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HII!! okay okay so i have NO CLUE!! if this is going to be seen!! and honestly im pretty okay w that cuz even tho this is a thought ive had for a week or two now, i havent really acted on it until now. BUT BUT LISTEN PLS!! okay so recently ive been seeing A LOT of hunger games cross overs from fandoms im in (read: i js read a toa hunger games crossover) and i geeked out ab a lot of them as one does. and, well, rangers apprentice has always been something of a comfort series for me since i first picked it up in my sixth grade library and i wanted to do a crossover fiction w them ofc!! but i also love the fandom surrounding it, and ive always thought everyone in it is a huge inspiration and incredibly kind, so i wanted to include the fandom somehow in my initial planning. thus!! i introduce you to my idea: you guys plan this fic w me!! i wanna hear YOUR ideas and YOUR input! who do u think should beling in district 1? district 2? who fills president snow’s shoes in this au? will this follow the classic linear hunger games plot directly or will it be a loosely inspired piece?? i want this to be like. a shared fandom piece, does that make sense?
now again, i honestly have no clue how this is going to be received.. like genuinely and in all honesty, i js wanna have fun w this idea and i wanna share it with yall!! i AM going to make a hunger games au for this fandom even if i do it alone, hut i thought it would be way more fun w the fandom! SO what do yall think i js wanna know. is this a stupid idea?? is it ridiculous? is it TOO complicated to be done?? lmk!!
#so basically im calling all hunger games nerds who are also ra nerds#lmaoo#IDK THIS IS A RANDOM THOUGHT IGE HAD AND I HAD TOVGET IT OUT THERE!!#even if it doesnt get too much attention#im gonna js make another two posts ab it and if that doesnt woek ill js write it myself!!#anyways!! its 10pm so im gonna head to bed lmaoo#TOTALLY DM ME IF U WANNA TALK MORE AB IT BTW!!#also this is a fun way for ke to grt back into writing !!#rangers apprentice#will treaty#halt o'carrick#ra cast#ranger’s apprentice#hunger games au!!
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TRUTHLESS RECLUSEEEEE.. AHHAHSJAJMMSM I LOVE HIMMM
Also you too MWAH <3 thank you for making beautiful art and DAILY?? Talented
#I dont think im daily??? gosh I dont even notice if thats the case#anyways Im glad ur liking my works !!#even tho I feel like its doesnt look good the more it gets many attention...sorry chat#alli answers#crk x reader#crk x you#truthless recluse x reader#pure vanilla x reader#pure vanilla cookie x reader#i apologize for sharing too much oc posts btw I will get back to the x reader stuff but idk as always
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the vore community has been, and will continue to be a place that is unsafe for both minors and victims of any form of abuse or grooming suffered within it. people have proven time and time again that they will refuse to acknowledge or in fact, violently defend abusers for any reason they can cook up because they do not want to face the consequences of doing so- all people want to do is consume vore content thoughtlessly and if ignoring their favorite artist's grooming allegations means they can do it, then so be it. ignorance is bliss- that's why so many blogs around here are still firmly in the "i don't care who interacts with me!!" boat if it means they don't have to think about it. believe it or not, you have to think about your actions in a kink space even if you don't see it as one.
you can't just excuse away the harm you're enabling with "i didn't know," or "i don't want to talk about that, i just wanna vibe and look at pictures of people eating each other!" that is still enabling, that is still causing harm, and that's just proving to hurt people that there's no one they can trust and when it comes down to it, no one will stick up for them when they open up about the things they've suffered. it's always the victims who are wrong for standing up for themselves or calling attention to people that have been or are still doing harm (especially if they aren't cordial and nonthreatening in the way they talk about it, even though they have every right to be upset), because there's no way your favorite artist could do something bad! their art is too good! their writing is too well-done to be made by someone bad! so it must be them who's wrong, because the abuser said so and the victim was mean! why don't we all attack the victim for daring to open up and nitpick how they did it, because surely that is what prevents people from being hurt! ignore how nobody's actually done any of these things, btw (and if they did, they get ignored immediately).
at worst, these people are callous and cruel and are abusers themselves. at best, these people are enabling harm to be perpetuated because they don't want to acknowledge it. or they're too scared to be dogpiled too, or whatever other reason there is. this culture this community fosters needs to die out or people will continue to be used and abused.
this blog will never come off hiatus. not while this place and people i used to admire and trust continue to prove themselves to be the kinds of people that will justify the sexual abuse i endured for years in this community.
