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lazzarella Ā· 4 months ago
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"I want to be with you for a long time."
Perfect 10 Liners Ep. 15 // Perfect 10 Liners Ep. 23
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polarmoon Ā· 2 months ago
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⭐ end of gen 1 dean outtakes!
gen 2 starts this coming week!! so here are the last of my gen 1 screenshots that never made it to the blog with some added lore. i posted one of these a while back when percy was still a baby so im due for another lmao. enjoy!!
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so because of my specific cocktail of npc generation mods, josie's coworkers were all just Basic Premades, like im pretty sure josie's coworker loadout was like... eloise, eric lewis, juniper grove (more on her in a bit), nina caliente, and of course šŸ‘¹eliza pancakesšŸ‘¹ who was literally josie's nemesis for some reason. these two HATED each other and by the end of the generation they were throwing hands every day at work lmfao
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some percy content!!! love him sm. also a better view of the shared office space that he and josie used for work + school. it was cute but a routing nightmare bc it was inside the shipping container on top of the trailer and they had to like. use a ladder to get up there
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so because i Do Too Much, i ended up almost fully decorating both christopher And charlotte's teenage bedrooms, even though charlotte's would never show up and christopher's would only show up once or twice. they're both a little sparse in some parts but cute. this also reminds me that i need to furnish some kind of living situation for charlotte bc i forgot i left her at their parents' house at the start of gen 2 ggggggggggggggggg
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something that really set the tone for the last bit of gen 1 was actually josie's very good friend and coworker juniper passing away. she was actually josie's first friend at the start of the generation, and was her only other friend outside of eloise and erwin (who she drifted from after percy was born). i wish i could've worked her passing into the posts but i was crunching time to finish up and move on :/
as a chestnut ridge premade i like to think josie knew her since she was young and she was one of her only connections back home or something like that, if i had to go back and rework the generation with what i know now i probably would've done that.
but yeah. the grief absolutely contributed to josie's moodiness at the end. :(
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i'm a very gameplay driven person, where the natural gameplay informs what story gets told on here if that makes sense? i wasn't sure what my goal was with christopher and percy's online friendship while i played, but when percy was going through his particularly difficult depressive episode, he got a phone invite from christopher that inspired me to drive the story in the direction where they would meet irl!
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also pictured: christopher getting a crush on percy the Second they met irl LMFAO. he's been simping since day 1.
it took percy a little longer to officially get the crush trigger. i feel like that aligns w their characters pretty well though
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ah yes josie's Going Off The Rails arc. i always knew i was gonna do something with the plane bunker but it took me a while to decide what it was gonna be.
when she started her midlife crisis, one of the first goals was to stash money in a safe, which gave me the idea to utilize the bunker for a money stash. and then i realized that someone as paranoid (and honestly traumatized) as josie would probably have some secrets to hide, and so that's how the story that closed out gen 1 cooked itself up. the bunker was actually quite cool lmao, it was like a secret office and skilling zone for josie in addition to housing the alien portal and Mother Plant memorabilia.
if i was more dedicated/confident in storytelling i probably would've like. planned it a bit better LOL
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anyway in sillier news. when i got the notification that marie would be passing away soon i ended up spending an entire afternoon taking pictures of her with josie and percy so i'd have them for posterity's sake. here's my Organization Process LMFAO
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speaking of marie and also the generation finale. percy actually first started his evening exploring the bunker by lighting a candle for her which was very sweet. what was less sweet was Ghost Marie running in and interrupting my Story Telling Process. LMFAO
and thats all folks!!! thanks for reading if u did. i just started playing gen 2 yesterday and im planning to post the intro on monday probably (if i can force myself to edit screenshots lmao.)
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serialkilluh-1996 Ā· 8 months ago
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Groomer callout post
The beginning
Back in January of this year, I became mutuals with @brutalcorpse, a blogger who later turned out to be a pedophile.
I spam liked a bunch of his mask posts (due to my newfound interest in masked individuals), and he dmed me.
Mind you, this was a very popular man. I only had like 15 followers at the time, and this man was getting like 400 notes on his picture posts within an hour of posting. So, the attention did make me feel special in a way.
We ended up becoming friends and had a pretty unhealthy relationship, where I'd flirt playfully, not understanding the depths of the issue as I play flirt with all my friends, and he'd respond with something unnecessarily sexual if not violent and threatening, like daring to kidnap me.
Nothing really seemed off to me until one day he started asking me if I'd send him pictures of myself. He'd always insist it was fair as he'd send me pictures of himself (even though he was always masked in said photos).
So, I told him how it was. I wasn't allowed to post my face online at the time because I wasn't old enough, and those were the rules my mother set (I was a year younger at the time). He then insisted that I didn't need to post my face, just my body. When I read the message, I was shocked.
I vaguely remember the next message trying to coerce me into wearing no clothes in said photo, and after that, I'd stopped using tumblr. Deleted the app off my phone. I couldn't respond to that, but I didn't want to look like I was ignoring him.
I decided a week later to download the app back, and his blog had been deactivated. Our messages were gone, so I assumed it was banned.
Months passed, and I still felt guilty and stupid because I knew I should've screenshotted those texts, and I should've reported him. But there was nothing more I could do. I had no proof, and he had completely disappeared.
The current situation
A couple of days ago, I see a post that pops up in my dash, and with a churn in my gut and a heavy heart, I decide to check out the person's blog. I immediately fell sick as I read further.
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I had like this shock feeling as I read through the post and through his page because they were so similar. They both liked anime, masks, and gothic things (as do I). And it's the exact same color theme. I was certain it was him.
He eventually ended up dming me:
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A very dumb move if you ask me.
I decided to keep the conversation going to suss out if it was really him, and decided I'd play it cool until he did something that proved him guilty or innocent instead of blocking him on tue spot.
Mind you, I just remembered his username was @brutalcorpse as I'm making this post, so now I'm certain it's him.
Here's some Screenshots from a conversation he had with my friend (behind my back, might I add) but he had no idea that I was already suspecting him and had informed her as well
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Admission:
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Overall, I recommend you block this guy because I'm absolutely positive he's my groomer, and if he asked me for nudes, I'm sure he's asking other minors despite that last sentence.
And regardless of if you think it's him or not, he clearly has no issue expressing that he likes minors. While I'm not demanding it, I encourage you to reblog this.
@cxndiedvi0lets @maria-the-puppet @mister-scott40 @rh1nest0neluvvsu @k0kainek4tz3 @wrathofscarlett @monachopsis-420 @bullet-bunny
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rbarrysncream Ā· 7 days ago
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How I (personally) quit Character AI
As a heavy maladaptive daydreamer with only a few friends, (who I love very dearly) c.ai seemed like heaven on earth to me when I first discovered it. I could talk to, and create exciting scenarios with my comfort characters, all from the comfort of my own bed, without having to actually interact with anyone. Social anxiety go brrrrrrr. When I first started using c.ai, I was already aware (to an extent) of the fact that ai was bad, but in my mind, it was more so, "Oh, as long as you dont post it, and claim that its yours, it should be fine." So, I knew it was bad, but I had no idea how ai worked, or how much energy it wasted, nor the fact that the only reason it became a thing was because it stole from real artists and writers. So, I had no problem wasting away on c.ai, because as long as I didn't turn it into an essay or a fan fiction, all was well, right? And I never used Chat GPT to write any of my school essays, or create ideas for my artwork, so it was fine, and I wasn't harming anything, right?? Then, after a while, I learned more and more about how ai is not only damaging to the environment, but also to human beings and the way we think and use our brains. It was a fact that was a bit hard for me to chew on, because using c.ai had almost become a daily activity for me.
At first, when I decided I needed to quit, I thought I should go in and completely delete all of my chats (which I would have done, if there weren't so many long ass chats to delete🄲. These chats had LORE istg.) Well, that quickly became too much of a hassle, so I began limiting my c.ai time to one hour a day, then half an hour, then 15 minutes. Then, I had the idea (idk why I didnt have the idea before, but oh well) to completely log out of c.ai, and then tell myself that every time I take the time out of my day to log back in, I have to do some type of chore around the house for the amount of time I spent on c.ai. So, for example, if I ended up spending half an hour chatting with bots, I had to completely log back out and do dishes, or clean my room for a half an hour. Eventually, my brain started connecting using c.ai with work and chores, and I eventually burned myself out of using it, and every time I see the log in screen, I just immediately exit out of it because I know that it just means ill have to do some work later.
Also, for some tough love: I also told myself that every time I made a chat, I'd be burning up valuable water and energy for people who need it more than me, and that other people's health and safety is far more important than my fantasies.
Anyways, this is what worked for me, I'm not saying it'll work for EVERYONE, but I guess I just wanted to let people know that you dont need AI to have an exciting life when there are real people, either online or in person, who will make it exciting for you <3
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bad-system Ā· 5 months ago
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the neighbours — let's talk KCD3
disclaimer: this post is a continuation of my previous KCD3 posts on speculation of the events and lore that i'd like to see explored in the next installment(s) of the KCD story. and as per my last post; these are only speculations born of my own biased narrative and hopeful bastardizations of real events. this is not representative of ALL the real historical persons and events as there is either info missing on them, they were altered by WH for the sake of the game or i'm plain wrong. PS: i am not a historian. i just like history.
PART: 1 2 3 4 5
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in this post, i'd like to speculate on why hans capon/jan ptaček joins his pro-sigismund neighbour due to family relations. i know this could be explained in easier ways and that there are simpler theories but i wanted to engage (read: kill) my brain with data that was half missing, incorrect or there was no source i could find. if you do have a source that would help me correct this i would love it if you could share it with me. again; i'm not a historian.
so let's get to the point — Lacek of Kravař from Å ternberk or Petr KonopiŔńský of Å ternberk ?!
