#crows diary (ooc).

[listersdiary]

ANNE LISTER, selective ╱ indie rp account, cherished by CROW (she/her, 28, ⚢), NEW to Tumblr rp, 16 years of rp exp in general.

COMING SOON ... [carrd which contains: rules, biography, verses, and relationship links] This pinned post will be constantly edited and updated, so be sure to check back everyone in a while! (last update: Sep. 30, 2024)

⟢ PORTRAYAL. I do my best to bring the character(s) I love to life, I tend to stick to canon as much as I possibly can, that being said, I will be sticking to the portrayal of Anne that SURANNE JONES brings to life in the HBO/ BBC series, GENTLEMAN JACK. There will be very small nods to MAXINE PEAKE'S portrayal of Anne in THE SECRET DIARIES OF MISS ANNE LISTER (2010). ⟢ HISTORY. As you may or may not know, Anne Lister was a real person, she existed from 1791 to 1840. She was a diarist, a landowner, and a business woman, but most importantly, she's dubbed 'the first modern lesbian'. "Anne was known in her time for dressing always in black, without bothering to indulge in the feminine frills like the others of her sex. She was the 19th century equivalent of a “butch” lesbian, and she became known to locals as ‘Gentleman Jack.’ Her lesbian lifestyle, however, was one of the best kept secrets of her time." [annelister.co.uk] Within the pages of her diary Anne wrote about her day to day life in great mundane detail, however, the code in which she created to hide her lesbian lifestyle was the COMPLETE opposite. Anne Lister is an unwavering force of confidence with a tender heart that yearns to be loved and accepted in a world that rejects her and singles her out. She is a force that I, and millions of others, are forever inspired by. I wish to do nothing more than to make her existence known as SHE passionately wished for. If you are wanting to learn more about Anne Lister, I recommend the websites linked below for both educational purposes and for the sake of my muse I am portraying.

⟢ annelister.co.uk. ⟢ the life & loves of Anne Lister.

Any other media of Anne Lister can be consumed by the HBO/ BBC series Gentleman Jack, the 2010 film The Secret Diaries of Miss Anne Lister, YouTube interviews with the cast and crew of Gentleman Jack, Queer History podcasts and well... Google in general.

[lucycoralia]

🦋🧬💙💖

[azurefaire]

dork diaries but its a chaotic ooc collaboration journal between nicky and pepper ann. this def wan't an impulse thing after seeing a blank dork diaries cover on pinterest

there is many princess tutu stickers because i headcanon that nicky def came in contact with that show somehow after the series, had an anime phase (i know she hates cartoons but it happens somehow okay she gets chararacter development) specific to that type of show like tutu and utena/rov at an appropriate age and got over her fear of swans that were then replaced with a fear of ravens. like it's swan lake with DUCKS. cmon. then the crows/ravens come for her and she instinctively says "THE RAVENS BLOOD!!" to funny reactions

no this is not cause my tutu and pepper ann phases happened around a similar timeframe...

[dictatorshiprules]

[RP BLOG] Intro

(Text like this = OOC)

(this blog could contain some triggering topics though this post is pretty light, it does mention dungeons, dictatorship, and Implies harm) (also tw for bright red text)

Hello, Everyone. My name is Rain, I am the head-Persecutor of a system. I userped the throne “Host” “Leader of system” Sometime March 2022, and I’m here to talk about all the terrible things I’ve done to my kingdom “system” since most the alters are trapped in the dungeon, they will likely not be on this blog. This is sort of a diary/just blog , I guess

Pronouns: He/Him (only use “crow” pronouns if we’re close…”

I am a crow/bird creature and do not like to be referred to as a human.

I am a “dictator” I guess.

I don’t hurt those outside my system so…feel free to interact. (I will probably respond in character but u can clarify if it’s directed at me, the person running the blog) but I must say, I am a bit socially anxious..after all I am just a lone crow.

Hello, Multiples.

[yvonnesrespite]

❧ Late to your appointment, sweets? ❧

➵ MDNI; This blog is 21+  ➵ OOC Disclaimer: This is a gimmick blog as Yvonne from the game Love and Deepspace, and is not officially affiliated with the studio which created the game. The blog was merely created for recreational purposes!

❥ Rules

Be a decent person and respect my boundaries. Neglecting to do so will result in an immediate block and a stop to the interaction.

Basic rp etiquette is expected, so don’t god-mod, and acknowledge all ships are in their own separate AUs.

NSFW content in rps or conversations is fine so long as we’ve talked prior and you’re not smutting it up from the get go. However, dead dove stuff is off the table completely. Not a chance.

Be patient with response times. Constant nagging won’t be tolerated.

I’ll delete any asks that I cannot comprehend due to being poorly written, not in English, offensive, or completely unrelated to the purpose and contents of this blog.

Using my content to feed to an AI is strictly prohibited. Don’t try it, don’t consider it.

Keep it simple and in the LNDS universe. I don’t have braincells for multiple fandoms that I might not know.

I (the mun) have not done an ounce of any sort of medical studies. Don’t ask for medical advice. I’m usually looking these things up 99% of the time.

The behaviours, personality, and appearance of Yvonne are as I interpreted her from what little content we got of her in the game. Infold, please give my girl a 3D model at some point. 

❥ Post and Ask Tags

Posts About/From Mun: ♡ nurse off duty

Textposts and Thoughts: ♡ yvonne's diary

Non-RP Asks: ♡ akso askbulance

Anon Asks: ♡ [emoji/name] spillin' tea

Akso Staff Interactions: ♡ akso staff shenanigans

Ships: ♡ one steep forward, ♡ greYv train, ♡ nightingale; jermvonne

All Roleplays: ♡ lnds rp, ♡ nurse yvonne's rps

Roleplay Starters: ♡ defibroleplaytor charge

Fics, Drabbles, and Headcanons: ♡ gauze and glitter pens

Muse/Inspo: ♡ musings to mend

Art: ♡ healing hues

❥ Friends!

