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Can someone tell Mind to back off he's being odd again :/
[Not ship art]
#ouwww I like this one :]#cutesy to me...#cccc#cj#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj mind#cccc mind#cj soul#cccc soul#jbird's art#eyestrain#cw eyestrain
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pussy from a guy who was "the weird girl" growing up
#ftm nsft#ftm breeding#ftm switch#conceptionacception#this post is lowkey about me#and I don't mean cutesy weird i mean legit weird#like would pretend to be a horse and would pretend to give birth on the playground
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smells like holiday baking
#deltarune#susie deltarune#noelle holiday#noelle deltarune#suselle#susie x noelle#they mean so much to me#this is their own brand of freak4freak and I love that for them#god the last time I drew deltarune fanart I was in middle school#(I recently graduated high school)#insanity#this is my first time ever drawing Noelle and I enjoy it quite a bit she is so cutesy
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Thinking about this impressively on-model drawing I did of Bender, from memory while high.
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Shen Qingqiu but he's an ugly crier.
No single tear rolling down the face, immortal beauty for this transmigrator! He gets the full red, puffy-faced, swollen-eyed experience!
He's at the Immortal Alliance Conference trying to be cruel to Binghe but he's got snot running down his face and has to try and wheeze/hiccup through his Bad Guy Speech™️.
Meanwhile, Binghe's watching his usually inflappable Shizun fall apart and uses all 300 of his Protagonist IQ points to realise something's off.
System feels a sense of foreboding wash over it.
#plot twist: It's Shen Jiu that was the ugly crier (the original body refuses to let the Shens have their cutesy crying moments)#Shen Jiu never cried because A) Trauma™️ and B) itd make him B L O T C H Y-#I know SQQ doesnt cry during the conference but shush!!! This is my Barbie World!!! live in this space with me!!!#SY bright red. damp. and looks like he's 3 seconds from throwing up: “Get in the hole Demon”#Binghe bypassing the sword with a handkerchief in hand: “Shizun shouldn't say thing he doesnt mean”#and then they have a heartfelt moment ♡♡♡ (and go down into the Abyss together because System has a PLAN damnit!)#scum villains self saving system#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#bingqiu#shen jiu#tomb talking#System: “Why's there Boss Music playing?? ( 。゚Д゚。)”
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so, i hit 1k sometime in the beginning of June ✨🥳. Which means my incessant yapping about absolutely nothing on every post I make and multiple months-long unannounced hiatuses didn't scare all of you off yet, so thanks for that y'all.
No, but for real tho, I genuinely want to express my gratitude to each and every one of you for putting up with me and all my BS, so my 1k+ gift exclusively consists of hairs requested by YOU! Which is totally about giving back to the community that has supported me and NOT just an excuse to dump all the requests that have been sitting here piling up for months.
there are only 7 hairs in the preview image but a bunch of these are from sets, so all-in-all you're getting 17 female hairs!
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None of this is my original work! All mesh credit goes to @sheabuttyr, @ebonixsims, @daylifesims, @simstrouble!
Set contains 17 hairs for for Teen ➤ Elder Females
due to how the meshes where made the Poloma Passion Twists and Monae Beads don't have root/tip controls so they’re only 2 channels the rest are 4 like normal.
credits, preview pictures, links to originals, poly counts and individual download links for every hair is under the cut.
polycounts are ALL over the place. Lowest hair is +10k, Highest one is +32k. Please reference the list under the cut before downloading!
Files comes in two flavors: Merged and Unmerged
Both types contain the exact same type of stuff (package file and preview images) except version one is one big merged file and the version has individual files.
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#ts3cc#s3cc#ts3 cc#ts3 download#ts3#s3 cc#ts3 dl#s3 dl#sims 3#4t3#black simblr#black sims cc#[mine]#remember when i thought i was gonna have this ready for Juneteenth 😂#real life has FINALLY slowed to the point I can start posting regularly again hopefully#lord knows these months long hiatuses are neither cutesy nor demure#but also tbf I've had all these hairs done and uploaded to sfs for a month and a half but never made a post cuz i hated the graphic#and now i've reworked the graphic THRICE and I still hate it...but it is what it is at this point🙃#also shoutout to the adeline braids for reminding me of the bob length box braids I had freshman year of high school#and that I got called fucking “good burger” for a solid 4 and a half months because of it#also also if you look closely you might be able to see what the next big set is 🤫
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j… jesus oppa ;____;
#ashsksjsks jesus k-idol era… and when he does his comeback stage…..???#i just want you to know the last thing i saw before my plane took off was an “i’m going to jesus cafe” message from my grandma#and the first thing i saw when i landed fifteen hours later yesterday was 130+ unread messages on kakaotalk#and i opened it and most of it was cutesy photos my grandma had sent me of her and white jesus#also: she is not even christian…. her friends were like wanna come and she was just like WHY NOT?#also… if you’re interested… in japan there’s a manga called 聖☆おにいさん (translated as ‘saint young men’)#which focuses on the lives of roomates jesus and buddha#(also there are fancomics based on this… including. of course. jesus/judas)#christmas
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Some ship arts using my redesigns they're so tiny
#veearts#hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#vadelina motha#vaddie#aka#vaggie#angel dust#husk#alastor#lucifer morningstar#chaggie#huskerdust#radioapple#<- qpr flavor only#him being aroace matters to me especially with how I see em#hazbin hotel redesign#redesign#charlie x vaggie#angel dust x husk#alastor x lucifer#fan art#theyre so cutesys look at em#enjoyed drawing this sm I might make these into stickers