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the biggest hiccup i've encountered during my research is none other than petr- or lacek- of Ŕternberk...
in the wiki entry of jan ptaček it is noted that it was petr of Ŕternberk among the leaders of the battle of vyŔehrad. and according to wiki it is indeed that petr of Ŕternberk, the pro-sigismund anti-hussite neighbour whom he had sided with.
however, hans' codex entry lists a different person as his anti-hussite neighbour- a lacek of kravař from Å”ternberk + source. this lacek was both a king weceslaus supporter and a follower of jan hus, as per sources.
thus, i present to you a... mind map more than a genealogy chart that i made to help myself visualize the 2 possible events.*
(please refer to the legend before trying to comprehend the image.)
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(*once again a big fat disclaimer... please do not use this as a reference or learning material. this chart takes artistic freedom into consideration like WH does with some characters.)
in the case #1, we take into account the wikipedia sources. in this case, petr konopiŔńský of Å”ternberk, is indeed a poweful pro-sigismund neighour of jan ptaček. in this case, jan ptaček sides with petr due to obvious political reasons- his neighbour, even though he's a sigismund supporter and an anti-hussite, is simply more powerful than ptaček's estates. signing with the enemy to protect his people makes sense from a practical point of view rather than a moral one. his obligation is to protect his people. = CONFLICT
in the case #2, it gets a little more complicated. case #2 takes into consideration what is written in the games' codex itself- and makes the aforementioned 'close neighbour' one lacek of kravař from Å”ternberk. why does this make it more complicated?
well.
if that was indeed the case, then jan ptaček and lacek had no political conflict. both jan and lacek were wenceslaus supporters, and lacek was also a vocal supporter of jan hus. so if there was no conflict between the lords- why was lacek mentioned?
i believe the conflict of interest could stem from lacek's wife- eliŔka of Ŕternberk. while lacek's family wasn't anti-hussite itself, eliŔka's side of family was and if they were indeed the 'powerful neighbours' of ptaček's, i could see that being the source of internal conflict (within family) which could have swayed lacek (temporarily?). i haven't found proof of this (at least not online) and am skeptical they could improvise that so it remains as the theory i favour the least. or WH simply has the sources i do not.
then why did they put his name in the codex?
like i said; this data is inaccessible to me and WH have more trustworthy sources (which is the likely scenario) OR WH decided to improvise and take creative liberties with this historical figure.
remains to be seen!
but it was definitely fun to think about the potential reasons.
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carlyraejepsans Ā· 1 year ago
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mind if i get sappy both negatively and positively for a sec?
if you've been following me for a while you'll remember just last year when i was still in highschool and i was so, so lonely and this blog was getting more popular than i meant for it to be. i was a wreck. i had straight up nightmares about hypothetical call outs and people taking my words out of context to turn people against me and that I'd lose the few people i genuinely thought of as friends. i used to go over my old posts deleting them and obsessively editing the wording when i felt it could be twisted to mean something else. even worrying that the fact they COULD have a double meaning meant i was secretly a horrible person in some sick freudian sense. not a good time to have moral OCD! or anon asks open, lmfao.
and i look at my past self now, after my biggest fear realized so many times it's now a monthly annoyance at worst and well. of course i did. i had no one else! that was the extent of my friendships at the time. the people i met and came to love online were the only place i felt truly safe to be myself around without having to fight for my right to be respected or putting on a persona.
but guess what? that's not the case anymore. I'm out of my parents' house, i have authority over my own decisions and presentation, i have friends at school (real friends! more than I've ever had simultaneously in my life!) that enjoy my company in person and include me in the things they do, fully respecting my chosen name and identity as a trans person. i have a queer community to share my burdens and my joys with, i am finally, finally getting started on HRT which is a dream I thought I'd never reach... and guess what. even my online friends didn't give a fuck. i was so paranoid about being alone again that i forgot to consider that they... also care about me, just like i care about them. that they're not gonna dump me out of nowhere because some random asshole decided i was their parasocial nemesis of the week, and if they had doubts or questions wbout something, we could discuss it in private and either agree or agree to disagree on friendly terms.
idk I'm just doing the best I've ever done in my life. this period of my life is perhaps the first time I've ever felt like a complete and whole person. it gets me a little tender hearted looking back and seeing how much I've grown since the time "something like this" would've been world ending.
anyway if any of this rings familiar to you, know I'm proud of you as well. in the way you've grown AND in the way you will grow, given time. hold the line, soldier. things get getter. that's a promise.
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n1k0laa5 Ā· 1 month ago
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hii i hope ur doing well, i love ur blog!!! so basically ive been manifesting my dream college for a while now and I got the entrance exam results today, and they aren't bad honestly considering i didn't study at all but they also aren't good enough for me to make it into the college realistically 😭 cus it's so prestigious and only the highest rankers get in. i know that anything is possible but I'm still conflicted and stuck cus everyone keeps telling me that I have no shot anymore, i'd really appreciate if you could give some advice regarding this <3
Hello hello, my angel!
Let’s start here:
THEY. DON’T. MATTER.
Your results? Don’t matter.
The ranking system? Doesn’t matter.
The people telling you you’re ā€œout of chancesā€?
IRRELEVANT.
Not one of those people is manifesting your reality. Not one of them is connected to the universal intelligence that bends time and space for YOU. Not one of them has the power to override your assumption, unless you hand it to them.
So take it back. Snatch it from those hoes.
ā€œBut I didn’t get the rankā€¦ā€
Good. That means you’re about to do this the supernatural way. That means your miracle is brewing.
You think what you desire is wild?
People have grown inches taller, changed bone structures, SHIFTED TO OTHER REALITIES, healed fatal illnesses, manifested lottery wins, changed test scores after the fact.
And you think an admissions officer is stronger than you?
Baby, that’s a role in your script. And you’re the writer.
A Direct Truth from Neville Goddard:
ā€œStop trying to change the world. It is only the mirror. Man’s attempt to change the world by force is as fruitless as breaking a mirror in the hope of changing his face. Leave the mirror and change your face. Leave the world alone and change your concept of yourself.ā€
So what do you do now?
You do NOT go try to change your test scores. (Unless you want to.. ofcourse.)
You do NOT go explain or convince anyone.
You do one thing:
Change your concept of yourself.
You say:
ā€œI am the one who got in.
I am the miracle.
I am the exception.
I am the chosen applicant.
I am the name they say with shock like ā€˜how the hell did they get in?!’
Because I’m not playing by this world’s rules—I’m living from the 4D.ā€
You decide this is already yours and the 3D is legally obligated to rearrange.
Your Dream College Is ALREADY Yours
Let’s stop entertaining doubt. You wouldn’t have the desire if the timeline didn’t exist.
Desire is memory. You’re remembering what’s already true.
So when you say ā€œI want to be in this college,ā€
you’re not wishing. You’re locating.
You are the version of you who:
• Checks the email and sees ā€œACCEPTEDā€
• Gets the dorm tour
• Buys the hoodie with your school’s name on it
• Posts the ā€œI got inā€ story with 100 crying emojis
• Walks across that campus like they were born there
That version of you?
They already exist. Right now. Not in a year. Not ā€œifā€ the numbers work out.
Your only job is to become them.
What to Do Now (Like, Literally)
1. Assume. Decide. Period.
ā€œI got in. It’s done. I am admitted. The circumstances don’t matter.ā€
You don’t need to explain how. That’s not your job. Your only job is to persist in the assumption, because when you hold it long enough, the world bends to match it.
2. Saturate Your Imagination
Every day, go full method actor:
• Visualize getting the acceptance email
• Feel the adrenaline rush. The disbelief. The tears.
• Imagine texting friends, calling family, posting online
• Imagine yourself walking on campus. Sitting in class. Laughing with classmates.
Use all your senses. Make it so real that the 3D has no choice but to catch up.
(This is whether or not you’d like to use THIS method, any other methods are okay and your choice.)
3. Burn. Their. Voices.
For every person who told you ā€œYou have no shot,ā€
you say: ā€œThank you for your role as resistance in my plot. I release you.ā€
They’re extras in your movie. Not the director.
Do not let someone else’s inability to imagine your life limit what you’re allowed to experience.
4. Make Rejection a Non-Option
If it comes down to two timelines, one where they ā€œlogicallyā€ say no, and one where the email glitches, a professor pulls strings, or the system breaks in your favor…
you pick the one that favors you.
You say:
ā€œIt’s impossible for me not to get in.
Even if they tried to reject me, the file would mysteriously vanish.
My name is on the roster. They’ll be confused, but I won’t be. Because I knew all along.ā€
5. Remember: You Are the Law
The universe does not check your resume.
It checks your state of being.
Neville said:
ā€œThe moment you accept the wish as an accomplished fact, that is the moment you’re fulfilling it.ā€
So fulfill it now. Don’t delay. Don’t wait for proof.
Say:
ā€œThey’ll send the letter. I’ll celebrate. I’ll smile. But none of that makes it real, I did that. Right now. In my assumption. And the rest is just the world catching up.ā€
You Are Not Hoping. You Are Commanding.
You are not asking. You are remembering.
You are not manifesting through logic. You are manifesting despite it.
So let them talk. Let the stats exist. Let the odds stack.
And then blow past all of it.
Because you’re not here to play fair.
You’re here to break the rules and still win.
You’re here to say,
ā€œYeah, I wasn’t supposed to get in. But I did. And that’s exactly why it’s magic.ā€
Final Affirmations (Say These with Your Whole Chest)
• I get what I want. Always.
• My dream college is mine. That’s the only story I accept.
• Logic bends around me. Timelines shift for me.
• I am the wild card. The glitch. The exception. The miracle.
• I live in a reality where I got in, and that’s the only reality I acknowledge.
• I refuse to argue with possibility. I create it.
Congratulations on getting into your dream college, dearie.
