#eaps kid!mimic

[llamaisllama777]

How Secret of the Mimic could affect TSAMS or EAPS

MAJOR SPOILERS FOR SOTM! ⚠️

So, hopefully, we all have seen Secret of the Mimic otherwise prepared to spoiled(somewhat)

So, SOTM revealed a lot of things, and I have a feeling these things could be brought up in TSAMS either in a humorous way or a more serious way.

For starters

Proto-Moon

Yep. That's our boy. Now I can see them introducing this Moon at some point in the show, probably in a humorous sense, most likely. I can see then using this guy in 3 ways

1. Solar decides to play a prank on Moon by sticking him inside this Moon suit and making Moon think he turned him into this or is gaslighting Moon into thinking Moon has always looked like this

"Solar! What the heck did you do to me?!"

"What are you talking? You've always looked like that."

"Nah huh!"

"Ya huh."

2. Moon gets turned into this by that time guy (I forget his name) (Timer???) Timer turns Moon into this cause Solar asks Timer to turn Moon into a baby for revenge for turning him into a baby but Solar phrases it wrong and Timer turns Moon into this.

3. Moon's suit/skin gets stolen or damaged and he's forced to wear this until it gets fixed.

I can only see them making using this model in a humorous episode but if they do use it in a serious episode this could be Frost's prototype before he was fused with Nova or something and maybe Proto-Frost has some dirt on Christopher Afton?

Now this big reveal of Mimic and how it could be used in TSAMS or EAPS

Mimic having David's memories/acting like him.

So in the secret ending of SOTM we reprogram the M2 (Mimic 2) to go back to thinking it's David

(Yes, the Mimic has two versions. M1 Mimic 1 is Fiona/and maybe M.X.E.S) and M2 is the Mimic we see in Security Breach in the Afton ending and in Security Breach: Ruin's canon ending.

M2 is programmed with the memories of David but very obviously isn't. M2 was attacked by Edwin cause M2 wouldn't stop acting like Edwin's son, David, and M2 mimicked Edwin's actions and killed him. M2 isn't necessarily bad. It's just copying all the actions it's seen, be it violent or creative. It wants to make more of it's self but it's also programmed to hurt and take things apart and will mimic and manipulate other people to do that. We see it all throughout SOTM.

So what could TSAMS and EAPS do with this?

A lot actually.

Currently, Sun, Moon, Solar, and Monty are currently digging into Fazbear's dirt and the creation of NovaFrost.

Their search could lead them to discovering the David of this world helped create the original plans for NovaFrost and that NovaFrost's blueprints were stolen by Chris. Maybe he built NovaFrost to protect his son, Edwin, after the death of Edwin's mother at FallFest, but Chris stole the blueprints before that could happen.

Which would mean that NovaFrost could be a Mimic variant (but I'll admit NovaFrost being a Mimic is a bit of a stretch even for me) but while their down there they could learn about Edwin's death and how he's the reason why NovaFrost is protective of kids.

Perhaps they find the Mimic of this world (if he would even exist currently cause I know everything played out in reverse in this dimension) and learn that NovaFrost are specifically tasked with protecting 'Edwin' and could use 'Edwin' to lure out NovaFrost and take them to Chris who would be the GatorTrap of this world

Yes, SpringMonty is canon.

MAKE IT HAPPEN TSAMS! GIVE US SPRINGMONTY! OR GATORTRAP! Give us Chris trapped in a SpringMonty suit!

If they don't want to introduce the idea of kid!Mimic into TSAMS, they could in EAPS, seeing as how we seem to have two Mimics there now.

So in one of the most recent episode of EAPS, Charlie goes to another dimension and meets the Jackie of that world a.k.a. THE MIMIC!

Eclipse pulls Charlie out, but Jackie seems to take an interest in Charlie, and clearly, this won't be the last time we see this Mimic.

Now he's what I think could happen. We know that StitchTrap/Stitchton/William has Mimic on his team and has apparently altered Mimic's body in some way to use him as a distraction (mostly, Charlie's new dog, Gir) but if Gir just straight up a normal dog then they could use Kid!Mimic as the distraction. Afton turns Mimic into a kid so Charlie would befriend it thinking it's a completely different animatronic or a good version of the Mimic allowing Afton access to Henry or the Pizza-plex.

But I like the idea that Kid!Mimic will be that Jackie variant we saw. Jackie will come to the EAPS dimension somehow (either thanks to Afton or Charlie) and try to take Charlie back to its dimension to be it's friend but of course, Eclipse will get involved and try to stop it and destroy it but Charlie will learn that Kid!Mimic is well... a kid and she will convince Eclipse to spare Kid!Mimic and either leave Kid!Mimic in sleep mode like what happens at the end of the secret good ending of SOTM or will take Kid!Mimic back to their world. It would pay to have a Mimic on the team...

