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[fictionkinfessions]

I feel almost pathetic. Like a dog. I should have my own emotions, I should think about myself once in a while. But, I swear she has my heart wrapped around her finger.

She's not toxic, thank god. But, she literally can tell me to do whatever she wants and I'd do it. Why? I don't know. I just have this strong feeling of to just obey and protect.

But, I'm not some fucking dog. I'm not even like that. I've never BEEN like that before until I realized who I was as a fictionkin, and my memories.

She's the sweetest angel ever too. She's a sweetheart. A literal goddess. I would do anything for her. I'd sell my soul for her. I'd give her my heart, still beating, if she does so ask.

This isn't healthy too, I know that. I shouldn't be so emotionally attached to a technically not a real person. But, she feels so real. I remember her like if I just saw her today. I don't know what to do. It hurts a lot.

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