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ticklishraspberries Ā· 9 months ago
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hi
I read your post about your courage to talk about tickling in therapy. And that you are thinking about sharing bits of it with us. ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ If you feel comfortable? Please, do so. I started therapy a while ago, but haven’t had the courage or mental unloading level to talk about this chapter, tbh.
Hello!! I'm gonna use your ask as the place to talk about this, so yes, I really hope this can possibly be helpful to you and others!! This is mostly going to be about dealing with shame surrounding tickling and sort of...why I think it became a kink for me? Trigger warnings for mentions of grooming, sexual abuse, and pornography.
So, I grew up with unrestricted internet access as a child. My parents had no idea how to deal with growing technology, and they really didn't understand how to put child safety features on or how to even check the history, so I could pretty much do whatever I wanted.
From a very young age, I started experiencing the feeling that I thought about tickling differently than other people, but there wasn't really shame about it, I just knew that it...mattered more to me than others? I would describe it as more of a fixation, and now as an adult who has been diagnosed with autism, I'd say it might have something to do with that.
As a very young child, I would look up things about tickling, and I was immediately met with fetish content. Back in the early 2000's, even fanfiction was mostly sexual. Harry Potter ticklefics were all, like, an underage Hermione being non-consensually tickled by magical plants, or Voldemort or Snape using it to torture Harry.
As an impressionable child, I began to internalize the idea that this likely innocent interest in tickling was a dark, perverted sexual deviance and developed a debilitating sense of shame towards it. It's why the word would make me cringe, why I stopped letting my family do it to me, why I would feel disgusted and embarrassed when it happened in shows and movies.
Recently, my partner, our mutual best friend, and I had this very deep talk about fetishes. We all have one that we are deeply ashamed of (obviously I'm not going to share theirs) and both of them have never judged me for a single second about tickling. Whenever it happened in media we were watching, my friend expressed not knowing how to handle it for my sake, because I would very clearly get uncomfortable.
He encouraged me to really think about why it made me uncomfortable, especially in a room with 2 of the only people in my life who would never judge me for it, and I decided to take his advice and really dwell on it.
There had been a reason that I had to bring it up in therapy previously, it's a long and frankly far too personal story to share, but I had really danced around what it was and my therapist ended up asking if she could guess what I was talking about, and she correctly guessed that it was tickling. My therapist is super chill and comfortable talking about literally anything with me, and she didn't make me feel judged at all. In fact, she was like, "I think a lot of people find that hot as like, foreplay at least!" and fully promised me that it was normal and nothing to be ashamed of.
Basically, with a mixture of self-reflection, discussing it in therapy, and talking about it with my partner and our friend, I have come to this conclusion: Being exposed to tickling as a sexual fetish at such a young age, as a child with no prior concept of what sex was or consent or anything, I was conditioned by pornography and inappropiate fanfiction/fanart the believe that there is something perverted and predatory about me liking tickling.
As someone with sexual trauma that was occurring around the same age that I discovered these things online, seeing the constant non-consensual and underage elements in these things made me see myself in the same light as people who were abusing me.
The ironic thing about this is, tickling is not inherently sexual to me, but I never let myself experience it platonically until very recently, because I was convinced I could not separate the sexual aspect from the innocent fixation. Tickling between myself and my platonic friends, or just playful/romantic tickling with my partner is also fun for me, and it doesn't turn me on. But I really struggled to acknowledge that these things could coexist, because I only ever saw the sexual side of it at the most impressionable age.
I have really bad intrusive thoughts, and a lot of self-esteem issues that make it very hard for me to trust myself and view myself in a positive way, so my mentally ill brain essentially convinced me that I was perverted, that I was a predator, etc. for simply...liking tickling. Even though logically I can understand that I am not a bad person, I don't want to non-consensually tickle people, I value consent, all of those important things, I felt like there was just something inherently wrong about liking it, and so, while I have preached being comfortable with it on this blog, I didn't even realize how deeply I have hated myself for years for it.
That is one reason why I think this blog and this community have been therapeutic for me, and why I still rarely write NSFW fanfiction. Tickling is a kink for me, yes, but I can fully separate when a situation is sexual or not. Recently, I have been able to start healing this. The friend I mentioned earlier knows how I feel about tickling and is still comfortable with it happening between us, which has really helped me begin to view it as a fun/safe/platonic thing again, and I'm getting way better at not getting uncomfortable when it happens in media.
My therapist has suggested doing some deeper work on this, but I kind of feel like I got to the bottom of the problem and am already feeling a lot better about it. However, I'm sure it will come up again.
I just wanted to share this because I always said talking about tickling in therapy would be my worst nightmare, that I would never do it, etc. and it ended up being a really positive experience that has made me so much more comfortable in myself and liking tickling.
I hope this could be insightful or helpful to some of you!! Thanks if you read this far.
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101-android-luvr-010 Ā· 6 days ago
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IVE RESEARCHERD THE POSTS THOROUGHLY THIS TIME AND I'D LIKE TO RE-ESTATE MY REQUEST ON MYSTERY'S LORE AND FACTS IF POSSIBLE, KIND REGARDS ā¤ļø
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I AM SO SORRY I'M REPLYING LATE, I AM FUCKING TERRIBLE ABOUT THESE THINGS. YES ABSOLUTELY, LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY BABY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What Is Mystery Pines?/How Does She Work?
Ok, so Mystery is, obviously, an Android. A biomechanical Android. Meaning that she's more organic rather than machine. She has a brain, blood cells, organs, nerves, bones, personality, emotions, dreams, everything. She's exactly 5'6 feet tall, weighs somewhere between 140 to 150 pounds. Can lift 2 tons and her top speed is 36mph. Her muscles are made out of synthetically grown tissue and special types of rubber that allow her to lift, twist, turn and all that jazz a human can do but better. Her bones are made out of four materials: Titanium, stainless steal, fiberglass and cardboard. When layered, this creates an almost indestructible structure that can hold up to moisture, high temperature and most importantly, stress. "Oh, but what happens if one of them do break??" ... Well shit...
Good thing that there's replicators, right? Yeah, that's a downside to her internal repair systems. She cannot fully repair herself when it comes to her bones on the very rare occasion, should she break one. Her organs were synthetically grown cell by cell in dishes and tubes and such. Her blood a cooling liquid that glows a bright teal to electric blue when exposed to oxygen, but is purple when inside the body. Her brain is mostly organic and created the same way as the rest of her systems through wetwear technology. Her brain connects to the rest of her body via a Bluetooth-like connection and a central nervous system. Connected to her body or otherwise. She can, not unlike Soong-Type Androids, be connected to other mechanical devices through a physical connection. Her hair, nails and teeth, yes I said teeth, can regenerate or grow at her given desire. Say she looses a tooth, within a few minutes a new tooth takes its place. Such a thing is called micro regeneration. "Why are her eyes purple?"
A purple light, or reflection is used to identify UV colors. So for her eyes being purple not only broaden her perception of color, but also allow her to see much better in dim lightening than the average human eye. Not unlike your typical house cat. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Physical Weaknesses? EMP: Mystery, while a powerful being in her own right, is not entirely indestructible. If exposed to EMP (Electro Magnetic Pulses) for a prolonged period time (2 minutes plus), she will shut down. Though temporarily for 16 hours. Such pulses are detrimental to normal machinery, if not entirely rendering them useless. So if she, a living machine, is exposed, the strong magnetic fields can override the airwave and nervous connection to the rest of her body. After a 16 hour shut down, her systems gradually come back online, one by one. Sometimes after such cases of EMP, she looses memory of the occurrence. It is because her brain is partially organic she does not loose her entire memory. The Off Switch: Mystery has an off switch delicately placed on the back of her neck. if pressed correctly, a small panel will lift. Inside the panel is a keyboard where you must place in a 6 digit number code. This will entirely shut her systems down until you decide otherwise. Light: Due to her eyes being sensitive to UV, this also makes her more aware of bright, artificial blue lighting. Being exposed to blue lighting on a daily basis may cause eyestrain and slight headaches. NOTE THAT THIS DOES NOT STOP HER FROM STARING INTO THE SUN. SHE WILL HAVE A STARRING CONTEST WITH THE SUN AND SOMEHOW WIN. Sub-Zero Temps: Unlike the Soong-Type Androids, she cannot consciously live in cold vacuum of space. Due to the lack of oxygen, her systems cannot cool themselves correct, therefore shut down to prolong functionality. Drugs: Yeah... she- Mystery can get high and drunk. She can get drugged, poisoned or become intoxicated if they are met to the proper measurements. Other Flaws to Note: Can bleed out if cut in the right spot Can't replicate her bone structures (with the exception of her teeth) Can't play poker for shit Gets cold easily even if 80 degrees Fahrenheit Wears sweater then gets hot immediately Gets mad at inanimate objects Indecisive about personal matters Bites nails Can develop bad habits Would probably stick her head in a microwave if you paid her 20 bucks Laughs like if a goose and a seagull had a demon love child and gave it a dying car Talks to herself daily Can be slightly manipulative Immediately apologizes over the smallest things (not manipulative, just a post people pleasing habit) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How Does She Stay Awake? Mystery does in fact, need sleep to function. However, instead of sleeping every night, she only needs it once every two weeks. Though Mystery will occasionally just take naps for the hell of it. Not only does she need to sleep, she'll occasionally need to eat as well. She does not have a digestive system like a human. So all the energy she receives from her choice of food or drink gets liquefied and runs though the reproductive canals where it is stored until the monthly release of both waist and reproductive fluids. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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But why was she created? And who made her anyway? Well, Mystery was created by the stout older woman named Samantha Pines. Her and Dr. Noonian Soong were at the time competitors in the field of cybernetics, seeing who could make the more advanced Android. While Dr. Soong won in the aspect of quickness, though Lore and Data were not the easiest beings to be created, it took Dr. Pines 14 years until Mystery was fully completed and functioning. Mystery being activated, or ''born'' on June 2nd, 2340. Just 2 years after the activation of Data. Why was Mystery made? She doesn't know. To be as human as possible? Mystery doesn't wish to be human like Data does. She certainly doesn't act like it. But indeed, her body says otherwise. Only Samantha truly knows. And until then, let our minds run for speculation. (IF YOU HAVE ANY MORE QUESTIONS PLZ LEMME KNOW, IT WAS FUN WRITTING THIS!!)
