#every day i think about how his name was almost Tsuki
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humlase · 1 year ago
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We need more asian Andrew art.
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miyamizuna · 1 year ago
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How about sweet Tadashi Yamaguchi? He's current concern is that all cute girls that come over to talk always just want to talk about Tsukki... How about some girl finally changes it?
OMG OMGOMG I LOVE HIS CURRENT CONCERN ITS SO CUTE.
this isnt exactly hcs.. i jus thought this would be such a cute mini fic
wait
 YOU MEAN ME?
ft. yamaguchi tadashi w.c: 689 warnings: literally none just fluff also female reader
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Yamaguchi Tadashi, many words can be used to describe him; shy, unconfident, and the boy who's always with Tsukishima. It's because of this unconfident nature that caused him to always think that every girl to come up to him does not want to talk to him, but rather Tsukishima. His theory was proved right after girls only wondered where to find Tsukishima. Perhaps he wished it was the other way around; that girls would talk to him instead of Tsuki, maybe even girls talking about himself to Tsuki.
"Um, excuse me!" a voice calls out to Yamaguchi as he stops in his tracks down the hallway. The voice was one of a girl. Taking that into consideration, he used his usual reply;
"Tsukishima is in the library," he stated as he turned around to greet the voice that called out to him.
His eyes meet one of a very pretty girl as he feels his face getting flustered. Yup, this girl is definitely looking for Tsuki he thinks as he continues to look at her.
"huh? Why would I be looking for Tsukishima?" The girl tilts her head in confusion as she looks at him with a questioning look. 
"O-Oh I'm sorry! Is there anything you need?" He replies with a stutter as his. "...Or did you even need anything?" he adds to his previous question out of clear nervousness.
The girl just simply smiled at him, she played with the hem of her skirt with her left hand; her nervousness clear as day.
“Well, I suppose you could say I needed something from you.” she then averts her eyes, from his, as a rose-tinted blush appeared amongst her cheeks. “ I would like to get to know you better.”
Yamaguchi is taken aback by her statement. What girl would want to get to know more about him? Isn’t Tsukishima the interesting one between the two of them? He knew his whole thought process surrounding girls stemmed from his self-confidence issues. Even on the volleyball team. He is the only one of the 1st years who isn’t a starting member. How can someone like him be appealing to a girl?
“Hey! Are you okay..?” The girl says now placing a hand on his cheek to feel his temperature. “Oh no! You’re burning up.” she lets out as her face softens into a worry. 
How long had he spaced out? Did he completely short-circuit? Did he say someone he wasn’t supposed to say?
“I-I’m fine!” he manages to get out after his mini panic. Just then the girl takes her hand off of his cheek and sighs in relief.
“I’m glad that you’re okay! You had me worried for a bit!” she tells him, expressing her worry in her tone of voice. “Oh! I should tell you my name! I’m (l/n) (y/n).” she with her cheeks still rose-tinted, extended her hand out to him as a gesture of a handshake. 
Yamaguchi looks at her hand and then softly smiles and accepts her handshake, relaxing his tense posture for once. “Nice to meet you (l/n), I’m Yamaguchi Tadashi.” 
As the handshake ends, it leaves the two of them steering at eachother for a time. Both seem lost in eachothers eyes. It’s almost as (y/n) can count the freckles on his face, and for yamaguchi, it’s almost like the attention of a girl is foreign to him. 
“(y/n)! Are you coming?” Another girl’s voice called out to (y/n) breaking the silence between the two of them causing (y/n) to jump. 
“O-Oh! Uh! I’m coming!” She replies as she bows to Yamaguchi as a sign of respect. “I-I have to go now. I’ll see you around!” with that, she's off in a flash. 
Yamaguchi wonders if that just happened. He’s not dreaming, is he? Did he truly just talk to a girl who wasn’t looking for Tsuki, rather she wanted to get to know him? He smiles over this mini-victory as he finally gets a cute girl to talk to him. Maybe this was the boost to his self-confidence that was greatly needed.
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drowsynyu · 2 years ago
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he never was a family man— until he met you..
cw: fem reader, y/n is described to be plus sized and a little short, you have two kids, teensy bit of angst, more of a modern au, google translated names 😒, y/n talks bad about herself briefly but toji makes her stop 🙈
a/n: please idk why but when i thought of this i immediately needed to write it. also this is so random and i wrote this in the middle of the night so i apologize if its kinda stinky
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enjoy!~
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toji never thought of himself as a family man.. especially since he had a kid of his own that was basically nonexistent to him. he never planned on getting in a serious relationship either— until he met you.
he was out getting coffee at a shop a friend recommended. it was a cute place. had a cottage vibe. when he entered, he froze as he was immediately hit with a sweet scent. the place was cozy in the nicest way possible, there being couches and tables everywhere for customers to sit. as he approached the counter, he glanced down to meet eyes with the pretty little barista behind the counter.. aka you.
“welcome! is there anything i can get for you today?” you asked, your voice sickeningly sweet. toji almost forgot how to function, stuffing his hands in his pockets.
“uh..” he muttered as he looked up to get a look at the menu. “coffee.. nothing in it. and i guess a chocolate croissant too.” he said, watching as you happily put his order in the machine.
“i think you’ll really like the croissant! it’s really good!” you say with a gentle smile.
toji glanced at the total on the little screen facing him as he took out his wallet. “the prices here aren’t bad.. might start coming here more..” he muttered as he took out some money, handing it to you. that was totally the reason.. yeah.. the “prices.”
“well when the owners started this place up, they wanted to think about everyone that may come here.. so they made the prices a lot less expensive than most cafes. it was really sweet of them to do that.” you say, your eyes softening as you look at toji.
soon toji’s coffee and croissant was made, and he made his leave.
then on he came to the exact same cafe almost every day, order something, chat with you, then leave. eventually he even started hanging out with you during your breaks, which quickly turned into hanging out after you got off work.
he learned that you had two kids from a previous marriage. two five year olds who were twin daughters.
he even got the chance to meet them when you invited him to dinner.
it all started with you welcoming him inside, your daughters hiding behind you as they looked at him with big eyes.
“hey there.. you two must be the little ones y/n told me about yeah? niko and tsuki?” he spoke as he knelt down to their level. niko was first to leave your side, shyly moving to go to toji. “hey there.. you look just like your mama.” he says before his eyes flicker to tsuki. “you too..” he says, giving both of the girls a faint smile.
your heart almost melted as you watched both of your daughters interact with toji. “you guys get to know each other, i’ll get dinner started.” you say before heading to the kitchen.
toji watched as you walked away, his eyes softening ever so slightly.
“do you like mama?” tsuki finally spoke up for the first time. her voice was a lot quieter than niko’s. she held her arms up, asking for him to pick her up. toji smiled before picking her up, chuckling as she held onto him.
“hey! me too me too!!” niko pouted, jumping slightly with her arms up. toji laughed before picking niko up with his other arm, smiling as the two girls held onto him.
“to answer your question, tsuki.. i do. a lot. but don’t tell her yet, cuz it’s a secret. yeah?” toji said as he sat on the couch, niko and tsuki sitting comfortably on his legs.
“we won’t tell! pinky promise!” niko said as she held out her pinky. toji smiled and linked pinkies with her. “are you gonna be our papa?” niko asked softly.
before toji even got the chance to respond, you came back, a little smile on your face. “i see you guys got comfy.” you say as you sat on the couch with them, niko moving to sit on your lap.
toji wrapped an arm around you, watching as you rest your head on his chest. niko gives tsuki a knowing look before looking at you. “mama, can me and tsu go play in our room?” she asked, looking at you sweetly.
“go ahead, sweetheart. be careful!” you say as you watch the girls run to their room. you could faintly here their giggles as they play, your heart warming from the sound.
“you mind if i ask a personal question?” toji suddenly spoke up, his hand resting on your hip.
you look at him, your eyes widening a little. “go ahead.. i don’t mind.” you say as your hand rests on his abdomen.
“what happened with their dad?.. i mean— why isn’t he here? if that makes sense.. you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.” he spoke, his voice softening a little.
you sigh softly as you rest your head on his chest. “their dad.. he was a sweet man but
 there was another woman. and she was important enough for him to leave us. i don’t blame him.. she’s a goddess compared to me.. she’s skinnier.. taller.. everything i’m not.” you say softly before you feel toji press a finger to your lips to stop you.
“he didn’t deserve someone as beautiful as you.. you’re perfect
 and he was an idiot to leave you for some girl.” he said as he gently caressed your cheek. you leaned into his touch, feeling your face warm up as you met eyes with him.
“i’m not perfect..” you chuckle awkwardly. “i’m clumsy, i’m no where close to neat, i’m awful at cook-” toji cut you off as his lips gently pressed against yours. you close your eyes after a moment of surprise, gently kissing him back.
you look into his eyes shyly after he breaks the kiss. “you. are. perfect.” he says, lifting your chin to look into your eyes.
over the next few months, you went out on dates with toji, spending a lot of your downtime with him. he even moved in at some point.
it was a surprise when niko first called him “papa.” toji was in bed with you, watching tv together when niko came running in with a drawing she made in hand. she looked so proud of herself as she basically shoved it in his face.
“papa! look at my drawing!” she said as she handed him the drawing. he gave you a little glance as he smiled faintly before looking at the drawing. niko had drawn you, him, plus her and her sister.
“it’s amazing, niko.. we should hang it up on the fridge, yeah? show it off to anyone that visits.” he said as he got out of bed, heading to the kitchen while niko happily followed.
about two months later, toji got a call. “hello?” he said as he answered the phone. he could hear tsuki crying softly over the phone. “tsuki? what’s going on?” he asked as he sat up.
“i got in trouble, papa.. i punched my classmate b’cuz he scribbled all over my paper..” she sniffled. “you or mama needs to come pick me up because i can’t be at school for the rest of the day..”
toji smiled a little as he caught the name. “alright.. we’ll come get you soon, alright?” he said as he got out of bed, glancing at you to hint to start getting ready.
“okay, papa.. i’m sorry..” tsuki said softly.
“don’t worry about it, i’ll tell your mama what happened on the way okay?” toji said as he put on his jacket, holding his phone to his ear using his shoulder.
you ended up being a little upset when you found out, but it all worked out in the end.
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cosmicjoke · 1 year ago
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Just adding this on, but this isn't an attempt on my part or an encouragement to harass these people, though I'm sure everyone reading this already knows that. Just a means of letting others know who's behind at least some of the harassment lately.
Alright, well, here comes the call-out post that I promised anon. Have fun with it, I guess. It's about to get long, folks. A group of @tsuki-no-ura followers, who's been obviously vague posting about me for months at this point, specifically targeting every topic I discuss on my blog by making counterarguments to it on their blog, even though I never directed any of my analysis posts or anything else at them, nor has anything I've ever written been in direct response to anything they've written, is certainly behind at least some of the harassment. And other than the times I've tried having conversations with tsuki in the past, when I used to follow them, and wanted to discuss their posts with them, which almost always went ignored, I haven't at all addressed them or made reference to them, either implied or specifically, in any of my analysis posts. I only made reference to them a few weeks back when I found out that they'd essentially said my defense of Levi's violence was tantamount to Nazism, which I wasn't going to let stand. That's the only time I've ever directly referenced them. And yet, every time I make an analysis post, a counterargument to it magically appears on their blog the same day or a few days later, something that was brought to my attention by a mutual of mine. I had no idea until a couple weeks ago that this was happening, because I stopped following them more than a year ago, and only just recently blocked them. But they're obviously stalking me. And, inevitably, every time they do this, a slew of anon hate messages get sent, both to me and various other blogs that I follow, or that follow me. This isn't a coincidence:
@clearavenuelover, @66honeybadgers, and I'm sure various other of their groupies, are the ones almost assuredly largely behind the anonymous attacks on Levi blogs over the last, several months. They start out with their passive-aggressive bullshit, and eventually, of course, it turns to outright hostility, because that's just who these people are. @clearavenuelover purposefully tagged me in one of tsuki's posts, and so obviously they're aware of their followers harassing other Levi fan blogs. This is the link to the post they tagged me and other Levi fan blogs in: https://www.tumblr.com/tsuki-no-ura/739123803956854784/okay-so-here-i-come-with-my-discourse-causing
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And yet more evidence that these people all congregate in the same circles and circle-jerk each other over how they think they're "winning" some non-existent contest against me and other Levi fan blogs.