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"Good" Acting
i have a theory that a lot of people say acting is "good" when they're emotionally moved by it, and a lot of cishet white people have a lifelong habit of not listening or empathising when minoritised people speak, so minority actors get called "bad" even when they display some pretty fucking amazing technical skill
#also a lot of female actors don't get recognised despite being fucking GOOD#that's not to say minority actors can't always be bad#of course we can#I'm just saying#sometimes#for SOME shows in particular#ahem ahem#some actors might get very heavily criticised for reasons that have very little to do with their actual technical skill#and more to do with the politics of those criticising them#also I'm not talking about me here#before anyone says that#I'm talking about some actors I know who have recently been criticised in my opinion quite unfairly#despite doing something very difficult#like oooohhh i dunno#playing two roles in the same show?#and doing it very well#displaying some amazing technical mastery of body and voice technique#but hey what do I know#oh wait I went to drama school and I'm a professional actor lol I DO know#I'm just a woman so I have to couch my expertise in cutesy self-deprecation lest people think I'm a bitch
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Batman Appreciation Post #9
Very Demure










Batman Master Collection
#very cutesy#very demure#very mindful#draw me like one of your french girls#he’s babygirl#he deserves princess treatment#reasons why batman would make the perfect wifey#dc#dc comics#official#batfam#batfamily#batman#bruce wayne#batmancollection
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Super sonico appreciation post?!! 🎀🎀❤️❤️
#super soniko#pink#ribbons and bows#cutesy#this is what makes us girls#pink aesthetic#cute cats#cute gore#me core#pinterest#hello kitty#anime art#anime#moecore#mona kawai#kawai girl#kawaii#kawai ruka#pinkcore#cutecore#just girly things#grunge#gloomy#rot#girl rotting#bed rotting#kidcore#send help#weezer
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literally sleeping together
(coloring studies)
An exercise in exploring relative color and lighting.
#senju tobirama#uchiha izuna#tobiizu#beemosketches#them and their adventures#why do color studies on boring items when instead i can draw cutesy tobiizu and practice coloring them#something something making this my art blog under the guise of intense ship fixation#okay it's not a guise#but practicing art concepts on the blorbos is an effective way to get me to actually practice
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random questions<3
ೃ⁀➷ hiii hi here’s just a random question form ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav color
: ̗̀➛ how long have u been on tumblr for
: ̗̀➛ wheres a place u always wanted to travel to
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav clothing brand(s)
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur fav singer/band(s)
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur current phone lockscreen
: ̗̀➛ most recent/current hyperfixation
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur relationship status
: ̗̀➛ what’s ur dream job
: ̗̀➛ outside of tumblr, fav social app
: ̗̀➛ do u have pets
: ̗̀➛ if u do have pets, what kind/how many
: ̗̀➛ do u prefer tea or coffee
: ̗̀➛ whats ur fav ice cream flavor
: ̗̀➛ tag at least three other tumblr accounts
my tags: @nyoclosmom @stuckysimp @cherikdogfood @xxqueenofdragonsxx @carpentrz
anyone else ofc feel free to fill out :) ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
#random question#get to know you#all about me#question form#idk#all about you#fill out form#coquette#dolette#girlblogging#cutesy#aesthetic symbols#idk how to tag this
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when co-worker!toji finds a cupcake, a note and a small paper flower on his table when he comes back from his break, he’s more than confused. he hasn’t told anybody about his birthday because he doesn’t even care about it in the first place and he doesn’t really care for the people at the office other than you either, so—
you.
his green eyes scan the room but he notices that you’re missing from behind your desk, he slowly slumps down onto his chair. he gnaws on his scarred lip as if he’s a little nervous – he’s used to just spend the new year’s eve with shiu and his family, and while they always gift him something nice, a little too nice even, to toji, his birthday has lost its meaning almost completely.
he thinks this is too nice, too.
sure, you’ve been working with each other for a good couple of months now and he gets along with you the best out of everybody here, he really can’t imagine why you’d go out of your way to get him something. hell, he doesn’t even know how you know it’s his birthday in the first place.
he eyes the cupcake and the little note beside it. and the flower.
did you– did you make that for him?
no way.
…right?
gently, he takes the small thing and places it right under the monitor, right where he can see it at all times. he doesn’t know how to describe the feeling inside him, right behind his ribcage, as he looks at the gift with his furrowed brows but it sure is something new. something he hasn’t felt in a very long time.
next, he takes the note into his hand and glances around the office to make sure that nobody has noticed what he’s doing. they haven’t, and toji finds himself in a new type of a bubble – one that you’ve crafted just for him.
it’s definitely your handwriting, he has seen it before. it’s a very simple ‘happy birthday toji’ with a very small heart next to his name and oh, how stupid he feels. what do you mean a doodle is making him feel giddy?
this is ridiculous; he is a grown man, he doesn’t get giddy, he doesn’t—
“i hope the flower wasn’t too weird.”
toji isn’t easily scared, it’s almost impossible to catch him off-guard like that, and yet, right now, his eyes are wider than ever. your voice is barely a whisper, most likely just so you wouldn’t attract any unwanted attention, but toji hears you loud and clear.
he swallows the lump in his throat before pushing himself off the chair but since he didn’t realize you were so close behind him and you didn’t realize he’d stand up for you, he ends up grabbing onto your arms, so you wouldn’t fall over.