Plus Molly and Ballora could adopt Kid!Mimic if they wanted to.

Eclipse already has three kids (four, if we count Charlie) and Henry can barely contain Charlie. No more kids for those two!

And now onto our last and probably the biggest or second biggest reveal in SOTM other than David!Mimic

LITERALLY MOST OF FAZBEAR WAS STOLEN FROM EDWIN!

Yes, you read that right. The springlocks, Chica and Foxy, Monty, Roxy, Music man, the wet floor bots, the staffbots, Moon and the freaking FLOORBOARDS were stole from Edwin by William and Henry (Mostly, William, though)

Literally none of Fazbear is Fazbear's.

The only Fazbear thing is SpringBonnie and Fred bear and maybe normal Freddy and Bonnie too, but most if not all of Fazbear is stolen from Edwin!

William and Henry were friends with Edwin at some point in time, but when Fazbear commissioned a new project for Edwin (Chica's party world and Freddy Fazbear's pizza place)

William stole some of Edwin's employees and designs for basically everything.

The Fazbear original is Fredbear, SpringBonnie, Freddy Fazbear, Bonnie and William's terrible springlocks that you couldn't breathe the wrong way in or you'd die.

This could be used in TSAMS when Sun and Moon are investigating Fazbear, NovaFrost, David, and Christopher Afton, Sun and Moon learn that Chris stole everything from David, meaning all of Fazbear is stolen. They figure out that this means that back home, Fazbear is also stolen from Edwin. Learning the truth about Fazbear... also realizing that Creator stole the idea for Moon from Edwin... starting to realize that Sven was a lot dumber than we give him credit for. The man stole Jackie's blueprints to make Sun and Moon, and this reveal would mean that he stole Moon's design from Edwin. Sven wasn't some genius. He was a thief. The only original thing he made was Earth/Terra!

Sven, much like Fazbear and William, is a fraud!

This news would definitely shock Sun, Moon, and Monty a bit. But ultimately could give them clues on what the Chris of this world did to the David of this world. And maybe they could find the David of this world if he isn't dead and hunt down the Chris of this world... if he isn't dead in a SpringMonty suit somewhere.

So, that's all folks. Maybe they will use some of this in TSAMS and EAPS or maybe they'll use it in one of the other shows like the Brand New Lunar and Earth show or one of the TSBS shows.

If you read all this, thanks.

[EDIT 6/15/25 Fazbear commissioned a lot of the animatronics from Edwin, so while Freddy, Fredbear, Bonnie, and maybe Chica are William and Henry's. Foxy, music man, Moon, the springlocks, and most of the stuff in their definitely belonged to Edwin and then got stolen by Fazbear entertainment]

[axtonorian]

I will never get over the Mimic arc. I can't help but think about it CONSTANTLY. I'm so serious. Being forced into your head? Having this twisted version of someone you "hate" speak to you about things you did? Reminds me of a certain monkey...

But like...what else do you think happened? What else did the Mimic do? What else did he torment Eclipse with? Did he even do anything else besides what we saw? Or do you think he showed more? Like actually replayed July 16th for example? Or when he blew up Lunar? Did he show any twisted versions of memories? What else did the Mimic do? I need to know.

Every time I think about Eclipse, I think about Mimic. And I can't help but think about Wukong and the scroll from season 4 oh my goddd. AND the weird palace jail from season 5. Gahhh special interests are overlapping....

[yourstrulynobody]

(TW: eyestrain(?))

[FAKE EAPS EP] "ECLIPSE'S HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE! In VRChat"

(Imagine making a whole art piece just to yap about a theory of yours—oh wait. /silly)

I wonder if Eclipse knows the amount of danger he accidentally brought his kids in? Thats all Ive been thinking since yesterday's EAPS ep :P

(yapping + theory under cut)

Like, originally when Afton mentioned about distracting Eclipse using his kids (in this ep), I thought: "Oh theyre ghost kids. They can easily get out if he captures them—like Andrew can teach the other two to phase through walls or smth", but since their recent upgrade to having physical bodies... I think Eclipse unknowingly brought them into danger since now it'll be a difficulty for them to escape Afton with that in mind, wouldnt it be??

I honestly doubt that his kids would be fooled easy by anything Afton directly tries... so heres when this theory of mine comes into place.

Maybe smth like Puppetmaster's kidnapping of Charlie (in this ep) would happen? Like the Mimic (based off the theory earlier) would change to have Eclipse's form and lure the kids out. Im sure Andy would be excited since he wants to go out, but Jake and Andrew would be reluctant yet follow him anyway (or convince him to stay).

