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Jax Teller. I did not make the original gifs, but I did put them together and edited them.

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“Me stay with you mommy, mommy please” OH MY HEART 😭

“He called me Mom”

Jax Teller x Female Reader

Warnings- Fluff? 💕

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Abel wasn’t biologically yours, Wendy bailed when he was born, Tara bailed just after his first birthday. So, no Abel wasn’t biologically yours but he will always be your son no matter what any piece of paper said.

You and Jax had known each other since you were children, you had always been in his life, when Wendy left and Tara broke him, it was you who was there.

Jax always held a special place in your heart, you loved him and never believed that he would ever love you back.

You were wrong.

You knew it would never be like the love he had for Tara, or like the chaotic feelings he once had for Wendy, but it was still love. A different love but a love still as strong and as magical as any other.

It has Abel awhile to to warm to up you, confused as to why Tara wasn’t around anymore, even at 6 months he was ridiculously aware of his surroundings, but he adapted well and now calls you “daddy’s friend” or so you thought.

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Jax had just come back from a run, just in time to help with your children’s bedtime routine. Abel had missed his dad over the last few days , not really understanding at 3 years old why his dad has to go away sometimes, because of this Jax was on story time duty.

After giving your second son, Thomas; who you gave birth too 3 months ago, with Jax, a bath you stopped to listen outside Abel’s door.

You could hear the boy giggle as his father read the book in his ‘funny voices’.

Pretty soon after you heard Jax wish him goodnight and turn out the light.

You carry Thomas to the nursery and ensure he is settled before climbing into bed yourself, Jax following shortly afterwards.

You had fallen into a habit of sleeping lightly after Thomas was born so it wasn’t a surprise that the slight fussing noises from the baby monitor awoke you a few hours later.

Thinking it was Thomas you climb out of bed, telling jax to go back to sleep as you hear him stirring, only to be surprised to see little Abel opening the bedroom door. His cheeks were damp and you hear the same sniffling noises from the monitor leave him.

He shuffles towards your side of the bed.

“Mommy, Mommy” he whimpers, but all you could do was stare in shock.

Was he calling out to you? He hadn’t called you mom before.

Jax who was suddenly awake, clambers over the bed to pick up his son and place him in between the both of you.

“What did you call Y/N Abel” he asks, just as shocked as you.

All Abel did was crawl into your lap, calling out for you again, washing away any doubt that you misheard him.

“Me stay with you mommy, mommy please”

Your heart broke for him as you held him tight.

“He must of had a bad dream” you whisper to Jax as he continues to look at you as his son clutches onto your t-shirt, refusing to let go.

You slowly rock the little boy back into a slumber, singing a nursery rhyme as you soothe him.

Jax brings his family together by bringing in a sleeping Thomas and lays him on his chest.

Looking down at Abel in awe you mumble to yourself “He called his me mom”.

Jax’s presses a kiss onto your head as his holds his second born close, just enjoying such a rare family moment.

“That’s because you are”

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Visit Or Stay - Jax Teller / Chibs Telford

Jax x Fem!Reader

Chibs x Niece!Reader

Warnings: SOA

Word count: 1,060

Summary: Chibs niece comes to visit, but also maybe plant some root’s. Jax seems to be falling for her but if she’s gonna leave what’s the point?

Authors Note: This was either the 1rst or 3rd SOA story I ever wrote. I like my concept for this one.

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“What ya doin here, Lass?” Chibs got up upon seeing her his niece enter the TM lot once he got in range he pulled her into a hug.

“Just visiting my favorite uncle.” Y/n smiled hugging him back.

“I’m your only uncle.” He teased pulling her back.

“Touche, but still my favorite.” She smiled at him mischievously.

“Ye my favorite niece.” Chibs smiled back.

“Well that’s a relief. I’m your only niece so if I wasn’t your favorite we’d have a problem.” Y/n playfully squinted at him.

“How long you here for Lass?” Chibs asked, wrapping an arm around her shoulders leading her over to the picnic tables.

“Well, actually.” Y/n trailed off as they both sat down. “I was thinking about planting some root’s. And where better than near my dearest uncle.”