“sorry…” you bite your lip and bat your eyelashes at him. he thinks he’s going to die.
“how’d you know?”
he drops his hands to his side but he doesn’t move away and neither do you.
“what, that today is the big day?”
he squints his eyes at you and you laugh. “okay, the small day.”
a ray of sun peeking in through the blinds. a warm light kissing his cheeks. you make the stupidest jokes. and he will always listen.
“it’s a secret.”
toji clicks his tongue.
“why?”
“why is it a secret?”
“why’d you buy me stuff?”
to a stranger, it’d probably sound like he’s interrogating you. but you know it’s just because you managed to surprise him. you, too, feel a little giddy now.
“i didn’t buy you anything.”
his brows furrow again while your smile grows bigger.
“i made them, silly. and ‘why’ you ask?”
you don’t miss the slight flush that now adorns the apples of his cheeks.
“because i wanted to. simple as that.”
#HAPPY BIRTHDAY SILLYYYYY I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU#unfortunately for everybody i love writing stupidly fluffy cutesy things for toji i need him to be in a romcom with me#toji#wtf mickey can write#toji fushiguro x reader#toji fushiguro fluff
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crybaby 🤍 lee seokmin


🤍 pairing, lee seokmin x reader
🤍 warnings, idol au, very short, hurt/comfort, established relationship, boyfriend seokmin, crybaby seokmin, seokmin calls reader lovie, kissing, reader calls seokmin baby boy, lowkey just really soft
🤍 summary, caratland made your soft boyfriend cry, and you did your best to comfort him without crying too.
🤍 author's note, been obsessed with caratland 2025 recently and this seokmin is one of my favorites 😭 the fluffy hat and outfit is everything LMAO also seokmin's just such a pretty crier 😞 makes me want to cry just looking at his watery eyes and reddened nose and squishy frown and UGH i'm tweaking out. gonna pour out my heart and soul into this just watch
🤍 now playing, if you leave me (seventeen)
🤍 word count, 502 | for @kstrucknet, @maestro-net
"it's okay to cry seokmin. you didn't look stupid at all." smiling at your boyfriend's wet face, you cup your palm under his cheek, wiping the tears away with your thumb.
seokmin had just come backstage from finishing the second day of caratland, and you had expected him to cry at the end─you were tearing up yourself, especially with the way all of the members were so soft with wonwoo, realizing that their time with him was coming to an end.
seokmin was one of the more uncontrollable criers of seventeen, and he proved it even now; tears were dripping down his sharp jawline as he quietly sobbed to himself, lips downturned into the meltiest frown you think you had ever seen.
"lovie, i'm sorry, i really am sorry, i─" seokmin's apologizing for the third time in the past twenty minutes, and you shake your head, moving closer to your boyfriend as you cradle him towards your chest. he clings onto your shirt like he has nothing left, and your heart melts a little more, pressing a kiss to his scalp as you sigh.
"are you crying because you're going to miss wonwoo, baby boy?" you ask softly, and seokmin nods, head still on your chest as he sniffles.
"i honestly don't know why i'm crying anymore." seokmin lifts his head up from your chest, adjusting his hat as he sighs, looking down at his hands as he plays with his team ring.
"that's okay too. you know what i think?" you inquire quietly, and seokmin looks at you, big brown eyes glossy as he shakes his head.
"i think you're crying because you miss jeonghan, you're gonna miss wonwoo, and you just love carat so much, you can't help but give them everything." you take seokmin's hand in your own, tracing his knuckles as seokmin falters a bit, eyes watering again as he nods.
"am i right?" you question, and seokmin nods again, hand going to his eyes as he gently wipes away the tears, trying to be careful of his makeup. "mhm...i think you're right, lovie."
"what should i do? i don't know if i can go on without them." seokmin sighs, and you know who he's referring to; jeonghan and wonwoo. if you were being honest, you didn't know if you could go without them either. since they were seokmin's best friends, they were yours too.
"you can go on without them, seokmin. i know you can─even though you don't want to, you're a strong person. you'll hold on for them, and they can trust you with their positions while they're gone. you'll be the man in the gap while they're absent." you pat seokmin's thigh, pressing a kiss to his tear-stained cheek as he nods.
"i will. i'll do it for carat." seokmin whispers softly, leaning his head on your shoulder as you squeeze his thigh reassuringly.
"that's my baby boy." you smile softly, pressing a kiss to seokmin's forehead as he sniffles once more, finally calming down.
#seventeen#svt#svt dk#lee seokmin#kstrucknet#maestro-net#seokmin fic#seokmin fluff#svt seokmin#dokyeom#seventeen seokmin#dokyeom fic#dk fluff#seokmin x you#seokmin x reader#dk fic#dk seventeen#dk imagines#dk x reader#svt x reader#seventeen x reader#seventeen fic#sigh caratland 2025 dokyeom#he's so dreamy#i've been in love with him all day sfjlksfjkljfsdkj#so cutesy#he's such a pretty crier ughhh#just looking at the pics rn are driving me insane#sigh i love seokmin so much#like seriously guys...
