#category: obscurians

[splattergai]

Mournamaine

PT: Mournamaine /end PT

[ Image ID: A rectangular flag with nine horizontal stripes, in the following colors, from top to bottom: near-black purple, dark purple, medium purplish-pink, mid pink, light yellow, mid pink, medium purplish-pink, dark purple, and near-black purple. The yellow, mid pink, and dark purple stripes are smaller than the other stripes. In the center of the flag is are three light yellow circles overlapping from side-to-side. The middle circle is larger than the other two. In the center of the middle circle is a smaller, mid pink circle. /end ID ]

[ Image ID: a centered divider made up of eight drawn pixelated eyes. The sizes of the eyes are in a pattern of small-big-small-big-small-big-small. The irises of the eyes are a dark red with black pupils, and the scleras are an off-white. Before the first and and after the last eye are two small off-white dots. /end ID ]

An identity related to the way everything feels far away from yourself, so close and yet just out of reach. Everything has changed and yet it feels all the same, a never-ending cycle of waking up and repeating everything you've been doing forever. You've become numb to the cycle. If you could, you would allow yourself to be swallowed by your bedsheets forever. The rot has already seeped into your home, and you cannot be bothered to clean it. It feels like a party you weren't supposed to attend, standing in the corner and waiting for the door to be unblocked. Everyone knows something you don't; a cruel secret that was never meant for your ears. The world has moved on without you, leaving bugs to crawl over your skin and the ever-lasting feeling of being watched. Reality has blurred with yourself, leaving a mess of flesh and blood and confusion. Once there was a distinction between the two. You look in the mirror. You are mourning yourself. Can be a gender, menre, or another non-gender identity. Meant to describe our experiences w/ schizophrenia, but not exclusive to those who are schizospec. Under the obscurian/kenochoric umbrella.

@radiomogai

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Viscurian

[pt: Viscurian /end pt]

[ids: 2 rectangular flags with 7 equally-sized horizontal lines. colors in this order from top to bottom: dark green, grey blue-green, light blue, lighter blue, light blue, grey blue-green, dark green. in the center of the first flag is a dark green blurry image symbol, outlined in lighter blue. /end ids]

Viscurian; an obscurian gender that can only be described through visuals, but no visuals exist that would correctly explain it.

etymology; vis, (obs)curian

don’t tag as xenogender!

tagging; @radiomogai , @thecoffeecrew404

[id: a dark blue line divider. /end id]