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[moonyskarma]

family in my . . . SINGER REALITY

─ let's start from the beginning. the very beginning, that is.

my mother, winona elizabeth ryder, and my father, jonathan christopher depp II, met in 1990. winona and johnny began dating in 1993 after falling in love three years prior on the set of edward scissorhands. after two years of dating, they got married in italy—my mother's home country. i like to say my parents are the epitome of love, and i hope charles and i will have a relationship as beautiful as theirs.

theodore zeus depp was born on december 16th, 1996, three years after my parents started dating—just a year after they wed in 1995. he's the eldest child of the depp family, and the first child to follow in our parents footsteps and become an actor. he's taught me so much over the years, and i love him to pieces.

thomas poseidon depp and charles apollo depp were born on april 30th, 2001. that's me, on the right! theo was five when we were born, and our parents were six years into their marriage.

tom's my rock. my built-in best friend. my better half. i like to say we're two halves of a whole. i love my brother so much. he's so amazing. tommy followed in the footsteps of both our parents and our older brother theo in becoming an actor. i decided to take a different path and become a singer instead! acting was always my backup, though.

lily-rose aphrodite depp was born on may 27th, 2004, when my brother tom and i were 4, and theo was 8. she shares my (and our fathers) sarcasm, which makes conversations with her so much fun. she's my favorite fashion icon, the one who taught me how to dress (even though she's like three years younger than me), and the one who sends me "don't forget your lyrics on stage dumbass, love u" texts before a show.

elizabeth artemis depp was born on April 15th, 2015. she's the youngest sibling in our family by far. theo was 19 when she was born, tom and i were 14, and lily-rose was 11. how did that happen? who knows. ellie's the sweetest little girl i know, and one of my favorite people to be around.

can you tell my parents like greek mythology xx

[lucindagrizzwald]

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[the-system-of-crows]

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[moonyskarma]

dating history in my . . . SINGER REALITY

─ the real list is short, despite what critics may say. the speculated list, however? well, that's another thing. love stories built from lies and paparazzi propaganda. shall we start with what's real?

⋮ ⌗ . . . jamie campbell bower

jamie and i met through mutual friends when i was seventeen. i fell in love with him almost immediately—but thought we would never happen, since he was... well, older. he was twenty-nine when we first met.

in november 2019, 7 months after my 18th birthday, jamie and i publicized our relationship that had begun in august. he was everything i wanted in a boyfriend—charming beyond belief, ever so respectful, the sweetest man i knew. my london boy.

many critics didn't agree with our relationship, especially due to the age gap (twelve years). hateful articles claimed jamie was pedophilic, that he was taking advantage of me.

let it be known that none of that was true.

towards the end of our relationship, jamie and i began to want different things. he was in his early thirties at this time, and was thinking about settling down. i was nineteen, and didn't want that at all.

thus began the beginning of the end. a publicized breakup in august of 2021, an on-and-off situationship that didn't truly end until august of 2022.

arguably the worst time of my life was the breakup.

written about him . . .

╰┈➤ butterflies (august 8, 2020) — my debut album

╰┈➤ casual? (september 10, 2022) — my first EP

╰┈➤ the exit (january 11, 2023) — my first single

╰┈➤ mirrorball (december 1, 2023) — my second EP

╰┈➤ all too well (june 3, 2024) — my second single

╰┈➤ ghosts (august 18, 2024) — my second album

╰┈➤ naked (january 23, 2025) — my third single

as you can probably tell, getting over him and the relationship was a very long (and difficult) process.

p.s. he never did settle down, after all. not without me.

⋮ ⌗ . . . yungblud, aka dominic harrison

dom came to one of my shows in 2020. it was my first tour, while he'd been touring before, and he gave me tons of advice. we really hit it off, and became extremely close. he's one of my closest friends.

again, we're seen together a lot. both of us are rather physical people, i suppose, so sometimes it kind of looks like we're all over each other. (i fear we are)

i'll admit, we have hooked up a few times. nothing serious, no real feelings involved, just... best friends. (with benefits). was he my rebound after jamie? maybe. did he just... happen to be there when i needed someone? also maybe.

