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Genderbent Kunizai because i miss them :((
#sorry i havent been posting#classes started and ive been busy#but yeah#bsd#that-one-raccoon’s art#my art#bungou stray dogs#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#bsd kunikida#kunikida doppo#kunizai#kunikidazai#genderbend#femzai#fem kunikida
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barbarian
#my art#HIII over the summer im gonna hope to gradually clean up + post art from one of my finals#had to make a themed calendar for a class ^_^#and i also had to present everything so if you recognize them. no you dont#for two different finals i got asked if i was a warrior cats kid (bc both are cat themed bc im helpless) and i was like. ha ha ha maybe!!!!#i have been so. So busy with school + mental health it is not even funny. but the semester is rounding up and ive survived finals week#which does mean i can HOPEFULLY. HOPEFULLY. start posting art as usual again and taking comms
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volunteers at work asking me if i have made any friends in the town we live in like im sorry where on earth am i going to find friends outside of work in this town my two hobbies are running and watching hockey alone in my apartment. do i just loiter outside the two houses i know of with gay pride flags like hey please be my friend?
#sorry lmaooooo ive been sooo busy its been 2.5wks since i've seen a friend (other than my coworkers who i do really like but thats WORK)#I DO have the rest of this month scheduled out socially basically#the thing to do is probably to start going to an exercise class or something like that.....but not yetttttttttt#im so bummed bc i decided not to play frisbee bc the driving made no sense....#but also i miss frisbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#i'll have my runnign club but. still
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Alright lads, for the first time in almost 2 months I have some free time and I'm in the mood to write some short scenarios so if you would like, send me an ask with an idea 🤭🤭
Just a quick heads up:
I'm mainly in the mood to write:
- Sewis
- Charlos
- Strollonso
#its actually insane how busy ive been with classes#and im about to get EVEN MORE busy#why did i choose to become an overachiever the second i started college 😔#ANYWAY im taking this as an opportunity to write for a bit before my inspo goes away#formula 1#ferrari#red bull f1#mercedes#lewis hamilton#sebastian vettel#max verstappen#daniel ricciardo#sewis#mclaren#charles leclerc#carlos sainz#charlos#lance stroll#fernando alonso#strollonso
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pinning so its seen-
sorry for not being as mentally ill on here/posting as much art/finnishing the peices i promised- i sadly have gotten myself a life for the next few weeks and am dieging. please send curses and blights my way so i can stop existing-
#ya so um. im learning hoe to drive yay!!!#but learning how to drive is taking up a bunch of my time-#and ive got therapy on top of that also with volenteering and classes and dnd and i booked a hangout with a friend this weekenx-#and thats not even touching how my drawing brain has been switched out with knitting because im sooo fucking cold and i have#a really lovely yarn the color of chuuyas hair and that homey yarn smell that makes you sleepy and is so so warm#plus the knit im using for it makes it so plush and comfy wile not being soft-#its just wjfbsucjejd so yeah! am on knitting kick#i will probably be back on my bs more in december but for the rest of october and november pls dont expect too much from me-#im! also! still trying to roleplay blog tho having a life is very much getting in the way of that-#yeah im really sorry- im also trying to inprove style again and am working on side profiles so now gotta fix up front view to look good#too and ajfbsjfbsubfudhfj- thats also also not counting how i gotta stay on top of my studdies and health and everything-#cause like. i still cant have dairy. and im i think im getting better slowly from the shift but it made me start to taste blood again#and is all just- yeah- again im so so sorry for not being here as mych i am just so tired#next week im going to make sure im not as busy. i swear. if im as busy/productive as this week i will die
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erm… ive been busy gang
#the urge to purge my blog again is craaaazy but a lot of my portal art popped off so maybe it can stay ….#im not NOT into portal but ninjago hit me at the worst time possible i was so weak and vulnerable#and thus im a little over halfway thru an entire series watch/rewatch#seriously. i started some time in october i think and im starting s11 this week#okay also lbr ive also been busy with 5 senior level classes and will be busy with that for the next year xmx#xeb post#xeb art#ive also changed my real life appearance based on characters i kin. as yu can tell. thats how bad it is.#queue
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OH RIGHT RW ART MONTH IS TOMORROW

#basil speaks#gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#ive done thumbnails for mostly everything. so i do have clear ideas for what i'm doing for like uhh 85% of the prompts#but ive been soooo busy with my classes. 18 credit hours kicking my ass rn#confession i am working ahead (did that last year too cause i was unsure how much free time the classes i was taking would leave me with)#but even then i only have 2 things done. sweats#and on top of that i never even finished coding that gallery page for last year's art month#but better news! today i scrapped it and started fresh. code and layout is way cleaner and i'm way happier with it.#i promise it'll see the light of day eventually. though “eventually” may be several more weeks or months hehehehahaheh
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probably gonna be really busy with hw for the rest of my life tbh. but here's some ratties I did for my notes binder so I can feel joy
#mech.art#ive been having a busy life the last three weeks#school started i got a haircut and actually really love it me and my friend who lives like an hour away have been meeting up on the weekends#we are maybe making a book thing and ive been having a lot of fun designing clothes people for it#these rats were so fun to draw i usually dont play with line variation at all but i wanted to try and they are lovely#anyways still on tumblr just tired and not feeling very artsy#someone in a lot of my classes so a ladybug miku drawing and complimented my art and a bunch of other things#i think we are becoming friends and that makes me really happy because hes one of those people i care a lot about even though we only know#each other a little#someone i care about tangentially ig? anyways its really nice to be complimented by people who dont need to do that or feel obligated#they werent even good#love him for that tbh
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my kenji drawing is taking so long becuz i was like what if i added in chickens
i was gonna do a cow but then i was like thats too big but i cant draw chickens so here we are
#okay one chicken#and a few chicks#but still#kenji bsd#kenji miyazawa#it just felt wrong to not draw him w/ animals#ive also just been busy#july is the month of bdays after all#and classes will start soon#and my job too#yuck
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#tfw ur life has been so busy that u forgot that with a new school u have a new email to keep track of#and u forgot to hook it up to ur outlook so now u open it up and see emails from abt a month ago#telling u to do TA orientation stuff. uuuuuh oops#so i guess i have some bullshit to figure out tomorrow. also i should finalize my class sign up staff#stuff* bc when i was doing yhat my brain was on fire. also i should email my new boss. oh god. why didnt i check that email????#i dont even kno if im supposed to b a TA this semester??? i should just email the guy but also i dont wanna roll up like yo#im already damaged goods bc ive suffered a whole year in a state of burnout. also i fucked up my sign up process by not paying attention#but uh hi hello nice to meed u again for the 2nd time in my life. this is definitely not a bad omen for things to come#ugh. why have i done this to myself? i cant even call to try to fix anything until Monday. fuck.#but i mean. i cant b thr only one who's ever done this. so maybe itll b fine? hopefully?#but i wouldn't have this problem if id just fucking looked at my fucking email in the 1st place#i can already feel it. this is where the overlap starts. the overlap between my old lab and my new lab#will it tear me into pieces? perhaps. i have to shift into go mode. i cant b a sad sack anymore#ugh. im usually really good at being on top of stuff like this bc im such an anxious freak but here we r...#unrelated
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"as yes time to edit" is now just an excuse for me to go back and read the fic that I want to read
#(this is to say#ive been super busy- School started back up for me (I was on break the last two weeks and completely forgot I even HAD school until I get t#so all of my free time during work that I normally use to write and edit is taken up by homework#and it's a FILM class this month so uuuuuuuuuuuh FUCK#yeah
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Oh yeah yesterday I went to my C programming professor's office hours to ask about what's being covered in class tomorrow. Since I can't go bc of my PT appointment overlapping with it & I'm apparently the kind of student that cares about attending every single class now.
While I was there, I ended up chatting with him about a few things, including my current standing in the class. He asked what I got on the midterm exam, & I answered it was an 87, and he told me I was one of the top 5 or 6 scores in the Whole Class (this being a like. Maybe 70 or so person class). Top score was a 92 or 93 (idr lol) & the class average was a 72. Apparently there were a few of us in the upper 80s/lower 90s, but most people got 70s or lower. And once he does the curve on the exam, he said I'd probably end up with a 97 or so on the exam. So yay!!!
And then he told me how he's noticed how I come to class every day and am really active with taking notes and answering questions. Bc I also sit up front all the time lmao. Hadn't even realized how much of a damned teacher's pet I've been being, but I've been Trying to be a good student this year. But he said I was the type of student that if I got an 88% or smth in the class, he'd likely bump me up to a 90% so I'd get an A lol. But he also said so long as I keep up with how I have been, I could possibly get a 100% in the class by the end (bc I've been there for all the extra credit questions in class and whatever).
