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i finally have some free time and i'm posting this to be held accountable so that i actually do stuff on here
#drafts are getting WRITTEN#dms are getting ANSWERED#WHO WANTS MEMES??#disco dances!#i have so many replies to edit... bro#DONZO â
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Needle Felt Siffrin Build Log: (oct 6 - nov 20, 2024)
Credits goes wholely to @insertdisc5 for creating ISAT and siffrin's design! I am just here to attempt to make cool fanart (and get more people to play isat.. my devious plans are going great so far :3) As always, this isn't a tutorial- it is just a log about how i go about approaching a sculpture and I hope this collection of resources can help others make their own sifs!!
PSA: this has some spoilers for endgame CGs/sprites on my references image board ( also might see it in the backgrounds of my process pics). And bc this is needle felting, you will see some sharp needles! beware!
my inspiration was the intro cutscene where Sif eats the star, so my main goal was to adhere to the style of ISAT as closely as possible while transfering it to 3D space. And I knew i also wanted to try making the cloak for stopmotion purposes, so my process was tailored towards having control over the fabric with wire inlaid within the cloak (more on that later).
I ended up not sticking eyebrows on top of siffrin's bangs lol but anyways, first order of business is Gather Reference! v important. pureref is free and an awesome program. I also do some sketches to visualize the pose and important details i wanted to include in the sculpt.
behold the isat wiki gallery page! tawnysoup wrote an awesome ISAT style guide that absolutely rings true in 3d space too!! adrienne made a sif hair guide here!! (sorry i couldnt find the original link, but it's on the wiki). It says ref komaeda hair so that's what i looked at, along with other adjacent hairstyles! I also like doing drawovers on in progress photos to previs shapes n stuff to get a better idea of the end result.
Also if you're like me and struggle with translating stuff into 3D space, take a look at how people make 3d models and figurines! sketchfab is also a great resource! I looked at the link botw model by Christoph Schoch here for hair ref. (I used Maya, but there's a blender version too ! you can pose characters too if your model has been rigged!)
Face:
Started off blocking out the main shapes of eyelids and iris, and then filling in the colour details in the iris and the star highlights before moving onto adding thin black outlines and eyelashes. I didn't take many in-progress photos cause i kept ripping stuff out to redo them many many times, sorry!! This eye took about 3 hrs bc i just wasn't happy with it!! Sometimes it do be the vibe to give up, go to bed and see how it looks in the morning (more often than naught, it looks fine and it was the "dont trust yourself after 9pm" speaking)

The Mouth:
Couldn't decide if i even wanted to add a mouth as per usual with all my humanoid sculptures.. but i did some drawover tests first to see what expression i liked and to try to visualize it from multiple angles. (I was also testing the placement of stars on the hat brim here)
And then I redid the mouth like 3 times cause the angle just wasn't right (this went on for about the course of a week yay!)
Hair: woe baldfrin be upon ye


I made the hair strands individually first, and then since Sif has some of the hair at the back dyed black, i covered some of the tips with black wool (manually) (I think it would go much faster if i just took a marker to it, but hahaha i love pain and detailing!! )
And then the rest of it was positioning strands with sewing pins layer by layer, always looking at it from different multiple angles- sometimes tailoring the angle or swoop of individual hair flippies. At one point I thought the back looked too cluttered, but the hat covers a lot of it anyways!! yay for hiding mistakes! (imo this is a similar process to how cosplayers style wigs, but on a smaller scale and the same level of time consuming)
As always, look to your reference for guides, and I always do a whole bunch of drawovers over in progress photos to ascertain what was working and what wasn't.
Hat:
A trick to get a super pointy tip, make another tip seperately while keeping the connection point unfelted, and then combine the two to make super pointy hat!! (this also helps if you made the hat too short and need it to be taller. ask me how i know)
The embroidery on the hat brim was done in a hoop and then invisible stitched to the felted top portion. Technically you don't need a hoop but it helps keep the fabric tension, so you avoid puckers in your embroidery. You can also use iron-on stabilizer if your fabric is loose weave or particularly thin. this is the tutorial i used for the stars embroidery! particularly the fly stitch one, french knots, and the criss-cross stitches. highly recommend needlenthread for embroidery stitches and techniques! i learned all my embroidery from this single site alone.

For fabric, I think I used a polycotton i had in my stash,, unsure of the actual fiber content bc i bought it a long time ago. I used DMC Satin floss which was nice and subtle shiny but frayed a lot so it was kind of a pain to stitch with... but keep a short thread length and perservere through it!! After the embroidery was done, I folded up the raw edges and invisible sewed it to the top portion of the hat.
General shape:
Ok general structure of the body is this: wire armature body covered with black wool -> cloak lining & wire cage -> edge of lining is invisibly sewn to the main cloak at the hem -> head
Don't be afraid to mess around with the pattern, it's essentially a pizza with a slice taken out of it to form a steep cone shape!! Use draft paper before cutting into felt to save material! (i think i made like 3 cloaks before i was happy with the shape lol).
You can also hide the seam of the cloak and collars by gently messing up the fibers of the felt with your fingers or a felting needle btw! you can also sandpaper the seams according to Sarah Spaceman in this vid (highly recommend them for their in depth cosplay/crafting builds holy smokes), though since sif cloak is at such a smol scale, I just blended the seam with my felting needle.