I honestly dunno man.

[nadinescholtes]

Yay Eclipse got his body back!! But here is the real question, after everything that has happened with the drones and the mimic, what would have happened to EAPS Laia? Would she have also been swapped with a drone in that episode? Would Eclipse double check to see if she is ok?

I'm not sure. She could be the first one to be swapped and of course, Clips would double-check.

BUT she always hung out in his lab after work because she felt safe there. If she was there when the Mimic took over, he might lock her away.

If not, Laia is with Clips most of the time, and with Clips/Mimic behavior she becomes suspicious. And very early on, before Mimic has the idea about the drones, the Mimic doesn't want her in the lab all the time and watch him work, he might be mean to her to drive her away. Laia wouldn't feel safe with him anymore. She would try to stay with the kids but Clips/ Mimic wouldn't let her do that either.

She'd try to hang out at the daycare but notices that Sun and Moon are acting strange, they forget stuff they did together like:

Laia: Hey M-Moon y-you haven't s-sad anything ab-bout the c-commission yet is everything, a-alright?

Moon might say: Uh...Yes, yes all good.

Laia: A-and?

Moon: Yes, the commission went alright, I can't wait what the client says.

Laia very confused: N-No! I-I meant the d-drawing I-I did.

Moon: What drawing?

Laia: N-Nevermind...

Ruin would see this and might jump in and take Laia under his wing. She would see him as a grandpa and hang out with him all the time and he might put her in that different dimension together with FC and Andrew.

After Clips is back, she clings to him more than usual, but not for her sake but for his. She would be so scared that something would take her best friend away again.

[sillymoonboi]

ok so from a poll i had on discord-

The results are in and Runaway animatronic is getting a ask blog!

Im really excited for this and i wonder what questions your gonna ask the cast!

Ask blog : @runawayanimatronic

The cast btw:

And if people are not familiar with the au let me refresh your memory!

RUNAWAY ANIMATRONIC

NEW EAPS AU!

Let me explain- and btw this isn’t during the mimic situation-

So in this au is about what if fazbear found out Stitchwraith and also found out about that there is two dead kids in the stitchwraith so to not get their business shut down, they were gonna shut down stitchwraith and throw them away, Luckily eclipse found out and quickly helped stitchwraith to get out of here and tried to find a place where stitchwraith can stay and hide, he dressed up stitchwraith so he wouldn’t get noticed while he was sneaking out with eclipse , andrew wanted to come true so eclipse just made him possese a random fazwatch- sorry a leftywatch he had laying around , and andrew helped them find a random house not knowing it was actually larson’s house- and that’s it for now

And btw the stitchwraith is the current one (aka jakey and andy) so people don’t asume its the past one

[corals-corner]

I’m going to fucking crash out over today’s episode like WHAT WAS THAT?????????

I’m not surprised Afton had some control over Solar Flare. We didn’t see them fight but I know damn well something happened. Flare was touched by Agony during that battle so Afton having some come control over them but I’m happy he’s was able to fight it on enough to not reveal anything. Sad it made him hurt Nonty and himself, it was so sad seeing him bang his head on the wall and knowing had to shut himself off to stop

Like genuinely when I saw this my heart dropped and I was so scared for them. I want Flare to be safe for once in his damn life

Also, I love Eclipse, everyone knows this.

I need to snap that twinks back like a twig oh my god he’s so fucking stupid I just

I cannot with him rn

This all could have been avoided. Had he killed Mimic, had he killed Eklipse, hell, had he took more measures to make sure Afton was away from others, this could have all been avoided.

Like, I am genuinely pissed at him bc I feel like there were many things that he could have done to avoid him. He’s smart, probably the smartest guy on the planet after Ruin, but his feelings impede him from doing good. He doesn’t know how do real with feelings, so he let what Charlie says get to him. I don’t blame her, she’s like 10(forgot her actual age). Eclipse is smart and he should’ve known that killing Eklipse would be the better choice.

And Mimic. Where do I even start. As soon as I saw that Eclipse was letting him live I knew this was going to bite him in the ass. I know he wanted to torture him but there has been none of that and has only caused more problems for himself and everyone else. I genuinely feel like he’s at fault for most of this.

I’m sorry but Eclipse should have seen this coming, I’m scared for the kids, each of them mean so much to eclipse and if anything happens to them, or even if Afton just says something happened, he would stop thinking logically. He’d be digging his own grave even deeper than he already has

Not to mention that Eclipse has been touched by agony before. Twice in the same hour. It wasn’t him, it was Mimic, but it was Eclipses body. This means Afton could likely have some control over them. This is gonna be really bad. Tomorrow’s the anniversary of the channel(MGAF in general, not EAPS) so we’ll probably find out more about this then.