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And look who liked this answer as soon as it was put up:
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And here @66honeybadgers is again, name-dropping tsuki-no-ura while they continue to harass me:
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And this is clearly the same douche-bag that asked me a few weeks back if I considered myself a "Levi expert", and has now, over the last two days, continued to harass me for daring to express my opinion about Levi on my own blog, dropping the "friendly" act and showing their outright hostility:
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This is clear harassment from a very specific corner of the fandom, mainly, surprise, surprise, eruri shippers, or even just Erwin stans who want to make everything about him, and get angry at anyone who dares to express any different view from the ones they hold, to the point of actively seeking out and stalking our blogs, hate reading our posts, going into our inboxs and sending us anonymous hate messages, trying to cram their opinions down our throats and then getting upset when we don't listen or accept their views. And then they want to go around acting like they're all the victims. What a joke these people are. Anyway, I just thought I should make this post so that actual Levi fan blogs can know to avoid and block these assholes. I can't say if they're behind ALL of the harassment, but they're certainly behind some of it, and it's good to expose them because they're cowards, and once they've been exposed, they won't have the fucking balls to continue.
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arnrdsjj · 3 months ago
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my thoughts on parsley (the jj oneshot focusing on onyx)
before i get down to onyx specifically, i’d like to say that i find the writing of the game and all the oneshots quite fascinating. since i still haven’t covered much of the in-game content, i’ve only seen dakeshin and kiyoharu interact two or three times at most, but those were enough for me to grasp their dynamics more than just vaguely and go on a crazy flight of fancy about the development of their relationship that later turned out not so far-fetched from the reality
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after reading only a few lines, i knew they were my type. i knew kiyoharu got a whole bunch of insecurities and dakeshin must’ve struggled to eradicate them and never considered him simply his vessel. i knew they were special to each other to a certain degree. i knew the oneshot dedicated to onyx would break me, and all of this screams about how subtle, neat, and tasty the writing of jj is!
parsley, sure thing, broke me as expected :,)
i must admit i didn’t expect it to progress the way it did! if put roughly, to me, the story starts with the boy who dreams of becoming a jack ace and then realizes he isn’t cut out for the role but bound to be forever an ensemble member, then introduces the other boy who’s got everything the first boy can only wish to have and was seemingly born to shine on stage all his life only to break down his perfect façade where, in fact, almost nothing about his current life is his own will and where the notion of a dream the way the first boy sees it is completely alien to him, which slowly but surely results in them learning to trust and rely on each other, groping around for what they truly desire, and helping each other make it come true at long last. it’s an incredibly beautiful story
although insecure and extremely self-conscious, kiyoharu is surprisingly (not in a bad sense) self-centered. his dream is his own exclusively to the point that he rarely thinks of himself as a part of the team and rarely asks anyone in onyx for help or cooperation even when he’s assigned to be their al jeanne and struggles to get the hang of it. he’s constantly thinking on how to become better, drowns himself in the expectations he places on himself and fails to fulfill, and thus might end up dragging everyone down along with him, not in terms of their morale, but their future results. i find it ironic that as soon as dakeshin reveals the truth to him—he never entered univeil for artistic reasons and only needed to grow to be a good leader there—the first thing kiyoharu asks him is, “will you stop performing as soon as you graduate?” as if what you need to do mattered nothing at all in contrast to what you want to do
dakeshin, on the other hand, proves he was born to be a leader in every step he takes. apart from numerous responsibilities, he estimates kiyoharu’s potential, bets everything he has—his one and only dream, namely the gold for onyx—on entrusting him with the al jeanne role. a random first-year student suddenly rising so highly, becoming someone who the story cannot exist without, someone who dakeshin cannot practice without, leaves everyone speechless, whereas dakeshin himself deems it only natural given kiyoharu’s talent and diligence, secretly keeping his fingers crossed that it’ll work out in the end if he puts his all into it, for he’s the leader of onyx and that’s exactly what he needs and what everyone around expects him to do
sure thing, it’s not supposed to work like that. the scene where fumi fights with his current jack ace (the one he’s had in-between tsuki and kai) only proves that unless you’re in tune with each other, unless you watch and listen closely, unless you push forward having a common goal, you’ll never reach the heights you want to. that’s basically what kiyoharu learns upon getting a cry for help in their performance and long-desired victory from dakeshin, also realizing that everyone in onyx has, in fact, believed and put trust in him since day one, whereas he never really thought of his own contribution to the team
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i absolutely love how grounded and realistic kiyoharu is. we’ve got a mental breakdown under covers in the middle of the night due to not being enough, body insecurities, inner struggles, the feeling of guilt and being a great fool full of selfishness. the way he resonates with dakeshin as soon as the façade crumbles before his eyes, realizing that he took all his deeds for granted and that dakeshin is the same vulnerable teenage boy as him and deserves much more credit for being so gutsy and resolute compared to his own timid and weak self, the way he comes up with a stupid ass talk about parsley to boost the morale and promise that dakeshin’s effort will be paid off is priceless, to say the least
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that “parsley aside
 sugachi
 i’m glad it’s you” before they go out on stage to perform
 oh my god
 you have no idea how dear these two are to me. dakeshin has never intimated to anyone the things he intimates to kiyoharu, and when they miss one day of practice, he says how it’s good to have moments like that, when they just do nothing and unwind, once in a blue moon. it’s obvious that all he does is practice and assistance, that he has neither the time to form a strong bond with anyone nor the possibility (or dare i say the right) to stop taking care of every thorny thing single-handedly. while he’s, much expectedly so, glad to be of help to kiyoharu, he’s on cloud nine and laughs out loud with great relief as he enjoys the support that he’s been in dire need of all along from kiyoharu in return. in the end, not only he brings to light a promising al jeanne, but he also finds a friend he can trust with his genuine emotions and cherished dreams
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needless to say, dakeshin and kiyoharu virtually live leon and elena’s lives from the play they’re about to perform, the former chasing his fondest dreams and the latter joining him and not having to seclude himself any longer. to cut it short, elena, an aristocrat, was taken on a pirate ship against her will, but the pirates, leon specifically, were the ones to show her what freedom is and what she truly deserves, just like kiyoharu finally finds merits to himself and discovers the life in univeil he strives for thanks to onyx, dakeshin specifically. i might be overstretching it a little bit, but there’s also something about leon barging into the ball in disguise of a nobleman to get elena back, fully aware of all the risks and implications, that i find quite allegorical as regards dakeshin. it’s either their happily ever after or nothing at all, where he’ll do his ut-freaking-most to ensure the former. now you go and try to guess who exactly i’m referring to. heh
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coming back to the title, parsley is such a sophisticated comparison. i love how bluntly and simply it’s used in the story, for it suits it and kiyoharu’s character so, so well. the boy just rattles on about his inferiority complex complicated by the unusual, if essential existence of parsley on his plate, oblivious and modest to the point that he has yet to realize that dakeshin is the chef whose main goal is to prepare the most exquisite and artistic dish of his life before his restaurant goes out of business, who values each drop and each crumb, each taste and each color, picking him of all people, so luscious and refreshing, as a garnish, as the finishing touch which the dish wouldn’t make any sense without
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with that being said, these two have definitely blurred any distinction between the flower and its vessel for me: they’re as much vessels for each other as they’re flowers, even though kiyoharu might be reluctant to ever admit it. i know he’s fine with being a crutch, but he’s also capable of shining on stage and i’m one hundred percent sure that’s what dakeshin desires for him, even more so not in tow with him, but individually
there’s also this scene where kiyoharu watches a play on the tv and tries to repeat the jack moves which ensues into him realizing yet again that he's no good compared to everyone else in their class, both in terms of skills and appearance. it’s the best foreshadowing of what’s to come later in the story—given how he’s then assigned to be an al jeanne—because on the screen he’s been boring into, the male character takes the female character by the hand and says, “if you’re the night, i’ll be the moon to light it. if you’re the flower, i’ll be the rain to keep it moist,” or something along those lines.
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add to the scene all the frames where dakeshin holds out his hand to kiyoharu
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add to the scene all the frames where they’re coming out into the light
connect the dots. say that kaido-san is the moon and rain to sugachi’s night and flower. cry with me.
reverse it if you feel like it because the best part about this duo is that it works either way which only proves the point that all of this is not about kiyoharu’s physique or constant race for being better than someone else, but the role he plays both on stage and in the lives of those he cherishes
if you haven't read parsley yet, please do! the story and voice acting is top-notch!
i'm done with the post, but now i'm itching to write a fic about them AHHHH
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queenharumiura · 1 year ago
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Neo’s RP HISTORY
The rules are simple! Post characters you’d like to roleplay as, have roleplayed as, and might bring back. Then, tag ten people to do the same ( if you can’t think of ten, just write down however many you can and tag that number of people ). Please repost, don’t reblog!
CURRENT MUSE/S (including those I haven't closed officially):
Canon muses: Haru Miura (KHR), Hibari Kyouya (KHR), Kyoko Sasagawa (Kyoko), Lambo Bovino (KHR), Daemon Spade (KHR), Fon (KHR), Shugarl (Defense Devil), Ponsol (Defense Devil), Jupiter (Defense Devil), Mizumachi Kengo (Eyeshield 21), Dongmin Ahn (Transfer Student Storm Bringer), and Sesshomaru (Inuyasha).
OCs: Ravein Twine (Mostly in KHR Verse), Pino Rossi (KHR oc), Alistair Stalkin (fandomless- vampire lord of next oc), Wilfred B. Carroe (Fandomless, butler), Fiore Rossi (KHR first gen OC, yes I like the last name Rossi. Sue me lol)), and Miho Gu (A kitsune oc who... ugh... I still haven't officially opened up yet bc... yeah... lazy... and scared ig)). I technically have 20 OCs on another blog-- though I mostly made it for me to throw information into whenever I felt like it. I wasn't that serious about it being a RP blog. Consider those half a point. Oh, also Noriko Narita (forum RP oc for Eyeshield 21)... and... ehehe;;; Lotella Shabondama (forum rp ... One Piece eheheheheheeheheh) NPCs but not actually requestable: Kazehime (Inuyasha), Tamako (Inuyasha), Hebisuke (Inuyasha), Kazumi (Inuyasha), Kaze no Tsuki (Inuyasha), Kii (Inuyasha), Kazuha (Inuyasha), Goro (Inuyasha), Popo (Technically Inuyasha), Sai (Inuyasha, Rocco (KHR), Leonard (KHR), Lorenzo (KHR), Luna (KHR), Akihiko (KHR), Hanako (KHR), Sayuri (KHR), Kazuyuki (KHR), Yumi (KHR), Shohei (KHR), Camilla (KHR), Hanako (KHR), Eiko (KHR), Kenichi (KHR), Toshiro (KHR), and Carmello Rossi (KHR). Roberto (Associated with Ravein, so he's mostly fandomless). There are more NPC muses but i'm too lazy now to list even more.
WANT  TO  WRITE  (but  never  will):
I considered Yamamoto Takeshi, Gokudera Hayato, Xanxus, Cervello, Nana, Alaude, from KHR and then for one reason or another said no. I considered Natsume Takashi from 'Natsume Yuujinchou'. I almost considered virtually the entire cast of the 'Trash of the Count's Family' but managed to say no. Too much work. I did consider Huang Shaotian from 'The Kings Avatar' but said no bc lololol i'm not a gamer, this would be very difficult for me. I love his energy though. I probably forgot who else.
HAVE WRITTEN:
Heroman Vasco from 'Lookism', Tarras Doberg from 'Witch Hunter/Buster', Mako Jun (Deviantart RP group OC). So many more... let's see who I can remember! I remember a Gintama OC Mio... Chiaki, maybe? There was another Gintama OC Kyoko... don't remember the last name, Ayame Toriumi (Prince of Tennis oc), a Hakuoki oc named Hotaru, a Heart no Kuni no Alice OC Tamantha. There was also a Yu Yu Hakusho Demon OC named Kira. All of these were from my forum days. There are more... but I don't remember the names anymore. For trivia, I don't remember names, but there was an OC for Saiyuki Reload. There was another One piece OC. I also had an Ouran Highschool host club OC... maybe two of them. There were two Naruto OCs. Had an OC for Soul Eater. That's all that comes to mind now.
WOULD WRITE AGAIN:
The Forum OCs are retired and I probably won't ever write them again. Mako Jun, I'd probably have to brush up on every now and again when the mam of his husband Atlas pops in to chat. (Every few years kekw) We just chat about how we miss the DA RP group and how things are going. She still rp's on DA a lil bit but now RP as their kids! Other than that, if I retired a muse officially, I had reasons for it. The only one I'd write again would be Tarras if we finally got someone who would pick up translations again and we finally got his backstory.