For the lining wire cage section, I sewed in wire around the cloak, so the main rotation point is at the top neck area under the collar. These paddles are used to keep whatever pose I need the cloak to be in for stopmotion purposes. Then after the wire is done, I invisibly sewed the lining to the cloak at the hem (same technique as the hat brim to the lining there).
In hindsight, I should've used a thinner fabric for the lining, but i only had sheer white in my stash so had to go with double felt, thus resulting in a really bulky lining but oh well!

Heels:
started with the general boot shape, then tacking on the diamond shape heel stack and also diamond shape sole bc we're committed to the bit here. I skewer the boot onto the armature which also conveniently hides the connection point into the base to keep the whole thing upright and also I can rotate the boot to tweak the angle if needed.

Pins:
I kinda just trial and error'd jewellery wire with pliers into the pin shapes. They're itty bitty!! had a whole bunch of fails before i got two nice ones. A hot tip is to use needle nose pliers and wrap the wire around the tip to get a smooth circle shape!

Base:
I smoothed out the edge of a circular wood base with a dremel, and then used wood stainer to get the black colour. It ended up kinda looking like I took a sharpie to it, but whatever.... now i have a whole ass can of black wood stainer........ I then made a rough mountain of black wool and stuck the feet armature in. And now he's standing!!

Normally at this point when I'm done felting everything, to get a smooth finish, I'd take a small pair of scissors and carefully snip away any flyaway fibers, but this time, I just left them fluffy cause i think that's what sif would do :3c
Photoshoot:
Normally I do shoots using daylight but it was winter so the sun was nonexistent. So I broke out the home lighting setup aka dollarstore posterboard for a nice smooth background, and then hit it with the overhead Fill, side Fill 2, and Rim light, and use white paper/posterboard for bounce light if one side feels too dark. But if things are overexposed, you can move the light sources away until the harshness dims down. I'm using a Olympus mirrorless camera (handed down to me by my sibling so i dont remember the model exactly), which can connect to my phone as a remote so I can avoid shaking the camera when i take photos. Pretty nifty for stopmotion purposes! (yes my camera stand is a stack of notebooks, a tissuebox and some eva foam under the lens, don't judge me)


Stopmotion animation:
I'm still figuring stopmo out on my part, but my process was straight ahead animation ... move the cloak a cm, take a pic.... move another cm, click.... and repeat until i get a version I was happy with. My ref was the cloak animation from Gris (beautiful game btw). The 2d star animation was also done straight ahead using procreate, exported in png with a transparent background, and finally stitched together with the stopmotion footage in photoshop.
My turnarounds are also stopmotion! also secret hack, the turntable is a fidget spinner sticky tacked to a cake platter.
And i think that's all! i mainly wanted to share how I go about thinking about taking a 2d concept and moving it to 3D. I also didn't go in depth into how to actually do the needle felting bc I don't think I''d be very helpful I'm a very good teacher by telling yall to just keep stabbing until it looks right (i'm self taught for this hobby),,, if anyone wants it though, i can share a bunch of tutorials and other felters' process that helped me learn more needle felting!
Hopefully this was helpful to someone! Feel free to send asks if ya got any questions or if anything needs clarification! Or show me your works! I love seeing other people's crafts :3
here have a cookie for making it this far đĽ
#in stars and time#siffrin#isat#isat siffrin#isat fanart#needle felt#soft sculpture#know that i am devouring all the nice words yall leave in the tags/comments of my posts :holding back tears:#I hesitate to call this a tutorial bc this is just how i fumble my way through crafting anything lmao#the only reason I know how long I worked on a project are timestamps on wip photos and however long the day's video essay or letsplay is#sorry time is immaterial when i get into crafting mode#reason why this log is so late is bc after i finish a project i'm perpetually hit with the ray of 'i dont ever want to look at this again'#hence why photos never get edited#AND THIS POST SAT IN MY DRAFTS FOR 2 MONTHS DUE TO BLOODBORNE BRAINROT SORRY#done is better than perfect!!!#sorry i dont control the braincell#sorry for using a million exclaimation points! i am not good at this.. conveying my anxiety in written form!!! my toxic trait
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âThe first thing you need to know,â the stable master announced loudly to the gaggle of school children trailing behind her, âis that these are not unicorns.â
Eleven-year-olds tended to be loud. Their silent scepticism was deafening.
âYou cannot keep unicorns in captivity,â she continued. âThese are all crossbreeds, mostly with specific breeds of horses.â
There was a small murmur of curiosity and a gangly arm shot up into the air.
âYes?â
âOnly mostly horses?â
It was always fun when some of them paid close attention. âOnly mostly horses. I only deal with European breeds, and they tend to cross well with horses. See this here is a cross between a grey Thoroughbred and an English Unicorn. Theyâre large, and reasonably docile.â They also had that champagne sheen most showy folk preferred. âFor people who come here looking for a steed, this is their best bet. Although I've only ever seen it done by people who personally broke them as yearlings.â
By now she definitely had the whole classâs full attention.
âBut this French Licorne cross is actually half fallow deer.â She gestured to the pasture beyond the fence. âLook at them. Slight build, slender legs, built for speed and agility. They need a lot of space but they are beautiful to look at, and theyâre relatively easy to tame for the pure of heart.â There was still something distinctly deer-like about them and they were all so beautifully cream coloured that they almost took on a silver hue.
âWhatâs those hairy ones?â a voice piped up.