♡ Doctor Zayne ~ @zayne-snowman  

♡ Doctor Greyson ~ @drgreysonmd 

♡ Rafayel ~ @abysswalkers 

♡ Mephisto ~ @just-a-normal-crow 

♡ Jeremiah ~ @jeremiahofphilo

♡ Thomas ~ @thomasicism

♡ Nero ~ @wandererenthusiast1

♡ Astra ~ @sasstras-gaze

♡ mc ~ @aethercodeevol

♡ Sylus ~ @sylus-qin

♡ Luke and Kieran ~ @luk3nk13r4n

♡ Caleb ~ @caleb-in-the-cockpit

Taken Anons: 🧼

➵ This post will be updated as more info comes out and if important things change/come up, or if mun sees typos/errors lmao

➵ Divider art by mun, aka mahalkitart, aka "mahalkitheart" here on Tumblr.

[tundra-employee]

Introduction

Hi. I’ve been looking around this website more and, well, it seems I need to make an introduction of sorts?

Uhm, my name is Rory… I use he/they pronouns, I think… my memory isn’t so good lately. I’m… in my late twenties? Maybe? I don’t really remember. I work on The Tundra under Captain Lukas’s supervision. My job is to stay up in the crows nest all day and a good bit of the night too. I don’t actually do much, it’s too foggy to see anything mostly. But I’m sure I’m up here for a reason! Captain Lukas always knows what’s best for his crew :)

Updated: My name is Rory Green. I’m 28 years old. I believe I’ve become a fledgling avatar of a god called Forsaken. Currently I am stranded in London, trying to get back to the Tundra. Most of my emotions are lost to me, except for loyalty, admiration and anger. Occasionally I will have flickers of the others, but not for long.

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OOC: Hey guys! This blog is for role play and general fun. If you see me reblogging actual posts… uh it’s a mistake. I probably forgot to switch blogs again. Just ignore it. I’ll realize and delete it eventually. Rory has been marked by the desolation and is an avatar of the lonely NOTE: yes, I know cargo ships don’t have a crows nest, but consider. This is Peter Lukas’s cargo ship. Maybe he just wanted to have one so he could stick some poor sod up there to be extra lonely. Well guess who that poor sod is >:)

Content warnings for Rory’s story and how he will respond: high parallels of an abusive relationship, isolation, blind loyalty, manipulation (he is the victim of manipulation), memory loss, defense of an abuser.

Check out the #Rory’s appearance polls tag to participate in creating Rory’s appearance! At the end of all the polls I will draw him

Check out #Rory’s TMA Diary for pre-current time lore.

please send asks! I love getting them <3

I’ll do sfw and nsfw (will be marked as cw: suggestive) but will probably not do anything graphically sexual. Flirting or allusions are fine, as is anything implied. Rory will get very flustered quite easily, and may shut down such conversations.

[sheepinthebigcity]

ranking my fanfics from least to most shameful, according to AO3

TIE: gyro brings donald to the hospital and immediately forgets doing it and joel and mike are stuck on the SOL together (0% shameful) - oh ok tracks

crow and tom servo bring mike back from the dead (20% shameful) - good. that's a good fic. i think.

milo finds yossarian's diary (25% shameful) - it's dreadfully ooc so i think you guys should be more ashamed

TIE: lil helper sets up gyro and paperinik AND mr lunt has a guilt complex AND forreson fic i wrote for regan (33% shameful) - lil helper should be lower. mr lunt should be higher. forreson is fine where it's at.

crow dissociates in the rain (40% shameful) - self indulgent so tracks)

TIE: milo cheats on his wife with wintergreen and wishes he was cheating on his wife with yossarian and mike dyes his hair (50% shameful) - fair assessment.

webby finds shadow lena during a power outage (57% shameful) - another fair assessment, this is non canon

TIE: cathcart comes out as gay and ratchet gets involved with the gentleman thief (60% shameful) - ok i get the ratchet one but come on man the cathcart fic was GOOD

TIE: mad ducktor time travel fic AND mst3k reboot era christmas fic AND heterosexual shipping fic i wrote anonymously (75% shameful) - i understand for the anon one like i wrote that on anon but the other two i think were really good

petunia rhubarb learns what lesbians are (78% shameful) - you guys are just misogynist.

TIE: manny x glomgold crack fic and crow dealing with memory loss (100% shameful) - i get the manny x glomgold one even tho it only has one bookmark but COME ON MAN

[homefronttmoved]

tag drop.

[cornus27florida]

x"D IDK what's this anymore : Episode 147th The BBQ (Barbeque) part 1

-> no Patreon leak image for the change, I forgor where and I feel it will be nice to have Curtis in appron (actually not the first time, we seen once before when Nell warning him about Gwen going to the barn with were-spider Prez inside) - as the first image of the post. Also I want do simple for the change

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Curtis looked nice with an apron there, but Syrah - he definitely won’t wear that apron `kiss the cook` you prepared ahahahah. Also foods in Whitney’s slumber party really banging it, if only I didn’t need to watch my calories intake (and diseases histories in my family lineage) - I’ll inhaled those perfectly cooked meat steaks, burger patties, french friends, cheeses and more! Also bag of chips sounds nice as well for warm welcome and nice barbeque >w<

Laverne really clings to Whitney ahahaha, very fluffy Llama kinda like a very warm and thick blanket that wrapped Whitney from his head to mid body with a very tight nuzzle there -> like many confused where Laverne's appendages where as it seems seeped inside to Whitney hahaha

Also nice to see NelLie again! and poor Renee, your best friend currently going to Pastel palace with likely headaches due to reading some diary in a rushing carriage without blinking there! -> Renee’s note kinda cute there:

Bernadette and the OP background character congratulating Prez’ that she didn’t turns to be were-spider this month, but Prez looks unhealthy (few waves of intense cramping and splitting headaches every minute of every day) - I really hope that she won’t be turned to be were-spider anytime, because that cursed transformation makes her uncontrollable unlike Monika when turned to be crow. Later on Prez looks healthy enough when giving a demonstration though.. so I think she kinda OK, and even if worse will happen (feels like want to enters period, I think the answer is for her taking the delaying period pills again -> the side effects could be much worse, but the most important thing is Prez could keep her mind and avoids to do things that uncontrollable for her (like, I know some wished for Leland to be killed by Prez in cursed form or something, but that’s not the answer as making Prez a murderer (even though we know how evil Leland is) will affecting her really greatly in bad ways).

