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why am i so haunted
sorry hold on i couldnt find the gif I wanted but I found this one instead, why is he so cunty?
#op#1k#10k#20k#30k#the way this wasnt even meant to be a gimmick post 😭 i was gonna post abt my uncle killing himself lol
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maybe never forgive. but things are different now. so we'll use maybe.
#my version of a happy ending au#mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing anya#anya#curly#my art#considering this game takes place in a hellscape#i imagine one of the other horrifying angles for anya was that she might not even have the rights to abort the wound#so i like to think. curly. thinking he's going to die anyway. just takes all of the medical bills from his crew#because if he lives then he'll spend his life paying it all off#and if he dies. then he takes the burden with him#but him and anya are horrible horrible parallels now. and they cant NOT care about each other#he'll turn himself into the horse. he'll be the beast of burden. anything he said. anything#and for once he actually means it.
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'It's not too late to learn, Fenris'
#fenhawke#fenris#hawke#garrett hawke#dragon age 2#i can't believe i finished a comic#it's been six months#and i've been anxious every time i stared at the canvas of a 'new page'#this one's been on my mind since January#thumbnailed in Feb#FINALLY the AF gave me enough energy and selfesteem to actually draw it#LOOK#i never chose this option#not ever#not even during my first playthrough a decade ago when I only knew Hawke by the looks#but the angst in this prospect is so chef's kiss#not to mention Fenfen would rip/ghost phase through the veil himself to bring him back#sigh#i'm also delighted I managed to draw a silent comic about words u_u#so many experiments in this one#also bedhair Hawke siiiigh#dragon age#las!art
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there’s something sooo sickening about how dunmeshis whole energy is like sometimes something terrible and awful happens to you and it changes you forever and nothing can make you the person you were before but there’s still love and there’s still sharing a meal together and there’s still living
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#it’s so AOUGH!!!#especially mithrun and falin and thistle#but everyone has some element of this#it’s also so important that the characters in majority DONT get what they want#marcille never gets to even out the lifespan between races#falin is never returned to her pre chimera state#mithrun never got to truly be the version of himself he want to be#like idk i could go on#but there’s smthn to the fact that not all the problems are fixed#and actually most of the time it’s better they aren’t#IDKKKK IRS JUST SO AOUGH
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a few chapters into sunrise on the reaping and the conclusion I’m coming to is that while katniss keeps *a lot* to herself, 16 year-old haymitch was a chronic oversharer. he dropped in ONE chapter more of the entire district’s lore than she did in 3 books
#while they’re similar in some of their actions katniss tries to conceal so much what she feels that she ends up hiding it even from herself#while haymitch is much more open and honest to himself in this sense#which is also interesting when you compare it to tbosas’s narration in third-person#because (as many people must have already stated) snow lies so much he can’t even be trusted to tell his own story#idk I just find it interesting how even the way the story is told is a sign of how she shapes the characters#haymitch abernathy#sunrise on the reaping#sotr spoilers#thg sotr#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#catching fire#mockingjay#suzanne collins
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“‘Good night, Spock.’
Spock resisted the temptation. It would ruin his reputation for Vulcan decorum - which was none too secure with this particular Human, in any case - to say ‘Sleep tight.’”
rlly half assed comic based on the quote (idk where its from) but if spock did say sleep tight 😂
#my art#star trek#star trek tos#spirk#k/s#spock#jim kirk#comic#short comic#a silly one#no one would even believe jim#not that he would tell anyone cos imo he likes to gatekeep spock moments for himself
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I have a headcanon that Sanji struggles with wanting/asking for non-sexual intimacy from Zoro. So if he's having a rough day or just wants to be held by the man he loves he'll initiate sex in order to feel that connection, regardless of whether he's actually in the mood. But Zoro's gotten unnervingly good at telling when he's doing this and redirecting to give him what he actually needs in that moment.
