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Don't you hate it when your artist doesn't want to draw your other eye so they smash your face
#ff7#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#ffvii#sephiroth#does the angst read on this one#i'll be honest i've been drawing side profile a lot lately because i hate drawing the other eye#i'm stupid and it's easy#ok GOODBYE for 2 days i'm gonna play rebirth
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Isa is the one with a nightmare, as a treat :)



Ya know, obviously Siffrin (whose name auto correct keeps changing to suffering, which is pretty fitting lol) went through hell and back with the loops. All the angsty art and fics around that I totally get and love to see, however I like to imagine the toll their whole journey took on everyone…
It’s brought up in the game how the King’s power over Vuagarde had a huge impact on Bonnie with their sister + with Mirabelle having the weight of saving a country on her shoulders, but I can’t recall if anything was brought up with Isa and Odile? (Oh nooOOoOo, how awful I can’t remember! Guess I’ll just have to rewatch a let’s play of the game again! What a shame… /j) So yeah :3 Nightmares for everyone! Though Sif definitely has gotten quite a lot more baggage from their journey (which I do intend to make art of eventually..)
#This was also totally an excuse to paint Siffrin holding Isabeau#I have read a few fics that dive a bit more into the impact of the king on the whole country + the party which I enjoyed#there’s plenty of angst to go around for everyone#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isat fanart#isat isafrin#watercolor#traditional art#them <3#I had fun painting this one actually! The folds of the blankets were a bit of a nightmare but that’s because I didn’t have a reference :P#That was supposed to be moonlight but the picture makes the painting look brighter than it actually is :P#Okay I darkened it and made it the first photo#I think it looks better? Usually my darkness is up on my phone so I usually think things are darker than they actually are#this is like the behind the scenes part of me posting#*tiny me waves at you from the spot you lifted a rock from*#*does a lil dancey dancey*#*pulls out a deck of cards and shuffles them a bit*#”is this your card?”#…#okay yeah I’ll hit post now and be on my way… ‘boop’#My art
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"Do you think we're soulmates in every universe?"
"Are we even soulmates in this one?"

#the quotes can go with either one of them i leave that u fellow reader#also does anyone else think about how Ben could have another chance in life and change and be someone new#but he cant and perhaps the only time we felt like he could change was when he's with hughie..but can't have that and he shouldn't want tha#but he does and it pisses him off so mixed with the fact that hes been betrayed by people and experimented on he just can't do it#“ghost is this ship post?” yes it is because hughie wants to save everyone and he does feel for ben despite being a supe#despite being the harsh man who seemingly only thinks about himself he can still see the person who did want to help people once upon a tim#and he wants to help him despite his better judgement#yadda yadda yadda sometime during that they start having feelings for each other#“waiter waiter more angst please!”#soldier boy/hughie#soldier boy#hughie campbell#the boys#ghost rambles#jesus these tags are wild i apologize for anyone who read this far LMAOAOA#also the spelling mistakes in the tags are bad i apologize in advance
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i don't want to scroll so this is gonna be my new Cherry Crush rant reblogs :p
IM GONNA GO INSANE I NEED MY SILLIES BACK
like yes i know, the writer has to write and draw everything, but there is like nothing about my sillies that I can look at.
if i go on here, it's either icon cute little dividers or naked girls.
like.. i wanna make like small hcs about them, but im afraid of mischaracterizing them
like mischaracterization is crazy and i hate doing it but sometimes I do it without realizing and it makes me want to cry.
someone feed my cherry crush obsession. headcanons, small one shots, anything to get my sillies back.
I KEEP MEETING NEW PEOPLE WHO LIKE CHERRY CRUSH BUT IM SCARED BECAUSE I REMEMBER BASICLALY NOTHING DESPITE REREADING THE WEBTOON 💔💔
anyways!
i lovethem there are so many images that are so cutie but I can't fit them in one post. see this be reblogged in like three days later or a week. no in between.