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tongzu · 8 days ago
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@fuankyara
After Soshiro left the room, Suzu has made it his mission to clear the library of all tapes related to Tachibana Tsuki. Obviously, he isn't going to just throw it away, especially when he admires the legendary actor too much to do so. Suzu is just... going to hide them somewhere. Where only people as tall as him can find these videos. And fortunately, very few people at Univeil are able to match his height. Suzu doubts the class of Onyx has much interest in Tsuki anyway.
Now, to do what he had promised Soshiro, and to find Kisa to talk about what had happened. Suzu hopes he can be of support to him. Kisa has done so much to help Quartz and him, this is but a small gesture in turn.
He is not anywhere in the classrooms or practice rooms. Suzu kinda has a feeling that Tachibana is in his room, but he does recall that Soshiro needs to disclose to Kisa that his secret has been exposed. So he bides his time and waits for the cover of darkness to descent upon the dormitories before he makes his way to Kisa's room.
Suzu has not quite prepared a script of what he will say to Kisa. The redhead does his best work running on pure instinct, after all. So, he's just gonna wing it!
As he raises a hand to knock, he is suddenly struck by a sound that filters through the door, forcing Suzu to remain rooted to the spot.
It's Kisa's name, spoken by Soshiro. And it comes with a cadence that Suzu knows can only be used in certain moments.
Kisa's voice follows after, bell-like in nature and decorated with the underpinings of longing.
Suzu's face flushes red. He takes a step back, almost about to just run away and call it there, but he gives pause.
... what happens if someone else were to walk by? If Suzu could hear just by the door, then...
Suzu buries his face in his hands, slumping to the ground next to Kisa's door. God, he isn't judging his friends for getting it on, but couldn't they have done this off campus? Suzu recalls how freaked out Soshiro had been at the mere suggestion of being called gay. This would not help his friend's secrets at all.
Suzu imagines himself under a waterfall. He must become the next Buddha and find his inner peace. It doesn't matter that he can hear every single thing that two hot people he has a crush on are doing behind locked doors. What matters is protecting the sanctity of their secret relationship!
This sacrifice means nothing when compared to what Tachibana and Yonaga have gone through, Suzu thinks. This is nothing. This is nothing. Puppies are cute. Puppies dying are sad. Puppies like cuddling with cats. Cats are adorable.
Suzu repeats this mantra for the rest of the night, ignoring the questionable tightness in his pants.
--
Suzu makes his way back to his room when the noises had ceased for the night, indicating the cessation of his friends'... session. Suzu decides to try again and finds Kisa at lunch the next day. He isn't too surprised. As much as Soshiro had trained, the man's stamina still needed some work.
"Tachibana," Suzu calls out. "Have a moment?"
"Suzu-kun," he acknowledges. There's a distant look in his eyes as he nods. "Yes. What's up?"
Suzu beckons for Kisa to follow him somewhere more private. It's one of the gardens at Univeil, thankfully deserted for the time being. Suzu sits on a bench, and Kisa follows.
"Did Yonaga tell you about... Tsuki-san?"
No better way to address it than to bite the bullet. Kisa's smile freezes, as if he had been expecting this, but it doesn't make the news any easier to handle.
Kisa nods quietly.
Suzu claps his hands together and bows his torso towards Kisa. "I'm sorry!"
Kisa blinks. "What for?"
"If I hadn't insisted on watching that performance with Yonaga, then you and him wouldn't have been hurt." Suzu 's voice is earnest as he continues speaking. "And you're exactly the type of person to say I don't need to apologize, which is why I am apologizing."
"That's because you're not the one who hid it. I should be apologizing for lying to you." Kisa looks away. "I haven't been fair to you or Sou-chan."
Suzu shakes his head. "Tsuki-san is your brother. More than that, he's the reason you pursued acting, right? I heard that you and Yonaga would play knights and heroes while Tsuki-san played the villain in order to challenge you both and make you grow together as actors." His grin is infectious as Kisa's lips vaguely curl into a smile. "It can't have been easy to come to Univeil and to see... and hear? Everyone talking about how amazing Tsuki-san is. Hell, I was one of those people."
"You didn't know," Kisa insists.
Suzu raises his upper torso, reaching out and clasping Kisa's hands into his own. "And now I do. And I'll tell you the same thing I told Yonaga: I want to help you in any way that I can. Tell me as little or as much as you want. I'll be here by your side, always."
Kisa falls silent.
"How do you feel about Tsuki-san?" Suzu asks gently.
And he runs his thumbs atop his knuckles, drawing the shape of a moon into his skin. It's reminiscent of Soshiro's gentleness.
Kisa falls apart.
"I-I miss Tsuki-nii." His voice shudders at first, then cracks altogether. Suzu's grip tightens. "I miss him so much."
"It's okay to miss him."
"N-No, it isn't." Kisa pulls his hands away from Suzu's, pressing the heel of his palm into his eyes. As if it can stop the tears from falling. "B-because if I miss him, that means it's real. It means Tsuki-nii really is gone and he isn't coming back. It's so much easier to think that he's on an adventure, acting as he's always done, and maybe one day I'll see him on stage and--"
"Tachibana." Suzu pulls the smaller student into a firm hug. He files away an apology for Soshiro. This is the best way he knows how to comfort someone, unfortunately. "He'll be gone forever if you keep pretending he doesn't exist."
A shuddering sob leaves Kisa's small body. He grabs the front of Suzu's uniform and buries his face in his chest.
"I don't... want him to be gone forever."
"So keep thinking about him. It doesn't have to be forever. It doesn't even have to be every day." Suzu rubs the small of Kisa's back gently. "Just as long as you can think. And when it gets too painful to handle alone, just call on me or Yonaga. We'll be there for you."
"I'm s--"
"Nuh-uh. I'm not having you and Yonaga apologize for this. I want your gratitude instead," Suzu replies stubbornly.
It elicits a seamless laugh from Kisa's throat, even through his sobs.
"I guess Sou-chan and I have a lot to be grateful for then, hm?"
Kisa smiles into Suzu's jacket.
Yeah. Without the sun, how could there be any warmth for the moon and stars?
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exepelia-chan · 2 years ago
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Too long (Bakugou x reader smut Omegaverse)
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Warnings: Mating press, long distance relationship, talks of loneliness, (my neck my back my) anxiety attack, fear of being alone, breeding kink (not talked about but it is there), mentions of pups dirty names galore. Lots of aftercare.
TW: Past miscarriage (not Katsuki's) The "L" word talks of younger times
My works are usually toward mid skin tones but you guys know it's for everyone.
Two weeks. It's been two weeks since Katsuki came home. He was sexting you all day last Saturday; let's just say it ended in a very... WARM FaceTime session. *Bzzzt* *Bzzzt* you pick up your phone and see Katsuki's name 'big dick dynamite'. (He doesn't know the name yet) You answer the call and put the phone up your cheek, a little far from your sensitive ears. "Hi baby" you say joyfully to your fiancé. He's silent. "Hello?" you contemplate 'was this a butt dial?' you think to yourself. "Babe." his voice abruptly calls out from the other line. It's quite... you guess he's in his hotel room. "Yea? What's up" "Let's continue our conversation from yesterday.." 'Oh? Oh.. OH!' You think back to the words you and Katsuki had exchanged last night. A suggestion about what to do after your marriage. Specifically, who to MAKE on your honeymoon. "K. What about?" "Are you still scared?" You blink. Then you think. Then you breathe. "Katsuki... you know that I'll always be scared to fall into this pit- this experience with you.. But I'd never take back my word on this matter.. So yes, I am scared. But, I don't want to not do it. Because when it happens.. we'll be together. And besides... the only reason my embryo died is because of all the stress that I was under. But I won't be alone this time.." You hear your fiancé suck in a deep breath then, the phone hangs up, then the door slams open and closed. You look out of the door to your bedroom and see a large figure dashing towards you. All of a sudden you get tackled on the bed you and Katsuki shared. You look up and see ears... Fluffy ears, familiar ears? Then you look down to discover the flushed face of your husband to be. Ka-tsuki? You get engulfed in a deep burnt caramel scent. "Katsuki when did- what hap-?" You're smushed into the side of your lover. He licks, nibbles, and sniffs at your scent gland. He's grinding on you. There's almost no space between the two of you. He's panting and sighing. You feel his covered bulge pressed against your crotch. You're wondering when how it even got to this point, but you can't really think because you're surrounded by a sweet scent that you've longed for and spent countless nights thinking about. He backs away, his legs over the top of your waist. He's got tears in his eyes and a fat cock (hate that word) waiting to be free. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry". He mutters it repetitively. "I couldn't wait" he's going crazy slowly. "Baby.., it's ok it's gonna be fine. You didn't have to wait almost a full week to tell me you had a rut coming." You give him a kiss on the cheek. "Go ahead you've got this." He takes both his and your clothes off. "Y/n... I really love you.." he stuffs his head into your s/c chest. "I love you too 'Tsuki". He pulls your lower half towards him and folds your ankles as far as they can go, up and over your head. "I'm gonna go in now". He inserts his cock into your whateva tf you got. You sigh as tears well up in your eyes that are already screwed tight. "You ok?" he asks in the sweetest voice, and you know he's only like this with you just like the first night you had sex together he kisses all over your face like it's the first time he's done this. You nod and he begins to move. He gets faster every two thrusts and eventually sets a good pace but ramming into your g spot/ prostate. "Mmf- Katsuki!" you scratch at his sides and back. He doesn't stop, nor does he respond and that's how you know he's losing himself into the temptation of rut but you.. you don't really care. After minutes of ramming, creaking, and screaming you finally let out a "Katsuki I'm gonnaa-" He gives your thigh a reassuring squeeze as you squeeze and cry out. After a few more thrusts he ejaculates with the hottest groan you've ever heard. You're both panting, sweaty, and out of breath. "You know I love you and this whatever the fuck it's gonna be... OK?!" You smile and kiss his cheek. "Yes my little Pomeranian" he huffs as you fall asleep. "WAIT WHAT DID YOU-" He looks over and sees your sleeping figure. He gives you a kiss and pulls the sheets over the two
you. "say it back dumbass"...
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haikwritings · 5 years ago
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Haikyuu Boys / No Nut November - Part One
Part Two
Character Mentions: Ushijima, Atsumu, Bokuto, Tsukishima & Kuroo.
Warnings: Definitely Smut
Wakatoshi Ushijima
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It has been a week since he started the No Nut November challenge along with his teammates; The Schweiden Adlers.
“Babe?” Y/n called as she got out of the bathroom, seeing her boyfriend in their shared bed reading a book about vegetables.
She was a bit annoyed and stressed about the challenge her boyfriend had accepted, but who was she to stop him from winning?
“What movie do you want to see?” Y/n asked sweetly.
They didn't really watch movies, but since sex was forbidden this month—there wasn't much of a choice.
“Anything.” Ushijima answered a little desperately.
‘Wow, he’s really taking this challenge so well.’ Y/n thought.
But what she didn’t knew though...
He was living a hell inside of him.
‘Cucumber, Carrots, Lettuce—’ Ushijima kept thinking.
He was trying to distract himself from her.
‘Kale, Broccoli, Spinach—’ Ushijima kept thinking.
He missed having sex, he missed being able to cum as much as he wanted.
‘Asparagus, Cabbages, Brussels—’ Ushijima kept thinking.
He had been hard and horny for days—
He didn’t knew how much he could resist.
“Babe?” Y/n asked confused.
He hadn’t notice, but he was too focus focusing on naming every vegetable in the world— that he didn’t notice his girlfriend calling him.
“Yes?” Ushijima asked confused.
“A-Are you okay?” Y/n asked worried, seeing him lost in his own thoughts.
His plan was failing, he was now focusing on her.
“Babe?” Y/n asked again worried, laying next to him.
He suddenly didn’t remember any vegetables—
“Babe?” Y/n asked as she touched his hand.
He felt his skin bristle at her sudden innocent touch—
“T-Toshi?” Y/n asked as she felt his body tense.
He felt like he could cum just right there and now.
“Babe?” Y/n asked worried as she stroke his hand softly.
‘Why isn’t he answering me?’ Y/n thought.
His heart was beating rapidly, he was having trouble breathing—
He was reaching his high and he didn’t knew how.
“I- I—” Ushijima managed to grunt.
Closing his eyes as he came from his high.
Cumming just from her touch.
“I—” Ushijima managed to say.
“D-Did you just—” Y/n was going to ask surprised but was interrupted by his sudden answer.
“Yes.” Ushijima answered bluntly.
Atsumu Miya
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She knew what was coming when November came.
“No sex for a month.” Atsumu said proudly.
Not Nut November—
He was excited for this month, as he felt like he had control of himself.
“Well, if that’s what you want, babe.” Y/n whispered calmly.
