#eunwoo stables

[mykoreanlove]

the kissing booth 💋

„Bestie, you love me right?“

You didn’t need to turn around and look at your best friend in order to know that she was batting her eyelashes and seducing you with her macaroon Bambi eyes.

„Nope“, you answered flatly.

„Y/N, what the fuck?“, she asked out in agony.

You turned around laughing, looking into her offended face.

„What do you want?“

She jumped up in excitement, eager to tell you her plans.

„Okay, so, I want to go to a kissing contest and I need you to come with me. Moral support and such…“, she confessed.

„A kissing contest?“, you asked bewildered. 

„Yeah, it’s for Eun Woo’s new music video. He actually wants to cast a nobody and they need to check if there’s enough chemistry.“

„You’re telling me that you are getting in line with thousands of other girls in order to kiss Eun Woo? Are you out of it?“

„Y/N, nooo! You know how much I want to become an actress. This could be my stepping stone. Please! I can’t do this without you!“, she begged. 

„What do you need me for? Carry your chapstick?“, you rolled your eyes.

„For once, yes. But I also need you to hype me up. You know how insecure I get with all the competition out there. Please. Please. Please?“

„Fine“, you huffed out. „But for the record, I don’t think you need this. You are so talented and someday someone important will stumble upon your talent. You hear me?“

„Yeah, yeah, yeah, thank you!“, she cried out in excitement. 

A couple of days later you found yourself waiting in a big mall complex with thousands of other girls, eagerly waiting for their shot at - whatever they would call it. 

The crowd was mixed - fangirls, vixens, influencers, shy girls, confident girls, wallflowers, girls that came for Eun Woo, girls that came for fame, girls that hoped this would be their breakthrough in the world of entertainment. 

And amidst all of that were you.

Not giving a fuck about Eun Woo, or entertainment at that point.

„Ladies, welcome! Thank you so much for participating in this kissing booth. Eun Woo will be here shortly and then we can get going!“, a staff member called out. 

„Can you imagine how dry his lips will be if he kisses all of us?“, your friend asked astounded. 

„Oh please, as if he will kiss everyone in here. Is this your first time?“, a voice next to you answered. She was a beautiful girl - tall, thin, porcelain skin and natural make up. She looked like someone Eun Woo would kiss deliberately. „His manager will select a few, watch“, she further explained.

And just like she foretold Eun Woo’s manager appeared and selected a couple of girls. 

„Shit, what if he doesn’t select me?“, your friend asked panicked. 

„Of course he will select you. How could he not?“

You watched his manager make the rounds and choose the most beautiful girls, the ones that were made to be kissed by Eun Woo.

You felt your friend panicking more and more as the manager walked into your direction. Like a reflex, you took her hand into yours and squeezed it, signaling that everything will be alright.

„You“, he said as he looked at your best friend. Both of you sighed out in relief.

„And you“, he said as he looked at you.

„What, me?“, you asked confused. 

„Oh my god, we are doing it together, y/n. So cool!“, your friend jumped up and down excitedly. 

All of the chosen girls were ushered into a private section of the mall, waiting for Eun Woo to arrive. The girls’ faces were filled with excitement and hope, whereas yours was filled with confusion. 

„Which number did you get?“, you asked.

„47“, she answered.

You looked down at your plate - 100. 

„Am I the last?“, you mumbled under your breath. 

Minutes after the guest of honor finally arrived - welcomed by chaotic screams of his many admirers. 

„You know, he isn’t my type but he is so fucking handsome. Wow“, your friend remarked. 

For the first time ever you took a good look at him. Your friend was right - he was a very handsome man. Tall, lean, a bit of muscles. Sharp gaze with sharp features, long full hair and a charismatic smile. You could easily see why every girl was falling for him. And yet, you were not convinced. 

„Don’t you think he looks uncomfortable?“, you whispered.

„What? No way. He loves getting all the attention. Look at him.“

And you did. But no matter how hard you tried you couldn’t overlook the fact that his million dollar smile didn’t reach his eyes. To you, he looked uncomfortable.

„Okay, get in line please“, the staff advised you all.

Eun Woo sat down behind the counter, waiting for the girls to get ready.

You were watching this whole ordeal with mixed feelings. His body language was tense, his muscles looked stiff and you worried if this was really the right thing to do.

„Okay, wish me luck!“, your friend said before she went to kiss Eun Woo.

„You got this“, you mouthed at her, showing your support once again.

You were the last in line and after a couple of other girls it was finally your turn.

Eun Woo looked relieved as he realized that you were the last one.

„Hi“, he smiled at you warmly.

„Hi“, you said politely.

He leaned over and perked his lips but something inside of you begged you to stop this. So you did.

„Hey, uhm, is it okay with you if we just hug?“

His face fell, not understanding why you would refuse this once in a lifetime opportunity.

„You don’t want to kiss me?“, he asked, a pinch of sadness in his voice.

„No, I’d rather just hug“, you explained flatly.

Within seconds his face lit up again and he came in front of the booth, holding his arms out to you. 

You smiled as you hugged him, wrapping your arms around his torso for a short moment of time. 

He was soft and smelled amazing, so you were grateful for your risky choice.

„Okay, let’s go. We’ll have to choose the winner now“, the staff advised.

As you were ushered into the waiting room you were confused about your feelings. 

You never really liked him, pretty boys were never your type, yet somehow you felt attracted to him. 

You sat down and waited, overhearing the conversations of the others.

„I am telling you, when we kissed, it was like angels were singing. He is so into me, I just know it!“

„Our kiss was so passionate. I stuck my tongue down his throat! He was so surprised but so into it!“

„I love him. I just love him. How is he so beautiful? I need him in my life. I need him to be mine.“

„Pretty sure he will pick me. He looked at me like he wanted to rip off my clothes.“

„His lips were so soft. I want to kiss them again.“

Hearing all of this made you sick - they were treating him like an animal in a cage. 

Did no one else notice how uncomfortable he looked doing this?

„This waiting is the worst“, your friend sighed as she sat down next to you.

„Yeah, it better be worth it“, you smacked her lightly.

Before you could playfully banter you were interrupted by the staff entering the room.

„Okay, everyone. Thank you for participating in this kissing contest. I hope you had a great time today.“

The girls cheered and applauded, eager to know who would kiss him again.

Shortly after, Eun Woo entered the room, smiling brightly.

„Hey girls“, he shyly greeted. 

„I want to thank you for showing up today. I know this is a special occasion and you all did well. However, you know we can only have one winner…“, he mumbled.

You looked around, every girl was hanging on to his plush lips.

„And the winner is… number 100, y/n.“

The girls’ faces instantly fell, but they still applauded you on your victory.

„Oh my god, you won“, your friend cheered for you.

„Me?“, you asked in disbelief. 

„Yes you“, she confirmed and pushed you to the front. 

Eun Woo’s face lit up as he finally saw you, making you suddenly feel all kinds of things. He held his hand out to you and smiled warmly, inviting you take it and follow him.

„We are not shooting today, if you’re worried about that“, he explained as he looked into your concerned face.

„It’s not that…“, you admitted.

„Then what is?“

„I just don’t understand. I mean, why me?“

He looked at you intensely, his eyes boring into yours.

„I chose you because you were the only one that treated me like a human being.“

Your eyes widened in surprise as you heard him.

„I didn’t want to do this but my management forced me into it. I don’t know if you can imagine what that’s like but basically I am their slave. So, if they tell me to kiss hundred girls, I have to do just that. Some think I’m lucky, but I feel abused.“, he confessed honestly.

„I am so sorry, Eun Woo“, you answered truthfully.

„Thank you. But I guess that’s the price I have to pay… for all the fame and fortune.“

„Still, you shouldn’t be forced to kiss strangers like that…“

„You saw right through me, right?“, he asked curiously. 

You hesitated to answer.

„That’s why you didn’t want to kiss me, right? Because you saw how uncomfortable I really was? That’s quite rare, y/n.“

„People rarely see you for you, right?“

He shook his head.

