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good evening darlings, && happy new year's eve! this year has been a bit of a whirlwind, but i thank each && every one of you for your presence on my dash && in my life. i've had hyeon / this blog for so long that i don't even remember my blog anniversary anymore lol. but, even though 2024 is ending, i wanted to give my thanks && love && i look forward to interacting with all of you in 2025.
@espelharr : i gotta start off with like, my main pookie. cosmic, light of my life . . . i adore the absolute hell out of you. thank you for being one of my main hoes (lovingly) && for sticking with me even when my brain wants to be a bitch. i cannot even begin to explain how your company, both on && off tumblr, has been one of the biggest highlights of my time here. i am always so happy to see you online && active. i cannot wait to see what 2025 brings, && how the babes continue to shoot themselves in the foot around each other.
@attroxx : salem, i know you are currently on break until the new year, but i could never make one of these without you. your presence on my dash is always a gift, && i thank you for being around for so long, that you are truly one of the ogs now. i cannot wait to continue interacting with you && seeing where the wind takes us.
@bulletshot : nana, you absolutely beautiful person you. i kith you on the mouth so hard. though we haven't been mutuals forever, i always look forward to seeing you on my dash. your writing && presence is such a fucking delight to see, && i am so happy to call you a friend.
@goldenfists : joo, my absolute darling. i know we've been moots for a while at this point, but i am so fuckin happy that we've really started to interact a lot this year. you are a blessing to have in my life, && i absolutely want to game && spend time with you outside of tumblr. anyways, i love the pookies together, && i am absolute heart-eyes @ you.
@vulpesse : bun, i know we are more like ships passing in the night at times, but you are one of the ogs at this point, && i could not imagine my dash without you. your presence, warmth, && talent warm my cold, gremlin heart && i watch lovingly from my dash @ everything you do. here is hoping that we get more chances to interact in 2025.
@lronwilled : shep, you absolute cutie you. i know we've only really started to interact in the last few months, but you have become such a mainstay in my life that i could not imagine you not being there. anyways, you are so talented && big-brained && have the biggest di heart. i smooch you on the forehead && offer my love to thee.
@ilbound : maverick, i know you took a break && we haven't interacted a ton in a while, but i missed you!! your presence && writing was missed, && i am glad to see that you are back. your mental health && well-being is always the most important, but i am glad to have you back. i look forward to interacting a ton && throwing the babes at each other.
@deadn30n : alex, the pookie that returned from war when we needed them most. i am smooching you so hard rn. you are an absolute gem, && i promise that my brain has just hated me these past few weeks, i will absolutely be getting to those replies soon. anyways, you are amazing && i adore thee. thank you for being in my life uwu.
my other pookies, i adore you all so much. thank you for putting up with my bullshit && your continuous support. i am making a few new year's resolutions && plan on abiding by them bc i need more change in my life. one of those resolutions is to be more of a constant presence here. my activity has been sporadic these year, for a multitude of reasons. but never doubt that i adore each && every one of you. thank you for an amazing 2024, && here is to hoping that 2025 is even better.
as always, my discord is available to my moots. @ lunaria_0, for those that would like to add me / chat outside of tungler~!
#✦ — • ooc •#// i am currently traveling back home for the new year#// so i will actually have time to be active#// but pls note that even if i do not refer to you by name that i am in adoration of you#// i have simply developed a friendship/been moots/have deeeeeep love/adoration for these absolute cuties.#// anyways#// i hope everyone has a good new year#// never hesitate to reach out/poke me on here/discord#// m w a h
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everyday i step closer to making zahav an original universe and just making him a dragon age verse truly... not a lot would change but also a lot WOULD you feel me,,,
#you should see the ideas and names i got stacking up truly#and the very slow note taking on how to develop a unique language#thank u my puzzle games for being easier to understand that someone explaining it LOL#i've been like gather concepts and locations to pull inspo from#thinking of ways that makes it a bit more different than like common fantasy like various takes on technology or weapons#that are fueled or powered by magic#like science fantasy#but tone down on the super science stuff#IDK IM JUST#HEAD FULL#MANY THOUGHTS#gonna try and write a starter and get on a reply#maybe even some inbox stuff if i get the energy teehee#˗ˏˋ 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐘𝐀 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐘 ◞ ooc .
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Guy who is soft / softish to two people, the bus driver and the manager --
#≏ 《 ooc . 》 – ≎ – trip to inferno .#tbd.#[ may make a more detailed post on my thoughts regarding his outwardly apperances to different characters at some point...#[ it's like. Soft to Charon. Developing fondness / warmth towards Dante that started early.#[ Professional respect towards Faust and the gradual understanding that she shares his position as much as being a perpetuator of it#[ and - to varying degrees - begrudging fondness towards the Sinners that eventually he resigns himself to and accepts it#[ guy who swore to not grow attached because everytime he gets attached bad things happen#[ and he Knows he can't help these people because he's forbidden from it so it's better if he doesn't. to save himself from further grief#[ <- gets attached anyway and has to reap the consequences <3#[ note to self to make post on verg and grief and verg and relations with other because things I think about a normal amount.