Chibs raised a brow in question. “You really wanna move and stay in Charming?”

Y/n shrugged her shoulders. “I miss you and my family. The MC has always been my family.”

“I would love to have you around more often and closer.” Chibs tell’s her his opinion on the matter.

“I’m here to stay.” Y/n smiled at him, she smiled being around her uncle, they use to be so close when she was younger.

“I’m glad.” Chibs would love to have her around, it had been to long without his niece around.

“Y/n?” Jax said her name in shock, not believing his eyes as he walked out of the club house.

“Jaxie.” Y/n greeted the blonde comforting she truly is there before him.

“It’s good to see you Darlin.” Jax smiled his signature Jax smile and pulled her into a tight welcoming hug. When they were younger they spent all their time together, plus Ope. So he had really missed having her around.

“Its good to see you too.” Y/n hugged him back, having very much missed him as well.

“How long are you here for?” he asked pulling away, she’d visit but never for very long so Jax wanted to know how long he had before she left again.

Y/n glanced at her Uncle Chibs before telling the blonde. “A while.”

^     ^     ^   A Week Later  ^     ^     ^

It had been a week, a week of Y/n house/apartment hunting with Chib’s help. And any free time from doing that Y/n had been spending it with Jax. He was happy to have her back, and he didn’t want to waste a second.

Jax was currently watching Y/n from afar. He was so glad to have her back, but he was waiting for the other shoe to drop. For her to announce she was leaving.

“Starin at her isn’t gonna get ya anywhere, Jackie Boy.” Chibs spoke up from Jax’s side having had enough of Jax watching Y/n from afar.

“Chibs-”

“Jackie, listen. I’ve seen how close you two have become since she’s been back. If your holding back because of me, ye have my blessin.” Chibs put his hand up to stop the blonde from talking and for him to just listen.

“Its not just that. But thanks.” Jax told him, patting Chibs on the back in thanks for his blessing to date his niece.

“What's wrong?” Chibs furrowed his brows in confusion. What could Jax possibly have going on in his head if it wasn’t needing permission to make Y/n his.

“She’s a free spirit. She never stay’s anywhere to long. Y/n/n will leave soon and then where would that leave me?” Jax shrugged and sighed as he looked down rubbing his hands over his face.

“Oh Jackie boy.” Chibs laughed, shaking his head amused.

“”What?” He didn’t understand why the scot was laughing.

“She’s planted roots. Been house huntin when she’s not here or with you.” Chibs told him placing a hand on his shoulder.

“She’s moving to Charming?” Jax quirked a brow, trying to contain his excitement.

“Said so herself.” He nodded in confirmation. “You have a chance. Take it. But if you hurt her I swear boy.” Chibs growled, he loved Jax but if he hurt Y/n Chibs would definitely hurt him.

“I’d let you beat my ass if I did.” Jax knew though it wouldn’t just be Chibs who’d kick his ass. The whole club would. Jax may be prince but as far as most were concerned y/n was the princess.

Later that night Jax found Y/n up on the roof of the clubhouse.

“What’re you doin up here Darlin?” Jax asked with a lazy smirk as he climbed the ladder to the roof of the clubhouse.

“To loud and crowded inside. Why are you up here teller? Isn’t every single one of those croweaters trying to get in your pants?” Y/n shrugged one shoulder smiling as she teased him. Y/n was never one for club parties. Or the party favours.

“Only one girl I’m interested in, and she’s not a croweater or inside.” Jax stated as he walked over and sat down next to her.

“Oh, and where is she?” Y/n raised a brow looking at him amusedly.

“Up on this roof. I’m looking right at her.” He told her honestly, he was nervous which was a new feeling for him.

“Jax.” Y/n narrowed her eye’s and tilted her head not understanding what he was truly saying and she didn’t want to assume anything.

“I’ve fallen for you Y/n. Chibs told me you’re planning on staying in Charming. What do you say to givin us a shot?” Jax smiled the best he could through his nerves. He turned in his seat and reached up to cup her face and neck in his hands.

“What about-”

“Chibs gave me his blessing. Its up to you.” Jax stated hoping that information helped her make up her mind. Make her decision. He hoped she would give them a chance considering how long he has harbored a crush on her.