„No, it’s always Eun Woo, the star. Eun Woo, the actor. Eun Woo, the pretty face. But no one sees Eun Woo, the person. Well, no one but you.“

His eyes sparkled as he confessed all this to you. 

Suddenly, a warm feeling spread through your whole body, making you painfully self-aware. 

Is my lipstick smeared? Do I smell? Did I put on perfume? Is my make up okay? 

„I’d like to take you out, y/n“, Eun Woo suddenly proposed.

„Me? Why?“, you asked dumbfounded.

The most heartfelt laugh escaped his lips, he definitely wasn’t used to this answer. 

„Because I’d like to talk to you. Human to human, that is. What do you say?“

[ateez-himari]

FASHION WEEK; HIDDEN SCHEDULES

Fashion Houses saw their offers declined by ATEEZ's Min Himari for health reasons

October 3, 2024 (11:36PM)

Invitation lists made available to the public lead to the interesting revelation that Versace's global ambassador was offered many more schedule opportunities with diverse fashion houses - such as Saint Laurent, Yohji Yamamoto and McQueen - which were unfortunately turned down by health concerns. While this does raise questions in regards to the beloved vocalist's condition that had been proven quite fragile on several occasions, the high demand for her presence reflects the impact of ATEEZ in the scope of American media ever since their unforgettable Coachella performance.

In response to the influx of concerns, Himari revealed that due to the severity of her hearing loss, events such as fashion shows tend to be very difficult to navigate as picking out voices from loud background noise or locating the interviewers calling out to her becomes nearly impossible, resulting in heavy fatigue. This disability affects concerts as well especially seeing that the group has begun touring through larger venues hence her in-ear monitors are rarely taken out during performances since they act as noise cancellation, reducing the otherwise overwhelming auditory input.

While the hearing aid helps with things such as; amplification of audio to balance auditory input, enhanced directionality and speech understanding, it fails to provide accurate localization, does not overcome the challenge of background noise completely and can lead to confusion due to remaining complications distinguishing sound sources. With the vocalist having lost roughly ninety percent of her audition, these things affect daily life no matter the environment which is why some 'unusual' mannerisms are used by members to get her attention (touching her instead of calling out to her, speaking directly into her ear in noisy environment, standing on her left when speaking to her, etc.) in order to avoid overstimulation. Some have even been seen communicating with simple sign language when positioned too far from her.

Should the maknae have taken those numerous schedules in such high volume environments, she would have likely suffered from things such as; heightened stress levels, impaired balance, avoidant behavior along with mental and physical fatigue. Since this condition was not passed down through genetics there is little to no chance of it deteriorating or spreading to the side remaining intact, but Himari and KQ Entertainment are taking preventive measures to assure that her health remains at this stable point.

The brands rejected managed to find some way of associating this ever growing producer to their houses through photoshoots and even showed off the easy synergy she creates with other artists like Cha Eunwoo - who posed with her for Saint Laurent. Thankfully after five years of ignorance about this disability the industry seems to be finding ways to make idol life easier, proving the care the group's company truly holds for their artists.

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[rubyuji]

Enough for Me (Moon Junhui) 𓏲 ๋࣭  ࣪‧₊🪼˚‧ ✧𓍢ִִ໋˚.

Genre: Angst, Comfort

Warnings: Heavy mentions of depression and being suicidal, gaslighting (not from Jun or the reader though), a death of a loved one being mentioned, A LOT of long dialogue and cursing.

Synopsis: No one could handle you and you seemed to be the problem because everyone had always walked out on you. Not in Jun’s case though.

Note: Reworked, I apologize for how this is all loosely based on a true story (not adding too many details as to how) but I swear none of the idols mentioned as mean friends supposedly act like this in person in the story. As always, happy reading and don’t forget to support me by liking + reblogging my works! If you’re ever in a bad place, don’t be afraid to reach out.

WC: 1.5k

“Listen Y/n, I think it’s seriously immature of you to constantly delete your messages after you vent about something. Do you not think we care? You’re almost guilt-tripping us in a way, and it’s not like we constantly have time to respond to you, we have important things to take care of outside of our friendship,” Your friend, Jungkook, grits his teeth.

You stood still, shell-shocked at what had just come out of his mouth. Throughout the times you needed your friends most, they were never there for you, and now that your grandmother died they decide to drop a bomb on you? It hadn’t even been a day since she had passed.

“Jungkook, I don’t want to argue with you so as an explanation, I don’t delete my messages as a form of guilt-tripping. It just hurts my head and clogs my brain to see them in our group chat. Seeing how no replies with it just being there makes me feel even worse like I’m bringing the mood down, so I delete them because I also consider how you guys would feel,” you reply quietly, completely avoiding eye contact with everyone else as you play with your hands nervously.

“Honestly Y/n, we’re not the best at comforting but we can always listen to you. You just make it seem as though we could care less,” Nana says harshly.

Why were they doing this to you? You had a lot going through your mind and things were slowly escalating into an argument, but you were cornered, it was just you against everyone else it seemed.

“Y/n, we care about you ok? I don’t want you talking about killing yourself or that suicidal shit because I care about you. God, stop acting like a depressed piece of shit,” Jungkook continued to press on.

“I always consider how you guys would feel because I get you’re always so busy with class, but do I beg for you guys to listen? No, because I always put you all before me! Just let me be selfish for once. I do not wish for you guys to experience the pain I’m feeling,” You blew up but immediately kept yourself grounded by slouching beside Eunwoo on the couch.

“Guys, can you give Y/n a break? Fucks sake, someone in her family just DIED and there is still school to think about. Do you not realize that losing a close loved one is a lot to take in? Leave Y/n alone and let things work on their own because there can only be so much on someone’s plate,” Eunwoo sighed, clearly agitated at how your friends were acting like complete idiots by arguing with you at the worst possible moment.

“Y/n, you’ve always been the same, you wanna die right now? Fine, and you can have all the space you want, I don’t fucking care. At least come back when you’re mentally stable and respond normally will you?” You remained silent as everyone stared you down. If looks could kill, you’d be shot from every direction.

You were so close to breaking down that you simply ran out of the apartment and didn’t look back once.

You were grateful that at least Eunwoo cared but right now you needed to find solace in someone else who cared about how you felt about all this rather than how they felt. That’s when your feet led you to the apartment below yours, it was Jun’s.

You bring your hand to knock on the door, but it swings open before you can even land your knuckles on the wood to make the sound. Were you that loud?

On the other side stood a worried-looking Jun, the man immediately rushing you inside and leading you to his couch where he held you in a tight embrace.

That was the last thing you needed before you cracked, and suddenly all the tears you held in are streaming down your face.

“What happened? I heard about your grandmother and went to check on you but you were with your friends so I came back, thinking they were comforting you. Yet you’re here crying?” Jun was confused.

He heard your friends through the apartment door talking to you, deciding to come back once they were gone, but you beat him to it after he heard the pattering of feet down the hall.

You wipe your tears and smile off the intense pain you were feeling, disregarding it as nothing when you were really at your full capacity with everything going on.

You had a lot to think about, your family, how you were going to cope with everything. It was all too much, everything happening in less than a day.

“Jun, they were just agitated with me because I acted immaturely. I’ll spare you the details for now, but I deleted my vent messages in our group chat, they got mad and I gave them an explanation but then they go and gaslight me, which is all too much to handle,” You blabbered while Jun listened intently.

“Y/n, why would you let this happen? I remember you mentioning their lack of response towards you and how you never complained once, but then they go and do this. You don’t deserve any of the pain they caused,” he replies in a whisper, before bringing you into another hug that you desperately needed.

“It’s a lot, Jungkook told me to stop acting like a depressed piece of shit, immediately bringing up my past of being suicidal, then Nana acts like she did so much for me when they were never there. At least Eunwoo cared,” you muttered the last part to yourself, but Jun caught it and chuckled.

“Well, of course, he’s Eunwoo. Not a man of many words but always has the right ones when needed, I’m glad he stood up for you,” Jun then got up and handed you a blanket he found on the loveseat in his living room.

