#comverse

[brainlessblazie]

ur right i was the kid that stood at the window at daycare and cried when my parent left howd u kno-- hey wwhyd u take the shackle off when i said that !!!!

[feluka]

one of the shittiest things about having a difficult childhood is that it makes conversations very awkward to navigate, because a lot of very common socializing topics revolve around childhood experiences and favourite childhood thing and hobbies, but you obviously can't respond with "well i wasn't allowed to have anything positive in my life!" to the poor person just wanting to start some small talk with you, they don't deserve to have that awkwardly dropped on them, so instead you just give very generic polite answers but that only works for a short while because at some point if ALL your answers are brief and generic, the other person assumes you're uninterested in the conversation or that you don't like them and don't wanna talk to them 😔 and socializing is very difficult to navigate TO BEGIN WITH regardless of childhood

[birbnest]

I've figured it out, why I'm always a bit thrown about people defending Blitz this episode. Like don't get me wrong Stolas has not been perfect and has to grapple with his classism/etc. But like, in my head, I've always gone, 'but that isn't the point of this episode/fight/current conflict' but didn't really have the words to explain. But now I do.

Because, the whole point of apology tour (and everything that built to it) is that even if Stolas was a perfect boyfriend, even if they didn't have the complicated power dynamic and Stolas being really demeaning, etc, none of it matters because it would always have ended the same. Blitz would always set fire to the relationship the moment he confessed his love, it's what he did with Verosika after all. It's what he's implied to have done with more than half the people at the party.

Stolas could have been perfect, and nothing truly would have changed. Blitz right now is incapable of letting someone love him without lashing out. The whole prince thing is just a convenient excuse to yell and scream about, it's not actually the point. Like don't get me wrong, there's truth to it, but Blitz is weaponizing it to shove Stolas away. If he didn't have that, he would find something else to use against him.

I love Blitz, but he's a terrible person. His trauma only explains his actions but doesn't justify them. Apology Tour is the episode that finally shoved in his face his fuck-ups in all their glory, and gave him the wake-up call to finally do something about them.

[misiahasahardname]

"oh you say your name different than i do!" that's because you're saying it wrong

"the way you pronounce it is so pretty!" that's because that's the way it's supposed to be pronounced

"is it Polish or something?" i'm literally Polish why wouldn't it be

[aemiron-main]

victor’s attitude towards henry’s radio on broadway really does send me every time i think about it because he was just there like “i am NOT raising an ipad baby-“

[napstabl00k]

am i allowed to be loved? after all that i’ve done? i don’t think it’s deserved. but where does deserving come into play at all? plenty of things happen to people that do not deserve it.

so maybe if i ask her to hold me and love me with clear eyes — not clouded by alcohol or sleep — and call me by my name instead of the son that she lost… maybe i can have that, just for the sake of having it.

[theriverbeyond]

disco elysium update i have GOT to start saving constantly my game just crashed and i need to replay like 30 minutes :/ im boo boo the fool 🤡😔

[lesbianpoetess]

hi so hi oh uhm its 1am,! great.

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ok 2022 i dk this really cool girl we call her genie dhed so nice yea and uh platonicaly of couse byt she fuck its so hot cause like im under a eighted vlanket qithout the air xndiintoet on. and its fucjing 30 degreesbohh fuck i dont think i can so rhis goodnight folls and savujg the fanfiction ibwas reading with the word i left cause i pit a locl on whatsapp ri stop me from trauma dumping at night and i keep putring thwwrong pin i lost myvpatience

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28272138/chapters/69283119?view_adult=true

“Do try not to faint from the shock,” Sherlock said, his hands still placid on the steering wheel, eyes on the road. “We’re making good time and I’d hate to have to pull over to revive you.”

[18catsreading]

Lila: we picked the wrong kid

Jaysohn: throws his arms up

Thorn: when you say picked, what do you mean?

Lila: I don't know, Jason just picked one and brought him with us

Thorn: picked one!

Lucas: I belong to Jason

Thorn: you belong to Jaysohn?

Lucas: yep

Thorn: troubling

I belong to my mom and to Jaysohn.

Thorn: I'm fucked

Lucas: I can't breathe

Thorn: your mom is gonna be so --

Jaysohn: look, you said, no look, you said I had to secrets, and look

Lila: his mom makes blue!!

Lucas: I don't know what blue is

Jaysohn: the light! The magic!

Lucas: yea my mom kind of does stuff with that

Thorn: okay, so you actually found secrets

Jaysohn: gestures at Lucas emphatically

Lila: Yea we know where the lab is let's go.

Lucas: yea I'll you whatever you want to know for some mint. I like it. I can breathe all the way.

Lila: he sucks

Lucas: I don't suck! I'm so good. I listened and the teacher was like: whatever.

Lila: you handed me a sandwich that was bread and a hard boiled egg

Lucas: have you had bread before?

Lila: no and it was bad

Lucas: okay

Jasper: truly all of Thorn's instincts are to put this child back in the school but Jasper is like, no, come with me.

Lucas: what are you going to do with me mister? Am I a part of your gang or not?

Thorn: welp. Let's go.

[hiddeninthe-veil]

handheld radios / walkie-talkies are an absolutely UNPARALLELED form of communication i love using them so so much

[misiahasahardname]

DEAR GOD

[f1-stuff]

tagged by @penaltyboxboxbox for lockscreen/homescreen/last song/pretty picture ! 💕

I will tag @c2-eh @vicsbasement @nottiinrosso and @f1amboyant if y’all are interested!

[nasatshirts]

WHY DOES ANXIETY SUCK SO BAD. TEXTING A NICE OLD GUY I MET AT A POST OFFICE AND MY ANXIETY IS LIKE HEY THIS IS THE START TO EVERY HORROR MOVIE YOUVE EVER WATCHED ACTUALLY. GET READY

[x-0h-m3-0h-my]

im (hopefully) going to my local synagogues friday evening shabbat service tomorrow and i am SO excited i cant even contain myself. i called yesterday to make sure it was okay for me to attend (and also ask about my conversion) and the lady i spoke to was so kind, i immediately felt so at home. she also said shed schedule me an appointment to speak to the rabbi :D

[generalluxun]

Chloé:So being from Martinique, you have a little French in you, right?

Alya: Yeah?

Chloé:would you like a little more?

Chloé has zero ranks in flirting. It's literally the only pickup line she knows, and she doesn't really understand it, only knows it is one.

Hence: it doesn't really make a lot of sense.

Alya: Are... are you saying you want to make out?

Chloé: Yes please, I'll have two.