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zorangezest · 12 days ago
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(part 5) happy father's day :)
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me when characters are so doomed by their love but they love again anyway they love again anyway
if you're wondering what frenzy's listening to, i tried to find the angriest screamiest song to have a crashout to :D
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abyssal-glory · 2 years ago
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vector portrait for digital imaging class of RGB!! hey go read The Property of Hate if you haven’t already btw it’s an amazing comic by @modmad that i’ve been hotglued to since my junior year of high school.
big thank you to mod for giving their permission/blessing to wrestle with this horrible tv bastard in adobe illustrator for the express purpose of shilling him and this comic to my unsuspecting class <3
(edit: god okay pls click for fullscreen. hogy shit)
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imminent-danger-came · 1 month ago
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Imp, have you seen the Pretty Pretty Please I Don’t Want To Be A Magical Girl pilot? If you have, I’m curious to know your thoughts on it because I don’t really know what you’d think of it. I know you hate when stories mock its tropes, but I feel the pilot intends to use the jokes for theme, which I know you appreciate. It also has set-up for a main queer black couple as opposed to the in-universe one-sided ship between the blorbo-bait white guy as a bonus LOL. Hope you have a good day!
I have!
I think it's a super cute pilot—the voice direction and a lot of the comedy isn't for me (kinda reminds me of of SvTFOE or TOH, which the creator works at Disney so that checks out), but that's totally just preference rather than a fault of the show. I respect what they're trying to do, it definitely doesn't feel like it's "mocking" the magical girl genre at all! I think my real issue is when a piece of media lacks sincerity, which PPPIDWTBAMG (does. the fandom have a better acronym) has plenty of. It's a fine deconstruction, and that "magical girl de-transformation' is just smart.
Obviously love a main queer black couple, they're goofy and fun (and feel arospec to me), and I love that the white boy is chasing after the black girl. It's just nice to see
"Blorbo-bait white guy" is fucking KILLING me
#a notification popped up in the corner of my screen informing me that ''blorbo-bait white guy'' has been added to my vocabulary#''the curve is FUCKED'' cracked me up#anon#asks#also apparently the better acronym for the show is#IDWTBAMG#tbh. This show isn't really within my tastes (horror ToH flashbacks) but I see why people like it#and I'd give it a chance#I don't think it'd get as dark/intense as I'd want it to but also like. Not my project right#My brain jumps to ''oh cool so she doesn't want this responsibility. What does she do now that it's apart of her and she has it''#Which. Thinking on it I just want MK LMAOOOOOOOOOOO#MK. My favorite magical girl#Like Aika hates this and she's also the only one who can fulfill this role right. I wanna know that impact#And would she choose her own happiness over everything else#And should she be expected to not do that#Like okay. I've been watching fate zero recently right#And in it Saber (aka female King Arthur) has a dream so big. And has shouldered so much that she's basically depraved herself#like ''there are those who were born human but harbor wishes that man was not meant for...and have renounced their humanity in its pursuit'#Like. She feels that as a King she must give up her right to be a person. To want for herself. To dream for herself#so much so that she must spend all of her existence reaching for an unreachable dream to fix an unfixable mistake#And I fucking love that#So like. Aika at her most interesting to me would be a sort of MK Saber fusion with self-worth/an identity outside their role#and that's just probably not the goal#The goal is more focusing on passion and what losing that love looks like#Which is cool. But overall kinda boring to me as like a Singular Theme#Cause I doubt there'd be much more than that right#Which isn't bad by any means. just not my preference#This thing should exist—as is—too for people to enjoy it#I can eat my popcorn somewhere else
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orcelito · 3 months ago
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Someone fuckin save me I am so so so so tired
#speculation nation#just got done with orchestra. gotta get home and eat then get back to work on my website stuff#i can do it im fairly sure. i am just. so so so so so so tired#the kind of desperately tired where even just having my eyes open is a chore#i might... need to take a little nap or something. i dont know. rest my eyes for an hour or two.#i dont have much time but i feel like my brain is about to melt out of my ears#and at least i finished my header and footer stuff for my html pages#i just gotta put the content in. which has already been made. just gotta. figure out formatting.#and class is canceled tomorrow morning so i can sleep in. i just need to get through the last of this project. then i can rest a bit.#of course then i have a presentation on thursday but at least ive already organized that#so i just need to do my slide(s) and make sure everyone else has done theirs#since i went and appointed myself unofficial leader and organized the damn work allotment for everyone#since Someone had to do it. i gave it 3 days and no one did anything so i went ahead and did it myself.#that at least can wait until after class tomorrow ish. at the very least.#maybe i can do my dishes in the morning tomorrow. i dont think im gonna manage it today either.#but that begs the question of what the fuck im doing for dinner today. i have... two clean spoons. bc i washed them yesterday#i washed a bowl a fork and two spoons yesterday. i had none clean before. i have no clean bowls again.#my soul fuckin screaming for the love of god help me. ive got no clean dishes and im so desperately tired#and i have to finish making 6 web pages before midnight or im !!!!!!FUCKED!!!!!!#for now.. i just need to focus on getting home... i get home and then i'll figure Something out for food.....#ugh.......