Although I wouldn’t be surprised if Davis and Flora make us wait another day for a lore update

[antivoid-alex]

I got an idea about an AU where Solar Flare gets revived and joins the Eaps's Dimension.

I got the idea while making this post, So anyway here we go!!

Solar Flare is trying to figure out what to do with his life now he has free will, and he finds out that he's great with kids and starts hanging out with Charlie and Andrew more than Eclipse does, and maybe even the others start to like Solar Flare more than Eclipse.

And what if Eclipse doesn't mind at first but starts to get REALLY JEALOUS!! even if he doesn't realize it.

Like what if Eclipse loved It at first being able to do his work without being constantly interrupted, but after a while he starts to realize how quiet it is in his lab and starts to feel really alone, It may even start to terrify him.

So he goes to the others only to find out that they like Solar Flare so much, like to the point that maybe even they call Solar Flare the "Better Eclipse" which might send him into a rage or panic attack, because of what happened with the Mimic.

And poor Solar Flare who didn't even realize what was happening tries to help Eclipse only to be pushed away, after Eclipses meltdown Flare starts to think he's ruining Eclipses only chance to be better by taking his only friends away from him and making him feel inferior.

So Solar Flare tries everything he can to help Eclipse even if Eclipse hates him.

That's all I've got so far and I already love it. So much angst and fluff potential.

I love to make this into a full story and I'll be happy to see any new ideas, so please message me if you have any. 😊

[shadiieye]

A small opinion ramble

Currently I’ve been loosing some interest in SAMS, EAPS, etc. I’m not exactly happy with some of the newer storylines.

Sun and Moon Show- I feel like the newer stories are only there because the original big stories like Ruin and Eclipse aren’t there anymore. The creator is dead but now we have a new villain that almost everyone assumes is Nexus. I just feel like the lore that continues is there is because they wanna continue the show because of the popularity or something. I’ve also seen some people talk about in the past with Solar basically replacing Eclipse which, fair enough, that kinda happened. I also kinda wish they pressed into the fact Solar killed his Moon. Lunar was the only one who knew and even though his universe is destroyed they should’ve played with the aftermath trauma a bit, the guilt of killing someone and being like the other Eclipse’s. Also, Dazzle? Great kid but why was she the only kid out of 5 to live? I’d like a reason. She died just like the others than was the only one who lived.

Eclipse and Puppet Show- there isn’t much substance. It’s basically now just the Eclipse show since Puppet’s dead and Charlie isn’t contracted to do the show, she could stop whenever. It’s a little annoying that many things about Eclipse even in other shows were never brought up again, an example is that if Eclipse switches bodies he’ll blow up, or hell, in the therapy video on LAES he stated he was unhappy with his body, take advantage of that idea! We also never see Eclipse actually heal, sure, he can now tolerate Sun and Moon but his version, he still could resent them! The only two people who could probably sit down and understand him is Earth because she’s basically a licensed therapist and has been trying, Solar also could, he was able to tell what Eclipse had a nightmare about only off very little info, a version of himself also someone he has some shared code while understanding him, so much substance you could use with that. A small nickpick is we know Ruin as the worst villain ever but then preceding to show he can be good, pick a damn lane, is he the worst villain ever, worse than Nexus, Creator, or even the dark astrals?! Or is he someone who thinks about the long term effects, he knew what he did but he did it for long term effects cause he knew the Creator’s would be a big threat! I’m not excusing his actions but he can’t be the worst villain ever if there’s people far worse. The mimic stuff though is kinda running dry to me, Eclipse and everyone mimicked then now a child being mimicked. I would’ve actually preferred if the show had more of a mental health focus like LAES in the early days, people can honestly relate to Eclipse, being harsh and rude to push people away because you’d rather have them hate you than get too close to see you vulnerable. Puppet was also relatable, doing something that hurt and killed a lot of people and feeling like a burden and having to make things right, she had the weight of so many deaths and also wanting to be in her kid’s life despite lying, she barley got to know him and he never really knew her. Charlie is alright but I don’t like that she’s the second main character of the show, should’ve either been the Eclipse show or Eclipse and something show, we got Andrew, Jake and Andy that exist too! Despite 2 being missing at the moment.

Lunar and Earth Show- Quick thing, I still don’t like Lunar’s design, the moon patterns on him still look like bananas to me. They also didn’t really touch on much of Lunar’s mental health early on which, wasn’t that the point? Even Earth said it herself. A personal opinion is I hate Earth became slim but it’s a personal opinion. Lunar kinda unlikeable to me and the issue is you are supposed to see the character gain growth from it, get better, not say bye bye and go to space. Earth does gain character growth but the issue that bothers me is it’s more than Lunar’s. Though I do like how she is close with 2 Eclipses.

