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Flashback


Pairing: dad!Spencer Reid x gn!Reader
Summary: spencer discusses his thoughts around having kids with his spouse after putting their daughter Diana to bed.
Warnings: mentions of drug abuse/addiction, mentions of cannon typical violence, discussions of having kids(obviously), poor insecure Spencer đĽşđĽş
A/N : this was written for the @cmgiftexchange!! I wrote this for @omgbigfluffwriting, I hope you enjoy it and that I did your prompt well!! Merry Christmas <33
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The sound of giggling filled the Reid household as you chased the mini-Reid through the kitchen and into the living area. When you finally caught Diana you slipped your hands under her arms and swung her up onto your hip with a cheer. When you both finally caught your breaths you made eye contact with your husband who had a scolding look on his face, but there was still a smile twitching at lips at the scene he had just witnessed. âYou know she has to be in bed in- 15 minutes!â Spencer paused and looked down at his watch to emphasize his point about how close it was to Diana's bed time. You just sighed dramatically and addressed your daughter âWell, I think your dads right- we gotta get you to bed- it's a school night!â.
After much kid wrangling and only one bedtime story bribe, Diana was sound asleep and safe- leaving you and your husband for some alone time together. After so many years of being together, you and Spencer dont find there's a need to fill the silence you're often draped in.Â
But that night the silence got Spencer thinking. Thinking about you, thinking about Diana, thinking about the life he's built for himself. If he was being honest with himself he never thought he would be here. A spouse and a child, a house. It was more than 23 years old Dr. Spencer Reid, new BAU agent could have possibly imagined. A spouse, let alone a child.Â
Those thoughts were even more discouraged when he was kidnapped by Tobias Hankle. Spencer considered that one of his lowest points, he had been tortured and drugged- how could it not be. That's not even to mention the addiction that followed. He was in pieces, mentally and physically. Even after he got clean, Spencer often told himself that he wasn't worthy of children. That he would be worse than his own dad. And without you there to reassure him as you often did after you met, these beliefs solidified in his mind.Â
âY/n?â You looked over at Spencer from where you were lying across from him on the couch. Your questioning look was enough of an answer for Spencer so he continued, âdid you always want kids? I used to think I didn't deserve kidsâ. You gave Spencer a look of pity, you hated when he had thoughts at his own expense. And he knew that. But Spencer couldn't help himself.Â
âFirst of all, Diana loves you and you're the best father for her- full stop. Second of all, I always wanted kids, I think you did tooâ. Spencer nodded, he had always wanted kids- it was his mind that told him not to.Â
âI didn't really start believing that kids were a possibility when I met youâ. Spencer smiled warmly when he spoke, his eidetic memory not failing to remember any details from when you first met.
ââ
Spencer was sat his car that he rarely drove, going to the supermarket, which he rarely did. But it wasn't often that he spiraled into a depressive episode after seeing his girlfriend murdered in front of him, so he thought a change of pace might do him some good. Or more like penelope garcia thought it would do him some goo
Thatâs how he ended up strolling through the public park on a Tuesday afternoon in april. It was sunny and warm, a stark contrast to the sunken purple bags under Spencer's eyes and the wrinkly shirt that probably shouldâve been washed before leaving the house.Â
But you- in spencers eyes you were a beauty unto yourself, regardless of what you were wearing. That was one thing that hadnât changed since he met you, and he swore never would.
To be honest, it was by luck that Spencer had run into you; you were with your nephew as babysitter for the day when he started bothering spencer. Needless to say you were very apologetic.
âTom, no! leave that man alone! i'm so sorry sir, he doesn't mean itâ
You were extremely apologetic, ushering your nephew away from the stranger. Spencer was flustered but understanding, red evident on his cheeks.