⋮ ⌗ . . . charles leclerc

charles and i met years before we became friends, when i was about twelve and he was fourteen. i'd always been interested in motorsport, and began following his career when he was still in karting. the first time we met was in his last year of karting, when my father arranged a little meet and greet because he knew i had a little crush on charles.

our meeting wasn't anything special. a picture together. he complimented my ferrari t-shirt, and I told him he was going to become my favorite formula one driver one day. he laughed, said "we'll see about that", and that was that.

we met again in 2021 at the silverstone grand prix, a few months before jamie and i publicized our breakup. nothing happened, of course. he was in a relationship at the time, as was i. we became friends, though, occasionally hanging out when he had time between races.

it wasn't until about 2024 that we became much closer. he had broken up with his girlfriend in 2023, and i was still grieving the loss of my relationship with jamie. we began dating casually — i'd come to some of his races when i could, he came to a few of my shows, we'd meet for lunch or dinner.

casual dating turned into serious dating. love letters he'd read before races, whispers that i was his lucky charm, flying back and forth to see him. we publicized our relationship in april of 2025, but it had been going on since about february when we spent valentines day together.

he's my everything. my world. the air i breathe. my soulmate, of course.

written about him . . .

╰┈➤ fever dream (november 9, 2025) — my third album

╰┈➤ better people to leave on read (september 2, 2026) — my fourth single

there will definitely be more written about him as our relationship progresses !!

⋮ ⌗ . . . billie eilish

billie and i have known each other since we were really young, and we've been best friends ever since. she's definitely my platonic soulmate, but that's it.

billie was my first kiss when we were teenagers — her 13, me 15 — but we never had feelings for each other.

since me and her are so close and are seen together all the time, the media loves to assume we're dating.

like, no. platonic friendships exist.

⋮ ⌗ . . . timothée chalamet

timmy and i met years ago, when we were teenagers. we've been friends ever since. he's practically part of my family, like one of my brothers.

honestly, it's kind of gross how the media takes things out of context. a photo from my instagram of timothée and i in a hotel room, cropped to exclude my brother, is pretty much the only "evidence" of our so-called love affair

⋮ ⌗ . . . thomas depp

this one's just diabolical. THAT IS MY TWIN BROTHER. saw articles about our "romance" and lost my actual mind because what the fuck...

the only reason this speculation began is because some random news platform took a photo of me kissing tom on the cheek and ran with it. HUHHH.

disgusting. like um. what the fuck. and when they were called out THEY DOUBLED DOWN IT AND TRIED TO MAKE OUT LIKE TOM AND I WERE ACTUALLY DATING AND IT WAS TWINCEST. sued them so hard for this shit because no actual way...

no you did not see yungblud switch categories what are you talking about xx

[moonyskarma]

#001 — you're my, my, my, my . . lover

— my lovers across the multiverse, forever in my heart (and soul xx) || ib: @zaddizu ‹𝟹

#001 . . . JAMES "BUCKY" BARNES . . . marvel

the infamous winter soldier, the white wolf, the brooklyn born assassin-turned-avenger. also known as the love of my life. he's my soulmate. my better half, though he'd say it's the other way around.

we became very close very quickly—to the point of inseparability after just a few weeks. trauma-bonding, i guess, as both of us had been through HYDRA—albeit his time was far worse than mine. that's when we first met, though he doesn't remember. the entire time i was in HYDRA, he was under their control. we were mission partners, as our skills were relatively evenly matched. i decided enough was enough after a short time in HYDRA and tried to convince him to escape with me. he refused. i thought i'd never see him again... until 2016, when steve brought him to my doorstep, beaten and bruised, and begged me to keep him safe.