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Touch and Go
Pairing: Lt. Robert “Bob” Floyd x Pilot!Reader
Tags: Slow burn, mutual pining, emotional repression, soft yearning
Setting: Post–Top Gun: Maverick, new elite flight program
Summary: You're a rising star pilot hand-picked for an advanced tactical training assignment. Bob Floyd, calm, brilliant, and frustratingly unreadable, is your WSO. You trust him in the air more than anyone. On the ground, though, your hands brush a little too often. Your silences last a little too long. And Bob? He's already gone, in the quiet, devastating way he always does. Love is mutual, but unspoken. After all, you’re both professionals… right?
Word Count: 4,983
Bob Floyd has always been good at silence.
Not the awkward kind, he hates that, actually, but the kind that sits warm in your chest, wraps around your ribs like a seatbelt. The kind that lives in cockpits and libraries and back porches after midnight. The kind that feels like knowing.
That’s the kind you bring with you.
You talk a lot less than people expect from a pilot with your record. But when you do, it’s always something that sticks. A sharp little joke. A perfectly timed one-liner. Sometimes, if he's lucky, one of those honey-dripping nicknames you toss at him when the others aren't around. Flyboy, mostly. Soft and smug, like you know exactly what it does to him.
Bob pretends he doesn’t.
He's good at that too.
The first time you flew together, you turned around in your seat, grinned through your visor, and said,
“Don’t let me crash and die, Floyd.”
He’d blinked, heart skipping a full beat.
“Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Now it’s been months.
You know the rhythms of each other’s breath in-flight. You finish his checklists before he finishes speaking. You know when he tenses by the way his boot shifts under the floor panel, and he knows when you're fighting Gs by the subtle dip in your voice, still strong, still cocky, but just soft enough to make his heart ache.
And still. Neither of you has said it.
Neither of you has said anything.
This morning, on the tarmac, the sky’s the color of the Pacific, soft gray-blue, streaked with sunlight, like someone dragged their fingers through it. You walk toward the jet with your helmet under your arm and a lazy kind of swagger that drives him insane.
Bob is already waiting, running preflight. He hears your steps before he sees you.
“Morning, Flyboy.”
He turns, and God help him, you’re smiling. Not a big one, not like the ones you throw Rooster when you’re teasing, or the bright ones Phoenix gets when she’s kicking Hangman’s ass in a sim. No, this one’s just for him. Subtle. Real.
His hands pause on the panel.
“You’re late.”
You raise a brow. “You’re early.”
He shrugs, looks back down at the jet like it matters. “Wanted to make sure everything was perfect.”
Your voice dips, warm like whiskey. “You calling me high-maintenance, Floyd?”
He flushes. Stutters. “No—no, I—”
You laugh, soft and surprised, like you didn’t expect to get that out of him so easily. “Relax. I like it when you're nervous.”
He says nothing.
What could he say?
I think about you every night before I sleep? I replay every flight, every brush of your hand, like it’s scripture? I’ve been in love with you since day three?
So instead, he climbs into the jet and double-checks your oxygen levels.
In the air, you’re like poetry.
You take corners like you’re dancing. Pull into dives with the kind of grace he’s only ever seen in nature, like birds or storms or the ocean at dawn. Bob watches you from behind, one gloved hand hovering by the throttle, the other pressing the radio.
“Looking good, Spook,” he murmurs.
You smile without turning. “Aww, Flyboy. That almost sounded like flirting.”
He swears he hears Hangman laugh over the channel.
Bob clears his throat and looks back at his screen. His heart is loud in his helmet.
After landing, when the others are walking ahead to the locker rooms, you fall into step beside him.
It’s quiet again. But that kind of quiet Bob loves.
“You did good today,” you say after a minute.
“You always say that.”
“Because it’s always true.”
You bump your shoulder lightly into his. His stomach flips. He wonders if you can feel the way he leans into it just a little too long.
“You still nervous around me, Floyd?”
His voice is soft. “Always.”
You don’t respond, but your hand swings close to his, knuckles brushing. He doesn’t pull away.
Neither do you.
That night, Bob sits in his bunk with a journal he never shows anyone.
He writes down flight stats. Maneuvers. Fuel data. And then, in smaller handwriting, like he’s afraid the ink will betray him
She looked back at me before takeoff.
I think she always does.
I wish she’d stay.
Across the base, you lie still in the dark, listening to the faint hum of the A/C and the buzz of the vending machine down the hall.
Sleep doesn’t come easy tonight.
Not with the shape of his voice still tucked behind your ear, and the way he always leaves a little extra space on the ladder, like he’s waiting for you to catch up.
You close your eyes and see his hands. Careful, steady. Always holding something invisible.
You wonder what it would feel like if it were you.
-
The storm rolls in out of nowhere.
That coastal kind of wild, thick sky, wind like a punch, lightning cracking in silhouette. Half the squadron’s grounded before they even make it off the tarmac. And your jet’s tucked away in the hangar, warm and dry, but completely useless.
Bob pulls his helmet off with both hands, curls of damp blond hair sticking to his forehead.
“We’re not getting out of here for a while.”
You sigh, pulling off your gloves with your teeth. “Damn. And I was looking forward to fighting for my life at 30,000 feet.”
There’s a beat. Rain slams into the hangar roof like it’s got something to prove.
Outside, someone’s truck backfires. Probably Rooster’s. Hangman’s already making jokes. Phoenix is haggling over vending machine snacks.
You sit on a crate, tugging your flight suit down to your waist, tank top sticking to your skin.