#silly :3#akira's yaps#cherry crush webtoon#i love cherry crush#cherie cherry crush#they make me ill#'my home is you' and that does it!#gay people can NEVER be normal#ts dont pmo#i would say crush is me but he is NOT me#maybe the silly side#NOT disregarding his little... psychotic side#:3#one of my moots pls ready cherry crush before i go bananas#lia won't read it bcs i wont read love for a walk 💔#it wasn't my cup of tea it was boring for me lowkey#i say while crying over season two angst to fluff of cherry crush#i think i need gut wrenching angst to have a romance#holy yap there are lots of tags
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i know the red queen tv show is now less likely to happen than katy perry going to space BUT if it DOES happen i think they should pull a rhaenicent and make elara and coriane have a failed tragic homoerotic friendship before becoming "rivals". nevermind what actually happens in the books. i think that would save me actually
#i've been rewatching hotd recently and imagining many rhaenicent scenes with them and oh. OH.#the idea of them becoming friends bc of Elara approaching Coriane first like she does in canon and growing v close to each other throughout#the years. and maybe Elara can be close to Julian and Sarah at first too bc Coriane wants her to meet her brother/bsf. idgaf#and then Tiberias starts showing interest in Coriane and it's kinda awkward bc Coriane already has a homoerotic friendship with Elara :/#and for a reallyyy short time Elara (who i imagine falls for Coriane first and harder. kinda like Alicent for Rhaenyra lol) pretends to be#okay with Coriane and Tiberias being together. for the sake of her friend's happiness (and bc of comphet too tbh)#and i imagine the three of them being friends for a really short while (like Mare and Cal and Maven were in RQ1 before the romance)#BUT then Tiberias proposes to Coriane and everything changes. and Elara and Coriane have the biggest fallout (Coriane thinks it's because#Elara was after Tiberias as well. and because she too wants to marry the Calore heir (which to some extent is true- i imagine Elara's famil#has been pressuring her to get closer to Tiberias/intefere between her and Coriane for a long while. and Coriane marrying him has spoiled#their plan). and that's what we see in Queen's Song. Coriane being worried about Elara after marrying Tiberias. except Coriane was never#really angry at Elara. she is as wary about her as we see in QS bc of Elara being more and more distant towards her/pushing Coriane away#over time. and despite what's “canon” i like to imagine Elara as a character similar to Alicent - forced to push her only friend away in#hopes to marry the man her family wants her to marry. so much so that Elara (like Maven. like every Merandus before her) gives in to what#she thinks is her duty to her House. and does exactly as they wish. “killing” Coriane and marrying Tiberias.#can you imagine how much more tragic hers (and Coriane's) character would be. burning her best friend's old diary. plotting against her bes#friend's brother and torturing Sarah as well. resenting her best friend's son - her stepson -. turning her own son against Coriane and neve#letting him know about hoe close they once were. regretting what she did every day of her life but not willing to give up her crown - the#one thing she sacrificed her entire life for. the one thing she sacrificed her best friend for#do you even CONCEIVE the level of angst. do you even GET it#i know the rq tv show probably will never happen but if it happens can VA please do this ^ . for me. for my sanity#IN FACT. idk whete i was it but I read somewhere that IF they did make the show Elara's character would be changed a bit (confirmed by VA)#i live in delusion but idgaf. a boy can hope🙏🙏#red queen series#red queen#elara merandus#coriane jacos#coriara#🫀
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dad red! 🍎🍊
#trainer red#pokemon#pkmn#red pokemon#pokemon frlg#pokemon rby#i’m going to post my other champion kiddos eventually but!!! this is my design for reds daughter clementine 🍊 everyone just calls her clem!#i think she’s super intelligent just like her dad she just talks ALOT lol and started talking super early 😭#they’re playing pokemon…pokemon… ception? lol#its a shared save file aka clem chooses the pokemon and red does everything else LOL i like to think he reads the game dialogue#outloud to her like a picture book🤧 i think she’s the person he speaks the most around 🫶🏻#dad red is one of my personal fave hcs of mine … i just wanna free him from all the angst i project onto him LOL and make him smile yknow🤧#are fankids considered oc’s at this point…? bc i have so many ideas for her i’m just inlove with her🥺#the lil drawings of the trio are meant to be drawn by clem lol and underneath is her thoughts on each of them 🤫🤫🤫#pokemon fanart#pokemon art#pokemon rgby#pokemon red#frlg#pokemon oc#oc art#trainer leaf#rival blue#artists on tumblr#kanto au#my art <3#oc: clementine
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Just finished reading the Chaggie fic "Igual". I laughed, I cried. It was real damn guuuud
#hazbin hotel#chaggie#one of the best fics ive read period#for like any fandom#'the things we do for love. the things love does to us' DAMN RIGHT!!!#i was scared to start cuz its got 300k words like holy shit#also the tw tags....#im no good with angsty stuff#but omg it's also so so funny and cute so what the hell. the angst really was worth it
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me: waiting for shoe(s) to drop
Personified Alan Becker YouTube Icon: oh... buddy...
