)
"Why did it have to be you." (Loops voice was giving out, tears, a sea of tears.) "Why. . . Why didn't I, I just hold on for a little longer. . . Then. . ."
"Loop." (Your voice sounds off key.) "But, don't you get it?"
(Get what?)
(Loop's looking at you, confused.)
"The reason I succeeded, why, w-why I got out." (You smile, you're starting to cry.)
"It was you, Loop."
(Loop looks at you like you're some stranger.) ". . . What?"
"I would have given up too." (You say.) " "You were here, at my side, telling me to keep going. Telling me what to do. Guiding me, helping me, keeping me sane."
(Keeping you from loosing yourself.)
(Reminding you who you were.)
(Reminding you to eat.)
(You continue.) "Even if you didn't tell me everything, and, even if you--"
"You're Lying."
"Nope."
"YOU'RE LYING!!!!"
"Nu-uh."
"YOU'RE-"
"Mira says thanks, by the way." (You help Loop up, bringing them into a hug.) "They all do."
". . . Thanks?" (They sound like. . .) "To me. . .?"
"Thank you." (You repeat.) "They say it, I'm saying it. Thank you, for everything. For helping me. For helping them. For stopping me from making the biggest mistake of my life." (You say with a half-laugh.)
". . . Stardust. . ."
(You squeeze a bit tighter.)
(It was that easy?)
(Of course it was, you're strong!)
(You breathe in, and out.) "I'm sorry."
". . ." (Loop is quiet.)
"I'm, sorry that it couldn't have been you." (You pause before continuing. Get the right words.) "You deserve it, You deserve that happy ending too. I just, I, I wish-"
"Ah-!" (Loop cuts you off.) "Careful what you wish for~"
(You both laugh at that, then cry. You feel something weird.)
"W-where, will you go now?" (You ask. Dizzy.)
"Oh, Stardust. . ." (They squeeze you tight.) "I don't know. I'll die? I'll stay under this tree forever? I'll join you so we can be one? Who knows!"
"I don't want you to die. . ." (You squeak out.)
"Stardust. . ." (You're feeling dizzy. Loops words feel distant.) "I promise. I promise that I wont die, not this easily, anyways. Okay?"
"Okay." (You rest your head on their shoulder.) ". . . I hope I see you again, Loop."
"I have a feeling, I'm sure we will."
(You feel dizzy---)
"Siffrin?"
(You snap to attention. You had wandered back to where your Family was waiting. You, you lost time again. Mirabelle was talking to you.) "Is everything alright? Talk to everyone?"
(You rub your head.) "Y-yeah I did, I'm just, a bit tired."
"You had a big day!" (Mira speaks with a smile.) "Is Loop alright? Where they still there?"
"Y-yeah. . ." (You feel two silver coins in your pocket.) "They're, they say thanks back."
(For getting you through this.)
"For, helping me through all this." (You say, smiling.)
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what are some of your fave solo amazingphil videos? ^_^
OMG AMAZING QUESTION!! where do I even begin LOL Xb
For classic AmazingPhil (pre manchester apartment) some of my favs are Worst Day Ever mainly cause the way he says "awful" is just perfect, No Sleep cause that purple shirt looked so good on him, Hayfever Sucks idk why tbh I just love it, 51 things in my room cause srsly how can he be so cool, Psycho Boyfriend okay actor Phil I see you, CLAW I love you Mrs. Lester <3, ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ the way he says "ow" is so cute </3, Alarm he looks so good in this video, and Robot death machine psychic Phil at his finest (and for these ik they're not solos but the sprite advert and Jonathan and Mary Beth argue are srsly my favorite amazingphil videos they're so funny OMG)
Then when he was really starting to pop off (manchester apartment era) I love Things I thought were true that are not true its short its sweet and it made an amazing series, The Change another just banger plus "straight" Phil LOL, KILLER ESCALATOR is just so good "nostalgia face", and SIDEWAYS GARY cause like genuinely what did that guy even mean?!
Now it's time for like "stereotypical" AmazingPhil (1st london apartment): MAN FLU I love videos like this they're so comforting, Smoking Fail just a classic, LOST AT THE MALL ;_;, My Body Sucks, FIREWORKS FAIL, Phil's Favourites, OPTICIAN HORROR STORY, PHIL IN THE CLUB, I SMASHED 3 MIRRORS, 2017 WANTS ME DEAD, Reacting to my Baby Videos, BADGER SIMULATOR?? - Phil Plays: Shelter, SLENDER BADGER - Phil Plays: Shelter 2, THE RIVER OF DEATH - Phil Plays: Shelter 3, FOREST FIRE!!! - Phil plays Shelter FINAL EPISODE, and every sleepless night with phil. I could keep going but honestly I would just be linking to every video he made in this time cause they were all bangers.