And just. I went there bc I wanted to make sure I didn't miss anything important in class on Wednesday, and I ended up having my ego stroked for Real. Felt good to have my efforts be recognized.
#speculation nation#now if only i could care that much for my web coding class. but oh well im still keeping up even if its a reluctant shamble much of the time#other stuff we talked about was how im graduating this semester & how i plan to stay in indiana to work#bc i have family here & i like the relatively low cost of living. & im not particularly ambitious.#just wanna make enough money to live comfortably. dont need anything fancy beyond that.#& he talked about how that's a good outlook in life. how he's known ppl who went to fuckin silicon valley or whatever#with high paying jobs. but the cost of living is so high that theyre effectively not making much more money than here#he said smth about like. a $70k salary has just as much strength here than a $120k salary there. smth around those#& he praised me on how i seem genuine and hard-working. so he thinks im gonna do just fine in the industry 🥺🥺🥺#i kinda wanted to keep chatting with him but i had to go to bowling class lol. ended up late to it even#bc i checked my phone for the time while chatting and went Oh Fuck bc it wss 1 min after the class started hfkshfks had to rush off then#but yeah makes me feel very nice about that class. i think it rly is my favorite class this semester.#web programming is pretty rewarding and im glad im taking it. but i was basically a complete newbie in html css and javascript#so ive spent quite a lot of time wanting to tear out my fucking HAIR over these labs. b4 it clicks and im like Haha yayy :3#i like C programming bc it's just so much more logical and regimented. it IS the language that got me to give up my engineering degree#since i was thinking about computer engineering. took my first coding class freshman year. and went 'i love this. i want to do CS now'#didnt do that obviously. but im happy where ive ended up. i wouldnt wanna be a programmer lol#and then my quality engineering in IT class. it's certainly engaging. it's the class i constantly have presentations in tho#had Another one this morning. blah! good to keep in practice but i still dont rly enjoy public speaking lmao#probably the most work intensive of my classes. interesting but Blegh#C programming i just keep up with the labs and do the exams and it's wonderful... so logical and comforting...#oh yeah web programming i also have a few presentations. also gotta fucking. code my project pages by next week 😭😭😭#i think it's just the html and css? no javascript yet. thank god. javascript is by far the hardest to learn#but css is so finicky too!!!! ive been struggling with trying to move these fucking input boxes around#i wanna have them on the right!! but they wont go there!!! gotta poke at it more. at least i managed to finish building the form.#still have to finish the lab tho. that was due 2 days ago. lol. also have another one due sunday. AND the project pages. gah!!!#they havent even graded the wireframes yet. i wanted their feedback b4 proceeding to coding >:( oh well#anyways yeah..im keeping busy lol
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had another great day
#saw an old coworker while getting coffee#we caught up and that was nice#hung out with my friend and watched them work on their friend’s greenhouse#got some good photos#went to panera and the cashier said i was cute#i told him he was cute too#been texting the guy ive been dating all day#we went on another date yesterday#gonna try and see him again next week but we’re both gonna be super busy all week#im starting my second job hes got classes and im gonna be in mississippi next weekend#we’ll still find time to text and call like we have been#i cant wait to see him again
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Tonight i start reading queen of the damned
#i want to continue my rewatch but ive been so busy with schoolwork that i havent had time to sit by myself and watch.. :/#i did watch ep 1-3 with friends in the dorm though for my bday last week and i had such a fun time!#i also forbade myself from starting the book cause i had another book to read for class.... BUT I FINISHED IT.
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nerd | pjs



synopsis: in which you push the schools nerd past his limits, resulting in you being bent over his desk with your hands behind your back and your butt gleaming red.
genre: highschool au
pairing: nerd!jay x bully afab!reader
warnings: where to begin… mean dom!jay, bratty!reader, sub!reader, egotistical!reader, dubcon(ish), teasing, name calling, reader punches jay, tormenting, spanking, oral (m and f rec.), choking, gagging, slapping, orgasm denial, forced submission, restraining, pussy spanking, fingering, usage of ‘sir’, titty sucking, rough p in v, hair pulling, marking, slapping, blackmail, threats…i think that’s it :D
wc: 12.1k
a/n: new big fic out. i can’t lie ive been procrastinating so hard but this is a small make up fic because i wont be very active for the next few weeks because of finals :( uni is kicking ass rn so hopefully this will keep yall satisfied for the next few weeks! thank you for over 350 followers that’s so insane. i am also looking for an editor/proof reader for fics because i hate to proof read. if ur interested pm me! anyways, enjoy <333
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you walk down the semi-busy hallway, clutching your books to your chest in a tight and unforgiving grip. your day had already started off rough, with your little brother slamming his fist into your cereal causing the milk to splatter all over you.
you had to remember that he was 5 years old and your brother in order to not lose your shit on him. simply brushing off the incident and changing into your spare old school shirt which fit you a little to tight.
"fucking math class is going to be the death of me," you mutter to yourself with a scowl as you take a right and walk past the seemingly never ending line of lockers.
stomping through the door you're met with several familiar faces, one particular face causing an almost evil grin to take over your face.
jay park.
the school's biggest nerd, but your favourite play thing.
oh how fun it is to bother him and get him all flustered and shy, and suddenly your mood has shifted. "at least i have some entertainment," you think to yourself as you makes your way towards the boy.
passing by him you make sure that he sees you, his expression dropping as you watch his adam's apple bob.
cute.
you brush up against his arm as you walk by, deciding to sit right behind him. you lean back, placing your books onto the table with a soft thud.
"uhm, hi?" the girl who you hadn't noticed sat beside you uttered. you mentally roll your eyes before giving her the fakest smile you could muster up.
"hi, uh.." you take a second to look the girl up and down, trying to figure out her name. your eyes eventually land on a worksheet of hers which laid on the desk, "vicky..?" you question with a squint of your eyes as you attempt to read the name that was messily printed on her paper.
she nods before smiling brightly, bringing her hand up to shake yours, only for her to be turned down.
"not interested," you quip your eyes squinting as your fake smile extends, "so, stay in your lane vicky."
yes, that was a bit harsh. but you had a reputation to live up to and you weren't going to let this irrelevant girl be comfortable with you.
the girl lets out a small gasp, her mouth falling agape unattractively before letting out a small 'hmph', turning her head away. it almost insulted you that vicky thought that you'd even consider being friends with her.
"dramatic bitch," you mutter, rolling your eyes as you rest your cheek on the palm of your hand.
you pull out your phone, noticing that you had a few minutes before class started. a small smirk graces your face, you had time for some fun.
you peer up from your phone, staring down the back of jays head. his hair was dark and neatly brushed back, all you wanted to do was run your hands through it to ruin it as he scrambled to fix it.
slowly lifting your leg you rest it on the back of his chair, making sure to give the chair a little push to make your presence known as if jay wasn't already hyper aware of you.
jay feels pressure on the back of his chair, letting out a small sigh before pushing up his falling glasses with his index finger—taking a deep breath through his nose as he tries to keep calm.
he already knew who it was and didn't bother looking up, continuing to scribble down on his work for another class.
your smirk stays intact, your foot tracing along the top of the cheap plastic chairs, knowing that jay could essentially feel your shoe on his back. you soon slip through the small gap in the seat, the tip of your sneakers gliding against his crisp white school shirt.
jay felt a shiver run through him, he held in his breath before shaking his head in annoyance—grumbling softly to himself.
he knew that you wouldn't stop until you got a good rise out of him, he was prepared for the worst.
"jongie," you whisper, leaning foreword against your forearms which were planted on the desk to keep you balanced and upright.
jay swallows harshly at his name coming out of your mouth in a low whisper, his hands clenching his pencil tightly as he continues to swiftly work through his sheets.
you knew that he was going to ignore you, which is why you decide to sit down again and lean back so your legs could reach further.
you kick the leg of his chair, which didn't end up moving much due to his weight holding the chair down firmly.
just before you could kick the back of the chair where his shirt was exposed, the teacher walks in. you pull your leg back under her desk and sit up straight, a low snicker being heard beside you. you turn your head swiftly, glaring down the girl that had tried to befriend you earlier.
"alright, class begins in," the teacher glances down at her watch before looking up again, "2 minutes, in that time please get out your work that should've been completed last night and have it on your desk ready to be handed in."
"crap," you murmur under your breath, realizing that you had only completed half of the homework last night before you decided to let sleep take over you. gnawing on your bottom lip you turn to your seat mate who was equally as flustered as you, you roll your eyes knowing that she too hadn't finished. useless.
you had only one option, slowly you reached your hand out to tap jays shoulder to ask for his homework. your chair screeching in the process but you paid no mind to that, however, the teacher did.
just as jay turned around to look back at you, he was stopped by the teacher.