#speakin words#v0re#soft vore#safe vore#extreme cuddling#g/t#g/t community#vore community#since this is largely on the gt side but i enjoy gt vore stuff too#its just. wow. i come on here for my lurk and see a friend of mine getting harassed for DOING THE RIGHT THING and platforming someones stor#you people will do anything to keep eating up that abusers content. to keep talking to that kid as a 30 yo. to keep ignoring it all#its disappointing and frankly scary and its why i dont feel safe here anymore#my ex doesnt use tumblr anymore but if he did and i made a callout im certain people would defend him#or write it off as drama they dont want to get involved in so they refuse to show support or quote unquote pick sides#time doesnt heal all wounds surprisingly! a victims testimony doesnt go bad like some of yall think it does#and even then people act like its the abusers life being ruined by someone rightfully calling out their bad behavior...what about the victi#when it comes down to it people act holier than thou and talk down the victims until they dont want to speak anymore#so much for supporting victims of abuse right. not when their abusers are people you like#i still have over a thousand followers here i want to use my platform to call attention to this#and then let this blog die. i am tired of yall i really am
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so accidentally-on-purpose starting a cult with your best friend in your teens on a mystical and infinite train isn't exactly the most relatable experience in the world, so i always think it's interesting to look at what real-world parallels grace and simon's relationship fallout has to the real world. one that i've spoken about a lot before is how it feels to realise that your guy best friend only wanted you for your body (which is barely even a parallel with grace and simon, really, as it's an implicit part of simon's perception of grace), but i think another major and very current one is political radicalisation
because yes, the paramaters of simon's radicalisation are fantastical, because they're based around the train and denizens and such, but the mechanics of his radicalisation - and how grace responds to it - are the same as they would be in real life. as the season progresses, simon's justification for his treatment of hazel, his resentment of grace, his perception of amelia, all become wild and borderline incomprehensible. yet he asserts them as if they are the truth, rather than something that he's made up, or something that feels true to him. it's reminiscent of reconnecting with a friend or relative you haven't seen in a while and their conversation diverting hard out of the blue to talk about right-wing conspiracy.
and, like you might to this friend in real life, grace tries to extend a hand to simon - explaining her own behaviour, apologising, assuring him she understands that she hurt him - she even tries to meet him where he is (think: when she tries to include hazel in the apex after it's revealed to everyone that hazel is a denizen). she does everything she can think of to bring him back down to reality and to empathise with him, but it falls on deaf ears.
and, then, the optics of it all - simon being a white man, while grace is a black woman (i also think it matters that tuba, amelia, and hazel are all women as well). if you apply this lens to simon and grace, there's certainly a racist and sexist dimension to his refusal to see her as a person the further he is radicalised.
tl;dr i'm not trying to say the writers had this in mind when writing book 3, but simon and grace's arc pretty much follows the real-world experience of watching your friend go down the alt-right pipeline
#infinity train#infinity train book 3#infinity train book three#grace monroe#infinity train meta#thunder rambles#theres other stuff like the fact that a lot of this comes to grace's attention after it's already too late#shes focused on hazel until ep9 by which point simon is already screaming at her for the smallest things and trapping her in her memories#and then in ep10 when she goes to see him and his number is already so high and he's invented a whole new “out-group”#to define her as#and she doesnt get to reason with him or anyone else before theyre already trying to wheel her#and then finally when he dies she does take a step to help him but hes already turning to dust#the horror of the change being irreversible despite all your attempts to help#and it BECOMING irreversible before you notice/realise the extent to which the change has occured#and yeah like i mentioned before the horror of realising your guy friend only wanted you for your body. that plays into it asw#think like incel radicalisation. or MRA or anything in that ballpark#anyway just finished my book 3 rewatch. last 3minutes are always so crazy#i always want him to not die somehow. even tho i hate him so much i just dont want grace to have to go through that
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To be a Hater, you must go at it alone. You must be known as "the guy who hates XYZ" in your friend group. If everyone in that group falls under that umbrella, then you've got yourself a crab bucket. Not even in a "getting help" sense, you'll just feed off each other in an endless cycle wasting too much of your time until that's all you ever talk about.