Bob looks like he’s trying very hard not to look at you.
“You cold?” you ask, half-sincere, half-testing.
He shakes his head. “No. I’m good.”
You smile, barely. "You always say that."
There’s only one truck back to base tonight. Everyone else finds a ride, Hangman with Coyote, Phoenix and Rooster squished into Payback’s ridiculous little Subaru.
You and Bob?
You get stuck behind.
It’s quiet now.
Stormy dusk bleeding into navy blue, rain still hammering the roof in a steady rhythm. Bob’s sitting cross-legged on the concrete floor, flipping through the manual like he doesn’t have it memorized. You’re pacing. Slowly. Like something inside you’s moving too fast.
“You hungry?” he asks, not looking up.
You pause. “Not really.”
“Me neither.”
He hesitates. “But I brought one of those granola bars you like.”
You blink. “The cherry almond kind?”
He nods without meeting your eyes. Holds it out like an offering.
You take it.
You sit beside him, knees not quite touching.
Twenty minutes pass like a sigh.
Bob reads. You pick at the wrapper. He clears his throat.
“You ever think about what it’d be like... to not do this?”
You glance over. “Fly?”
“Yeah. The Navy. The pressure. All of it.”
You tilt your head back against the crate behind you. “Sometimes. Usually when we’re pulling 7 Gs and I think I’m gonna puke.”
He huffs a laugh. “Same.”
Then, quieter: “But then I think about days like today.”
You turn to look at him. “Rainy and grounded?”
“No.”
He finally meets your eyes. “Flying with you.”
Your chest goes still. Like the storm stopped inside you, just for a second.
You want to say something, anything, but the words get caught somewhere in your throat.
So you offer the granola bar back to him instead.
He breaks off a piece. Your fingers brush. He flinches, like the contact startled him.
You pretend you didn’t notice. Even though it’s all you can notice.
Later, the lights flicker.
You both look up.
“Power must’ve gone out,” you say, unnecessarily.
Bob nods. “Shouldn’t be long.”
You shift closer to him instinctively. Just a little. Just enough to count.
It’s quiet. Not tense, just full.
Full of things you haven’t said. Of all the times his hand hovered near your back when you climbed the ladder. All the glances across the ready room. All the almosts.
He speaks first.
“You ever think maybe—”
He cuts off. “Never mind.”
You nudge him with your knee. “Maybe what?”
Bob shakes his head. “It’s dumb.”
“Bob.”
He closes the manual. Sets it aside like it’s too heavy now.
“Maybe it’s not just flying I don’t want to lose.”
You look at him.
Really look.
The hangar light flickers again. Thunder cracks like a warning.
You say, so quietly it barely counts:
“Me too.”
And that’s it. No kiss. No confession. Just two people sitting on a hangar floor, sharing a granola bar, rain tapping the roof like Morse code.
But it feels like something.
It feels like a shift.
A holding pattern, sure, but maybe next time, you’ll land.
-
You wake up stiff, aching, and warm.
Bob’s jacket is around your shoulders, too big, sleeves bunched up to your wrists, the collar soft with wear. It smells like jet fuel and cedar soap and the weird, sweet nothingness that is him.
At some point last night, you must’ve drifted off on the hangar floor. He did too, slouched against the wall, one leg stretched long, the other bent, chin tucked to his chest.
The storm is gone.
The world is pale and quiet in the way it only gets just before sunrise. The kind of light that makes everything look like it’s waiting for something.
You don’t move.
You just sit there, wrapped in Bob’s hoodie, listening to the hum of the fluorescent lights and the distant squawk of gulls outside.
Eventually, Bob stirs. His eyes blink open, slow and owlish. He stretches, winces, notices you watching him.
“Morning,” he says, voice low and gravel-soft.
“Hey,” you whisper back.
He looks down at the jacket around your shoulders, then back up, slightly pink.
“Sorry. You were shivering.”
You shake your head. “No, it’s… Thanks.”
There’s a pause.
And then you say, gently:
“You always take care of me.”
Bob’s mouth opens like he’s going to deflect, say something dumb or self-deprecating, but he doesn’t. Instead, he just nods.
“You take care of me too.”
It’s quiet after that.
The kind of quiet that says everything’s shifted, but no one wants to startle it.
The truck finally arrives mid-morning. Phoenix hops out of the passenger seat and gives you a look like you good? You give her a look like later. Bob loads the gear like it’s muscle memory, avoiding your gaze but staying close.
When he helps you into the truck bed, his hand lingers at your back.
You think about that all the way back to base.
You don’t see him the rest of the day.
You both get assigned separate pre-flights, different trainers. You wonder if he’s avoiding you or just busy. You wonder why that stings.
Later, you find his jacket still folded on your bunk. He must’ve dropped it off during your briefing.
On top of it, a granola bar. Cherry almond.
Folded underneath, a note. Scrawled in Bob’s neat, awkward handwriting.
Thought you might be cold again.
I’ll be in the sim room tonight. Just in case.
You read it three times.
You don’t go.
Not because you don’t want to.
But because your heart is thudding too loud in your chest and you’re afraid if you see him, really see him, you’ll say something stupid.
Like don’t leave again.
Like stay the night.
Like I think I want you to kiss me.
Instead, you write back.
See you tomorrow.
Save me a seat.
You leave it tucked inside the pocket of his flight suit.