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feralpodcastlistener · 2 months ago
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I HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT THE LATEST EPISODE
Amelia project ep 89 spoilers!!! :D
Ok I’ve definitely made a post about this before but the ties to episode one
1: same voice actor as Ravenheart from episode one. Is that intentional or are they just using his voice again (not complaining he’s SUPER talented) is he the same guy?? Reincarnation?? Did he get access to patience somehow??? (Doubt this one because he doesn’t recognize/remember Arthur in episode one.) Is it connected to antithon and/or the scene with the roles switched in ep.1??????
2: the “without faith nothing is possible, with it nothing is impossible” they got that from the SAME GUY?? (Presumably)
3: the parallel with the sword not being there now/The chair not being there in episode one, except now a sword didn’t magically appear in his hand (thankfully)
Of course Arthur missed the entire birth of Jesus Christ because he was too lazy to get his own drink lol  
This is gonna sound insensitive but at the end when the baby was crying I literally thought like he kidnapped a baby or something. I thought that was gonna be the twist. It was just super menacing when the cries were getting louder I did NOT think that through lol
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porcelainplummet · 1 year ago
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don't think I've ever been this depressed in my entire life and i was thirteen once
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manofthepipis · 2 years ago
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I heavily headcanon that spamton has adhd (although tbh I am heavily projecting).
Just his erraticness and emotional instability gives off huge adhd vibes, along with no volume control (my voice too does whatever the fuck it wants and I won't notice until someone points it out lmao)
Also since I subscribe to oldest of the group hc, it likely put him behind his peers.
(Just watching everyone do what they're meant to do and just not being able to measure up because even your best effort isn't enough and you don't know why you're like this why you can't be as good as the rest of them is just...oof. it be like that sometimes)
And also he's impulsive as fuck (I choose to see the constantly changing prices on his wares as a joke on unstable e-currency and a testament to how he can't stick to some decisions worth a damn)
TLDR: comfort bastard character my beloved (that your fics actually introduced me to, so thank you very much for the brainrot <3)
honestly anon i'm w u (fellow adhd individual here) and though i desperately try not to project in my writing, trying to keep the character as in-character as possible with some leeway, some projection is inevitable lmao
i rlly think his character, while charming and fun, is also immensely relatable. For reasons you've pointed out, like relating to the other addisons and feeling like he's 'behind' them, to where he compensates this with his delusions of grandeur and a strongly-unhealthy god complex. Oof. this guy. He hasn't had the best support system or the healthiest of habits, and unfortunately was put into a very dark place during a very dark time.
but i can definitely see the build behind this headcanon. His character does give off some of those vibes. I try not to diagnose spamton, chalking his habits up to his spammy email antics and existence as email, but regardless its nice to have some personal traits resonate in a character and it can be comforting.