"__, what are you doing? now is not the time to socialize, sit back down," she scolds, catching the attention of many other students who were now looking at right at you.
you flushed slightly at the sudden attention, remaining cool and intact on the outside but booking with rage on the inside. you clench your skirt in your fist as you retract your hand and sit back down.
how dare she talk to me like that.
if someone else had talked to you like that you would've put them in their place, but you knew better than to talk back to your teacher.
before you could cuss the teacher out mentally your gaze shifts towards jay who looked at you with pure amusement.
a small smile had crawled onto his face, his dimples making an appearance as he jaw line flexed, he was laughing at you.
you felt your blood boil as you watched him bite at his lip to stop himself from laughing. your eye twitched as you held in the urge to stomp your foot into his back. your pulled out of your thoughts when you see the teacher beginning to make her rounds to collect the homework.
"ah shit, my assignment," you say to yourself as you pull out your half-finished work.
you place the piece of paper onto your desk, glaring holes into the back of jays head as you wait for the teacher to reach you.
just watch what happens to you after class, nerd.
your hands gripped at your worksheet, almost ripping it in the process as you think of all the ways you'd make jay regret laughing at you.
the professor was right in front of you, standing at jays desk, "good job, jay. wouldn't expect any less from my star student," she praises softly before grabbing his work and the sheet from the student who sat next to him.
a disappointed look takes over her face when she walks over to your desk, wiping the previous happy smile off of her wrinkled face.
does she want to fuck him or something?
"incomplete."
"sorry ms-" you started but were soon cut off by the disappointed teacher, "i don't want to hear it __, detention."
you let out a small groan before leaning back in your desk, watching the teacher wear the same expression towards vicky before giving her the same fate as yours.
you continue to watch the teacher walk along the rows, anger bubbling in you.
with a sigh you snap your eyes back to the front, letting out a small gasp when you lock eyes with a pair of deep brown ones.
jay.
he looks at you with an almost smug expression, only fuelling your anger further. first, your little brother ruining your shirt, then jay laughing at you and now he had the the audacity to look smug about it? fuck no.
'your dead,' you mouth at him.
his eyes widen before he's turning around, leaving you fuming in anger as you begin to come up with ways to get back at him.
'oh god, save me,' jay thinks to himself, looking up as if god himself was staring down at him. if god was, he would be giving jay a look of pity.
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class had ended a few minutes ago and you were now making your way to your second class, english.
just as the bell had rung jay had made a run for it, he knew that he was in trouble and he was afraid for what was going to bite him in the ass.
you sat in your next class, plotting of ways you could get back at the boy. you smirk when images of jay looking up at you with apologetic eyes pop up in your head—punishing him will be fun.
if only you knew that you wouldn't be the one who would be doing the punishing.
you knew that jay was in your class and you knew that he was going to come in later than he usually would—even if it effected his perfect attendance record.
he was going to try and avoid you, try to run away from you—but you won't let that happen.
you mentally 'tsk' in your head, 'jay you can't escape me,' you think to yourself as you patiently wait for the boy to walk into class.
meanwhile, jay pants aggressively—trying to calm down his breathing from all the running he did. he had ran down the stairs and taken the long way to his next class, which he shared with you, trying to avoid running into you in the hallways.
he knew that you wouldn't bother him much in class, however, if you caught him the hallways who knew what you'd do to him.
he doesn't know what you're scheming but he wasn't excited. this was the first time that he had ignored you, typically he would just give you the work that you asked for—but this time he had chosen death. not only did jay not give you answers, he laughed at you.
this was the first time that he had gotten you angry, and he knew that you would take your anger solely out on him. he had seen you angry before, but never because of him.
he had seen you take out your anger on the people who caused the negative emotion, and it was brutal. to think that a girl your size was able to shit kick someone was scary and he hoped that he'd never be in the receiving end of that.
making his way into class he wipes the thin layer of sweat that had made its way into his forehead with the back of his hand, trying to slow down his breathing.
setting his backpack down onto the floor, he sits down and begins to unpack.
he could feel you burn holes into the back of his head, shivering slightly at the thought of turning around only to be met with your fist in his face and a black eye.
the teacher soon walks in causing jay to let out a small breath of relief, he knew that you wouldn't hurt him if the teacher was around.
'you're only safe for the next hour and a half, after that you're done for jay,' the poor boy thinks to himself nervously—sweating bullets.
"important announcement before we begin, starting tomorrow a new teacher will be coming in to teach for the next few weeks as you will be beginning your health unit. this unit will be a review about female and male anatomy and so forth, i beg of you all to be mature about this and not give the new teacher a hard time. please be on your best behaviour tomorrow", the teacher says quickly, the students not being able to understand half of what the she had yapped away.
you paid little to no attention to what the teacher was blabbering about, instead you glared down the boy who was sitting on the other side of the class. he held his book up close to his face, as if he was attempting to shield himself away from your scorching eyes.
snickering, you clenches your fists, a small smirk on your face as you lean foreword against the desk.
you can run, but you can't hide.
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"ow! ah! ouch!" the boy groans out, hitting the ground with a loud thud.
luckily, his arms had covered his face enough so he wouldn't break his jaw or mark up his pretty skin.
jay held in the urge to scream out in anger when he feels your foot on his back, pushing him down when he manages to get into a plank position in an attempt to get up.
the heel of your polished black shoes pushes into his crisp white shirt, leaving a smudge of dirt against the material.
you look down at the boy, feeling a sense of dominance seeing him at his lowest while you had all the control—just how you liked it.
were you a sadist? maybe.
"oh no! jay! i didn't see where i was going. silly me!" you coo innocently, a sly and evil tone present in your tone.
"didn't know i was so clumsy," you add on with a small snicker, your shoes still planted on his back.
jay grits his teeth, he knew that this was coming, but he didn't know that the humiliation would sting this bad.
he bit at his lip when he felt your whole foot slam him down onto the ground, as if he was a mere bug that you were trying to squash and kill.
"__, let me move," he grits out, harshly swallowing his embarrassment when he sees a few students walk by him.
the passers gave jay looks of sympathy, they all knew what it was like to get bullied by you, but they couldn't do much to help out—they didn't want to face your wrath any further.
if they intervened to help him out, they would become the next targets for your punching bags.
"hmm..how about, no," you snap back, there was no way you were going to let jay go after he had disrespected you. you didn't know where his sudden bravery had come from, but you were determined to shove it back where it had risen out from.
it was petty of you to do really, the poor boy hadn't even done anything besides laugh at you. however, you didn't take things like this lightly—and jay knew that.
he remembers how in junior year a girl had flaunted her grades in front of you when you told her what you had gotten on your science exam. the next day, her locker was stuffed with the frogs they had dissected in the class previously. to this day you passed her dirty looks in the hallway.
to simply put it, you held grudges—like really held grudges.
jay knew that if he didn't do something now, you would keep your foot pressed against his back the entire day while he laid on the dirty hallway floors for everyone to watch. he had to gather his courage before his thoughts would become reality.
pulling himself up he gets into a semi plank position, using all his strength to push up and off of the ground making you gasp in surprise.
standing tall his large figure intimidates your smaller one, the height difference making jay seem like the bully and you, the poor innocent victim.
stepping back slightly, you clenches your fists by your side, watching jay dust off his clothes.
"y-you-" you shrieked, pointing an accusatory finger at the boy. "argh," you stomp down with frustration before scowling.
jay takes a moment unintentionally to look over your smaller frame, your dark messy hair to your neat and polished shoes that were on his back a few moments ago.
he would've thought you were cute if it wasn't for your nasty attitude. who was he kidding, you were pretty, but your actions made him forget from time to time.
balling up your small fists you do something that he would have least expected at that moment.
jay lets out a grunt when he feels your fist jam into the side of his face, falling right back where he had gotten up from originally.
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the day was filled with torture. jay, to say the least, looked rough.
he was tripped, punched, shoved, and then he was smacked—but that was only the tip of the iceberg.
jay looked as if he was run over by a bus, his hair was messy and his usually crisp and neat attire and look was gone. the side of his face was bruised slightly, yellow and red marks splotched by his temple where you had landed your blow.
he was pretty sure that his glasses were broken, to afraid that if he took them off to inspect that they'd actually fall apart.
you had done it, you had made him miserable.
he ran out of class right when he was dismissed, not being able to take another beating—he just wanted to go home.
the bell rang and jay made a run for it, grabbing his books and heading out of the school doors and onto his bike—immediately cycling away.
he knew that this wasn't over just yet, he knew that there was much more in store for him—you weren't going to stop that easily.
if you had managed to make him so miserable in a span of a few hour, he only dreaded what you could do in an entire day.