Skip to a few hours later and Spencer had spent the entire time with you. It was the best Spencer had felt in weeks, like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders.Â
That night he couldn't stop thinking about everything that had happened; walking around with you, talking with you, meeting your nephew and sister. Spending time with your nephew, it got him thinking. Spencer had tucked away the idea of having kids far into a little nook into his mind, and spending time with Tom dredged it up from the depths of his brain.Â
Despite still reeling with the death of his girlfriend, Spencer still couldn't get the thought of having kids and being a dad out of his head. It nagged at him all the time, and the thoughts got loud when he was with you. Picturing you as a parent during your coffee dates.Â
Although Spencer Reid has an IQ of 187, and an eidetic memory, it still took him weeks to realize why he couldnât get the thought of children out of his head; because he wanted to be a dad. He wanted to care for someone, knowing that they rely on him.Â
ââ
âSpencer? Spence?âÂ
Spencer is pulled from his thoughts of when the couple first met by your soft voice. You had a small look of concern on your face at your husband's lack of awareness of the current reality. Spencer hummed in response to ease your worries. âWhat's got you with that Spencer Reid Far Off Look ⢠in your eyes huh?â you asked. Spencer chuckles, and responds, âJust thinking about when we first met⌠after Maeve died- it's what got me thinking about having kids you know-â. it's your turn to chuckle now, remembering the embarrassment of having to usher away your nephew. Though your eyes held a sympathetic look at the mention of maeve, it would always be a bit of a sensitive subject.Â
âYa, we have tom to thank for that. But I didn't know that's when you started thinking of kids- I thought it was later, when you first talked to me about itâ.
ââ
It was 1:03 am, and Spencer was still awake, to be fair he had just gotten back from a bad case. It was always bad when it involved kids, Spencer couldn't get the face of the little girl they couldn't save in time out of his head. Thoughts raced through his head, but he would never tell you about them- after all you had only been together for a couple months. Spencer couldn't risk being that vulnerable with you.
So here he was, tossing and turning at one am over a case he couldn't get out of his head- trying not to wake up the sleeping figure beside him. He couldn't stop thinking about if that little girl had been his little girl. What would he do then? Spencer didnât know if he could handle having another human rely on him so heavily- what if he let them down. What if he became like his own father, something he swore he would never do.Â
In all of Spencer's spiraling thoughts he hadnât noticed that you had woken up from the constant shifting of the bed, which was caused by his incessant tossing and turning in bed. You noticed the look in Spencer's eyes was one you knew well, it was a look that said the gears were turning a little too fast in that big beautiful brain of his.Â
But before you could say anything, Spencer got to it first. âWould I- would I be a good dad?â You were caught off guard by Spencer's question, not expecting him to bring that up. But you could tell Spencer had been thinking about it for a while, if the worry crease between his eyebrows was anything to go by.
âI think youâd be a great dad spence- your kind, your caring, you have an amazing compacitĂŠ to be there for other people, i think especially if it was your kid..â
You speak in a quiet, comforting tone in order to release at least some of the anxiety your boyfriend is harboring. In an effort to punctuate your point you give Spencer a small squeeze on the arm, hoping it would provide at least a little bit of comfort.
Spencer offered a nod in response not quite knowing what to say to his partner's kindness. Instead of speaking Spencer just rolled from the other side of the bed into your warm embrace, which contrasted the cool breeze from the open window.
ââ
Spencer comes back from his thoughts by the sound of small feet pitter pattering on the hardwood floors. you don't comment on your husband's spacey-ness that evening, instead opting to sit up and find the source of the sound.Â
Which you find out to be the small feet of Diana Reid, who had woken up from a bad dream and sought out the comfort of her parents. Her small frame struggled to climb onto the large bed, so Spencer lifted her up by her armpits and placed her between him and you.
âCant sleep?â
You ask though the dark, soothingly running your fingers through her curly hair.
âya.. i had a bad dream and couldnât fall back asleepâ
Her voice is small, the six year old still a bit embarrassed at needing to sleep in her parents bedroom, but Spencer's calming hand running up and down her back helped ease some of the embarrassment and helped her sink into her loving parents arms.