Moving on to 2nd London apartment era: I Read A Letter from My Younger Self this video inspired me to also do this LOL, Reacting to my DELETED VIDEOS 1. QUIFF! 2. Phil's art house era eats, Why I Went To Hospital , Why I Went To Hospital (again) I love his medical videos I love how speaks about these topics, A Chat With Myself From 10 Years Ago, My Google Search History 2 just so entertaining, Reacting To Myself On A TV Quiz Show BANGER, Reading The Creepiest Email I've Ever Been Sent, Coming Out To You of course <3, Trying To Bake My Birthday Cake WITHOUT A RECIPE and underrated gem, I Tried To Follow A Festive Bob Ross Tutorial (gone wrong) so endearing AND AN EXTREMELY UNDERRATED VIDEO, I Tried Floating In a Sensory Deprivation Tank For 3 Hours, A Tour Of My Plants (living and dead) miss u jenna thank u for inspiring Phil to make this banger of a vid, Trying to Catch and Rescue An Injured WILD Pigeon COMFORT VID, Visiting My Hometown! (On Google Maps), and the Awkward Stories From the Closet series. THIS ERA WAS SO GOOD TOO <///3 I LOVE HIMMM
The Phouse Era: This era does not have many solo Phil videos and also not that many videos in general but there are a some bangers like Viewers Pick My Birthday Presents the mega dilf shirt is such a slay, I was mess at university, Exposing My TikTok Likes I love seeing him laugh, I have a confession he looks so good in pink, I made a construction worker cry, A New Era PHLONDE, Let's Talk About Dating...Again ginger quiff my beloved, and honestly all of the BitLife videos.
So those are some of my personal favs but who am I kidding all of his videos EAT!
HAPPY 19TH ANNIVERSARY TO THE AMAZINGPHIL CHANNEL OMG!! <3 <3
#oh shit i wrote a lot LOL#amazingphil#phil lester#i really hope i got all of the links right >_<#asks#god i hope this makes sense
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Your art is amazing! I keep finding myself just going back to stare at your work. Like how did you do that with the colors? Or when do you stop adding bold lines and do more implied ones etc.
Do you have any go-to references or tips you always go back to or would recommend?
THANKYOU!! OHHHH ART QUESTION!!!! *cracks knuckles* i havent ever really explained how i do things before, so dont be shy to ask any follow up Qs if i dont make sense!
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Colors??? Ohhh man, aeh, thats a fun but hard one. I started off my art years ago with just pencil on paper, black n white style! So ive gone on my own little self taught journey over the years when it comes to using actual color in art and ohh boyyyy was it a challenge.
Theres definitely some tutorials out there that explain color theory waaayyyyyy better and are more helpful than me, but ill still explain it my way for anyone whos curious about the way i use colors instead <3
At first i was pretty bad, SO for example IF I WAS PAST ME..... and i drew a purple dragon, the lighting and background id add would be purple too. Thats bad. It looked good, yes...... But it wasnt the smartest choice of lighting/background to make it so similar to the purple character id drawn.
I couldnt really see what i was drawing because everything was the same color, same saturation. It makes present me cry a little inside that i used to do that xD and i had to figure out that overtime... i didnt want whatever i was drawing to blend in to the canvas, disappear, and be really hard to see because it was all the same shade/color.
SO, i experimented >:) i have a vague goal in mind when it comes to colors. I want things to be clear to see, colors to contrast and pop and flow! If your focal point/character is blue? I try to make the background the complete opposite color, or something that compliments blue like pink or orange.
BUT!!!! BUUUUUUT!! Its not as simple as that... it can look terrible if you pick an opposite color and itll clash in the worst way possible >.> THAT, im admittedly still figuring out as i go! But ive learned that when the colors are too bright and clashing, i can reduce the saturation/make them less bright. Perhaps if i used pastel colors instead? Or something closer to grey? Maybe if i darkened this one and lightened that one theyll still stand out but also flow a bit better.
I rely heavily on my gut feelings with colors too, ill test different options all the time and mess with filters to see if i get any cool results until i land on something that makes me go "woahhhh this feels awesome". It can take actual hours just trying to find the right combination of colors...
