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Crying because my boyfriend came home from work and as part of our “tell me about your day” bit I started telling him about all I had learned about the omegaverse and how people were coming up with biological explanations for mpreg and then fucking golf ball sized hail started raining down so I think I angered god with mpreg

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Shy and sweet Tali has me feeling some way, gonna be like that one audio that's like

"Come here Bae, come sit next to me! Come and take your draws off!"

And honestly I think that fits very well

-🪼 anon

He’s so !!! I like that autistic man…

I’m still hoping I can get my account back but I feel like I have so many ideas for how I wanna go abt rewriting his stuff. It’s been something I’ve said I wanna do for awhile, so if I do get it back I may just overhaul my entire blog

I want him to be sweet and shy for just a bit longer, and I want him to be even more of a loser and a bit more pathetic. Like, absolutely does not last long at all the first time you get with him, but it’s fine cause he’s an elf so just give him like five minutes. Additionally, reader is gonna be a little bit more extroverted. Not excessively so, but enough to approach him first.

Some other things I’ve decided to change is dropping the bit of him being oblivious to his friends dating. It was really funny, but if I’m using my own worldbuilding homophobia/transphobia isn’t really a thing on a large level? Might dive into that more later as there are some small sects of Elvish religions that are weird about procreation, and of course some people are just assholes, but I will keep my autism on a leash for now. But TLDR they wouldn’t have that much of a reason to hide their relationship, outside of concerns of their friend group treating them differently

Instead, we’re leaning in on the bit that Taleisin thinks his dad is homophobic because he dislikes Callon for ‘no reason’. No, he doesn’t dislike Callon because he’s gnc and bisexual, it’s because he easily figured out he’s in the fucking mafia.

The other bit we’re leaning on more is Taleisin being an unfortunate third wheel. I think it’s funny, and like I said, I want to make him more pathetic. Kinda like these vibes

He’s just happy to be there. But then he’ll have reader and it’ll be okay :D

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Omg yippee you did it! I knew you could! So proud of you Eebee!!!

-🪼 anon

THANK U I waved my arms around real good I love being a conductor

Also conducting in this fit was awesome

I’ll post videos once I have them!!

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More random oc thots but more parenting au stuff from my drafts

- Reader being pregnant would give Taleisin an excuse to go to Taco Bell at 2 AM and he’s living for it. This is GREAT and no one’s gonna tell him no.

- I think reader/Tali’s kid would be the type to watch the same movie over and over again. At first he tells Taleisin it’s a Star Wars movie he’s been watching all day, to which Taleisin internally is like “oh hell yeah” only to find that it’s specially Attack of the Clones; the second movie in the prequel trilogy. He has…mixed feelings about this

- Even if Tali doesn’t understand all of them, he’s willing to do whatever to make sure that kid has plenty of opportunities to go out and make friends. Whatever activity he wants to try, you’re doing it; he doesn’t want him to ever shut himself away like he did <3

- Callon/Alex’s kid has autism and at her diagnosis Callon says “I thought she was just chill like that,” which he quickly learns is not what you say in these situations

- She also sometimes uses sign language and really likes princess movies, so much so that she’ll watch them in other languages for fun

- Reader and Taleisin’s kid has a photographic memory. Which is cool, until he stares at your credit card then spends $100 on Fortnite

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eebee, beloved, love of my life.

renynn is an asshole. i hate love?? him? hes so different than tali…my baby…

i love exploring your brain

WAAAAAAH THANK U MWAH! I can yap abt any of my ocs literally just. All the time. I’m so insane abt them.

My problem is I literally hyperfixate on my OCs. Like I’m not kidding not a single hour goes by where I’m not thinking abt at least one of them unless I’m asleep. Sometimes who specifically I’m hyperfixating on will change, but it’s always one of my blorbos. Right now it’s def Alex/Callon and also Tali’s dad. Bro is 650 years old the dad lore gotta go CRAZYYYY. It’s still rly funny to me he was introduced in Alex’s story before Tali’s, but he’ll come up soon. He is The Guy of all time. A shortlist of some of his lore;

- on the no fly list twice

- an arsonist

- former court advisor to the nobility

- leading researcher in blood magic/discovered significant developments in the field

- former alcoholic

- lover of fat women (runs in the family ig)

- on his third marriage

- war veteran

- war criminal, depending on who you ask

Pretty much he’s a character from my main project where I initially was like “hey wouldn’t it be funny if-” and then EVERYTHING fell into place, like it just made sense for reasons I cannot disclose quite yet :3

I could write an entire essay about how Tali is based off my own experiences as an AuDHD person and how horrifying it can be to re-enter society after experiencing trauma. I have so many thoughts about him, he’s doing his best to work past his shit and is doing a pretty good job all things considered.

Rennyn is just an asshole. In the modern setting he’s also got mafia family baggage, but unlike Callon he’s just “yeah my life fucking rules.”

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That dress is so pretty! You look amazing in it! I wanna get dress like that so bad someday

~⭐️ anon

Thank you!! It was a big dream of mine for years to get into lolita, and I bought my first dress in 2023! I was in San Francisco for a work trip, and we went to the Baby the Stars Shine Bright store. It was lowkey kind of emotional? But since then I’ve been constantly looking for more places that have plus-sizes. I recommend Glitter Tale! They do custom sizing for no extra cost, and are pretty affordable! My dress for my performance next month (aaAAAH) will be by them, and I’m super hyped to get it!