He hands you the blanket and you take it with a grateful smile. You’ve been through a lot today, and having someone finally care about you made you feel comfortable to be a bit vulnerable for even just a moment. Jun just felt like home to you.

“Y/n, they were shit friends towards you ok? They’re just mad because they’ve finally realized their mistakes and now that you’re putting yourself first, they think you’re being selfish,” he poked your cheek and you almost laughed through your tears, before Jun continued to speak.

“Listen, you are the most selfless person I know, you care so much about everyone else that you’ve reached a point where you pleased them too much, that now you can’t even do the bare minimum for yourself,” You take in his words and tears stream down your face again.

Had you been too lax? You never even thought of putting yourself first in anything, always opting to make everyone happy because you thought that it was enough for you.

“Everything I do isn’t enough, there’s always a problem with me. Everyone just leaves me Jun, I’m so tired of it all,” you huff out in frustration.

Jun’s brows knit and he pulls you even closer than you thought possible, almost flustering you, but he continues to comfort you.

His heart cracked at the sight of you, you looked so tired, exhausted, and devoid of life. It hurt Jun to see you that way when you’ve been hiding it for the longest time.

“You’ve suffered enough Y/n, let everything work by itself. To me, everything you do is enough, it’s enough for me ok? You were there for me during the times I needed someone, you kept me sane and comforted me even when you weren’t doing well by yourself. Don’t beat yourself up over something that isn’t your fault,” You nod and wipe your tears.

You knew what he meant. Jun had it just as hard as you are having it now, and you made sure he knew he was heard and had a shoulder to cry on.

It wasn’t just him either, you always made way to listen to everyone and tried your best to comfort them in any way you could.

“You know, you always make everyone feel heard, you’re just an amazing person, Y/n. Don’t ever think one bit that you aren’t enough when you would do so much more for everyone, and I’m glad you come to us because we do more than what those other friends of yours could,” Jun stared at the photo of you, along with his other friends on the wall.

Since your friends were never available, you felt happy to reach out to Jun and his other friends, Wonwoo, Soonyoung, Jihoon, and Minghao, when you needed a listening ear.

They all made you feel safe and secure during the times you had to stay strong for your grandmother, and even if they weren’t the best at comforting sometimes, they still tried, way more than anyone could bring themselves to.

“Thank you Jun, I feel much better now, even for a moment. Can we watch a movie or something with the other guys? I wanna get my mind off things for a while,” You ask softly.

Your eyes were still glassed over but your tears already dried. Jun nods at your request and immediately runs to order food and call the others.

Honestly, you couldn’t ask for anything better, because even if life is shitty, you get stronger and the pain is only temporary.

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[k-tarotz]

I’ll be forever thankful if you guys ever posted a love reading for Cha Eunwoo, I’m living off of crumbs here 😭🙏

Yess! We got you dont worry! 🩵

𝘊𝘩𝘢 𝘌𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘰𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗

╰┈➤ Alright so unfortunately he seems to go through emotional pain at the moment. Not necessarily from a break up or related to love, but loosing his friend is definitely something that left a scar on him emotionally. It's been a while but it still affects him to this day. Due to that, he is more aware of himself and other people. Its likely that he rejects more people Than in the past, for multiple reasons - he knows he didn't fully heal yet and doesn't want to come off as cold or distant towards his partner while going through a hard time. He also doesn't want to be used? As in he doesn't want someone to date him just for his body or fame. He does seek for a romantic relationship, a committed one with genuine love from both sides - but he would prefer it after he is emotionally more stable. So as of now he is single despite wanting a relationship but just not feeling ready yet

Cards: the tower, six of wands side ways, queen of coins rx

- Hun

[wwickedwasteland]

i. PENNED FOR ATXFM...

YUJUNㅤೀ    

⠀𝜗୧ㅤ- ̗̀ ( cha eunwoo, cis man, he/him ) ̖́- ⎯ Hwang Yujun has been an austin resident for one year. the twenty-seven is a professional nascar driver in atx . residents of central keys say that yujun is comedic , but can also be hot-headed . callous hands from training all day, sharp eyes with a witty smile, the feeling of having to be a stable ground for everyone

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ZEHRAㅤೀ    

⠀𝜗୧ㅤ- ̗̀ ( hande ercel, cis woman, she/her) ̖́- ⎯ Zehra Sahin has been an austin resident for four years . the thirty-one is the owner of Tiny Suns in atx . residents of atx lux say that zehra is charming, but can also be sardonic . always glancing over your shoulder, looks of angel that hide mischievous thoughts, fake sunflowers in glittery vases.

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[aajjks]

i thought he was going to ruin their date? 😭 i can do a time skip ⏭️

BC!JK

after the text you sent to jungkook, you never heard back from him and even at school, you didn’t see him. some say he dropped out, some day he transferred, but you wished him well with his endeavors because your main focus is graduating.

the last few years were a little rough since the bully club still felt as though they ruled the school but it all changed when the school received a new dean and the moment the club’s bullying scandals reached their ears, the boys were immediately expelled.

letting people in was a little hard now. you’ve trust issues but eunwoo reassured you that he is trustworthy and kept his word via actions. by the time his graduation came around, eunwoo officially asked you to be his and sealed his promise to love you with a kiss.

yes, your first official kiss was with your crush, now boyfriend, cha eunwoo who took his well-earned soccer scholarship and was drafted to EA’s FC Seoul soccer team where he’d compete on national levels. his name was known and loved by those who loved soccer and tuned in to watch him play and like the supportive girlfriend you were, you were there through it all.

two years later, you finally graduated with your degree in studio arts and was hired by an art studio in seoul to teach children and young adults, well, art. on the side, however, you took an interest in ceramics and began selling your pots, plates, and all kinds of creative ceramic items online which helped put lots of money in your pocket.

once you were financially stable, you and eunwoo moved in together, bought a grey pet cat by the name of milo, and seemed to have everything together on the outside but on the inside, eunwoo was and is busy. he’s always busy. you know the FIFA world cup is the ultimate goal and eunwoo has been working hard everyday to achieve that goal at the cost of lessening his attention on you.

you understand though because you’re supportive like that. you’re a very patient partner, almost too patient because despite your attempts at sexual intimacy, eunwoo always turns you down and you understand why. he’s tired, he’s working really hard, and you’re just being a distraction.

YOU. GET. IT.

you still have a lot of love for eunwoo, you ARE in love with him but you’re getting the feeling that he isn’t in love with you anymore. this has been going on for 4 months after all, so maybe he doesn’t love you and now all you do is wait for him to break things off because you don’t want to.

you don’t mind talking to the wall as long as it doesn’t move and maybe it’ll talk back and reciprocate one day. until then, all you do is wait.

He hasn’t been paying a lot of attention to you, and he knows that- and trust him. He feels so bad about this because he’s been neglecting you for the longest time…

Eunwoo doesn’t really know how to jiggle his professional life and his personal life together- it’s almost been hard for him and how is he supposed to tell you that without breaking your heart? You’ve been together for a long time and he doesn’t really want to lose you….

But what if you’re tired of him? He barely has sex with you anymore- he barely goes out with you, and you barely have dinner together these days- and you never see him leave.

It’s like you two roommates at this point we are living a different separate life. So, he’s going to talk to you tonight. You deserve better.

These last few years have been wonderful with you, but he hasn’t been the best boyfriend to you- you are wonderful. Anyone Would be lucky to have you, and you don’t deserve to rot here while he’s out practicing for his dreams..

“Yn?! Sweetheart?” Is going to talk to you after the school reunion party that you are both going to attend tonight… “I’m home… oh, you’re already ready, huh?” He says, taking off his coat.

You look really pretty- you’ve always been really pretty, but it was really something to see you come out of your shell- especially after you graduated..

You’re gorgeous in every single way.

Eunwoo doesn’t really wait to kiss you because he just goes into the shower and he’s busy showering while you put on your coat.