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This ones a great example of a good color combo!! I tend to lean towards warmer/softer colors in my work unless im doing a nighttime scene or something with cold/fresh vibes. The dragon here is a pretty light shade, and i went with a matching light background. I did that to give it a soft/calm look <3
When i look back at my art and any of my bigger/finished works, i notice i have a running theme of finding a nice balance between pastel/light colors and bright/saturated colors.
The saturated/brighter colors are usually used for the focal point, and the desaturated/lighter ones are for the background! I can also reverse that with a saturated/bright background and a light/desaturated focal point depending on the situation!
Heres some examples of what im talking about:
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MMMMMMM LINES! Lineart, i love it. My artstyle when it comes to that kinda flip flops around a little. But i often use a thinner brush and the pen i draw with has pressure sensitivity!! So lineweight kind of just revolves around how i literally move my hand against the screen.
But when it comes to purposefully making the lines thicker or thinner though, i use bolder lines for the focal points or areas with sharp details, so they catch the eye.
Thinner or less opaque lines for outlining markings or representing fur, scales, feathers, things like that :D
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Tips, refs and recommendations??? OHhhhh, everything i use is specialized for helping myself reach the style/quality of art i aim to make so it wouldnt entirely help others the same way.
But i can say that for refs and tips, i save EVERY little thing that sparks inspiration or looks like it could help me draw something i find difficult later on. I have files organized for that stuff! Things for ref sheets, anatomy, tmnt-related, a file just titled "inspiration" full of anything that makes my eyes happy when i look at it, and one for kingfishers (theyre a fav of mine when it comes to finding the inspiration to design a dragon).
Ironically, i dont often use typical art tutorials so i dont have any recommendations to share because i wing-it like the menace to myself that i am xD I probably should use tutorials though, im constantly trying to improve and those would actually help. Im just, too lazy 💀
Its a great habit to save stuff that helps/inspires you for when your stuck! And just go out there and follow all the artists who inspire you, even the smaller ones. Ive seen so many unknown/underrated artists who are able to draw a certain way that id love too, just gotta hunt them down and follow them so i can keep seeing their art <3
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i'm bored what do i do
if youre feeling annoyed and you want to cry about it read a book for an hour. theres plenty for free online. you can start by reading it out loud if youre slow to catch focus. if youre feeling annoyed and want to hit yourself about it search up 'beginner crossfit no equipment' on youtube, put on your own music and follow the video. if you feel like you dont have energy to follow instructions you must dance really stupid in your room for 3 minutes then repeat.
if youre not upset at all but instead plain bored and things feel uninteresting: do an origami tutorial with a sticky note. watch people do speedruns, debunk, or reality show recaps and put it on max volume while you reorganize/label your room. if you were fond of studyblr at some point pull up a wikipedia page and play around with making enjoyable notes of it. most of these are an if:else configuration of what i discovered works for me so i hope at least one of them is transferrable
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🌿 A dreamer building a digital sanctuary.
Hi there, dreamers and creators!
So, here I am—just trying to build my own little corner of the internet. A digital sanctuary, if you will. You know, one of those cozy spaces where creativity flows freely, stories come alive, and maybe (just *maybe*) someone else finds comfort or inspiration in what I create. But let’s be real: I’ve got *so much* to learn. Like… an overwhelming amount. But hey, isn’t that half the fun? :p
I’m diving headfirst into the world of AI, visual novels, and RPG game design because… well, why not? It’s equal parts thrilling and terrifying, but mostly thrilling. The idea of crafting worlds, characters, and stories that people can interact with? Yeah, sign me up for that rollercoaster. Of course, it’s not like I expect to become some legendary indie dev overnight. I mean, I still mix up basic coding terms sometimes (*is it “if” or “when”? Or is it both?! Help!*), but I’m here for the journey.
Digital art, storytelling, AI tools—they all fascinate me to no end. There’s something magical about taking an idea from your brain, feeding it into technology, and watching it grow into something tangible. And yeah, okay, sometimes it grows into something hilariously broken instead. But even then? Progress. Baby steps. Tiny pixelated victories.
As I stumble through tutorials, experiment with new tools, and probably cry over a few failed projects (hey, it happens to the best of us), I’ll do my best to share bits and pieces of my progress here. Think of it as part journal, part brainstorming session, and part “laugh-at-my-mistakes-because-they’re-kind-of-funny.” Who knows? Maybe someone out there will relate, offer advice, or even join me on this chaotic adventure.