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Not fuckin Alastor muse popping up after literally over a year of silence during the videos I had to watch today abt accidental amputation and abdominal wall rupture. Bro I'm in a fuckin first aid course rn I don't wanna hear about your cooking ideas!!!!
#notes on the script | ooc#New and unexpected developments during my mandatory firstaid andCPR refresher
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And now, time for some oc writing!! Specifically, a self-contained piece for my SwSh oc Rex. I think of this as a sort of brief, non-chronological "timeline" piece for him, showing out-of-context snapshots to sort of give a sense of his main drive in the Legendkeepers story. Hopefully you'll all enjoy, this is my first time doing a format like this but I hope it isn't too confusing!
Context: Rex is my oc who follows the Shield storyline, becoming a champion of Galar and exploring the story and events in the Crown Tundra afterwards. His best friend, Ritsu, is a "Faller" who went missing when they were children, and never came back. This follows Rex and how he handles this disappearance as he gets older.
•••
Rex was eleven years old when he first heard the news that his best friend was reported missing. He was worried, of course. He loved his friend dearly. But, in the way you do when you're eleven, he also felt a sureness of how the world worked in a way that didn't always turn out the way it by all rights should have.
"Yeah, mum and dad have been losing their minds over it. You'd think the world was ending over here, never mind how Ritsu’s parents have been handling things," Rex said rather blithely to Hop, his neighbor and longtime friend. Ritsu's longtime friend. Hop, perched on the stone wall next to Rex, tilted his head at him, confused.
"They said Ritsu's gone though, right? That sounds awful serious to me," he countered, concern lacing his expression. Hop, by this point, had gathered the nature of the situation well before Rex did. Rex shrugged, swinging his feet aimlessly, heels battering the old stone wall beneath him.
"I dunno. I mean, it can't be that bad. His parents are always making a fuss if Ritsu misses so much as snack time, and you know he's aces at building super secret bases. He prolly just made a new one and didn't tell them," Rex explained, hopping off the wall with a muted 'oof'.
"Hey, maybe next time we go visit, we should ask him if we can sleep over in it! I bet it's so cool no one would ever wanna leave, and that's why no one's seen him yet!" He added excitedly. Hop nodded, eyes brightening, the enthusiasm infectious.
"Yeah, that'd be awesome!"
•••
Rex was ten years old when his parents were ready to let him take on his first Pokemon. Rex had been eagerly waiting for the day. Bursting with excitement when they told him the good news. But he asked, as politely as he'd ever asked anything, that he wait a year before getting one.
"Rex, dear, this is all you've ever talked about for so long! I don't mind, but why the change of heart?" His mother inquired, surprised.
"I was thinking I want to wait until Ritsu can get his, so we can get ours together and they can be bestest buds just like we are!" Rex beamed. His parents exchanged fond, if somewhat anxious glances.
"I don't have a problem with it," his dad chimed in.
"But... Ritsu may not even want a pokemon. You know how he gets around them," he added carefully, watching his son for his response. Rex, unphased, shook his head.
"It'll be fine! He'd feel loads better if he had one looking out for him, I know he would! And so'd his parents! I bet if they quit nagging him so much they'd all learn pokemon can be really cool too!"
"Rex! That's no way to speak about them!" His mother scolded him with a huff. Rex merely gave a cheeky shrug.
"It's true though!"
•••
Rex was fifteen years old when he decided to take on the gym challenge. His parents protested his decision, but he didn't care. He was tired of them getting on his case all the time anymore. Always the same thing, nag nag nag. Ever since Ritsu had disappeared, both his mum and dad had gone insane about keeping track of Rex, holding him accountable at all times. Rex was fed up with it.
"Ready to go, Miki?" He whispered to his Charmander, sitting on the bedroom sill next to him. Miki wagged her tail, the embers flickering in a mesmerizing fashion in the early dawn light.
"Char!" She squeaked eagerly. Rex shushed her, brushing a fingertip down her nose gently as a tactile reminder. He grinned down at the charmander in her little red bow.
"Alright. Let's go then, before we wake mum and dad," he murmured, gesturing with a free arm. Miki took the cue, hopping onto his shoulders, clinging for all she was worth. Rex took a final look down the wall, and - judging it clear - hauled himself down the side, keeping a solid hold on the windowsill now above him. He felt around for good footholds, inching his way down. Normally he'd have no qualms about just dropping right down into the bush below, full force. But he had to be quiet.