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"hey! jongie! where you running off to? thought you were a good kid? we can't have you missing class, now can we?" you chirped with a plastic grin on your face, voice high pitched and squeaky.
jay had walked into school with his head held high up, he had science first block and he dreaded going in. he knew that you would make the 80 minute block last an eternity.
instead of walking in 10 minutes early like he usually would, he decides that he was going to walk in right when the bell rings. if you happened to be in class before the teacher arrived, a lot could happen in the short span of 10 minutes.
he didn't want to run into you in the hallways either, he knew you could have his way with him in the less crowded areas that lack teacher supervision. jay looked down at his watch, biting at his lip anxiously when he realizes that he still had a few minutes before class started.
he begins to walk to the boys washroom, thinking that he could hide out in the stalls to pass the time. unfortunately, he wasn't luck enough to make it there without being spotted.
you had found him, he gulped, mentally preparing himself for what was to come.
" jongie," you start with a coo, your voice sickly sweet, "are you avoiding me?" you finish off with a fake pout.
you stood in front of him, not much distance between the two of you and he could smell your lavender and honey-scented perfume.
he lets out a shaky breath when you take another step forward, your chests brushing against one another's.
you reach your hand out to grab at jays black school tie, fiddling with it between your fingers, slowly looking up to see that the boy was already looking down at you.
your eyes widened for a second when you realized how handsome he was, his features sharp and clean which were ruined slightly due to the bruise by his temple.
the one you caused.
you could feel your face flush before your forcing thoughts about finding jay attractive out of your mind.
jay held in his breath when you took another step closer, your chests now touching. he was sure that you could feel his heart beat wildly against his chest.
you internally smirk, biting your bottom lip as you give him a cheeky grin, "jongie, it's not nice to ignore people you know," you drawl out, your eyelashes fluttering as you draw small patterns on his chest with your perfectly manicured fingernails.
jay knew exactly what you was doing, you were seducing him. he wasn't sure what your game plan was, but he was starting to feel hot.
the boy stutters out your name, his eyes widening when he feels you drag your fingers down his chest, nearing dangerously towards his crotch when you make it past his black belt.
"w-what are you d-," he tries again but his words didn't seem to leave his mouth. your fingertips lightly traced his bulge, he could feel himself getting aroused—his breathing getting heavier and quicker.
he wasn't going to let you play around with him so easily, jay knew that you were only doing this to get back at him.
swallowing harshly he reached down to clasp his hand firmly around your wrist, yanking your hand away from him roughly.
he pushes you away, hearing you gasp in shock, "__, stop," he states firmly, his eyes shut as he mentally prepares himself for another blow to the face.
you feel your cheeks flush with embarrassment, no man had ever turned you down—the guys at school falling at her feet left and right.
clenching your teeth you pushed at his chest, forcing a smirk onto your pink stained lips—faking confidence as you tried to push past the rejection.
"you didn't actually think that I would be interested in you, did you jongie?" you fibbed, hoping and praying that jay hadn't picked up on the waver in your voice.
"i would never be interested in someone like you," you spit before turning around to walk away, having the last word.
you walk away with your head held up high, confidently strutting down the hallway before you disappear from jays vision.
you feel your cheeks heat up from rejection, feeling strangely hurt deep down that jay had stopped her advances. you mentally scolded yourself for letting something like this effect you so deeply, it's just jay.
with a scowl etched on your face you flip your hair over your shoulder, fists clenched as you make your way to the next class.
jay stood in the hallway, his mind still processing what had just happened. he didn't know if you were coming on to him or if you were messing with him, regardless, his pants felt tighter.
shaking his head he let out a deep sigh, "it's just a way to get back at you jay, don't fall for it," he says to himself.
he looks down to see an indent in his pants, mentally scolding himself for popping one for a girl who makes his school life hell.
"just get to class," he murmurs out loud, slowly making his way to science—the same class he shared with you.
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science class was an absolute disaster, the substitute was on the verge of crying. jay gave the woman a look of pity, watching her struggle to quiet down the classroom.
paper planes filled the classroom sky, students throwing scrunched up worksheets at one another, big groups of people talking loudly amongst one another.
a mess, to say the least.
a few minutes later the class settles down, the threat of giving everyone a zero caught the classes attention.
the substitute sat at her chair, a look of bewilderment on her face as she smoothens out her clothing and hair.
"good morning class, you may refer to me as mrs.jung and i will be your health teacher. i will be in the classroom for the next few weeks so, please, treat me well," she almost begs at the end, planting a small smile on her face.
she looked to be in her late 30s or early 40s, her black hair up in a sleek bun while she wore a blue denim dress that reached just below her knees.
"today we are going to be learning about the female reproductive system."
the class goes by like a blur, half of the students not paying attention to the substitute as she taught.
jay takes down basic notes, his thick black locks running into his eyes making him run his hands through his hair to slick his hair back.
suddenly, he feels something hit the back of his head. he looks down to see a pink eraser on the floor, already knowing the culprit without having to turn around to look.
picking up the object with a sigh, he places it on his desk—shaking his head in disbelief before he resumes his note taking.
it was quiet for a moment before your voice pulls him out of his trance, his ears turning a bright shade of red at your words.
"jays probably never made a girl cum before, never been able to find the clit," you snicker to your seat mate who looks around hesitantly when she realizes how loud you were.
you on the other hand gave no fucks about the volume of your voice, your laughter getting louder and louder every second.
you were so fucked.
the boy swallowed harshly, his hands gripping his pencil tightly—afraid that it would snap if he didn't ease his grip.
students near by heard the exchange, silent laughter being heard from around the room as they stared at jay. jay could feel his body flush, his cheeks hot as he purses his lips—staring down at his notes. he refused to look up, feeling embarrassed.
you watched jay closely, you could tell that he was uncomfortable but you felt no remorse for the boy—so you continued.
"he'd probably finish in seconds," you taunted, this time catching the teacher's attention.
"__, would you like to repeat that?"
you immediately sit up in your chair, clearing your throat before planting a small fake smile on your face, "no miss."
ms.jung gave her a knowing look, "thought so, now, please keep your comments to yourself."
you flush with embarrassment but the feeling soon fades, biting at your lip to hold in your laughter when you hear other students poke fun at jay.
you could hear whispers about the boy, some making fun of him while others expressed their sympathy for him.
you couldn't help but feel slightly guilty, you peek over to look at jay. you could see his fists clenched tightly, his knuckles turning white while his veins in his hands and forearms popped out. his thick muscles peeking from under his shirt as he flexed his arms tensely—your mouth watered at the sight.
jay then suddenly turns his head around, his dark hooded eyes looking into your. feeling flustered you try to avoid eye contact but were unable to, a small gasp emitting from your throat when jay gives you a bone-rattling glare.
you fist your skirt, heart beating quick when jay mouths, 'stay after class,' his lips curling into a smirk before he's turning away—tuning out everyone who was looking at him.
you look at him in shock, his sudden shift in attitude catching you off guard.
what the fuck just happened?
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the bell rang and students trickled their way out of the classroom, leaving you, jay, and mrs.jung behind.
"jay, dear. are you planning on staying after class?" mrs. jung asks as she shuffles around the classroom, noticing that neither jay or you had packed your things.
jay forces a sweet smile, trying not to explode as he nods briskly, "ah yes, i have a few things to take care of."
she nods in response, "alright then, i trust that you'll be responsible. i'll give you the keys so when you're done, just lock the door," she says with a smile, before making her way out of the door—handing jay the keys.
she stops midway when she spots you still sitting at one of the desks, "and you, __? are you planning on staying as well?"
before you could open your mouth to answer, jay cuts you off, "yes, mrs.jung. __ here, needed help with some work so i decided to go aheadand tutor her. is that okay? it won't take us to long," he persuades, his grin cheeky as he tries to downplay his real motives.
mrs.jung felt as if she could trust the boy, so she nods.
"alright, just take care, okay? oh also once you've finished, close the blinds," she instructs, and with that, she waves goodbye to the both of you— walking out and shutting the door behind her.
you hold your breath, the sound of your shallow breathing sounding far to loud in the quiet classroom.
you and jay were sitting only a few feet apart, yet he made no attempt to move. the silence was beginning to get to you, rolling your eyes before you decide to break it.