So, if you’re reading this, thank you for stopping by. Be patient with me—I promise I’m learning as fast as I can! In the meantime, let’s embrace the messy, beautiful process of creation together. Oh, and feel free to drop a comment or message if you have tips, resources, or just want to chat about your own projects. Community vibes only, always.
P.S. If anyone has advice for staying motivated when things get tough, hit me up. Coffee and chocolate are great motivators, but I could use more sustainable strategies, lol. Catch you in the next post, friends! 🫂
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please give us a "how to draw wings" tutorial, i'm begging on my knees, the children are crying
oh boy, let's see what I can do!
if you're interested in learning the actual anatomy, I suggest looking up proper tutorials, or pictures of different feather sections - that helps a lot too! but I can give tips for simple ways to imitate real-life wings that in my opinion elevate the wings a lot!
for me the biggest thing is the way the joints bend; it could be just a me thing, but it easily catches my eye if the wing joints look broken. also for simple realistic type wings I go with two shapes of feathers and ditch the rest - if your style is simple, just lump the smaller feathers together without worries, but if you tend to draw single scales, strands of hair, etc. then go wild and add all the feather layers you want!

and as always - realism =/= good art, just have fun! I like to stick to anatomy rules with some things, but that doesn't mean everyone has to. I just think it never hurts to know a bit about it c:
#wings are just so cool#and yeah bat wings and stuff are a whole different story... because of the fingies (but they're fun to draw too)#own art
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I've got you
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: Little bit of angst, but mostly fluff
Words: Approximately 1100 words
A/N: I've decided to attempt Flufftober this month, so this is my first entry for the challenge. Prompt: I've got you. Hope you enjoy! Thanks @flufftober and @chaotictarlos

"So, my sister is getting married and she wants me to invite all you idiots to the wedding," Sam huffs as he drops down onto the couch.
"That's great, Sam. I'm sure we'd all love to meet Sarah and join her on her special day," Steve says.
"Yeah? Can I tell her to add you all to the list?" Sam glances around and meets everyone's gaze in question.
A chorus of agreement is heard. "As long as you won't be there," Bucky snickers.
"Of course I'm going to be there, I'm the best man!" Sam huffs in frustration.
"How much did you have to pay the groom for him to agree to that?"
Sam throws a couch cushion at Bucky, which Bucky promptly catches in the air before it can hit him. You giggle from the seat next to him, knowing he'll keep you safe from the oncoming couch missiles.
"Sure, we'll go," Bucky relents eventually. When everyone returns to the movie, Bucky softly asks if you will accompany him to the wedding as his date and you couldn't be happier.
You're floating on cloud nine before you are ripped back to reality when you hear Wanda and Natasha's conversation a few days later.
"We're going to have so much fun at the wedding, I can't wait!" Wanda says, giddy from excitement.
"Yeah, it's going to be a blast. All the hot men, the drinking, the dancing!"
Two weeks later
You instinctively close your laptop as soon as Bucky enters the room, missing the expression your movements cause. "Hey, doll. Everything alright?"
"Hmm, yeah all good." You mumble, not meeting his gaze.
"So, you got everything ready for next week?"
"Next week?"
"Yeah, remember Sarah's wedding?"
Your eyes widen in surprise. "The wedding is next week? No, no, it can't be so soon."
"Afraid it is, doll. But there's more than enough time. Do you need to go buy a dress? I can join you if you're worried about that."
You don't even hear his words, the reality of the situation finally sinking in. There's no way you will be ready in a week.
"I can't go with you to the wedding, I think you should ask someone else." You blurt out before you can stop yourself. For a few seconds, all you hear is silence.
When you meet his blue eyes, your heart rate increases. His expression is full of anger and hurt.
"Really? You can't go with me? I'd ask why not but I'm pretty sure it involves whatever you're constantly doing on your phone and laptop which you don't want me to see. The past two weeks you've been ignoring me and hiding things from me."
"Bucky, no, it's not like that!"
"Like what? You won't even tell me what you're doing!" His voice becomes louder with every word. "If you don't love me then you need to tell me! If you want to be with someone else then-"
"I can't dance!" Tears drop down your cheek at your exclamation.
"Wait, what?"