Miki whimpered slightly as Rex slid a little, missing what he thought had been a good ledge. She clung tighter as he fumbled around, adjusting his handholds once he felt his legs were stable. Rex took another look down. Should be good enough, right?
"Hold on, Miki," he whispered, and with a push he launched himself off the wall, landing on his feet below just in front of the bush. The momentum carried him into a kneel, and he rammed his knees down into the grass with a pained grunt. Oh, he'd be feeling that one later. But that was later, and this was now. And right now, he had to go meet with Hop.
"Whew.... Alright," Rex muttered to himself, shaking off the lingering pain from his graceless landing.
"Let's go!"
It would be several hours before his parents discovered what happened. Rex would be long gone for Wedgehurst by then, and fresh off of what would be his first of many legendary encounters.
•••
Rex was sixteen years old as he stared down death for the first real time. As he placed himself between Leon and Hop, the latter crying for the former to wake up, pull himself together, Death stared down at the scene before it with a blank apathy. Rex glowered up at the unfeeling hand just waiting to scoop them all up within its chilling grasp. He didn't care what it thought it was, it was out of line!
The creature - Eternatus, presumably - thundered a hollow, alien cry, and Rex readied his pokeballs. It'd have to kill him and his team before it could get to Hop and Leon.
•••
Rex was still sixteen years old as he tackled the chairman to the floor of the power plant. He'd never cared much for the man and his glib manner of speaking, but it had never been personal. Before now, that is.
Now? He wanted nothing more dearly than to make the older man pay for what he did. For endangering his pokemon. For endangering Leon. For endangering Hop, and nearly putting him through another loss. For nearly putting Rex through another loss.
Well. Rex almost wanted nothing more dearly than to make the older man pay.
Rex was sixteen years old as the other adults hauled him off of the beaten and battered chairman, voices blending together into a thick stew of concern and shock, worry and admonishment.
Rex was sixteen years old as he was escorted from the Hammerlocke gym, into a throng of cameras and microphones pushing and shoving greedily towards him, ready to feed.
Rex was sixteen years old as articles scrutinizing him flew off the press and as news reporters used his name as they would that of a storm in the daily weather report.
Rex was sixteen years old, a hero of Galar. A public figure.
Rex was sixteen years old when he became the Champion.
Rex was sixteen years old.
•••
Rex was twelve years old, nearly thirteen, when he attended his best friend's funeral. He didn't understand why. Ritsu was still missing. Not dead.
According to the adults, it was because there were no leads, no sign of Ritsu anywhere at any point, and so they had to assume the worst. Well, then the adults hadn't looked hard enough! That wasn't Ritsu's fault if they were bollocks at searches. They shouldn't have been giving up on him just for that.
Rex stood amid a mass of black, holding his baby charmander close to his chest. That shouldn't be out, someone had scolded, put it back in its pokeball.
No, Rex had said, standing firm. Miki has just as much right to be here as anyone. She wasn't hurting anything.
The adults continued to shoot him looks for the orange bundle in his black-clad arms. He let them.
Miki had been there for him through all of this. She didn't deserve to be cooped up in some ball just because the others thought she was lesser.
At least Hop understood. Over half of the times that Rex had looked up to see a disapproving glare sent his way, he also saw Hop giving them a hard stare of his own, inching himself in the middle of the line of sight. Rex would give an appreciative smile and Hop would hit him with a small grin of his own.
"You don't have to handle this alone", it seemed to say.
•••
Rex was sixteen years old as he stood next to his best friend Hop, in the midst of a panicked evacuation from the Darkest Day heralding the end of the world.
“Aaaagh, shit. How are we going to find Leon in this mess?” Hop bounced on the balls of his feet anxiously, trying to crane his neck to see past the people flooding out of the building.
“Stay calm. If there’s one thing I’ve learned researching about Ritsu, it’s-”
“Oh, drop it about Ritsu for one damned second!” Hop swore. Rex faltered, startled. Around them, alarms blared and a cacophony of voices swarmed in all directions around them.
Rex stared back at Hop, brows furrowed in a question he was too speechless to ask. Hop waved his arm in a sweeping motion towards everything.
“Now’s not the time! Just look at this! We have to focus on the now, on saving my brother!”
Rex found himself protesting without fully meaning to.
“Well, yeah, obviously. I wasn’t saying otherwise. I was jus-”
“No, I know! But it’s not the same! It’s not! The same!” Hop interrupted, voice raising.
“My bro’s still alive! Ritsu’s dead! He’s been dead, and I’ve let it go all this time that you keep blithering on about bringing him back or whatever, but now’s not the time!”
Rex fell still. Hop glared him down for a moment before it was clear no one was going to make a move otherwise.