âThatâs okay, you can always sleep in here with us if you wantâ
Spencer says as he kisses Diana's head, and the little girl is already falling asleep in the couple's arms. Both Spencer and you look down at your daughter, now fast asleep in between you, and it puts a smile on your faces. And you can't help but lean over and place a haste kiss on spencers lips and say;
âYou know I told you youâd be a good dadâ
you had a bit of a sly smirk on your face as Spencer chuckled, and he responded âI guess you were right huhâ. And that's how the Reid family fell asleep, contented in each other's arms.
The End

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#wrestling#wwe#wwe raw#cm punk#drew mcintyre#drew CHILL lmao#twitter#this feud should end with them buying a little diy bff bracelet kit and making ones with each others names and exchanging them :)
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the three of them are making out nasty style backstage right now in a broom closet. by the way.
#seth rollins#drew mcintyre#cm punk#wwe#wwe raw#leigh talks wrasslin#i am always invested in what these chumps are doing backstage and what bodily fluids are exchanged >:)
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Temily and Garvez
For @gaelic-symphony for the 2023 @cmgiftexchange
Happy Holidays to you, my friend xx
Emily and Tara. They're both mature people. Their date would be fun and sophisticated and full of innuendo laced flirting.

Penelope and Luke, on the other hand.......

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dipping a toe back in the cm fandom is funny bc i am So a grandma for being there when i happened, but y'all don't even know about AJ sending paget links to jemily fanvids thing.
#cm shit#yes i have it the right way around#back round when she said that there was this one V popular vid interspersed#with rando sapphic sex scenes from other stuff and... was this one of them??? There weren't That many at the time#at all#so odds are not Bad necessarily#just the idea of them exchanging links to the gay ship of their characters for fun#when this was Slightly before this was like. even acceptable (as in. the gayness). nobody was doing it like them back then.#paget pls start flying the temily flag. i have hope for my formerly crack ship.#paramount may even let u do it
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Criminal Minds (US TV), Criminal Minds: Evolution (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jennifer "JJ" Jareau/Emily Prentiss, Tara Lewis/Rebecca Wilson Characters: Tara Lewis, Jennifer "JJ" Jareau, Emily Prentiss Additional Tags: BAU girls' night, Gift Fic, CMGiftExchange23, Fluff, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Summary:
At a long overdue BAU Girl's Night, Tara asks for dating advice from JJ and Emily.
[This was written as part of the CM Gift Exchange]
A/N: Written for @unitchiefs-blackbirdphoenix for the @cmgiftexchange
Happy holidays, Alyssa! I was so excited to be paired with you this year. I loved your ideas and tried to incorporate a little bit of everything you requested. I hope you enjoy <3
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Itâs funny cause I can do distance in metric, but using it for height feels wrong when I try to translate it. Like what do you mean a cabinet is 2 meters tall??
A rough reference is 3 feet = 1 yard = 1 meter. So 6 feet is about 2 meters.
A foot is 12 inches or 30 cm.
I canât explain the conversion, but the best explanation Iâve seen of the difference btwn centigrade and Fahrenheit is that Celsius measures the energy needed to make water boil (100 deg) or freeze (0) while Fahrenheit is for how the temperature feels to be in it/ how much heat the body can tolerate (70 deg of heat is a good amt while 100 is too much). So while 20 C is a beautiful day, 20 F is below freezing aka cold enough to have school off if you live in the South, but warm enough that Northerners might not wear a coat.
I do think itâs easier to learn centigrade after growing up w/ Fahrenheit, so have a lot of sympathy for the rest of the world trying to understand Americans. The easier way to do it is to memorize common equivalents instead of trying to convert (e.g. 20 C ~ 70 °F, 0 C = 32 °F, 38 °C ~ 100 °F) and then guesstimate the temp from there
Fun fact: the US was in the process of switching over to the metric system in during President Carterâs administration in the 1970âs. The switch was brought to an end by his successor President Reagan
pov you adopted a kid but you forgot hes not usamerican

#I just discovered my phone does the temp conversion automatically#if you put X C =#fabulous#temperature gauges#celsius#Fahrenheit#Americanisms#tbf the height thing comes from the British#i think about this a lot#another thing is rulers#American ones have inches and cm#European ones just have cm#cultural exchange
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Off the Record
Summary: Reader is hellbent on not confessing while the BAU is interrogating her. Spencer Reid finds an.. unconventional tactic that'll break her.