“I’m in Jax. Let’s give this a go.” Y/n smiled brightly at him before she pulled him into a kiss. Which sealed their new found relationship. Y/n has had a crush on the Blonde Teller in front of her since she was a little girl, so she was definitely willing to give a relationship a go and hope for the best outcome.

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I Almost Told You That I Loved You Ch. 19

Chapter 18 | IATYTILY Masterlist

A/N: I've been waiting so long (honestly like probably a year) to finally post this chapter and this GIF. 🤣

Rating: T

Word Count: 1,143

Pairing: Jax Teller x F! reader

Plot: This takes place shortly after Tara leaves Charming. You start working at Teller-Morrow and an unlikely and messy relationship forms between you and Jax.

Warnings: maybe some mild, colorful misogynistic language

These last few days have made you nostalgic about Cara Cara. Working for a porn company doesn’t seem so bad anymore. Maybe you can ask Luann for your old job back. You’re pretty sure she’ll give it back to you, no questions asked. Although TM pays better and honestly, it couldn’t possibly get any worse. Jax has been hot and cold since the incident with Will. He’s been cautiously trying to get your attention, apologizing multiple times, but you’ve been turning down his advances. And when you do, he’s no longer groveling at your feet. His soft words turn into sharp knives instead. Your favorite so far is “I hope you choke on a dick!” That sure is going to get you to run back to him. 

Fragile male egos. You know a few things about those. They don’t actually care about making things right. They just want the last word and if things are going to end, it’s going to be on their terms, no matter how much they have to try to charm you. They will say and do anything to win you back just so they can leave you. If you can just focus on work and keep your interactions with Jax to a minimum, you might be able to get through this until the end of the semester at the very least.

“Hey, sweetheart, I’m stepping out for lunch and running some errands,” Gemma tells you as she gathers her things. “Will probably be gone for a few hours. You’ll be okay by yourself?”

“Yeah, sure,” you nod and throw her a smile, pulling yourself away from sending a fax for a moment.

“I’ll be back as soon as I can.”

As Gemma walks out, the phone rings so you walk over to answer it.

“Thank you for calling Teller-Morrow, how can I help you?”

Just then Opie waltzes into the office and leaves some filled forms on the desk in front of you.

“Yes, we can do that. If you come by with your car, we can take a look at it and give you an estimate.” You look at Opie and hold a finger up at him to let him know to give you a moment. 

“We are open 7 days a week, 8 to 6.” You glance at the form on the desk and you look like you’ve just seen a ghost. “Uh, y-yes. You have a nice day.” You hang up the phone.

“You okay?” Opie asks.

“Is this customer still out there?” You ask him.

“Yeah, he’s gonna wait for his car and wants to pay for it now. Why?”

You stare at the window for a moment before walking over to it and taking a peek outside, recognizing the blue BMW.

“Shit.”

“What? You know this guy or something?” Opie asks.

“That’s my ex-boyfriend. What the hell is he doing on this side of town?”

“You want me to handle this? I can—“

“No,” you sigh. “I’ll take care of it.” 

“You sure?” Opie asks again.

“Yeah, thank you.” You force a small smile.

Opie nods and hangs around for a moment in case you change your mind before walking out the office. When he returns to the garage, Jax walks up to him while wiping his greasy hands on a rag.

“What’s up with this preppy boy’s car?” Jax asks, his chin pointing in the direction of the blue BMW.

“Just needs his headlights changed,” Opie answers. “But also, apparently, preppy boy is Y/N’s ex.”

“What?!” Jax asks with raised brows.

“Yeah, she seemed a little spooked. Do you know what the deal is?” Opie asks as they watch you walking towards the blue BMW and its owner.

Jax doesn't answer. They can see the interaction between you and your ex is awkward and Jax sees you recoiling when your ex tries to reach out to you. Jax’s jaw twitches. He picks up the nearest tool next to him and stalks over to the both of you with a torque wrench in his hand.

“Hey, I’m gonna be the one fixing your car.”

“Jax—“

“It’s alright, darlin’,” Jax puts his arm around you. “I can take it from here.”

