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RICK MONTGOMERY OHMYLORD FNEIWSKSMMAKA AAAH BRO THIS MAN WRITES THINGS SO GOODLY

[mielgf]

everybody after years of wanting to play and 8 months of baldur’s gate 3 gameplay, im finally gonna play my first dnd campaign next week :)

[shingodzillaa]

Anywayyyy I GOT TO FEED A CROW FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY!!!!!

it literally just walked right up to me and stayed 6 ft away and stared

So I gave it a crumb from my cookie (no chocolate I swear!!!! And a pea sized amount too cause sugar is not good for birdies but I didn’t know until afterwards)

And tossed it towards it. It hopped away a little spooked but then came back and would only take it after I looked away. And then stood a moment longer until taking off, crumb in beak. I’m excited I’ve been talking about feeding a crow for days now and it just happened!!! The universe heard me and was like

“Uggghhhh okay fineeeeee” and gifted me with a bird to feed! But now I must rectify my crumb mistake and buy good snacks for birds. I do like to eat roasted corn anyway so it will be tasty for me and hopefully my new bird friend.

[charleemoon]

i love hannibal lecter so much so much so much… and because i think other anons have established you understand will to a great depth, and will understands hannibal the most, i wanted to know if you have any headcanons about hannibal himself?

my personal one is that he’s always cold like just. perpetually chilled. if someone points it out he says something like “i’m cold-blooded” as a mini joke to himself (ie the cannibal puns haha) but on a deeper level (because everything with dr lecter has to be complex) is that it’s almost like he never warmed again since mischa died😇😇 it also adds to him being inhuman a bit

but yes thank you good pal

hi anon!!!!!!

i also love love love hannibal lecter more than anything. im so happy to be regaled as the will understander!! i only hope i can do the same for hannibal :D

i reallllyyy let this one simmer for a bit tbh because it was hard to remember off the top of my head, so i just kept a note open and jotted things down when they came to me. might have ... too many. now. i hope you enjoy at least!!!

i love love love the cold hannibal hc its something i had already imagined so i hope you don't mind if it pops up once or twice in my own too... "it’s almost like he never warmed again since mischa died" IM PUNCHING YOU DEAD

hannibal speaks lithuanian when he's overwhelmed with emotion. i adore in fics when he is so deeply moved and enthralled with will that he just starts speaking full sentences to him. i don't think he'd open with it, not at all, it's not something he does out of choice. i imagine since mischa's death, he hasn't spoken a word of lithuanian to another person. he spent his years mute until he moved to paris, spoke only french and english. he writes to himself frequently in it, keeps many things in his house labeled with his mother tongue. but no one has known the voice of his youth since the loss of his sister. but in will's embrace, in his shocking eyes and warm breaths, he finds it spilling out of him, shaky and vulnerable. some days, it's the only language he speaks to him. after enough time, i think will is familiar enough with it that he is able to speak short phrases back to him, and it melts hannibal's heart all over again

i like canon pansexual hannibal, he'd just never refer to it as that. he'd say some weird vague shit like "love, like death, is a fluid, ever present thing. i find it to be undeniable, and am at most peace to let it run its course." or whatever

hannibal is also like. very nonbinary/gender fluid to me. but again its like in that "all human existence is fluid why should i confine myself to one state of being" nonsense. all pronouns "we cannot control others perception of us. we can exist in a multitude of bodies and minds, never one quite the same. who is to say gender is not one of those evermoving pieces of the self?" i think he should wear a skirt 🥀

hannibal is just as touch starved as will and is veryyy clingy. always giving lasting touches, quick kisses, anywhere he goes in the house, he offers for will to join him because he likes his presence so much. sit in the kitchen with me while i cook, lay by the fire with me while i read. impossible to escape him in bed. he's got a leg over will, tucked into the crook of his neck, hands holding him in every place they can. will needs to piss and it's like prying off an octopus. he's always cold compared to will running hot so they regulate each other's body temperature [sometimes he puts his cold hands under will's shirt and he goes EEEEEPPPP STOP IT!!!!]

he's very, very autistic to me [going more into this in another ask about my hannigram hcs...] part of hannibal's autism is his whole control freak thing so i think when he plans out a day or an event and it gets fucked up, he gets like severely upset. like gets really overwhelmed emotionally and is prone to like irrational anger or physical discomfort. no one knows this though because he is extremely good at outwardly controlling his reactions. i think he also goes nonverbal when he's overstimulated but he just. doesn't allow himself to. people are always expecting him to speak, and speak well, fill the space. but it burns, hot and heavy on his tongue, discomfort twitching in his neck. he deals with irrational anger and meltdowns when he's triggered which is obvious. because he kills people over it LOL. IN MY HEART THATS AUTISTIC 💜[someone tell him what masking is]

adding onto this, hannibal is the worst person to vacation with. he overplans everything and gets really stressed out when things go wrong. but not like visibly but you can TELL. like his jaw is tense and he won't look will in the eye. clasping and unclasping his hands into fists. will leans to take his hand and rub soothing circles into it, a quiet comfort, and a grounding thing. "please do not kill our flight attendant, it would be very messy."