#me reassuring myself like#it's okay. look see? they can speedrun the genuine apology process too. see? yeah i know#i know#--/ art#L1_CAT#subpixels#alan becker#green influencer arc#ava influencer arc#(OHMYGO D BRIAN MADE IT??????? NO WONDER IT'S GLORIOUS?!?!?!?)#i don't think there will be- well no. that's a lie there will totally be more great works with these specific themes in the future . . .#because there will probably be these specific problems in the future. but W0w does it hit now.#not that long ago i know i was dealing with angst online. and that just. permeates everything. for *months*#what a shot to the heart !!! new weakness unlocked ! ! ! !#/pos ... yeah no it's. you know what i mean#ghhhhghh the imperfect files feeling defensive about not being included hhhhhhhhhhhhhh kindness to snarling creatures hhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!#gonna need to rewatch this a few more times. at Least. hooh#ps: i have a vivid memory of reading a fic on ao3 that emotionally compromised me and i saw in the notes that the author said...#''[please trust me. i know what im doing c: ]'' or something that that's what they meant. it was either a doctor who or a good omens one.#and i did trust them. and the story continued being amazing. and they didn't let me drown in that space i found myself in.#i feel responsible for not letting myself get too far underwater like that- and i have succeeded.#and i also trusted Them (scriptors directors animators etc etc etc). and i am. safe#it feels like there was a wound here i forgot about that is only now beginning to heal. . . ... . . . . . .#i think ill be 100% ready to laugh about it in like. a year. for now we roll catharsis gang#a year is maybe too long. you know what i mean. arbitrary time unit. laundry minutes.
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“Hey, Yuu. Whatcha looking at?”
Grim asked as he sat at the foot of their bed.
A bunch of polaroid photos were strewn across the mattress.
They were probably taken using the ghost camera.
Yuu had been going around and taking photos with everyone this past week.
It wasn't weird at first because they do this anyway.
But for some reason, this time they were really adamant about it.
Now it looks like they've put them all together in one place, organizing them by dorm.
Heartslabyul
"So. I've got Riddle, Ace, Deuce, Cater, Trey..."

Savanaclaw
"—Leona, Jack, Ruggie..."

Octavinelle
"—Azul, Jade, Floyd..."

Scarabia
"—Kalim, Jamil..."

Pomefiore
"—Vil, Epel, Rook..."

Ignihyde
"—Idia, Ortho..."

Diasomnia
"—Malleus, Lilia, Silver, Sebek..."
Ramshackle
"And finally..."
"—The one that we took earlier! Me and my hench-human. Myahaha!”
Yes. Grim's hench-human.
Everyone’s here.
Yuu picked up the photo of them and Grim.
They had a sad smile on their face as they looked at it.
"Why're you suddenly taking photos with everyone anyway?"
"Oh... no reason. I just wanted to. Just in case."
(close-ups: heartslabyul • savanaclaw • octavinelle • scarabia • pomefiore • ignihyde • diasomnia • grim)
#we should really play around with the idea of the ghost camera more#like wdym all those cards are canonically from the ghost camera#das insane#it has such potential#the angst potential#what if yuu goes home with all these photos#then they forget everything (which was against the sole purpose of having all these photos anyway to remember everyone by)#and they see the photos and is like#“who tf are these people”#“wtf is this cat(???)”#or it does that thing where the people disappear from the photo and yuu is the only one in them#so they're like hella confused#anyways have a great day everyone reading in the tags#[—✦-#twisted wonderland#twst#twst yuu#twst yuusona#heartslabyul#savanaclaw#octavinelle#scarabia#pomefiore#ignihyde#diasomnia#twst ramshackle#(🩷) yuuna#(🩷) ramshackle taiyaki#(✧) my writing
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➶ Arrow and Pelt ➶

Relationship: Cyrus x Marcus
Enemies to lovers type situations with these two. They're still in enemies mode here but very slowly getting there. Angst, hurt/comfort, lots of whump moments, Cyrus being stubborn and refusing help. Line divider
This was WIP since winter, and I finally finished it. Again, I'm feeling very low and not well, but I really tried my best to show some angst and enemies to lovers with my favorite werewolf x vampire couple.