Bob finds it the next morning, just before warm-up.
He reads it, folds it up, presses it into the inside cover of his journal.
Then he smiles, just a little. Just enough to count.
-
The sim room smells like coffee and jet oil and a hint of someone’s off-brand cologne. You’re early. So is Bob.
He’s standing at the control panel, fiddling with his headset, glasses pushed up into his curls. The simulator’s screens are still dark. Outside, the sky’s starting to smudge purple.
“Hey,” he says when he hears you.
“Hey,” you say, voice lighter than you feel.
You take the copilot’s seat beside him. Close, like always. Closer, maybe.
Bob’s legs are longer than yours. One of them brushes yours under the desk. Neither of you moves.
The sim loads.
You start the mission. Standard approach, familiar territory. You and Bob in sync, calling coordinates, updating status, ticking boxes. It’s smooth. Too smooth.
And then, turbulence.
Not real, but simulated. Unexpected.
Your console flickers. You lurch slightly forward.
“Whoa—”
His hand flies out and catches you.
Fingers splay over your ribcage.
Just for a second.
Just long enough.
You freeze.
Bob does too.
His hand stays there, warm through your flight suit, palm over your side like a tether. You turn your head. His eyes are wide behind his glasses, breath caught.
“Sorry,” he says, barely a whisper.
You shake your head, equally quiet. “It’s okay.”
But he doesn’t let go. Not yet.
There’s something unsaid sitting heavy in the space between your mouths. Not even a breath away.
And then.
“Pilot One, altitude dropping—”
The console voice crackles, breaking the spell.
Bob pulls back like he’s been burned. His hand drops to his lap. He stares forward, ears red, jaw clenched.
“You good?” you ask, trying to keep your voice steady.
“Fine,” he mutters.
But he’s not. You can see it. Feel it.
Neither are you.
You finish the sim. Land the jet clean. Call the end of the exercise with the same forced calm you use when your hands won’t stop shaking.
He logs the results. You shut down the system. Neither of you speak.
You walk out together, side by side, the hallway lit with that same bluish hum. When you reach the locker room doors, you hesitate.
“Bob,” you say.
He stops.
Turns.
Eyes soft. Scared. Hopeful. Tired.
You don’t say what you want to.
You don’t say you can touch me again.
You don’t say I wanted you to keep holding on.
You don’t say I think about you all the time.
You just say
“Thanks. For catching me.”
He nods, slow.
“Anytime.”
You part ways. Locker rooms. Showers. Briefings. Dinner.
But when you’re lying in your bunk later that night, wrapped up in the same silence you’ve carried all day, you touch your side where he held you.
Like maybe the shape of his hand is still there.
Like maybe it always has been.
-
It’s weird, not flying with Bob.
Not wrong, exactly. You’re a professional. He’s still on base, still training, still just a few hangars away. But it feels like the air shifts without him in the backseat, like the jet flies fine but not quite right. Like muscle memory tripping over a heartbeat.
The switch wasn’t personal. Scheduling conflict, maybe. A re-routed assignment. You didn’t ask. He didn’t explain. All you know is when you checked the flight log that morning, someone else’s name was listed as your WSO.
And his name was missing.
Your new WSO is capable. Sharp. Quick on comms. He does everything right.
But he doesn’t know how you like your patterns called out. Doesn’t echo your thoughts mid-maneuver like Bob does. Doesn’t glance up at you through the canopy after a perfect landing like he’s proud of you in secret.
You miss that.
You miss him.
Bob’s been quieter, too. Around the locker room. The mess. Even in briefings. He’s not avoiding you, exactly, but he’s not seeking you out either. The silence between you has stretched, uncertain and loaded. Like you’re both waiting for the other to say something first.
And neither of you does.
You catch a glimpse of him two days later on the tarmac, post-run. He’s halfway through a bottle of water, sleeves rolled up, curls damp with sweat. There’s a red mark on his jaw, helmet, maybe, and his eyes are on the horizon like he’s somewhere else entirely.
You open your mouth.
You almost call out.
But then your new WSO claps you on the back, says something loud and dumb, and Bob flinches like the sound hit a bruise. He walks away before you can stop him.
That night, you find yourself in the hangar.
It’s mostly empty, just a few shadows and the hum of after-hours maintenance. One of the jets, the one you flew today, is parked under a dim light.
You rest your hand on its nose cone and stare at the stars through the open bay.
“Miss me already?” a voice says behind you.
Your heart lurches.
You turn.
Bob’s standing there, hands in his jacket pockets, expression unreadable.
You try to joke. “You wish.”
He half-smiles, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “Yeah,” he says. “I do.”
That quiet hits you hard.
You swallow. “Why’d they pull you from the rotation?”
He shrugs. “Said they needed me to run backup sims. Training the newer guys.”
You nod. “Makes sense.”
Neither of you says what you’re thinking.
Makes sense. But it sucked.
Makes sense. But I wanted to look over my shoulder and see you.
Makes sense. But nothing else felt right.
You sit on the edge of the wing. He stands next to you.
The hangar is all hush and echoes.
Then he says it, softly
“I don’t like not flying with you.”
It’s not dramatic. Not even particularly romantic. But it hits you harder than anything has in days.
You nod, slowly.
“Me neither.”
There’s a long pause. Then
“I’m sorry,” Bob says.
You look up. “For what?”
“For leaving you in the air without me.”