Some personal side things; Golden Freddy and Phantom Freddy honestly deserve their own show, I know they don’t like eachother but it’ll be entertaining.

Remember this is just my opinion and if you don’t like it there’s a thing called ignoring it and walking away. I still enjoy the shows just not as much as I use to.

[llamaisllama777]

Can I just talk about how dark I realized these episodes are.

I mean, it deals with child murder of course, it's dark, but it just dawned on me how messed this is for everyone involved.

Monty (Monica <- What I call female Monty) has been hiding in the vents during work hours to make sure no kid dies goes missing.

Ballora seems to be dealing with this all in a pretty strange way. She seems almost indifferent to what's happening but also obviously cares.

Puppet has secluded herself in the security office, watching the cams for the past. What three days now?

I don't think it's hit Sun just how bad this is yet. I mean obviously he cares. A multiple kids have gone missing but it feels like the reality of it really hasn't hit me yet.

Vincent, in today's episode, seemed pretty upset about it, too. Those kids died on HIS watch. He probably feels responsible for their deaths. Keep in mind that Vincent has kids, too. So, this probably hits harder for him. Those could have been his kids if events had gone differently.

Eclipse.... honestly, I think he could care less. I really don't know why he's helping. Is it a sense of duty? Is it cause it's technically his job now? Is it cause he harbors some secret resentment to himself for not saving the July 16th kids? Or is it just cause he doesn't want his new place to get all bloody? Or is it the contract Puppet has him in? But for whatever reason, he's here and is being a big help. Thanks, Eclipse.

Most messed up of all....

F.C. saw a kid die in front of him. F.C. is just a kid himself... that... that is messed up. He couldn't do anything to help he just stood there in shock and horror. Powerless to help. That's messed up.

And Monica was in the same room as Evelyn's body. She was right under Foxy and Monica's nose. She was so close to her.... that must have been horrible to realize.

I am really loving this whole arc for EAPS, but DANG! IT IS MESSED UP!

[quirkyfries]

Huzzah, a user of quality! I raise you:

Ruin had different objectives during those times. Different priorities. He’d progressed through half a character arc by the time og!Puppet brought that up.

During the nexus arc, he had nothing, but BEFORE that he was perfectly okay with letting (new) moon kill him right after he’d destroyed those dimensions, it’s why he let himself be imprisoned. Then his body got tampered with by Dark Sun, and then killing him became very much not in anyone’s best interests due to something very bad possibly happening as a direct result. For a time, it was all he could do to prevent any MORE misfortune befalling the family because of him���he didn’t want to hurt anyone else after the dimensions were taken care of.

During the nexus arc, being alive became his punishment. Maybe he believed that he deserved the treatment from Nexus for awhile, after all, Nexus was one of those that suffered the most because of Ruin. (I’ve talked about this before but Nexus goes above and beyond simply getting back at ruin for what he did but anywho) This was Ruin’s survival mode, playing the long game—the one he used under Sven, doing whatever needed to be done as long as he saw another day, never mind his own feelings on the matter. I’m half sure he continued because if he were to be on the inside, he could somehow help the Celestials in a way, and that’s A reason to keep on going compared to his lack of one previously

Then, a little bit later, he finds a reason to want to live. He finds out about a dimension he inadvertently created. He created something good. After destroying everything he touched for so, so long, all the way back to Sven.

Of course he’d swear to guide it along its path, start befriending people there. At this point he wouldn’t want to leave that! So actually yes I agree with him having a singular backup that was made sometime between Ruin arriving to the EAPS dimension and sometime after befriending Ballora mayhaps, a “just in case” thing, Ruin’s the type to do that. OG!puppet was INSTRUMENTAL in his development (which is not done yet by the way,) giving him some semblance of a chance to be better, something Eclipses are not often afforded, and he took it. She offered him that because she was once in the same boat, albeit with slightly different circumstances, and she would’ve wanted someone to look at her and say “it’s not okay, but we can work on this, for however long it takes” when she was at her lowest moments.

By the time Ruin asks about his fate along with puppet’s, yes it was a safety thing, he might’ve launched right into making sure he would survive a severance like that, but I like to think the reason is that because he has so much to live for now that he has something to protect and friends that like him, frenemies of the past be damned! By that point, he’d had the chance to help out (accidentally causing a civil war in the process oops) and steer Lefty away from some extremes right after. He made friends who accepted him as he is, again not something very common in Ruin’s long life. He was able to be a key player in the initial Mimic situation by knowing how to play the long game and keep up appearances and weed out the drones and shove the kids somewhere safe for awhile. He’s making progress! Maybe a little bit of his self worth was restored by that, enough to be a little selfish and have a backup of himself stashed somewhere. He won’t let go of the first good thing to happen to him in however many years unless you ripped it from his dead body, or however that saying goes

I was re-watching the episode Earth meets the new Puppet (im not sure how to do it but it said charlie in small letters above puppet in the title)

and i realized

Everyone else's backups are set up in the way of like if they get irreparably damaged that someone else, presumably the person who's making their new body, goes and gets the backup and uploads it.