Now Frederick’s time! Poor the tiniest prince with the tiniest voice and his worst enemy: terrifying skill of communication - and I try to react his interactions with CPC members in parts ; with the trio (Abbi, Syrah, Monika), Saffron, and Prez.

A) With the trio Abbi, Syrah, Monika: Frederick hesitated because he thinks he’ll ruin the good mood of them during the slumber party, but turns out they are also missing and wondering about Gwen’s too that hasn’t shown up since ‘the romantic, end-of-the-night rendezvous. Syrah’s comment ``We get it, you two lovebirds are probably making out every day and we’re not gonna pry`` makes me giddy in chuckles. But IG the misunderstanding with the trio due to Frederick’s reply in tomato face, ``I haven’t seen her at all! I’ve been locked in a dungeon by my dad ever since the gala!`` → made the trio think the reason that Frederick locked up is due to being grounded because something too intimate makes Frederick and Gwendolyn need to be separated.. <Hence the blushing face of the trio espc from Monika there> 

Oh boi, if only that’s the case but the locked up is literal punishment by Leland to Frederick’s “failures” and to make sure he won’t mess things up again - This my attempt to find excuse of the somewhat seeming OOC-ness of the trio to not thinking that Frederick being locked up seriously, they simply misunderstanding things espc after Frederick outburst with red face telling that he never seen Gwen since the gala due to being locked up by his dad

B) With Saffron -> thanks a lot for being supportive, bro!

Sorry I have nothing much to say because it's distracted to Saffron's heart-shaped 'tattoo' - RIP Saffron's first date ;-;

C) With Prez -> sadly Prez still not grabbing the situation, but one thing I love is we finally have more deeper interactions between her and Frederick (like, I am counting the days when Frederick realizes from Prez retelling that Gwen shackled her own self-worth's opinion to him and his love - similar to what Lilyth does to Jackie) - she even saying things that total opposite of what Frederick used to hear (small, weak boy).

Well at least Frederick won't be throw up vomiting due to being 'flipped over by princesses' because he likely been days starved by Leland at the prison *smiling sadly in anguish*

=========================================== Theory's ramble portion - is about Frederick to his brothers

Frederick trying to explain that he ruined everything with Gwen (as he thinks he's the sole reason of all of her pains and sadness, when we know things actually more complex than that : blaming solely Frederick isn’t the answer) and there’s fights between Pastel princesses and Plaid princes - that he thinks because the awful thing that he did when first meeting Gwen (calling her ugly), but CPC already knew it - so it’s the reason why he got attacked when first meeting CPC

The trio still thinking Frederick misunderstanding things, but one thing is clear: he finally connected the dots of the reason Gwendolyn is the part of the CPC (ran down after crying heard that she’s called ugly - into the forest and stumbled upon CPC ‘really kind people that helped her in a lot of ways’ + Gwen confronted about it to him once already, but due to their poor communication skill - Gwen cutting the confrontation speeches while Freddie thinks she confronted him due to pulling off to cliff not the awful comment) and why CPC is so hostile towards him the first time they’re meet -> Agreed with comment that Freddie isn’t playing dumb during CPC intruder arc), he’s just truly dumb there (but to be fair on idiocy level, he’s smarter than Jackie because he realized what’s wrong about their love interest much quicker and also more aware of things around) TvT

 Poor Frederick sprawled in the ground part 1

When Abbi reassure Freddie to chills out and forget everythings the night (even handed a bag of chips, that later on be comedic aspect as breathing bag for Freddie who got panic attack later on), Frederick stands up instantly and exclaimed there’s no time to chill - as Leland, Blaine, and Lance are on their way to Pastel palace to do something to the Pastel Princesses. He doesn’t know because purposely not getting in the plan, but I hope the conversations in the prison could helps Frederick to connecting dots which are; Leland want Frederick to stay back so his plan won’t be ruined anymore [but here we are with Frederick out there, the catalyst of Leland’s plan breakage], coming to the Pastel kingdom tonight is considered ‘an errand’ but there’s troop involved, everything that Plaid kingdom do is for power - the all-knowing power/the Omniscient Clam, the big event is tomorrow at Corduroy canyon and Frederick will be included.

The engagements were fake (told by Leland actually, and we know Blaine and Lance doesn’t give definite answer to how they actually feeling for the Princesses) -an act `of affections for few princesses`, their relationships for Leland is just some scheme for Plaid kingdom’s power grab → actually we know it’s more petty obsession to wrecking Jack 

his brother told him themself, for the power grab by Leland

That’s one thing that Frederick (and us readers as well) could misunderstand, does Blaine and Lance really couldn’t care less about an alliance between the Pastel and the Plaid kingdom - or about Frederick? As at the Gala, CPC teamed up with Blaine and Lance to stop the bullies to harassing him.. but there’s concern which could make it or break it the piece of trust that Frederick to his brothers, which as the followings that Syrah said;

`Frederick's a part of the Plaid kingdom, and we'll rip the limbs off of anyone who interferes with the Plaid kingdom`

Because that statement will strengthen Frederick’s trust _if_ Blaine and Lance considers him as their precious little brother Poor, but will breaking the trust in dust _if_ Frederick spat out to not being part of Plaid’s kingdom anymore <which I feel the latter is likely that will happen due to me tend to be pessimistic, and Blaine that likely spat out that while Lance keep silent again/could he finally stands up for his lil’ bro?