Something cracks open in your chest.
“I don’t feel steady without you,” you whisper.
His breath catches.
Then, gently, he leans his arm against yours. Barely a touch. But it’s enough.
“I’ll be back in your backseat soon,” he says, voice low and certain.
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
You close your eyes.
And for the first time in days, you feel your heart start to level out again.
-
The base wakes before dawn, but you’re already tangled in thought, and maybe a little frustration.
Bob didn’t show up to breakfast.
No text, no word. Just silence that hums louder than the engines on the flight line.
You sip cold coffee, eyes on the muted chatter of the mess hall, but all you can hear is the thrum of your own heartbeat, tight, impatient, restless.
He’s been distant since the hangar night, like there’s a wall he’s building brick by brick, and every time you try to reach him, the mortar’s fresh and unyielding.
Later, you’re suiting up for another sim run. Your new WSO is ready, calm, competent , but he isn’t Bob.
You glance over at the empty seat beside you, where the cockpit light never flickers without him.
You fight down the ache curling in your chest, because this mission is important. Because professionalism means showing up even when your heart is jamming on stall warning.
You taxi down the runway, engines roaring to life, but it’s the silence in your headset that’s deafening.
Mid-flight, something goes wrong in the sim, a sudden mechanical failure on the enemy’s side. Your fingers tighten on the stick, muscles tense, and instinct takes over.
“Bandit at your six!” you bark into the comm.
“Copy that,” comes a voice you don’t recognize. It lacks the familiar edge you crave.
You’re scrambling, trying to shake the imaginary tail, but inside you’re scrambling for Bob, his voice, his steady calm, his fierce presence.
A bead of sweat runs down your temple. You miss him.
Hours later, back on the ground, you find him in the briefing room, eyes dark and jaw tight.
He’s barely spoken all day, swallowed behind a mask of professionalism.
You clear your throat.
“Hey,” you say softly. “We need to talk.”
He looks up, startled, like you broke some unspoken truce.
“What about?”
You swallow the lump in your throat. “This… us. The distance. The silence.”
Bob’s gaze flickers, like a storm barely contained.
“It’s not that simple,” he mutters.
You cross the room and stand in front of him, heart on your sleeve, voice shaking but determined.
“It is that simple. We don’t have to pretend it’s not.”
He looks at you, eyes searching, and for the first time in days, you see the truth shining beneath the surface:
He wants this too. But fear is tying his hands.
The air between you thickens, heavy with everything unsaid.
You reach out, brushing your fingers against his.
He doesn’t pull away.
Instead, he sighs, low and rough.
“Why is it so damn hard?” he asks, voice barely a whisper.
You smile, bittersweet.
“Because it’s worth it.”
And just like that, the dogfight shifts from the skies to your hearts, a battle for courage, for honesty, for the quiet, messy beauty of letting someone in.
-
The squadron’s quiet buzz hums through the ready room, but all you feel is the weight of the moment pressing against your ribs.
Bob sits beside you, closer than before, but the space between you still tastes like a question unanswered.
You both know that whatever was there last night, no, whatever’s been there for months is waiting to be named. Waiting to take shape beyond stolen glances and tentative touches.
You glance at him. His jaw clenched, eyes locked on the briefing screen, but you see it, the hesitation. The part of him that’s still afraid to cross the line.
You clear your throat.
“Hey,” you say softly, voice barely above the hum of the room.
He turns, eyes meeting yours, surprised but steady.
“We can’t keep doing this,” you say. “The almost, the maybe, the silence.”
Bob exhales slowly, like he’s been holding his breath for too long.
“I know,” he admits. “But it’s not easy.”
You nod, heart pounding.
“Nothing worth it ever is.”
The briefing ends, and you walk side by side to the hangar, the sun filtering through the windows casting long shadows that seem to reach for you both.
Your fingers brush, light, accidental, but this time neither pulls away.
“Why did you stop coming around?” you ask quietly.
Bob’s eyes flicker, vulnerability softening his usual edge.
“I was scared,” he confesses. “Scared of what this could mean. Scared of what I might lose.”
You stop walking, turning to face him fully.
“You won’t lose me.”
His gaze drops to your hands entwined, then back to your face.
“I don’t want to mess this up,” he says. “Not with you.”
You smile, something gentle and fierce blooming in your chest.
“Then let’s stop pretending. Let’s take the risk.”
That night, the base hums a quieter tune.
You find yourselves on the roof, under a sky strewn with stars, vast and endless, like the possibility before you.
Bob reaches for your hand, fingers trembling slightly, and you squeeze back, steady and sure.
You don’t need words.
The silence between you says everything
This is the beginning.
You lean in slowly, breath mingling, hearts racing, and for the first time, the line you’ve both been afraid to cross becomes the bridge you’re ready to walk.
-
The morning light seeps softly through the blinds, painting the room in muted gold. You wake before Bob, your fingers still laced with his, the warmth lingering like a secret promise.
His breathing is slow, steady, a rhythm that somehow feels like home.
You watch his face, the way his brow smooths, how his lashes flutter, delicate and vulnerable. It’s a side of him few get to see, and it makes your heart swell with something deeper than you expected.
When Bob stirs, his eyes open to meet yours, wide and raw and honest.
“Morning,” he murmurs, voice husky with sleep and something more.
“Morning,” you reply, voice barely a whisper, afraid to shatter the fragile bubble you both inhabit.