Eclipse's back ups are set up in such a way that he doesn't have to rely on anyone else repairing him to get back online.

The man just /cannot/ bring himself to depend on anyone.

[anothergirlrecovering]

Lynn29

We didn’t really do EMDR hardly today because we mainly talked. I walked in and told her how good her room smelled again and she pointed out that it was the essential oil’s. She asked me at the lighting was OK because she had the lights off and has realize that she likes the lights off in the afternoon and I said I was totally fine with that and didn’t really care because it seemed more cozy. She asked me if I figured out things with my insurance and I thought she meant my husband’s insurance inch he just change jobs but she actually meant with getting paneled. We ended up wasting some time talking about credentialing and paneling and how she said there’s one called psychcomm or something for EAP to get on that supposedly panels you in like a day and they send you a ton of referrals and she talked about getting paneled for Humana because that’s another big one.

I told her about how I had made a little bit of progress because I was so frustrated with my coworker and how my friend Amanda had pointed out the shame spiral and that Lynn would say to get off the train, which she laughed about. She pointed out that it was definitely progress that I was able to notice the shame spiral and talk to someone about it he was able to help me get off the shame spiral and recognize what was going on. She said her first thought was that Jared is just making excuses for not doing his work and it’s easier to deflect and not discuss that he’s not getting his notes in and to focus on not feeling supported because that’s easier. She talked about how he may be better with bait and switch and realizing that I’m someone who he could do that to.

She asked what has come up since our last session and I explained that I didn’t think there was necessarily anything specific to that last session but that I had gotten really frustrated with my mom because she had sent me a message on Facebook about a really low calorie ice cream and how given my history and everything that I’ve been through it just frustrates me that she would be inconsiderate and send that. Lynn was like halo? And I said yeah that’s the one. Lynn said that she has no better way to explain it other than saying that it’s really weird and it’s kind of like a milk ice but it’s just very weird and not good and I was like yeah I’ve had a feeling. She pointed out also that she would think that given my history my mom would know better but obviously she doesn’t. I told her how I was also really pissed off and I know that it’s petty but that I was frustrated that my mom had texted me to ask if I had turned in my taxes because I know that’s not just like a nice concern thing, it’s that she’s being overbearing and doesn’t trust that I’m an adult and can do that on my own in the correct timing.

I explained how I had had a mother-daughter session where the mom felt not good enough and how it has really made me think a lot about my own relationship with my mom, and her basically talking to my old coworker yesterday and her discussing how she never needed to bring up all of the past but just recognize the dysfunctional patterns that are currently affecting her and change them that way, but also knowing that I had a different mother daughter session that they were able to recognize the situation and that it was never really about with the mom thought it was and the mom was able to understand and apologize and the kid was able to understand why the mom had gotten so mad in the first place and there is great healing there, which Lynn pointed out was really great therapy on my part which was nice to hear. But in looking at all three scenarios, it’s like a part of me that knows talking to my mom and being honest could make things really worse because she may feel worse knowing and feeling like she’s not a good enough mom and it may make her feel worse, or it may be really good for her to be able to understand and get it and for us to have a healing moment, or is there a way for me to get over it without having to have her have that understanding. I explained that it’s hard for me to let go because I think in a lot of ways my parents have always been minimized me and it feels like if I don’t make her understand what I’ve been through then it didn’t really happen and I just minimizes the whole experience. We talked about how my mom has missed the trajectory of development and then I’m not in the house anymore and she doesn’t really feel that it’s worth bringing it all up to her mainly because that’s essentially risking being injured all over again and she can see why I would be cautious if she wonders if we could maybe focus on helping me feel safe and take care of myself instead and protecting myself now. We talked a little about that friend who I met yesterday and hound for her she was able to change those patterns moving forward and how it’s probably easier because she was younger and her brain wasn’t quite as said in those negative pathways and how The concept that my friend had brought up definitely made sense and can be something applicable in that I can change how I connect and relate with my mom even now. She explained how she wonders if me feeling depressed since January has kind of been a natural progression because she explained how when I first came in I had a lot of anxiety, which I still do but whatever but home as we have progressed in the work with my mom kind of mirrors a grieving process and how one of the stages in grief is depression and she wonders if that’s where I’m at and I’m looking towards that place of acceptance. She asked me to just think about that concept of it being loss and I ended up thinking about my husband and how there was a point in time when he had kind of sad that I wouldn’t get better because I had done treatment three times around and if I hadn’t gotten it by then I wasn’t going to, which also mirrors what my dad had told me in the past. She said it might help for me to explain to my husband that may be this depression is more or less a part of the grieving process and then I’m looking towards the acceptance piece. I had explained that my husband had made a comment that week before about whether or not I’m going to be in therapy forever and how he’s kind of accepted that and it just adds to that feeling of I’m not really supported. We talked a little bit about how it's hard because I didn't get that support from my biological family and now I'm having a hard time getting that kind of a connection with the person I'm wanting to have a family with..