âThatâs a Unicorno/Shetland mix, from central Italy. Traditionally they tend to be crossed with Monterufolino, but they are hard to come by and make their coats even darker.â Unicorni were naturally built more like ponies, some with considerably shorter horns, and their coats were often a much darker gold, or even brown. They were less flighty than the French breeds though, even if they showed blatant favouritism towards certain caretakers. They would even pull a carriage if properly motivated.
âDo you have any bigger ones?â
The stable master turned around. âWhat was that?â
One of the boys was standing behind her with a determined look on his face. âDo you have any like that but bigger. With the beards and the furry hooves.â
âFeathering,â she corrected automatically and the boy nodded eagerly. She frowned. âWhat exactly do you mean?â
âThereâs really big unicorns,â he pressed. âWith wild manes and tails and split hooves like the French ones but hair like those ones!â
âBuddy,â she laughed, âwhat youâre describing there is a Scottish unicorn and let me tell you, they cannot even be crossbred into domestication.â
The little face fell.
âAny offspring of an Aon-adharcach will be as wild as they are no one can capture them with their horn still intact, not on your life. You go near one of them with a halter and it will skewer you.â
She smiled at the boy, who still looked rather taken aback, despite this proof of his favourites superiority.
âTell you what. If you want to see something unhinged and imposing, Iâll take you to see the Eenhoorn/Friesian cross weâve just got in from the Netherlands.â
#unicorn#urban fantasy professionals#laura drabbles#I had to get the idea of different types of unicorns out of my head#I am generalising but there are definitely differences between how unicorns were depicted in different countries#this thing did not want to get written and the first draft had a completely different plot#I'll put that on my kofi for fun
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outlaw!rafe x pogue!reader
c/w: hostage/stockholm syndrome situation, rafe getting injured & reluctantly letting her clean him up, slightly suggestive, 18+ mdni!
wc: 2k
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Itâs past midnight and Rafe is driving over the speed-limitâ he said something about handling business and then more or less shoved her into the passenger seat of his truck before she even had the chance to open her mouth. Â
The island sky is as dusky as the bottom of the ocean while he races through the soundless highway that reminds her of the yellow brick road; never-ending and with no certainty of whatâs looming at the finish line.Â
Sheâs sits silently, because even if she was curious as to where exactly they were headed to, sheâs well aware that he wouldnât tell her if she askedâ which is why she merely lets her heavy lids flutter shut to the lullaby of the wind picking up outside the vehicle, so exhausted she falls asleep within minutes. Therefore, sheâs not sure how much time has passed before sheâs jostled awake to the sound of him turning off the engine in an empty parking lot.Â
âDonât even think about openinâ the door, alright?â a heavy warning lingers in his tone while he tucks his gun into the waistband of his pants and grabs a thick wad of cash from the glove compartment. Â
She hums her acknowledgment, watching his actions with wandering eyes filled with questions. However, he merely offers her a brief glance before heâs throwing open the door and disappearing into the eerily serene nightâ leaving her alone in the dimly lit space with her nervous inhales the only thing keeping her company. Â
The moment heâs gone, she tries to peer through the window, squinting in order to see where heâs run off to. However, the faint glow of the street lamps provides little to no help, which makes her tap her nails against the center console; impatiently waiting for him to return. Then, she attempts to press her ear to the window, but unfortunately no sounds other than the leaves in the trees surrounding the area reach her eardrums. Â
She sighs. What if something happens?Â
Realistically, she knows he doesnât need her to worry about him but she canât help it; no matter how terrible of a person he is, she doesnât want anything bad to happen to him. Because at the end of the day, sheâs not a carefully programmed robot entirely void of human emotions, is she?
The mellow memory of him reluctantly attempting to soothe her after her outburst the other day still lingers at the forefront of her mindâ turning her initial thoughts about him into something softer. After all, she was certain he was going to kill her when she threatened him with his gun. However, he seemed almost entertained by her stupid bravery, opting to mock her instead of showing a single ounce of actual fear.
And she doesnât know why, but thereâs this peculiar flutter in her stomach whenever her brain decides to mull over the moment of him wrapping his big arms around her shaky form in an almost gentle manner. She wants to forget about it, wants to push it aside and simply despise him for forcing her to help him, but she canâtâ canât help the fact that even if sheâs utterly terrified of him, thereâs something almost fascinating about the way heâs such a polar opposite to her.
Not only is he a Kook but heâs also violent and hostile, whereas she doesnât even have the heart to kill a bug. His demeanor is aggressive and she thought that was all there was but then he goes on and practically hugs her when sheâs a trembling mess with salty tears streaking her cheeks. And sheâs not entirely sure what sheâs supposed to think of that. Â
In fact, all of it confuses her to no endâ disarranging her cerebrum and making foreign emotions bubble in her chest like molten lava. Or maybe sheâs just touch-deprived; starving for whatever attention Rafe is suddenly offering her so generously.Â
However, she doesnât necessarily want to think about any of it right now, opting to stare out into the gloom of the night, forcing her mind somewhere else entirely when all at once, the driverâs side door slams open and her head snaps towards it; eyes startled and heart jumping in her chest at the sudden intrusion. Â
âCalm down, sâjust me,â Rafe mutters, sounding out of breath, his exhales harsh and chest rising and falling like a madman while he leans against the leather seatâ eyes soon flitting over her tense form.