Please enjoy!
There was shouting coming from outside, and when Marcus looked through the window, he could see torches from a crowd of people.
He went to see what was going on, keeping his distance from the crowd and then he heard someone yelling “the white werewolf.”
There was a snarl from the beast, running away in the thick snow. Marcus wondered why and how did these people even have the energy to hunt the best during this extremely cold night and the snow started falling faster.
However, he winced. Not from the cold, but from a yelp, a loud whine from the creature.
“I shot him!” Someone yelled, and Marcus looked over. It was one of the hunters with a bow, but he recognized that type of a hunter, they would often use poisoned arrows.
The werewolf didn't seem to fight back, it was running away with growls and whines from pain. The crowd tried to keep up with the beast, following the trails of blood, but they lost it. The snow got too intense and the werewolf was too fast despite being wounded.
“Keep looking!” Someone ordered. Some people scattered around while others gave up. Marcus paused, trusting his vampire instincts to help him find the beast.
I can sense it, it’s nearby. Marcus thought as he looked over at the blood trail. The trail is here… the blood smells familiar. He looked behind just in case someone wanted to follow him. The hunters seemed to go in a different direction, so that was good.
Marcus felt uneasy or more… like he could sympathize with the werewolf. Something's wrong… this is someone I know. His thoughts got interrupted by strong wind that kept blowing the snow in his face, it felt like sharp cold needles puncturing through his skin.
Dammit, where are you? He really wanted to find the werewolf, but nature obviously wasn't letting him. Just when he was about to give up, he heard another deep whine. It was coming from the direction of the city.
The vampire sighed and hurried through the snow. He cursed under his breath when he stepped back inside the city, the snow wasn't that intense here. Just his luck.
The town people seemed to return back home, a few hunters were just patrolling around. They were Cyrus’ men, but there was no sign of the general.
Marcus brushed the snow off his coat as he walked towards his house. His senses were heightened, he could hear some people whispering about this white werewolf, the footsteps of the guards walking around, it was kinda overwhelming. Yet, there was a dog like whimper and something like claws scratching the wooden door coming from the direction of…
Cyrus’ house? Marcus thought, looking at his house. Now when he was thinking, he doesn't recall seeing Cyrus whenever there was a sign of the white werewolf, the day after sighting, the general would look more exhausted with some scratches on his face or arms.
And the most obvious part was Cyrus’ white hair. Just like the werewolf's white fur.
The realization of the possibility that the general was that beast… it made Marcus' heart sank and his stomach suddenly felt like it was a knot. To think his own people were hunting him.
“Oh, Cyrus…” Marcus sighed deeply as he hurried towards the general's house.
He stopped in front of the wooden door, making sure no one followed him but before he knocked on the door, he smelled the scent of blood. There was no mistake, it was Cyrus’ blood.
“Cyrus? It's me…” He kept his voice quiet as he carefully listened for any sign of the general. There was a sound of something crashing, like a wooden chair fell over or something and Marcus got worried. “I’m coming in whether you like it or not!”
He forced the door open, but didn't break it. He knew it wouldn't be the best idea to leave a gaping wooden door open when there was a potential werewolf inside.
The room was somewhat dark and there were trails of blood in the floor and in the corner of the room, the vampire spotted a familiar figure.
“Get out,” Cyrus growled, his voice rough and breathy but he didn't move closer.
“Cyrus… it's me, Marcus.” The vampire kept his voice gentle as he slowly approached him as if he was a wounded animal but also had to dodge a knife flying at him. The knife got impaled into the door frame. “Calm down, I'm not here to hurt you–”
The general stepped closer so fast that he almost got too close to stab him with another knife and now Marcus finally had a clear view on him.
“Breathe a word to anyone and I swear, vampire, I'll tear your heart out with my own hands.” His voice was hoarse but very strict and he looked rough… only in pants, his bare chest covered with fresh, bleeding scratches and one hand was shakily holding a knife while the other supported an arrow stuck in his shoulder blade. He was a mess, a feral mess.
Marcus raised his hands in surrender and took a step back to give him space. “You can trust me, Cyrus, I'm not against you. I promise.” He watched as the general sighed in relief or at least he made it look like he relaxed for a second but he still had the knife pointed at him.
“I don't want you here… or anyone,” Cyrus groaned as he slightly moved his injured arm. “Just… get away from me!”