⭑ soulmates

⭑ trauma-bonding

⭑ i fell first he fell harder

⭑ secretly dating (until we're not)

#002 . . . CHARLES LECLERC . . . formula one, singer, modern!royalty, young parent

ferrari's golden boy. number sixteen, the prince of monaco. oh, how i love him.

in my formula one reality, charles and i met when i was in formula three, as we were in the same circles. we became friends, but since he was at a higher level than me at that time we weren't too close. until formula one, where i became his teammate in Alfa Romeo. that's when we really became close, but still, nothing happened. not until a few years later.

⭑ soulmates

⭑ slow burn

⭑ teammates to rivals to lovers

⭑ friends to lovers

in my singer reality, we met when we were teenagers. i was just another fan, coming to get a photo and an autograph. however in 2021, at the silverstone grand prix, we meet again. he remembered me. we became friends, but both of us were in relationships at that point in time. around 2023 we became closer, and now that we were both single we decided to date—casually, that is. but neither of us had ever been very good at casual, so of course that quickly turned into something serious.

⭑ soulmates

⭑ slow burn

⭑ friends to lovers

in my modern!royalty reality, he's the prince of monaco. a childhood friend i grew up with, playing chess and riding horses and doing what princes do, i suppose. i fell in love with him when we were children, and over time that romance just grew. in our 20s, we met marlene, and that's when the beginning of our happy ever after began.

⭑ soulmates

⭑ childhood friends to lovers

⭑ he's 1/3 of the throuple

in my young parent reality, he's the sweet (and lowkey rich) guy i meet at a coffeeshop. he's the one who didn't let me give him bullshit excuses when i was worried he wouldn't want to be with me because i'm a parent. he's the one who stepped up to be a second parent to my child, even though he had no obligation to. he's the one who stayed.

⭑ soulmates

⭑ friends to lovers

⭑ vaguely second chance

in my figure skater reality, he's my second chance. not second chance as in second chance romance, as in we tried and failed and tried again—but as in he became my second chance at... everything. after the fall, he was the one who persuaded me to get back into skating. he was the one who found me at my darkest, and said, "okay. i'm in." even when i tried so hard to push him away.

⭑ soulmates

⭑ frenemies to lovers

⭑ he saved me

#003 . . . BILLIE EILISH // MARLENE SCHUYLER // MARLENE ADAMARIS // MARLENE O'CONNELL . . . hamilton, fantasy!royalty, modern!royalty, pirate

yes she has like a million names because i'm with her in so many different realities.

in my hamilton reality, she's marlene schuyler. the middle schuyler sister—also known as the rebellious one. the snarky one, the sarcastic one. our eyes meet across a crowded ballroom and i'd like to tell you that was the beginning of our happy ending, but of course we had to be complicated and snarky to each other for a while before realizing we were actually in love with each other.

⭑ soulmates

⭑ frenemies to lovers

⭑ he fell first, she fell harder

in my fantasy!royalty reality, she's marlene adamaris, the crown princess of adamaris (the water kingdom). blessed with the powers of a siren and the beauty that makes men jump overboard, she very quickly consumed my every waking thought.

⭑ soulmates

⭑ forbidden romance

⭑ forced proximity (?)

in my modern!royalty reality, she's the american girl i fall in love with. a singer, a model, and somehow on her way to become married into italian royalty. my favorite girl, my only girl, spoiled absolutely rotten by me (and our boyfriend charles).

⭑ soulmates

⭑ she's the other 1/3 of the throuple

⭑ secretly dating (until we're not)

in my pirate reality, she's the princess of england whom my crew happened to kidnap. yes this is literally what happens in pirates of the caribbean except i'm will turner and jack sparrow all in one and i've got my own crew and she's my (kidnapped) princess who just so happens to like being on the open sea.

disclaimer i did bring her back to the shore when my crew showed up with her. this is not stockholm syndrome and we do not condone kidnapping in this household!! turns out she'd been looking for a way out of the marriage her father was trying to arrange!!