âYou seriously didnât move?â he huffs out, brows raised. âWhenâd you learn to listen? Should give you a treat for beinâ such a good little puppy, huh?â he lets out a chuckle with a shake of his head while she comes to the conclusion that sheâs definitely craving a very specific type of attention when her thighs involuntarily press together in response to his twisted notion of praise.  Â
âYouâ uhâŚyou okay?â she cautiously asks; an attempt to focus on something other than the warmth scattering along the apples of her cheeks.  Â
âMâfine,â he mumbles before starting the engine and speeding back out onto the road still sound asleepâ the pitch-black sky beginning to fade into a navy blue with the dim glimmer of the street lamps illuminating their journey. Â Â Â
However, when she gets a better look at him, she notices a few cuts and bruises adorning his tired face. Thereâs a particularly deep scrape on his cheekbone; crimson transferring to the back of his hand when he mindlessly swipes over it. âRafe youâre bleeding. What happened?â she exclaims, uneasiness coating her voice.
âDonât worry, okay? Jusâ had some, uhâŚdisagreements, you should honestly see the other guy,â a lazy smirk paints over his face when he lets out a dry chuckle. Â
âDo you want me to clean them up for you? Those could get infected or something.â
âSâjust a few scratches, youâre actinâ as if mâbleedinâ out,â he rolls his eyes, turning exasperated. Â
âMâbeing serious, you canât exactly go to the doctor if those actually end up getting infected, can you?â she argues with a pout.   Â
âShit, are all pogues this fuckinâ stubborn or jusâ you? Told you, sâfine,â he snaps in disdain, knuckles turning white from gripping the steering wheel. Â
âItâs not fine, though. Can you jusââŚcan you just let me help? Itâll take like ten minutes and then you donât have to worry about it anymore,â she rakes a hand through her hair in frustration because in her opinion, Rafe is the one being stubborn right now.  Â
âMânot worryinâ about it!â his gravelly voice suddenly thunders from his chest, making her flinch. Â
ââŚwellâ I am,â her tone is quiet now, slightly regretting bringing up the topic in the first place.   Â
At that, he lets out an irritated sigh before heâs abruptly pulling over to a parking lot next to some gas station.
She turns to look at him with a surprised expression.  Â
âDonât have all day, get the fuckinâ first aid kit from the glove box then,â he grumbles out a harsh demand.  Â
âOâ okay,â her face begins to light up in victory as she scurries to open the compartment in front of her, rummaging through and trying to not pay attention to the plastic baggies filled with white powder or the wads of cash her hand comes in contact with.Â
At last, her tentative fingertips find the small red bag she was looking for. However, when she turns to face him again, heâs not initiating any sort of movement, simply spreading his legs out in front of him in his slouched position and staring down at her expectantly. Â
She hesitates. âYouâre not gonnaâŚmove?â Â
âIf you wanna play nurse so fuckinâ bad then you have no problem sittinâ on my lap, right? Not gonna reach all the way from there, are ya?â his voice is mocking and she can practically feel the warmth crawling up her face. Â
âOh, right. Umâ yeah. Iâll justâŚâ she blinks and then sheâs clumsily climbing over the console and awkwardly lowering down to his lap while he merely looks at her with a bored expression; annoyance swimming in the lagoons of his eyes as he glares at her, clearly bothered by the fact that he has to waste his precious time on something as trivial as this.
It makes her huff before sheâs timidly opening the first aid kit and trying to settle down onto his lap. However, with his long legs sprawled out in the legroom, heâs not exactly making it easy for herâ being petty and difficult on purpose while she takes out a clean cotton pad and dampens it with some antiseptic spray.Â
âCan you justâŚâ she trails off before gingerly taking ahold of his jaw and tilting his face in an attempt to examine the injuries. Â
And to her surprise, he lets her freely maneuver his head as she pleases and despite the sting, he doesnât even flinch when she dabs over a smaller cut on his jawâ merely lets his gaze flicker over her features, making her grow nervous under his curious eyes while she tries to concentrate on the vermilion spots on his face and not the way heâs soundlessly observing her. Or the fact that sheâs currently closer to him than sheâs ever been beforeâ can feel the even breaths from his nose tickling the skin of her lower face when she leans down for a better angle. Â
âSoâŚyouâre a drug dealer?â she decides to try her luck, not being able to sweep the cocaine in the glove compartment under the rug so carelessly.  Â
âWhat did I say about questions, puppy?â he scolds her instead of answering.  Â
âRightâ sorry,â her eyes drop. At least she tried. Â
And she doesnât say anything more, instead focuses all her attention on gently cleansing the scrapes while she tries to not pay any mind to the fact that as an afterthought, this position is incredibly improper, and sheâs not entirely sure why she agreed to it so easily. Upon careful consideration, she thinks sheâs entirely too aware of his sturdy muscles underneath her and itâs turning her respiration more and more labored by each wipe over his skin. Â
âThinkinâ about goinâ to Guadeloupe next week,â he utters out after several moments of silence. Â
âYou are?â  Â
âMhm, mâfamily has a house there,â his voice is calm, almost relaxed. Â
Her brows crease in a question. âBut howâre youââ
âI have a private jet,â he states as if it should be obvious. He is a proud Kook, after all.