We did EMDR super briefly and I kind of realize that some of my relationship with my mom mimics the relationship dynamics I have with my husband now and how I don’t really feel like I can open up to him about things that aren’t “a big deal” and how I’ve never really felt supported but I also feel guilty with him because I remember when I did kick him out Of my recovery and that I didn’t want him involved and I would do it on my own. Which is just like how my mom has guilted me before and kind of sad that I never reach out to her so Innoway they feel very similar. Lynn brought up the importance of marriage counseling and feeling like we need to really work on things and to an extent there is only so much that I will be able to do on my own without him putting in his own effort. She brought up how she has gotten through to her husband by noticing some of the physical side effects of anxiety and pointing out, like you seem to be getting sick a lot I wonder if the stress is getting to your body and that’s your body’s way of telling you that something is wrong. I explained that it’s hard because I feel like my husband has been really defensive before and I can’t see him really agreeing to do it again. I explained how bad our last couple therapy had gone and then I don’t think you be willing to give it another shot. I explained how the night before we had gotten to a fight because I brought up the parenting strategies that my coworker used and how that was basically in a lot of ways how I want to parent my kids and I had brought up that that’s what research says and that he had gotten defensive and snapped and told me to go fuck myself and I was able to recognize that that’s not respectful and I didn’t answer him when he asked me something and he ended up apologizing. I explained how just like with my mom I have a hard time with recognizing that they have any responsibility in all of this because on the other side of things I also feel guilty and like it’s my fault because I’m not reaching out to them, like I don’t tell my husband the little things that bother me because I feel like it won’t be considered important or a big deal. She jokingly said I hate to be Dr. Phil but I think anyone would be able to see why someone like you wouldn’t want to open up about little things when the person you’re talking to might respond with a big go fuck yourself or lose their temper and break things. I got her point, but it’s just really hard because I feel like my husband is really good at making me feel like things are my fault or that I’m being crazy and irrational and sometimes I feel helpless because I feel like we don’t know how else to talk about these issues but I don’t for see him really wanting to do couples therapy at any point again and I’m not really sure how to make those changes. We talked about how men view vulnerability as weakness often and that weakness is often something men really fear. She mentioned how her husband will sometimes have an easy time recognizing and being ok with other people in same situations but when she brings it up about him he acts like it's different for him and she asks why he thinks he's different lol so basically snowflake status. She pointed out that it might help to have som leverage regarding the fact that I don’t want to have children with him until he’s able to work through his traumas and how that affects his temper now because his temper and all of that really re injures and affects me. I explained that I don’t think he would really be phased by that, and she pointed out that it would still be something really good for him to recognize that he needs to work through that before having kids because it’s just not really good for him to be shouting fuck yourself when he’s angry when there are little ones around. I agreed and said that maybe we would talk about things but it’s hard knowing where to start. She told me to just think about it and we will continue next time. We scheduled and while I was paying I asked her if she had ever gone to a hockey game in her area and she said no and then she laughed and said she wasn’t sure because she couldn’t remember. I was like wait how do you not remember if you went and she was like I don’t now I know the kids have went but I can’t remember if I was there with them it must have been years ago but I just can’t remember. I explained that we had gone last weekend and then I had mentioned the fact that she could be there but that realistically I get the vibe that there is super theatrical family and don’t go to hockey games LOL and she was like yeah that’s not really our thing but if you come to a theater I might be there for that. On the way out she said all right dear I’ll see you next week be safe bye. I don’t know why and always notice things like that but there’s always a little pang of sadness when people call me sweet things like deer or honey. And on the way out she said alright dear I’ll see you next week be safe on the drive. I don’t know why and always notice things like that but there’s always a little pang of sadness when people call me sweet things like dear or honey.