Everything is so different now…. It’s very different.

While he is showering you ask him if he’s going to be out soon so you could get to the venue in time. And he assured you he’s coming.

He hurriedly cleans up himself, and now he’s out in the bedroom, putting on his clothes, you’re busy feeding the cat, watching it really hurts his heart because… he doesn’t wanna lose you, but he has just set you free.

“Come on yn let’s go… we’ll get to see our friends after a long long time… the good thing is that the seniors and juniors will be together… It is so weird because I was two years ahead of you, but.. it’s more of a get together Don’t you agree?”

[heteroglossie]

⟢ 𝐁𝐈𝐎 -

La famille Kim est terrifiante de pauvreté. Un père amoureux de sa bouteille et de ses cachetons, et une mère qui préfère trouver du réconfort dans les rapports tarifés avec le voisinage, aussi alcoolique que son mari, ça n’offre pas un cadre stable pour que les enfants Kim aient un jour une chance dans la vie. Hyunsu est le deuxième de la famille, et il sait qu’il peut se reposer sur son grand frère, Kyungsu, pour protéger les deux petits, Eunwoo et Seung. La famille est bien connue des services de police, autant que des services sociaux, et pourtant, rien ne les sort jamais de la misère dans laquelle ils sont. Hyunsu, comme son grand frère, n’a pas tellement le temps de connaître son père - ce dernier décède, des suites d’une overdose, sur leur tapis de salon, alors que Hyunsu n’a que cinq ans. C’est probablement celui qui en est le plus affecté. Les quatre enfants sont laissés dans les bras d’une mère prostituée, désespérée, qui n’a aucune honte à s’envoyer en l’air devant ses propres gosses. Et évidemment, ça change Hyunsu. C’est la colère qui l’anime, véritablement bombe à retardement, et il ne cherche qu’à fuir son domicile. Déjà petit, il enchaîne les délits mineurs, vole dans les épiceries, casse le vélo des voisins, et il a tout de l’enfant problématique, juste parce qu’il veut se faire remarquer. Mais il n’y a que Kyungsu, qui le voit, et qui s’occupe de lui. 

L’animosité de Hyunsu devient ingérable, notamment à l’école. Toute son école primaire, et ses années collèges, sont marquées par de l’insolence pure et dure, une absence de respect de l’autorité, et une certaine tendance à se bagarrer avec tout le monde. Mais l’axe du monde de Hyunsu dérive définitivement alors qu’il entre au lycée. Leur mère, endettée jusqu’au cou, et parce qu’elle vieillit, parce qu’elle n’est qu’une carcasse, ne plaît plus autant à ses clients. Mais elle a quatre enfants - et elle ne voit aucun problème avec le fait que c’est eux, désormais, qu’elle propose à ses clients. 

Hyunsu a quinze ans, quand un homme pose ses mains sur lui pour la première fois contre rémunération. Il n’est pas une exception : il entend Seung pleurer, la nuit, voit la résignation d’Eunwoo, et il voit comment Kyungsu essaye de les protéger. Les abus durent un temps - jusqu’à ce que les voisins, alertés par l’état se dégradant visiblement du cadet, préviennent les services sociaux. Pour Hyunsu, c’est une porte de sortie, et il saisit cette perche dès que possible - écoeuré de lui même, son état ne s’arrange pas quand il comprend que Seung et Eunwoo, eux, n’ont pas dénoncé leur mère, préférant rester avec elle. La famille se déchire, alors que les deux plus grands Hyunsu et Kyungsu, sont envoyés en foyer. Ils ne sont même pas placés ensemble, et soudainement, Hyunsu n’a plus rien. Il ne subit plus les abus, certes, mais il n’a plus ses frères non plus, et la colère continue de grandir dans son petit corps. Il ne se fait pas d’illusion : Hyunsu sait qu’il ne sera jamais adopté - il n’est qu’un gosse de plus, avec un sacré souci de gestion de la colère, que les éducateurs essaient de gérer.

Inévitablement, à ses dix-huit ans, il est lâché dans la nature, avec une simple inscription dans la faculté de Séoul. Si l’Etat se charge de payer ses études, Hyunsu doit quand même se débrouiller tout seul pour le reste. Et il n’y a que deux choses que Hyunsu sait faire : le sexe, et le combat. Si la première option n’est pas envisageable, la deuxième l’est beaucoup plus, et Hyunsu se met à traîner dans les bars miteux de la ville, à la recherche de la moindre bagarre. C’est ainsi qu’il finit par rejoindre un réseau de combat clandestin dans lequel il se fait un nom - à ses yeux, il est plus facile d’être un bon combattant quand on a pas de bonnes raisons pour vivre, quand on a pas peur de mourir.

C’est ainsi que Hyunsu fait la rencontre de Gabriel. Le garçon cherche à le recruter, pour le gang qu’il forme avec ses amis, et Hyunsu, qui ne comprend pas les intentions du garçon, essaye de s’offrir à lui, parce qu’à ses yeux, c’est tout ce qu’il vaut. Evidemment, il est repoussé, et même si c’est infiniment gênant, Gabriel lui offre plus qu’une place dans le gang - une écoute, une épaule sur laquelle pleurer. Gabriel refuse de laisser Hyunsu intégrer directement les Serpents - il est trop abîmé, il a besoin de guérir avant tout, et Gabriel est là pour panser ses blessures, physiques ou émotionnelles. Il lui offre un logement, aussi, quand Hyunsu finira par avouer que dormir seul le terrifie. 

Et quand Gabriel l’estime prêt, il le présente à Sulli.

Aussi simplement qu’on peut dire bonjour, Hyunsu intègre les Serpents. Le brun retrouve l’idée de famille, même si cette dernière est bien bancale.Un tantinet dramatique, certes, Hyunsu est surtout là pour se servir de ses poings, et il le sait. Malheureusement pour le gang, ses poings, il n’hésite pas à s’en servir contre l’un de ses membres, Tayden, qu’il ne peut juste pas blairer, parce qu’il l’envie, envie la mère qu’il a eu, envie la mère qu’il lui imagine. Il suffit d’une mission ensemble, qui dérape, pour que les garçons ressoudent leurs liens, malgré un nez cassé et des phalanges brisées. Parce que c’est Tayden qui est à ses côtés, quand Hyunsu découvre la présence de Kyungsu dans un gang adverse. Loyal au dernier degré, il faudra que Tayden manque de mourir pour que Hyunsu, étouffé par sa culpabilité, réalise que les sentiments qu’il éprouve pour le garçon sont loin d’être de la haine.

Maintenant inséparables, c’est Tayden qui le pousse à renouer avec Kyungsu - ce n’est pas simple pour autant. Dix ans après leur séparation, bien sûr qu’il leur faut du temps, mais Hyunsu reforme sa famille, peu à peu. Désormais, Hyunsu est obsédé par une chose et une chose seulement : retrouver Eunwoo et Seung, afin de se faire pardonner des dix dernières années où il n’a pas pu être le frère dont ils avaient besoin.

⟢ 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐒 - Kim Hyunsu, surnommé Hyun, est né le 26 novembre 1999 à Séoul, où il réside toujours aujourd'hui dans un appartement qu'il partage avec Gabriel. Il est ISFP, et se démarque par son amour pour le combat, mais étonnamment également le tricot. Il est étudiant en économie, même s'il a largement laissé tombé ses études. Hyunsu est bisexuel. Il a aussi peur du noir.

⟢ 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀.

Hyunsu, depuis ses quinze ans, ne supporte plus de dormir seul. Au moins au foyer, il pouvait partager sa chambre avec d’autres adolescents, même s’il ne pouvait pas les voir en peinture. C’est pour cette raison qu’il vit en colocation avec Gabriel et Violet, jusqu’à son installation avec Tayden. 

Hyunsu a l’impression de ne pas être assez intelligent pour pouvoir poursuivre de grandes études, expliquant entre autres son absentéisme à l’université. Il finira par abandonner la fac, mais travaillera pour le compte de Gabriel au sein de sa salle de sport. Il est en réalité plutôt bon en mathématiques.