⭑ soulmates

⭑ forced proximity (it's literally a boat there is no space)

⭑ forbidden romance (but who gives a fuck what her father thinks)

[moonyskarma]

#004 — crazy little thing called love

— oh god there's more & they're all same person different font || ib: @zaddizu ‹𝟹

#010 . . . ALEKSANDER MOROZOVA . . . shadow & bone

you've heard of him. heard the whispers, heard the rumors, that general kirrigan is really the black heretic. the darkling. thousands of years old, powers that could destroy the world. tamed by the sun summoner, of course, because who else was crazy enough to try?

yes he tries to manipulate me into being his weapon. no i do not become his weapon tf i put mr big scary shadowman in his place

⭑ friends (kinda) to enemies to lovers

⭑ forced proximity (is it forced proximity if he lowkey won't let me leave)

⭑ opposites do attract apparently

#011 . . . KAZ BREKKER . . . six of crows

the bastard of the barrel. harbinger of chaos. sly and cunning and mysterious and cold. and oh so lovely. he never pictured himself with me. but i've been told i'm rather difficult to get rid of. kaz, my love, my crow, my heart. saints help him, he was not pleased when he realized he was in love with me.

⭑ frenemies to friends to lovers

⭑ forced proximity (?)

⭑ i fell first he fell harder

#012 . . . PERSEUS "PERCY" JACKSON . . . heroes of olympus

who knew the son of poseidon would fall for the son of hades? literally did not see this coming. (yes i did i've been plotting on him since i met him) he's so fucking fine i can't HE'S SO RIDICULOUS BUT IT'S SO CUTE oh percy my loveee

we met at camp and due to the whole prophecy thing we had to go on a fuckton of quests together (the quests have more people y'all i am not going with two other people goodbye we need more people for the buddy system to work right)

⭑ friends to lovers

⭑ i fell first he fell harder

these are so fucking cuteeee i can't xxx

[moonyskarma]

#005 — love, love me do, you know i love you

— heh... there's more... || ib: @zaddizu ‹𝟹

#013 . . . LOKI LAUFEYSON . . . loki

oh god. now how did this happen? well. somehow, an ex-HYDRA turned SHIELD agent caught the eye of the god of mischief. as you can probably guess, mischief ensued. aka i fall in love with loki and decide to be fucking stupid and join him in all his bullshit.

⭑ frenemies to lovers

⭑ he fell first i fell harder

⭑ frenemies to lovers

#014 . . . EDWARD "EDDIE" MUNSON . . . stranger things

eddie and i met in hawkins high school when i finally attended, trying to gain some normalcy in my life. mike and dustin roped me into attending a hellfire club meeting. not a fan of dungeons & dragons but oh god, when i saw him for the first time? the smile he gave me, a half-hearted comment about me that was supposed to be insulting, but he just couldn't bring himself to be mean. he later told me it was because i'd gotten his goddamn heart skipping beats

⭑ friends to lovers

⭑ it was casual and then it was very not casual

#015 . . . EDWARD CULLEN . . . twilight

he's weird. i'm weirder. ergo, we're in love. aka i'm the only one that can match his freak. he's obsessive, he's jealous, he doesn't like my friends because when they don't like him, and if i'm with them i'm not with him. he doesn't like my fucking clothes because they touch me more than he does. yes he's a freak.

i like to say im the only one who can tame him. and yeah, i guess i can. the only one who can tell him to shut up (and he listens). he's funny when he's not brooding, plays piano like mozart reincarnated, and has the best fashion taste (thanks to rosalie)

⭑ slow burn

⭑ frenemies to lovers

⭑ secretly dating

hehehehehehehehe

[moonyskarma]