Which, he didn’t.
“He won’t last an hour.” Sakusa whispered to himself.
Everyone was aware of how little self-control Atsumu had with himself. Everyone knew unfortunately how horny he was—especially his girlfriend, Y/n.
‘I guess he’s kinda right.’ Y/n thought to herself.
She knew he wasn't going to last, they both fucked like rabbits.
24/7, No Rest.
“It’s been six hours, ‘Tsumu.” Y/n whispered as she saw him standing on their window.
“I-It feels like a month.” Atsumu answered poetically.
She wanted to be supportive but Atsumu made it hard for her.
Specially if he was looking at her like she was a piece of meat.
“‘Tsumu...” Y/n warned as he stared at her a little more deeply, almost drooling in the process.
“W-What?” Atsumu asked innocently.
Again, it was difficult.
“You’re already hard?” Y/n asked in disbelief, seeing his hardened member throbbing in his pants.
Again, he had no self-control.
Is safe to think that sometimes he thinks with his dick.
“Wanna fuck?” Atsumu asked flirtatiously.
“Thought you'd never ask.” Y/n answered sweetly.
At least he made it through the middle of the day.
Kƍtarƍ Bokuto
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“Bo?” Y/n called as she came in with the grocery bags.
She had gone out to buy meat for her sad boyfriend.
“I bought steak and meat strips, your favorite.” Y/n said as she put them in the fridge
Reason for his sadness?
No Nut November.
“Y-You did?” Bokuto asked sweetly with puppy eyes.
Ten days had passed and he felt that he couldn’t take it anymore.
“Of course, I did.” Y/n answered sweetly.
What is the prize for the winner?
A BBQ party.
“Thanks babe.” Bokuto answered sweetly.
A BBQ party sounded awesome for him...
But he missed sex.
“So?” Y/n asked innocently as she sat on his lap, thinking that it would make him feel better.
But her innocent move— wasn’t doing him any good.
“I- I—” Bokuto stutter flustered.
He felt his hard member pressed against her ass, and his brain stopped working.
“What did you do when I left?” Y/n asked innocently.
He needed her to move, to make a friction— anything.
He needed to feel her somehow, otherwise he would go crazy.
“Babe?” Y/n asked worried as he saw him looking at her ass.
Immediately flinching as she felt his hand on her hips, moving her body slowly.
“Babe?” Y/n asked confused.
“I- I need to cum.” Bokuto managed to whispered.
She knew he couldn’t take it anymore and she knew well enough that he was going to feel bad afterwards.
“You wanna cum?” Y/n asked sweetly, almost teasingly.
So, she knew she needed to bring the best of him.
“Let’s see if you’re a good boy.” Y/n said sweetly, moving her hips against his cock just the way she knows he likes it.
“I- I’m a good boy.” Bokuto pouted, as he felt his breathing getting heavier.
“Show me.” Y/n teased sweetly, moving her hips a little bit faster.
She knew he was close, by the way he closed his eyes—
By the way he was muttering and moaning nonsense,
He couldn't form complete sentences.
“Prove it.” Y/n said sweetly.
She just knew him too well.
“I- I’m cumming.” Bokuto managed to moaned as he grabbed her and kissed her.
Immediately feeling his big load on his pants.
“T-That’s it babe.” Y/n preached sweetly.
“I- I—” Bokuto stutter, coming from his high.
“Such a good boy.” Y/n whispered in his ear.
Immediately jumping when his phone started to ring.
‘Who the hell is calling?’ Y/n thought.
“Yeah?” Bokuto answered his phone, trying to catch his breath.
“You fail didn’t you?” Atsumu asked on the other line.
He looked at her and smirked.
“Hell yeah, I did.” Bokuto smirked happily.
Kei Tsukishima
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“What’s your problem?” Y/n asked confused and annoyed.
Annoyed by her boyfriend’s shitty attitude.
“Nothing.” Tsukishima answered annoyed.
Since the challenge of No Nut November had started, he had been colder and more unbearable.
“Tsuki. Is been two weeks.” Y/n said annoyed.
“So? I’m not loosing.” Tsukishima answered annoyed.
She wasn’t having it with his attitude.
“So, you better get that through your head.” Tsukishima warned.
And what better way to show it?
“Okay, Daddy.” Y/n answered sweetly but teasingly.
He felt his heart stopped as he heard his special nickname.
“Stop.” Tsukishima said annoyed.
She knew she had a lot of effect on him.
“Or what Daddy? Are you going to punish me?” Y/n asked as she smirked.
He was already feeling like cumming, just by her words.
“Don’t be such a brat.” Tsukishima warned.
“Brat? Oh. I didn’t know Daddy, why don’t you come here and punish me?” Y/n teased again.
He hated how she knew how to turned him on.
And he hated the brat she was being.
“Daddy?” Y/n called nervously as she saw him standing in front of her with lust in his eyes.
“Such a little brat, can’t even let me win a fucking challenge. Is that’s how needy you’re?” Tsukishima asked.
Because she knew how to push his buttons.
“On the bed. Naked. Wide for me.” Tuskishima command.
Making her heart flustered.
Tetsurƍ Kuroo
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“Ku—” Y/n moaned at his rough and hungry kisses on her neck.
It had been fifteen days since Kuroo had decided to follow the No Nut November challenge.
“M- More—” Y/n pleaded softly as she felt his hand down her arousal.
It had been really hard for him— he was used to doing it ALL THE TIME.
“Where are your manners?” Kuroo whispered softly, teasing her.
So, it was hard for him not to get off.
“P-Please—” Y/n pleaded softly.
But that didn’t mean he couldn’t get her off.
“Please what?” Kuroo asked teasingly.
“P-Please touch me.” Y/n whispered as tears slipped from her eyes.
“Anything for you baby.” Kuroo whispered as his fingers toyed with her panties—slipping them down slowly and teasingly.
He loved seeing her desperate.
“Baby, you’re so wet.” Kuroo teased as he touched her arousal.
And of course she was...
She was desperate, she haven’t felt him in fifteen days—
All because of that stupid challenge he was following along with Kenma.
“P-Please.” Y/n pleaded softly as he inserted his two fingers.
“Someone is desperate.” Kuroo teased, moving his fingers faster in that special spot of her.
“I- So good.” Y/n managed to moaned, feeling her body trembled.
She didn’t knew how he was surviving. She thought he wouldn’t even last five days, but here they were.
“I- I— wait.” Y/n moaned feeling something weird building up in her tummy.
She didn’t knew how to tell him, but her building orgasm was feeling a little different this time.
“K-Kuroo.” Y/n moaned, she couldn’t warned him since it felt so good.
“What got you so turned on?” Kuroo smirked.
He didn’t knew what was up with her,
She was a moaning and a blushing mess.
“Come on, just like that.” Kuroo teased, taking his thumb and pressing it to her clit, which make her go feral.
“Fuck.” Y/n moaned as she came immediately, grabbing unto his hair.
Her orgasm was definitely different.
Her turned vision white, she was dizzy— she was lost completely in the pleasure.
“I- I—” Y/n moaned, trying to catch her breath.
Suddenly noticing the mess that she had made thanks to his powerful fingers.
“Fuck.” Y/n said.
She had never squirted before.
“Babe?” Y/n said nervously as she looked at Kuroo who was perplexed—
“Fuck.” Kuroo smirked.
Suddenly looking down at his pants, seeing a big wet patch on them.
‘I-It can be.’ Y/n thought.
Could he had just cummed from seeing her cum?
“D-Did you just—cum?” Y/n asked seeing him blushing.
“Maybe.” Kuroo answered nervously.
A minute of silent for this loser.
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suna-reversed · 4 years ago
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Sukuna Ryomen x reader
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the VI acts of falling in love with a curse
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tags/warnings- mentions of blood and violence, major character death!, reincarnation, suggestive themes but no smut, historical AU, soulmate AU
you can consider this an AU fic for “in your arms tonight”
quotes taken from Anne Carson, Natalie Wee, Nikka Ursula, Richard Siken, Madeline Miller
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i. the beginning
“it’s rotten work”
“not to me. not if it’s you”
“you are a fool.” his laugh is bitter and dry.
“and you are my salvation.” you whisper.
the facade of mockery on his face fades, all that remains is the destruction, like the ruins of a town plagued with war, still burning with the impending threat of the actual doom that is to come.
“you do not know what you are asking for, it may-” he sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose, “...it will- destroy you.”
“destruction is all that I’m familiar with.”
and that is all he feels in his chest, the exploding of dynamites and landing of missiles as the wall he’s built around him comes crashing down with one simple gesture.
he cannot help but move his lips against hers.
ii. the unbecoming
“like any unloved thing, I don't know if I'm real when I'm not being touched”  
sobs rake through your body, as you cling onto the white fabric he always wears with all your life. he brings his hand up to caress your cheek but you flinch. his eyes darken with a look of maddening vexation.
he tries again- and this time, you ease into his touch. his heart clenches as you look up at him, fear in your eyes, the sight of the bruises littered across your cheek making him clench his fist. he brings his lips to the top of your head, gently mumbling,
“who did this to you?”
you say the name and he is already halfway apart from you, ready to annihilate the one who caused his petal such harm. but there’s a tugging force on his sleeve, catching his attention. all the ire in his mind fades away as you crawl over to him, wrapping your arms around his middle,
“please-” you sniff, fiddling with the cloth clenched in between your fingers,
“just hold me.”
he almost laughs at how she thought that he could ever deny her.
iii. the spring
I think we deserve a soft epilogue, my love.
“what are you doing?” your small giggle echoes late into the empty forest.
the side of his lips simply twitch up as he continues his ministrations, hands expertly wringing through your hair as he presses down kisses against the nape of your neck every now and then.
you relax back into his chest, looking over the view that the hill you sat on top provided you with. you know you have to leave before anyone finds out, but you can’t help but savour all the time you can get.
you both walk down together, his large hand encasing yours, rubbing circles onto your ring finger and you feel your face heating up. you catch your reflection in the pond and a gleeful laugh escapes you as you throws your hands around his neck. and perhaps love like this is unheard of, but it is love nonetheless.
he cannot help but feel his heart flutter as he sees her keep the flowers he braided into her hair throughout the day.
iv. the ruination
“sorry about the blood in your mouth, I wish it was mine.”
“i-i’m so sorry- i tried to stop it.” he feels a wet trail of drops falling onto his neck, but he cannot tell if they’re from your tears or from the scarlet pouring through his mouth.
how did it come to this? the mortals who ravaged him were long gone. he knew he’d make them suffer until their last breath. but oh- why was his petal there? why did you try to fight against them only once they had already half battered him to death?
his head stayed lolled against your lap, eyes burning, the stench of blood thick in the air. the sky was all shades of lilac and alliums- was the sweet scent in the air from the flower bed his hollow corpse lay on or from the daisies in the hair of his precious dove?
he never thought love and betrayal would feel the same.
v. the rebirth
“this is the way the world ends / this is the way the world ends / this is the way the world ends / not with a bang but a whimper.”
your eyes are wide, face bewildered, but you remain quite as he tugs you out from the doorway of your husband’s house and through the forest- towards the top of the hill.
the light in your eyes seems to have burned out- your energy drained from the struggle and fight you had to put up with in the last few days- or has it been months? the ghost of your lover coming to wake you in the middle of the night feels like an act of liberation.
he does not fail to notice this. and oh does he make sure you know that he’s alive in flesh and bone as you’re splayed out across the green blades, his body above yours as he makes you see stars but it’s not the ones in the night sky.
your sweat drenched foreheads are pressed together and you’re smiling against his lips but tears continue to fall down your cheeks. he pretends to not notice how you don’t wrap your arms around him when you leave or how you simply stare through him as he tells you he’ll get you out of here.
he cannot help but laugh as he finds your body floating in the river the next day, laugh as he holds you to his chest, laugh as he braids the flowers out of your hair and tucks them into the vial he wears, and laugh as he walks away from the ruins of the village aflame.
if he was destined to bring ruination, he may as well rain his wrath upon all.
vi. the end.
“I could recognise him by touch alone, by smell. I would know him blind, by the way his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world.”
his chest is hollow but his heart still stops as his eyes meet hers.
it is centuries apart and he barely feels the jerk of his opponent throwing him against the pavement, barely feels the knife slit through his throat. he’s laughing and he cannot stop.
fate has once again decided to play a sick joke on him. he is well aware of it as he rips off the arm of the man trying to make him bleed. is he naive enough to not know that gods don’t bleed?
she is talking to the vessel he encapsulates and it’s your face and your voice and yet, it’s a stranger altogether. there’s an unfamiliar familiarity in her eyes as he reveals himself but she doesn’t know him- so she stumbles back in surprise and he thinks this is where it ends.
but then she’s smiling, a smile as warm as the sun, and he know he’d do it all over again- he’d ruin himself a million times over for her, even in another lifetime.