"I can't dance, ok? I thought about asking Natasha or Wanda to teach me but I don't want the whole tower to find out. I'd be the laughingstock! I've been sneaking off, watching videos and reading tutorials, trying to teach myself but I just can't get it!"
You wipe your cheeks, trying to stop crying when you hear Bucky laugh from where he stands. How dare he laugh at your admission! "You're such an ass!" Anger feels like it's boiling out of you as you rise from the couch and stomp towards the bedroom, but Bucky grabs your arms and stops you from reaching it.
"I'm sorry, doll. I'm not laughing at you, I'm laughing at the situation!" He pulls you into a quick hug and then steps back, giving you some space. "That's it? That's what you've been hiding all along?"
"Of course! Bucky, I know how much you used to love dancing, and now you're stuck with the one woman who can't dance!"
"You swear it's nothing else?"
"What do you mean?
"I just- when you wouldn't talk to me like you used to - when you hid things from me, I started thinking about a thousand reasons why you wouldn't want to be with me anymore. I thought maybe you found a better man or realized that you didn't love me anymore." He's biting his lip from anxiety as he waits for your answer.
"Bucky, there isn't a better man for me and I promise you, I will never stop loving you." Reaching up, you touch his chest lightly, placing your hand over the spot where his heart is beating frantically before you stand on your toes and kiss him softly.
You squeal with surprise when he picks you up, walks to the couch then pulls you into his lap, holding you close. "I love you too, doll. Always have and always will." The two of you sit in comfortable silence for a few seconds, just appreciating being close to each other once again. "So you'll go to the wedding with me, right?"
"Bucky, didn't you listen to a word I said?"
"I heard you, you can't dance. I don't care, Y/N. I just want to be with you."
"And I don't want to disappoint you! All I hear is how much you used to love dancing, and if you go with me you won't be able to dance!"
"Doll, you could never disappoint me. And if it bothers you so much, I can teach you a few moves. Besides, the fact that I'm an excellent teacher," Bucky smirks at this, "I'm also a super soldier. Even if you can't dance, like at all, I can throw you around the room and no one will even notice. You can even step on my toes and I couldn't care less. I've got you. I promise I won't let you be embarrassed. I just want to go with you, I want to show off my amazing girlfriend."
"Are you sure?"
"Of course, doll. Now, tell me you'll go with me."
"Ok, I'll go with you. Oh, but I need to go buy a dress!" You jump up.
When Bucky rises with you and grabs his things, he notices your gaze on him. "Come on, doll. I'll go shopping with you."
"Really?"
"Yeah, I think it's best that I'm part of this important decision. I need to help decide what dress I'm going to rip off you at the end of the evening. It'll be my reward for having you step on my toes at the wedding."
He's too slow to block the cushion hitting him on the back of the head.
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i had the strangest dream last night...
so basically there was this school event on the 1st day of school and it was like a collaboration with inanimate insanity or something. all schools in my area were able to come. we all had to go take buses to a big school with a large gymnasium. it was so big that a whole store was able to fit inside it. before everything started, everyone got to warm up. me and my friend went to the store and got a little tamagotchi thing. and then while we had the chance to get on our devices, i went to the inanimate insanity wiki. i was looking through the characters' pages until i saw a character named "choc" like in "chocolate". everyone apparently remembered her being in the show but i never did. when i asked people about her, they told me that i was dumb and asked how i forgot about this character. she was a character who was created by a girl named "colette". colette was apparently the winner of a character contest. the contest involved people drawing "object character" versions of themselves in real life. they weren't supposed to use their real names. instead, they had to make up a name with the first letter of the character's name being the first letter of the creator's real first name. the randomly picked winner got to become a minor character in one of season 2's episodes. wow. someone even showed me a clip of choc in an early season 2 episode 😭 here's how i remember choc looking like:
the reason why she has handles is because trophy was her favorite character and she decided to draw handles on choc 😭 yeah anyways then the whole challenge thing started. i remember one of the challenges where we had to throw cups on this bowl floor looking thing. i was waiting for my turn and i got mad because of how long it was taking. so i threw a glass cup even though it wasnt my turn yet. i immediately regretted it. then this security guard took my hand and told me that what i did was wrong and i won't be able to participate in the competition anymore. i was telling her that i didn't mean to do it and i only did it because i was mad. then we started arguing. i would talk about something she was doing to me while talking with me but no. then she told these kids that i hated to take me to the principal. they all ran away and didnt want me to catch up to them. i fell down and started crying my eyes out. then i woke up. someone please give me a tutorial on how to have better dreams 😭 well the only good thing is it's about inanimate insanity (my favorite show)
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I've been wanting to play this game ever since I saw so many of my friends get into it, and since it had its first update and was on winter sale... time to finally have some fun with it! 💜
I expect good things from this because the style looks adorable, I've seen many little pictures and people have been only giving praise about the characters and such too. Let's go, yippee!