"so nerd, why'd you ask me to stay?" you sneer out, placing your feet up on the table before faux inspecting your nails, you tried not to show it— but your 'tough' persona was crumbling by the second.
jays eye twitched at the name, "i'm sure you know exactly why, __," he seethes back, his head still looking at the front. the way he said your name made you shiver in delight, the hairs on the back of your neck standing as you felt yourself flush.
jay smirks when he notices you shiver from the corner of his eye, he knew that he had some sort of effect on you.
the way your name came out of his mouth sounded smooth and silky, the feeling making you jittery and restless.
you decide to act clueless, "no, actually. I don't."
jay could laugh, huffing before his chair is being pulled out and he's slowly making his way towards you—like a snake slithering to strangle its prey.
when he reaches you, you remove your feet from the desk, looking up at him curiously.
jays gaze made you feel small, looking away from him when you couldn't handle the intensity of his stare.
"it's not nice to comment on other people's sex lives,__. but I'm sure your bratty virgin self doesn't know better," he taunts, his thick arms coming to rest on either side of your chair so you were trapped in between them.
you gape at the name, "bratty?" you spit out, offended. "i'm not bratty, and i'm sure as hell not a virgin."
you swallow harshly when you turn your head to the side, your eyes almost bulging out of their sockets when you see his arms flex to show off his taunt muscles.
"oh really?" he fakes a gasp, lifting one of his eyebrows mockingly before grinning, "prove it."
your eyebrows shoot up in shock, uncomfortable with the switch in dynamics. not used to the confident and bold jay that was in front of her.
"w-what? how," you ask stupidly, unaware of what dirty thoughts had began to cloud jays mind.
he'd show you, he'll prove you wrong.
"get on your knees."
you stare up at him dumbly, failing to process his words. jay begins to lose his patience, threading his fingers into your hair before yanking your head back.
a small moan breaks out of your mouth, face flushing when you realize what you had just done. jays expression turning grim, "i'm not repeating myself brat. either you do it, or i make you do it."
your eyes widen at his words, a strange feeling of fear and excitements rush through you making you clench your thighs in anticipation.
slowly dropping down from your chair, sinking to your knees in front of the boy.
jay smirks, he had you right where he wanted you.
"what are you waiting for? unbuckle my pants and take my cock out, slut," he seethes, his eyes hooded as he stares down at you with pure lust.
you shiver at the degrading name, rubbing your thighs together as you shuffle closer so you could reach out to start taking off his pants.
your hands clumsily unbuckle his belt, letting the leather material hit the floor with a clack—flinching at the sound. you focus on the buttons of his slacks, hands shaking as you struggle to pop them open.
jay 'tsks' as he looks down at you with a faux frown, "useless brat, can't even unbutton my pants properly." with that he's popping open his own buttons and letting his pants fall.
his dark grey boxers came into view quickly before they disappear just as quick. jays hand yanks at your hair, pushing your head so your face was smushed against his hard cock. you gape at him, feeling his thick length grind against your cheek before you begin to struggle in his hold.
you try to show your protest but your words come out muffled, attempting to push yourself away with your thighs on his thighs—but your attempts went futile.
"what are you doing?" you try to squeak out only for it to come out as incoherent, making jay laugh mockingly.
"fuck are you waiting for whore?" he sneers his mood shifting instantly, his grip in your locks tightening making you hiss out— complying with his orders regardless.
he allows you to move your head back, your fingertips slipping past the band of his boxers—pulling them down all the way.
a small gasp left your mouth when his cock hit your cheek, his precum smearing against your skin.
he chuckled, watching you closely as you brings your shaky hand to grip at his girth—making him hiss.
your mouth salivates as you takes a few seconds to admire him. his tip dusted with a dusky rose colour and veins surrounding his thick and long length like a rose vine.
"go on then, take me into your mouth. prove me wrong brat."
that's all you needed before you engulfed his tip into your mouth before jay slams it in fully. you choke on it causing him to let out a deep and guttural groan.
the sound had you trembling, pulling him out of your mouth before slowly taking him in again inch by inch—trying hard not to gag.
he looked down, watching you bob your head back and forth, tilting his head back to let out small moans when he feels you swallow around him.
his grip on your hair tightened, thrusting his hips forward causing his tip to hit the back of your throat repeatedly—using you as a cock sleeve.
as embarrassing as it was, you were enjoying it far more than jay was. your thighs clenched together tightly as you attempt to relieve the pressure between your legs by pushing your gushing cunt against the floor.
"fuck, __! didn't take you for such a cockslut. thought you were more a receiver with your bratty attitude," he remarks, a choked groan echoing through the classroom when he feels you swallow around his cock again.
you look up at the boy, peering through your thick lashes as you hollow out your cheeks, your tongue running up his length.
your hand comes to wrap around the part that you weren't able to fit in your mouth, feeling his cock inch down your throat.
he felt your warm mouth surround him, the feeling smooth and velvety as he pushed his hips towards you causing you to gag.
you reminded yourself to breathe through your nose, your tongue lapping around his length as you pumps the remaining bit with your hand.
"oh-shit, keep going. just like that," he groans, bucking his hips as he desperately chases his high.
your eyes narrow, one thing was certain—jay wasn't going to cum. suddenly, you withdraw your effort and slow down your speed just when he was reaching his high.
jay stares down at you, frustration present on his face.
"did i tell you that you could slow down whore?" he sneered, his chest heaving and his face glistening with a sheen of sweat.
innocently, you peer up at him before going back to the pace you were at before, his eyes rolling back in pleasure instantly as he relished in the feeling of your warm mouth.
he was close, and you could tell.
your hand reaches up to cup his balls in your hand, slowly massaging as you try to get him closer and closer to his climax.
you held in your breath when his tip hits the back of your throat with each thrust, letting him use you like a rag doll.
the sound of jays moans and the wet sounds of his cock fucking your mouth echoed through the empty classroom—bouncing off of the walls.
"m'gonna cum," he grunts, a thin bead of sweat running down his face and then his neck, soon disappearing under his school shirt.
not on my watch.
you smirk to yourself , right when jay was about to bust you pull your mouth away completely—leaving him hanging and desperate for a release.
jays eyes snap open, "what the fuck!" he exclaims, his fists clenching and his face red in anger.
"you didn't actually think that i'd let you cum after the way you talked to me, did you jongie?" you tease, biting at your bottom lip to hold in your laughter as you start to get up from the floor—using the back of your hand to wipe away the spit and cum on your lips.
jay feels himself slowly lose his cool, he was being gentle with you even if you didn't deserve it.
"that's fucking it, __," he starts, his tone shocking you, never hearing him sound so angry. the once calm and collected boy was gone, his patience running thin.
"you've pushed me past my limits now."
he takes a second to look down you, you were now standing up with your face only a few inches away from his own.
"you're going to bend over the desk-" he grabs a hold of you, grabbing a fistful of your hair before pushing your body onto a desk so you laid on your stomach with your lower body handing uber the edge—your feet barely touching the ground.
a shriek leaves your mouth at the sudden change in position, trying to get your feet to touch the floor but fails when jay comes to stand to the side of you, "-and fucking count."
he flips your short school skirt up, which jay thought was pointless for you to wear. you hiked up the material to your upper thigh, leaving little to the imagination to whoever was behind you.
jay was guilty, he had peered up your skirt several times—his hands itching to grab at your soft flesh.
your behind was now exposed to him with your thin lace black thong being the only thing that covered you. it didn't cover much, actually, it didn't cover anything. he could see your cunt poke through the thin fabric, his mouth salivating as he watches you squirm in his hold.
"what the-" you start but are cut off by jay toying with your underwear, pulling it upward before letting it go so it would slap your skin.
you hiss at the feeling, trying to reach your arms behind you to push him away, only for him to grab ahold of both your arms and pin them firmly to your back.
"you've done this to yourself, __. if only you had behaved," he sneers, softly patting your underwear-clad core making you jolt up in surprise.
jay chuckles at the reaction, "sensitive, are we?"
"oh shut up you ne-"
smack!
you gasp, turning your head around to glare at him accusingly, "d-did you ju-" you get cut off again by another sting to your behind, your back arches as you unconsciously jut your behind out more.
jay smirks, watching your body squirm on the desk, his hand coming to softly massage your behind before he lands another smack down.
"i did, and you better get counting brat. you're far from getting out of this position."
"like hell i wi-" you try to protest only for him to lay another smack down, your body lurching forward with each hit. you suppress a moan when you feel jays hand roughly massage the cheek that he had hit, the feeling soothing but made your core ache.
"you want to try again? the more you act out the more hits i'll add on," he threatens lowly, his middle finger tracing down your covered slit.
you whine, feeling absolutely humiliated.
smack!
"i recommend that you start counting, brat," jay seethes lowly before he's landing another smack down.
"o-one."
smack!
"two," you mewl, eyes watering as you feel another smack lay down on you.
smack!
"three."
smack!