If you've ever seen subreddits dedicated to venting/problems or being critical of something, you'll understand why. Normal people say their piece and move on. They won't stick around for long. However, in order for those subs to be maintained and its community to remain active, you need to have regulars keeping the ball rolling. When that happens day in and day out with no breaks, that's just a downwards spiral, mister.
Ranting to friends who don't actually give a shit is key. Their zen attitude grounds you back to reality, and your disdain for shit that doesn't matter is amusing from the sidelines. For me: One friend is "the one who hates Fourth Wing." Another is "the one who hates Danganronpa." I'm "the guy who hates Legend of Korra." We all have our own niche, and by maintaining a variety of haters who don't all agree, we cultivate a welcoming environment of complaining.
#btw when i say i hate legend of korra i mean it has a lot of promise and multitude of flaws and dumb decisions#yes decisions caused in part by their development problems but they also responded to said problems poorly#(pay attention to how much the story breaks up the cast; especially at the start of a book; and keep track how long until theyre reunited)#(for a show that's working with less episodes than atla and doesnt know if its getting another season;#it does break up our heroes way too much and wastes times getting them back in the same room again)#(how often does the last airbender break up its cast? like they dont eat or sleep in close proximity?#zuko is pretty separate from them but also often serves as a villain much of the time)#(this writing decision is why i dont actually believe korra's main cast even likes each other)#(legend of korra doesnt need them all pissing in the same toilet but every book begins with them doing their own fuckin thing)#(i remember watching book 3 and reaching a point where theyre finally united thinking ''finally the core dynamic is together''#right before the red lotus kidnaps korra and breaks them up again)#(they also waste a lot of time introducing villains. limited clock people. you already need to get 4 people in the same room#and now youre getting way too into the politic beliefs of a guy who's gonna die in the end)#you can have complex villains but you dont need them all the time. hell; even ozai was simpler despite having 3 20 ep books to work with
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one of the things that fascinate me about thawne: yes, he CAN be normal with kids! surprisingly normal!



((not at all times, though. his mental illness still spills through and as usual he, in trying to manipulate or hurt others, spits out at them the exact stuff that would hurt him (or have in his childhood/barry's rejection interpretation) the most in the first place lmao))

but at the same time. his like second instinct when doing his bullshit is FUCK THEM (as) KIDS





(and, well. whatever this classifies as)

#whats wrong with him. seriously. he loves picking fights with literal children So Much#AND NONE OF THEM WITH WALLY ON THE MATTER OF BEING THE BIGGEST FLASH FAN. HOW DID THAT NEVER HAPPEN#about the middle page. honestly i DIDNT remember he is a Jerk in that way too until i checked his interactions with bart for this post#this man officially should not be allowed near children as a mentor.#just straight up drops ALL his insecurities on a poor kid in trying to make him feel ashamed. NO breaking the abuse cycle for this bad boy#the only thing he doesnt say is the direct 'you are a disappointment' altho the message is still the same 💀💀💀💀💀💀#AND I BET HES HELLA PROUD OF THAT. I MEAN CONSIDERING THIS FACT IG HE DOES TRY TO BE BETTER THAN HIS PARENTS. SOMEWHAT.#and omg he formulates his point like in problem based learning (leading the child to making the correct conclusion themselves)#im dying. professor to the fucking core.#and the way he feels the need to bring up flash facts in his appeal?? EO YOURE SO HOPELESS. THIS IS 100% HOW BART SAW HIM THROUGH#and god knows what he told thad promising to get him out of the speed force if he fought barry there and whether he was going to fulfill it#and do you even IMAGINE how FUCKED barry's mental condition would be growing up if thawne fulfilled his button threat#and i really REALLY wonder about the tornado twins and their relationship with 'uncle eobard' but that will be a separate post#he doesnt know any other way tho. and he might be actually mad at bart for not supporting his every action as The Flash#like. he tries to play family but the second they question he just goes WHATEVER. I DONT NEED IT. FLASH OF MY VISION RUNS ALONE#his problem is that he just wants attention. he doesnt see family/heroing for what 'its really about' or downsides that may come with them#everything is so idealized in his head. and the moment he faces reality with its complications the concept immediately gets antagonized.#and then he reconsiders and changes the conditions but fails each time never realizing the problem is his mindset and not everything else#black white at its finest yall#and man. RELATABLE.#also WHY is he standing LIKE A STATUE when appearing in front of bart????😭😭😭😭#poor museum rat has no idea what heroes in real life stand like#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#the reverse flash#bart allen#the flash#dc
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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Hm. Maybe its an insomnia thought, maybe its not. But im genuienly thinking on finally attempting to leave this hell hole of an app-- open up more free time instead of doom scrolling and feeling like I'm getting absolutly nothing. Tbh i dont even get very good memes anymore from here. Sigh.