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jbbartram-illu Ā· 2 years ago
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I'd love to know more about layering glazes!! I've taken ceramic classes in school and as you can imagine we were limited to single glazes to stop kids from mixing things together with too-early second coats.
Ooohhh get ready for another ramble because I am SO into glaze layering (tho also very early on in the journey...now that I have a kiln, I'll have way more capacity for tossing in some test tiles alongside the proper work, so hopefully I'm only getting nerdier in this aspect of the craft!).
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A couple of beasts featuring cool surface effects via layering glazes!
The main thing that got me properly into glaze layering was the fact that both Mayco & Amaco provide online resources for layering their glazes, which provided me with a foundation to start from when deciding what glazes to layer.
Mayco's glaze layering resource
Amaco's Glaze layering resource
With few exceptions, all of my layered glazes have been based on suggestions from those sites. Of course, most look slightly different from the reference photos provided due to firing temp/clay type, but it's amazing to have something to work from!
The other crucial thing that comes along with glaze layering (& just glazing in general!) is keeping a record of your choices. I've got a two-pronged system going now where I write everything down in a notebook while working, then take proper photos when the pieces are done & put it in an app on my phone called ClayLab.
This allows me to more easily organize my glaze results & reference them in a more streamlined way than my initial system of 'read tragically messy notes in notebook while scrolling through my overloaded & disorganized phone photo album'. Sometimes apps DO make things easier!
Here are some photos of my not-at-all-unhinged notebook scrawlings & a screenshot of the ClayLab app:
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The app lets you apply all kinds of info to each entry & then filter by all those categories (eg. type of vessel/creature, glaze name, clay type, etc). I really do recommend it if you want a non-stressful way of keeping track of your glazing choices!
So yeah!! I hope this was a little bit helpful? I'll be talking a bit more about my personal favourite glazes/layered glazes in a future ask, which I'll post soon!
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fernlessbastard Ā· 1 year ago
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I haven't been online for a while due to lack of time, as well some personal issues, but I just want to say that i obviously don't condone all of the abuse William Gold made Shelby endure. I stand with Shelby, and anyone who does otherwise, unfollow me immediately.
In regards to the characters Wilbur and Quackity from dream SMP, I have absolutely no idea what to do about it all. They've felt more like my characters ever since the end of their direct interactions on dsmp anyway, and frankly almost all of the content I've produced of them is significantly more so based off of me and my partner (however "cringe" that sounds), so it's a difficult situation for me. I won't be deleting any of my posts or art. I don't know what I'll be doing with all of the content I've made but haven't posted, which includes a couple chapters of the Losing Face rewrite. I might turn cQ and cWilbur into actual original characters. I've been thinking about doing a complete redesign either way - the only immediate issue I have is the names, as I can't think of anything that'd fit. If I end up figuring it out, I might try to turn the rewrite of Losing Face into an original story, but that's gonna be very difficult, considering the context needed for the story is Dream SMP lore. The fic is also structured around William Gold's song, which I'll have to obviously change too, if I end up doing anything with it.
If any other tnt duo artists have any thoughts regarding how to tastefully handle this, I'd appreciate it, as honestly, I can't say I'm not still hyperfixated, unfortunately.
For now I'll most likely just see how the situation develops, and decide when my personal life is less of a mess. This whole shit show has hit a little too close to home with my current issues too, so I'll be frank, I don't think I'll be posting anything, regardless of whether it's tnt duo or not.
Anyway, stay safe everyone, and let me know what you think about how i could figure this pickle out
Update: as of now I've decided I'll most likely just keep on creating content of the characters which have belonged to the fandom for years now. The situation with my fic is more complicated, since not just the title is named after the song Losing Face, but also each chapter is named after the song's lyrics, and each of those has been carefully fitted to represent the plot of the chapter. I don't think I feel comfortable with that anymore, and I will have to rework the pacing to fit a different song (I haven't yet decided what song exactly).
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matrixbearer2024 Ā· 6 months ago
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I just want to clarify things, mostly in light of what happened yesterday and because I feel like I'm being vastly misunderstood in my position. I would just like to reiterate that this is my opinion of things and how I currently see the gravity of my actions as I've sat and reflected. On the advice of some friends, I was encouraged to make this post to clear up any misunderstanding that may remain from my end.
I don't hold it against anyone for disagreeing with me as this is a very nuanced topic with many grey zones. I hope eventually all parties related to this incident can all get along as well, as I do still prefer to be civil and friendly with everybody as much as possible.
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I've placed the whole conversation here for people to interpret themselves, and as much as I want to let sleeping dogs lie— I can't help but also feel like the vitriol was misplaced. I don't want this to be a justification of my actions or even a place where opinions conflict, I'm just expressing my thoughts on the matter as I've had a while to mull it over. Again, this is a nuanced topic so please bear with me.
The "generative AI" in question at the time was a jk Simmons voice bank that I had gathered/created and trained myself for my own private and personal use. The model is entirely local to my computer and runs on my GPU. If there was one thing I had to closely even relate it to is a vocaloid or vocoder. I had even asked close people around what they had thought of it and they called it the same thing.
I created a Stanford Vocaloid as I experimented with this kind of thing as a programmer who wanted to mess around with deep learning algorithms or Q-learning AI. By now this whole thing should be irrelevant as I'd actually deleted all of the files related to the voicebank in light of this conversation when I decided to take down the project in it's entirety.
I never shared the model anywhere, Not online or through personal file sharing. I've never even made the move to even advocate for it's use in the game. I will repeat, I wanted to keep the voicebank out of the game and I only use it for private reasons which are for my own personal benefit.
I recognize ethically I am in the wrong, JK Simmons never consented to having his voice used in models such as this one and I recognize that as my fault. Most VAs don't like having their voices used in such a thing and the reasoning can matter from person to person. As much as I loved to have a personal Stanford greeting me in my mornings or lecturing me in physics after long days, it's not right to spoof somebody's voice as that is genuinely what can set them apart from everybody else. It's in the same realm of danger as deepfaking, and for this I deeply apologize that I hadn't recognized this fault prior to the conversation I had with orxa.
But I would clearly like to reiterate that I had never advocated for the use of this voicebank or any AI in the game. That I was adamantly clear on calling the voicebank an AI(which I think orxa and some others might have missed during the conversation) which is what even modern vocaloids are classified under. And that I don't at all share the files openly or even the model because I don't preach for people to do this.
I would very much rather a VA but because money is tight(med school you are going to put me in DEBT) and the resources available to me, I instead turned to this as a tool rather than a weapon to use against others. I don't make a profit, I don't commercialize, I even recognize that the voicebank fails in most cases because it sounds so robotic or it just dies trying to say a certain thing a certain way.
Coming from the standpoint of somebody who genuinely dabbles in robotics and had a robotic hand as my thesis, I can honestly say how impressive software and hardware is developing. But I will also firmly believe that I don't think AI will be good enough to ever replace humans within my lifetime and I am 19. Nineteen.
The amount of resources it takes to run a true generative AI like GPT for example is a lot heavier than a locally run vocaloid which just essentially lives in your GPU. As well as the fact AI don't have any nuance that humans have, they're computers— binary to the core. I also stand by the point that they cannot and will not surpass their creators because we are fundamentally flawed. A flawed creature cannot create a perfect being no matter how hard we try.
I don't want to classify vocaloids as generative AI as they're more similar to synthesizers and autotune(which is what my Ford voicebank was as well when I still had it) but to some degree they are. They generate a song for you or an audio from a file that you give as input. They synthesize notes and audio according to the file fed to them. Like a computer, input and output, same thing. There's nothing new generated, it's like a voice changer on an existing mp3.
I'm not saying this to justify my actions or to come off as stand-offish. I just want to clarify things that didn't really sit right with me or that seemed to completely blow over in the exchange I shared with orxa on discord.
To anybody who's finished reading this, thank you for your time and patience. I'll be going back to just working on myself for the time being. Thank you.
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nostalgink Ā· 1 year ago
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Due to some past trauma from previous fandoms, I'm not particularly one to engage in fandom related discourse anymore, but when you not only name-drop me, but continue to perpetuate lies about not only me, but also my friends.... that's when I'd rather "clear my name" than allow for a nasty rumor to circulate when I know it's out there.
I want to go through everything that went down in order as best as possible. Even though I’ve spent so much time on this receipt post, truly this issue was something very small, the root of the issue lies with CookieRuby herself, given she decided to continue to create and perpetuate lies and rumors about myself and others. I know she will most likely continue to make up whatever she wants to have happened to obtain pity from those who do not know the context, but I thought that if she was going to do so regardless, I might as well let everyone know mine and my friends’ side of things. Because sadly I got some very worried and confused messages wondering if the statements were truthful. Hopefully this reassures most that they are in fact not.
I also would like to say while I am deeply upset that someone would lie about me like this and continue to emotionally manipulate, then double down on it all… I still do want to say that if you know people who act as such to please help them get the help they need. The timeline of this basically showcases us interacting at 3 points ever, but its obvious in her own obsessive world she has created, it has been brewing with her much longer. Which all of this is genuinely concerning and I hope she gets help. Despite my anger.