“Hey, with moving around you're making it worse! Let me help–” Marcus tried but that seemed to agitate the general more.
“I don't need your help! I can do it myself.” Cyrus finally let go of the knife but now he had another goal. He gripped onto the arrow impaled in his shoulder, taking a deep shuddering breath in and out.
“No, no, no! Don't–” The vampire tried to stop him, to do anything just to not let him do this but it was too late.
Cyrus ripped the arrow out with a loud yelp and blood splattered onto the floor, dripping down his back. He was shaking, panting heavily, and his legs seemed to give up when he sat down on his bed.
“You idiot! You made it worse!” Marcus scolded him, immediately searching for a cloth or anything to stop the bleeding.
“Shut… up,” the general gritted through his teeth, feeling how the blood was dripping down his back, staining his hand as well.
Marcus sighed deeply, knowing Cyrus was going to be difficult about this but he knew he needed help. And he wasn't going to step away, not after seeing the general like this.
“You have a gaping wound on your shoulder that is bleeding all over you. No, I don't think I'll shut up.” The vampire already found some healing herbs that were kept in a very specific little box alongside some bandages. “Now, stay quiet and let me help you.”
Cyrus groaned and looked away, his other hand gripped the sheets harder. “It's not the first time this has happened… I can handle it myself,” he muttered.
“Yeah, I can see that. You keep these things hidden in your counter. I assume it's for moments like these.” Marcus opened the box, scenting the lavender and blue mountain flower, they were crushed into little pieces mixed with some other herbal oil.
“Fuck! Just leave me alone already! Why do you care?! You're a vampire, doesn't the smell of blood make you hungry for it?” Cyrus suddenly snapped, glaring at the vampire who stepped back as a response to his outburst.
“No, I'm not exactly a monster you may think I am. The smell of blood doesn't make me lose my mind.” Marcus frowned a little, stepping closer and forcing Cyrus to look at him. “Not all vampires are ruthless monsters. I'm standing right here, offering my help, or you don't want help from a vampire.”
The other man huffed, closing his eyes for a moment. He struggled with focusing on his breathing or anything else when the wound on his shoulder felt like it was pulsing, burning from deep inside all the way to the surface of the injury.
“Just make it quick,” he murmured, shifting on the bed, letting out a ragged breath.
Marcus observed him as he got closer, carefully guiding him to move his hand away to check out the wound. The moment Cyrus removed his hand, the blood flowed faster down his back and the general cursed under his breath. Well, that definitely looked painful, part of the skin was ripped due to the arrow's sharp end being forcefully ripped out.
“Shit. This is really bad, Cyrus… I can't lie to you. You probably ripped your muscle when you pulled the arrow out.” He carefully brushed a cloth around the wound to clean the blood off but even a light touch made the other man wince.
“Shut up, I fucking know…” Cyrus muttered through his teeth, tightening his grip on his own knees in an attempt to ground himself.
“No, you don't know how bad it looks. But we can fix it,” Marcus said softly, trying to calm him down. “You just have to cooperate and it'll be fine.”
“Are you pitying me?” Cyrus asked, there was a noticeable frustration in his voice.
The vampire snickered and smirked, “What gave you that idea?”
“I swear–” Cyrus groaned and glared at the other man.
“Alright, alright, relax. I'm not. I'm just helping you.” Marcus gave him a light squeeze on his good shoulder, trying to relax him even if just a little bit. “Stay still, this could be uncomfortable. Though, I'm assuming you've felt similar pain before.” He carefully cleaned around the wound before he gently applied the mixed herbal salve.
Cyrus bit back a moan when he felt the cold salve being applied, grimacing and shutting his eyes closed, holding back not to make it obvious he's in pain. Then again, he couldn't fool Marcus, his body was instinctively reacting to discomfort, his muscles tensing involuntarily.
“You'll need a healer. This will only temporarily help you considering how big and serious the wound is,” the vampire explained, his voice softened as well as his touch, sensing Cyrus’ pain. He felt empathy, he wasn't sure why considering the general wanted to lock him in prison, but something about seeing someone so strong and hardworking who was obviously carrying too much, in this vulnerable state… it made Marcus’ heart break.
“I know…” Cyrus sighed, defeated, “I'll see them tomorrow.”
“It'll get way worse if you wait till tomorrow… I'll take you there late at night when no one will see us.” Marcus hoped the general would cooperate, already thinking about how to secretly sneak out with him.