Wow. Just. Already, I'm so happy. the interface is so cute. This is the first game I've ever played with so many pronoun options. I'm happy.
I look fucking cute what the hell. the farm is a mess and it's so cute. everything is so cute. this artstyle is so gorgeous and the whole vibe is amazing, I'm gonna cry! I love how the grass has little flowers in it and even just the sound effects of the watering can make me happy.
Greeting all of the characters already has me excited to speak more to all of them! In some games there's really only a select few that make me curious at first glance and I have trouble remembering who's who, but all of them are memorable and unique here and I want to immediately talk to almost all of them again.
I got completely lost in this game as soon as I had the time to properly focus on it and it's so cute. Genuinely can't decide who I like the most so far!
The way lil Henrietta hopped on the chair to sit next to us I'm gonna cry. Sidenote, the tutorials are all so clear and easy to understand, it's great!
AND YOU CAN PET THE FARM ANIMALS ON HAYDEN'S FARM TOO AAAA!!
This fucking guy I swear. When I first saw him say that I laughed my ass off. Also right now we're going with Scaramouche but I'm absolutely thrilled to see you can just change your pronouns and name whenever the fuck you want. March is hilarious to me because I want to immediately punch him in the face but he obviously likes you even if he acts like an absolute dick. Peak.
Working on the town projects is genuinely a lot of fun so far! I love Eiland and Adeline and I think the pacing of this game is really great. I genuinely love how everything is balanced so far, exploration, building and time-wise - Friday Night at the Inn is always super cute and fun and I love the Saturday Market. I've also been laughing my ass off whenever I talk to Juniper, Dozy is THE CUTEST!!!! and I just adore that you can have a daily bowl of soup at the inn. That's the kind of thing that's super useful when you start out and stays cosy comfy even as you grow and don't need it that much anymore.
OMG YAY YIPPEE! STINGRAY!
This is another thing I really like! All of the plants and flowers and forageables are really lovely? The icons are so cute and I just love all of the stuff you can grab. Like yes, I want to fish up stingrays, pick dandelions and tulips, dive for sea grapes and sea lettuce, and catch A FUCKING TRANS COLOURED FLOWER CROWN BEETLE!
They make the most basic little things so sweet and then come up with such unique lil critters and items too! And oooh, I cant wait to be able to cook more.
Strawberry shortcake from the siblings!! 💜💜💜
What a view! The whole town clean-up scene was honestly so sweet. Everyone coming together was so cute, and this felt so rewarding! Now I can pick lemons and enjoy the view. What a treat!
Spring is already over. I got a little black calf and am saving towards a coop now! Once my farm actually looks like something I'll show pictures lol. Either way, I'm loving this game so far! I can tell I'm going to pour tons of hours into this for real.
It's absolutely incredible that this is only in early access and there is so much more to come. I can't remember the last time I bought a game in EA and had so much fun with it, wow! I heard there's limitations on heart events and that they're planning to add much more to the game before its full release, but this already feels very "full" I dare say.
I think the last time I was this excited about a farming sim was back when stardew valley was released, and I played that since the day it was out. SDV will always have a special place in my heart (I say with almost 800 play hours) and I'll play it forever, but this feels like it might even surpass that for me. I'm super stoked!
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🎇✨ It’s December 31st, 2024! ✨🎇
Here we are, folks—the grand finale of 2024!🎭 The curtain’s closing, the hobbits are heading home, and I’m staring into the fiery eye of 2025 like Frodo with a to-do list. Let’s get into this:
A./ Art Grind Resolutions 2025™️ (No Promises Edition):
Back on the grind! Like Geralt on a monster contract or Gandalf after yelling "YOU SHALL NOT PASS" I’ll be dusting off my brushes, my pens, and my cursed Dwarven sketch tablet. Expect more art, more chaos, and fewer excuses.
A Schedule? MAYBE. We’re aiming for organization here, but no promises—this isn’t Rivendell, and I don’t have Elrond planning my days.
Commissions are opening! That’s right, a shiny new comms sheet will drop in 2025. Look out for it soon! (Or, you know, soon™ in classic D&D planning.)