“Wow, are… are you dating him now? Huh. And you thought I was a piece of shit? You definitely downgraded.” A smug smile plays upon his face. "Now be a good girl and wrap this up, will ya? I have actual important things to do."

“You need your headlights changed, right?” Jax asks.

“Yeah, hope you’re smart enough to figure out that simple task,” he chuckles.

“Yeah, well it looks like you got a broken mirror too.” Jax take a heavy swing with the wrench and knocks one of his side mirrors clean off.

“What the fuck, man?!” 

“Jax!”

Just then out of nowhere, Opie jumps in.

"Whoa, whoa. I'm so sorry about that, sir. We'll fix that for you, on the house." Opie tries to pull Jax away until Jax sees you walking away.  

Jax follows you back to the office, calling out for you, and leaving Opie to sort out the mess.

“Why the fuck did you do that? You could’ve just changed his headlights and let him be on his fucking way!”

"You're pissed at me? That’s your piece of shit ex, right?” Jax points towards the lot.

“Yes, I'm pissed at you! So what if he's my ex? He was just here for his goddamn headlights. He wasn't here for me.”

“He tried to put his hands on you!”

“And? I can defend myself. Besides, what the hell was that out there? You can’t keep pulling shit like that.”

“I was just trying to protect—“

“Bullshit, Teller! You need to stop acting like we’re in a relationship every time another guy talks to me when you treat me like I’m one of your MC groupies every other week.” 

Jax scrubs his beard and looks down at his feet.

“It doesn’t mean I don’t care about you,” Jax says quietly.

“No, you only care when it's convenient for you. You don't get to pick and choose when you want to care about me."

"I'm really trying here," Jax tells you.

"Trying what exactly? I'd much rather you just treat me like shit because at least that's consistent. You're no better than him." You point in the general direction of the lot. 

"Don't compare me to that fucking asshole!" Jax shakes his head.

"You know what? You're right. You're not like him. At least he knows he's an asshole and owns up to it."

Just as Jax is about to say something, the phone rings and you pick up.

"Thank you for calling Teller-Morrow, how can I help you?"

You both stare each other down for a moment before Jax punches the wall on his way out of the office.

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I absolutely adore this two-part series so much and I'm definitely adding it to my 'favourite' tag so I can come back and reread them ❤️✨️

Pretty Baked 1/2

When you decide to move and open up a shop in Charming, California, the local motorcycle club that runs out of Teller-Morrow Automotive practically adopts you and introduces you to their world.

PART ONE | PART TWO

Words: 8K Author’s Note: Sons of Anarchy!AU. No Clay. I’m sorry if you like him, but he intimidates me more often than not lmao. And as much as I love kid fics, I’ve decided against Abel existing in this imagine. Just go with it.

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Rain Check (K. Severide, J. Halstead, W. Halstead) — @anotherspnfanfic