hannibal does not know how to dress casually. like at all. i think his fashion sense is the way it is because it's controlled and predictable. all his suits are the same material that feel comfortable against his skin, it helps him keep routine. when he starts dressing down more around will i think he looks a LITTLE stupid

hannibal cries significantly more than will. at films, and music. in love, and in grief. he's moved to tears at the sight of will, wiping sweat off his forehead in the lawn, basked in the warm glow of the setting sun, an easy smile on his lips. will always laughs, quiet and embarrassed. he keeps a handkerchief on him even when he's dressed down. he's always dabbing away at misty eyes in the presence of his beautiful husband

hannibal listens to music very frequently and while he does most things. it's always playing somewhere in the house. he likes using really old and traditional recordings of music. has original copies of scores and operatic performances and whatnot.

hes a masochist btw. i don't need to elaborate

hannibal age regresses!!! BTW. this is like one of my favorite hcs. this most frequently happens to him regressing to his teenage years, going mute, feeling odd emptiness and confusion. he only ever regressed alone before will, and wasn't aware it was happening. once he grows more comfortable with will, he regresses more and more around him, especially in the winter or when triggered. i think he's deeply hesitant to, not entirely consciously, as i don't think he's in control or understanding of it [kind of a part of him he just tucks away and suppresses]. in regression, he speaks entirely in lithuanian or is mute, again depending on how young he is. he has crying outbursts, can't stop shivering and covers himself in blankets, trying to keep out a cold that isn't there. tėtis, mama, he whispers in broken prayers. ne, ne, ne, shaking his head and crying, pulling hair and rocking back and forth. will always stays with him, even when he screams, when he can't control his fear, his bladder, his sobbing and cowering. šaltas, he whispers through chattering teeth, and will holds him. will is the only thing that can keep him warm in those moments. "tėtis is here, you're okay. gerai. everything is okay."

as mentioned, he hates the cold and suffers seasonal depression because of it. its why he's always wearing like 4 fucking layers. he keeps his house very warm. he's still cold to the touch. carrying will from the verger estate triggered a severe episode that he forcibly went through to get will home. he was mute for the rest of the day, much to the fbi's chagrin.

further!!!!! hannibal was extremely distressed during his imprisonment due to the forced changes to his appearance and routine. i think he was regularly regressed or going through episodes, but he went straight back to the rigid control over it all. forced himself to appear normal, never weak. it was a more horrifying concept to be seen in that vulnerability, in such a lonely place. it was always cold there. no matter how hard he tried, he could never stop his shivering at night. the touch starvation made him nauseous

he has nothing of mischa. no photos, no clothes, he burned it all. mischa exists nowhere but in his mind, his memory of her. no one can know her unless he lets them. despite this, his house is littered with odd things here and there that don't seem to fit his image. porcelain animals and lace fettered things. figures of angels with golden hair. he buys them and he doesn't know why. beautiful things his sister might like. he doesn't think of it

expanding on that, i think hannibal is a compulsive maximalist. while he is in love with art and creation and takes great pride in his belongings and their beauty, he fills his life to a maybe unnecessary degree in response to his childhood, growing up in orphanages, going country to country. nothing ever really belonged to him, everything was always temporary. he overdoes it now

hannibal is. at all times a little passively suicidal. he enjoys the life he's created for himself, and he is angered at those who threaten it. but he has that call to the void, he likes getting close to death to prove himself greater than god. but i think he also expects it deep down. and is always ready for it. he's been waiting to die ever since mischa did, his whole life feeling like a clock ticking past its final toll. waiting for the gears to break and splinter. when him and will get together, i think they find out he's a lot more self destructive than he realizes. he attempted suicide as a teenager. smiles

[timothylawrence]

Question: how do you feel about the Duke Wyll ending? I’m kinda of two minds about it: I think the blade of avernus ending ultimately suits his ambitions and principles more and it’s obviously the one he chooses if he’s given the choice, which I think is super important. But I think he does have the heart, compassion and wits to run the Gate properly, and I love the idea of him and his partner being able to settle down into a less dangerous life together. You always have absolute top notch Wyll opinions so I wanted to get your two cents about it!!

eeeeepppp i like this question!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think Wyll's endings are rather interesting... i don't know if I can word correctly but I love love his duke ending. I don't think he has any bad endings, but, I do think the closest to 'bad' would be his blade of Avernus ending, so to speak- which kinda checks out when all the companions have to be swayed from what they want (Asty wants Ascension, Gale godhood, Shadowheart Dark Justiciar, etc.)