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Need to figure out Rennyn’s appearance specifically so I can draw this post with him and Taleisin

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yk whats crazy? having ur post notifs on and my sister yelling from across the house, "EEBE POSTED!!!" "YIP!"

it happens many times throughout the day :)

WAIT FR? THATS SO CUTE

thank you ;-; i gotta stop shitposting so much i don't wanna get y'alls hopes up when its mindless yap JKL;FDASKJL;FDAS

this fr made me go !!! and made my night, thank you!!

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ohhh i have plans. i have PLANS. I HAVE A PLOT THIS TIME. AND IM GOONING

the porn AND the plot are coming together yESSSSS I HAVE PLANS

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Hi, first time in a while I’m asking a just open ended question, how would some of them react if we were really quiet or tried to hide ourselves in bed. I’m really self conscious of how I look or sound while fucking (I’ve never heard or seen myself but that’s besides the point) so I d basically taught myself to not really make noise or faces. And if I ever do make face or sound I try and hide, so I was thinking about what they’d do. Would they try and comfort and encourage us, would they just fuck us until we can’t help but give in? (Rennyn probably) who knows

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I was halfway done answering this then tumblr refreshed im gonna crash out

ANYWAY

Taleisin: Poor guy would assume he’s doing something wrong, bless his heart. He’d probably think he’s not doing a good job, and would absolutely overthink the entire situation. Once he figures it out though, I think he’d be really sweet and encouraging, kind of like “but you’re so pretty, I want to see you”

Ronan: I think with Ronan it’d be really sweet but also like. I think he’d dirty talk you into having self confidence. Like really slow running his hands down your body, telling you how sexy you are, telling you what parts of his body he likes, and then kissing you all over and eating you out for an hour.

Rennyn: If you try to hide your face, he’s pulling your arms away and forcing you to look at him. I think he’d definitely be the type to fuck you in front of a mirror to force you to watch yourself, he wants you to “see how much of a slut you are.” Even if you’re self conscious, he’s gonna fuck you so good you forget about your insecurities. I think he’d also force you to speak, very much a “tell me how much you like it. Tell me how much you love my cock” type bit.

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can I see the dress you're ordering? MINE IS ALSO COMING FRIDAY

YESSS it’s this one from Metamorphose! I only ordered it on Monday, so when I got the email it’d be here Friday I was like WHAT

I’m so fucking excited HHHHHHHHHH

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Writing Taleisin is always “do I want him or AM I him’

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Despite being over a hundred years old Taleisin just got his license like two years ago

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when reading x reader stuff do you prefer there to be immediate smut within the first part or are you cool with a buildup of 1-3 chapters before getting 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂

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Thinking abt how Taleisin grew up the son to a man who’s devoted his entire life to studying and teaching magic, who mentored one of the greatest mages known to man, who has lists upon lists of accolades as a scholar of magic and battle mage, only to be born… not a mage

That’s gotta fuckin suck

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Art Dump and Reflections :D

Thoughts below!

I feel like these are the arts I’m most proud regarding my ocs, and I need to try drawing tali again. His hair was just pissing me off. I feel like I’m starting to find a style, but I also like the earliest one, the one of Callon in more casual clothing, more than the rest. I also feel like Alex looks older than Ronan. Ronan is like three hundred years old, I imagine him looking in his mid twenties-mid thirties ish. Although, Alex, despite being 20, is very

I definitely feel like I’ve learned a lot since my first drawing of Tali, back in February

I’m still using a lot of bases and references, but I’m getting better at drawing things on my own. I think my biggest challenge is patience and not wanting to just say “yeah fuck it”. I did an illustration of my Pathfinder character and his husband (who very well might just be Callon and Alex in a different universe) and that’s still probably my proudest work. I wanna do more stuff like that, but staying focused on it was HARD.

I just wanna get better at drawing people. And porn. unironically rly proud of this one. Yes, this is based off of the scene in Alex and Callon’s prologue where they fuck in the bathroom.

Bro is goin innnnn

Anyway I wanna be able to draw like. More character portraits that are more polished, I wanna get better at lighting and rendering, and I wanna get better and sketching without references. I’m happy with my progress though. I also wanna get better at backgrounds.

Shit I wanna draw:

- Taleisin. Just in general. Also maybe some porn of him. I feel like he’d look really cute in a dakimakura style thing with his dick out yk.

- All of the Vedrexa’s

- Callon in the sundress (I know I made him kinda ugly on purpose for the bit but I hated how it looked so much I deleted it off my procreate bc I didn’t wanna look at it)

- Tali’s dad (you don’t know it yet but he’s really fuckin hot)

So ya!! Those are my favorite drawings of the past few months. I never thought it’d get this far to begin with, and this is like my seventh time learning how to draw, and I feel like I’m finally sticking with it and making progress.

Big shout out to @n0tamused for all her guidance on art stuff!! Her art is genuinely so fucking god tier, and her ocs are super cute. I’d let Jien kill me. Give her your money. She also drew Tali’s dad awhile back 😎