âRight, of course you do,â she shakes her head when the corners of his mouth tug up. âHow long are you gonna stay there?â she then asks while lifting her hand to swipe the saturated cotton over the deeper wound on his cheekbone.  Â
He shrugs. âDonât know, âtil I figure somethinâ else out.â
She hums and then shuffles around on his lap some more, trying to wriggle upwards in an attempt to not fall. However, as sheâs shifting into a more comfortable position, he suddenly lets out a low grunt from the back of his throat. Â
âShit, puppy. You, uh, you really gotta move around so much?â he murmurs, promptly resting his hands on her hips, halting her movements altogether.  Â
âSâ sorry,â her eyes round out when she realizes thereâs a slight bulge in his pants.Â
âIf I didnât know any better, Iâd say youâre tryna get me hard on purpose, hm?â a breathy chuckle escapes his lips, amusement glittering in blue gemstones while he inspects her flushed face with intrigue.  Â
âOh, noâ mânotâŚwas jusââ trying not to fall,â her words are rushed, thoroughly embarrassed as she blinks repeatedly. Â
âJust, uhâŚstay still, yeah? Need me to steady you?â he rasps out before strong arms are holding her upright with a firm grip on her waist.  Â
âThanks,â her voice is a muted whisper while she tries not to seem so affectedâ getting a new cotton pad and beginning to scrub off some of the dried scarlet from under his bottom lip, not daring to shift an inch after that.
#im a sucker for scary man letting sweet girl take care of him#have so much written for him so u guys are getting more parts whether u want them or not!#this has been sitting in my drafts for too long...#outlaw!rafe#rafe cameron#rafe imagine#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#rafe smut#rafe x reader#outerbanks rafe#rafe cameron imagine#rafe cameron smut#rafe cameron x reader#rafe cameron obx#rafe fanfiction#rafe cameron outer banks#obx smut#obx fic#obx#obx fanfiction#outer banks#outer banks fanfiction#rafe cameron angst#rafe cameron fanfiction#rafe angst#rafe cameron x female reader#rafe cameron x y/n#rafe cameron x pogue!reader#stockholm syndrome
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his wife died. her husband died. this is them flirting 1700s style. im shattered into pieces.
#oh Iâm gone#his yes fucks me up#Iâm off this planet#am I spamming?#yes#this deserves to be seen#and written about#this canât just sit in my drafts#oh no no#legit like two scenes after they get married#saints and strangers#barry sloane
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something i think about a lot and don't see discussed often in the silt verses are the narrative foils and parallels shared by the saint electric and VAL, particularly when it comes to their respective endings. a woman sacrificing her humanity in flames and undergoing apotheosis, elevated not merely to sainthood but ascended to godhood, and losing the entirety of herself in the process, becoming a product to be traded and sold, and a woman who sacrificed her humanity to be made into a commodity, a "valuable" weapon, finally rejecting her attempts to claim that same godhood in favour of reclaiming her personhood in a similarly fiery death. the peninsulan propaganda machine's greatest triumph, and its most damning defeat. the beginning and the ending of the same tragic story.
#đ#VAL being the inevitable end result of what the saint represents - your willing sacrifice#for the benefit of everyone but yourself being deified ritualised and enshrined as an ideal to aspire to#the saint herself being just as much of a propaganda tool as VAL - and a significantly more effective one at that#(the monopoly the saint has in the peninsula; the majority of the information both the characters and we as audience receive#being conveyed via electrically powered devices; shrue suggesting drafting the saint as their representative god in their#reelection campaign and being told that 'she' (ie: the corporate interests she represents) doesnt get involved#in 'local elections or wars')#and the fact that we get a lot of insight into VALs interiority and personality while we can#only attempt to interpret a handful of actions or inaction by the saint - presented to us secondhand in accounts by other people - at best#because that is what it means to be a god. to be spoken about and prayed to but never spoken *with* or understood.#to be written about in so many words but never your own#to always be the last word on matters but never get to have it yourself#and of course theres the fact that theyre both women exploited as vessels for other peoples interests and values#- specifically those of the state and the corporate - but thats almost too implicitly obvious to merit highlighting#the silt verses#VAL thesiltverses#i dont have a saint electric tag. im sorry women.
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(botw2 - totk rewritten)
a rough version for some diary entries (with some rough pictures, unsure if it would be shown like this or if it would be -current- zelda or someone else reading it)






(edit: i should start adding that im now putting everything for this rewrite on @totk-rewritten from now on, since, while its not all done yet and still changes, the biggest stuff i feel pretty confident with now)
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#tloz#ganondoodles rewrites totk#botw2#ganondorf#i cant tell whether this is suitable for a diary entry#or if its cringe beyond comprehension#i havent written alot of stories so im afraid im not that skilled in that regard#(idk how much thinking about stuff counts jdkfndkjn)#hopefully theres not too many mistakes- read over it multiple tiems but writing something like this is very different to-#-social media posts .__.#i repainted it all three times and then did some sloppy lineart bc i just cant stand doing lineart#but it would never get done otherwise#and its a rough draft either way#sorry about the watermark- i seperated them into two per picture and it was too risky not to put anythign there#uuuugh i dont want to work tomorrow .... but i gotta so im gonna head to bed now :(
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Once again laughing at the idea of how DISTRAUGHT Celebrimbor would be post-reembodiment to discover that Gimli, only dwarf to ever come to the Undying Lands, skilled craftsman and silver-tongued elf-charmer and basically Celebrimbor's new favorite living person in all Middle-earth starting from about ten minutes after he gets off that boat...