“Ugh, screw this! I’m going to go find Leon! Or the chairman. Or. Something!” Hop scoffed, whirling on his heel and running off into the amorphous cloud of people.
Rex hesitated.
He had to go help too.
His feet felt welded to the floor.
Rex was sixteen years old as he stood, lost and alone in a crowd of people fleeing the end of the world.
•••
Rex was sixteen, going on seventeen years old, as the wind blustered around him, stealing his heat from his bones. He paid it little mind, all attention trained on the pokemon before him, its absurdly large head bobbing around in front of him. Chief Peony likewise bobbed in the air, suspended with telekinesis Rex had wagered, expression almost peaceful as words were spoken through him.
"I am Calyrex. I am the one known as the King of Bountiful Harvests. I have borrowed this man's body in order to thank you in person...so to speak."
The wind was surely stealing Peony's heat away. He hoped the chief could hold out a little longer.
•••
“Hold out just a little bit longer, Ritsu.”
Rex was eleven years old, nearly twelve, as he muttered this into his palm. He sat sullenly in his room, staring out the window, grounded for the third time that month for trying to take a train - and then ultimately, a plane - to Hoenn all by himself.
He was tired of waiting for the adults to get off their arses and find his friend! It was obvious he needed to take matters into his own hands! Not that his parents listened to a word he’d say. What would they know?
Dejectedly, he flipped through the pages of a worn comic book issue with one hand, disinterested in the panels and words he’d read over a dozen times by now. Only one speech bubble happened to catch his eye by chance as the pages scattered past, a shout bubble belonging to a desperate hero.
“Hold out a little bit longer.”
It was a phrase used often enough, especially in his favorite comics. Seriously enough. Ritsu was fine, Rex knew he was. But it felt appropriate, somehow, to apply it to the situation.
Hold out a little bit longer.
Rex was eleven years old, nearly twelve, when a knock on the door distracted him from a troubling line of thinking.
•••
“Hold on there, Rex,” Rex’s mum had laughed gaily, keying the number into the rotom phone. Rex, twelve years old, sat shoulder to shoulder with Hop, bouncing his knee in impatience as the egg before him glowed gently.
“But dad’s going to miss it!” Rex whined.
“He’ll still get to meet the baby pokemon that’s come out of it,” Leon reassured over the speaker. Rex had insisted everyone be present, even if it meant Hop called his brother while Rex’s mum tried - and failed - to reach his dad.
“It’s supposed to be a charmander, right?” Hop asked his brother.
“Could be.”
Rex startled from his pout, and his head whipped to the phone in Hop’s lap.
“You said it was an egg from your charizard, guaranteed!”
“I mean, who can really tell with eggs?” Leon laughed. Rex had just about wound up a retort when a telltale crack sound snapped in front of him. All eyes trained on the source.
The egg was hatching.
Everyone watched, spellbound, as the egg broke open in a blaze of light. A little orange lizard sprawled out from the broken shell, stretching with a tiny squeak of effort, before large aquamarine eyes turned up curiously towards Rex.
“Hullo there,” Rex whispered, leaning closer to the tiny charmander.
“Want to be my friend?”
•••
Rex was twenty five years old as he stood, uncertainly, in Eterna forest, an aged flute clutched in both hands. Beside him, Miki, his charizard and most faithful companion, leaned down to huff at the instrument. Rex chuckled, and stroked at her muzzle soothingly.
“Yeah, I hear ya. ‘S now or never, huh?”
At his other side, Calyrex nodded sagely.
“It’s time, Rex,” they confirmed. Rex took a deep breath in. And out. Then, holding the time flute up to his lips, he began to play.
The trio heard a noise akin to if glitter were a sound, and a delighted laugh chimed across the forest. Rex opened his eyes to see Celebi, hovering in front of him expectantly.
“Calyrex?” Rex prompted, still nervous. Calyrex nodded.
“Celebi is ready,” they affirmed. Rex nodded, a smile starting to spread across his lips as it sank in.
He’d done it.
He’d finally be bringing Ritsu home.
Rex was twenty-five years old as he looked Celebi in the eye and said,
“Let’s do it, then. Take me back to Hisui.”