The Way Home Masterlist — @deanstead

Jay Halstead

Obsession — @1800jjbarnes

Please — ^

No More Hiding — @acewritesfics

Feel the Same — ^

Married Man — @peachyhalstead

Sensory Overload ⎢ To Be Continued — @escapingrealitylovingsanity

Kelly Severide

What Colour? — @southsideserendipity

Close Call — ^

Babysitting — @deanstead

Haunting,  Haunted — ^

I Hate Cramps — ^

You Do Love Me — ^

Right Track — ^ 

Not Going Anywhere — ^

In Sickness and In Health — @sheetsonfire

Fooling — ^

She’d Have Liked You (Platonic) — ^

The Academy — ^

Blessings in Disguise — ^

“It looks good on you.” — @fighterkimburgess

“Is it that hard to believe I love you?” — ^

“Please don’t make me choose.” — ^

Prompt 43 and 48 — ^

Saving Grace — @callsign-dexter

Rebel — @heartmix

Keep You Close — @kitkatscabinet

Wasps — @themultifandomgal

Anesthesia — @poppadom0912

We Need You ⎢ 2 ⎢ 3 — @enchantedblackrose

First Name Basis Masterlist — @xximpressions ༝༚༝༚

Somebody Call 911 — @hauntedmilkshakeghost

Dad!Kelly — @libraryofloveletters

I Want to Fix the World for You ��� @thegirlwhobrokeintothetardis

Five Times He Almost Kissed You, The One Time He Did — @firehouseonechicago

Total Badass — @wellimaginethat

Icarus Was Human Too ⎢ Part 2 — @pocketfulofrogers

Will Halstead

Taller — @kiddbegins

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Filip “Chibs” Telford

Death and the Lady⎢ Ch.1 ⎢Ch.2 ⎢ Ch.3 ⎢ Ch.4 ⎢ Ch.5 ⎢ Ch.6 ⎢ Ch.7 ⎢ Ch.8 ⎢  Ch.9 ⎢ Ch.10 ⎢ Ch.11 ⎢ Ch.12 ⎢ Ch.13 ⎢ Ch.14 — @tumbleweed-writes

Jackson “Jax” Teller

Sundress — @violentdelightsandviolentends

Bulletproof — @laurfilijames

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Home — @loulouwrites

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Moments — ^

Birthdays — ^

Hellish — ^

Family Respect — @dyns33

Family Honor — ^

Gentle Giant — @charliehoennam

Alfie Speaking to His Unborn Child — ^

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Near Deadly Sin — @muneca-lemon-steppa

Stormy Weather — ^ 

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The Clap — @acewritesfics

Sweetheart — ^

Best Man — @garrison-girl-08

In Time for Tea — ^

It’s Not Alright — ^

Planning or Scheming? — ^

Love Will Take You There ⎢ 1 ⎢ 2 ⎢ 3 ⎢ 4 ⎢ 5 — @tshelbyfics

Can’t Fool Me Anymore — ^

Time After Time ⎢ 15 ⎢ 16 ⎢ 17 ⎢ 18 — @all-mirth-no-matter

My Darling Boy — @hllywdwhre

Revenge — ^

A Rare Occasion — @loveisfriendship

Think Straight — @ikinremu

Mother — @your-nanas-house

Helping Tommy Kill Luca — @wutheringcaterpillar

Long Time Coming — @hllywdwhre

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Hello Heathens!

Like some smut with your darkness? Or maybe just something fun and dirty with your favorite character?

I may just have what you're looking for.

Below the cut I have compiled all the fics I currently have published that have all the spooky and sexy vibes. (Even those that are part of a series or chaptered work)

Happy Reading Heathens!

Moonlight and Fang

OC Selene (can be read as reader) x Jax Teller, Dean Winchester, Captain Sy, Ari Levinson and Bucky Barnes.

LUNATIC Ch 3

Avengers x Reader "Nyx" Story. This Chapter is Natasha x Reader x Bucky. Bucky x Reader x Steve. With special guests August x Reader x Walter.

Affinity Series: We All Go A Little Mad Sometimes

ABO Alpha!Bucky x Omega!Reader x Alpha!Steve

Why Did Love Put A Gun In My Hand

Dark Mafia story that is incomplete. Avengers x Reader "Jinx"

Affinity Series: Hearts Are Wild Creatures, That's Why Our Ribs Are Cages...

ABO Alpha!Bucky x Omega!Reader

This Is No Dream, This Is Really Happening...

Nomad!Steve x Reader

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A little snippet from Ch. 10 of IDWBU (my Jax Teller fic)

McKenzie’s cackles filled the room and they only grew louder as Jax laid out the punishment chores he and Opie got assigned not longer after that ill-fated stunt.  It was only after her laughter died out did she have the chance to remark, “I’m sorry, Jax, but that was really fucking stupid. You absolutely deserve the punishment you got.” Jax grinned, “I know.”

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This is feeding mechanic!Fili vibes for my Dead Batteries AU.

Vibes are being fed.

The plot isn’t.

I need a plot…

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TITLE: The Crow & The Viper TW: Infidelity, Death, Smut, Drug Use, Foul Language, Toxic Relationship, Physical Abuse, Murder, guns, Drive By. PAIRING: Jax Teller x OC,

SYNOPSIS: Alexis Monroe has grown up around rough necks, and bikers all her life. Being the daughter of the most feared MC Presidents ever, she has been in her share of gun fights and drug deals. She went from from being a biker and princess of Hells Angels. To running her very own, ALL FEMALE MC. Where she once again ran across Jax Teller and his MC. And all the feelings she had for him when she was younger come rushing back. But she has to deal with once more, Tara Knowles, and what she deserves, title as Queen. What will happen when you mess with a bad ass biker chick, who has bullet wound scars to prove it. Jax has hell on his hands, and much more.