-> Learning that CPC+Blaine+Lance might kill the bullies, Frederick fell to panic attack again and wondering if the bullies even still alive (imho doesn’t matter, as long the bullies out of the sight and never appears again)

Frederick sprawled in the ground part 2

===========================================I also want to talk about 2 biggest cockblocker in CPC history told in this episode: Saffron's cursed hand (fanon named: Thaddeus) & Curtis (for WhitnErnia ship) - haha poor them

Welp well like what Whitney's feeling, I feel now enough. ADIOS

I am leaving but if anyone want to interact anything be it comment - reblog - or anything, I am still there ><

[breadandsugar]

hi everyone <33

this is a c!niki ask & rp blog run by @thekaycat. it will depict both canon and a bit of fanon bits, starting from the pre-execution arc. this will be run as if c!niki has a blog herself rather than a 3rd-person rp style.

companion blog to:

c!phil: @antarctic-malewife (run by @bunfloras)

c!techno: @antarctic-anarchist (run by @accursed-worm)

c!ranboo: @enderchestappreciation (run by @the-blaze-empress)

c!ghostbur: @cornflower-friend (run by @venetapsi)

c!quackity: @black-tie-beanie (also run by @accursed-worm) c!tommy: @pog-wife-haver (run by @novaliae)

asks are submitted via the diary writing (that's how chat appears to niki canonically and she also just calls them chat)! feel free to interact as much or as little as you want, whether it be with questions, media, or thoughts. please refrain from sending in anything shipping related, unless it is niki and puffy, which is confirmed to be canon. however, their relationship will probably be depicted as more of a qpr :D

feel free to repeat questions too, niki goes through. a lot of development so, for example, her relationship with characters will change a lot over time.

main tags used in interactions/posts:

#diary writings - asks

#thoughts run wild - original post

#hallucination - ooc

#anarchist pig - c!techno

#anarchist crow - c!phil

#journal buddy - c!ranboo

#him. - c!wilbur

#my beloved - c!puffy

#ducks and quackers - c!quackity

#trouble making child - c!tommy

tagging them all on this post for nav <3

[my-love-peterp]

Mistaken Chapter Three

Word Count: 2807 THERE ARE NO ENDGAME SPOILERS, THIS IS A DELAYED UPLOAD FROM AO3

Fic Summary: Peter Parker has been given the responsibility of bringing in a new recruit. Now, as an adult, he realizes that none of the trashy YA novels he read in high school could have prepared him for this. There was a storm on the horizon, and all they could do from the Tower is watch.

Chapter Summary: So we’ve got a little of Peter’s point of view to start the chapter off, might be a little OOC but I figure he’s probably changed a lot, post-Infinity War. Also more smut, but not the healthy or fluffy kind, just two broken people being broken. ALSO after this chapter, it’s going to start diverging from my AO3 fic because now I can introduce Carol Danvers. 

Warnings: language, underage (barely) drinking, smutty smut, mentions of the snappening, again NO ENDGAME SPOILERS

Chapter One  Chapter Two

Peter had never seen anything like her.

Over the past week, he’d been in the room for every moment of Kaida’s introduction to the team and her new life.

On that first day, after seeing her all but naked and needing to quickly run for a quick shower before training started, he’d gotten to see her in action.

There was no taking it easy or soft starts for new Avengers. They started with a brisk 10k, after which it didn’t even look like she had broken a sweat.

Then she’d been pushed in his direction. This was a routine Peter had become accustomed to by now, with a few new recruits filling up the roster, primarily temporary placements by SHIELD as they recruited enhanced individuals. Peter was the first line of hand to hand combat examination because while he wasn’t overly skilled, he was obviously extremely agile and very strong.

Kaida cocked her head at him and cracked her knuckles. “Give it all you’ve got Bug Boy, I’m not holding back.”

She and Peter had circled each other for a few seconds before she lunged, aiming a blow at his face that, unfortunately for him, was a ruse to get him to block upward, leaving his sides unprotected. With a quick jab to his kidneys, he grunted and instinctively bent over, nearly face planting with a strangled screech as Kaida then swept his legs out from under him.

He rolled over and she was immediately on top of him, pinning him down. “Easy as pie,” she crowed in his face, taunting him with a wink. Angry that he’d been made a fool of so easily by this girl, he channeled all his strength into flipping over her over and pinning her down on the mat. She grunted and struggled, but Peter’s hands were like iron, easily encircling both wrists and caging her hips in with his knees. His grasp was inescapable. But Peter, it seemed, could only make mistakes around this girl.

Fire flaring in his eyes, he bent his head to whisper in her ear, “It doesn’t pay to be cocky Kai, now who’s big and bad?”

Her breath caught for a second as she tensed below him, and a moment later Peter was tossed into the air, screaming as Kai had managed to open her palm and blast him up and away from her.

“Not cool, Kai. You know that powers are off limits,” Peter croaked indignantly. The other, observing Avengers cackled at Pete’s distress, even Natasha looked slightly impressed.

“Still me, it would seem,” she said, answering his goaded remarks and popping right to her feet and turning on her heel and walking towards the rest of the team that had decided to come in and spectate that morning.

Perhaps not so strangely, Peter noted, only Mr. Stark was missing.

It was then unanimously decided that her next test would be facing Natasha in hand to hand combat. He thought he couldn’t be more impressed or dumbfounded by this woman, but as the day progressed, Peter almost had to pinch himself. She matched Natasha jab for jab, move for move like it was as easy as breathing to her. “Holy shit,” he heard Clint mutter next to him.

“Wait, you mean we didn’t know she could… well, do that?” Peter gestured helplessly towards the Master Assassin and the twenty-year-old runaway who was proving to be her match in every way.