“No. It's too risky– agh shit! Don't press too hard!” Cyrus yelped when the vampire accidentally pressed harder on the wound.
“I'm sorry. See? Now imagine trying to sleep with that pain! It would be impossible. Stop arguing with me, I'll go with you in a few minutes,” Marcus said, strictly but still had that soft tone. He finished putting on the salve, now he wanted to try and wrap the cloth over it.
“I told you it's way to fucking risky. Guards and hunters are everywhere–” Cyrus got cut off by a strangled groan that escaped him. He bowed his head and gritted his teeth, feeling how the cure currently felt like it was burning deeper into the wound and Marcus placing a cloth over it made it worse. “Gods… give me a break, will you?”
“You're so difficult,” Marcus muttered, shaking his head. He understood, he really did but this type of injury shouldn't be ignored and it was getting worse by the minute.
“You don't understand when people want you dead, hunt you every damn time and hurt you! And you can only pretend like nothing happened the next day… because they don't know and they never will.” Cyrus had a point there. Even if Marcus could relate due to being a vampire and hiding that away, the difficulties the general had to face couldn't be compared.
“I… I know–”
“You don't know!” Cyrus snapped, glaring at him. “How could you possibly understand? You're a vampire, but you don't turn into a beast. That is way harder to hide.”
There was a few seconds of silence, Marcus was lost in Cyrus’ words and his own thinking about all this.
“It's harder to hide, yes…” the vampire eventually said, his voice quiet than usual. He finished wrapping the wound, examining it in case he needed to adjust anything. “I'm sorry you're going through that. Does anyone else know?”
Cyrus shaked his head, “No. Only you and I intend on keeping it that way. if you just try saying it to anyone–”
“I promise I won't tell anyone. I guess we're both monsters, general. We have to stick together.” Marcus smirked at the, giving him a light squeeze on his good shoulder before he walked to wash his hands.
“Damn you…” Cyrus cursed under his breath, trying to shift on the bed, lean against the pillows but everything felt uncomfortable.
“Let me at least get something from the healers to help you. You don't have to go and see them, I'll do it.” Marcus was persistent, the more he watched how Cyrus struggled, the more he wanted to make his pain go away.
The general gave a low groan, followed by a sharp inhale and exhale. He was exhausted, mentally and physically from everything. He looked up at the other man, his eyes heavy lidded, swollen from the exhaustion.
“I don't need anyone. I said I'll go in the morning then I will! Leave me alone now– I want to try and rest– ngh– even just for a moment.” Again, Marcus understood his outbursts. Pain could really change a person, nothing he hadn't seen before. He just really felt bad about all this.
Marcus sighed deeply, trying to think but also trying to make peace with how impossible Cyrus was being.
“Fine,” he murmured. “Rest. I'll leave you be, I won't say anything anymore.” He watched how the other man relaxed, how he closed his eyes before he looked at him again, this time he had a softer look. Despite that, he looked worse. He was sweating, breathing heavier, just in a really bad shape.
Marcus turned to leave, giving one more glance at the injured general. He was going to come back quickly anyway.
Cyrus wasn't sure how much time had passed, he was half awake, dozing away, slowly losing consciousness due to the pain when his breath hitched, and eyes opened to scan the room after hearing the door open.
“What are you doing here again?” He muttered, observing how the vampire walked up to him, holding a healing potion.
“It'll heal you. It's your choice whether you'll take it or not.” Marcus placed it on the counter next to the bed.
Cyrus gave a low growl, closing his eyes again and throwing his head back against the pillow. “You're going to be the death of me.”
“Maybe, or it'll be your own stubborn fault for dying. You decide.” Marcus smirked half way. “You're getting worse, but blood and sweat suits you I must admit…” He playfully glanced him and stepped closer… a bit too close.
Cyrus huffed and blushed, leaned back as much as he could to avoid the vampire. “What the fuck–”
“You're an interesting person, Cyrus. A pain in the ass but… I think, as two monsters, we could get along. Just stay alive for me, would you?” He held his chin, brushing over a tiny cut with his finger to get the blood and pull it up to his lips to lick it.
The general’s mouth fell slightly open in… surprise? Shock? He wasn't sure himself, maybe it was something else completely.
“Get away from me already!” He shook his head to the side and squeezed his eyes closed, avoiding Marcus’ playful look.