"four!" you shriek, that particular smack landing harder than the rest.
jay was taking out all of his frustration on you, his hand stinging at the intensity of the smack he laid down. it was as if he was getting his revenge for the torture he endured from her. he watched your ass bounce, landing smack after smack not letting you catch your breath in the slightest.
"ah, jay! s-stop," you cry out, your hands gripping the table tightly—knuckles turning white.
his hand grabs ahold of the back of your neck, pulling you up slightly as he bends down to catch your gaze. "do you really want me to stop, __?" he asks knowingly, a look of faux sympathy in his face.
"because-" he begins, his other hand snaking itself to your covered cunt—pressing against you. you were drenched, the fabric sticking to your folds as if they were a second skin. "-this tells me otherwise."
you hold in a whine, to ashamed to deny. jay had gotten his answer, letting go of his hold on your neck before he's going back to his original spot.
you look back at him, your eyes red and teary as you muffled a cry. jay holds in a groan when he sees your teary face, feeling his cock get harder—if that was possible.
"jay i-" you start but cut yourself off with a grunt when he lands his hand down on your behind once more.
"beg bitch," he sneers. this was the moment that all shame and self respect was let go.
"please jongie. i beg you," you cry out, jolting up when you feel his fingers circle your clothed entrance.
jay smirks, he had you wrapped around his fingers in minutes—literally.
"what are you begging for, hm?"
when he receives no answer he lands another smack down on to your behind making you whimper.
jay almost lets out a moan when he sees how red and bruised your behind was, splotches off blue and yellow complimenting your skin colour.
you look back at him, your face red and teary as you silently beg him to do something.
jay shakes his head at you, "you aren't getting anything from me till you ask me, nicely."
you whine, "jay, please."
"please jay what?" he mocks, his hand grabbing at your behind roughly—squeezing it making you let out breathless moans.
"please, fuck me," you wince, your bottom lip trembling as you look at him with big eyes.
jay feels his breath hitch at the look on your face, the faux expression of innocence you held making his actions stutter.
you were so full of shit and jay knew that.
he chuckles, "fuck you? so quickly? i don't think so slut," he says before he's flipping you over on the desk so your back was against the wood.
you gasp at the sudden switch of positions, holding yourself up by your elbows. you see jay in between your legs as you look up at him, his figure towering over yours.
you let out a pained whimper when your butt touches the desk, your behind stinging and sore after the amount of hefty smacks that he laid down on you.
"so wet.." he murmurs, running his pointer finger down your clothed folds, a shiver racking down your spine at the sensation.
he lets out a soft hiss when he notices how sensitive you were, "jay, please."
"i've been through this before darling, please what? what do you want me to do, be verbal," he commands, rubbing small circles against your clit.
"fingers, in me please," you stammered, clawing at the desk as you spread your legs wider—no shame.
"good girl," he praises lightly before he's pushing your underwear to the side to expose your sopping wet cunt. the sudden exposure of the cool air making you shudder, shutting your legs on instinct. jay scowls, slapping at your thigh before forcing your legs wide open.
you let out a small moan at the feeling of his fingers touching around you, his hands sliding to the apex of your inner thighs.
he takes his time, making sure to have you crying by the end of it.
"jay, please don't tease," you whine, trying to buck your hips against his hand to try and get him to touch you where you needed him the most.
he hums in response, his thumb coming to touch your bare clit softly, slowly rubbing against it making you arch your back against the desk at the sensation.
jays smirk stays intact on his face, making eye contact with you all while rubbing you slowly—teasing her.
you shy away from his eyes, looking anywhere but at him causing jay to stop his actions. his free hand comes up to your face, squeezing your cheeks so your lips jut out in a pucker.
"keep your eyes on me, brat. as soon as you look away, i stop. got it?" he threatens lowly. you nod in response, locking eyes with his deep browns ones.
he slowly pushes a finger into your aching core, feeling you clench around his digit as he slowly pumps his finger in and out of you. he feels your walls tighten around him, "so fucking needy," he spits out.
you bite at your lip to hold back any moans that threatened to escape you, your hips bucking as he fastens his pace.
"don't hold in your moans, let them out," he demands, curling his finger in you before a second finger is poking at your entrance—threatening to be pushed in.
"ah-shit," you groan out when he inserts the second finger in, the thickness of his digit stretching you out. your eyes water at the pleasure, your eyes threatening to close to relish in the feeling—but you don't dare.
he holds your panties to the side so he could see his fingers pushing in and out of you, your hips bucking as you try to get him to sink his fingers deeper into your cunt.
"so wet and needy," he croaks, his thumb adding into the mix as he continues his pace—his thumb rubbing small yet firm circles on your clit.
you shut your eyes for a moment only for them to snap right open when you feel jay land a slap on your throbbing pussy. you squeal at the pain, trying to move away from his grip, his hand coming down to slap at your clit again. "behave," he warns before he's resuming his previous position with two of his thick digits buried inside you.
you couldn't believe the position you were in. sprawled up on a desk with your hair dishevelled, your shirt wrinkled and your school skirt hiked up to your hips while the boy you use as a punching bag has his fingers buried into your aching cunt.
if someone had told you that this would be the position you'd end up in by the end of the day, you would've had them on the floor.
you could feel every stroke of his fingers inside you clearly, desperately chasing your high as you feel the knot in your stomach tighten deliciously.
jay curls his fingers in you in a 'come here' motion, feeling you clench around his digits as he fastens his pace—he knew you were close.
his thumb starts to rub faster circles on your throbbing and aching clit, not giving you a chance to breathe as he feels your body twitch at the close release.
"ah, shit! j-jay m'close," you mewl, your eyes rolling to the back of your head—eyes white. you feel him stroke past a certain bundle of nerves, your head tilting back in pleasure as he continue to stretch out your gummy walls.
just as you felt your high approach jays pulling his fingers out of you , leaving you feeling empty and unsatisfied. you cry out in frustration, attempting to kick your legs at jay only for him to catch and stop them with ease—tossing you a stern look.
you watch him pop his fingers into his mouth, his tongue coming out to circle his digits all while maintaining eye contact with you.
"for a dirty bitch, you sure do taste good," he praises, a sly grin in his face as he digs his fingers into the plush of you thighs—making you wince.
when he gets no response he chuckles, "what? didn't think that i'd let you cum so quickly, did you?" he asks, using the same phrasing as you earlier.
you whine, "please." your legs shook with impatience.
"i'm taking my time with you, __. i've been waiting to get my hands on you. do you know what i go through whenever you open your goddamn trap and spit out insults at me, hm? it takes everything in me to not bend you over the nearest desk and fuck the attitude out of you, but not anymore. i'm having you whatever way i want, and you'll let me, isn't that right?" he hisses into your ear, the feeling of his cool breath making you shiver.
you look at him with red cheeks, your mind whirling with ideas of him taking you on the desk, against the wall, in the school closets, in the staff room.
jay grins, "you'd like me fucking your pretty little cunt, hm? wanna feel my fat cock stretching your bratty pussy out, yes?" he purrs as he gets up from his position in between your legs, looming over your smaller body.
"mmm, y-yes," you reply, still dazed from your denied release as you stare up at him with big eyes.
jay lets out a small groan before he's wrapping his hand around your throat, pulling you up so you're off the desk and standing in front of him.
you grab onto his shirt, not trusting yourself to stand properly as your legs trembled.
you let out a small moan when the grip around your throat tightens. "what a desperate little whore you are, __. who would've thought that the school's bully begs for cock, begs for my cock," he jeers as he weaves his other hand into your hair—yanking on it.
you mewl at the sensation, letting him use you as he wished—complying with all his actions.
"are you going to behave for me, hm,__?" he coaxes before he presses a quick peck to your lips, trailing small kisses starting from your tear stained cheeks, to your jaw and soon down your neck.
"yes," you respond, your voice coming out breathy and your vision hazy—the sensation of his lips on your neck leaving you trembling with need.
jay nips at the sensitive skin on your neck, a moan slipping out of your mouth as he continues to bruise up your skin.
"yes, what?"
"yes, sir."
jay immediately pulls away from you, his eyes widening in shock as he stares at you in disbelief. you on the other hand hadn't even realized what name you addressed him by, the thought of his cock plaguing your mind.
he soon came to the conclusion that he didn't mind the name, his mouth pulling into a sneer as he fists your hair harshly before yanking it back—your head tilted so your marked up neck was on full display for his hungry eyes.
"good, now—strip."
you immediately comply with his order, your hands fumbling with the buttons of your shirt, struggling slightly as you lean against him for support.
jay watches you struggle, his eyes narrowing impatiently before he's taking matters into his own hands.