“No kid, we had no idea. We don’t know shit about her. Not even Fury does, despite our digging and searching. She’s essentially a ghost. But we figured… Well, after she stopped that school building from collapsing a few weeks ago until all the kids got out, we figured she couldn’t really be a threat. After all, it put her on our radar in a big way. An enemy operative would have known better, acted differently…”

Clint’s explanation petered off into silent awe as he saw Natasha, the Black Widow tap out, calling a cease-fire, if not surrender. No one had ever seen that. No one had ever done that without extensive training over the years. But this spitfire who ran away with a suitcase full of books and apparently sleeps with billionaires… She could.

“If you all are done staring,” Nat snapped them all out of their shocked stupor, “I believe we all have the training to do. Kaida, Banner wants you in the lab next. F.R.I.D.A.Y. will show you the way.

“Actually, Nat, I’m supposed to head up to the lab anyway, we’re working on testing the exact trigger to my Spidey senses, so I can just show her the way.” Natasha just inclined her head in an obvious dismissal so he took off jogging after the rapidly disappearing figure.

He skidded to a halt next to her. “Who are you?” He asked without hesitation.

“That seems to be the question of the day, isn’t it Peter. But I came here under the agreement that my past didn’t matter and I don’t intend to hash that out with anyone, least of all you,” she huffed and just kept walking.

“But, how did you get your abilities? Like, I was bitten by a radioactive spider. Wanda was experimented on with the Mind Stone and well… everyone knows Captain’s story…” Peter again trailed off after he realized, belatedly, that she had frozen and begun panting and trembling like a leaf.

Peter recognized this, understood what the clenched jaw and wildly roaming eyes meant. Something he said had triggered a panic attack, but he just wasn’t sure what. But then, as though it wasn’t a big deal, her mask of calm indifference slipped back over her features and she resumed walking.

“Just shut up Buggy. And if you mentioned what just happened to anyone, I will not hesitate to relentlessly humiliate you with all the weird shit you keep in your room and write in your diaries.”

“Ex-excuse me?!” Peter cried out. “Who the fuck let you into my rooms?”

“No one, Peter. Unless you count me. Good luck getting your friend Ned laid though, it sounds like it’s been an exhaustive search so far. You’re a good friend. When you’re not being a huge idiot.”

Peter didn’t know what to say to that so he just kept leading her to the lab.

A few hours later in the lab with Bruce and Tony. 

“How did you say you came to have powers again?” Dr. Bruce Banner spluttered as he reread the data from his most recent blood and DNA tests.

“Uh… I didn’t but, I’ve always had them, at least for as long as I can remember. My parents never mentioned anything. My sister wasn’t gifted either. Which would make one think we weren’t really sisters, but we’re identical twins so it’s hard to miss the relation, but you know how it is these days-.”

“Excuse me, what did you just say?” I jerked in surprise as I heard none other than Tony Stark speak from the doorway which was directly behind me.

“Uh, I was just going to comment on the state of truth and relevance in modern-day America… something tells me that’s not what you’re talking about though. My twin sister, Nadia, she never had any gifts. At least, none that were overtly obvious. But we did have this strange connection, mentally. We could feel each other.

Thoughts and emotions, even pain sometimes.”

“And where is she now, your sister,” Bruce asked after a moment of stunned silence. My expression must have told them everything they needed to know because no one pressed it further.

“Let me see the charts, Banner. What do you see in there?” Wordlessly Banner handed Tony the papers he held in his hand, which Tony grudgingly accepted, despite his disgust at being handed literally anything.

“Well kid,” he said after a moment, “It doesn’t appear that you’re entirely… human. I’m not sure what you are but it’s absolutely not solely human.

Instead of the spluttering and probably generally overexcited reactions that he had anticipated from me, I just looked up and into his eyes before smirking and remarking that “you certainly weren’t calling me ‘kid’ last night.”

Bruce choked on his coffee, again, receiving what I could only imagine to be a terrifying death glare from Tony. He then shortly excused himself.

“So Stark, how’s it feel to know you’ve fucked an alien?” My eyes raked up and down his form, decidedly provocative.

“Didn’t your mother ever teach you it’s not a good idea to poke the bear in the room,” he asked, hardly looking up from her chart. He was treating her flippantly, almost distantly. And that simply wouldn’t stand.

“You know, Mr. Stark, I could think of some other… ‘endurance tests’, if you will, that we could perform right here. In the name of science, of course,” I purred as I slipped down on to my knees in front of him.

He certainly didn’t stop me as I peeled down the waistband of his sweatpants and boxers, half-hard cock coming back to life.

I could tell when he was getting close, but instead of letting me finish him off and cumming down my throat, he pulled me up and bent me over the cold, metal work table and set to work taking off my leggings before slipping up and inside of me without any resistance.

“God Kaida, so tight and wet. And all for me.” It wasn’t but I wasn’t about to correct him as he pounded into me from behind, grabbing me by the hair and yanking my head back so he could lean forward and kiss along my neck. The tiny sensation of pain sent bolts of pleasure through my core and seconds later I was coming undone. But Tony, it seemed, was far from finished with me. He picked me up and pressed my back into one of the support pillars in the lab.

Unfortunately for him, the lab door was still open, which we both had been too oblivious to rectify. A slight shriek and a clatter had Tony looking up and over my shoulder as I twisted around to see the commotion. Rhodey, Steve and Peter were standing in the doorway, holding five coffees between the three of them. Six if you counted the one now spilled all over the floor.

Rhodey looked exasperated but not surprised, Peter looked like a nun who had mistakenly found herself in an adult toy store. Steve, well, Steve was unreadable to me. The stoic faced super soldier never dropped his gaze and gave nothing away.

Instead of pulling away or, I don’t know, stopping anything that he was doing, Tony continued to shallowly thrust into me and circle my clit with his thumb as he winked before glancing back towards the doorway.

“Boys, if you could give us a moment, we have a bit of an… well a test of endurance of sorts and we’d hate for the evidence to be skewed by outside forces,” he jested before commanding F.R.I.D.A.Y. to close the door to the lab and tint all windows to shutter us in privacy again.

“I can’t believe Steve-fucking-Rogers just saw me getting fucked,” I muttered as Tony repositioned himself and began to languidly stroke in and out of me.