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■ Gunslinger ■                 Ch. 6 ✶ Jax Teller/OC multi-chapter story ✶

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(TW: Mentions of rape, physical abuse, cursing)

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His dirty fingers lingered on my skin as I laid beneath him – tears falling from my lined eyes as his cigarette breath fell onto my neck. I knew she was in the room too – probably standing in the corner as he had his way with me. This had become a nightly ritual between the two of them. She was either too drunk or high for him to get enjoyment – barging through my door instead as she watched with dead eyes. The following morning, I would have to come up with many lies as to why my face was busted or why I was absent from school for such a long period. I had learned to ease the pain with the random drugs I would find as my mother slept. A line or two – a pill or four – just enough to numb the pain as his sweaty body laid on top of mine.

I spent the rest of the night in the broken-down truck that sat in the yard. I didn’t want to be in that house – be near the two of them. I didn’t even bother crying anymore as I washed his stench off my battered body. It was a regular occurrence at this point. I slowly made the walk to school – the clothes that I’ve worn for the past week hanging off my body like dirty rags. I knew the other students and teachers looked at me with pity – some whispering as I would walk by. I was just another kid from the wrong side of the tracks – a welfare case that should have either been aborted or placed up for adoption. I was a pawn to my mother – a warm body for her boyfriends – a guaranteed check from the government.

“Carter?” I looked up as the principle made her way towards me. I already knew how the conversation would go.

What happened to you this time? I’m gonna have to report this if it keeps happening? Is your mother aware of this?

“What happened to your face, Carter?” Her voice stern.

I had learned to lie at a very early age thanks to my mother. “Just an accident is all, Ms. Lions.” I smiled. “I was helping my mom with some home renovations and a couple things fell off the shelf while I was under it. Total stupidity on my part.”

I knew she didn’t believe me – “This is the fourth time something has fallen on your face in the past year, Carter.”

“Just clumsy and accident prone, I guess.” I replied.

She stayed silent as I walked away – a part of me wishing that she would finally call…

“Stupid bitch!”

I whimpered as her nails dug into my skin – no doubt causing blood to pool to the surface. “Had to open your fucking mouth to those nosey fucking teachers and tell them lies.” I glanced to the side, Butch, the fuck of the week, leaning against the trailer door. His eyes glazed over as he tipped back the beer bottle.

“I didn’t say anything!” I cried out. “I promise!”

“Lying fucking bitch.” She growled. “All you do is lie and try to steal what’s mine!”

I managed to get the courage to push her off of me – her body landing on the dirty carpet below. She looked around shocked – Butch just hanging in the shadows. Before she could jump up, I sprinted to my room, locking the door behind me. The sound of more bottles falling to the ground could be heard – glass littering the living room and kitchen as she raged. I had nowhere to go but I wasn’t staying here any longer. I packed up what I could fit in my duffle and backpack – climbing out the broken window to escape. She had put her hands on me before – practically choking me out enough to make me almost lose consciousness at times. This was the last straw though. I didn’t want to stay in a place where I needed to fear for my life. If I didn’t leave tonight, this could have been the last night of my life…

“Are you out of your fucking mind, Carter?”

I leaned against the clubhouse walls; my eyes drawn to the concrete floor. Word of my house burning to the ground quickly made its way to the city of Charming, the club being the first to respond. “It was an accident.” I muttered.

His head turned sharply in my direction, “An accident-“His voice stern. “Carter, you lit a fucking match and set the house a blaze. That’s not an accident – that’s fucking arson!”  

