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[thattallgoddess]

obsessed 😍

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3D Shapes & Forms Graphics by saintricchi store Chrisb Marquez

[oopsiedaisydeer]

ꜱʟᴏᴡ ᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴ ᴅᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ᴠɪꜱɪᴏɴ ɪɴ ʀᴏꜱᴇ ʙʟᴜꜱʜ

…𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘭𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩

this fic takes place before rose and matt are in a relationship!

She’s not in love with him.

She just thinks about him constantly. That’s different.

It’s Saturday, and they’re holed up in the apartment again. One of the rare quiet ones… no filming, no travel, no interruptions except the low hum of Matt’s playlist and the occasional clink of his ring against a glass. Rose is curled into the corner of the couch, half-watching a movie, half-watching him.

He’s on the floor, legs stretched out, phone in his lap. He’s got his hoodie pulled over his mouth and his hair’s a mess. Barefoot. Distracted. Real.

And it sucks, because she knows what he looks like on camera too.

It’s the same hoodie in both places… on the floor here, in the thumbnails and photographs… but it means something different when it’s in her washing machine. When she’s seen him asleep in it. When she’s smelled his shampoo on it after he’s fallen asleep on her shoulder without meaning to.

Rose hates how it makes her feel. Hates the double vision.

Matt, the boy on the carpet who once asked her what the opposite of déjà vu was. Matt, the person they post about, clip, edit, lust over.

She saw a comment once, under a photo someone tagged him in: “he doesn’t even know what he does to people.”

And he doesn’t. That’s the worst part.

He glances over at her then, catching her in the middle of her overthinking spiral. He smiles, soft and warm like summer. “You good?”

She shrugs. “Just tired.”

He nods like he believes her, then looks back at his phone. His thumb taps the screen a few times, and then her phone buzzes.

matt 🧸 the couch looks lonely without u on this side

She rolls her eyes, but she moves anyway, stepping over his legs to sit beside him on the floor. Close enough for her knee to bump his. He doesn’t move away.

He shows her something on his phone, a stupid TikTok someone made of him, audio slowed down and dramatic. Golden lighting. Girls in the comments calling him ‘perfect.’

Rose forces a laugh. “You’re such a menace. You love watching those.”

“I don’t!” he insists, pushing his hair back. “They’re weird.”

“They think you’re hot.”

He makes a face. “That’s not real.”

She looks at him then, really looks. At the flush in his cheeks, the bite-mark pink of his lower lip, the twinkling gleam of blue around his irises. She knows the slope of his nose, the way his hands tremble when he’s overwhelmed. She knows too much.

“You kind of are,” she says before she can stop herself.

It hangs there, heavier than she meant. He looks over at her, surprised.

She covers fast. “I just mean… objectively.”

He doesn’t say anything for a second. Then: “You think I’m hot?”

His voice is low. Not teasing… quiet. Unreadable.

She doesn’t answer. She’s looking down now, cheeks hot, brain screaming at her. Why did she say that?

He shifts closer, just slightly. “Rose.”

Her name sounds different when he says it like that. Slow and careful and close enough that she feels it against her jaw.

And maybe he doesn’t mean anything by it. Maybe he’s just being Matt, who sometimes gets too close, says too much, looks at her like that without realizing it.

But maybe he does mean it.

Because for a second, the room stills. The air thickens. And it’s like the whole world holds its breath.

She thinks: I don’t like that anyone would die to have you. I don’t like that I would, too.

Then Matt leans in just a little, like he might say something else, but the front door slams open… Nick, loud and chaotic and full of energy. The moment shatters.

Matt blinks, leans back, looks away.

And Rose sits there, stomach twisting, painted in rose blush and regret.

credits to rose for the dividers!! @bernardsbendystraws

a/n: I LOVE THIS SO MUCH i'm so excited for this au:>>

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[m0n0nucl3osis]

live in trenton - 1990 uploaded by chrisb

[selfportrait27]

Ween - Buckingham Green (early version)

March 10, 1993 - Court Tavern, New Brunswick, New Jersey

Video by misterpid w/ soundboard audio by Kirk Miller

Edited by ChrisB

[kehlaniteam]

Inversion

[chrisbmusician-blog]

I did this photo shoot to honor and support are troops of the United States Of Amercia!! #ChrisB #troops #Military #army #marines #music #hiphop #soldier #america #usa #unitedstates #support #honor #california #lakeelsinore

[pbchrisb]

[mermaidman-is-gay]

I drew a shitty comic

Has this already been done?

[theframelines]

Above All Else by ChrisBurkard

[baldessarinius]

layered. BALDESSARINI MENSWEAR FW17.

@baldessarinius​ is now on tumblr.

Baldessarini is AT VANGUARDS at MRKET show NYC jan 23-25.

[tristealven]

Lovely @champagneleftie has birthday today and a little bird told me that she has a soft spot for Jente-Chris. (I think the little bird was probably P. herself.) So here’s a little scene for you P. <3 Happy, happy birthday!!  

I actually decided to write the fic this excerpt is from in English instead, and I have been translating the parts I already have. But I kind of like this scene better in Swedish. Lot’s of love for @irazor​ who read this through a while ago and helped me with the language. And thank you @vesperthine for the encouragement! 

De är så jäkla fulla båda två. Hon och Eva.

Chris känner inte nån annan här på festen. Vet egentligen inte ens vems hus det är de befinner sig i.  

Men det gör ingenting. Hon har ju Eva. Och så har hon fortfarande lite vodka kvar i flaskan, häller resten i två glas de hade hittat i köket tidigare.

Det blir mer vodka än juice i glasen den här gången, och Eva fnittrar när hon för sitt till läpparna.

Läpparna som är lika röda som hennes kinder.  

Vodkan smakar helt förjävligt, men det gör ingenting heller. Inte nu.           

Vilde hade åkt hem med Magnus typ för två timmar sedan, och Sana och Noora hade dragit strax efter det. De är så tråkiga allesammans, vill aldrig ha kul, inte så ordentligt.

Det är därför Chris har typ just nu bestämt att Eva är hennes bästa väninna.

Eva är den enda som vill ha kul. Den enda som vill sitta med Chris här på baktrappan till ett främmande hus och supa. Den enda som inte tycker att de liksom hela tiden måste prata om det som hände med Kasper, med Jonas, med satans jävla William.

Eva är den enda.

[chrisbmusician-blog]

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[thenorwegiancurator]

ARECALES by Chrisb Marquez // Buy Here