Hyunsu a été recruté au sein des Serpents par Gabriel, quand il commence à se faire remarquer pour ses talents de combattant au sein des cercles de combat illégaux, faisant ainsi de lui le cinquième membre à intégrer les Serpents. Au sein du gang, Hyunsu est la force armée, étant principalement impliqué dans tout ce qui concerne de près ou de loin la violence - il est donc généralement envoyé sur les missions susceptibles de dégénérer, quand ça n’est pas lui, directement, qui les fait vriller avec son impulsivité.

⟢ 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘.

Hyunsu est très fier, mais il est surtout très honnête et loyal. On ne peut nier qu’il est un piètre menteur, et il vise toujours le mieux pour le gang, même si, il l’admet lui-même, ses idées sont souvent bancales. Hyunsu est assez tenace, et, de tendance assez dramatique, il peut rapidement se renfermer sur lui-même si la situation devient trop sensible. Têtu, bien qu’il ait de la ressource, le trait principal de Hyunsu reste le fait qu’il soit colérique, et on lui reproche souvent autant son impulsivité que sa jalousie.

⟢ 𝐓𝐀𝐘𝐃𝐄𝐍. Si on demandait à Hyunsu, quelques mois plus tôt, ce qu’il pensait de Tayden, le brun aurait dit qu’il ne pouvait pas le piffrer. Tout chez Tayden l’agaçait. Son air suffisant, le mépris qu’il avait pour lui. Mais derrière la haine se cachait surtout l’envie. L’envie d’être comme lui, l’envie de faire partie de sa vie. Et il faudra qu’un drame se produise pour que Hyunsu le réalise. Tayden en train de crever dans ses bras, c’est Hyunsu qui réalise qu’il ne veut pas vivre sans lui. Leur relation ne se fait pas sans difficulté, notamment parce que Hyunsu est difficile à vivre, et que Tayden sait se montrer obstiné. Mais il n’y a plus aucune colère entre eux, uniquement de l’amour, et peu importe sa loyauté envers le gang, ça sera toujours Tayden avant les autres.

[carnavalesque]

THE ELECTRA HEART EDIT - a thesis about love affair and the construction of one's individuality, or how to become a person?

1. Yun-Hee is the classic bubblegum bitch; she wants it all and she wants it now. She does not necessarily means harm, but she realizes she could cause it if she wanted to achieve her dreams. 2. Poppy is a Primadonna : she's rich, pretty, and generally obtains what she wants, except what she deeply wants - the love of her life, Akise. 3. Eunwoo spends his times lying. To himself, to everyone around him. It's easier for him that way, lies are less hurtful than the truth he's living it. 4. Juno is a classic homewrecker - he does not care about anyone else but himself, and does not care in the slightest about ruining people's relationships if it benefits him. 5. Daehyun never had the starring role, in anyone's life : he's always been in the shadow of his brother, and would always be the seconc choice, never the first one, because of that. 6. Rei, most of the times, has to force herself into a state where whatever she's going through does not exist. Those little dreams of her help staying alive. 7. Min-Ah, the feminist at heart, would never let any man have some sort of power over her. She's the one in the charge, she'll always have control. 8. Haneul is not really alive, hasn't been really living, anyway, for a long time. With all of her attention focused on her son, it feels, sometimes, as she's been already dead. 9. Nari was a girl who never had the chance to be a proper teenager. She now has to live with her suicidal ideations, coming from the fact that she's been deprived of too many expriences when she was younger. 10. Iseul is a made up image of whatever people want her to be : her brother wants her to be a good girl, Kaz wants her to be her wife, Delilah wants her to be a friend. In the middle of it, somehow, she forgot that she was not just a doll. 11. Jade was adamant that she was going to take an oath : the hypocrates one, and that she was making the right choice. It feels like sometimes, she forgets that she can't always have whatever she wants. 12. Hyunsu is the embodiment of loathe. He spent way too much of his life fearing his past that he forgot how it is to breathe without being enraged. 13. Chin-Hae is an heartbreaker, as simple as that - he wants to enjoy his life, he wants to enjoy his youth, and does not want to deal with the consequences. But he's nice, Chin, and at most, he's an accidental heartbreaker. 14. Yerim has been going through awful relationships - enough that it made her tough to crack, hard to talk to, overall bitter and somehow could be considered as radioactive. She longs for new relationships, but knows she could be easily screwed over once again. 15. Hana is the sexual representation of whatever men wants from girls in this society. But she will never gave them that satisfaction, and she takes confort in embodying an act of feminism, rather than falling into the patriarchy's trap. 16. Kinam is either described as the sun, or the stars, for he tends to shine the brightest when it's dark. However, he cannot deny the fact that he spent way too much time trying to be someone else that he now longs for a sense of freedom. 17. Seung is lonely. Entirely. By choice, most of the times, because he doesn't trust anyone enough to make them come into his life. He's terrified of the fact that feelings are fluctuating, and can vary too much to be stable. 18. Minjae is a screwed up, first and foremost. He knows he could be powerful, for he is not scared of a lot of things, but he also knows it brings him to be destructive, and, in a wicked sense of evolution, knows he can taint whatever he touches. 19. Violet is the ultimate representation of Electra Heart : no matter how much she tries to be someone else, she'll always be the little sick girl, that everyone will look with pity in their eyes. She now knows that if she wants to stop suffering through that, she has to put an end to it.

[asterocky]

[200513] #KNOCK1STWIN #ASTRO2NDWIN

Congratulations to ASTRO for getting their 2nd ever music show win with ‘KNOCK’ on Show Champion

[mykoreanlove]

Unraveling fate

It is said that humans live a blissful life as souls up in the sky before they decide to incarnate onto the earthly realms. 

Up there everything is effortless and sweet, so perfect that we couldn’t ever imagine it properly. Yet, they decide to give up their eden perfection to come down to earth. Why you may ask?

Because they get bored. Too much of anything is deadly, even if it’s something as precious as blissful love. 

Hence, they make plans to come down to earth in order to play. Some souls are rather boring, whereas other souls are quite dramatic - making up a full play for them to enjoy. They look for other souls to play their part - mothers, fathers, villains or lovers. 

„You’re gonna do this to me and I’m gonna do that to you and we may hate each other for a while but in the end it will be all so sweet“, they giggle while making plots. What they don’t know though is that once their souls incarnate back to earth, they will forget everything they once knew - scheming plans included. 

The states of feeling mighty and powerful get replaced with vulnerability and insecurity, divinity in exchange for humanity.

A deep sigh escaped Eun Woo’s lips as he watched you cry into your pillows for the fifth time this week. 

„What’s wrong?“, his friend asked concerned.

„It’s y/n.“, he answered flatly.

„What about her?“

Eun Woo turned around and mustered his friend, thinking of the right words to predict his dilemma.

„Do you remember when she used to be with us up here?“

His friend nodded silently.

„Back then we made the perfect plan. We created our own drama, so to say.“

„What was it about?“

Flashbacks of those times entered his mind, filling his heart with a deep longing.

„Are you really sure, y/n?“, Eun Woo whispered while placing delicate kisses on your neck.

„Yes. I want to do it like that this time.“, you nodded enthusiastically.

„My love. Let’s go through the plan once more, then.“

„I will incarnate onto earth and live a miserable life. I will fail in love over and over until I can’t take it anymore. I want to discover love as a fragile, little human. I want to understand their pain and their agony. I want to be miserable, utterly miserable. I want to build my own hell and I want to understand how I’m doing it… And then, once I’m ready, then you show up, BOOM, the love of my life - in heaven and on earth and you rescue me from my deep despair and then we can be..“

„Happy.“, he interrupted. 

A big smile formed on your face. 

„Yes. Happy.“

„So, why are you so sad then? The plan seems solid.“, Eun Woo’s friend remarked.

„Somehow it’s not. She did fail in love. A lot of times. But somehow she can’t get past that stage..“, Eun Woo explained.