Sukuna cannot help how his lips curve upwards as she tilts her head, eyes filled with curiosity and fascination as she says,
“so you’re the one yuuji’s been telling me about.”
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sinfulcries · 5 years ago
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Can i request with tsuki brother? Like male reader is akiteru friend and both tsuki brother love him. Whenever they were home alone, male reader told them to be naked all the time. Like when sitting, one of the brother will cockwarm him. Also mreader like too watch them devouring each other before giving their body to reader. 😅 *Run
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the days after — tsukishima brothers x male reader
##AUTHORS%NOTES: Hey dolls. I’ve been getting a lot of requests lately and as much as I love writing every single one of them, my writers block has been holding me back from writing some of them <//3 Publishing the older requests first since this one was two months ago, when I still had like 100 followers <//3 Sorry it took so long :’(
WORD COUNT: 1086
tw. sibling rivalry, threesome
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Ever since Akiteru brought you home so that the two of you could work on a project, Tsukishima had been so obsessed with you. Akiteru brought you home pretty often and during those times that you entered the Tsukishima house-hold, you never failed to notice the captivated look in the younger man’s eyes whenever you were in his sight.
Akiteru soon took notice of it as well, his stomach coiling in jealousy as he saw his younger brother staring you up and down as if you were his. A silent scoff left the older Tsukishima’s mouth, placing his hand on your shoulder before leading you to his room. “What’s wrong, Akiteru?” You asked, taking a seat on his bed. “My brother has a crush on you..” He groaned, making you raise an eyebrow in amusement. “So? You jealous?” 
The Tsukishima’s cheeks flushed red before he punched your shoulder playfully. “I-I’m not jealous
.” Pouting, he grabbed his backpack, grabbing a few books before turning towards your direction. “Let’s just study and get this over with”
Unsatisfied with his answer, You grabbed the blonde’s hips pulling him into your lap before leaving wet kisses on his neck. Akiteru whimpered, trying to wiggle away from your grasp, however, your hold on him tightened, a sly smirk worming its way onto your lips. “Come on, I know you don’t wanna study~” You purred against his neck.
“I-I do! y/n please
 Kei might walk in!” Akiteru tried his best to reason with you-- but the feeling of your hot hands roaming his body made it even difficult for him to think rationally. “Let him watch then.” 
You instructed Akiteru to face you, which he complied obediently. The look in your orbs were filled with pure, carnal desire-- and it only made his cock harden, seeing it paired with the attractive smirk on your face. “Please
.. Be gentle
.” Akiteru murmured, making you laugh. “I’m not going to fuck you today, baby.” Akiteru frowned as he nuzzled his head in your chest. “Why not..?” 
“Didn’t you tell me you wanted to study~?” A teasing smirk made its way onto your face and Akiteru could only scrunch his eyebrows in frustration. “I-I changed m-my mind! P-Please y/n!” The blonde stuttered, grinding softly against your cock in hopes that you would pay attention to him. It almost worked-- your large hands came to rest on his ass, giving the two mounds a squeeze making Akiteru yelp. However, you wanted to see your best friend beg for your cock-- no, he had to work for your cock!
“I’ll let you cockwarm me while we study and if you do good, I’ll fuck you nice and hard once we’re done.” You whispered and Akiteru nodded frantically scrambling to remove his and your undergarments so that he could get your cock inside of him already. “Woah slow down, baby.” You chuckled stroking his hair.
“What h-happens If I’m bad?” Akiteru mumbled quietly, a smirk making its way onto your lips once you heard his question. “Well, I’m fucking your cute little brother in front of you of course~”
Eyes widening in horror, Akiteru immediately took your length, aligning it in front of his loosened hole before sinking down on your cock inch by inch. “Oooh fuck-- so tight and selfish~ You really don’t want me using my cock on your brother huh?” 
The older Tsukishima shook his head violently, tightening his walls around your length before murmuring, “Your cock’s mine
”. Quirking an eyebrow at the blonde, you grabbed his chin forcing him to look at you before you leaned in to capture his lips into a kiss. Your kiss was caught short however when you heard the faint creak of the door opening, Kei’s wide eyes staring at your seated form all the way from the door.
Pulling away, you smirked at the blonde-- Akiteru turning to face his brother’s heartbroken expression. “Look who decided to join in.” 
“I-I Should go--” Kei tried his best not to sob in front of you. You guys barely talked to each other but why did his heart hurt so much? Seeing your cock in his Nii-chan’s ass made him crumble and if you were being honest it turned you on-- seeing his golden eyes brimmed with fat tears.
“Who said you could leave? Come here, Kei”  Hearing his first name come out of your mouth immediately made him give in as he reluctantly made his way towards you and Akiteru’s form. “Are you sure you wanna drag Kei into this? He’s a virgin!” The older tsukishima whispered, making you laugh amusedly. 
Tsukishima heard the words that came out of his nii-chan’s mouth and blushed furiously attempting to sputter out a response. “H-Hey! That d-doesn’t mean i'm not good at it!” Akiteru only glared at his younger brother before childishly sticking his tongue out at him.
As akiteru was about to taunt his younger brother even more, You jutted your hips upwards making the blonde on your lap whimper-- his hold on your bicep tightening. You gestured to the empty spot on the bed, Telling Kei to sit and the younger complied obediently, removing his undergarments before doing so. 
“You should be more like your brother, Aki-chan. He’s so obedient.” You rasped, continuing to fuck the older Tsukishima. Your other hand found itself on Kei’s cock, Your hand roughly pumping his length as he squirmed and begged for you to let him cum.
God-- Kei was so beautiful and so obedient. You took a mental note to fuck him while Akiteru was gone next time. You wanted to see him crying on your cock but that wouldn’t happen with his selfish nii-chan in the way. “Ride me, ‘Kiteru” 
The man on your lap only shook his head, Your hand on Kei’s cock stroking him much faster as you felt yourself getting irritated at Akiteru. “Do you want me to leave you here and let Kei ride me instead? I’m sure he would listen to me without a complaint, don’t you think?” You mused, only for Akiteru to whine as he started bouncing on your cock. The tears that fell from both of the siblings' faces made you chuckle breathlessly. Kei crying merely because of your fingers and Akiteru sobbing on your cock. Seeing as how both men basked in the undeniable pleasure that you were giving them, it’s safe to say that they were looking forward to doing this again the next day and maybe even the days after that.
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satoruseme · 4 years ago
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hiii can i have something from your nsfw prompt #100 with dom!tsukishima kei x f!reader please? with degradation and breeding kink if you're okay with it đŸ„ș👉👈 thank you!
tsukishima + “you’re still horny? didn’t i fuck you hard enough last night?”
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you were currently cuddled on the couch with your boyfriend, watching reruns of friends. you literally despised that show, but you put up with it just for tsukishima. 
you had your head on his chest, watching his clothed abdomen as it rose and fell. it seemed more entertaining than watching chandler wear a stupid fucking rabbit costume. 
you placed your hand over his abdomen, sprawling your fingers out as you felt it in motion with his breaths. he was paying no attention to you, you were known to just do random weird things so nothing ever took him by surprise anymore.
your boredom took over as you started replaying the memories of last night in your head. thinking about the way tsuki fucked you into the mattress with his hand wrapped around your throat, growling complete filth into your ear. the thoughts had you pressing your thighs together hard, adjusting your hips to relieve some of the pressure. 
you let your hand travel down his abodomen, lighly running your finger along the waistband of his sweats.
tsukishima didn’t let your actions go unnoticed as he suddenly paused the show, the room going silent.
“are you okay?” he asked lowly, knowing damn well what was going on and that he was about to tease the hell out of you for it. 
you sat up and looked at him, jutting out your bottom lip to pout. he thought you looked so cute, your hair a little messy from laying on him for so long, your face slightly red as you pouted for him. 
he just smirked at you and you threw one of your legs over his lap, straddling him and pressing your clothed center directly on his dick. you were wearing only one of his big t shirts and panties, an outfit that always drove him crazy.
he rested his hands lightly on your hips, slightly scoffing at your ridiculousness.
“you’re still horny? didn’t i fuck you hard enough last night?” he asked, moving his hands down to the tops of your thighs, squeezing hard enough to bruise.
you gasped at the pressure, it not helping the wet spot in your panties a single bit.
you hummed, pressing your mouth to his in an attempt to draw him in. he wasn’t going to give in that easy, though.
you let your hands snake under his shirt, letting your hands run up the soft skin of his chest. you grinded your hips into his again, smiling as you felt him growing hard below you.
he moved his hands back up to your waist, pulling you roughly into his body to where his mouth was right beside your ear. he nibbled your earlobe before speaking right into your ear, sending shivers down your spine. 
“my little cockslut, always horny no matter what. is my dick really that good, baby? you just can’t get enough of it?” he moved your hips against his with his hands as he spoke, earning whimpers from you.
“y-yes, tsuki, please” your chest was pressed tightly against his, making you want him even more.
“hmm, i dont know if you deserve it. do you not think i did a good enough job last night?” he teased. he was just trying to get you to talk, he loved hearing you whine and beg for him
“no, tsuki, you always fuck me so good. i always crave your cock, please” there it was. just what he wanted to hear.
he let out an accidental moan as you bit down on his shoulder. he always tried to hide how turned on he was, but truth be told, he wanted you just as much as you wanted him. he loved everything about you, especially how you’d let him use you as his own personal sex doll.
“put it in.” he ordered, putting his hands behind his head as he watched you move your panties to the side and pull his cock out of his pants.
you lined yourself up over his cock, sitting down on it slowly. you groaned as you felt him stretch you out, touching every inch of the inside of you. he let out a low moan, moving his hands to grab tightly onto the cusion behind his head. 
he wanted to make you do this by yourself, since you wanted it so bad. he watched as you moved up and down on his cock, blood already rising to your face as you just completely fell apart on top of him. 
“look at you, such a nasty little girl. you look like such a whore bouncing on my cock like that” he said, using all of his willpower not to just grab your hips and fuck you silly himself.
you continued rolling your hips into his, moaning his name over and over as you felt his cock brush all the right spots. 
“t-tsuki, tsuki” you begged, losing your energy to continue riding him as your thighs became weak and began to shake.
“i hear you, baby” he understood what you needed asap, placing his large palms under the backs of your thighs, close to your ass and holding you up. he held you still as he jackhammered into you at a rapid pace, both of you letting out multiple moans and swears.
“want me to cum inside you? fill this pretty pussy up with my babies, hm?” the pleasure he felt running through his body as you rested your hands on his chest, digging your nails into it. 
“yes, please, i want you to fill me up so good please. fuck- im gonna cum”
his hips faultered when you told him you were going to cum, biting down on his shoulder again as you braced yourself. shortly after, you moaned out his name, drooling slightly on his shoulder as you tried to catch your breath after your orgasm.
“fuck- fuck, y/n, fuck” he whimpered out the last fuck, so close to cumming. his body went almost limp as he dropped you back onto his lap, shooting his load deep inside of you.
“fuck, tsuki” you rested your forhead against his shoulder while he stayed inside of you. he rested his hands on your waist and pulled you close to his body again.
“so, you’re really gonna make me fuck you every day?” he scoffed.
“if thats what it takes” you smirked, beginning to climb off of his lap to go clean yourself up. you were surprised when his hands tightened on your waist, keeping you in your spot. 
“did i say you were done?” 
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arrogantsonofabiscuit · 4 years ago
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Reacting to their female version-I
A/n:- based on this video I found on Snapchat. (Basically the hq guys would react to the filter which transforms their face into their female version and how would they look like)
Featuring:- Atsumu miya, Tsukishima Kei, Kuroo Tetsurou & Sakusa Kiyoomi .
Genre:- fluff, crack (ig) and mentions of pet names.
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Atsumu Miya:-
He places his duffle bag on the ground and makes his way towards you.
You were on the couch scrolling through some reels on Instagram. You quickly open your photo gallery to ask Atsumu something.
“Hey Angel face, did ya miss me?”
“I did ‘Tsumu”
He smiles and sits beside you , looking at your phone screen.
You select a picture and show it to him.
“Um , What is it?”
“Do you know her?”
“Who?”
“This girl? Who is on my phone screen rn?”
“Angel face , yer showing my sleeping picture to me?😅”
“Ah shit sorry wait hmm, yeah do you know her?”
Atsumu takes your phone in his hand to take a better look of the photo.
He replied with a no.