“Ah, my apologies, general. That was rude of me trying your… delicious blood without your permission.” Marcus bowed in respect and in a teasing way. He figured if Cyrus was going to be this stubborn, might as well toy with him a little bit. Perhaps that will make him drink the potion.
“You–” Cyrus got cut off by his own groan, his hand flew on his shoulder. The wound burned even more.
“Help yourself,” Marcus simply said, walking towards the door. “I'll see you soon, general.” He gave him one last smile before he opened the door to leave.
“You damn vampire…” Cyrus muttered through his teeth.
He was left alone after all. Finally. He grimaced and groaned as another sharp wave of pain went through his arm and he knew that his own stubbornness could indeed cost him his life. Marcus really tries his best, he even stayed through his outbursts. Maybe… just maybe this vampire wasn't like any other vampire Cyrus had encountered.
The general sighed deeply before he reluctantly reached for the healing potion.
Marcus… you truly are a unique vampire.
#Depression almost actually took me out but here I am pls read my fathers still being a bit angsty#what chrasing out does to one at 3 am#i shouldn't be up bc im not well mentally but i finally finished this finally#I almost made them kiss bc I forgot they're still in enemy mode here#skyrim#skyrim ocs#whump writing#whump#hurt/comfort#angst#oc: cyrus#oc: marcus#enemies to lovers#my writing
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I genuinely don’t think anyone understands the level of joy I feel when I open tumblr to see someone responded to my post with a ton of their own thoughts, or if someone sent me an ask that’s a yap about something we both love, or when I open my DMs to see someone sent me paragraphs upon paragraphs. I genuinely don’t think anyone understands how insanely happy I feel. Because I love it so so much <3
#LIKE NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR YAPPING TO ME#I LOVE IT I PROMISE#NEVER FEEL AWKWARD RESPONDING#BC I LOVE READING EXPANSIONS#I JUST LOVE PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THINGS THEYRE PASSIONATE ABOUT SO MUCH#TY TO EVERYONE WHO DOES#TY TO EVERYONE WHO LISTENS TO MY YAPS#BC ITS SO SO COOL THAT WE ALL LOVE THE SAME THING TO THE SAME DEGREE#GUYS THIS IS COMMUNITY#AND NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME AND HOW MUCH I LOVE IT#ok I’m done#sorry#but fr#love my moots#love my followers#love random people for engaging with me#bc it genuinely makes my day happier#ok I’m done being sappy#back to angst soon enough
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For the Spirits—Chapter III: Keep Your Plans
At the risk of feeling dumb, check in
It's not worth the risk of losing a friend
Even if they say:
“Just keep your plans, I hope
That you never have to drop
Anything for me.”
—At The Risk Of Feeling Dumb by Twenty One Pilots
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Yume had to resist the urge to sigh. She already knew how this would go. All roads led to tea, Pai Sho, and no straight answers. If she could go back in time and reach out to her younger self, she’d warn the tired face in the mirror to enjoy Iroh’s company while he still made sense.
She cursed the Crew under her breath, doing her best to give the General a smile back or, at least, keep a straight face.
Why did I even say yes to this?
#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#new gods au#for the spirits#zutara#prince zuko#atla iroh#uncle iroh#zuko's crew#atla fic#atla fanfic#atla zuko#Spirit Touched! Zuko#Chapter III: Keep Your Plans#at the risk of feeling dumb#twenty one pilots#atla oc#iroh#The Crew#zutara fic#zutara au#For the Spirits Chapter Three AKA The One In Which Yume Is Tired™ And Iroh Does Not Help Matters#Okay but seriously#We all know this fic is a Zuko Angst Fest so everything about it must be centered around our boy's suffering#He has such a good support system but is utterly unaware of it#Hence the chapter lyrics#I hope you have a good time reading!#As always a little warning for heavy mental/emotional subjects. I wouldn't consider this fic to be a light reading so better be prepared.#Next chapter features a certain river spirit! Stay tuned!