“I can’t believe he looked like he wanted to join.”

My heart stuttered and was heard on the monitor. Tony simply took that as a cue to blow my back out.

As I came around him for the third time in the lab, he simply leaned down and whispered something along the lines of him being the only one who could fuck me like I needed to be fucked.

I was too tired and limp from pleasure to argue with him.

“So, uh, not to sound ungrateful but what exactly am I even doing here?” I asked Tony as he fastened his belt buckle as I reclined on the hospital-esque bed the doctor had used when drawing my blood and taking tissue samples.

“Recalibrating after being worked over by an expert, I’d imagine,” came Stark’s snarky reply. I, honestly, don’t know why I expected a serious answer.

“You sure like to stroke your own ego, old man,” I fired right back, bringing my arms behind my head to lounge while he typed away and entered various data points onto his monitor. “No, seriously, why am I here doing all this,” I gestured to the room and testing sites but really meaning my entire presence amongst internationally-known superheroes. “How’d you even find me in the first place? It’s not like I was stopping buses or crashing planes like Bug Boy. I just…”

“You and me both, kid. But as for finding you, social media is a terrible curse and a blessing in disguise. You’ve gained quite a reputation just from your small deeds, but really what set it off was the sch-.“

“The school,” I finished with a groan, letting my head bounce back as I covered my face with my hands, massaging my temple. “You try to do one good thing and then all of a sudden, you’re expected to continually prevent everyday tragedies. All I wanted to do was go home after my shift at work.”

“Yeah explain that one to me, bucko. You’re just heading to fuck off when you hear sirens and kids screaming and decide for the first time, to actually really use your powers. Why?”

The answer was simple, actually. The kids I could hear were the same age as my nephew would be wherever he was now. So I’d tossed up my hood and prevented a burning building from collapsing on top of a bunch of innocent kids. And of course, the press had a field day with that.

But I wasn’t about to tell Tony any of that. Ever.

“Fine, don’t say anything. But that’s why. You showed you had the capacity for good in a big way. And to be honest, we wanted to snatch you up before SHIELD or worse could come creeping in and saddle you up with them.”

More silence. Then, a timid knock on the door. F.R.I.D.A.Y. announced that it was Captain Rogers who waited on the other side of the door and Tony muttered his command to open the doors up.

He didn’t even lower his gaze or blush as he took both Tony and I in. Instead, he stared me down, eyes boring into mine until I was forced to look down and examine his thin, gray cotton tee that hugged his pecs so tight it left nothing to the imagination. I felt blood rush to my face and the tips of my ears burn.

So much for the prim, proper and prude Captain the media marketed him as. I suppose recent events forced everyone to change. There was no such thing as innocence anymore. Not really.

Cap’s burning gaze finally left mine, turning on Tony instead. Walking to my side, he handed me a cup full of the richest Americano I’d ever smelled. It was exactly what I needed at that moment.

Without turning to glance back at me as he handed Tony his own cup, he murmured, “mind giving us some time alone, Kaida? There are a few things we’ve been needing to discuss.

I just nodded and slid off the bed, sweatpants bunching up around my waist. I had no intention of actually leaving though.

As I walked through the door and a few steps down the hall, I waited two seconds before becoming a shadowy puddle and gliding along the side of the hallway that held the still open door to the lab. Moments later, Steve poked his head out and around, checking to make sure the floor was clear before pulling the door closed behind him. Like doors had ever stopped me before.

“So Cap, what’s got your Star Spangled panties in a twist this time?” Tony jabbed without hesitation.

Steve tensed his shoulders, letting out a rough, almost anxious sigh. “When are you going to own up to your grief and stop being such a slut, Tony? It’s been almost a year now since Pepper died. You’re compromising yourself, you know this. You know, it is so like you to start banging the first new female recruit we’ve had in years. Is that why you pushed so hard to bring her in? Just to chase some new tail?!”

Honestly, I wouldn’t have been surprised if the answer was ‘yes’. Seemed like a Stark thing to do. And in a weird, twisted way, I got it. Sort of.

“You know what, this conversation is over. Just because you haven’t been laid in over 70 years doesn’t mean you get to pull the morality card. No, Capsicle, I think we’re done here. F.R.I.D.A.Y. lock up the lab after Rogers and I. I’m going out.”

[shilohrph]

i don’t know how to not write eight hundred words when asked simple questions. so this is stupid long. whoops ?

ooc name / alias: shiloh / shy / shi / that bitch™

age & pronouns: 21+ & she / her

zodiac sign: taurus

skeletons(s) you’re interested in / applying for: i’m trying to decide between a noah centino hera or a maia mitchell demeter. i’m having a hard time choosing which one, though ! i keep settling on one and then getting ideas for the other.  the struggle is real, friends. i just don’t know.

favorite rp tasks & events: i love tasks that ask you to dive deeper into your character. moodboards, playlists, self-paras, questionaires. all of that good stuff. i think having a character write x amount of diary enteries would be a fun one, because you could have some characters do food diaries, some do diaries from when they were kids, some who gather drawling from online and use those if their muses aren’t writers. a timeline of the characters lives with x amount of entries/important dates ? honesty hour. uhm. i’ll stop there. as for events: picture it, a toga party. i’m just sayin’. the electricity being out for a week due to a storm or something. something that would cause a lot of people from out of town to come there, like a music festival or fashion week. oh my god, what about a renascence fair ? yes ! also, i’ve always wanted to see a marathon in an rp. people training for the run, people cheering on the sidelines. possible injuries. good times that let me exercise vicariously.

what kind of plot drops would you like to see in this group?: i’m dumb and don’t know the difference between plot drops and events. i guess events are just for fun while plot drops further the plot ? besides drops that involve bits and pieces of their memory returning and the chaos that results from that, i think it would be fun to base drops around what’s going on with the characters. so maybe not have a whole bunch planned out and sorta play it by ear ? like, a birthday party for one character or a proposal event thing for another or a baby shower or... i don’t know. just stuff based around what’s relevent to what’s going on with the characters/the latest, greatest ‘tea’.