„How can that happen? Isn’t it written in the stars, like destiny?“

„It should be, yes.“

Both stayed silent for a while and thought about ways to resolve this. 

„Can’t you just swoop in and rescue her?“

He shook his head sadly. 

„Why not?“

„Because she wouldn’t let me.“

„Let you? Aren’t you like… her soulmate?“, his friend asked confused.

„I am. And because of that I will always find my way back to her, heaven or earth, doesn’t really matter. But she’s not ready for me, yet.“

„How can you tell?“

Eun Woo walked over to the shelf where he was keeping his collection of your play. Each act carefully documented, each act waiting for its grand finale. He came back with a heavy book, searching for the right pages.

„Do you know when souls finally find each other?“, Eun Woo asked.

„No idea.“, his friend remarked.

„It’s when they’re ready for one another. Now tell me - do you think this sounds ready?“, he asked as he pushed the book over to his friend.

It’s official - I am unlovable. Seems like everybody and their mother can find the love of their lives but not me. I’m not meant for love. I’m meant for heartbreak. Because that’s what men do - break your heart. First, they use me for sex and then they dispose me like a tissue. Reject me. Abandon me. Block me.

Relationships suck. Love sucks. This is too hard and it always ends in pain. Fuck this shit, I’m going to die alone. Because apparently nobody wants to be with me. Or get to know me. I’m just not someone you fall in love with.

„Yikes“, Eun Woo’s friend flinched. „Gotta give it to her - she does sound like a real human though.“, he drily remarked.

Eun Woo rolled his eyes in frustration. This shit was eating him up.

Even if he descended onto earth now and forgot about all your pain, he would never be able to get through to you. 

„Men really did a number on her, huh?“, his friend asked. 

„It’s what she wanted. Some drama to enjoy our love more. And drama she got…“, he explained sadly.

„So what are you going to do?“

Eun Woo averted his gaze back onto you, watching you from above as you cried and cried and cried. 

„Waiting for a miracle, I guess.“

„Aren’t you tired of waiting?“

„What else am I supposed to do?“, he snapped.

„The plan is already rigged, you said so yourself. Can’t you use that to your advantage and rig it further?“, his friend proposed.

Eun Woo thought for a second - could he really do that? Go against fate like that? 

Your sobs made his stomach churn once again, he had to act, no matter the consequences.

„Come with me“, he demanded as he left the room.

„Where are we going?“, his friend called after him.

„Rigging the fucking plan.“ 

[rachbow]

AM I watching loads of Astro MVs at 12:38am while a lil tipsy and crying?

ye

[k-rising]

Ascendant/rising signs (Part 1)

The Ascendant or rising (located in the 1st house) is the point of the ecliptic that falls in a sign, depending on the place and the time of birth of a person. The Ascendant talks about our first impressions as well as how we see and approach the world.

Part 2

𝓐𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽

→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᴹᵃʳˢ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ

Idols from left to right: Jae former DAY6 member / Yeosang from ATEEZ / Dino from SEVENTEEN.

Aries rising people are bold, competitive and confident. They are in constant motion and don't like sitting around doing nothing. Aries ascendants tend to like sports or any type of physical activites. These people are fearless, impulsive and even aggressive. They like setting goals and working hard to achive them. They have this "I want it, I got it" vibes.

When it comes to physical traits, Aries risings tend to have a big head/forehead, square shaped head and a fit body. I noticed that these individuals are not afraid to show their bodies.

𝓣𝓪𝓾𝓻𝓾𝓼 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽

→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᵛᵉᶰᵘˢ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ

Idols from left to right: Seulgi from Red Velvet / Lucas from WayV / Suho from EXO.

Taurus risings people are usually seen as calm and chill by others. These individuals approach life in a stable and practical way, and they don't like doing things that doesn't bring them security. Taurus ascendants seek for valuable relationships and experiences. These people are known for being stubborn, but also very polite and have good manners. Taurus risings have great taste and great sense of style. They like having the good things in life and can also be quite materialistics.

Their physical traits are having a thin, wide nose, as well as having an earthy/down-to-earth vibe. These individuals possess a nice voice and they're also very stylish; they know how to take care of themselves. These people have this sensual, glowing aura and possess a subtle beauty.

𝓖𝓮𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓲 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽

→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᴹᵉʳᶜᵘʳʸ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ

Idols from left to right: Baekhyun from EXO / Chungha / Bangchan from Stray Kids.

Gemini risings approach life in a very curious way. These people are very sociable and love communicating with others. They're very talkative and they have a talent for speaking and writing. Gemini ascendants like expressing themselves and being creative through any form of communication. These individuals like working on an environment where they can be able to communicate. Gemini risings are very open-minded, playful and funny. They like breaking the ice and they're always down on trying new things.

Gemini ascendants physical traits are having a youthful appearance, being petite and slender. They don't posssess a concrete style; they're very versatile. Gemini ascendants look younger than their real age and have beautiful hands as well.

𝓒𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽

→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᴹᵒᵒᶰ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ

Idols from left to right: Chaeryeong from ITZY / Eunwoo from ASTRO / Seonghwa from ATEEZ.

Cancer risings approach life in an intuitive way. These individuals are very emotional, moody, genuine and nurturing. They're very family oriented and they're very supportive of their loved ones; they want the best for others. Cancer ascendants do things based on their emotions and what they think will bring them emotional security. These people are good at reading the room and reading the emotions of others.

When it comes to physical traits, they have round faces and big, almond-shaped eyes. Cancer ascendants tend to be very pale and, like Gemini risings, look younger than their real age.

𝓛𝓮𝓸 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽

→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ˢᵘᶰ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ

Idols from left to right: Kun from WayV / Yeji from ITZY / Hongjoong from ATEEZ.

Leo risings like being in the spotlight and want to be successful and recognized in everything they do. They're also very confident, proud, ambitious, artistic and quite independent. These people like dramatizing everything as well. They're generous and is very common for them to become a leader and being in a position of power. Leo ascendants like being adored by everyone and they will do whatever it takes to get compliments. However, when they don't feel adored, they tend to close down and become strong people.

Some of their physical traits are having a lot of hair and/or having a beautiful hair and having a nice smile/teeths. Leo risings will never go unnoticed. They possess a glowing aura and you'll always see them with a smile on their faces.

𝓥𝓲𝓻𝓰𝓸 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽

→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᴹᵉʳᶜᵘʳʸ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ

Idols from left to right: Yujin from CLC / Johnny from NCT 127 / Sunmi.

Virgo risings approach life in a detailed-oriented and calculated way. They're very observant, picky and organized. They always have a plan for everything and they tend to see how things can be done better. These people are good at analysing situations and they like to organize the things they want to achieve in the future. Virgo ascendants are workholics and busy 24/7.

Their physical traits is having a very put together appearance. They dress in a conservative/simple/practical way. Virgo ascendants put a lot of effort on their appearance, but they don't like overdoing themselves at the same time, if that makes sense. When these people do their make-up, they're perfectionists and don't like looking messy. They also tend to be very skinny, since they prioritze looking healthy.

[prettywordsyouleft]

Again

Prompt: “What if I said no?” “But what if you said yes?” -- @challengingwords​ prompt

Pairing: Son Hyunwoo x reader

Genre: fluff / established relationship au

Warnings: none

A/N: It was @jackiejacks923​ birthday last week when I was sharing my Eunwoo series so I decided to wait for this new prompt for Challenging Words to write a little present! I hope you enjoy this, Jackie <3

I altered the second half of the prompt ever slightly.

Word count: 809

Glancing up from the brochure you had handed him, Hyunwoo frowned. “I’m confused.”

“About what exactly? Everything made sense to me.”

“Oh it does,” he agreed, flicking back to the front page and tapping the front of it. “It looks amazing.”

“It really does,” you dreamily stated and then stared at him expectantly.

This was what confused him greatly.

“I don’t get why you gave me this though.”

“You don’t?” you asked with a forming pout and Hyunwoo reached up to smooth out your expression right away. You smiled. “I thought it was obvious.”