#006 — it’s only love, and that is all

— oh god here we go again || ib: @zaddizu ‹𝟹

#016 . . . HICCUP HORRENDOUS HADDOCK III . . . httyd

this one is very cute. very simple, no drama. just a mutual crush as children that turned into him promising he'd marry me one day as we fly side by side, hours from berk, just the two of us. alone. peaceful. that's how a lot of our time is spent together. sometimes we'll just... go. leave berk, or the edge, just to fly together. or sometimes he'll be working, and just want my company.

honestly this is a breath of fresh air compared to my other lovers

⭑ childhood friends to lovers

⭑ it was always going to be him

#017 . . . ALEXANDER RIDER . . . alex rider

so. how did alex rider fall in love with the son of the man who killed his uncle? well. that's a story that starts with a whole lot of lying. a web of lies, so thick that it's hard to know what's real and what's not. sometimes alex doesn't know. i don't either.

but what is real? us. me, and him. both of us knowing i'm not my father. proving time and time again that i am on his side, that i'm not going to betray him. that i'm on the right side of everything.

⭑ friends to lovers

⭑ second chance (?)

#018 . . . DARYL LEE DIXON . . . the walking dead

chain smoking and throwing knives at tree trunks. combat boots that track mud into my room (that he starts leaving by the door instead), half-hearted comments about my current book that i picked up on a run, calling me "sunshine" to annoy me, late night bike rides, both two stubborn to say anything.

it takes a while. he had a lot going on (cough internalized homophobia cough). i was the brooklyn-born ex-college student, he was the 30-something redneck. wasn't supposed to happen, but it's the apocalypse.

⭑ frenemies to lovers

⭑ age gap (we don't talk about that)

⭑ forced proximity (is it forced proximity if it's the apocalypse and we have to stick together)

oh my god one part left (for now)

[moonyskarma]

#003 — i'm still full of the love you want

— yes, there's more of them. im in love. || ib: @zaddizu ‹𝟹

#007 . . . REDACTED . . . better cr

why is his name redacted, you ask? because he's somebody i know in this reality and i'd like to keep his name private <3 he's been the love of my life since we were children. we grew up together as our mothers are best friends, and i've been plotting on him since basically day one.

he's stupidly funny. not even because he says humorous things or he's some comedian, he's just.. funny. one look, one quirk of his lips and i'm giggling. he smirks and i see that dimple? i die a little. he's everything to me. like, genuinely, would die for him.

⭑ childhood friends to lovers

⭑ slow burn

⭑ it was always going to be him

#008 . . . ANAKIN SKYWALKER . . . starwars prequels

oh my fallen angel. my knight in shining armor turned to the dark side . . . for me? we met through Obi-Wan, actually, as both Anakin and i showed extremely promising abilities. since the moment our eyes met, something... shifted. something felt different. what Obi-Wan had hoped would be a good friendship became far more than that.

we began dating when i was seventeen. we knew the consequences, we knew it was forbidden by the jedi council. but i couldn't stay away from him, and he couldn't stay away from me. so out the window went the jedi council's rules.

⭑ friends to lovers

⭑ forbidden romance

⭑ secretly dating

#009 . . . KYLO REN . . . starwars sequels

if i had a nickel for everytime i fell in love with a skywalker man i'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's strange that it happened twice. kylo ren, supreme leader of the the first order. how did i, a scavenger from jakku, manage to capture the heart of the supreme leader?

yeah i actually have no idea he literally has kidnapped me before and also we're somehow force bonded?? who the hell knows. he's hot. i'm hot. hot people date hot people I DON'T KNOW HOW TO JUSTIFY THIS

⭑ enemies to lovers

⭑ forced proximity (is it forced proximity if he kidnaps me)

ik this is part three but there's literally 3 or 4 more parts to this

i love how these started off so organized and formal and now it's just me crashing out because these guys are like same person different font and they're all so fucking stupid but i love them so much and idek why

[moonyskarma]