Well, in any case, if youve been 👉👈 abt asking me for my discord nows the time to ask. I doubt I'll legit leave leave, but the likelyhood of uninstalling the app feels pretty high??? Idk well see how i feel after some sleep. Im also feeling this way abt bsky; kinda fucking sucks there too and is a "if you didnt have mutuals go in with you from the bird app or first wave off other apps you're invisible just like everywhere else :)"
#s.txt#i really dont think i could bring myaelf to delete any of my blogs anyway#not with years of content (tm) and refs and sources built up on some of them#but it genuienly doesnt feel all too enjoyable anymore. more like a chore or just bc i cant get myself to do anything else#i enjoy seeing my mutuals and their art and daily ramblings a lot!!!#but everything else. eh. idk. its sorta nice to be in the meme loop (tm) but even then#its not that deep or means much. and i like to keep informed* abt things going on as well#* we all know tumblr is NOT a reliable source but it gets some shit into your attention sphere#-- to then go look into and research further and more reliably#sigh. idk. idk!!!! its also like. routine. to be here. ive been on this hell site for years#but im also trying to do and find more things that make me happy ibstead of just. numb. to numb the chronic pain and pass time#i woud otherwise be staring at the walls bc im in pain. idk. idk idk waaahhhhh!
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"the sonic franchise has never had a misogyny problem" <- person whos never played a sonic game in their life
#sorry i just saw that poll that was going around. what do you mean theres people saying no ....#im not gonna elabroate too much rn because i dont feel like writing a whole essay on it but#the sonic franchise absolutely has its moments of mistreating its female cast and its wild to me that people can just. not notice ?#like yeah theres a lot of great and loveable female characters but that doesnt mean theyre never portrayed in a misognyistic way#or dont fall into a pattern of misogynistic writing choices even if the character is fine on her own#do you never pay attention to the amount of screentime or plot relevance a lot of them tend to get ?#or what storylines and roles theyre given?#what types of personalities and designs theyre allowed to have and how much variation they get compared to the boys ?#if theyre ever allowed to interact with other girls onscreen?#i think things Have gotten a bit better in more recent years but thats mostly because idw sonic is doing a lot of the heavy lifting here#and obviously im not saying any of this out of hatred for sonic. you can like something and admit that it has issues in certain areas
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I havent been looking through the ft tag in a while (Years) bc i swear the only thing in that tag is people talking about what FT couldve been & like thats cool & all but i Am getting kinda tired of seeing exclusively headcanon posts in between people complaining about the same stuff for the 777th time yk
#Putting up a big ol 'im aware im generalizing this fandom' sign#Its been like this since I first joined im just getting tired#When people talk about fandoms ignoring canon for the better & worse they're talking about FT's#No more ft rewrites you guys make your own ocs I promise it'll be much more fun even if it might not be as popular#If you dont like how it covered x topic or you wished y was expanded on im begging you im on my knees make your own original world#where those things Do get the attention & treatment it deserves please. Its so fun you dont understand.#Im also terribly mad at how underdeveloped this thing is even though it had like a decade to expand on so many things#AND IT STILL HAS A SEQUEL GOING ON#Im not gonna tell people to stop complaining or start using an anti tag or anything bc honestly i love reading the complaints i love#reading critiques im glad this fandom doesnt have a dedicated anti tag bc those things tend to be so toxic#im just like. idk its not my thing. I love complaining too dont get me wrong & i love headcanons ig i just dont care enough anymore though#nillas#vanili powder
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1 and 8 for the choose violence ask game?