That Gimli is married to this absolute disaster of a Wood-elf, who has no smith-craft at all and frankly doesn't even know which end of an iron bar to grab when he is in the forge (hint, Legolas: it's the one that isn't going to burn your skin off you moron!) and is just as likely to trip on his own tongue as to say something actually eloquent and just...
Celebrimbor is distressed, okay. Legolas is a PROBLEM.
And he can't even talk to his best friend about it, because Gimli is the one in love with this idiot! wtffffff! why? HOW!?
Why in the hell isn't Narvi here. Narvi would understand.
#so would aragorn but celebrimbor doesn't know that#ugh i really need to get the ''to live in undying lands'' fic far enough along to introduce celebrimbor#i have so many scenes with the three of them written/drafted that i can't post yet#celebrimbor is SUFFERING#gimleaf#gigolas#celebrimbor#cringefail legolas#legolas#gimli#lotr headcanons#lotr#valinor#my writing#my stuff#narvibrimbor
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âzukuu, you have to stop making faces at him.â
insulted, izuku splutters. breaking eye contact to gasp at you.
â i wasnât making a face ! was i..?â he trails off, you giggle, you turn your back to your boyfriend once again to continue wiping down the last of the dishes.
âheâll pout harder if you keep making that scary face.â
âi-i wasnât trying to scare him !â your boyfriend exclaims, looking at your baby cousin again and slumping when he sees the pout still fixed onto his face, visibly dimming âi donât understand what i did wrong..â
âzuku, i already told you. kuma always looks like that. youâll get used to it.â you reassure, a teasing smile on your face. your boyfriend seems undeterred by your explanation and hides his face behind his hands again, peeking through his fingers hoping to see even the minuscule crack of a smile on your younger cousinâs face.
your aunt had asked you to babysit your younger cousin takuma after suddenly being called in for work and having no one to watch over him for the day. you were free, and agreed to help her out, takuma was a sweet little boy and you didnât get to see him super often. so the more you could the better ! unfortunately this fell on the same day as when your boyfriend was meant to come over to your house, but ever the loving, helpful boyfriend he is, izuku insisted on wanting to come over to help you out. he gets to spend time with you and get along with a cute baby, that sounded like a great time to him. and not to brag, but kids always seemed to love him.
every kid except for takuma apparently. the little boyâs face seemed permanently stuck with a frown. his eyebrows stood furrowed and his chubby pinch-able little cheeks puffed out, obviously unhappy with izukuâs presence.
youâd tried to tell izuku that this was just takumaâs resting face. that he looked at everyone this way and that it always surprised strangers. but as loving and doting as he is, your boyfriend could aslo be endearingly stubborn. he was determined to get takuma to smile at him at least once today. and now it looked like he was trying peekaboo. you couldnât help but snort at your boyfriendâs laughable attempts at making your little cousinâs poker face crumble. âaw man, that one usually always works..â you hear him mumble. you put the final plate into your cupboard and turn with a sigh.
âizuku.â
âno no, i got it.â without realizing it, izukuâs brows furrowed in concentration, which your baby cousin unfortunately mistook for a challenge, furrowing his eyebrows even harder and even huffing at him. the nail in the coffin it looks like, izuku gasps, looking at your cousin with a betrayed expression â ah ! whatâd i do ?!â
âyou were glaring at him !â you giggle, your boyfriend throws his head back, exasperated. you pull out a chair and sit next to him, giggling and pulling on takuma's pudgy cheek. said little boy does not break eye contact with izuku. you can admit he's acting kind of strange. was he actually going out of his way to challenge him ? the thought makes you giggle again. you turn to look at your boyfriend's pouty face looking at the exchange between you and your cousin.
"i didn't mean to glare at him.." he whines, leaning into your touch when you put your hand in his hair.
"i know."
"i felt like we were making progress."
"i..kinda doubt that," you snort, scratching at his green locks. desperately, he looks back at you wide eyed "but we were i swear ! it felt like he was starting to like me !"
"mhm ?" you break into a fit of laughter, and soon after izuku joins you, laughing softly to himself and shaking his head. takuma blinks at you both in confusion, and it makes you smile harder. seeing you laugh so hard makes izuku smile harder too, cheeks glowing a cute pink.
"i..sound crazy don't i ?" he asks, grinning at you. you pretend to think it over to tease him, and he huffs affectionately.
"hmmm, a little." izuku shakes his head, dropping it in shame as he stares at his lap. he heaves a heavy sigh and it makes you giggle a little bit more.
"i really don't know what i'm doing wrong, babies usually like me.."
"but i told you you're not doing anything wrong, izu." you reach to pinch his cheeks next, he yelps a little. "kuma's only lookin' at you 'cus you're new. he'll get used to you in no time, kay ?" you smile. a beat passes and izuku nods, smiling back at you.
"but i don't know, he kinda looks like he has it out for me.." he whispers, you assume so takuma doesn't hear. how thoughtful.
"yeah i did think it was kinda strange how he hasn't stopped looking at you.."
he drops his head back at your words "i thought so..!"
"but that doesn't mean he doesn't like you, per se..maybe he's just weary of you !" izuku leans back, placing a hand over his chest like he's actually been struck. he looks over at takuma still sitting proudly in his high chair like a king.
"what's there to be weary of ? i'm really nice, i promise !" takuma's only answer is a blink "that's really intense.." you're boyfriend sweat drops, "i don't think i've had anyone look at me like that before."
