#dreamer vibes

[pagesiwontburn]

Day 2: I feel like everybody is doing well, except me.

Recently, I've been carrying this quiet weight. It's that kind of feeling you don't always talk about, but it stays with you—particularly when you're scrolling through your feed and everyone appears to be doing well. I glance around and it feels like everyone else is making progress in life. They're buying cars, getting married, booking trips, starting businesses, settling down. Meanwhile, I'm here—still in school, still trying to figure things out, still attempting to make my many dreams something tangible.

And to be honest, it gnaws at me at times. That voice in my head continues to ask: "When will it be my turn? " I say that a lot. Perhaps too much. It's not that I'm not pleased for others—because I am. I really am. I've learned that sometimes, you have to clap for others, not because you're supposed to, but because it teaches you humility. It reminds you that life is not a race, and that good things take time.

But still… Some days are just more difficult than others. It's hard to watch the people around me get ahead when I feel like I'm still at the starting line. And I know that everyone's timeframe is going to be different, but that doesn't make it any less infuriating. Especially when social media only shows you the highlight reels—the wins, the glow-ups, the perfect moments. Nobody really posts about the nights they cried themselves to sleep or the mornings they woke up lost.

So here I am, basking in the pressure, the fear of failure, and the burden of expectations that I hadn't even requested.

I've considered giving up social media countless times. But it's not as easy as that. Most of my contact, my relationships—all of that's in that realm. Severing it means severing the world, and that just compounds the isolation. I used to dream big. Truly big. But now I feel like the older I get, the lesser my dreams become—not because I want them to, but because life makes you question yourself. I'm scared of ruining it all. I'm scared of letting people down, letting myself down. But even amidst that fear, there's still part of me that would want to believe. A part of me that desires to flourish, to make my existence worthwhile.

To be me in totality, unapologetically and authentically.

One day, I will make a difference. I don't know when, or how, or what it'll be... but I will. And until then, I'll keep trying. I'll keep clapping for others. I'll keep dreaming. Because even if I feel behind right now, I know my story is still being written. And if you've ever felt this way too... just know, I see you. You're not alone.

[anyataylorjoys]

THE DREAMERS (2003) dir. Bernardo Bertolucci

[perr1e]

Christmas agere moodboard!!!

I love Christmas, and it's almost Christmas sooo new moodboard!! Yayaya :3 might make another cus I had alot of images I wanted to useee

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[rahabq]

[inumbrapugnabimus-maybe]

A link design!!! For a story that’s solid enough in my head to possibly become a comic ehehe

some notes:

Link has been Heroing for some time now, with minimal success. He’s a bit grumpy.

he also has a bulky brown overcoat, but I haven’t figured out what it looks like yet so i didn’t draw it lol

the gloves are to hide his scar, but also help in the cold. Because this Hyrule is rather cold :)

The overtunics are both pretty new, which is the only reason they aren’t torn to bits. The same person who made them mended his pants and made his hat, which is why the patches match cloth in other parts of his outfit.

the scar on his face is from a lizalfos. I figured, if the Dilophosaurus in Jurassic Park gets to spit acid, then shouldn’t a lizalfos get to too? So it’s an acid burn. He’s lucky he dodged most of it!

I’m still figuring out how to accurately depict the scars, so they don’t look quite right yet! With research and practice I’ll get there!

the other scar I will not get into for plot reasons hehe

This is the same story the above Zelda design is for!! I’ve posted her design in varying stages before, here, here and here, but the story in the previous posts has changed a bit since!! There are also some really old doodles of Link if you (hehe) follow the links.

the above is Zelda’s formal dress. I designed it with a girl a little younger than her in mind, because she loses most of her wardrobe when she’s about 12! So I really ought to draw this on her younger self XD

Finally, scrapped Ganondorf and Link designs!!!

don’t look into these too much as I’m only putting them here because I’ll never post them otherwise; they do not fit the story at all lol

Ganondorf is gonna be… really hard to design… I made him a very complex character and his personality is so intertwined with the story there is a lot to be taken into account XD

ummm that’s all for now!!! I doubt many people will read all this but feel free to send asks if you have questions nevertheless :D

[a-library-ghost]

extremely pynch coded btw

[lunaraeduvallthrillers]

All day, every day 🥀

[wrixie]

💫

[cams-cozy-corner]

Little piper on the mind. She just needs attention :(

[cutiepatootie1996]

When I was 7 💖

[charmfamily]

The Gentlemen of PI RHO SIGMA have arrived at the EIM End of Summer Bash!

L to R: Sergio Romeo, Joaquin Le Chien, Marcus Flex, Paolo Rocca, Mitchell Kalani, Jaymes Huntington III, Dirk Dreamer, Don Lothario

[dreamersdwell]

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[shebelby13]

Jerejean. Pynch. Solangelo. Does everyone see it?

[kodaswrld]

I'm feeling really sick and I'd like to feel small a little. Could you make a halloween themed agere moodboard?

here you are little one, i’m so very sorry that you’re feeling sicky right now. make sure to cuddle ur stuffies and drink water!

[night-hunters-hat]

D-5H0[|⟨ :D

↓↓ Close-up of the little one below cut ↓↓

Look at his minifigure and tell me that his kneepad doesn't look like a little smiling frog, you can't

[chellychuu]

Made a quick pink/purple themed showroom! (*^▽^*) 🌸🍃

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