1 (the character that everyone gets wrong): ok this one is tricky for me bc to some degree im cool with ooc-ish stuff on the case of like aus/personal interpretation/whatever AND i am actually someone who doesnt actually read a lot of fanfic and doesnt have tooooo many really strong feelings abt characters outside of phantom hourglass so this one i had to think abt for a bit for a character that i have strong enough feelings on and actually like. care and know how ppl popularly interpret them. i am a bit of a hater but its very specific haterism a lot of the time. so i don’t really have much of an answer for this? (except to say im a bit put off by ww/ph link as like some hardened rough and tumble pirate type, that’s always felt off to me)
8 (common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about): shut up about linebeck committing tax fraud shut UP about linebeck and tax crimes he’s a THIEF like CANONICALLY textually theres a whole fucking subplot that’s caused by him being a THIEF BITCH. he recommends theft to link at least once. shut the FUCK up about fucking tax fraud. what you all want is that mob psycho cunt. burglary is a hotter crime anyways.
#asks#salty talks#doomed-era#linebeck#for my own organization putting it in the tag#this took so long specifically bc i struggled with the first one lmao#my biggest weakness with these ask games is the fact that i dont actually read a lot of fic or like#pay much attention to specific fan opinions outside of ph or stuff i get on my dash#like i went through a list of warriors characters i have thoughts on#but half of the time the canon books get their own characters wrong so thats a non starter#so uh. nothing much on that lmao#if im being real the most fanfic i read is for fucking tf2 so like. idk man we got nine maybe ten or eleven people there#but im not looking too hard into how there interpreted unless it reaaaally jumps out and even then i dont have strong feelings#anyways the linebeck tax fraud thing is genuinely something that pisses me off like i KNOW people say tax fraud bc they look at him#and go oh thats a reigan arataka or w/e type character so hes a tax fraud guy instead of looking at the CANON TEXT where he ADMITS TO THEFT#AND DOESNT EVEN FEEL BAD ABOUT IT. COME ON. HE’S A THIEF IN FUCKING CANON.#he probably doesnt know what taxes are i dont think theyre something hed encounter but he has and will rob a fucker#i couldve put linebeck as the character everyone gets wrong but jts more like#bastardizing specific traits/flanderization in one direction or another/attaching to him annoyingly popular fandom tropes#but not really like a full just like oh youre just. fucking wrong about him (but im also quick to block ppl so idk)#also i personally think hes very much an up to interpretation character (in some regards) with the idea of him using a facade and whatnot
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I do think blue sky is cool and whatever but it feels like too much of an actual social media platform. Genuinely do not think it could replace Tumblr for me
#crow rambles#AND the text limit...#im a bitch who loves to yap i hate text limits#and i miss yapping in the tags when im on there :(#idk. tumblr has been my main posting platform for art for a while now#even ig (where i started posting my art) hasnt been getting much attention#solely bc posting on it takes too much time (it really doesnt im just lazy)
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twitter is entering their "rts > likes" phase now that likes are private after they spent years calling us ungrateful for being demotivated by ratios lmao
#man fuck yall just support artists you enjoy#dont attack people who dont rb/rt your art (hell they might even have it scheduled) but also dont constantly demand ''content'' from people#ESPECIALLY without telling them that you appreciate the effort they put in to show you cool things they made for free#you should've been rt'ing/rb'ing from the START 😒 just show people you care!#im just waiting to scroll through post after post of ppl calling out ''entitled artists'' lmao#btw my opinion on the whole thing is painfully neutral if you couldnt tell#i dont think you should care that much about numbers and ppl take it wayyyyyy too far#throwback to that one guy who personally @ everyone who didnt reblog their art that was CRAZY. i would straight up report you KJFGHKG#i also understand and have personally experienced how much engagement can change your mood#a simple ''i love this!'' can make someone's day. it's not hard to understand why ppl like engagement#when they make post after post without so much as a little tag they dont care about sharing anymore#the fact that people call that ''entitlement'' is also crazy#i have a lot of drawings i havent posted or just left nonrebloggable bc it really doesnt make a difference lmao#the only ones i leave rebloggable are the ones that i Know will do well and get attention. like the little pig redraw#if it's cute or funny it gets positive attention. anything else is shit on here lmao#it's just not as fun to share. it either leads to no engagement or negative engagement#would rather have nothing than something rude so whatever#some ppl say it's always been like this but no it absolutely was not always like this#idk what exactly caused the change. probably a lot of factors#could even just be the fandoms i hang around in! but considering i've seen the same sentiment from a bunch of ppl i doubt it's that#the best solution to no engagement is to just make friends and have fun#but 90% of the internet is hostile and negative and rude for no fucking reason#when i unfollowed someone on my old public twitter and they @ me over it. damn i dont know why but NOW i know why 😭#this post has gone way off course im just ranting at this point. i havent talked in a while hi how have you guys been#work was a lot yesterday and today is too slow (im not at work im just going crazy in my house)#(and i cant leave my house bc there's construction blocking the road someone save me)#chat