There’s a long pause, the kind of silence that isn’t empty but full of everything you don’t say yet.
Bob’s hand tightens around yours, thumb brushing your knuckles like a question.
“I’m not good at this,” he admits, eyes searching yours for forgiveness or understanding.
“You don’t have to be,” you say. “We’ll figure it out. Together.”
He smiles then, slow and shy, like he’s afraid to believe it’s real. And maybe it isn’t perfect, maybe it’s messy and uncertain, but it’s yours.
Later, the base feels different.
Every glance between you carries a new weight, every touch lingers longer.
You walk down the hallways with a secret shared just between the two of you, like you’re part of something no one else understands.
During briefings, you catch Bob’s eye and see the spark that’s always been there, only now, it’s not just longing; it’s something steadier, more fierce.
After drills, when the adrenaline fades and the world quiets, you find your way to each other again.
One afternoon, you’re sitting on the wing of the jet, the sky a brilliant blue canvas.
Bob sits beside you, helmet set aside, his gaze fixed on the horizon.
“Ever wonder what it’d be like,” he says softly, “if we didn’t have to keep it all so guarded?”
You turn to him, heart quickening.
“I do,” you confess. “More than anything.”
He laughs quietly, a sound full of warmth and relief.
“Me too.”
For a moment, the world shrinks down to just the two of you, breath mingling, laughter light and free.
And then, almost without thinking, Bob’s hand finds yours again, fingers weaving together like they belong.
That night, in the quiet dark of the bunk, you lie awake, the afterglow of the day wrapping around you.
It’s not fireworks or grand declarations, just a steady, simmering warmth, the kind that roots deep and promises more.
You don’t need to say the words aloud.
You already know.
-
The day starts normal, but the air feels heavier, thick with the kind of silence that’s waiting to snap.
You and Bob are prepping for a joint training mission, the kind that demands every ounce of trust and synchronicity you’ve been building. But underneath the routine checklists and briefings, something feels off.
Maybe it’s the way Bob’s eyes flicker away when you glance at him. Or how his jaw tightens just a little too much when the instructor calls out formations.
You want to reach for him, steady him like he’s steadying you. But there’s that wall again, the one you thought you’d chipped away with every quiet moment.
The mission begins with familiar drills, engines roaring to life, the world narrowing to speed and precision.
You’re locked in your cockpit, the steady hum of the jet syncing with the pounding in your chest.
Bob’s voice comes through the comms, clear, but clipped.
“Ready when you are.”
You respond, heart thudding.
The sky blurs around you, adrenaline sharp and bright. You move together, two halves of the same pulse, perfect in motion.
But when you land, the air is still thick with unspoken words.
Later, in the dim glow of the briefing room, you catch Bob alone, staring at a map like it holds the answers.
“I messed up,” he says without looking up.
You step closer. “What happened?”
He swallows, voice tight. “I lost focus during the run. Missed a call. Could’ve put us both at risk.”
You shake your head. “We all mess up.”
“But this—this felt different,” he admits. “Like I’m carrying more than just the mission.”
Your heart clenches. “Bob…”
He finally looks at you, eyes raw and vulnerable. “I’m scared.”
“Of what?”
“Of losing you. Of not being enough. Of what this means—us.”
You reach out, fingers brushing his cheek.
“You’re enough,” you whisper. “We’ll figure it out. One step at a time.”
He closes his eyes, leaning into your touch like it’s a lifeline.
That night, the tension hasn’t lifted, but something’s shifted.
You find yourselves sitting side by side, neither speaking, just sharing space.
Bob’s hand finds yours again, tentative but desperate.
And in that quiet grasp, all the fear and hope and longing swirl together.
It’s messy.
It’s real.
It’s yours.
-
The base is quiet in the early hours, a fragile calm that feels almost sacred.
You’re leaning against your jet, the dawn light soft against the glass. Bob slides in beside you, the world outside still waking, but beside him, time slows.
His eyes catch yours, no words needed. The space between you is charged, filled with every unsaid confession and yearning.
“Talk to me,” you finally whisper, voice trembling just a little.
Bob’s gaze drops, then lifts again, steady, sure.
“I’ve been scared,” he admits. “Scared of losing control. Scared of what this means. But mostly... scared of losing you.”
Your heart twists, but you reach for him, fingers threading through his.
“You’re not losing me,” you say softly. “We’re in this together.”
He smiles, small, genuine, and it breaks through every wall he’s built.
The jet rocks gently as he moves closer, breath mingling with yours.
“I want you,” he breathes, voice low and raw. “Not just when the world falls apart, but when it’s quiet. When it’s real.”
You lean in, the distance dissolving, lips brushing in a hesitant, trembling kiss that blooms into something fierce and tender.
In that kiss is everything, the fear, the hope, the long nights and silent battles.
When you finally pull apart, the world feels different.
Brighter.
Clearer.
You rest your forehead against his, breath mingling, heart pounding the same rhythm.
“We don’t have to have it all figured out,” you say.
Bob nods. “No. Just... this.”
Outside, the sky is vast and endless, a promise of more flights, more moments, more love.
And inside this small cockpit, you both know you’ve finally found your safe place.
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#tgm#bob floyd#top gun maverick#bob floyd x reader#my baby#he is so dear to me#touch and go#finally finished this#its kind of shitty im sorry#but cutesie bob fluff#a bit of angst too my baby has so many walls
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