(he's my comfort character as well i wrap him in a blanket but also will dunk him headfirst into a pool <3)
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sysig · 11 months ago
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Everything day
#Had an Extremely long Game Day with smol today and I think it fixed my brain so that's great news#Past week has been rough!!!! Got hit with a semi-minor anxiety episode and a pretty serious depression episode to bookend last week#I'm all good it's just - took a bit out of me lol#Any number of things really too many to list so I'll just sum up as blegh - feeling better now#Started a new printing project!! Looking forward to that hopefully gonna do some test printing tomorrow#It Should work out well but pfbtl I can't count on my formatting skills for nonsense - shapes wtf are those#Been drawing <3 Been writing <3#Thinking quite very seriously about returning to doodle roots something awful#I tend to spend a Long Long time editing my stuff down by three different phases#Makes them very pretty! But I think I've had enough of that for the moment#New! Novelty! Needed and necessary and I'd rather Write about these than fuss more about how Pretty Or Not they are#They're pretty enough! I've made shapes on paper that previously didn't exist and now I can think about them as they are! Magic!#So that's the current plan - do still have One more step of editing to do before that lol but smol had offered me videos to listen to during#Good to have longer videos so I'm not constantly start-and-stopped#Oh and Pepper went into molt Again and just came out and he's genuinely gigantic now#And so dark! Handsome boy was a nice soft brown when we picked him up and so tiny small and now he's nearly black and huge#And so furry now he's definitely at least twice as fuzzy#Got him to eat - he was definitely hungry but he seems to be pacing himself still#Everything everything
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elegyofthemoon · 1 year ago
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SCREAMS
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maraczeks · 1 year ago
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raiiny-bay · 2 years ago
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a couple of outtakes from the edit i'm working on
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rexwrendraws · 2 years ago
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do you take art requests? will you draw anymore sandman fanart?
Hi! No, I don't take art requests! If I do, it's only for friends usually lol. And, yes, of course! I've just been incredibly busy (and tired) all year, but I've got LOTS of little wips that I hope to get the energy to finish during my winter break :')
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the-kipsabian · 2 years ago
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I WILL FUCKING FINISH THIS FIC TONIGHT OR SO HELP ME GOD I SWEAR TO FUCK
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nancytheslutwheeler678 · 2 months ago
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Very talkative and provacative rn
#can sense intention#and what it takes to survive in this world; despite going through it#implications do not implore me#theyre suspicious because the thoughts are not on the same wavelength#mine's and they'res#not ever enough time to explain it feels#I was full of projection(s) but repent only to myself#unlocked the other part of the equation; of sociality- interaction with surroundings; the world in general#the ability of being able to be perceived; taking it like a taker#I also matter but I know now being in the way; the matter itself of inconvenience is a two-way street; in if not empathy; then moreso under-#-standing; comradery#its not persecution#...god I was fucked up before; hope I still self-crit any and all assumptions#the dichotomies make sense; I crave harmony in diff tones (word choice for purpose of flow)#Like I'm relating to the symptoms of a neurological d-; well now classified classification moreso than a cognitive one; that put me in a#vegetative-almost comatose like state...#I matter too now; I have a will#all I really know for certain; my run over wind's rise#can still never become whole(s) but my point through this brain dump is about... living ifg#ik how people survived to wherever theyre at; how my reliance was misinformed because this world('s) we've built only effective function is#the mucho maladaptive machine I suppose#the attention I want; I want to be earned#self-actualization through input-output#ready to experience life head + heart on; wanna experience; sense it as much as I can; none is really lost- discern without permission; eat#to serve more than one purpose- interact with food in general I suppose#idk the comedown is going to make me do a whole separate spiel on the morality sect. of the whole concept of separation; at the very least;#when I'm nothing more than a brain-dead; otherworldly 'them'; unfit for any cohesion in any sorta 'realm' (idfk; 'wavelength' use averted#not me converting to gold-star lesbianism#I'm just glad I felt this experience of being present+connection through the ever-isolating profit-crazed pixelated screen#however pathetic that sounds
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vanishintoyou · 7 months ago
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my brain is so fried right now i swear
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quadrantadvisor · 9 months ago
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I'm taking adderall for the first time in two years and my brain is freaking out but in a different way from before so.... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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