what are you most excited about? looking forward to? honestly i just love being in small-ish groups ? it’s so fun to plot relationships when you have multiple characters and connections to consider. like, that character is this character’s best friend but my character is enemies with character two, so how does it effect their relationship with character 1 ? i do a lot of indie rping, so i miss the group environment and watching & participating in all these interconnecting plots. so that’s for sure what i’m most excited about.

last show you’ve bingewatched: the society. i have a really short attention span so i hardly ever binge shows, but that one hooked me and i watched it all in one day.

top three favorite fictional characters: margo hanson from the magicians tv show, stevie bell from the ‘truly, devious’ book series, and nina zenik from the ‘six of crows’ & ‘nikolai’ duology !

the perfect wedding song according to you: so, i have no intention of ever getting married. ever. it’s just not for me. but ! i do really love ‘new years day’ by taylor swift for a wedding song, because i like the idea of loving someone through the huge events as well as during the small, quiet, maybe not-so-fun moments. also, ‘you are in love’ by taylor swift was the song i heard in my head while i was maid of honor for my two best friend’s at their wedding. so. those two ! but really, i feel like if you feel a connection to a song and it relates to your feelings for your partner, then that’s the perfect wedding song.

[lucycoralia]

Is time for sleeping.💤🦋💖

[artemis-entreri]

(OOC) What are your muse’s aesthetics?

[[ What are your muse’s aesthetics?

BOLD any which apply to your muse! Remember to REPOST!

Feel free to add to the list!

Tagged by: @faroutfrostgiant, thanks for thinking of me! :D <3

[ COLORS ] red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. gray. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal gray. forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green.

[ ELEMENTS ] fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. high noon.

[ BODY ] claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. freckles. bruises. canine. scars. scratches. wounds. burns. spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short. tall. normal height. muscular. piercing. tattoos.

[ WEAPONS ] fists. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. kitchenware.

[ MATERIALS ] gold. silver. platinum. titanium. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics.

[ NATURE ] grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. tulips. lavender. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. ocean. river. lake. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rainforest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains.

[ ANIMALS ] lions. wolves. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs. bunnies. praying mantises. crows. ravens. mice. lizards. werewolves. dragon, pony. alligator.

[ FOODS/DRINKS ] sugar. salt. candy. bubblegum. wine. champagne. hard liquor. beer. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. apple. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos. pizza. ambrosia. soup. cheese.

[ HOBBIES ] music. art. watercolors. gardening. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. writing. composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games.computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. piano. violin. flute. guitar. electric guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. bells. playing cards. poker chips. gambling. chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. running. parkour.

[ STYLE ] lingerie. armor. cape. dress. tunic. vest. shirt and tie. boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earrings. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. gorget. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sunglasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup.

[ MISC ] balloons. bubbles. cityscape. light. dark. candles. war. peace. money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. hugs. dreaming. daydreaming. honor.

Tagging: I’m pretty late to the party so I don’t know who’s already been tagged and who hasn’t. >_> If this looks interesting to you and you want to do it but haven’t been tagged, feel free to say that I tagged you! :D ]]

[jellyrollin-yo]

BOLD what applies to your muse. Remember to REPOST. Feel free to add to the list.

-Kichi Fukiku

[ COLOR ] red. brown. orange.  yellow. green. blue.  purple.  pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. grey. lilac.  metallic. matte.  royal blue.  strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream.  mint green. magenta. pastels. bubblegum pink. blood red. ivory.

[ ELEMENTAL ] fire. ice. water.  air.  earth. rain.  snow. wind. moon.  stars.  sun.  heat. cold.  steam. frost. lightning. sunlight.  moonlight.  dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. clouds. light.

[ BODY ] claws. long fingers. fangs.  teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. freckles. bruises. canine. scars. scratches.  ears. wounds. burns.  spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat.  tears. feline.  chubby. curvy.  short. tall. normal height. muscular. slender. trained. piercings. tattoos.  strong. weak.  shapeshifting. junoesque. svelte. long hair. short hair. dark circles. big. small. prosthetic. experimented. cyborg. halos. horns. tails. wolfish.    

[ WEAPONRY ] fists.  sword. dagger. spear.  scythe. bow and arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes.  whips. knives. throwing knives.  pepper sprays.  tasers. machine guns.  slingshots.  katanas.  maces. staffs.  wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. power loader.  flamethrower.  metal rod. shotguns. needles.  

[ MATERIAL ] gold. silver. platinum. titanium. diamonds.  pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron.  rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain.  paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. copper. silk. velvet.  denim. linen.  cotton.  charcoal. clay.  stone. asphalt.  brick. marble.  dust. glitter. blood.  dirt.  mud. smoke.  ash.  shadow.  carbonate.  rubber.  synthetics. yarn. slime. ivory.

[ NATURE ] grass. leaves. trees.  bark. roses. daisies.  tulips.  holly.  lavender. lilies.  petals. thorns. sunflowers. seeds. hay.  sand. rocks.  snow. ice. roots. flowers.  ocean.  river.  lake. meadow. forest. desert.  tundra. savanna. rain forest.  swamp. caves. underwater.  coral reef. beach.  waves. space. stars.  clouds. mountains. fungi.  cliffs.  sunlight.

[ ANIMALS ] lions. wolves.  black panther. eagles. owls.  falcons. hawks.  swans. snakes. turtles.  ducks. bugs.  roaches.  spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs.  bunnies.  praying mantis. crows. ravens.  mice. lizards.  frogs. bears. werewolves. unicorns.  pegasus.  dinosaurs. dragons. felines.  foxes. centaurs.  

[ FOOD/DRINK ]  sugar. salt. water. candy.  bubblegum. wine. champagne. hard liquor. beer. coffee. tea. spices.  herbs. apple. orange. lemon.  cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate.  cream.  caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos.  pizza.  vanilla. cookies.