#To Sanji who was abused for showing any kind of emotional vulnerability#Zoro learning to intrinsically understand his emotional needs and fulfill them—when even he himself doesn't fully understand them#is a deep kind of love that means the world to him.#zosan#sanzo#zosanzo#one piece#roronoa zoro#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#comic#please love this i spent so long on it
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Let the poor man rest.
#also no he doesn't want to experience life as a normal person. no he wouldn't sacrifice his powers to live again.#he LOVED being powerful. he was very proud of his powers. he was at the top of the world. what he disliked was being so lonely at the top.#which having reunited with Geto now he is not.#and he wanted to keep the next generation safe due to his past regrets and teach a generation of kids to be at the top together.#and he wanted to get rid of the corrupt higher-ups and reform the Jujutsu society.#and he did all of that. Yuta and Yuuji are both alive and safe and the kids are all reunited with each other stronger than ever#and the higher-ups are d**d.#Gojo obviously wouldn't hate to keep living. he clearly didn't expect to lose and die. but as he himself confirmed#he died doing what he loved. he went out the way he wanted. he went out with a bang. he had the best fight of his life and gave it his all.#as he said 'he had fun'. he said it would have been embarrassing if he died of old age or sickness.#and now that he's gone he's happy with his friends and especially Geto. he found peace.#He said it himself 'Now i'm wishing that it's not just a dream'.#also for those of you who say that Geto & Gojo wouldn't be together because one would go to hell and one to heaven... no. just no.#first of all. Gojo did a mass m*r*** before his death#second of all. they're Buddhists. they don't have heaven and hell. don't bring Abrahamic religions into everything.#and you'd be surprised by the excuses the Abrahamic religions find to not let people in heaven.#probably Gojo wouldn't go to heaven even if he didn't kill the higher-ups due to...idk... occasionaly doing pranks or sth.#but Gege apparently created a whole other afterlife of his own. and Toji Geto Gojo Nanami and everyone were all gathered there together.#you SAW that. so stop.#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#jjk gojo#gege akutami#my two cents#satosugu
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The aftermath of SOTM secret ending,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#arnold fnaf#fnaf mimic#the mimic#m2 fnaf#david murray#secret of the mimic#sotm#Arnold is so funny to me#cause like truly he’s JUST SOME guy#who learns the secrets and tragedy of the Murray family#and in the secret ending what can the dude even do after#he’s faced with a robot kid.. one he knows the full lore of#you’d think he’d just adopt them and go home#can’t just leave M2 home alone and can’t handle em over to Fazbear#I wanna believe delusionally that he’d take M2 to watch after himself#the actual good ending to SOTM
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More Stowaway AU
Pacifica dynamics with each Grunkle. Happy late Father’s Day and birthday to the grunks!
#Pacifica Northwest#Stanley Pines#Stanford Pines#Stan Pines#Gravity Falls#Stowaway AU#my art#doodles#there’s much more lovecraftian ass monsters and pirate specters than I’ve depicted I just really like making jokes about the dynamics#i love Paz and Stan beefing but like now it’s with love#Ford and Pacifica though that was a surprising discovery bc before I’d always have their relationship as positive neutral#maybe Paz a little tinyyyy bit scared of him bc he is Dipper coded but once he finds out about her paranormal connections he might#unintentionally treat her more science experiment and anomaly more than like a person which is very NOT a Dipper thing so Paz is freaked#but like in the Stowaway AU ok some of that happens but I think the more Ford gets to know her as a bullheaded but intelligent kid who’s#eager to impress he sees a bit of himself AND his brother within her personality and she’s had to go through so much shit but she’s still#here and talking her shit and she’s surprisingly interested in history and so intuitive and REALLY into paranormal shit like even if its not#all the cryptid and science shit he likes they find something to really bond over#and then everything else is just like hey! this kid is cool#and then in the middle of the night one day he’s like ‘Stanley I think I’m ready to be a father.’ and Stan goes BWUH?????