“Well, this is a venue where people get married.”

“Yes it is!”

“Who are you thinking of for this?”

You giggled. “Isn’t it obvious, Hyunwoo?”

You stared at him intently and the man gulped. “I’m at a loss. We don’t know anyone who is getting married right now.”

Pointing at him and then at yourself, your smile grew until you looked giddy. Hyunwoo merely stared back at you. Since he didn’t respond, you let out a huff of air, annoyed at having to explain your intention. “For us.”

“Y/N,” he said calmly, though his mind was going through some turmoil over this situation. “Did you wake up without your memory?”

“No!”

“Then how have you forgotten we’re already married?” he wondered and you burst into hearty laughter, clutching at your sides after a good minute of laughing.

“You… oh my goodness, Hyunwoo! Why is my husband the cutest?! Did you not get what I meant with this?”

“I still don’t,” he admitted, pulling you into his arms and kissing your forehead, mostly for himself. He was confused and he didn’t like being so. He hoped holding you this close would help you explain your thoughts more quickly.

“Our ten year anniversary is coming up,” you mentioned as you rested your head on his shoulder. “And I remember what you said the day I married you. Don’t you?”

Hyunwoo had known as soon as he met you that he wanted to be your husband and the father of your children. And this feeling had been mutual. As college graduates, however, you both had student debt and a lot of setting up to do for your lives. But you didn’t want to wait until your careers had taken off and you had the money saved up to say I Do either. And so that fall, right after graduation, you had gone to the city hall and registered your wedding, and held a very small ceremony. Your dress was second-hand and Hyunwoo had borrowed a suit from a friend.

It had been one of the happiest days of his life.

Still, Hyunwoo remembered what you were talking of. He had promised you the wedding of your dreams when you both could afford it. Now, with a home, stable careers and your two children were now old enough to enjoy such a celebration, Hyunwoo understood your excitement from handing him the brochure for the wedding venue.

He grinned. “You want to marry me again?”

“I’d re-marry you every single day of my life if I had to,” you murmured, sizing up his lips.

Before you kissed him, however, he murmured, “What if I said no?”

“No?” you echoed and Hyunwoo hummed. “No to a proper wedding or no to being my husband again?”

He shrugged playfully at you. “Maybe both. What would you do?”

“I’d spend every moment convincing you otherwise,” you answered honestly and he bit at his lip, seeing how serious you took his question. You gave him a light scowl. “And if that didn’t work, then I would say no to you as well!”

“But what if you could only say yes?” he teased and you slapped his arm.

“Why are you being so painful over this?! I want to do it again, Hyunwoo. Don’t you want to as well?”

“Of course. I want everything you do.”

“I even found a dress,” you mentioned with an elated giggle. “It’s a little pricey but-”

“It’ll be worth it. I want to see you walk down the aisle towards me.”

“Since I didn’t the first time,” you stated softly, your eyes clouding over with all your inner desires.

You had always been beautiful to him. And on the day he placed that wedding band upon your finger, he had cried with how stunning you had been then. Hyunwoo couldn’t wait for you to walk towards him in the dress you always had wanted to wear. He wanted to express his never-ending adoration for you in front of all your guests. He thought of the first dance as husband and wife now being held in a reception as opposed to the kitchen tiles of your rented home at the time.

“Let’s do it all then,” he murmured, leaning in to kiss you tenderly. “Will you marry me again, Y/N?”

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[jeonqukie]

OUT OF LOVE / 01.

SYNOPSIS / After leaving a toxic and gruesome relationship with your former partner, your best friend is there to help pick up the broken pieces.

FEATURING / Jeon Jungkook.

GENRES / Jungkook being the biggest gamer & best best friend ever, lots of angst and secret feelings, lots of fluff especially from our soft bunny, and eventual smut.

WARNINGS / This part may contain some pretty self-deprecating commentary and there will be mature language used throughout the series.

WORD COUNT / 2k.

NOTES / I was studying for my psych exam, but I figured writing a quick jk drabble was more important than trying to pass this class. Enjoy! Feedback is very much appreciated. Thank you for reading!

© All rights reserved to jeonqukie. All or portions of my work may not be reproduced, distributed, modified, or used in any way whatsoever without my permission.

It hurt so much.

It hurt him so much to see you like this.

It has been two months; two months of you crying to him about your idiot boyfriend. For two months, you and your boyfriend had been getting into many arguments about virtually anything. 

If Jungkook can recall correctly, last week, you got into an argument with Eunwoo because he totally forgot to pay the Internet company your monthly bill.

He remembers the way you stormed into his apartment with your laptop, angrily typing in your password as you throw your bag at his couch and you slip a pair of earbuds into your ears.

“Do you want to talk about it?” He initiated the conversation late that evening. His bottle of beer had been half full and he was on a group call with his friends on Discord, ready to play the Overwatch the entire evening playing. 

Instead of talking it out that evening, you mention how you needed a stable internet connection to turn in your paper before the deadline.

You were dead silent that evening.

Often times, he would be at his computer desk playing video games and he’d turn back around to check up on you. That evening, you had been furiously typing away on your computer with knitted brows. This time, he sees that you had made yourself comfortable on his bed underneath his blankets.

Winning the first round of his game, he cheers along with his friends through the voice call, but it comes to an abrupt end when he turns around to see you had fallen fast asleep on his bed. A very weak grin forms on his visage and his heart throbs hard agains his chest when he carefully pulls the cover further up your body and he examines the screen of your laptop. He sees you have successfully turned in your paper that evening and he shuts the computer off, setting it on the nightstand.

However, his heart shatters when you sniffle, cuddling into his fluffy pillows. Fresh tears spill out of your closed eyes and he is hesitant to wipe them away afraid he may wake you up — afraid he may disturb what little peace you were getting that evening, so he lets the tears fall on your cheeks.

He’ll wipe them away later, he thought.

However, this time was different.

You had been planning on breaking up with Eunwoo for quite a while now because you were fed up. You were very much aware of the toxicity of your relationship; you two were not good for each other at all. But you wanted to make sure you covered your bases.

Since you lived with your boyfriend, you knew you two would fight about the apartment, so you started looking into different apartments around the area. You had been saving up enough money for a deposit and emergency cases.

Ready to have the conversation wit him, he beats you to it a week early.

It stung when he broke up with you. But shouldn’t you have been happy? This is what you had been planning for the past two weeks. You were talking to many leasing managers to find a one bedroom unit and you were meeting with a manager the following morning to settle upon the necessary documents and deposit to secure your spot in the apartment.

So why were you so crushed when he broke up with you?

After some intense arguments back and forth, in one hour, you decide to stop. You two were not going to get into an agreement at whose fault was it, who was going to keep what, and who was right and who was wrong. You remembered very vividly how your ex-boyfriend announced he was tired and that he was going to bed.

Obviously not wanting to spend the night on the same bed as him and not wanting to spend the night on your couch, just the mere idea of being in the same space as him was something you didn’t want to endure.

Almost immediately, you searched for a bag and you packed yourself a pair of pajamas and an outfit for the following morning to meet with the leasing manager close by. All of your grooming and hygienic necessities all stuffed inside the bag, you wasted no time to head out of your former abode.

It wasn’t the biggest of surprise for Jungkook to see you knocking on his front door. However, it never failed to break his heart when he sees you with the puffiest and reddest of eyes. You clutched onto your bag as tears began flowing out of your glassy eyes and the way his eyes soften at your appearance, he invited you in.

But you practically body him when you drop your bag inside his own home and you swing your arms on his neck, searching for the comfort you desired — the comfort you needed. All you needed was a best friend’s hug.

So you wailed your heart’s content that evening while Jungkook carried you over to his living room couch. A series of insecurities come spilling out of your mouth. You were at your most vulnerable and you confessed that you hadn’t even broken up with him. Instead, he had been the one who sealed the deal.