[ HOBBIES ] music. art. piercing. watercolors. gardening.  knitting. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. fencing. riding. writing.  composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing.  acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology.  cameras.  video cameras.  video games. computer.  phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. poetry. philosophy.  cds. records. vinyls.  cassettes.  piano. violin.  cello.  guitar. electronic guitar.  bass guitar.  harmonica. synthesizers. harp. woodwinds.  brass. trumpet.  flute. drums. bells. playing cards.  poker chips.  chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing.  tree climbing. running. vivisection. science

[ STYLE ] lingerie. armor. cape. dress. robes. suit. tunic. vest. shirt. boots. heels. leggings. trousers.  jeans. skirt. shorts. jewelry.earrings. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant.  hat. crown. circlet.  helmet. scarf. neck tie.   brocade. cloaks. corsets.  doublet. chest plate. gorget. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses.  sunglasses. visor.  eye contacts. makeup. pantyhose. stockings.  thigh highs. eyepatch. collar. harness, strapped shoes, strapped anything

[ MISC ] balloons.  bubbles. cityscape. landscape. light. dark. candles. war. peace. money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary.  fairy lights.  madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. realism. loneliness. anger. family. friends. assistants.  co-workers.  enemies. lovers. loyalty.  smoking. alcohol. drugs. kindness. love. embracing. heroes,

I got tagged by @beinghawkish (huntress senpai noticed me i think thats how japanese works) @tinyqote and @salted-earth

Tagging: A whole lot of people but in particular @fyuha @stiltedtomes @taracelica @anasitka @kiralashine @xaruun @neeeeeela-ffxiv @the-dead-witch @thedude-ffxiv @marjiandco @captain-rez and all of @cassie-qq‘s babbies and @mangiyko-ooc (you may be a starwars blog but I KNOW YOU HAVE OCS TOO)

[lennoxfraser-blog]

ooc week: day five

Favourite band(s): currently i’m into kpop............. so my favourite bands are EXO, BTS, GOT7, SHINee. but overall i like -- one direction (rip anyone from old OL remember when i first got into them....... i was shamed), the beatles, florence and the machine, green day, fall out boy, the killers, city & colour, patd, idk i listen to anything and everything. most of these are my Founding Fathers (fob, green day, patd) that i listened to in my formative years as an emo kid, so i can’t let them go. 

Favourite song(s): listen....... “in my life” by the beatles is probably my favourite song of all time. “beekeeper” by keaton henson, “foreigner’s god” by hozier, and “this is your life” by the killers are all really important to me.

Favourite book(s): the bell jar by sylvia plath.

Favourite quote: “I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart: I am, I am, I am.” - the bell jar, sylvia plath.

Favourite movie(s): hm i’m terrible w/ movies. “the fall” is still really important and amazing to me. “HP&PoA” is definitely like top five. “fantastic mr. fox” always makes me laugh and puts me in a good mood. 

Favourite tv shows: right now i’m into kdramas so idk if they count, so i’ll just say i love “w,” “weighlifting fairy kim bok joo,” and “goblin.” western shows, i’m into like........ none atm but in the past, i love the vampire diaries, supernatural, doctor who, lost, community, outlander (!!!!!), sense8, game of thrones, etc.

Are you active in any fandoms right now? ...... the kpop fandom......

What fandoms were you active in? mAN like... the 1d fandom until a year ago bc they broke my heart. i was active in the hp fandom, the book fandoms, etc. i tend to really only be into one thing at one time, so right now it’s everything k-related, but i still love a lot of things, i’m just not active in them really.

What tv shows or movies did you watch as a child that were fundamental to how you grew up? grease & the rocky horror picture show are my Founding Movies - we didn’t watch kid shows in my house lol. when i got older and could decide more for myself, i was really really into pokemon, dinotopia (does anyone rmr this shit omg), digimon.... i was a dinosaur/monster/animal kid. and then harry potter came along and that was me done for life.

What’s one thing you collect(ed): pokemon cards!!!! i also collected this dinosaur fact sheet book thing, where you ordered sheets on dinosaurs and they came in the mail, and you clipped them into a binder. my nan ordered them for me ;~; 

Spotify or youtube? i feel like opening spotify is such an ordeal but searching on youtube for music is a bitch, so. spotify.

Netflix or those sweet, sweet illegal downloads? listen........... i download because i don’t have netflix.

Have you ever been to a concert? If so, whose? *cracks knuckles* there isn’t a lot to do in australia and no one ever comes here so when they do!! we go all in!!! my first ever concert was My Chemical Romance, and I’ve seen them three times in total. I’ve seen Fall Out Boy twice, Green Day once, One Direction once, i’ve seen Panic! at the Disco (who had The Academy Is... and Cobra Starship opening for them omg) once, i’ve seen Mumford & Sons, Katy Perry, Troye Sivan, The Paper Kites, Michael Buble, Paramore, and i think that’s it. i’m seeing Panic! in a week and a bit!!!!

OTP: uhm... i think Remus Lupin/life. i really like wolfstar though. i also really like Nina/Matthias (from the book six of crows), blue/gansey (from TRC), ronan/adam (from TRC).

NOTP: snape/lily is literally...... disgusting, and i want to fight bare knuckled with anyone who ships them. meet me at dawn.

Currently watching: “hwarang” and “goblin,” which are both kdramas. i’m also rewatching “outlander.”

Currently reading: a darker shade of magic by v.e schwab. it’s interesting so far!

Currently listening to: right this second, it’s “relevator eyes” by the paper kites. in general, it’s been a lot of BTS.

If you could make everyone read one book, which would it be? tell the wolves i’m home, by carol rifka brunt. em is the one who told me about this book, and it honestly changed my life. it’s about a girl who loses her uncle to aids, and in the wake of his death, she gets to know his boyfriend. it’s weird and beautiful and magical, and i wish everyone could read it.