“You don’t know her you sure? I have been with her for so long” you chuckle .
“See if she is yer new friend I have no clue because I know each and every friend of yer’s. Is she yer new colleague?”
“No ‘Tsumu you sure you don’t at all know her?”
“No Angel face I wouldn’t lie to ya, now tell me who is she.”
“She is your female version ‘Tsumu” you giggle.
“What? Seriously? Show it to me again. How couldn’t I guess my handsome face ? I mean my pretty face?😳”
“I don’t know but yeah that’s you. I kinda got bored and I saw that the app had new filters so I decided to try it and well I kinda liked it. You look good in any version ‘Tsumu.”
“Yeah ikr” Atsumu was still in shock because he wasn’t giving you your phone back and was studying his female version’s features more.
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Tsukishima Kei:-
Need to imagine how good he’d look.👀
You guys were cuddling on the couch watching some documentaries.
Tsuki had kept popcorn on his lap and his arm was around your shoulder. All in all you guys were very comfy .
You were just texting your friend , that’s when your friend suggested you with this idea.
You made sure that Tsuki was paying attention to the tv screen and not you.
You save the edited photo on your photo gallery and nudge Tsuki.
Tsuki pauses the documentary playing on the screen and raises his eyebrow at you.
“Hmm?”
“Tsuki , do you know her?”
“Who?”
“Her?” You point it out on your mobile screen and he observes it for a hot minute.
He chuckles and replies “oh yeah she was my ex.”
“What?”
“Y/n even though you thought that I was paying attention to the documentary I looked at you and I saw that you were planning something”
“Planning something?”
“Yeah you always tend to scrunch your nose in concentration.”
“You are quite observant Tsuki” you tease him wiggling your eyebrows.
“Shut up” his lips says otherwise.
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Kuroo Tetsurou:-
Miss rooster head that’s what I think đŸ€”.
Ahem~
Kuroo was sitting on his chair working on some paperwork kept on the desk.
He had coffee in the other hand and looked kinda tired.
After a while you got bored and decided to scroll through tik tok (irony I don’t have tik tok but I am gonna act like I do â˜čđŸ„Č)
You saw some videos and saw a particular couple doing a trend in which the girl shows her boyfriend his female version.
You decided to try it on Kuroo.
Kuroo was done with his work and he entered the room you were in .
You were on the bed laughing by yourself. Kuroo thought maybe you were reading some memes.
He plops himself on you and almost keyword almost crushes you . (Summoning a 187.8cm guy on me with his hair in all glory )
“Hey kitten what are you laughing about?”
“Nothing um, do you know this girl?”
“Show me.”
You show him the photo and expect a reaction from him.
“Um, I met her yesterday ahh wait I meet her every single day đŸ€”.”
“What? You know her?”
“C’mon y/n you are a better actor please â˜č”
“You knew it all along?”
“Yeah I guess I am the only person with those amazing hazel eyes 😌”
“Um Tetsu it’s because of the hair 😒”
“Let me have a moment of happiness please !”
“But yeah she looks pretty and her hair ..”
“Is pretty too right?”
“A MESS YEAH LIKE YOU”
Kuroo tickles you until and unless you said yes .
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Sakusa Kiyoomi:-
Sir your female version can be lethal â˜ ïžđŸ˜”.
Sakusa was in the shower preparing to fall asleep with you and cuddle with you.
You were sitting on the bed , waiting for your beloved to come to bed with you.
You were bored waiting for him , so you decided to play with some filters on the app .
There were so many filters , some made you cringe , some made you laugh like crazy and one particular filter caught your eye.
That filter was something you wanted to try on Kiyoomi’s handsome face.
Sakusa exits the bathroom along with a towel around his shoulder to dry his curls and he was wearing a black tee with grey sweatpants (dying đŸ˜”â˜ ïžđŸ„”)
“Hey Omi!” You open your arms so that he could hug you.
“Hey love, did you wait too long?”
“No, um do you know this girl?”
Sakusa sits behind you on the bed and places his head on your shoulder to get a better view of the photo. (No other reason at all no nuhuh 😏)
“No I haven’t seen her. Is she a fan or did she say something to you?”
“Oh no no, I thought you knew her..?”
“I don’t know her, is she from our highschool ?”
“No omi , look at her properly and tell me have you seen her somewhere?”
Sakusa looks at you confused and grabs your phone to take a better view of the photo.
He clicks his tongue in annoyance because she looked similar but he couldn’t place her properly in his memory.
“Her face looks similar?”
“Okay a hint she looks similar to one of your teammates .”
“My teammates. Hmm đŸ€šâ€
“Omi please guess her right”
“She has my moles and her hair is curly , she is wearing a mask . My moles ..”
Sakusa was connecting the dots and that’s when he said.
“That girl is me? How did you do this?”
You show Sakusa certain filters and play around with it. You guys fell asleep after playing around with those filters, tightly hugging each other đŸ„șđŸ„ș.
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Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed ♄
Take care ! Reblogs are highly appreciated <3
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2021.04.06 a talk event at Meguro Rock-May-Kan film screening at Namba Hatch with Kyo and Shinya  - PART 1   Report by べあ on twitter (topics are not reported in order things happened, I mostly followed the order they posted, 1st and 2nd session bits are mixed together)   my comments go in (*
) 
Shinya entered the stage in black hoodie, both hands in his pockets. He also had hands in the pockets when he left the stage. Came with a drink. 
Kyo came on stage with his arms crossed. He drank some water soon after sitting down, I thought he started to play with the flyer but he made an airplane from it.   Q “To Die. Please tell us the secret of your youth.”  Kyo and Shinya face each other and laugh.  Kyo: Is it okay to imagine what Die is doing? I said that I quit McDonalds, right? Die also said he hasn’t had McD in years.  Fujieda: He also said he doesn’t eat ramen.  Kyo: and he doesn’t eat spicy food.  Kyo: Now he’s just eating, like tofu? Tofu or soybeans.  Shinya: he researched and knows a lot. Even when going on a diet in the past he found a good plan.  During the rapid question time they also answered another one for Die “I bought Die’s model guitar. Please tell me how can I get better” when reading Kyo answered “tooth guitar”.  I think it was when reading about this guitar? Kyo started laughing then Fujieda started laughing and for a bit they both faced each other laughing. 
  “Coffee”  Kyo: I drink it black. Even at home. Using beans from Starbucks. I drink 1~3 cups a day.  Fujieda: Kaldi’s coffee is also great. They have many types.  Kyo: If you say that they have many different types you have to try them to compare.  You don’t say this even though you didn’t drink them, right?  Fujieda: I tried quite a lot. There’s different one for each season. Now they sell sakura blend etc.  Kyo: Ah, then it’s fine. If you drank it.  Shinya: some years back I bought Nespresso coffee maker but I’ve only used it for 2 weeks. It’s still in my house.  Kyo (suddenly looking at Shinya): gimme! (くれ!)  Shinya: o, okay.  Kyo (turning to Fujieda looking happy): he said okay!  Kyo: Then I will give you a coupon to get that right side curl fixed. it caught my eye that looking from here that just the right side of your hair has this weird curl.  Shinya: No, it’s not weird...  Kyo: But I will give you a voucher to get that fixed.   
 “What’s your routine before the show?”  Both of them don’t have one  Kyo: Does anyone have?  Fujieda: Toshiya is doing muscle training.  Kyo: Ah... and doesn’t Die move around a lot?  Shinya: He does. Until the start he’s very restless.  Kyo: Right? Even when we all gather one is always going back and forth.    “Your favourite takoyaki”  Shinya: I don’t care. Even though I’m from Osaka I don’t really eat takoyaki. It is said that every household in Kansai will have a takoyaki machine but we didn’t. In the 20 years I lived there I only had like 5 octopus balls.  Kyo: That time when you were wearing that long earring? You only had 5? So what type?  Shinya: the one that is crispy outside and soft inside   
“A difficult song”  Shinya: Rinkaku. Because I need to keep kicking. It’s faster than Zan. The drum is nice but it totally kills my leg.  Kyo: DIFFERENT SENSE as I said before. I imagined a dialogue as it’s a heavy song when I made it, but when I didn’t get any response, I ended up having to sing all of it by myself so it’s really tiring. I tried control my breathing when swimming but I can’t.  Kyo: So in the end it’s like swimming the whole thing without breathing.  I was told by Kaoru to try pointing the mic [at fans], but all I get is ‘eh right now?’ (gestures pointing with his right arm) I get ‘eh here?’ The people in front of me try to respond, but the people on the sides (again points with his right arm) go ’eh? Eh? Here? (agitated) so I gave up. I don’t mind if it’s the wrong pitch, just put your feelings into it. 
 Kyo: I started playing Monster Hunter. On Switch.  Takabayashi: I’m also playing.  Kyo: Then let’s play together! (big grin)  Takabayashi: Okay.  Shinya: I bought it on the day DS got released, but I couldn’t understand the objective of the game after playing for a day so I didn’t feel like playing anymore.  Kyo: So you just started playing from zero by yourself? No one helped you saying what to do?  Shinya: Yup.  Kyo: If you told me I’d have helped you.  Shinya: So in the end what happens? What is the goal?  Kyo: there’s none.  Shinya: What?  Kyo: You just continue getting your level up.  Shinya: And for how long do you continue to play?  Kyo: There are people who continue playing until the next game comes out.  Shinya: Woah... 
 "What weapons you're using in Monster Hunter" Kyo: I'm using a bow. It might seem it's because it's huge, but I can attack from a distance and avoid being found. Make a shot from a distance, if you're found out you can run away. Direct confrontation is scary.
 “During the Osaka period what studio did you use?”  Kyo: Was it in Umeda?  Shinya: Yup.  Fujieda: What was the name?  Kyo: I don’t remember. Do you?  Shinya: Yes. It was M4 www.m4-studio.com  Kyo: That’s some memory.  Shinya: I booked it. I confirmed the date with 4 of you and called them. We made Karma and Aoi Tsuki there. 
 “About Oboro teaser”  Kyo: Could you see me? I only watched it on my phone so couldn’t tell what was what. 
 “Rock-May-KanGIG"  Shinya: there were many problems... no one around me [to help]. When my ear monitor fell out I had to fix it myself. And I made this rookie mistake of not pressing record on camera...  Kyo: We don’t remember things like that.  Kyo: Do you remember what you ate a month ago? You don’t right? It’s the same. You might remember that the main dish was shrimp but you won’t remember sides.  “About SOGAI in May”  Kyo: something that will happen in a month...Do you think about what you will be eating in a month?  Fujieda: But I think many fans are looking forward to it.  Kyo: I guess, but that’s because they’re going to enjoy the food. From the side of people who will be cooking you only start preparing about a week before, no?  Fujieda: So you will start feeling motivated a week before...  Kyo: Nope.  Fujieda: Shinya, do you think this analogy works?  Shinya: After hearing it I think so.   
“What are some food combinations that you find just wrong?” (*from other twitter reports the question had example like pineapple in sweet sour pork etc)  Shinya: as long as there’s no foods I dislike anything is okay.  Kyo: I don’t have any food like that, but but I hate when people mix different sports brands. Wearing adidas with Nike shoes and so on. When I see someone like that I want to tell them ‘could you not?’ 
 “What expensive item have you bought recently?” 
 Shinya: I’ve already answered this earlier. A camera. The camera itself was 40k and lens was 20k yen.  Kyo: What do you use the camera for?  Shinya: For recording and so on.  Kyo: What kind of [recording]?  Shinya: For youtube or Haiiro.  Kyo: Isn’t iPhone good enough for that?  Kyo: When I’m taking a photo I just pass my iPhone and ask someone.  Fujieda: I was given a camera for taking photos, but after about 15 minutes I was told to use iPhone in the end.  Kyo: Do you know what was different?  Fujieda: I didn’t.  Kyo: (*going back to the main question) an expensive item... Nike and Garcons sneakers I guess. They were about 20k yen. (*Pegasus?)  I’m drinking coffee while looking at the sneakers. 
“Do you prefer indoor or outdoor festivals?”  Shinya: If it’s daytime then indoor. It would be too bright outdoor in daytime.  Kyo: I hate insects so indoor. Weren’t there so many insects when you had plants? Fujieda: Speaking of insects, don't they get into your mouth when you ride a bike? Kyo: You ride a bike with an open mouth? Silly kid. Fujieda: Instead of having open mouth, it's like there's suddenly an insect in your mouth, when it crashes into you. Kyo: Riding a bike with an open mouth is silly. Why, are you singing? Fujieda: Sometimes I do, actually. Kyo: If you're singing while riding that's okay, if you just have your mouth open while riding that's silly.  