In the beginning
I believe I knew about them prior to them joining the old Darkwing Duck RP server I used to be active in back in 2022. If you know me, I follow practically every artist in the fandom. Especially as the fandom loses traction and there are less and less of us actively creating works. So naturally I followed. I even found her oc interesting. I mean why wouldn’t I? Magentus, while more of an oc now than he was in the past, at the end of the day still is my sona so to speak. I love seeing others put themselves into their own work in their own ways. Unfortunately once I got to know them, their attitude towards others when it came to their oc soured my interest.
In a lot of her posts, she makes claims towards my friends and I (as well as I suppose vague unknown other ā€œharrassersā€ prior to us. I only put it in air quotes because the amount of lying she does, ironic I know, makes me question the validity of anything she says.) that we actively hated and made fun of her for disliking Drakepad. As you can see in the screenshots provided, that is exactly the oppposite.
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I also want to mention the screenshots here are an anonymous friend’s server that I used to be active in. In the screenshots provided by Soy, it refers to their old server. Though I believe there is a point in our screenshots where one is referenced in another. (I am currently not looking at them, so I can recall which is referenced in which.) I wanted to make sure there was no confusion with that. These were provided to me by Drake. I could not find them on my own. This was her asking about playing her oc initally. and some stuff I didn't screenshot previously I think?
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On Soy’s Side of things
Initially I had another draft of this whole rant, but because of these screenshots I got so peeved that I spiraled into a mad disorganized rage due to the ridiculousness of all of this. So I thought it would be best to rework my words into a more composed response. Personally I had read the first set of messages after they had happened, but when it comes to the discord screenshots, these were new to me. We were all suspicious of her potentially using an alt account on tumblr to ask as a ā€œfriendā€. Because while I cannot say the same for my friends, I had online friends when I was young who pulled very similar stunts to continue to emotionally manipulate me into remaining their friend and under their thumb. I do not fuck with that sort of behavior anymore. And to note from Soy they said that they had joined their old dead DWD server and immediately dmed them. The obsessive manner of her continuing whatever game she thinks this is is a genuine concern and big alarm sounding that she needs to talk to someone. She is older than me, but I have already dealt with extremely similar people in my preteens, so it’s sad to see someone being so immature like this. (I hit the 30 post limit so the screenshots will be in the reblogs for anything missing)
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Starting with the post that finally prompted this response, I want to cover my personal opinion of each thing mentioned. Unfortunately as you will see, I do not have proof for my own ponytown run in personally, but if you read all of the messages provided, you can probably tell who’s more truthful considering it’s a 1-0 with me having evidence and her none. You’ll notice she remains vague when she can, which is most of the time.
First we need to all heavily note that this was a supposed dream. She is her character Hannah in her dream, alongside Drake. Soy, an anon, and myself appear as ā€œhooded peopleā€ in her dream and do an incantation on her in order to curse her to not be with Drake. I suppose this causes a curse that forces Drakepad to be real in her dream? Then we say quotes she is claiming we said. I will get to that in a moment. This is a summary so that if she deletes the post linked, you still have me explaining it. (I wrote this last night, unfortunately as of right now while I was acquiring links she did in fact delete the post. Likely because of my warning post from the other day. So she is stalking my account still.) Then her own oddly crafted happy ending where the spell is broken and she gets her ending of support.
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Now I’ll cover the ā€œquotesā€
ā€œDrakepad is the only true shipā€
You will here her claim people saying this to her often. In reference to my friends, such claims have been proven false. We supported her opinion despite our own. Even comforting her and letting her know its awful for anyone to try and pressure her over such a simple difference in taste. Also adding the fact we supported her oc x canon even though she could not RP it in the old server.
ā€œDarkwing DENIED YOUā€ with her claiming it is something I said to her in Ponytown.
I will go more in depth in exactly what I said in ponytown further down, but I never once said this. She insisted that my opinion was that her oc x canon was not valid. I was Negaduck in game, then I specifically swapped to my Magentus pony and stated how hypocritical it would be for me to say such a thing. Then proceeded to let her know, though I was annoyed, that it’s alright for her to not ship something she does not like, but continuing to bring up that you hate a ship to people you know don’t mind it or even ship it themselves is rude. Then she proceeded to do something I can only describe as something I am seasoned to as the son of an emotionally inmature mother. Again I will elaborate in the ponytown section.
ā€œShe gaved me PTSD by her DrakePad hate. And with her tumblr post who HURTED my friends saying we ā€œFORCEDā€ Drakepad on our server she lied.ā€ Which was aparently what Soy said.
I cannot speak to how soy feels completely on this, but I know they did not develop post traumatic stress disorder from this. Nor have they said this quote if you could not guess. I believe the friend was the one in the screenshots between them and soy on discord I shared above. Again, I do not trust that these are her actual friends. This is not to say she couldn’t potentially have friends who agree with her, I just don’t trust her truthfulness especially with said discord dms. But you as the reader can make your own opinion on that. From what I was told by Soy, they joined (I believe after they realized they couldn’t do oc x canon with our Darkwing in the old server, which was his choice to make.) and asked if they could do darkwing x hannah. Soy and others kindly let her know that they were working on a drakepad relationship, but saw no problem in doing dw x lp x hannah. She accepted I think? But regardless then returned to our server to both brag about how someone finally let her, but soon ranted about how uncomfortable poly stuff made them. Some of this is word of mouth, but you can see other parts referenced back above.
ā€œYou deserve no friends.ā€ by an anon
Again, I question the validity of this claim, but assuming someone actually said this to her this is horrible to say to someone. Back in 2020 I dealt with prosh*ppers in a problematic fandom harrasing me because I outwardly was against their adult x minor ship. Unfortunately if you know what fandom I mean. (keep guesses to yourself, I don’t want to bring it up in public.) You know it’s very popular unfortunately. I was sent death threats and people telling me how unworthy of friends, love, or anything they could throw at me. I would never say this to another nor condone saying this to another. Even if CookieRuby is in the wrong here. Everyone deserves the chance to have friends and flourish as a person. I’m angry but I’d never wish such a thing. And while I’m at it I would like to suggest to you as the reader that if you are considering doing such a thing don’t. Block her, move on. It’s not worth it. I’m only here right now to give context, then I’m done. I do not want anyone going after her. I’m just here to show my receipts, not to harrass her. I’d just prove her point if I did that. I’m not that sort of person.
And I was shown her speaking about her inferiority complex. I do not have one, so I cannot speak to how true this is, but considering this was March 2023...it seems despite her admitting this, she has obviously continued to lie about people. So I don’t know if she has that complex, but she is a chronic liar at the very least so there’s that I guess.
Ponytown run ins
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The provided screenshots below are from before what I’ll be describing to you. I had to re-listen to a voice note I sent after this. It’s all I have besides the discord message of me realizing it was her. I do not want to attach it just because I keep my voice to myself most times. I’m shy gang.
Starting off I was just finishing my Magentus pony. For a while they had a color palette I had just chose myself without reference and I was finally giving them their reference colors. I was returning to the darkwing rock circle I was hoping to start a darkwing pony hangout at, when I saw a Darkwing pony approach. Now, I don’t know if this was coincidence of perhaps she knows about the hangout from my story. Considering she has alts, she probably was checking my story, but that is speculation. I immediately am eager to friend them because of their pony. But of course the first words from her are ā€œwhy do you have me blocked?ā€ my mood immediately changes as it hit me that someone had told me prior she had an account. Likely due to the incident in the other ponytown screenshots. I ask to confirm if it’s her and she says yes.
So I simply put that she cause discomfort to my friends and I and that I use the block liberally. During this I am scrambling to try and block her on ponytown too, but unfortunately my block list is too full because I have been blocking Dream SMP ponies left and right. So I decide maybe here is where I can put my foot down on things. I also mentioned a side thing about how the old server I was in had a policy about posting over people, but she seemed to focus on this more. (I do not recall if this was enforced at the time, but still it was focused on way more than the main issue I was bringing up.) I mentioned how she’d post over others. I told her that it wasn’t my main point and to forget that and move onto the main issue. I explain to her as adult as I can back to her Drakepad issue that ā€œYou were being rude to people because you could get your ship. We tried to be nice and I just blocked you because I didn’t want to deal with that [anymore].ā€ and the only thing she got from that was me saying ā€œrudeā€ I suppose so she responded saying ā€œoh so I’m the toxic one?ā€ and boy have I heard this one get pulled on me before. It’s giving emotional manipulation. I calmly reply ā€œThat is not what I said.ā€ I said something else that I couldn’t recall, though likely just me restating what happened, then she said ā€œwell I guess I’m sorry-ā€ I was on a call at this time with my boyfriend while he was on break as this went down, so I began speaking to him irl. I guess I did not respond to her in time because she continued with the classic backhanded comment of ā€œSince everyone wants me to apologize anywayā€ or something to that effect. It was in that way that someone who does this wants you to just accept the apology even though it was not a meaningful one. She does not have to apologize, no one is making her, but that was her attitude about it. I thought I’d just end it off there with a joke to myself so I didn’t lose it. I went ā€œI have a mother, I can be emotionally manipulated at home, I don’t need this game from you. Bye.ā€ and logged off. Honestly there is when it actually got personal. Somewhere in the middle she insisted what I had mentioned earlier with us hating oc x canon and drakepad and all that and that statement from earlier still follows.
I even have a later note worrying there would be a post on her tumblr, but I checked once and there was nothing so I thought maybe she had gotten over herself…..we are here now so nope. Also this was 2/2/2024 for timeline’s sake.
I was transcribing from a voice note, so if it seems like there are any holes in that ask me, I’ll try to fill in what I missed.
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Misc
Lastly here are things I did not know how to organize into the rant. As well as some people making mention to their experiences with her in reply to my Instagram story. I swore I would get all I could and I meant it.