“Stop yelling at me.” My voice low. “If I say it was an accident then that’s what it fucking was, Jackson.” His body tensed as he grasped onto the chair. “You don’t know what it’s fucking like going back into a place where you once felt safe – content. Now you have to look over your shoulder every damn second, afraid someone is gonna be there and finish off what they started. I can’t bring Madison back into that house – I don’t feel safe anywhere, Jax.” Tears fell as I spoke. “What if those bastards come back and hurt our daughter? I can’t have that ever happening and if that meant burning down the God damn house then so be it.”

He let out a loud sigh, his hand running down his tired face. “I know this is a huge mess that you and the club are gonna have to clean up but it needed to happen.”

“It’s fine.” I looked at him. “Clay knows the fire marshal – paying off will be no problem.”

The room turned silent as I took a seat, my hands running through my hair. “You and Maddie will just have to stay at my place for the time being. Her room is already set up and most of her stuff is there anyway.” Jax spoke as he sat next to me. “Be like old times.” A smirk formed on his face.

I rolled my eyes, “Yeah – just like old times.”

“I still love you, Carter.” His voice more serious. “What I said the other day was just out of anger. I would never mean the things and names I called you.”

I glanced up at him, his eyes red with incoming tears. “We both said things that we never meant- that’s just how we work.” It was true – we would always say the vilest things toward one another. “Let’s just put it in the past like everything else, okay.”

He took my hand in his – my heart fluttering as he pressed his lips against my skin. “Promise.”

I moved what was left of mine and Madison’s things into Jax’s house. Half-sack was in charge of watching me – receiving orders from Jax to take out anyone that looked suspicious. I doubt Georgie and his goon squad would try anything right now – especially knowing that the club was on the warpath. I had him drive me over to the studio – Luann still in disbelief that this would happen to one of her girls. Jax had placed a couple of the prospects at the studio to protect the girls, even buying two large dogs in case no one was there during the night.

Luann was restricted to what she could do seeing as the feds were still looking into the business aspect of Cara Cara. The new talent that she had hired weeks before were already gone, either too scared or too greedy. Ima had decided to return after her little stint with Darby, basically begging Luann to take her back. Rumor was she even went and worked with Georgie for a week or two before crawling back.

“How’re you doing sweetheart?” Her arms wrapped around my frame.  

“Bout as good as I can be at this point.” I smiled as I pulled away slightly. “I’m sorry.” Tears formed in my eyes.

“Oh, Carter-“She sighed, pulling me back into the hug. “None of this was your fault, sweetie. You have to stop blaming yourself.”

We stayed silent as she continued to hug me – pulling away after a few minutes. “I should be the one apologizing to you – I’m the one that stirred shit up with him and he comes after you and the others.”

I looked at her confused, “Who else did he come after?”

She stayed silent for a moment, “Well-“She shifted in her seat. “One of his men threatened and punched Lyla in the face. Another guy followed Ima home and basically terrorized her all night by calling and stalking her. Jax and the guys have been trying but the more they press back, the worse the assaults get. They know you’re involved with Jax and that you’re one of my top earners. Georgie doesn’t just want to hurt you – he wants Jax and I to suffer too.”

“He approached me a week or two before the attack.” I spoke. “I was at the grocery store with Madison and the bastard came up to me while I was putting her in the car. Started telling me that I needed to drop you and work for a true professional. I of course told him no and to leave me alone. He obviously followed me home and I didn’t even know it. I’m just thankful Madison wasn’t home when they did it.”

“Why didn’t you tell me, Carter?

I shrugged my shoulders, “I thought I could handle it – plus you had enough on your plate at that time. I didn’t even tell Jax – I didn’t think it would come to the point it did.”

“Have you talked to anyone about it?”

I shook my head no. “I’ve been through shit like that before – I don’t need to talk to a fucking shrink and have them pick my brain about why I think this happened to me. I don’t need to tell a stranger about how my mom’s boyfriends would have their way with me and then how my mom would beat the hell out of me the next day. I don’t need them telling me that the reason I picked a career in porn is because my father wasn’t around and the abuse that I received when I was a kid. It’s nobody’s fucking business except mine.  

Luann stayed silent.

“I just want this whole thing to be forgotten. I was raped – attacked – it fucking happens.”

“Carter, shit like that doesn’t happen – it’s not supposed to fucking happen.” I rolled my eyes. “You may try to forget about it but that’s gonna eat you alive. Even if you don’t talk to a doctor about it – just try to talk to someone.”