#007 — i will love you till I die

— oh my god there's seven fucking parts || ib: @zaddizu ‹𝟹

#019 . . . JOSEPH "JOEY" FRANCIS TRIBBIANI JR . . . friends

what is it with me and dumbass guys oh my god. jk jk i love him !! to be perfectly honest, when i first joined the group, i thought it was gonna be me and chandler in the end. and it was me and chandler, for a while. and then one day i looked at joey and my first thought was "i love you". i'd like to tell you that was that, and we began our happy ever after. that is not the case.

what happened instead was the longest fucking situationship ever because we both had a lot going on (internalized homophobia on his end, i just straight up couldn't believe i fell in love with him) but nevertheless !! we get our happy ever after, don't worry <3

⭑ friends to lovers

⭑ situationship to relationship

⭑ idiots in love

#020 . . . VIOLET BAUDELAIRE . . . a series of unfortunate events

this one's sweet. we grew up together as our parents were best friends, and therefore we spent pretty much every day together. she lost her parents in a fire, so did i (and my siblings but) we've been inseparable practically since birth. never did anything about the unspoken tension until duncan quagmire came along and tried to hit on her.

um. no? go away? we both realized, at that moment, that we had feelings for each other. she couldn't tell why she didn't feel anything for duncan until she told me about it, and i confessed. apparently it is possible for something good to happen amidst this series of unfortunate events.

#021 . . . NICHOLAS "NICK" LUKE NELSON . . . heartstopper

yes that's nick nelson. yes i'm charlie spring. i fear the story is exactly the same as it is in the graphic novels and the show!! gay boy falls in love with "straight" boy, "straight" boy is actually bisexual, mwah mwah mwah

i love nicky. he's genuinely so sweet, and so... attentive. he just notices things without me saying anything. guys. he's so fucking fine i can't ughhhh stupid little blond british boy xx

is this the last post of this series? perchance?

[moonyskarma]

#002 — wasteland, baby, i'm in love

— aka the ones im shifting for cuz i'm in love || ib: @zaddizu ‹𝟹

#004 . . . NETEYAM TE SULI TSYEYK'ITAN . . . avatar twow

the son of jake and neytiri, the "normal" child of the sully family. rather overlooked. always the role model. the one lo'ak gets told to be more like. the one tuktirey is compared to when she does something good.

we grew up together, but there was always something neither of us wanted to put into words. all lingering glances and "accidental" touches.

⭑ childhood friends to lovers

⭑ forced proximity (is it forced proximity if the war against humans separates us from his family and forces us to be alone and relying only on each other)

#005 . . . BARTEMIUS "BARTY" CROUCH JR . . . marauders

i'm sure you've heard of him. whispered about in the corridors, a rumored death eater in the making. hexes people for no reason. brilliantly clever when he tries, but he doesn't often try. and yet, for some reason, i can't stay away from him. maybe he slipped a love potion into my pumpkin juice, or maybe it's love. who knows.

he's stupid and arrogant and so bloody annoying but where do i find myself every night? the room of requirement. waiting for him. he makes me want to tear my hair out. he drives me up the fucking wall. all we do is chain smoke and fight and get freaky. and yet here i am, putting him on my lover list. because i love him, don't i? or do i hate him? two sides of the same coin, i fear.

⭑ enemies to lovers

⭑ friends with benefits

⭑ i fear it's very toxic but whatever

#006 . . . SIRIUS ORION BLACK . . . marauders

ah yes. the disowned heir of the house of black. my best friend. the one who gave me my first cigarette. everything about us is messy. pushing too hard and too far and half-hearted apologies and promises to be better (that we never keep). fights that end when he uses my given name and makes a stupid comment about barty. fights that continue when i bring up his past.

you may be wondering, "charlie, if all you do is fight each other and all of it is messy, why is he on this list?" because i love him, duh. because despite everything, he's still my star. he's still the one i picture (most of the time) when i think of who i'll spend my future with.

⭑ friends to lovers

⭑ friends with benefits (kind of?)

⭑ less toxic than me and barty but still it's not great icl

guys why is my type lowkey brooding toxic guys help