And anyways thank you to those who actually took the time to read all of this mess. I don’t know how I did drama back in the day this has truly been so exhausting to write, but it was important that I did. Honestly despite my anger this is really dumb to have to make, but I do not like being lied about. I especially don’t like my friends also being lied about. And again just block her and do not engage. I do not condone harassment of any kind. I am going to go sleep as I finish writing this. This was a tiring experience. She’ll probably continue but now I am satisfied knowing we’re all on the same page.
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infiniity-survivor-choco Ā· 26 days ago
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I've never understood the whole Anti vs Pro-ship debate. Maybe I came online during the right time. Maybe I'm just blind. Maybe I'm just privileged.
But if someone is posting about a ship I don't find particularly appealing, or it's one that disgusts me I have never once felt the urge to harass them or anything of the sort. I do what I've always done, block and move on.
I'm never been particually involved in fandom drama, the most I do is participate by reblogging art and fics that I read/enjoy. I post on AO3, and I've gotten my fair share of hate comments on the site from younger people who don't know you can filter things out as it's properly tagged. I didn't engage with them, just blocked/muted them and went on with my merry life.
I don't share a lot online outside of fictional stuff, my personal life and online life are vastly different. People I know IRL only know I like certain media, but nothing about who I ship from there and such. People I know online don't even know the chain I work at, let alone the town I live in. Hell one of my IRL friends would be an Anti and would hate me if she knew about my AO3, but I don't share that with her because she knows me IRL.
Even those rare people who I know both IRL and online I make sure are safe people before letting them see any of my accounts or likes and dislikes.
Maybe all this factors into why I've never faced harassment over what I've shipped or anything, but I know it's naive to say "I want everyone to block and move on", even if it would improve a lot of people's experiences.
Sorry for the long message, I just get irritated seeing the same debate again and again and people in your inbox not understanding your stance. I fully 100% support your desicion and I've seen the harassment over the past few weeks and I just don't understand why people continue to harass you and beat a dead horse.
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Hi! I don't think it's privileged on your end, I think it speaks of your maturity and the fact you just don't want to hurt someone for no reason, I also understand the anti side because wanting to have an impact on protecting others to not get exposed to certain content against their will matters but I understand the proship too in terms of freedom, recent issue is the proship side of things as I already stated is just as guilty, it simply hides it, however, both casual proshippers and casual antis deserve to be able to exist without having to come into hating each other or having their trauma clash in what's always a bad experience for everyone, the reason I'm neither one nor the other was already stated, but also just like you, I have so much more to think about that goes deeper, abelt my life irl isn't much different simply because I don't have the physical or even psychological capacity to work, being extremely disabled does that as well as neurodevelopmental disorders, but, I really think you're a kind person whose doing their own thing, and I'd never drag you into a situation like this, the only reason I had initially reacted was their sexual harassment campaign, which they expected to do without issue in lieu of me not having been there to stop them.
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They'd said I manipulated my audience but, guess what, not only an I the only one who said the whole truth, but I'm not the one who waited until someone was not on the platform to attempt to sexually harass and libel them around with more people participating, I'm not the one who left out how the beginning started and who actually harassed who, and I'm not the one who was unable to contrast documents or provide any evidence beyond my reactions, while the abundance of proof of their campaign, tactics, and moreover harm to minors is ridiculous. Mind you, these were a thing
Person spreads a sexual Harassment campaign on the back of...*checks notes* anons from the person who sexually harassed me (1) and (2) whataboutism from the adult person who, while regressed myself, took opportunity to decide I shouldn't have shown my birthday gift, about myself, with me as the vulnerable party, after agreeing, when I was gone, while hyperfocusing on that specifically and ommiting their entire group and community sexually harassing people and minors included.
This is done from the same person who publicly posted nsfw content on their blog full of minors. Who has sexually and non sexually harassed a 14 year old via facilitating and covering such activities under guise of concern, with testimony of the minor in question.
With people involved saying that "cyberbullying isn't real"
With people involved saying their morals are hyper-specific and not abiding to any law, therefore they can behave in any manner - only them getting that luxury.
People involved publicly posting and sending sexual material on tags with kids in them. Untagged. Breaking boundaries left and right and denying the importance of DNI's.
People involved claiming "religion won't get you (me) unmolested" as the starting point of the conversation, trying to damage control, it failing, partner getting involved after some weirdo anon named them, asking me to show their anons to my minor audience after also covering up the sexual harassment in question before the 🐸 situation.
Person with the birthday gift shown having attempted coercion to not have me push back against the campaign and lying about deleting such to have me not say anything. Saying "consequences don't helo anyone." as enabling.
🐸 person having spread their campaign with claims that are factually criminal on their end and also endangering audiences in the process. Person name dropping the 18+ account in question for sexual harassment, person weaponizing silence to build up psychological abuse and wait for reactions. Person potentially distributing the content on their discord server. Person having a "third party" "Editor N" involved and found out to be a friend of the group all along and not the objective party they tried.
Label anti harassment their constant abuse + attempting to speak over victims and how it "didn't affect them"
Person trying to use mutuals who unfollowed after the first meltdown, person trying to have gross material of Mirmo sent to me as sexual harassment, person denying the accusations, person creating alts and one with my own avatar for impersonation, person claiming I was Scurry and trying to coerce them, person trying to manipulate my audience by pointing out my reaction as the moral falling in question, person caught admitting they "were scared" and hence needing collective harassment, as a way to demonize an angry victim, person naming proship culture is as myself having sent anons when I didn't know the person in question existed, person creating a tag out of their own abuse of myself as "victims" that opportunistically anyone who harassed me or I fought with could hop in. Person having sent countless anons with their bestie and editor N trying to monitor reactions as commentary while trying to deflect on the accounts of sexual harassment of their preferred party by claiming it's. "Unsavory" but "true" that me "crying about Religion" wouldn't get me. "Unmolested" entirely trying to dodge how truth and sexual Harassment aren't mutually exclusive, the person bludgeoning over my boundaries and my own experiences with Christianity into my post, the person caught posting the untagged explicit content in their blog and lying saying they had it tagged, the person lying about the swana christians excuse as per the dates demonstrated, etc, etc, etc, etc.
Everyone involved having made uncomfortable hundreds, or even thousands of people before and doing so thinking themselves holistic through group identity, finding it jarring that getting a shot at. "The Choco" didn't get them what they wanted. Not taking responsibility for the Caleb situation, not taking responsibility for breaking DNI's, not taking responsibility for all boundary's broken, not taking responsibility for using and hiding behind anons as their evidence plus my reactions while the compilation of their every offense, collective and otherwise spans documents so large I have not yet posted them, and they know it. The game of. "We can be as disgusting as possible and make upset thousands but if we believe Choco has finally reacted a way we can take advantage of we will!" After Choco had spent 9+ years doing countless things for others and putting Choco last while the 🐸 sexual harasser had only been here for months.
People who do nothing but make everyone beyond miserable as a hobby trying to SQL inject from those who exist to make others happy and fell them what they "are" or "aren't", of which they're beyond just entirely unqualified trying and failing to reverse their position.
Even now I've kept my word about not sharing 🐸's other account like they did with mine. Because I have more integrity in my pinkie than they've got combined and don't need it to hold them accountable.
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No amount of mental gymnastics will unmake the fact that they will always be the abusers, and the reason I push back so much is i will not have my story redefined by the very same kind of people I fought against since I was little, the same abusers, the same people who purposely and willingly build their joy out of the misery of innocents and try and put in between as many barriers as possible to dodge consequences while signing virtue to the world about the reactions they get and use the process and crowd upset to their advantage. Doing so would be a disservice to every single person i have ever made happy and stood up for, I will never make it comfortable for abusers to continue to abuse and feel holistic about, how I'm perceived in the process doesn't matter to me.
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masagoto mobamenco masterpost
because i'm going through an intense samurai flamenco resurgence, i decided to re-translate all of the masagoto conversations from the mobile game and put them in one post! most of them are basically the same as they once were, just reworded for clarity or flow, but there were a few that were outright incorrect that i will go back and edit into the original posts. eventually, i'd like to re-translate the ones between masayoshi and mari as well as between mari and goto, but i don't have the original text for those on hand!
i managed to find some voice clips from the mobile game as well, and while some of them are buried in my translation tag, some of them are new to me so maybe one day i'll post them too! for now, this is all i have the energy to do.
i've vaguely organized the conversations by topic, but all of them are special because it's masayoshi and goto talking to each other... big love.
TRAINING
Masayoshi: I've been doing really well lately! Goto: Be careful, you're the type of person to mess it up when you're at your peak. Masayoshi: Please don't be mean! Goto: But am I wrong? Masayoshi: …no, you're not…
Goto: Hey, it looks like I've gotten a little stronger. Masayoshi: Congratulations, Goto-san! How much more until you become the number one officer? Goto: That's not how the police force works!
Masayoshi: I'm really starting to see the results of my training. Goto: You're getting hit less? Masayoshi: I've become able to withstand Ishihara-san's punishment! Goto: Wait, there?!
Goto: I've been feeling pretty good lately. Masayoshi: That must be the results of your training! Goto: I haven't been doing any training, idiot!
Masayoshi: I've gotten a lot stronger! Goto: But you shouldn't try doing everything by yourself. You know you can rely on me, right?
Goto: You people are always going on about "training." Masayoshi: Training is essential for a hero! You train too, don't you, Goto-san? Goto: I do not. What I do is just plain hard work. Masayoshi: Hard work is also essential!
Masayoshi: I've gotten a lot stronger! Goto: Good for you. Seems like all that training is working for you. Masayoshi: Yes, but I'm not done yet!
Goto: All right, seems like I've gotten a little stronger. Masayoshi: Congratulations! I need to be careful not to fall behind. Goto: Aren't you way past me already? Masayoshi: Th—that's not true! I still have a lot of work to do!