I simply nodded my head, “Sure thing.” I forced a smile before walking away…

“I’ve missed you so much, baby doll.”

Her little legs and arms were wrapped tight against my body as I moved us around the room. I hadn’t seen my daughter in almost two weeks – crying as soon as I saw Jax’s truck pull into the driveway that night. I sprinted off the porch, throwing open the door, her little face lit up like a Christmas tree once she saw me.

“You stay here with me and daddy?” She asked as she played with my necklace.

I nodded my head, “Sure am, baby.”

I set her down on the floor, watching as she ran into the other room. I couldn’t help but cry – Jax coming to my side – his arm wrapping around my middle. “She missed you, kid.”

Moments later, her little sandaled feet came running back, construction paper in her tiny hands. “Mommy, I drew these for you when you were sick. Nana Gemma helped me with the glue and scissors.” She handed me the drawings. “That’s me and you when we go to the park and the other one is me, you, and daddy.”

I looked at the pictures, stick figures and scribbled coloring making my heart break even more. “Nana Gemma said that pictures would make you feel better – make the monsters go away.” Her little hand placed on my leg. “You like it, mommy?”

“I love it, sweetheart.” I pulled her in for another hug.

We ordered pizza that night for dinner, Madison crashing soon after. I carried her into the room, placing her into the princess bed Jax and Opie cursed over a year ago. I still remember the look of happiness on her face when she saw it for the first time. Jax and Opie’s face told another tale. I placed a kiss on her forehead before turning off the lights, cracking her door before walking towards the bathroom.

“All set?” Jax whispered as he leaned against the door frame.

I let out a sigh, “I think so.” I looked around – everything still the same from years before. My eyes caught the tub – Jax and I relaxing in the bubbles before bed most nights. As our relationship slowly started to end, I would go in there alone as my thoughts raced. A glass of champaign and too many lit candles keeping me company as the bubbles faded away.

I looked back at Jax, his eyes searching mine as I slowly started to remove my shirt. “What’re you doing?” He asked unsure. I stayed silent as I plugged the tub, pouring the rest of Madison’s bubble bath into the water. Our eyes stayed locked as I undressed – finally breaking as I stepped into the warm, welcoming water. It had been quite some time since Jax and I had been in an intimate situation. We would tease each other here and there but it had been over a year since we slept together. I just needed a familiar touch – not in a sensual way – but a protective, loving way.

He stood still – moving once I gave him the reassuring glance. I kept my focus ahead as he removed his clothes, moving up slightly as he placed himself behind me. As my back hit his chest, a sense of relief was lifted. My body was positioned between his – a protective bubble that made me feel whole once again. We stayed silent as I laid my head against this shoulder, his hands locked around my waist. Everything felt right for that moment in time.

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"Every second we’re apart, all I think about is what I’ll do to you when we’re alone." (kit from jax)

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"I'm curious to know what you think about then, what kind of things do you imagine us doing?" Kit asked, definitely feeling a little flustered to hear his partner admit such a thing. "I mean.. I think about you too. I.. I think about what you might do to me the minute you walk in the door, making up for all the lost time that we had."

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MY BABIESSS ❤️😭 I wasn't too sure whether Jax and Y/N were actually going to end up together but I'm so glad she was able to make things clear to him for the better. SO IN LOVE W THIS LITTLE SERIES ✨️

Pretty Baked 2/2

When you decide to move and open up a shop in Charming, California, the local motorcycle club that runs out of Teller-Morrow Automotive practically adopts you and introduces you to their world.

PART ONE | PART TWO

Words: 7.9K  Author’s Note: SURPRISE! Since part one hit 100 notes, I decided to post this early. Trigger warning for violence.

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Moodboard submission #2

For @deans-ch-ch-cherrypie Spooktacular challenge

Accompanying oneshot coming soon. Stay tuned!

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Prompts: Charlie Hunnam, Garrett Hedlund, haunted hotel & doppelgänger

Characters: Will Miller, Benny Miller, Jax Teller and his brother Noah Teller ft front desk attendant and ofc