 "About SOGAI in May"  Shinya: We're working on the setlist, it will be great.  Kyo: That's why I don't want you to ask me about a concert in a month. Don't ask me questions about concerts next year. I won't answer.   
 "What's a good place in Hirakata?"  Shinya: Hira pa (Hirakata Park) and TSUTAYA, right? TSUTAYA is where I was born.  Fujiefa: Eh? Really? I didn't know.  Kyo: if in Tokyo you say Hirapa no one will understand   Kyo: Do you know? (looks at Shinya) when you just come in and there's a place with dogs Shinya: Like real dogs?  Kyo: Yeah. There are about 20 dogs, but all are so tired. Lifeless as if they were abused. Of course they weren't abused, but it's a place where you can spend some time with dogs but they are so tired, so lifeless and tired that it's almost a shame they are kept there.  (*I think he's talking about Doubutsu Hug Hug Town) 
  "What hotel facilities do you find exciting?"  Shinya: ...for example?  Fujieda: ehm...  Kyo: This is not something exciting, but. You know in a shower? When you don't know if you're supposed to move the handle up or down? Maybe this way? And then when you move it the water suddenly comes out from above! (Shinya nods)  Fujieda: That's criminal! Was it hot?  Kyo: First water came out, but when I turned the handle the water suddenly poured from above, I got totally soaked. How do you use that?  Shinya: there are some places where water comes out in 3 places instead of 2.  Fujieda: Criminal!  Fujieda: Anything exciting?  Shinya: Like?  Fujieda: Like a big tv.  Shinya: I don't watch TV.  Dujieda: That's true, you don't. How about a very good pillow?  Shinya: I don't care.  Kyo: And the shower [head]! Just from one hole the water goes in a strange direction, there's nothing stuck there, just water, but just this one spot. What's that about?  (Shinya continued to nod while smiling)  
 "To Shinya. What time did you wake up today?"  Shinya: Around 1. At night.  Fujieda: What time did you go to bed?  Shinya: I think about 10pm.  Fujieda: You almost didn't sleep at all.  Kyo: Aren't you an old man now!  (*đŸ€ŁđŸ€ŁđŸ€ŁđŸ€Ł) 
 "What toothpaste and toothbrush are you using?"  Kyo: Any toothpaste is okay, but I prefer small toothbruses. Because I have very complex teeth. Like a maze. You get lost there. That's why I choose a tothbrush with a small head, has good reach.  Shinya: I'm using a toothpaste from overseas with an M, any brush is okay for me. But I use one with water coming out of it.  Fujieda: Is it electric?  Shinya: Yes.  Fujieda: Is it painful?  Shinya: Well sometimes it gets a bit bloody.  Kyo: You're really into it (laughing) to keep using it even if you're bleeding. 
  Kyo is watching The world unknown to Matsuko every week (depends on the episode but it's interesting), when finishing the 2nd sessiin event Shinya said 'go straight home and from 8:57 watch The world unknown to Matsuko'. It already started and it seems [dir] appeared there.  
 "Where do you want to tour besides Tokyo-Nagoya-Osaka?"  Shinya: Somewhere we still haven't been to... where was it?  Takabayashi: ehm... Shimane, Wakayama, Saga.  Shinya: There.  Kyo: Kyoto. Kyoto is good. Kyoto is the best. Even now I'd love to [have an event] in Kyoto instead. Kyoto is the best or, I want to become Kyoto.  
 "What animals do you like in the zoo?"  Kyo: ehm... sheep I guess. I want to look at them or hold them.  Shinya: Animals you don't see in everyday life like giraffes, elephants or lions. 
"What do you like in an amusement park?"  Kyo: I guess the haunted house? Yeah, haunted house. It's okay when people try to scare me. It's not scary. I'm laughing all the time.  Fujieda: So you can enjoy FujiQ no problem?  Kyo: I haven't been, but I think it's fine? I would be fine bringing a sheep with me I guess? Going in while stroking the fluffy sheep.  Shinya: Ferris Wheel.  Fujieda: How about the thrilling ones? Shinya: I don't like them. Fujieda: So Ferris Wheels for Shinya, understood.
 "About shooting Oboro PV"   Shinya: It was tough. Kyo: You say that? Say that to ME?? Shinya: Well, you were shooting naked. The green stuff got all over my clothes and cleaning that took ages. Kyo: Ah, I guess. But you could've gotten it dry cleaned, no? Shinya: It was a fabric that cannot be dry cleaned. I couldn't remove it in the end so I gave it to Fujieda. Kyo: You did? You got it? Fujieda: Yeah, I passed it to the person who designed the costume. Kyo: I see... Shinya: And the floor was very cold. Kyo: You say that?!?!?! Fujieda: Were you okay, Kyo? Kyo: Yeah... I'm a pro in the end. Fujieda: Oh (claps) Kyo: Are you mocking me? Looking down on me? Fujieda: No! Not at all! I clapped because I think that's great! Kyo: No, you're defnitely looking down on me. It's the same as the 'whats your salary like?' 'this much' 'oh'.
 tbc
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hellsbraat · 5 years ago
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Rumors | Tsukishima Kei
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pairing: tsukishima x reader (sort of)
synopsis: several rumors have been spreading throughout the school about your relationship with tsukishima but they’re nothing more than that, rumors. You know he loves you.
genre: angst (I guess, I’ve never done this before)
warnings: none?
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It started with rumors, as everything always does. You’d walked past the hallways littered with whispers of your relationship with Tsukishima. You would catch their glimpses filled with pity and shame for you. At first you paid them no mind, “they’re just jealous”, you reasoned. Tsukishima, regardless of his personality, was a popular guy among his peers.
A few weeks go by without meeting with Tsukishima once. “Things came up” he explained, planned dates had to be rescheduled or canceled all together. His frequent messaging turned into brief conversations of meaningless things as if you guys hadn’t been dating for over a year now. You could feel him drifting further away from you, but you knew you were overreacting or at least you hoped.
He had no time to do anything the rumors said, dating other people? No, he is preoccupied with studying and volleyball. Flirting with other people? No, he has a nasty mouth that not even you could escape. Sleeping with other people? No, he hadn’t even done it with you. But as much as you tried to give his suspicious actions an excuse, there was only so much you could do with all the evidence piling up.
“You can’t come over tonight, y/n. I have exams I have to study for.” His message was not a surprise to you. This had been going on for weeks, if not months already, but now you were growing tired of his excuses. The first time you brought up the rumors he scoffed, saying he only had eyes for you. That you were dumb if you believed them. He even told you he loved you.
It didn’t seem that way anymore.
“So, are you rescheduling or canceling this time?” Was all you could manage to reply. “Rescheduling. What’s wrong? What’s with the attitude?” A laugh escaped your lips as you read his next message. Was he really asking what was wrong? Was he stupid or playing dumb? You stared at the screen for while but didn’t bother replying, it would be a waste of time and most certainly lead to another fight. The fourth one that week.
It was almost as if he was giving you a reason to leave him.
Your little sister wobbled into your room, extending her arms out to you with a pleading face that said “carry me!”. You sat her on you lap as you stared at yourself in the mirror. All this makeup and for nothing. You don’t even know why you made such an effort for him when your gut was telling you, practically screaming at you, that he was going to cancel. Did you ever listen to yourself?
No.
“Nee-chan looks pretty. I want my lips to shine too.” The tiny fingers graced your lips as your little sister started padding the gloss onto hers. The action pulled you out of your thoughts to giggle at her. Your laughter, even if it was short-lived, was something you hadn’t heard in a while it felt almost foreign. With a sigh, you embraced the small child on your arms before placing her down, “Onee-chan is going to get some air. She’ll be back later tonight.”
You weren’t planning on it but you found yourself walking to Tsukishima’s house. Your legs just missed it’s old routine of walking home with Tsuki, fingers intertwined and shoulders brushing against each other as you share earphones. You missed the walks after school or volleyball practice just to get to his house and melt into one another. You missed the smell of his house, his bed, his scent and most of all him. You missed your boyfriend. And whether he liked it or not, he was going to give you an explanation for making you worry so much.
You were about to knock when a mixture of laughters came from inside the house. Bushes and trees were a bit far away but your legs quickly carried you towards them in order to hide behind them. With a shaky breath, you peeked from the bushes to see the door open and your heart sank. You felt like throwing up. You wanted to look away. You wanted to run away yet you stood frozen.
Even your breath had stop momentarily as you watched a beautiful, slender woman come out from inside the house followed by your boyfriend. They were smiling, doting on one another, clinging to each other’s their pinkies interlocked not wanting to let go of each other. Panic begin to settle in and as much as you didn’t want to keep looking, you did. Questions just crashed within your mind one after the other: Who was she? Why was she there? When did she come into his life? Why was her hair a mess? Why did she look at him with lustful eyes? Why did she clig to him? Why did she kiss him goodbye..?
It was when she left that you were finally able to breath again.
“I guess the rumors were true. I was just stupid enough to see it.” You weren’t stupid though you were just in love. In that moment you felt numb, you didn’t cry or scream, you didn’t even feel anger towards him. It was as if your mind took control of your body and your consciousness was watching from behind the curtains. You didn’t realize that in your moment of haze you had walked towards his front door and knocked waiting to see if he would answer.
The door opened. He looked beautiful. His hair was disheveled and a pink tint was spread across his cheeks, he even had the smile you had almost forgotten. “Y/N?” It was like he called out unintentionally but hearing your name come out of his mouth, forced you back into reality. You looked at him giving no hints at what you had just witnessed. “What.. what are you doing here? I told you we couldn’t watch the movie today. It’s late and I’m tired.” He admitted with a sigh.
“Really? Tired of what?” Your tone was harsher than expected but Tuskishima didn’t seem to mind. He figured you were probably bothered at the fact that he had canceled your plans once again. “Studying, dummy.” You nodded, biting your cheek to stop the tears from welling up, “Oh, I thought it had something to do with the girl that just came out of your house. I guess I was wrong.”
You laughed but tears were now streaming down your face. He gulped, only watching as you cried in front of him. Your sobs grew louder as you gasped for air, everything seemed to hit you all at once, the lies, the rumors, the memories, even if you wanted to stop crying, tears wouldn’t stop flowing out of you. “I love you so so much Kei.” It seemed like it was hitting him too, he pulled you from your shoulders into his chest and wrapped his firm arms around you.
You had missed him so much. The smell of vanilla and sweat on his shirt. The feeling of his body pressed against yours. The warmth his body gave you. Him. Had he missed you though? You doubted and regretted for savoring this moment with him. You gripped his grey shirt tightly, burying your face deeper into his chest. It was now cover in tears and snob but he didn’t push away; instead, he leaned down to whisper something in your ear, “I love you, y/n.”
It sounded sincere. “I’m sorry for pulling you away. I am sorry you are in pain and have been in pain because of me. I love you. I’m sorry for hurting you but please stop crying. I don’t like seeing you cry.” Then again, he had said he loved you a million times before yet he had cheated on you. Still, you craved his loved and he still gave you butterflies every time you looked at him. Your body was rising in heat as he confessed his love for you and you hated yourself for reacting in such a way.
When your sobs became rapid shallow breathing, he help guide you through the process of calming down. “Inhale four seconds, exhale four seconds. There you go. You got it” he planted a kiss on your forehead as you followed his instructions. Your body heat turned into hatred by how unbothered he was by the whole situation. Was he not scared of losing you too? Did he think he wasn’t going to lose you? Was your year with him just been him passing the time? We’re all those things he said to you a lie?
You pulled away from his arms after a while and he cautiously wiped away your tears with his thumb. Before giving him a chance to speak, you spoke up, “I love you Kei,” he smiled at you, reaching for your hands that were so desperately calling out for him, “but you hurt me.” You could see his once calm demeanor falter at the sound of your voice, it was low yet imbued with pain. He had broken every part of you. You weren’t sure how long it would take for you recover, if ever. You weren’t even sure if he cared if you did.
“I know what I did was wrong and I regret it but—“ no, you weren’t going to let him finish because if you did, you wouldn’t be able to let him go. You knew he could twist his words to please you and you couldn’t let that happen. “Maybe one day I’ll let you explain why you did what you did but for now just delete my number.” You wanted an explanation because you wanted to be able to forgive him, but the pain was too much to bare right now.
“A sorry won’t fix anything anyways.. and as much as I want to ask what I did wrong, what I did to deserve this,” your voice grew weaker, breaking as you tried to convey your thoughts, “I want to know when you stopped loving me, but I won’t ask because I’m too scared to know the answer. I still love you.” You knew you will continue to love him, “but Kei Tsukishima you’re one hell of a poison that I need an antidote for. So, this is goodbye.”