Adoptables galore! I’ll be trying to whip up 1–3 adorable, edgy, or delightfully cursed adopts every month. Tieflings, elves, maybe even a Witcher-inspired griffin bard? WHO KNOWS.
B./ Level-Up Goals:
More detailed pieces! Like crafting the ultimate dragon-slaying sword in Kaer Morhen, I’m pushing myself to work harder on those sweet, sweet details. Sparkly magic effects? Yes. Backgrounds? We’ll see.
Art tutorials?! A sprinkle of artistic chaos for you to learn from? Maybe. If I don’t get distracted by building another NPC in D&D.
Patreon revamp! I’m aiming to polish this up so you lovely folks can enjoy exclusive behind-the-scenes chaos, sketches, and more.
C./ New Stuff:
Some projects are lurking in the shadows like Gollum with the One Ring. Stay tuned for the shiny reveals.
Oh, and let’s not forget: 2025 is also the year I fully embrace my Self-Indulgent Era™️. That means you’ll probably see a lot more of the hyper-specific, slightly cursed, and delightfully niche content that lives rent-free in my brain. If I want to spend three days drawing Eredin, King of the Wild Hunt, in thigh-highs and a garter belt, guess what? I’m doing it. And if you see it posted, just scroll on by, Geralt. This is between me, my pencil, and my artistic freedom.
I’ll try to stop overthinking every little thing I want to share. I mean, it’s my page—why not throw in some weird Witcher-D&D crossover fanart? Why not write an entire essay on why emo Legolas would 100% listen to My Chemical Romance? (He would. Aragorn would roll his eyes but secretly agree.)
I’ll sprinkle in more of the stuff I love, the stuff that makes me laugh, cry, or sit there saying, "Is this too weird to post?" Spoiler: Nothing’s too weird anymore. 2025 is the year of feral, unhinged creativity. If you’re here for it, great. If not, well, I’m not changing the dice rolls for anyone.
D./ GENERAL DISCLAIMER FOR 2025 AND BEYOND!
If you catch me lovingly drawing, writing, or screaming into the void about a particularly unhinged, deeply problematic blorbo (you know the ones), please consider this your blanket disclaimer: I do NOT condone their actions, behavior, or life choices.
If they’ve committed war crimes (looking at you, certain Witcher villains), I am NOT saying war crimes are cool.
If they’re the kind of character who would definitely steal candy from a baby, set the baby on fire, and then gaslight the witnesses into thinking the baby was the problem, just know I’m not here for that behavior in real life.
If they’ve poisoned wells, burned villages, or lied on their taxes, rest assured I am firmly against all three (especially the taxes part, IRS scares me cause I'm really bad at maths and they have calculators).
However, will I still make self-indulgent art of them lounging dramatically on a throne, wearing lingerie (again), holding a glass of wine, and staring into the distance like the messy little war criminal they are? You bet your chaotic little soul I will.
Examples include but are not limited to:
The sexy but utterly terrible lich who probably eats people but, like, is so aesthetic about it.
That one D&D villain who monologues for 20 minutes while their henchmen are actively losing a fight.
The morally bankrupt sorcerer who only uses their powers for evil but still has incredible eyeliner game.
Eredin, in lingerie. Again.
Just remember, folks: it’s fiction and art here. Let me thirst for the villains with the tragic backstories and the devastating cheekbones in peace. In real life, I promise I’d be the first to call the local paladin squad on them.
Probably. Maybe. Okay, fine—if they apologized really well, I’d consider negotiating. That said, me thirsting for the local baddie doesn’t mean I wouldn’t go full Vicious Mockery on their ass to roast them to filth about their behavior. I’m not a bard—good looks won’t move me from my morals. Not yet, anyway. (Eredin, stop calling. babe)
So buckle up—if you see more lingerie Eredin, angsty bard OCs, or a niche analysis of why Geralt would win a baking contest against Radovid (he would), just know this is my ✨artistic vision✨.
Let’s raise a glass (or a mug of hot cocoa, Witcher style) to the new year! Thank you for all your support this year—whether it was likes, comments, shares, or chaotic energy in my inbox, you’re the Legolas to my Gimli, the Roach to my Geralt, the Tarrasque to my roll for initiative.
See you in 2025! Let’s make it one for the (spell)books. 💫 (P.S. If I don’t follow through, just blame the dice rolls.)
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