"such a helpless little slut, can't even unbutton her shirt without my help," he murmurs angrily before he's helping you unbutton your school shirt.
his fingers graze your supple skin as he makes his way down your shirt, helping you take the white material off.
once he gets to the last button he yanks the shirt off completely, throwing it onto the floor making you gasp.
without a second to waste, he reaches behind you to unclasp your pink bra, the lanky article of clothing falling off of you.
jay sucks in a breath when your pert nipples come into his view, his hands reaching out to mound against your chest.
"so pretty," he praises softly before he's kneading your breasts with both of his hands. your grip on his shirt tightening as he continues his assault before he's leaning down and taking one of your buds into his mouth.
the feeling of his mouth touching your skin made you moan out, jutting your chest out to savour more of the feeling.
"needy little thing aren't you, hm? tell me, __, do you want my mouth on you? want me to make you cum on my tongue? " he drawls as he twists your nipple with his finger making you whimper.
you nod enthusiastically, "yes, please sir," you beg, your hands coming up to wrap around his shoulder as if you were hugging him.
"begging so nicely for me," he praises before he's slowly sinking to his knees, his head coming to be level right with your covered cunt.
you trembled, jays hands on your waist before they drag up and down your thighs. he's reaching behind you to drag your skirt down so it pooled at your feet.
your thin underwear was soaked from your previously denied orgasm, his fingers coming to grab at the band of your panties to push them down so you were completely bare to his eyes.
jay sucked in a breath, his eyes glazing over you before he uses his thumbs to spread apart your lips.
your hands reach behind you to grab at the wooden desk to keep yourself from falling—spreading your legs slightly so jay could fit better in between them.
the boy smirked at your actions, moving closer so his breath fanned against your most intimate bits—making you shiver.
"why so tense,__?" he teases before his tongue flattens against the apex of her thigh making you squirm.
"j-jay, don't tease—please," you begged softly as you jut your hips so your cunt was closer to his face—desperate to get him to touch you where you desired the most.
jay smiles against her skin, "do you deserve my tongue, huh?" he blows softly on your clit making you whimper.
did you deserve it? no.
were you still going to say yes? yeah.
"yes, sir—please." you pant, your left hand leaving the desk as you could run your hand through his dark locks.
the boy lets out a small laugh, "you and i both know you don't deserve this, yet here we are," he says lowly, his eyes zeroing in on your cunt.
you scrunched your eyebrows, "wha—oh!" you shrieked. his tongue flattened on your most sensitive area, your head tilting back as your grip in his hair tightens.
jay holds in a moan, his tongue gliding through your soaked folds as he holds your thighs open to make sure you don't try to close them.
your eyes roll to the back of your head as you pant the boy's name, your body twitching with each touch as you force yourself to keep as quiet as possible.
his tongue did figure '8's on your clit, your arousal soaking his nose and chin. jay peers up from in between your legs, watching your face contort into one of pure bliss as you start to roll your hips against his tongue.
he tongue drops to your clenching hole, teasing the entrance while his nose nudges your clit repeatedly.
he had imagined this exact moment, as creepy as it sounded—he had fantasied about this moment.
have you choke on his girth as he fucked your bratty mouth as he pleased—using you like a doll before throwing you away. bending you over his knee, letting his palms smack against your round and soft bottom as you cried out for him—begging him to stop. letting his hands roam down your body as he marked you with small purple bites, letting everyone know that the school's tormentor had been fucked into her place.
he was ecstatic when you had stayed behind, following his order.
he knew he had you in his clutches the moment you were on your knees, knowing he had full control over your frail body—he was going to take full advantage of it.
years of torment had led them here, his tongue deep in you as you wailed out in pleasure—clutching on to whatever you could grab onto.
he inhaled deeply when your thighs started to close in on his face, his hands not being able to hold them open anymore as his tongue ran over your clit repeatedly.
you were trembling, your legs shaking violently as you screeched when his tongue brushes over a certain bundle of nerves.
"shit! jongie," you gape, your mouth in an 'o' shape as your eyes shut painfully tight.
"m'gonna cum," you wail out as you grasp at his hair tighter, his tongue working fast and firm circles around your clit—getting you closer and closer to your release.
after the way you treated him, you surely didn't deserve to cum. yet, here jay was—his tongue delving in and out of you as you beg to cum for him.
your stomach tightened almost painfully as you reached your climax, your body trembling as you cum with a loud moan—not being able to hold back your sounds anymore.
even after your high had passed, jay hadn't stopped. his tongue still rolling around your clit as he helps you ride out your high before finally pulling away making you let out a sigh of relief.
jay watches your red face, "filthy little girl, absolutely filthy," he tuts, his tongue swiping his lips to savour any remnants of you before he's standing tall—his hand reaching out to wrap around your throat once again.
you choke a whimper, your hands coming up to grab at his wrist when his grip tightens around your throat almost painfully. you struggle to breathe and although this should scare you, you felt yourself hush with excitement.
you twitch, "s-sir, in me. please," you whine out, begging to be filled to the brim with thick cock inside of you.
"you're still not satisfied?" he teases as he slowly strips himself of his briefs—letting them fall to the floor.
you shook your head, clenching around nothing as you watch the boy carefully.
"bend over then, let's see how good you take my cock."
and that's how you ended up pushed against the desk with your stomach pressed against the wooden surface and your hands pinned behind your back.
you could feel jays cool breath fan against your ear as his chest planted firmly against your back—disabling any movement from your behalf.
you could feel his length against you, his tip poking at your entrance as you whine in desperation.
"sir," you mewl softly, your head twisting slightly as you begin to wriggle in his grip.
jay chuckles lowly, his hand reaching out to firmly wrap itself around your throat to keep you from moving your head as well as serve as warning to stay still.
"so desperate for my cock," he keens, planting soft kisses on you exposed shoulder making you shiver.
"imagine what your little friends would think of if they were to find out that you were being fucked by me. fucked by the school's 'nerd.' what would they say, huh? their little friends getting put into her place by the boy she torments," he sneers as his grip on your neck tightens for a fraction making you gasp.
"you'd like that though, wouldn't you? being fucked into submission by me, letting your little friends watch?" he continues, his tone getting lower and lower.
"jay," you moan, he suddenly starts to push his tip into your entrance—your tight walls immediately fluttering around him.
jay shudders, your velvety walls comforting him as he slowly pushes in—inch by inch. he tried to move slowly so you wouldn't feel any pain or discomfort, but soon that idea was disposed of.
you didn't deserve to be treated with such care.
he slammed himself in without slowly coaxing you like he had originally planned, the sudden movement causing a scream to erupt from the back of your throat.
the stretch was painful yet so good. your walls fluttered ground him as he fucks into you, his balls slapping against your ass as the desk shook with each rough thrust.
jay groaned, your walls hugging him as he quickly uses his hand to cover your mouth— you were a moaning mess as he roughly thrusts into you.
your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you held onto the desk for support, mewls leaving your mouth every time he moved.
the stretch of his girth was painful yet pleasurable, the burning sensation only adding to the enjoyment.
"f-fuck, sir," you mewled, your voice coming out muffled due to jays hand covering your mouth.
he could feel beads of sweat roll down his chest and back as he picked up his pace, small groans occasionally leaving his mouth every time he felt your gummy walls clench around him.
you had your eyes shut as you took each thrust, your stomach coiling wildly as you clenched around his thick girth like a vice.
you could feel your stomach bulge with each movement, a high-pitched squeal leaving your mouth when jays hand comes down to land a sharp smack on your behind.
abandoning your mouth, his hands gripped your hips in a tight hold, holding them hard enough to leave bruises and marks.
"feel so good, __," he murmurs, his pace swiftly quickening as he watches your ass bounce against him with each stroke.
you trembled, your mind hazy as you searched through your brain to try and put some words together to respond—but nothing coming to mind.
"m'close," you finally says, your previous orgasm only adding to this one as you try to buck against him.
just as your lower stomach starts to tighten, a signal of her now close high—jay pulls out.
you gasp, your high dying down quickly as you turn your head around to look at the boy.
instead of explaining why he had pulled out so suddenly, he grabs your forearms. pulling you up so you were now standing—your legs shaking violently as you try to hold onto him for support.
he makes you face him, chests touching, before hooking his arms underneath your knees so you were no longer touching the ground—hiking you up onto the desk so he could stand in between your legs.
"it's sad how such a pretty thing has such a rotten inside," he uttered lowly, letting you wrap your legs around his waist.
in the moment you decided to not respond to him, letting his degrading words fly past as you whined—needy and desperate for a release.
his hand comes up to wrap squeeze in your cheeks, yanking your head close so your noses brushed against one another's.
he smirked when he felt you twitch in his grip, moving his face away slightly so he could sink two fingers into your mouth.