#i have so many 'author notes' if anyone's curious check end of tags snfjsjckscj#trainer oc#swsh oc#pokemon swsh#fanfic#fanfiction#legendkeepers#rex#ritsu#trainer hop#champion leon#sorry they get speaking lines so they're getting tagged jafjsivjsfsicksjc#calyrex#se7enfic#eternatus#miki#charizard#darkest day#sword and shield#ok so author notes!#-ive been working on this since 2022. ive finished other rex pieces since but I held back bc I wanted this 'intro piece' done first#so look forward to that#-because of how long ive sat on it it's not v well researched and only sorta padded/edited. sorry i just wanted it Out There djfjdjvj#-i'll gladly take cultural/linguistic feedback on the accents and slang bc my only context is bbc shows lmfao#-not explicitly explained but leon and hop are more like family to rex since he grew up as neighbors instead of moving in#so how they bounce off of him is a little closer as a result eg leon gifting a charmander from the getgo#-I also think of ritsu's disappearance as affecting how hop develops as a character so if he seems ooc it may be that#and NOT just poor character writing. ritsu was his best friend too and at 11years old that's gonna impact him some#ok I think that's all of the author's notes if you read this then platonically ily and am gifting you cookies of choice
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ooc, it is law: under his author verse, Chris is agoraphobic

thank bby girl (riot/ @grote5querie) for always letting me talk her lil ear off about Chris and Helena nonstop sometimes lol 😌💕✨
#will this make plots/threads harder on this verse? absolutely#will i still find a way for him to meet your muses under this verse? also yes#🕯 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖔 👁 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖇𝖞𝖊 𓏴 ooc.#🕯 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖔 👁 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖇𝖞𝖊 𓏴 mobile.#🕯 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖔 👁 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖇𝖞𝖊 𓏴 author v.#🕯 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖔 👁 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖇𝖞𝖊 𓏴 hc.#this is also what happens when your muse takes a life of his own#you’re just writing him but he develops himself and i just take notes
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( waking up one morning after 18 months of hiatus and finally getting the spark™ to freshen up ur rp blog )
#( war is oveeeer )#( time passes but my love for rp is like a little gremlin that randomly shows up and beats me with its lil bat )#( I'm still stuggling with art block for my other creative outlets for months now but I want to warm up my writing fingers )#FOR ALL ( ooc. )#FOR ALL ( tbd. )#( pretty sure I've been going through the worst burn out of my life and im just now seeing the end of the tunnel )#( had to face and address basically everything in my life ever so my brain just decided to go into low battery mode for awhile )#( it's odd cause not much about my life is significantly different from when I left -unfortunately-#but I have also developed and changed so much as a person. ppl around me say that and it's so reassuring to hear <3 )#( also lmao apparently I was pretty Vitamin D deficient esp in Canadian winters and APPARENTLY have a genetic calcium deficiency so UHHHHH#I love being medically neglected and gaslit into believing I just had anxiety and depression with no physical contributors <33#that's being taken care of now tho. but yeah ugh that was something to process too.)#That aside I've been doing well!! I'm in such a different place now it's kind of wild. Always a work in progress but im happy <3#Have some goals I'd like to meet for the end of the year so I'm hoping to close out these two years on a good note!
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Reminder that I write Laenor as an active and loving husband and father, Rhaenyra was his best friend (besides his sister) and her kids are his kids regardless of if he fathered any of them or not (as I do headcanon Jace as still possibly being his son). Additionally, my Laenor DID NOT and WOULD not fake his death, with OR without Rhaenyra’s assistance or knowledge.
#ooc ::#NOT a vague or anything btw no one has done or said anything otherwise!#I just remembered how they handled him in hotd and I got mad lmao#I don’t think she was involved in his death either. these are just my portrayal notes as well btw!#im not trying to shame other Laenor writers!#this is just how I’ve developed him and his relationship#w Kore Nadia Sophie and Arcana& who’ve all helped me with my Laenor
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hi i've noticed how incredibly difficult it is to write threads with people so i think the best approach might be to stick to one thread per person and go from there instead of juggling like 20 asks that are all single instances. if you want to thread with me please give this a like and i will slink over for discussion !
#* ✦ 𝐈. ❮ ooc ❯ ⸻ ❝#i was talking to the besties about this issue i face with falling short in character dynamic developments#because my approach so far has literally just been answering asks and prompts which is great but that takes away from the development#i do discuss in dms which does give substance but it would be amazing if i could stick to a thread with more than 4 notes for once#i might make a spreadsheet to help keep track since i like to sprinkle my responses to different people so everyone gets a fair share#but yes i am going to move away from prompts unless i feel like i can juggle some extra replies since i want to flesh out interactions#also by one person i mean like since i have multiple muses it would be great if you could pick one and just stay with that pls#until i get a break from my busy work life anyway#thank you for understanding !
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{starter call for my secondary & selective muses! pls specify or else i'll roll the dice for you hehe >:3c list under read more (: }
Secondary Muses: Eunyu - Sweet Home Marshal - ACNH Katsuki Bakugo - BNHA Phos - Houseki No Kuni Leon - Resident Evil
Test/Selective Muses: Aventurine - H:SR Sunday - H:SR Astarion - BG3 Legolas - LOTR
#❥ 🇹🇭🇪 🇰🇪🇪🇵🇪🇷 🇮🇸 🇫🇦🇩🇮🇳🇬 🇦🇼🇦🇾 {ooc}#altho as just a note my test muses are not fully developed
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I really do need to reread through or replay everything. Need to remember how cranky he was in the real.
