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If you haven't gotten to this yet...
Xavier is talking about Lumiere. Aka himself.
I wonder if he feels awkward or if he's just nonchalant about it. I'm curious.
🤔🤔🤔
#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace#lnds#lnds xavier#love and deepspace xavier#love and deepspace lumiere#lnds lumiere#curious thoughts#random musings#love and deepspace wish#lnds shimmering moonlight#love and deepspace shimmering moonlight
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Todays Realization
On the way into work the realization of tattoo placement dedication is on some of my touch sensory spots. I know why I got them but realizing why I want more in certain places more than ever is cause of that sensory I crave. 🤯
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I’ve noticed sometimes that there are blogs I really like (and even ones I don’t follow) that respond to anons in a way that feels… a little intense? Not always harsh, just sometimes the tone catches me off guard, even when the ask seemed simple or harmless. I’m not judging anyone — I know people have boundaries and get tired of certain asks — but I guess I just never know how to feel when I see it. I still really enjoy those blogs, but sometimes it makes me a little nervous about ever sending an ask myself. Just to be clear, this isn’t about any one blog in particular — it’s just something I’ve noticed here and there.
Does anyone else ever feel that way too?
#tumbler thoughts#anon#anonymous#anonymous asks#blog behavior#not a callout#just wondering#soft posting#soft post#mutuals#online spaces#does anyone else feel like this#tumblr culture#feeling conflicted#curious thoughts
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It's been a minute, time has been short and hard to come by.. But don't think I'm giving up. 🥃

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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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I'm curious... Are there any one or more of my muses that my RP partners are interested in interacting with? There are a couple of characters I haven't included in the available muses lists yet, so feel free to ask me about them.
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need to string together my thoughts more on this but reeeeeally interesting to see the influx of media - severance, the substance, mickey 17 - centered on the idea of a double/expendable iteration of yourself.
the dehumanization of workers by the way of non-livable wages, unsafe working conditions, and identity based discrimination (and the current removal of dei initiatives), all drive a wedge between our personhood and the value we are prescribed as a member of the workforce. something something the effects of ai and deepfakes already putting people in danger, the way we live and present our lives online vs in reality, there’s a lot to unpack here. but it’s fascinating to see this trope so widely translated as a storytelling vehicle for these ideas, and that this is the story that people are interested in telling.
#if anyone has more examples or thoughts on this pls share i’m curious#will prob have more coherent thoughts the longer i sit with this but o well#severance#the substance#mickey 17#alex yaps#hit tweet
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Night Thoughts
Thinking of silly things and it makes me happy😏 planning out the years work trips and seeing where am gonna be sent to… but back to my silly thoughts - can’t wait to get to take an updated picture 😏
Sigh talking to the few peeps who know they want to ask but at the same time not ask 🤣 ahhyyy but these songs are getting me in my feelings so I’ll leave it at that 😈
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That fierce storm inside of you is determination and strength... Not all bad things come out of a thunderstorm. Remember that. 🥃

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I have a lil' itch to have a PF2- homebrew podcast/recording the next time we have a campaign. I just don't know that I'm a good enough storyteller to have more than my players listening in. I mean, I said once that "it would be my dream to gm as good as Brandon Lee Mulligan, voices and all", one of my players laughed they apologized but, said they felt it was a little ridiculous. (I've been gming for 10 years on/off, already with mixed/inconsistent results based on my situation, environment, and if my players respect me or if I'm showing up to kill time. It hurt my feels but, I understand that I'm not as good as one might expect with my record.)
I have a lot of hobbies I want to take care of and it would be easier to record and post (maybe in costume cause I don't like my face -if we did visuals) than it would be to play then, re-write it like a novel. (Especially when I've been neglecting writing my actual novel series. 👀💧)
#homebrew#pf2e#ttrpg#game master#gm things#next time#curious thoughts#my homebrew takes place in the world of my novel series#helps me flesh out and experiment with the narrative#also helps my friends deliver better constructive cristisms- like my villians need a lil work#would anyone even listen to it?#i have so many dreams and hobbies i dont know if i have to choose 'one'#am i just being stupid?#thoughts
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Have just over 100 followers... here
I wonder how many of those are still like.. active??? Or around at all
#ooc#Im almost certain the majority are no longer here#or at least dont really rp anymore#but i. to attached to this blog to try and maje anything fresh so#curious thoughts#not even mad genuinely curious#not a number to sneeze at (quality over quantity)#just partly shocked given how old this blog is
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as a root vegetable, parsnip naturally desires to return to the earth 🌏🥕
#the root#hes always getting under the rug and either rolling around or just sitting#cat#oh he's famous#if you're curious i named him parsnip because stardew valley speedrunners refer to them as snips and i thought that was cute#his nickname is snippy#lore dump for anyone who decides to check out source
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See my reaction would probably not be appropriate with a big smile but if it was in public ohh baby boy I would definitely enjoy the pda and enjoy that moment
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The path ahead is unknown, but when that path is dark may a light shine in you. 🥃
by cfunk44
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"Oswald's mom has got it going on" - FNAF Pit bonnie
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf oswald#pit bonnie#into the pit#fazbear frights#william afton#I promise you this is. real scene in ITP#this totally happens#TBH I am actually curious what Oswald’s mom thoughts were during the game#LIKE I wonder if she noticed her husband was acting strange#I kinda got the impression she works too much#so she actually never hung around the pit Bonnie all that much#OSWALD GOTTA save both his dad AND MOM from this dude#Oswald is gonna get this guy#GIVING his mom demonic coodies rn#Oz my beloved i support you in everything you do 🙏🏾#especially choking out the pit Bonnie-#ALSO I’m gonna draw so much ITP I hope you guys are ready#I’m just so hooked on this game#into the peak 💜💜💜
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