Couple: Spencer Reid/Fem!Reader
Category: Smut
Content Warning: f!receiving oral, f!masturbation, mentions of typical CM violence, o-denial, slight dbcon, pinv sex, rough sex/make-out, semi-public sex.
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There's reward in going unnoticed.Â
Some would obviously say otherwise. Thereâs an argument to be made that itâs better to make your presence known, to announce who you are to the world with no apology or shame.Â
After all, if no one sees you, truly sees you, what separates your existence from those who live and those who were never here to begin with?Â
And of course, this may be true for some, but what do you say to those who live an existence fated to stay under the cover of darkness? To seal the horrors in Pandoraâs Box out of mercy for a world that was never ready for you in the first place?Â
Despite your reasons for staying quiet, Spencer Reid seemed determined to break you.Â
âYouâre not making this any easier on yourself, you know?â Spencer muttered, sitting across from you in the dim light of the interrogation room. His exhaustion was evident, the prolonged questioning taking a toll on his psyche.
 âYouâd save yourself a lot of trouble if you just confessed.âÂ
His voice was low and tired, the hours wearing him thin.Â
âWhereâs the fun in that, Agent Reid?â You respond, cocking an eyebrow, your hands crossed over your chest. You pause, before adding: âBesides. Nothing to confess.âÂ
âDr Reid.â He firmly corrects.
Youâre defiant, consistently repeating the same lines youâd flung at every agent that had approached you for the past sixteen hours, since the moment youâd been torn away from the safety of your apartment.Â
It was too bad. Even on what seemed to be a hard day, Spencer Reid was dreadfully handsome.Â
Spencer let a deep exhale exit his nose, a testament to his growing frustration, and a half-hearted attempt to ground himself. âLiam Brown, Noah Williams, Theodore Smith.â He says, pushing various crime scene pictures towards you over the table. âAll victims of a prolific black widow weâve been chasing for months.âÂ
The images are gruesome, meant to provoke you. You give a response, but perhaps not the one they intended. Disgust slips into your expression before you can stop yourself, but you look away in the end, unwilling to yield and give yourself away. Nobody needed to know that you felt no pity for the men on the table.Â
âA connection isnât the same as probable cause, and I know my rights.â You snap, your body language making it clear that you were nowhere near giving them the answers you wanted. âYou canât hold me any longer than forty-eight hours.âÂ
Spencer rubs a hand over his face, clearly exasperated. With no further words exchanged between the two of you, he rises from his chair, allowing the metal furniture to scrape softly against the floor, before disappearing to the other side of the one-way mirror that stood in front of you.
 You didnât need to see him to know that his gaze was trained on you, even then.Â
 Waiting for the moment youâd snap.Â
Too bad heâd never get what he wanted.Â
Several minutes pass by whilst youâre alone in the room. The air wraps around you, tension making a home through every inch of you as your thoughts run wild in the silence.Â
What was your endgame here? Could you really outsmart the FBI? They still had about thirty-one hours with you. What would they do?Â
Before you can answer any of your own questions, Spencer re-enters, but somethingâs shifted this time. The previous fatigue that plagued him just minutes ago was no longer there, but rather replaced with a defiance and intensity that mirrored your own. Youâre already getting ready to fight, to match the shift in his demeanor, but he doesnât give you the chance. Â
âGet up,â He barks out, his voice sharp and full of command that wasnât previously there.
You narrow your eyes, still trying to maintain your resistance in the face of the new persona he seemed to be sporting. âAm I free to go?âÂ
He laughs, but itâs a sound completely devoid of humor.