#[ some talks about canto 6 spoilers + minor sweeper intervallo spoilers </3#≏ 《 ooc . 》 – ≎ – trip to inferno .#tbd.#[ need to remember how to write the earlier canto Vergs - and other characters for my multi#[ but god. guy who's character development is one of the most ever to me#[ guy who cares so much that even when he was distant and cold signs of him caring were still there ❤️#[ i hope he explodes.#[ sighs. When he lets them believe that he just doesn't help them because he doesn't feel like it because it's better that way#[ this is a job. A job none of them strictly /want/ to be doing. Don't get attached#[ guy who eventually confesses once he gives in to caring for them.#[ It's so. Note to self also on Canto 6 analysis at some point because he's so sickening.#[ what if the sudden realization that No Vergilius Did care all this time he just. Literally Couldn't. And then That realization#[ right as he breaks his contract to help them. He sickens me so so so much#[ and in canto 8/intervallo showing that there Are Consequences...#[ and in the check up intervallo just how Quickly Vergilius /ran/ to save them. Because he could. Because the contract couldn't stop him#[ in this instance.#[ grips head. I have so many thoughts about this man.#[ sir what is it like to wear grief as a second skin and continue finding reasons to live in grief
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FFxivWrite 2024
Day 15 - Kindness (Free Day)
“Haurchefant!”, A’viloh yelled as he noticed the Elezen at the lower end of the staircase while looking down into the entrance hall. Quickly he followed him downstairs. “Rael told me you were looking for me.”
“Right.”, he said with a bright smile. “And here you are! I have to admit when you weren’t home yet when I arrived back home from the Congregation earlier, I was a little worried something might have happened to you on your way home.”
“Oh! No, I’m fine! I just brought Chloé to the stables and walked a bit through the city.”, the Miqo’te explained. “I am sorry if I caused you to worry.”
“No, it’s alright. I should have known you could take care of yourself after this impressive show of strength today.”, Haurchefant chuckled.
“Well... then let me use this opportunity to thank you once again for such a wonderful gift and also for your support and cheering me on like this.”, A’viloh said and smiled at the Elezen. “I wouldn’t have been able to do this without your and Rael’s help.”
But Haurchefant shook his head. “I’m sure you would have anyway. And it of course goes without saying that I should support such a good friend as you are.”
“I don’t think it’s that obvious.”, the Miqo’te pondered. “At least I am not taking it for granted. Also that you spent so much time with me the last few weeks. First at Camp Dragonhead, when I wasn’t feeling well, and now here. Your kindness helped me a lot in this strange city.”
Haurchefant laughed slightly and A’viloh realised what he had said. “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to insult your home of course. Ishgard is beautiful, as is this house. Very comfortable in fact… but still… it’s so unfamiliar for me. And some days I feel horribly lost and lonely.”
“That’s only understandable…”, Haurchefant offered reassuringly. “But I am glad to hear I could help you. I only wish for you to be happy. After everything you’ve done for all of us, you certainly deserve it.”
“I don’t know…”, A’viloh said and the sadness still lingered on his face. “I am not as special as all of you make it sound sometimes…”
“Of course you are!”, Haurchefant protested but A’viloh just shrugged. For a moment the Elezen seemed to think, then he exclaimed, “Oh! I know something that might cheer you up! Have you ever seen northern lights?”
“Have I ever seen what?”, A’viloh replied in confusion.
“Oh, splendid!”, Haurchefants beamed and asked a servant to fetch their coats. “I think you would love the northern lights, come one!”
Too puzzled to protest A’viloh followed him to the door, where a servants already handed the Elezen their coats. Quickly Haurchefant put on his own coat before helping A’viloh into his and then opened the door for him.
“Thank you.”, the Miqo’te whispered. “But where are we going?”
“Only to the pavilion.”, Haurchefant explained. “Don’t worry, you won’t freeze! There should be a fire. I can’t promise that we will see any northern lights though. It is rare for them to be visible from the city, but at least the sky is clear enough to see the stars tonight, so there is a chance...”
So far the night sky had mostly been hidden by clouds since they arrived here in Ishgard. At least the stars had never been so clear and shining as they were this night.
A’viloh found it strange how the stars over such a far-away and cold city could remind him of the night sky in the desert. The constellations were slightly different of course but the sea of glimmering lights was just as infinite and beautiful as he remembered.