CURRY
Masayoshi: Goto-san, you like pickled radish with your curry, don't you? Goto: Yeah. It just feels like they go together in my mind. Masayoshi: Then, what about rakkyou (pickled scallions)? Goto: I'd eat them if I had them, but I wouldn't go out of my way to make them.
Masayoshi: What do you usually eat during work? Goto: I usually just grab whatever I'm feeling like at the moment. Masayoshi: And what do you feel like eating now? Goto: …talking to you makes me crave curry…
Goto: So, why do we only ever eat curry? Masayoshi: Heroes mean curry, and curry means heroes! Goto: Okay, but I'm not really trying to be a hero or anything. Masayoshi: Goto-san, there's a hero inside of all of us. Goto: You're dropping that line now?
Goto: Even though we're always eating the same thing, I somehow never get tired of it. Masayoshi: That's because the taste of instant curry changes slightly depending on the manufacture date! Goto: What?! Masayoshi: Yes, it's always getting better! Goto: Wait, why are YOU proud of it?
Goto: Do you ever cook at home? Masayoshi: I'm a bit embarrassed to admit it, but I can't cook at all. Goto: So that's how it is. As for me, I can't really make anything but curry. Masayoshi: But that's amazing! Please cook for me sometime! Goto: Yeah, yeah, if I feel like it.
Goto: Where do you usually buy your curry? Masayoshi: Sometimes I buy it from the supermarket, but I usually order it online. Goto: So that's why you never run out. Masayoshi: I'm prepared to have curry at any time!
Goto: You really love curry, don't you? Masayoshi: Yes. Of course part of it is due to my love of heroes, but my grandfather also often made it for me when I was a kid. Goto: Oh, really… Masayoshi: Yes, so I suppose it's nostalgic for me.
Goto: What's your diet like? Masayoshi: Well, I eat curry at home, and at work I get something from the convenience store. Goto: That sounds pretty unhealthy. Masayoshi: Don't worry! Ishihara-san makes sure to keep me on track. Goto: Oh, well, that's fine then.
Goto: You're a model who loves curry. That's gotta be tough. Masayoshi: It's not too bad. Goto: But curry has a lot of calories, doesn't it? Masayoshi: Whenever I eat too much curry, Ishihara-san puts me on a special diet. Goto: …………what do you mean? Masayoshi: …um, let's just say it destroys your appetite for a while.
DAILY LIFE
Goto: What's wrong? You look down. Masayoshi: Yeah… things aren't going well for me. Goto: Look, I'll watch something with you, so cheer up. Masayoshi: At a time like this, the only solution is the Harakiri Sunshine movie! Goto: Where'd that energy come from?
Masayoshi: I'd like to go on a trip the next time we're both free. Goto: I think if I went somewhere with you, it'd be nothing but trouble. Masayoshi: But wouldn't that make a fun memory?
Masayoshi: What do you think I could do if I wasn't a model? Goto: I dunno, a cheerleader? Masayoshi: I don't think that's a career. Goto: Then a golf caddy? Masayoshi: In other words, I'm loud?
Goto: Your grandmother was a flamenco dancer, right? Masayoshi: Yes, so I believe that's where my grandfather got the "Flamenco" part from. Goto: Does that mean he's the "Samurai" part? Masayoshi: Of course not. But it does seem like "Hazama" is a samurai family name. Goto: Wow…
Masayoshi: Goto-san, would you like to watch a DVD? Maybe a Blu-Ray? Or how about a Laser Disc? Goto: Don't give me that housewifey 'would you like a meal? A bath? Or maybe…?' garbage!
Masayoshi: If I had to compare Goto-san to an animal… Goto: Do NOT say dog! Masayoshi: Do you have some history with dogs?
Goto: Now that I think of it, I lost a day off because of you. Masayoshi: Why are you suddenly bringing that up? Goto: Well, when I remembered it, I got pissed off. Masayoshi: Please remember my apology too and forgive me already!
Goto: So, what was your first impression of me? Masayoshi: Hmm… "he should stop smoking in non-smoking areas."
Masayoshi: What was your first impression of me? Goto: A naked pervert. Masayoshi: …please tell me what you thought after I properly introduced myself. Goto: A pain in the ass. Masayoshi: You thought of me that way…? Goto: What? That WAS my first impression.
Masayoshi: Omawari-san wa~ Goto: What's that song? Masayoshi: It's "Inu no Policeman!" Goto: What's with that title?! Masayoshi: I don't know, but Flamenco Diamond was singing it the other day. Goto: Ugh, I feel sick…
Goto: What would you do if you found 1 million yen? Masayoshi: I'd take it to the police station. Goto: Well, yeah, I guess you would… Masayoshi: Of course!
Goto: What would you do if you found 100 yen? Masayoshi: I'd take it to the police station. Goto: What, even though it's just 100 yen? Masayoshi: What if the person who lost that 100 yen desperately needed it back?!
Masayoshi: Goto-san, you're actually very strong, aren't you? Goto: What do you mean by "actually"? I'm a police officer, so I can do kendo and judo. Masayoshi: What kind of special attacks do you have? Goto: If we're going with that, wouldn't every officer have to know them?
Masayoshi: What do you want for your birthday, Goto-san? Goto: I dunno, a day off? Masayoshi: That's not much of a dream. Goto: Fine, then I want to live a peaceful life. Masayoshi: Let's make that dream a reality!
Goto: What do you want for your birthday? Masayoshi: When I was younger, I would have asked for hero merchandise, but now I want world peace! Goto: I can't do that. Masayoshi: That was a joke! But let's work on building peace together.
Masayoshi: Are you a good driver, Goto-san? Goto: As a police officer, I have to prioritize safety.
Masayoshi: Recently, my occupational disease has been flaring up… Goto: Occupational disease? From being a model? Masayoshi: When I get my picture taken, I can't help but strike a hero pose… Goto: Oh, that's what you meant? Masayoshi: It's very serious!
Goto: So how was it, being chased all over town? Masayoshi: I never expected such a thing to happen to me! Goto: Well, you did have a bounty on your head. Masayoshi: I was worried you were going to sell me out… Goto: As a police officer, that would have looked bad. Masayoshi: "As a police officer"?!
Masayoshi: The police are always taking care of me. Goto: Let's just hope we never have to "take care" of you in a different way.
Masayoshi: Goto-san, why did you choose to become a police officer? Goto: Well, you know… a few reasons. Masayoshi: Because you love justice? Goto: Don't lump me in with you.
Goto: So, I've been thinking, and aren't you the one who's causing trouble for everyone? Masayoshi: What is that supposed to mean? Goto: Well, I've been swamped at work since the moment I met you. Masayoshi: But maybe that just means I'VE had a lot to do since I met YOU! Goto: No, it started when you became Samurai Flamenco.
Masayoshi: Hmmm hm hm~ Hmm~ Goto: What are you doing? Masayoshi: I'm doing maintenance on my equipment! Goto: As hardworking as ever, huh?
Masayoshi: Hmmm hm hm~ Hmm~ Goto: What are you doing? Masayoshi: I'm sorting my collection! Goto: There's a ton of stuff here…
Masayoshi: Don't you see a lot of scenes in manga where people become friends after punching each other? Goto: I don't really get it myself. Masayoshi: If that's the case, shouldn't I have many more friends? Goto: In your case, you're just getting punched. Masayoshi: I suppose it's important to talk with our hearts before our fists… Goto: I think that's better for you.
Masayoshi: About how many texts do you send a day, Goto-san? Goto: Huh? Only when I've got some free time, so not that often. Masayoshi: But you're really fast about replying. Goto: I do have a habit of checking my messages, at least.
Masayoshi: Goto-san, that's not burnable garbage! That's non-burnable! Goto: Oh, oops. Thanks. Masayoshi: There's no need to thank me. Separating garbage can be difficult. Goto: You do your recyclables too? Masayoshi: Of course! Goto: Every household needs a person like you.
Goto: So, what do you do in your free time? Masayoshi: I work out or watch DVDs!
Masayoshi: Goto-san, what do you do in your free time? Goto: I usually just have a smoke or text my girlfriend.
Goto: Why don't we watch a movie once in a while? Masayoshi: Which would you prefer, Red Axe or Harakiri Sunshine? Goto: I said "movie." Masayoshi: I heard you, so which theatrical release would you prefer to watch? Goto: Why are my only options hero movies?!
Goto: Which is more important to you, modeling or Samurai Flamenco? Masayoshi: Both, but if I had to choose, it would have to be Samurai Flamenco. Goto: But no matter how hard Samurai Flamenco works, he doesn't get paid. Masayoshi: Being a hero isn't about money! It's the path I chose from childhood. Goto: I have to admit, your determination is impressive.
Goto: I get pissed off whenever I compare the size of our places. Masayoshi: Well, it's not really "mine." It's from the agency. Goto: It's still not fair. Masayoshi: Then, would you like to use half of it? Goto: I can use the whole thing since we're always together anyway. Masayoshi: That's quite selfish of you.
Goto: Why am I surrounded by freaks? Masayoshi: Birds of a feather flock together, as they say! Goto: Shut up! You're THE "bird"! Masayoshi: Then that makes us "together"! (This one needs a little explanation. "Birds of a feather" in Japanese is "é”žćÆå‹ć‚’å‘¼ć¶," directly and awkwardly translated as "a [specific] type calls its friends." Goto accuses Masayoshi of being the textbook example of "a [specific] type" and Masayoshi returns by saying Goto is the textbook example of "[his] friend.")
Goto: Ever since I met you, it feels like it's been nothing but losing tickets. Masayoshi: Really? I feel like meeting you was like winning the lottery! Goto: …shut up, you stupid optimist. Masayoshi: I mean it!