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Sure hope a god doesn’t come around and punish him for his hubris
#this scene in the odyssey was somehow even more out of pocket than what we see in epic#because what do you mean ody got out of the cave#went “wait a sec. actually I’m mad.”#then proceeded to dox himself.#and by shouting gave away his location on the water#so Polyphemus could yeet a boulder at him#AND THEN HE KEEPS YAPPING#and eurylochus is like captain please chill w that#and ody’s like: what’s he gonna do? throw another boulder?#and then Polyphemus throws a second boulder#very obvious that Athena was NOT with him at that moment#id in alt text#peas n guac#epic the musical#etm#the cyclops saga#epic odysseus#epic polyphemus
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The face of a boy who was upset he couldn't come into the bathroom with me.
#belphie#belphegor#last time he came in with me he shredded a bunch of tp so#watched him launch himself over and at the elderly ladies in the house all afternoon and evening#he also really liked sniffing my jacket
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Obsessed with the idea of Mobei Jun going through most of his life thinking that he's the only one smart enough to pick up on Shang Qinghua's worth and try to court him, only to walk into a room one day (prior to his ascension) and see Luo Binghe's husband beating up his man in what is clearly a non-serious and recreational fashion.
Just how long has this been going on for? Is this why Qinghua has never formally accepted any of his proposals? How is he supposed to retaliate when Junshang will kill him on the spot for any perceived attack on his husband? The one guy he probably can't challenge to a duel, and he's clearly trying to seduce Mobei's man out from under him!
But what can he do? More violence? Sluttier outfits? Longer attempts at meaningful eye-contact? He was already pulling out all the stops, what does this stupid scholar have that he doesn't, huh?
#svsss#scum villain#scum villain's self saving system#moshang#mobei jun#shang qinghua#emergency alert someone else has noticed qinghua and it seems qinghua is interested in him as well#mbj has no idea what to do with this he's never had to lower himself to compete for sqh's interest before#even worse it's someone he can't immediately kill on the spot#at this rate he's going to have to ask sha hualing for the name of her tailor#plunging necklines don't fail him now
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there's lots of things to talk about in the huge dump of "CANCELLED PLANS FOR DISCO ELYSIUM 2: CUNO BOOGALOO" but i am fixated on this little diagram of a mechanic where the better the kids are getting along, the closer they will walk to each other, and at maximum, they start holding hands

the whole game was going to be based on this complicated relationship between two traumatized orphans. and then it was going to end with them fighting to the death
#disco elysium#locust city#the fact that cuno and cunoesse were going to share skills? sharing a fucking brain??#so at the end of the game if one of them is dead they have fucking lost half of themselves#apparently the 'cuno kills cunoesse' ending he just uhhhh goes to wait for death in an abandoned prison. punishing himself eternally#even though she was planning on killing (or 'killing') him from the very beginning aaAAAAAAGH. BUT HE STILL LOVED HER#proud
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i think alphonse would still experience depersonalization and dysmorphia even after getting his body back
#alphonse elric#obviously hes glad about having it back#but there's this unease at the back of his mind#because hes been put into a new body that is drastically different from the one he was in for years for a second time#and that body isnt the one he lost. it had changed so much since he was 10 and i dont even think he could recognize himself for a while#i also think thats why he got the exact same haircut he had as a kid. to feel more like that younger and more familiar version of himself.#anyway i think he would still feel like he lost another part of himself by gaining everything back#even if he hated every second of being in that armor and even if all he ever wanted was to be normal again#he still spent 5 years in that body. long enough to begrudgingly become used to it#and for his body to change instantly into an unrecognizable version of himself#i dont think he had an easy time adjusting to being so different physically#even beyond the fact that he had to spend months/years physically recovering#oughhh its such a weird and complex feeling to miss something that made him miserable#just because that familiarity is more comforting than all of the pain and overstimulation of gaining his senses back#and being a completely different person physically#i also think hed have trouble sleeping for a while and start Thinking About Things He Shouldn't at night again#this is one of those things#fma#fullmetal alchemist#fma fanart#fmab fanart#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fma art#fmab#fma brotherhood
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