There in fact was a small fire lit in a crozier inside the little pavilion at the side of Fortemps manor. The tiny building had been positioned so you could overlook some of the rooftops of Ishgard and also have a free view at the snowy mountains and the night sky above.
Since A’viloh had forgotten his gloves he stretched out his hands to warm them at the fire. Meanwhile Haurchefant stepped closer towards the lookout over the city and let his eyes scan the sky.
“There!”, he suddenly exclaimed and raised an arm to point at the sky. “It’s not much, but look, there in the distance!”
Curiously A’viloh looked up and followed with his gaze where the Elezen pointed. At first he couldn’t see anything but after a moment he caught sight of the faint, green glowing whirls in the sky. He gasped and hurried to Haurchefants side, leaning onto the banister of the pavilion to get a better look at this curious, beautiful appearance. For a few moment he just wordlessly stared to the sky, his eyes shining brighter with wonder than the stars in the sky.
“This is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen…”, he whispered.
“Truly…”, Haurchefant replied but it wasn’t the sky he looked at. “There it is again, that pretty smile of yours.”
Startled A’viloh turned his eyes to Haurchefant who looked back at him smiling fondly.
Carefully the Elezen rested one hand on A’viloh’s and although it surprised the Miqo’te he didn’t pull it away. He wasn’t sure what this was but it felt comfortable. So often he felt horribly lost and hopeless and lonely but not when Haurchefant was around. His courage and cheerfulness were so contagious.
Tentatively the Elezen raised his other hand to caress A’viloh’s cheek and A’viloh couldn’t help but lean into the warmth he provided.
“I like you, A’viloh.”, Haurchefant confessed quietly and a little hesitantly the Miqo’te replied. “I like you too…”
He didn’t know if he really meant it the same way as him. But maybe this was enough for now.
“I would like to kiss you…”, the Elezen whispered almost silently and although it wasn’t a question it sounded like one.
What does it matter anymore?, A’viloh asked himself and nodded barely visible. Maybe I can be happy after all…
But he knew it felt wrong even before Haurchefants had leant down to him, about to close the distance between them.
He wanted to try, he wished it felt different but —
Wordlessly he raised a hand to the Elezen’s lips and turned away. Why did this feel so wrong all of a sudden? Why couldn’t he just he happy?
“I’m so sorry”, he whispered. “I can’t…”
Carefully he glimpsed to Haurchefant who looked so confused.
“There is someone else…”, A’viloh explained without really knowing anymore who it was he was talking about. But did it really matter? The result was the same. “There was, I mean… He is gone…”
“I am sorry…”, Haurchefant offered but A’viloh shook his head.
“No, I should be sorry.”, he repeated and evaded Haurchefants eyes with a sad expression on his face. “I’ve given you false hope. But I thought I could…”
“It’s alright.”, Haurchefant said softly and instead took A’viloh’s hand and pressed a light kiss to his knuckles. ”You really don’t need to explain yourself to me. And no need for such a sad face. Wasn’t this a wonderful evening until now?”
“It was.”, A’viloh agreed and smiled as he noticed the Elezen was still smiling at him too.
“Do you want to tell me about it?”, Haurchefant asked but A’viloh didn’t want to ruin the mood a second time. “Maybe another time…”
The Elezen reassuringly put a hand on his shoulder.
“Fine. But you can always talk to me if you want. You are a friend, A’viloh, and you will always be, no matter what.”
A’viloh felt so silly for rejecting someone as kind as Haurchefant. He was such an unconditional, wonderful friend. He himself on the other hand…
“I just wished I could be such a good friend for others as you are…”, the Miqo’te admitted and looked to the ground.
This seemed to surprise Haurchefant. “What makes you think you are not?”
Sharply A’viloh laughed. “Oh, only their faces when they look at me. Lately all I do is cause them to worry. Have you looked at Rael recently? Ever since we fled, every time I talk to them, they seem more and more troubled and withdrawn and I cannot tell why…”
“Hmmm…”, Haurchefant tilted his head in thought. “Rael certainly seems like something is bothering them and indeed they were worried about you. But are you sure this change is your fault? Do you think I should try to talk to them instead?”
“If Rael doesn’t talk to me, I doubt they will talk to you…”, A’viloh explained with a sigh. “If I just could so something to cheer them up…”
“Why don’t you?”, Haurchefant asked. “Certainly there is something Rael likes that would make them happy?”
“Books?”, A’viloh offered but didn’t sound convinced.
“I think there’s more than enough in our library already…”
“Magic and potions? But what do I know about that?”
“Isn’t Rael already studying with the astrologians? But maybe they would like to talk about it… what else?”
“Nature? Yes! And animals!”
“Ah! That’s something we can work with!”, Haurchefant exclaimed. “Sit down! I’ll pull the fire a bit closer. I’m sure we can figure something out….”