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Nah cuz my notes app is abt to burst with the amount of shit I’ve been putting into that moon spirit sokka au
#prob feels like it has a lot more info than it actually does#but idgaf#the cute scenes are#chefs kiss#but still I need SMTH#maybe angst is the sauce I need…#I’ve been putting my cousin to read all of it but I need moreeee#no ones obsessing over these stupid ass boys with me UGHHH#atla#avatar the last airbender#zukka
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i’ve spent 4 hours on ao3 today ☹️😔😞🤑🤩🤩☹️😝☹️☹️
#i woke up at 1#and then read for like 2-3 hours#and then went to sleep and then woke up to clean my room and watch supernatural#then i went to bed to scroll on ao3 but i fell asleep mid read#and then i woke up and haven’t gotten out of bed since#i’ve just been flipping back and forth between tumblr and ao3#as one does#my posts#and the thing is…#i’ve been reading THE SAME FUCKING FIC#THIS ENTIRE TIME#that’s what happens when you read an 800k+ word length angst heavy hurt/comfort fanfic
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If half alive has 1000 fans I am one of them. If half alive has 1 fan, I am that fan
#text#august rambles#this is brought to you by seeing someone's review for them. and saying they didn't like the ep because it was standard#and that now not yet was better but had a bunch of poor songs. some of them bad#they even said still feel wasn't good because it was appealing too much to 'teen angst'#anyway i couldn't read the rest i had to leave#it was too painful i like the music too much we viewed it from different standpoints ack#i see a lot of people saying half alive is knock off twenty one pilots and like i see what they're saying. they are similar but#why does that mean its a knock off. what if they are just similar. half alive is clearly doing they're own thing. they're not copying them#maybe. that is just what that band is good at doing! the same as twenty one pilots. just cuz twenty one pilots came first doesn't mean#they own the scene. (you can argue they're better at they're music but if you're gonna do that make sure you're comparing the early stuff)#anyway rant about this because. i really like half alive and just dsbkncjnvb you don't need to be a fan#you don't need to think they're awesome. you can have an opinion outside of mine#but please be nice. and remember. it's Your opinion it's not Truth. if you don't like the song. you don't like it#if you think the repetition is boring. its not for you. if the 'angst' is stupid. its not for you. if the song doesn't hold weight.#it's not for you. the artist wrote this. and worked with other people to publish it#clearly they cared and other people saw worth in it. and like!! the fact that they're not big name also means they Can't get away with like#stupid filler stuff. they don't have enough of a name they gotta impress#idk i care too much. i see things like this and im just. ugh. it feels pretentious#half alive
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I need to write this so I don’t forget so that I can fic it later (lmk Drabble / fic prompt if anyone wants it) macaque angst, mild gore warning
Macaque failed in his task and the Lady is displeased. The thrall who calls himself a mayor requests his head, but his Lady thinks the shadow may still be of use. Still, he deserves a punishment, no? The Mayor asks to destroy something slightly smaller than a head, but no less amusing to ruin.
Perhaps it is the six eared warriors eyes that ruin his performance, the mayor says, afterall, losing an eye can quite affect one’s vision. He never did heal completely from that fight with his old love, did he?
The lady agrees. Why would a warrior named for his hearing need his sight anyways?
Go, she says, do as you wish. The mayor is eager to comply.
He rushes forward, claws of bone and ice ripping from his knuckles with a violent crack and the wet sound of flesh. He smiles.
Macaque does not struggle, chained and bruised and bloodied, has no leeway in his binds. He cannot struggle, and even if he could move he does not know if he would. His every muscle aches and his bones are weak and he is so, so tired. He cannot hope to count the wounds.
The claws rake across his eye and he screams. That is all he can do as blood runs warm and sticky down his face and fire rushes through his veins. He knows nothing but pain and it only gets worse.
The mayor removes his claws and considers taking the eye with them, but decides he likes the look of the bleeding wound too much to ruin it. It is beautiful.
Macaque feels his shadows, roused from their frozen terror at his pain, swarm his mind. They drag him down to rest and he does not fight it.
#Mac is left completely blind and forced to rely on hearing to get around#LBD still sends him after the monkie gang but he keeps his scarf pulled up and a hood over his head so nobody notices#his hearings good enough for him to get around and his shadows help aswell#but he’s terrified and overall this things got some great angst potential#might be my next long au? a s3 rewrite this time#I’ve got some ideas#I’d love to read fics like this also if anyone knows them#or wants to write one hint hint wink wink please it think it would be cool#lmk#lmk macaque#ao3#lmk fanfiction#fanfic#fanfic idea#fanfiction#ooooh what happens when Wukong notices#is he horrified? does he take a sick joy in it? or does he realize what he had started when he took macaques first eye?#so many possibilities#lmk lady bone demon#lmk mayor
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