"suck," he demands, feeling your warm mouth engulf his digits—your tongue soft against his rough fingers.
he watches you carefully, his grip on her cheeks tightening ever so slightly making you whine as you struggle to take his digits in.
removing his grip from your face, he takes out his fingers before using that exact hand to land a semi-hard smack onto your cheek—your head flying to the side as you let out a cry of surprise and pain.
"a-ah," you cried, your teary eyes catching his own.
"pathetic," he stated, reclaiming his grip on your face to fish you in so his breath fanned against your face.
he could see it on your face, you enjoyed it.
jay laughs in disbelief, "fucking filthy bitch."
"is that why you hit others? you want to be treated the same way, hm?"
you moan at his words, clenching your thighs together before they're roughly spread wide again by jay—positioning himself at your entrance, slowly teasing you.
jay raises his eyebrows mockingly before pushing in, filling you to the brim once again as you struggles to take him fully.
"f-fuck..how are you still so tight," jay swears, shocked at why he struggled to push into your walls when he was fucking into you just a few minutes ago.
you hold yourself up by your elbows, letting him use you as he pleased—as long as you got off.
"you're fucking desperate, huh? needy bitch," he snaps with his top lip turned in a sneer.
you mewl when he snaps his hips a little too hard at one point, his grip on your hips bruising.
you tightened around him, clenching each time he moved making him hiss.
"stop clenching so hard slut," he hissed maliciously before reaching one hand over to tangle itself into your hair—yanking your head up so jay could press his lips against your own.
"t-to fast," you whimper in-between the kiss when the speed of his thrusts fasten, your body trembling and shaking as you hold onto his shoulders to keep yourself from collapsing.
"shut up, brat. you're going to take what i give you," his pace getting faster and his cock plunging even deeper.
he could tell you were close, the way your eyes shut and how your bottom lip wobbled—he knew.
he continued to bottom out, his high nearing as he lets out inaudible grunts. his stomach tightens with each thrust, the feeling of your tight velvety walls tightening around his girth making him go crazy.
"m'gonna cum...p-please can i cum?" you babble, unable to push out words.
"cum for me, brat. milk my cock, s-so good f'me."
he watches your head lull back, "i-i'm cumming..o-oh," you climax with a loud moan, your head tilted back with your eyes shut and your mouth in an 'o' shape.
"so good for me," jay mumbles roughly, his pace now punishing as he desperately chases his own high.
you begin to whine from overstimulation, clenching around his cock unintentionally.
he could feel his stomach swirl, you squeezing him tight only adding to his building pressure as he grips your hips in a punishing hold.
his eyes flutter before a loud groan pushes out of him, his orgasm strong as his pace slows down to slowly ride out his high.
you squeal when you feel him shoot his load into you, feeling his warm cum coat your walls.
you watch the boy with wide eyes, feeling him rub against your sensitive walls—watching how his eyes closed once he hit his climax.
you close your eyes, relishing in the feeling of being full. suddenly, you hear click. your eyes snap open, mouth falling agape when you realize that jay had taken a photo.
"w-wait."
you feel him pull out, suddenly feeling empty and hollow before your watching him pull on his clothes. you feel his cum dribble out of your worn out cunt, looking down to see it pooling out of you and onto the desk.
confused, you hop off of the desk.
big mistake, you immediately fall to the ground.
you whimper when you feel jays hand grip onto her bicep, pulling you up and letting you hold onto him as he continues to dress.
"d-did you just take a photo of me?" you ask desperately, your eyebrows furrowed and the pit in your stomach fills with dread.
"w-here are you going?" you squeak as you watch him button the last button on his previously wrinkle-free school shirt.
"home," he answers nonchalantly.
"b-but the photo?"
"and you should too, wouldn't want daddy dearest to file a missing person report," he teases, ignoring the questions regarding the photo he had taken.
you stare at him, "w-wait," you start only for jays glare to shut you up.
"shut up and clean yourself up, my cum is oozing down your leg you nasty bitch," he snaps before he's bending down to grab your clothes, handing them to you.
you hesitantly oblige, "w-what now?"
jay lets out a small sarcastic laugh, "what now?"
you nod, your body still shaking as you start to slide on your shirt—your bra long gone.
"now, you behave. you don't taunt, tease or bully, understand? or else-" he pulls out his phone, a picture of you fucked out with his dick still in you. your hair was messy and your lips swollen and read, marks scattered all of your upper body. "this gets sent around. got it?"
you nod slowly, swallowing harshly at his threat. your bottom lip wobbled as tears threatened to spill out of your eyes making jay coo. using two of his fingers to lift up your chin, he leans down to lick away the stray tears on your cheek, "don't cry sweetie, just don't be a bitch and you'll be fine."
he then grins, "i think i made you cum a few times, no?"
"h-huh?"
"'jays probably never made a girl cum before, he probably doesn't even know how to in the first place'," he mimicked with a lazy look.
"j-jay-" you start only for him to grab the nape of your neck to pull you close.
"listen to me and listen carefully brat, tomorrow you're going to apologize to me in front of everyone and you're going to do exactly as I say, understood?" he threatens, his eyes blazing daring you to defy him.
"or else, you know what," referring to the picture on his phone.
you whine at his harsh grip before nodding, "words brat."
"yes, sir."
"good."
he harshly lets go of you, your frail body toppling back slightly—bumping into the desk you were set on top of only a few minutes ago.
he starts to walk towards the door of the class, the keys that the teacher had trusted him with in his palm.
he reaches the door and grips the handle, stopping for a second to turn and look at you.
"oh, and don't wear panties tomorrow—i have a few things planned. have fun cleaning yourself up, __," he grins before leaving you behind.
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#hmm its been an interesting week i suppose#very busy in a good way. but that is always how it starts. i make myself so busy and it feels good and then i wobble and fall out of my body#so im feeling wary. also bc ive been under sleeping more than ususal but im not really tired but im also not boiling out of my skin with#energy. i just feel ok. so thats good. but also a demon in the back of my head is always like: then stay up all night. lets see how far we#can push this. which is not good. and in fact ive been proscribed like basically emergency mood stablizers to knock me out if i start like#losing my mind and not sleeping lol. bc i dont wanna b getting ready for something big and like completely unavailable to control my#ability to think. and ive also been proscribed birth control to get a handke on my fucked up hormones. so we'll see if that makes things#less all over the place. hopefully it works bc im so busy i kinda dont have time to like freak thr fuck out#but i am a lil apprehensive bc like i can count on my hormones to make me feel things when a lot of the time i dont have much emotional#range. so its like fuck finally i can cry abt this. or like fuck this is so beautiful. but then i also cant function sometimes#so i guess i just gotta see what happens. sigh. also the typical frustrating in having to read so much. like ppl hear im dyslexic and r like#oh do u want accommodation? like literally wtf r u gonna do to help me as a grad student? it just takes an agonizing amount of time to#understand thing. i have my computer read to me and i suffer. theres literally nothing else to b done abt it. and fucking next week i have#to teach a fucking lab abt reading scientific papers. they have to read a paper in class. fuck off. those r the types of exercises that make#me feel so fucking stupid. like do this thing right now. read it right here and answer questions abt it. and i fucking read it and retain#fucking nothing. im fucking 26 and literally in my grant writing class i have to apologize to every person before i give them feedback like#lol sorry i can barely fucking read. i fucking cant understand language. its fine but it sucks. theres nothing to do abt it. it just makes#me mad i have to teach a class that would have made me cry as an undergrad. so ill prob hold their hands thru it more than the other TAs#will. bc fuck u im not making them read a whole fucking paper in class. fuck u#plus the frustration of not being able to express myself well in thr moments. like theres a delay in my brain so i feel so dumb when im#trying to convey myself off the top of my head. like give me time and ill write it all out for u i just cant actually process wtf ur saying#to me. also i probably spaced out for a sec so i missed part of the convo lol. frustrating but at this point its just how it is. it makes me#more empathetic when i have to teach i guess. like listen ive got all kinds of fucking learning probs i just wanna help u learn something#how can i help? fucking dyslexia. god. i dont wanna prep for class this weekend. ive gotta show up like yea i kno reading papers is hard at#first but it gets easier! fuck u. its worth the suffering if i enjoy to topic but its always suffering. but thats what i get for going into#academia. thr dr who proscribed me stuff was like well sounds like u have a stress trigger and ur a phd student where life is stress... u#gotta figure out whats gonna work for u. sometimes thats a career change. not in like a pushy way just like: if what u do makes u suffer#then wtf r u doing? and hes got a point. but in contrast to what i was doing this is a massive improvement#well see if its manageable. ugh. i just wanna draw#unrelated
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