HEROES
Masayoshi: I wish I could shoot beams too… Goto: Don't be a nuisance. Masayoshi: Get ready for my special attack! Flamenco Beam! Goto: Seems like something that would make your opponent start dancing…
Masayoshi: I wish I could shoot beams too… Goto: Don't be a nuisance. Masayoshi: Get ready for my special attack! Samurai Beam! Goto: You're like a foreigner who doesn't understand Japan at all.
Goto: Hey, just wondering, but is it really okay for a hero to be wandering around in the middle of the night? Masayoshi: W—Well, it's for the sake of peace. Goto: But the phrase is early to bed, early to rise, right? Masayoshi: That's more like health advice…
Goto: So, how do evil armies build their bases? Masayoshi: By forcing the citizens to work. Goto: Can regular citizens really build a base like that? Masayoshi: Then I guess they have to find some really talented construction workers… Goto: Sounds pretty tough…
Masayoshi: What kind of cybernetic surgery would you like to have, Goto-san? Goto: I don't want cybernetic surgery in the first place. Masayoshi: But it's a must for any hero…
Goto: So once the city is peaceful, will your work be done? Masayoshi: Here, yes, but there could always be evil lurking elsewhere in the world. Goto: What, so you're planning to go on a journey? Masayoshi: I don't know yet. I can't be sure of what I'll do until the time comes. Goto: Ishihara-san will get pissed at you. Masayoshi: I do get the feeling I'll never escape…
Goto: It's time to give up Samurai Flamenco. Masayoshi: Goto-san… Goto: …or else I'll have to get serious about chasing you down. Masayoshi: ……that absolutely sounded like a line from a show. Goto: ………….can you listen when people are talking?
Masayoshi: These days, it's standard practice for a hero to upgrade their costume as they get stronger. Goto: Huh, I guess so… interesting.
Masayoshi: My suit is cool, right? Goto: It's lame. Masayoshi: Um, I'll assume for the sake of argument that you mean "it's lame in a cool way." Goto: Not "it's cool in a lame way"? Masayoshi: That's just an insult.
Goto: So, are all heroes rich? Masayoshi: Of course not. Goto: But they have bases and weapons and stuff, right? Masayoshi: Well, yes, but that's due to the support of people around them… Goto: Isn't that a little too convenient? Masayoshi: It's just typical!
Goto: In the end, don't most fights get resolved through force? Masayoshi: Please don't be so blunt about it. It's just what happens after everything else has been exhausted. Goto: Isn't there some hero out there that can talk a monster down? Masayoshi: …some monsters don't have ears. Goto: Isn't THAT being blunt?
Goto: You haven't been able to give up on this hero thing for years, huh? Masayoshi: Yes, I've been preparing all this time. Goto: So why now? Masayoshi: Something in my body was screaming, "it's time!" Goto: You just felt like it?! Masayoshi: It was my heart of justice, crying out to be released!
Masayoshi: I wonder where heroes are supposed to park their motorcycles… Goto: In the parking lot, right? Masayoshi: That doesn't feel right. Goto: Okay, so then, the motorcycle runs on its own, and then it comes to the hero when it's called. Masayoshi: It's not a horse!
Goto: If you think about it, all those hero weapons and stuff are a violation of the Sword and Firearms Act, aren't they? Masayoshi: Well, yes… Goto: Which means you can't use swords or guns, okay? Masayoshi: It's okay! My weapons are stationery.
Masayoshi: Goto-san, isn't it about time you joined the team? Goto: Don't ask me like it's some casual thing. I'm not going to do it. Masayoshi: Goto-san, won't you join us in the fight against evil? Goto: Just because you made it serious doesn't mean I'm going to say yes!
Goto: The evil army doesn't attack while the heroes are transforming, huh. Masayoshi: Well, I think it's because they do it really quickly, or maybe they go out of reach… Goto: Huh. Being a hero sounds tough. Masayoshi: I think it's even harder for people who can't transform.
Goto: Why don't you get a motorcycle? Masayoshi: I did consider it, but there are various issues with parking and one-way streets… Goto: What a grounded problem to have. Masayoshi: Real life is different from fiction.
Masayoshi: Goto-san, let's have a strategy meeting! Goto: Oka—wait, don't try to trick me into saying yes to your freaky plans! Masayoshi: But what if it's just a little? Goto: Even a little is too much! I'll never get back out!
OTHER PEOPLE
Masayoshi: I had a terrible dream about Ishihara-san last night… Goto: What did you do? Masayoshi: I asked her to become Samurai Flamenco with me… Goto: Dream-you is kind of a reckless idiot, huh? Masayoshi: But you did it with me! Goto: What was I doing there?!
Goto: Is Ishihara-san really that scary? Masayoshi: Goto-san, have you ever had a woman dig her talons into your face? Goto: Ugh, nevermind, I get it…
Masayoshi: You know, Ishihara-san really likes cats. Goto: Really? I didn't expect that. Masayoshi: And if you add ~nyan to your sentences, she'll forgive you for anything! Goto: That one's definitely a lie! Masayoshi: I'm telling the truth!
Goto: Is MMM really that popular? Masayoshi: Yes, it seems like they have a truly enthusiastic fanbase. Goto: It's scary to think they don't know what Mari is really like. Masayoshi: Yes, I agree…
Masayoshi: Shishou is such a wonderful person! Goto: I think he's pretty fishy. Masayoshi: What do you mean?! He's the famous Kaname Jouji! Goto: Yeah, no, that's exactly why!
GIRLFRIEND
Masayoshi: Goto-san, do you ever fight with your girlfriend? Goto: Yeah, sometimes. We usually make up within the week, though. Masayoshi: "An occasional argument is the sign of a healthy relationship," right? Goto: Hmm… more like "we're so close that we're not afraid to go all out."
Masayoshi: Goto-san, what's your type? Goto: My girlfriend. Masayoshi: And what is your girlfriend like? Goto: Like I'd tell you! Masayoshi: Huh…?
Goto: Why do so many freaks like me? Masayoshi: That's not true. Goto: You're the freakiest of freaks, so you don't get to say anything. Masayoshi: Then, what about your girlfriend?! Goto: She just has a unique worldview! Masayoshi: (Isn't that what you call being a freak…?)
Masayoshi: Goto-san, if you had to choose between your work and your girlfriend, which would you choose? Goto: My girlfriend, duh. Masayoshi: No hesitation, huh? Goto: Of course not.
Masayoshi: You know, you can invite your girlfriend over any time. Goto: No way. I can't risk the flirting. Masayoshi: I would never flirt with your girlfriend, Goto-san! Goto: No, I mean her. Masayoshi: Your girlfriend would flirt with me?!
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Weathering the Storm
masterlist ! pairing: Chase Stokes x reader
SUMMARY : Y/n and chase are dating. But she gets alot of hate from Chase's fans, which he doesn't know about. Eventually chase finds out and comforts y/n and confronts his fans.
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The sun was setting as Y/n scrolled through her social media, a mix of excitement and anxiety bubbling within her. She had been dating Chase Stokes for a few months now, and while their relationship was blissful in many ways, there was an undeniable dark cloud looming over her. The comments section of her posts was flooded with hateful messages from Chase's fans.
"Chase deserves better."
"Why is she even with him?"
"She's not good enough for him."
Y/n couldn't escape the negativity, and it was beginning to take a toll on her self-esteem. She hadn't told Chase about the hate she was receiving, not wanting to burden him with the negativity that surrounded their relationship. But as the comments continued to pile up, she couldn't keep it from him any longer.
One evening, after a particularly harsh comment left her feeling defeated, Y/n decided it was time to talk to Chase. She invited him over to her place, her heart pounding as she waited for him to arrive.
When Chase walked through the door, he was met with a forced smile from Y/n. "Hey, babe," he greeted, leaning in for a quick kiss. "How was your day?"
Y/n sighed, a heavy weight on her chest. "Chase, we need to talk."
Concern flickered in his eyes as he took a seat beside her. "What's going on? Is everything okay?"
Y/n hesitated before finally deciding to open up. "I've been getting a lot of hate online, Chase. And it's not just general hate—it's about us."
Chase furrowed his brows in confusion. "What do you mean? Why would anyone hate on us?"
She handed him her phone, displaying the cruel comments that had been flooding her social media accounts. Chase's eyes widened as he read through the hurtful words aimed at Y/n. Anger began to well up in him, but he took a deep breath before speaking.
"I had no idea this was happening, Y/n. I'm so sorry you've been dealing with this alone." He pulled her into a comforting hug. "It's not your fault, and you're definitely not alone now. We'll get through this together."
Y/n felt a sense of relief wash over her as Chase held her close. For the first time, she didn't feel alone in the face of the online hate. Chase, on the other hand, was determined to put an end to the negativity surrounding their relationship.
The next day, he posted a heartfelt message on his social media platforms, addressing the hate directed towards Y/n. "I never thought I'd have to do this, but it's important to address the toxic comments some of you have been leaving about my girlfriend, Y/n," he began.
He continued, "Y/n is an incredible person who brings so much joy and positivity into my life. No one deserves the hate she's been receiving, and it's disheartening to see some of my own fans perpetuating negativity. If you're a true fan, support means supporting not only me but also the people I care about."
Chase's post garnered an overwhelming amount of support, with fans and followers alike condemning the hate and expressing their love for Y/n. Chase's decision to confront the issue head-on brought a newfound strength to their relationship.
Over the following weeks, the negativity began to subside, and Y/n felt a weight lifting off her shoulders. Chase's fans slowly started to embrace their relationship, realizing that their happiness was what truly mattered to their favorite actor.
As they navigated the challenges of fame and online scrutiny, Y/n and Chase grew even closer. Their love proved to be stronger than any hate that could be thrown their way, and together, they faced the world hand in hand, unapologetically in love.
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