Jungkook could feel the anger boil in his blood, but you were in so much pain and all he wanted to do was pick up all of your pieces and fix you. You were so weak and fragile, so vulnerable to all of the demons of the world and you didn’t deserve it.

After an hour of consoling you, you had fallen asleep on his arms and he carries you over to his bed. He lays you downs gently, pulling the soft covers on you and he offers you his pillow, hoping that you would cuddle into it while he goes grab your bag and clean up the living room. He looks inside the bag you had packed and sees your pajamas and he realizes that you are more likely uncomfortable in your jeans and t-shirt.

When he walks inside his room, he would hate to wake you up to change into a pair of pajamas. But he wants to make you as comfortable as possible — as serene as possible.

“YN,” Hushed whispers fill the room and you refuse to open your eyes. “I saw you brought some pajamas, did you want to change into them?”

You nodded with the smallest of pouts, so you decide to sit up from where you laid. He snatches the delicate pieces of clothing inside your bag; an over-sized t-shirt along with a pair of pajama shorts. “I’ll leave the room. Feel free to leave your clothes by the bed and I’ll wash ‘em up.”

Leaving the room momentarily, Jungkook fetches a tall glass of cold water. It should have given you enough time to change out of your clothes and as he knocks on his door, your small voice can be heard from the other side of the room implying you were decent enough for him.

You had folded your clothes at the end of the bed and you were already retaking yourself underneath Jungkook’s bed and he sits opposite of you only to offer you the glass of water.

“Drink this before you go to bed.” You remained seated up and you gulp down nearly half of the glass. You place the glass on his nightstand and you notice Jungkook grabbing a large blanket he has inside his closet and you suddenly feel conscious of your sudden overzealousness to make yourself comfortable at his own home.

“I can sleep on the couch, Jungkook-ah.” You already peel the comforters off of your body and he is already shaking his head.

“Take my bed.” He insists and you are just as stubborn as he is, so you get up from his bed and you are shaking your head, taking the blankets off of his arms.

“YN, you need proper sleep. You have been telling me you have not gotten any actual sleep the last two months and you deserve one good night’s sleep.” He looks at you sternly and you feel so small in comparison to him. However, you were not satisfied with his response. You still didn’t want him to sleep in his own living room when he had a bed big enough to sleep two people.

“Sleep next to me.” You say so boldly. Though you had been best friends with Jungkook for the longest time and there were times you have slept on the same bed together, you two have never made the conscious decision of sharing the same bed together. His stern appearance is decimated with complete fluster. “W — what I mean to say is that you have a bed big enough for two people and I promise I’m not a fussy sleeper. We’ll make a barrier or something.”

You are already setting up a barrier of the plethora of pillows Jungkook had on his bed, leaving the both of you with one pillow each. “You can take the comforters while I take this.” You are already clutching onto the extra blankets he had and you are making yourself comfortable in your side of his bed already.

“Alright, fine, but I’m only agreeing because I’m sure you’re deadbeat tired right now.” Jungkook sighs in defeat and he is walking towards his side of the bed. When you tuck yourself into bed, your eyes widen when you see Jungkook peeling the black t-shirt off of his torso and he reveals his slim waistline along with his tattooed biceps.

“Wh — whoa, what do you think you’re doing?”

“I’m… getting ready for bed?”

“You sleep shirtless?” You question him and he looks at you confusingly as to why it was such a taboo decision to make.

“You know I sleep shirtless.” You were left speechless as you stare at his muscular physique. However, you find yourself snapping back to reality and you nod once.

“Right, whatever.” You swallow hard and turn to the other side, facing away from him. When he sees the blush creeping on your cheeks, he smiles mischievously in response to you looking away from him and he turns the lights off on the lamp off of his nightstand.

He slips himself underneath the comforters and you feel the weight being shifted towards his side of the bed where he lays comfortably, his own body facing away from you. “Goodnight, YN.”

“Night, Jungkook-ah.” You yawn as you lay comfortably in silence and, for the first time in two months, you revel in the complete silence, finally getting some sleep.

When Jungkook hears your steady breathing, he finally finds his peace as well when he closes his eyes shut to hear your soft sighs leaving your mouth.

“Kookie,” The nickname leaves your lips and, in his half-conscious state, he hums lowly in response. “Thank you… for this.” A small sniffle echoes in the room and, suddenly, his eyes flutter open once more. “I’m so fucking hopeless, but I promise I’ll —“

In an instant, Jungkook shifts his body to face your back.

Fuck the barrier, he thinks to himself.

Eliminating the plethora of pillows in his way, he pulls your frame closer to his and he slithers his bare arms around your waist. “Stop.” He demands and he nuzzles his face into your hair as he clutches your crying body. “Stop thinking right now, okay? Fuck him. Fuck everything about him. You’re… perfect and you don’t deserve this, okay? If you want to cry, you can cry, but don’t ever think you’re hopeless.”

He feels your head nod up and down and you continue to sob once again. All your thoughts continue to cloud your mind, but thankfully, Jungkook spend the rest of the evening holding you close, reassuring you that you had done nothing wrong and no one in this world deserved this kind of treatment.

When your strangled sobs have come to a gradual halt, Jungkook doesn’t peel his arm off of your frame. Instead, he breathes a sigh of relief when he feels your body rise steadily and heave a deep exhale.

He chuckles at the sight of your leg involuntarily kick and soft snores begin echoing his room. Now, his eyes flutter close, relieved you have found your peace — a universe far from reality.

↪ Please stay tuned for the next part!

[moonlightchn]

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"Moss Agate is a magical stone, its hues bring you back to nature no matter how far away you are. With this stone close by, you breathe in deep the scent of pines, sunlight through shaded trees, and the cooling sound of water running over stone.

Moss Agate can heal your heart in an instant, help you stay rooted to the world beneath your feet, and keep you feeling cleansed and ready for the cyclical changes that are coming your way. This balancing stone is always aiming to keep you feeling soft, stable, and completely secure, no matter how much chaos the world around you is churning up. For those who just seem to be forever at the heart of emotional drama or riding the highs and lows of manic mood swings, Moss Agate is here to soothe your soul.

One of the best Moss Agate healing properties is its uncanny ability to lift you up and let you linger in the glow of golden self-esteem. This stone works to soothe, calm and help you feel connected to the world, both beneath your feet and above your head. Like many other green stones, it works on the heart chakra, ensuring there are no blockages there so that love and abundance can flow free and easy."

I love you forever, nothing will ever change that. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for staying. Thank you for seeing more in me than anyone has ever seen. Thank you.

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[aajjks]

SCJungkook! I can’t! Jungkook, I can’t go! What if somebody else saw me and told the police- Or what if the girls already told on me? They could have a warrant out for my arrest! I can’t go! Besides one word from Yn and you’re you’ll leave! I can’t trust you! Look, you have my word I won’t touch your wife or your kid, okay? As long as she behaves and keeps her ass in the seat- She’ll be fine. The girls will be fine. Everything is going to be fine. Just go to get everything we need and we’ll all be okay… I need my drink, what did I do with it? Shit- It’s in the car! Jungkook, come on. I’ll walk you out. Either of y’all run, look. I have my gun with me. Behave. I’m just scaring them into submission, don’t worry. Open the trunk, I need my powder for my drink. It’s like powder for pre work outs. It’s really good. Really keeps me going. Fuck! Where is it! There it is! Fuck that’s good. Here, want to take a drink before you go? Here’s a burner phone. If anything happens, the number is on here. If you need to call Yn, call this phone.

“ you motherfucker you’ve been doing drugs- I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU. Get the shit away from me. Eunwoo what the fuck have you done to yourself? You’re not fucking stable right now. I swear to God, if anything happens to any of them I’m going to slit your fucking throat. I don’t trust you right now. What the fuck is wrong with you if you scare her you’re dead. Have some respect for both of them…. Oh my God, you need help get that shit away from me and them… you know what your girlfriends gonna do once she finds out that you’ve been doing drugs? She’s going to leave you you need help. I’ll be back in a few minutes don’t hurt them or I swear to God they won’t even find your dead body.”