Again, I think it all falls back onto the writers and their inability to give him a fulfilling, concrete quest line of his own. But Wyll choosing to chase the hells over the sword coast is... once again tearing him away from the people and world he loves. Of course, I'm conflicted, considering this ending is the ending (or at least going to Avernus) would be the reason he'd get his revenge on Mizora, which i think he deserves! So to rob Wyll of that also feels kind of... icky.

I think Wyll would make a great Duke!! I think it's what he's really destined to be tbh. He's got, like you said, all the best traits and the heart that's needed to guide baldur's gate to glory as they say haha.

I personally love and incorporate an ending that takes into account all three for my playthru with Rana- he goes to avernus as the blade of avernus to slay mizora + save Karlach, comes back up to be the blade of frontiers (after a lavish fun crazy wedding) alongside his love, and then eventually becomes the Duke with his beloved after a few years :,) when they finally settle down.

[celestie0]

idk if this is weird bc it's political but like imagining ihm gojo being a liberal man...idk it's so hot he advocates for my bodily autonomy

the bar is in hell

also correct me if im wrong but ihm gives me such midwest vibes, since their city is a small town where everyone knows each other. like illinois!! cornfields!!! (actually the town gives me more indiana vibes due to the scarcity of grocery stores but i hate indiana xoxo)

and ALSO one thing from past chapters that's been going thru my mind is GETO ever since reader saw him in the grocery store. LIKE HELLOW YOU PUT SUGURU X READER IN THE TAGS AS WELL?? AND NO ONE HAS BROUGHT THAT UP?? (i think) my theory: geto is going to visit gojo, maybe stay in a spare room, and BOOM mingling between geto and reader. and then BOOM gojo gets jealous. confirm or deny 🤔

LMAO the bar being in hell is so real tbh. but no ya ihm gojo is very liberal!!! i kinda have it in my mind that the story is set in like...mideasternish washington state!! washington state is a very blue state so yes he is like...advocating for federal legalization of marijuana level of liberal bahaha (although ik the mideastern parts are kind of a mix of red n blue counties a lil bit)

OOPS I JUST READ THE NEXT PARAGRAPH lmfao no i hear you!! it could totally be midwest too aaa but like idk anything about midwest and figured there are quite a few small towns up on the pacific northwest area hence why i chose washington state heheh

my original plans were to have it be set in socal but like. there are zero small towns here in socal HAHAH. we have a grocery store at...every other red light pretty much

and yes indeeeeeeed there's a little bit of suguru x reader (tbh i haven't quite decided on how much yet bc i love ihm gojo sososososososooooo much i don't wanna hurt him where reader gets TOO involved w suguru n he finds out or sumn aaa) BUT.....no babe your theory about him is wrong bahah it's a bit more complex than that actually :0 tinyyy hint below the cut in case you don't want spoilers

ihm gojo n ihm suguru are NOT on good terms sooo uhh yea all the more reason why i'm nervous to make reader get involved w ihm suguru eeeeepppp

[theladyofshalott1989]

Oh my glob ......eeeeepppp I just thought of another Disney movie that would do wonders for Damien and sebby....well two...first it's the last city of Atlantis the lost empire with Sebastian sallow as Milo and Damien well you can guess that one and Tarzan Damien as well Tarzan..i have been think of this a lot and now you shall too 😈

OMG haha 😆 So… I have been thinking about what other Disney movies to make AUs of (BTW @anomalyaly has an amazing Tangled one that I highly recommend with Sebastian as Flynn Rider)…

It’s been a very, very, very long time since I’ve seen Atlantis, but Tarzan would be hilarious 😂 The thought of Sebastian as Jane is making me cackle.

I’m actually considering a Beauty & the Beast AU, but I’m hung up on who would be the side characters. I also need to get back to my Quidditch Champions crack fic, so I probably shouldn’t be thinking about this right now. Lol. OH WELL 🤣

[missamyrisa2]

Miss Amy 😍,

From your latest posts it’s clear you are in a lee mood and I am the person to tickle that right out of you. Those teasy photos of your cute tummy and cuter feet just make me want to press my fingers in purple ink and tickle the daylights out of you.

I would leave purple finger prints and kissy lipstick marks all over your tummy and on each toe. I would get my purple lipstick and write all over your soles about how cute they are and they are property of meeee.

I would taunt you and ruthlessly tickle tease you until you beg for release and then ….

I would tickle tease your royal part until all of your lee space cums out all over my purple fingers and lipstick ….