You weren’t proud that you managed to set yourself free from him. He was all that you wanted and now you were losing him. If he had called out to you, you would’ve gotten back with him. You knew it. But he didn’t.
Tsukishima choke on his words. The realization of what he had lost would hit him days later. He would never admit it but he wanted to go after you and scream to wait and stay with him. You weren’t to blame, if anything you were too good for him, he was just scared that you’ll realize he was not what you wanted, he didn’t want to be in your position, so he decided to hurt you first. A regret he’ll live with for the rest of his life because seeing you in pain broke him too.
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caliwashere · 3 years ago
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TGKDN Ch 20.5-22 Thoughts & Spoilers
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I didn’t want to spam post so I’m going to shorten these 3 chapters (20.5 is literally almost the same length as a regular chapter sooo)
context: TGKDN is a jjkxoc (additional add-ons: dad!gojoxoc, yutaxoc, megumixoc) fic called Tsuki Ga Kirei Desu Ne. It’s linked in my bio in case anyone wants to read it. I don’t own TGKDN or take credit for the story/OCs! I’m just a fan!
spoilers below âŹ‡ïž
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- these three chapters are the reason why i support the TGKDN rewrite so much 
- Imma be organized for once and split them into chapters cuz there’s so much to uncover for each of the three chapters (all the ppl who have been following since my old acc gasping cuz Cali’s gonna be organized for once lmaooo) anyways.....
Chapter 20.5
- HIYORI POV LETS GOOO 
-why is it that Hiyori POVs are the rarest when she’s literally the main character of this story ????
- the jars symbolism was just *chef’s kiss*
- honestly highlights one of the main differences between old TGKDN and rewrite TGKDN cuz there’s more in-depth talk about Hiyori’s struggles now to better paint that image of how she’s perfect at the surface 
-p sure this is the gojo and hiyori parallel cuz they’re both strong and “perfect” in almost every way but they’re actually not 
- whole chapter made me tear up a lil ngl like it hit where it hurt cuz it was relatable like the struggle of being responsible and doing what u believe is ur duty (my tsukuyo hiyori analysis rlly on point thooo wooooooo)
-author frames a lot of stuff in a pretty tasteful manner like the darker/heavier chapters involving mental struggle (i.e Jars + Under the Surface chapters) which honestly props to her cuz i could never 
- the only problem is that she does it too well and it rlly hits (my eyes be swollen too much cuz of this story)  where it hurts every time 
-yuta coming in to help my our precious bean (im writing a hiyorixreader fic for my own satisfaction afanfiosa) just at the right moment
-when he ate the salad aodinasioda she was so surprised 
- i had to google wtf a mousse cake was cuz im uncultured lol
- him opening the jar without saying anything and having no clue how his literal presence just makes her feel better 
- she literally says he’s amazing which mirrors what he said about her in one of the earlier chapters (i forgot which one ooops) DONT THINK I DIDNT CATCH THAT AUTHOR
-mans out here thinking its one-sided but she’s just as down bad as he is
-they’re so cute together
-bouta get cavities from how sweet they are
-they need to hurry up and date already aifnasifnsaionas
- feeling extra single after reading that chapter
- my heart feels full
Chapter 21
- PROTECTIVE BESTIE MAKI WOOOOOOOOOO
- love Maki and her POVS
- her and hiyori are literally best friend goals like i want that (if my irls see this ahahah no u didnt)
- the flower shop moment even the flower shop lady can tell yuta’s down bad lmaooo
- HE GETS HER ONE OF HER FAVORTE FLOWERS EVERY SINGLE DAY CUZ WHEN HE FIRST GOT HER A FLOWER IT WAS JUST ONE AFOIASFNIASFA THATS SO CUTE 
- kazuha. back. off.
- let her draw in her sketchbook that best aunt Shoko got her 
- at least he’s dead 😌 better not come between by precious TsukuOkko
- wait Yuri would be such a good ship name for YutaxHiyori thooo and it means lily too 
- my unwarranted kazuha hate cuz he’s literally the reason she got stabbed cuz she remembered his words from a flashback when she was about the absolutely destroy that crazy cult guy
- even Rika finds him creepy and she’s literally a yandere cursed spirit 
- hiyori not believing in soulmates when she’s literally blessed by a GOD and exorcises curses for a living is hilarious. GIRL U LITERALLY HAVE A TALKING FOX WDYM U THINK THE RED STRING OF FATE AND SOULMATES ARE UNREALISTIC 
- i wonder how this will work out since yuta obviously thinks they’re soulmates or smthin 
- ok tsuki is still mega sus but im starting to wonder if her disappearances for long periods of time in the story are just hiyori getting her to investigate stuff
- that would make sense but tsuki is still mega sus
- also still waiting to find out why hiyori paid mei mei 15 MILLION yen like what’s that about??? 
- ik gojo in the actual manga/anime pays mei mei 10 million at one point to help him with something so maybe it’s another parallel but i don’t think so at the same time
- what’s hiyori planning?? like why tell mei mei of all ppl to do it and not someone like nanami or something??
- moving on, what did Tsuki mean by “nothing on Hokkaido”? 
- maybe the mei mei thing + whatever is going on in Hokkaido is connected??
- we know hiyori is from hokkaido since that was where gojo found her soooo i feel like maybe she’s doing some investigation on what happened to her sister?
-back when her profile was up (pre-rewrite) it said that her main cause of stress was her missing sister so ig it makes sense
-im interested on how this subplot goes cuz even in the regular jjk anime/manga there’s a lot up with hokkaido like it just happened to be left out of Kenjaku’s culling games too
- i keep forgetting hiyori is rlly intuitive like ms. ma’am figured out something was up and got the investigation done 
- ok ok so yall know how tsuki says “if this gets out, you know what they’ll try to do since they’ve been trying to make you a more official part of the family for years now” after hiyori finds out that yuta is related to gojo? 
- i think it’s implying a forced marriage cuz we know that even tho hiyori is ADOPTED she’s still gojo’s heir AND we know that there’s a lot of attention and stuff placed on blood relations for the three big clans (like zenin, kamo, and gojo) cuz they’re old-fashioned like that (p sure there’s probably old-fashioned ppl in the gojo clan but not as bad as zenin and kamo cuz gojo satoru is the head of the clan) 
- if yuta and hiyori were to get married then she would be marrying someone of technical gojo blood cuz yuta is related to gojo thru a common ancestor even tho its distant WHICH would probably strengthen her claim as the next head of the gojo clan after satoru since that would make her an actual part of the gojo clan
- that’s definitely gonna be brought up again i can feel it in my bones 
- i think this is where u can see that hiyori, even tho she cares about doing what is most beneficial for the world and stuff along with how she mentioned she was down for an arranged marriage (not to yuta but in general) if that was most beneficiary, cares more about her loved ones cuz she’s not willing to subject yuta to an arranged marriage at all
- so ig i was wrong before and she places her loved ones and their happiness first over the world basically (aot eren yeager flashbacks oop)
-hiyori valuing yuta and rika’s relationship speaks volumes about her character because even tho yea it was probably superficial and like one of those kindergarten playground marriages type beat...it was still love 
- this is one of the reasons why i like hiyori’s character so much cuz never once does she even attempt to stand between rika and yuta’s relationship even tho she obviously has feelings for yuta
- she knows how important rika is to yuta and vice versa so she’s willing to give up and leave her feelings for yuta unrecipocated if that’s what makes both of them happy
- like this along with 20.5 emphasize how hiyori truly sees rika as a FRIEND even tho rika’s a murderous cursed spirit 
- maki is headstrong and obviously cares alot about hiyori so im glad that maki was the one who gave yuta the push he needed 
Chapter 22
- rika is so adorable going for the hello kitty plush aghhh
-  it’s nice that yuta went to tell rika first that he liked hiyori and even went thru the whole process of apologizing and stuff
- it emphasizes how yuta does love rika but he’s moving on now which most yutaxreader and yutaxoc writers don’t do like they undermine rika and yuta’s relationship in favor of the yutaxoc or yutaxreader relationship
- the author of tgkdn never once does this and emphasizes how yuta, even tho hes in love with hiyori, did love rika and still does and she’ll always have a place in his heart no matter what
- its made clear that rika will always be his childhood love and he will always love her but he also loves hiyori and he’s moving on from his past which is probably one of my favorite aspects about this book
- yuta doesn’t suddenly stop loving rika or decide he’s not gonna love her anymore. he still loves rika and he always will but he loves hiyori too and sure that love is probably greater than his love for rika cuz when ur younger u exaggerate a lot but rika will always remain as a part of his past/heart and that’s what matters 
- he chooses hiyori but its made clear that he will always care and love rika
- props to the author for doing that cuz that takes a lot of courage especially when ur own OC is involved (ik hiyori isn’t a self-insert oc but it still requires a lot of courage to pull something like this) to deal with a situation like this 
- back to hiyori, she never oversteps the boundary between her and yuta. she’s made it clear that she won’t pursue her feelings for yuta out of the respect she has for yuta, rika, and their relationships
- that’s what makes her so likeable as an oc cuz she never does something extremely stupid that can hurt other ppl just cuz she’s in love 
- her relationship with rika is one of my favorites cuz hiyori doesnt see rika as a cursed spirit but as who rika is as a person even tho hiyori has NEVER met human rika 
- yuta finding out that hiyori has been visiting rika’s grave broke my heart cuz that’s probably the moment he realized just how much of a kind soul hiyori is to go above and beyond for other people 
- like the moment he made the connection between the hello kitty stuffed animal and the hello kitty bracelet rika had was just perfect
- the flashbacks of what maki told him combined with him talking to rika is just a work of art in my opinion 
- i think this was probably one of the main points of yuta moving on and getting the closure he needs now all that’s left is rika to be freed then he finally has the closure he needs
- her waiting out in the cold for him was so wholesome 
- when hiyori wrapped the scarf around yuta my heartttt ahhhh
- red scarves are the epitome of romance (look at eren and mikasa) 
- him helping her with her coat while she takes his scarf off without either of them saying anything like its the most natural thing in the world 😌
- making sure he gets his favorite food in the bento cuz she knows he’s probably gonna be hungry
- him eating the sour plum thing for her and her moving the bento so his favorite food is in front of him is just so mfing cute
- maki and the others thinking hiyori is crazy for specifically requesting cabbage salad in her dinner even tho hiyori doesnt even like cabbage salad 
- she doesnt even like cabbage salad and yet she asks for it just cuz she knows yuta likes it (the amount of serotonin i get from these two is just ✹)
Summary 
- i think that hiyori and yuta are both stuck in the past to varying degrees
- it’s p obvious especially from “It May Be the Last” and “Under the Surface” that 
- the difference between yuta and hiyori is that they handle what happened to them in different ways like yuta ended up isolating himself and becoming depressed while hiyori continues on with her life and tries to do better 
- she strives to do better, to get stronger, so it won’t happen again and bottles up her emotions so they dont get in the way of that while yuta doesn’t bottle his emotions up
- its obvious that she’s improving and doing it less thanks to yuta, maki, and the others as seen mainly in “Rika’s Love” and “Jars”
- i hope they can learn from each other and move on from their traumatic pasts together 
- they both have a lot to unpack until they’re finally free of the past but they’re helping each other with it even if they themselves don’t know it 
- the fact that they’re both unintentionally/unknowingly helping each other thru tough times and dealing with their pasts is what makes their relationship so likeable
- ik i talk about liking hiyori a lot and that’s just because she’s a likeable OC. she’s not the type that needs saving from anyone and she’s independent
-she’s strong and knows she is 
- i just like strong female characters 
- she’s not dumb like a lot of other OCs/reader-inserts (i get that having a dumb oc/reader-insert is supposed to make them relatable but it just gets rlly annoying sometimes cuz it’s just one bad decision after another)
- it’s not like she’s perfect either tho
- it’s shown that she still has moments where she fails (and boy does she fail like she literally almost died cuz of it) and she’s flawed but her flaws enhance her character rather than make her hateable. 
- another big reason is that hiyori is nice and basically a ray of sunshine unlike most OCs/reader-inserts who act cool/cold (tsunderes and kuuderes). 
- she doesn’t try to act cold towards other ppl or try to push them away like what most OCs/reader-inserts do either 
- she’s not toxic
- there’s no her trying to deny her feelings for yuta or anything. 
- she just accepts it. 
- she doesn’t cry in front of everyone but she DOES cry in front of those closes to her. she has breakdowns and she cries which makes her human. 
- sorry now im just going on a tangent but yea i rlly like hiyori’s character and props to the author for doing out-of-the-box wild stuff 
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