#FFxivWrite2024#FFxivWrite#ffxiv writing#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#Aviloh Tia#Haha I have so much to say about this one...#Leave it to A'vi to turn someone down and then immediately dump his worries on him... XD#Luckily this is Haurchefant!#Btw I think I really toned down his whole flirtyness a bit since I dont remember the german translation being as extreme#and I also think A'vi would find him a bit creepy otherwise maybe XD#Idk maybe you think that a bit too ooc but the haurchefant thing was intended to have an effect on A'vi character development so I keep it!#development for the better in the end I think...maybe...I hope... :D#but its too soon for me to ramble about that#maybe I will really make a full textpost out of my notes regarding A'vi's feeling now for everybody's better understanding...#anyway!#Look at him! Why is he this cute???#How could I blame anyone for wanting to kiss this cute miqo??? XD#So now that you have read this piece can you see him mimicking haurchefants cheerfullness in the thing i wrote for the Stable prompt?#they made this plan and he is so excited about it and the idea that he might finally be able to give some of the support and kindness back#another random thought regarding Haurchefant: that height difference would be hilarious :D
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I JUST FINISHED WHITE NIGHTS ANS WHAAAARRR
AUGHHH THE ENDINGGGG
Spoilers undercut
I WASN'T EXPECTING THE GUY TO COME BACK TO NASTENKA WHAARRR
The ending is good but damn if it is bittersweet, oh boy.
11/10 would recommend
#beetle's ramblings#THIS BOOK ROCKS???#Big fan right here#super duper ooc but this is what purelily is to me lmao#An happy relationship but never fully complete#with both members caring but never being able to develop it more#**aggressively taking notes**/silly
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sometimes I pace through tags on this site like a starving dog
#this behavior is also echoed on ao3#txt#ooc#i cycle through the tags i search most regularly. i see nothing new. i shut the app. a couple minutes pass. i reopen the app. i cycle throu-#you get the picture. occasionally i Spice It Up and go into ones i visit less often. and that spice has increased in recent days... in my +#+unending hunger.....#(this thought is being queued)#benefit of this behavior: i usually notice new art for My Girls very quickly#downside of this behavior: I Feel Fucking Insane#also I've developed an agitation and bitterness for misused tags... like i already had that but now I feel spiteful and when i wanna rb +#+something that's done that i have to sit here and grind my teeth#but that's a personal qualm. do what you feel you must for the notes i guess 🙄 i will live
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i'll finish the thoughts post eventually just need to get the ball rolling on the rest of it but i will say one major disappointment i have with RE4R in terms of its story is that while it is better told, there are so many interesting elements from the original that begged to be carried over & expanded upon that are simply either completely missing, changed entirely or otherwise left just as vague, & no better example i could think of than operation javier being mentioned but completely butchered as being solely krauser's backstory with no connection to wesker, t-veronica, leon or manuela hidalgo (unless they plan on giving us some kind of krauser DLC that would at least expand on the single file we've been given, there's hints in separate ways of a connection between wesker & krauser at the very least) .
there was a push here to make what was a very goofy & charming outing for ressie into something darker & while i do enjoy some of the directions taken by the franchise since RE7 the lingering dread of its subject matter hidden beneath an unassuming veneer of b-movie cheese & gratuitous action has always been present, RE4 being no different, but i think the remake tried to have its cake & eat it too & while it delivers & enhanced the gameplay thrills of the original, i do think its story is overall lesser in comparison with several elements simplified for easier digestion (& completely missing almost any mention of american foreign intervention, salazar musing about the popularity of the word terrorist in a game set in 2004 & released in 2005 is kind of insane considering what america was justifying at the time & still is under the guise of combatting terrorism), especially in its villains, i've already mentioned my dislike for remake!saddler but wesker ? what did they do to you man .
#* file // : OOC — ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐄 . )#you'll hear more about this from me at a later date i am not finished#for clarification these are specifically narrative gripes#like every remake it is an insanely fun/addicting gameplay loop with RE4R having the best combat in the franchise#(& missing almost no content too - i like that they trimmed the fat RE4 is way too fucking long)#but as mentioned previously i crib from both original & remake for my portrayal & while i am quite content with RE2R as a basis#for any mention of the events of raccoon city#with RE4R there's a lot more of the original i am personally expanding upon for ada's character development#ada's relationship with wesker is so simplistic owing to him being rather one-note in the remake#that won't do#that won't do at all
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//Posting shall continue later this month likely. I’ve been sucked into exam turmoil o7
#i’ve also just been developing another hyperfix(rh is still there too dw) so i’ve been goofing around.. busy overall tho#ooc#if im not back lwter this month its gonna be next month likely#just posting here to note that i hwven’t forgotten this!:
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