"shouldn't you be used to being glared at by now since you've known bakugou since you were kids ?"
"i don't even think kacchan was this bad." you scoff, slapping at his sturdy arm. "don't say that, you liar !" your boyfriend laughs to himself. struggling to hold your laughter back as you play fight. you're interrupted by takuma's whine. his poker face finally somewhat melting as he pouts, big eyes going glossy as he reaches out for you with chubby little fingers. you immediately zoom over to the child's side.
"aaww babyy," you coo "you wanna be wif me, yeah ? cuutieeee," your voice rises up an octave. izuku blushes at how cute you look and he hates himself for feeling a smidge jealous your cousin had managed to grab your attention. he shakes his head to rid himself of those childish thoughts.
you hop the baby up in your arms to readjust him, tickling his little tummy which earns you a giggle, izuku feels his jaw drop to the floor so hard if he were in a cartoon it'd make a comically loud clang sound, now he's a bit jealous of you.
"i think he's a little hungry, i'll be right back izu." you press a quick kiss to his cheek before bounding off to go get the toddlers bag that your aunt had entrusted to you in your room. the little contact alone makes heat blossom all the way to izuku's neck and he can't fix his lips to say anything, nodding dumbly.
the last thing he sees before you leave the room is takuma's gaze fixed to him. izuku sends him a determined smile and a wave. he'll win him over soon enough.
#FIRST EVER IZUKU FIC ON EM????#theres an ask for him in my drafts rn yall i promise ill get to it#TRUST MEđŠđŠ#this came to me bc it was funny for him#and i have a shouto version but wanted to switch it up a bit#izuku midoriya x reader#izuku x reader#izuku x y/n#midoriya x y/n#midoriya x reader#izuku midoria x reader#deku x reader#deku x y/n#deku x you#lil warm up cus ive actually never written for him before thehehehh im nervous#probably ooc izuku but i had fun and thats all that matters#izuku drabble#wtf typa word even is blurb lmfao#izuku blurb
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being horrified at your f/oâs acceptance of the bere minimum or even below that in a relationship and wanting to treat them how they deserve to be treated, full of respect and love and so much moreâ if they ever end up admitting that they believe they donât deserve the work you put into being with them, or any other insecurity they might bring up, theyâre always comforted by your reassurances even if you might not feel like enough for them, either. itâll take time for them to get used to your love or really feel at peace with the fact that they deserve this, deserve you, but right now theyâre sure of one thing: they love you immensely.
#people have a different idea on what the bare minimum is but iâd say like⌠basic human decency#or like a bare minimum of effort that someone puts in the relationship bassically likee. planning dates#google says a good phrase: âto do the necessary amount but not moreâ#i like the idea of forever doing things for an f/o though imagines are usually the s/i getting the affection#irl friends in the chat this isnât based off real events do you hear me THIS WAS AN IDEA IN THE DRAFTS CHAT#which isnât a bad thing is what iâm trying to say#selfshipping is literally a self indulgent thing!!! and ive written too much of those kinds of imagines to count too#just want to give the f/o so much care as well#ok enough yapping#self ship#self shipping#f/o imagines#self ship imagines
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meet Leonor, the other main character of the comic I'm working on
#I haven't announced here yet#and I'll make a proper post don't worry#BUT#I GOT A COMIC'S CONTRACT WITH GLENAT#I'M GOING TO DO A FULL LENGTH GRAPHIC NOVEL OF BIRDS OF THE STORM I'm so fucking happy#10 years I've been trying to get a foot in#MY TIME IS NOW#I've written it all and validated the first draft of the story-board :) all 270 pages baby
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I'm thinking about Gillian Taylor, lesbian (in my heart), standing on that stolen bird-of-prey on their way back to the 23rd century, and trying to figure out the correct way to (tactfully) ask if Kirk and Spock are gay.
Back in the 80s, she'd just assumed that they were gay. I mean, dressed like that? She'd also, however, assumed that they were on drugs, probably a hallucinogen of some kind, which - turned out to be not quite true. So, really, anything was fair game, now, and she no longer knew if they were gay. Maybe that's just how men in the 23rd century were with each other.
She tried to watch, to analyze their actions objectively, but with how busy they were making sure that the ship didn't explode, they weren't really interacting all that closely with one another, and she truly couldn't tell.
So instead she just stood there, next to Admiral Kirk, trying to find the right words to use, words which wouldn't be heard as an insult if she was wrong or if the 23rd century was no more enlightened about these sorts of things.
And then Dr. McCoy walked in and, casual as you please, said, "Jim, where the devil has your husband run off to?"
Husband. He said the word so easily, like it was - normal. Like it was safe and accepted, for a man, an admiral, even, to be gay. He didn't even glance at Gillian as he said it, never even seemed to consider that someone might react poorly. Maybe no-one ever did, in the 23rd century.
Everything sort of faded out of focus for Gillian, after that. She didn't hear another peep until McCoy, concerned, put his hand on her shoulder, and asked if she was alright.
She just smiled in response and told him that, yes, she was doing very well.
Because if Admiral Kirk could have a husband... that meant that she could have a wife.
Oh yes, she thought she'd be quite happy in the 23rd century.