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why why why is my situationship still texting me like brother. im not hooking up w u anymore
#said smth ab him to my boss the other day too bc a customer looked SO much like him#so i said that to my boss and then HE TEXTED ME like 5 min later. and i almost screamed at work#but my boss was like. u have a thing going for u bc ur afab (he doesnt understand nby so i dont bother lol) that means u#can get away w more shit and im like..... What does that Even Mean. Huh???????#whatever its still kinda weird but i like the attention so. i will continue to reply. :)#also another friend texted me earlier this HUGEEEEE paragraph ab the 'friend' that stood us up a couple weeks ago at the club#real ones know what im talking ab. anyway i guess the 'friend' blocked My friend and he thinks its a controlling bf situation#which is so sad but like. I Do Not Know This Person.. also didnt ask but i think people just like to talk <3 like me in the tags <3#talk tag
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cannot believe AK is leaving mr!...... gayest nini i have come across to date. no one is doing it like her
#when she looks bored while santiago is kissing her neck because she wants him to Stop It so she can go talk to satine......#comphet girlie of all time#we only ever see her giving santiago attention when satine is supposed to be showing interest in the duke or is actually showing#interest in christian#shes trying so hard to make satine jealous and it isn't working#also she found a fuck buddy to keep her occupied when satine is so she wont have time to stew in her thoughts and feelings#the way the tour is staged so nini is standing on the set piece with christians box and sparkling diamond ends with them staring up at#satine with the Exact Same Expressions on their faces#most likely we are meant to interpret ninis expression as yearning to BE satine but when you put her next to christian i have gay thoughts#nini doing a double take when satine says 'i went to the doctor' because SATINE TOOK HER ADVICE#those of you who havent gotten to see her nini are missing out and i scream because idk if u see my vision or if all my satini fics land#weird to u#i miss her already and she hasnt even left yet#the pining and the yearning and the confused 'do i want to BE her or do i want to KISS her??' from nini and the homoerotic rivalry tension#and its tragically one sided because satine doesnt even NOTICE nini because shes too busy being in love with christian#the fact that nini says 'i would do anything to be the headliner here' in the 'be careful' convo thereby proving she is a LIAR because she#wont do ANYTHING. she wont become the headliner at the expense of satines safety#she loves satine so much im gonna start screaming#i just wrote a whole meta but i dont wanna tag it because i have this weird fear of AK seeing me calling her nini gay and so its just gonna#get lost on my blog#beatrice.txt
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sorry ive got more spideryapping to do i gotta get it out of my system
#ive been pondering. if theyll do daily bugle photo stuff in spiderman 4#cuz like. when the comics first came out it made sense that nobody would be able to get pics but him#snd ofc those pictures would be valuable#but bruh NOW???? pictures of spiderman have to be a dime a dozen right. how does that work#like w tobey maguire it still makes sense cuz phones dont have advanced cameras. and they set up his photography interest#and w andrew garfield its still Kinda plausible but not a big plot point. and they set up photography w him too#but i dont recall mcu spiderman EVER touching a camera#like he could suddenly learn to do it cuz that thats happened in adaptations before but like. i dont think it makes sense for the setting#or character. but especially the setting#also. theres always the wholr conflict of him having to work for someone thats constantly slandering him#but surely j cubed is way too linked to aunt may dying i feel like its too far this time 😭😭😭#like idk. how else could he pay rent man presumably has no documents 😭 plus the classic sudden disappearances and flaking#like theres a reason hes always selling photos even still but i feel like it doesnt make sense now so wtf are they gonna do#if he magically just does still have a bank account and birth certificate and social security number ill be pissed#cuz why would his face be erased from a class photo but not a passport picture. how#ive thought abt this way too much they better not let any magic spell plot holes get thru cuz i WILL catch them#im watching u guys dont pmo i need to know the exact limitations and extent of that spell. i see a plot hole im gonna be mad#altho he was getting ged. what kind of documents do u need for that. did he forge them or did they survive#im just really focused on the bureaucratic details here those writers better know im gonna be paying ATTENTION#and for sure everyone else cares abt that as much as i do. u guys will tank at the box office if its not ironclad im tellin u#x
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