[sillymoonboi]

RUNAWAY ANIMATRONIC

NEW EAPS AU! Coming soon- for now you only have the ccharacter designs-

Let me explain- and btw this isn’t during the mimic situation-

So in this au is about what if fazbear found out Stitchwraith and also found out about that there is two dead kids in the stitchwraith so to not get their business shut down, they were gonna shut down stitchwraith and throw them away, Luckily eclipse found out and quickly helped stitchwraith to get out of here and tried to find a place where stitchwraith can stay and hide, he dressed up stitchwraith so he wouldn’t get noticed while he was sneaking out with eclipse , andrew wanted to come true so eclipse just made him possese a random fazwatch- sorry a leftywatch he had laying around , and andrew helped them find a random house not knowing it was actually larson’s house- and that’s it for now

And btw the stitchwraith is the current one (aka jakey and andy) so people don’t asume its the past one

[llamaisllama777]

THE DAILY*/WEEKLY* LAES,TSAMS,EAPS REVIEW SHOW!!!

Off the bat with an amazing episode.

I LOVED this episode. We're finally getting into all the trauma Moon has faced. Everything he's ever done. Everything he ever did. It's all coming back, and he's really not doing well. He was too afraid of Nexus to help Sun.

Moon was afraid. MOON. WAS. AFRAID.

I never thought I'd hear those words.

This episode also made me realize that Moon's sacrifice really did mean nothing! Moon died for nothing. Killcode got to live for a bit, but he still died. Moon's death led to the creation of New Moon/Nexus. If Moon had just accepted his killcode instead of trying to get rid of it, none of this would have happened. Moon's death really did do more harm than good.

Earth really came in clutch here. This was basically a pseudo-therapy episode. (I miss those episodes. Those episodes were always neat)

Earth, you say you may not know what to say sometimes or you don't know what to do but when you do you really do!

I'm also glad Earth and Monty are being more honest with the other cause they are really cute, and I want these characters to be happy.

NEXT EPISODE...

Jack and Sun? Hanging out? YYYYEEEESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I loved this episode a lot, too. It's nice to Jack and Sun finally getting a chance to bond while Solar, Moon, and Monty battle the little barbershop of horrors plant outside. Sun and Jack actually make decent friends. I hope we get more of them hanging out and their dynamic. I loved how Jack finally was able to tell Sun that he felt threatened by Sun's friendship with Dazzle. I was hoping they would eventually talk that out, and I'm so glad it happened!

Things I learned in today's episode

1. Jack doesn't like ranged weapons like guns. (He likes throwing knives, though)

2. Jack has seen every James Bond film. Jack is a Bond fan.

3. Jack can kill a man with a pencil

4. Monty can build anything out of anything

Also, I really hope someone draws a picture of Jack dressed as V from V for Vendetta! Please, someone, draw that! I beg of the!

Also, I thought that scene where Jack was singing Walk the Moon's "Shut up and dance with me" when they were watching the ballroom fight scene from one John Wick movies

And lastly...

Welp. I'm glad they're friends. Shame it took the death of a kid for them to do so.

Jake was nice. He seemed so innocent. I actually felt super sad and worried when they said he died. I was like, "Oh no! Did the killer get to him?!" But no. He just passed..... I honestly think that's sadder for some reason.

Moon, Sun, and Eclipse are working through that loss, and I'm glad to see F.C. and Andrew are working through their own thing.

Yep, as I suspected F.C. is traumatized by what he saw. Seriously, Eclipse, a heads up would have been nice. I'm happy to see F.C. and Andrew get along. They have come a long way since well everything. I also thought it was funny when F.C. said he hated Andrew. I genuinely expected Andrew to be the one to hate F.C. not the other way around.

WE GOT A CLUE ON WHO THE KILLER COULD BE!!!

When F.c. and Andrew was leaving parts and service. Andrew found an open spray can of yellow paint.... the same yellow as the bunny suit the killer wore. The killer is indeed an employee or The Mimic (I will die on that hill till proven otherwise), so the Killer's suit isn't actually yellow, and he has access to the parts and service room. The Killer's identity is closer to being revealed! I. CAN'T. WAIT!

I loved today's episodes. Especially TLAES one.

12/10 👍👏

[axtonorian]

I think Mimic will try something...maybe with Henry....or Eclipse again....idk I feel like he's going to do something....

I will never get over the Mimic arc. I can't help but think about it CONSTANTLY. I'm so serious. Being forced into your head? Having this twisted version of someone you "hate" speak to you about things you did? Reminds me of a certain monkey...

But like...what else do you think happened? What else did the Mimic do? What else did he torment Eclipse with? Did he even do anything else besides what we saw? Or do you think he showed more? Like actually replayed July 16th for example? Or when he blew up Lunar? Did he show any twisted versions of memories? What else did the Mimic do? I need to know.

Every time I think about Eclipse, I think about Mimic. And I can't help but think about Wukong and the scroll from season 4 oh my goddd. AND the weird palace jail from season 5. Gahhh special interests are overlapping....