#and then she meets saavik <3#i don't think she ever like. explicitly realizes that spock is an alien in the movie. i think they just skip over her noticing his ears.#so it's also very funny to me to imagine her in the 23rd century Totally Fine with time travel but being like WAIT there are ALIENS???#and then being like WAIT you can get MARRIED to ALIENS???#whole new worlds of lesbianism opening up right before her eyes#star trek#tos#star trek movies#star trek the voyage home#the voyage home#the one with the whales#gillian taylor#spirk#james t kirk#spock#bones mccoy#tbh i have half a post written out about how being a lesbian makes sense for what little we know of gillian's character#but it kinda centered around the fact that the aids crisis had begun 5 years before the events of the movie (& was big in san fran)#and i was like. hm. it feels. insensitive maybe? to post that? so it's languishing in my drafts. maybe i'll post it at some point but.
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I know it's a ridiculously rare pair, but I love Metadow
Y'know why?
Because of the angst and implication that Shadow can't move on from Sonic after he inevitably passes away and Shadow just has to keep on living
After Eggman is gone, and all of the robots disband/are decomissioned, I like to think that Shadow finds/repairs Metal and just...has him around. Metal sticks with Shadow, because where else is he going to go?
Inevitably, one day, Metal just slides a note to Shadow that just says "I'm not him", and Shadow has to go on a long walk
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#metadow#i have notes for a fic with this premise in my drafts#idk if itll ever get written#but the scenerio lives in my head rent free#metal sonic#things that i wrote
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okay but why did it feel like rtd was undermining chib's writing with that tone-deaf read of thasmin he threw in there? like, we know this. we know that the doctor loved yaz. we know that yaz clearly knew this. you know why we know this? because chibnall knew how to do subtext right. we were fed thasmin, we watched both the doctor and yaz come to terms with their feelings for each other in real. time. the doctor, socially awkward as ever in her thirteenth regeneration, was even able to express to yaz why it wouldn't work between them, even though she wanted it. she didn't say I love you, but it was implied in every interaction, that was the whole point.
and to have thirteen say that she should tell yaz - to admit that even to herself - just misses the whole point in my opinion. this is the kind of writing you expect to see in a comic relief special or the between-the-scenes mini-sodes moffat was so fond of. it feels like rtd threw this in to be like, hey, look, another surface-level acknowledgement of the source material I barely skimmed! (more like another talking point that will blow up on social media and keep the episode in the conversation for longer). whoever first said that rtd has been writing this show like tiktok clips waiting to go viral was right on the money.
as much as i loved seeing jodie again, rtd absolutely did not even try to write the thirteenth doctor properly.
#doctor who#dw spoilers#anti rtd#jodie whittaker#thasmin#thirteenth doctor#yasmin khan#this has been sat in my drafts since last sunday and i thought i was just still too raw and bitter#but now seeing other people's posts about it maybe i wasn't being bitter enough#because i'm not going crazy this really was a She Would Not Say That moment#do not get me wrong jodie is such a delight and i watched all her bts scenes for the episode plus this scene over and over just for her#and she was BRILLIANT. this is in no way trying to say her performance wasn't top - it was. i loved it.#it was simply the way she had been written by rtd that was 100% Wrong
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A bunch of doodles inspired by @wickjump saying Cross has an eternal kicked puppy look (and steadily devolving into dadmare because y'know. My Brand)
#UTDR#UTMV#My Art#Dadmare#Cross Sans#Nightmare Sans#Another post being released from the graveyard that is my drafts lol#Wick is right Cross has the biggest wettest eyes this man was a puppy in a pound in a previous life#And I think it's a little bit funny that in the way I imagine dadmare he was the only one that was like. ''adopted''#The rest were all brought in under the guise of work - fighting Dream and all that#But they already outnumbered the stars when he took Cross in there was no fighting-based reason to add him to the team#Nightmare just was getting very soft and he couldn't leave this guy all sad and alone lol#(And I like to think the MTT kind of suspect that was the reason. they don't say anything but they have all silently taken note)#And I think he could be good for Cross in the way of a caring parental figure#If he had time to do some research into it and maybe a couple of practice tries#Also something about Nightmare who used to read to Dream when they were kids so it's like his main response to help calm people down#And also it just helps him relax to do it#And Cross who has pleasant memories of xToriel reading him stories as a kid and does kind of feel better hearing someone read#Anyway it's like 1:30am and I've written 1 million tags lol#Wick if you're reading this thank you for talking dadmare to me it makes me insane (positive) <3#And also for making Cross such a special little guy to me
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What do I have to... to keep you here with me? You... never understand anything.
KNOCK OUT ญลูŕ¸ŕ¸ŕšŕ¸ŕ¸ŕ¸Ľŕšŕ¸ŕ¸ŕ¸Ťŕ¸ąŕ¸§ŕšŕ¸ â 2025, dir. Tee Bundit Sintanaparadee
#knock out#knock out the series#knockoutedit#gunner natsakan#earth thanakrit#clairedgifs#tuseralexa#knockoutep1#userpharawee#usersasa#userrain#userspring#userrzey#usergzh#tobelle#forfive#rinblr#userjamiec#rosytracks#they're such good actors bc it's the way everything is written on their facial expressions like phoon is Tired and thun is so oblivious#typhoon sighing while happy thun just obliviously admires his brand new champion belt. beautiful. this set is dedicated to that 1 gif only.#me? enjoying this 2ml/ml ambigious ex situationship? YOU BET#had to get this out of the drafts before ep 3 starts tonight#me coloring this as if this scene wasn't fully yellow lit lmao#the power of blue photo filter *inserts elmo on fire gif*
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