I am alwaysssss just a giggle blush away from a lee mode and this is notttt helping one bitttt~!!! Okay okay okay okayyyy I teasee fine everyone teeeases that doesn't meeeeean I need ticklessss ~ Eeeeepppp the purpley inkkkk ghhaaaaa bodyyy art is soooo ticklyyy teasee hotttt I can't stand it because it's that focused attention and the material sensationnn and that tinglyyyyy dryyyyyyyingg oh my gooshhhh I had someone draw on my belly once with a highlighter and even just thattttt about melted me into madnessss especially feeeling it afterwords and that was yellow but purple? Nnnhhhhhh the daylights would be forever eclipsed and i would only be seeing stars I promise youuuuuu and that's not evennn talking about lip printsss~!! MMmhghhhh I hate lip printsssss I use them because I knowww how baddd it issss to give that little soft smack and lingering tinglee it's sooo much luvvvv on a spotttt and you're gonna use purpley lipsss on those death spotssss? I hope you have earplugs my darlinggggg because I'm gonna put your ears to the test with how much I scream my silly head offffff and mmhhhh don't hot wire meeeee that's nnnhhh I can't notttt get all tinglyyy there when you tease like thiss and purple and kissiesss and touchesss and death spotttttt and attentionnnnhhhh you're gonna coax the sparkles from meeee and that's nottt goooood not goodieeeee it's gonna mmhh I'm pretty sure it miiiight tiiiickle!!

[chaotic-orphan]

EEEEEPPPP just have to say I love love LOVED the latest part of Defiant Leader x Confident Villain!!! I mean, the sheer WHUMPERFLIES 😱😱

The tension! The conflict! The EVERYTHING was so beautifully written!!

It was so juicy and perfect and AHHHHH I LOVED EVERY SINGLE MICROSCOPIC SECOND OF IT!!!

Any chance of another continuation in the near future??? *gives irresistible puppy eyes as hidden superpower*

I love your writing so muccccchhhhh argh I can never get enough of it! 😭

*plucks out eyes so I can't be subjected to your superpower*

I am delighted you like the new part of defiant Leader, but unfortunately, my writing is on a writing schedule now, a rota if you will, of what fics to update and when - and since Defiant Leader was just updated it is moved to the back of the pile...

I'm sorry, but I need to give all my fics some love for god sake, do some dusting, break off the mould and let them know they're still loved hehehe

But I will post an Update Schedule and put it on the Masterpost so everybody knows when their next favourite fic will be updated!!

P.S - it's hard to type with no eyes, blood running down my cheeks, wind running through my sockets... I would appreciate when I grow back my eyes if you could not use your irresistible puppy dog eyes again, or else we will have to fight to the death... 3:)

[kittyplushy]

Eeeeepppp later into the relationship when Sam just becomes completely ooc (got wayyy into the girlfriend bit and is genuinely so in love) she actually starts getting excited to show Julianne her favorite things. Medical and botanical subjects and guidebooks. Going hiking and camping. Going bear watching with her during Spring and Summer. I wanna also get involved in the things she genuinely loves (maybe not murder though but that's a different convo)

[sleepyjuice]

EEEEEPPPP!!!!!

[tamlindain]

Uhhhhh I reset my laptop and now my tumblr email and password is lost eeeeepppp. How do I retrieve it from my tumblr app??? HELPPPPP

[lauraagrace]

Today is the start of the FINAL round in my shoujo event and I AM SO EXCITED!!! 🤩🤩🤩

I'll be reading and reviewing the top three most voted manga series starting next month, so please come vote for your faves!! EEEEEPPPP!!

[jokerislandgirl32]

Genuinely it is the best feeling; it is exactly like this! And for me when my mutuals/anyone says this about Ziolet….eeeeepppp! It’s absolutely amazing!

Me when a stranger on the internet says my selfship is canon to them

Pro.shippers/com.shippers DNI please

[middle-eastern-queen]

Wait... they START with both their deaths??!?!?! He apparently takes her revenge and dies. And THEN the show starts?!?! So the whole show is a flashback of what happened to get to that point?!?!? A new Turkish show with an actual PLOT AND STORYTELLING!??!??!?

Eeeeepppp😍😍😍😍

[missamyrisa2]

Yo miss Amy! I been finkin yeh? Gangster tickle gang ❤️‍🔥👌

Ooooh I loooooove thatttt oneeee ~ it's likeee okay, I could never ever pull that off myself but I would sooo want to be on the receiving end of a toughie who has ways of making me talk. And not just because of the two Don Turtellis (yes the other one too, the way he waves that feather~ eeeeepppp~). There's something about thattt mmmh ~ that like long overcoat and fancy hat wearing gangster slipping out their trusted tickle tool and standing over you, all tied and helplesss trying to think of every combination of words that will stop the incoming torture ~ but this tickle gangster can't be fooled or reasoned with. You have something and it's only a matter of time before they extract it from ya~ and it's not the teasyyyy tickles either it's those stern mostly silent tickles as they work that craft, the menacing loooooksss and just the whole desperate situation of it all, especiallyyyy when the nearby goons decide to get in on the action too~!