 âDid I say that? No.â He answers his own question, sharply. âGet up. I wonât repeat myself.âÂ
Despite your desire to resist on principle, his tone carries a threat you canât quite name yet. An involuntary shiver that passes through your body, and suddenly it seems like youâre better off complying, rather than sticking to your old patterns.Â
Your body reacts. Youâre unsure if youâre being led by fear, instinct, or something darker, but regardless of what it is, youâre compelled to listen to him, slowly rising to your feet.Â
He wastes absolutely no time, gripping your arm with a bruising force as he leads you out of the stale room, his movements swift and purposeful.Â
The cold metal of the cuffs bite into your wrists, a physical and unignorable manifestation of his regulation over your current predicament. No matter what kind of show you put on, you werenât the one in control.Â
The halls around you stretch endlessly. Sterile, blank walls stare back at you, as if mocking you for ever entering in the first place. Each corner looks like the last, every turn erasing the one before it. Youâre led deeper and deeper within the bones of the building, further and further away from prying eyes and pesky cameras.Â
He doesnât want you found. These hallways would never allow you to leave. He had you trapped.
And then, after what feels like an eternity of movement with no end in sight, youâre met with an elevator. Itâs unmarked, and immediately you can tell youâre not supposed to be here. Itâs a service elevator, the type meant to carry cargo, not people.Â
And yet here you are.
Thereâs a foreboding silence as Spencer presses the button with a decisive jab to call the machinery. The doors creak open ominously, and he shoves you into the claustrophobic space without ceremony.
Heâs so close you can feel his hot breath against the bare skin of your neck, the firm press of his body anchoring you in place, serving as an oppressive weight that reminds you thereâs no escape.Â
The thick silence between the two of you stretches as the elevator shudders to life. Itâs the type of quiet that makes your body buzz with uneasy anticipation for whatâs to come.
This isnât protocol. You knew that, at this point. Whatever he was leading to you, you knew it couldnât fare well for you. As the doors open to your destination, the ultimate question lingers in your chest.Â
What was he going to do to you?Â
The elevator doors hiss open, and instead of another line of sterile corridors, youâre met with the warm night air, the type of heat that only summer could provide. You blink, momentarily disoriented by the sudden change in scenery and the darkness, until your eyes adjust and you process where you are.Â
The roof?Â
You barely have anytime to register whatâs occurred before Spencer is pulling you forward. You hear the elevator doors close with a soft, final clink behind you, and know youâre well and truly stuck here now.Â
âWhat are we doing here?â You ask, voice barely audible.Â
Spencer doesnât stop moving, dragging you towards the parapet. âThought we could use some fresh air. Youâve been inside for a while now.âÂ
The words are sweet, falling from his mouth easily, but the tone is all wrong. While you might be persuaded to believe in his consideration for your well-being, the sincerity of the statement is voided by the controlled cadence he delivers with it. It almost sounds rehearsed, a calculated and careful manipulation in an attempt to gain your trust.Â
Youâre absolutely sure heâs not as truthful about his intentions as heâd like you to believe.Â
The space heâs leading you on is wide and industrial, filled with empty crates and encircled by dark, thick forestry on all sides. The pale moonlight spills across the rooftop, giving you a clearer view of your surroundings.Â
You wouldnât say it, of course, but it also got you a better look at Spencerâs expression. It doesnât help, though. His lips are set in a straight line, eyes fixed ahead, face unreadable within the low light. Damn it.Â
âI come up here to think.â Spencer says quietly, almost to himself. âThe quiet makes everything easier.â He murmurs.Â
His grip loosens around you as you reach the guardrail, but youâre much too on guard to make any sudden movements. You donât slip away, opting to stick right beside him, close enough that you can still feel the body heat emanating from his person.Â
âWhy am I here?â You ask, voice a bit quiet to match the serenity of your location.Â
âI figured you might need to think too.â He says, voice deep, taking in the view. âYouâve got a tough decision to make, you know.â He says, head turning so his eyes can lock onto yours.
You ignore the implications of his statement, opting to narrow your eyes instead. âAre we even allowed to be up here?âÂ
That earns you a quiet laugh under his breath. âNow you care about the rules? You do realize why youâre here in the first place, right?âÂ
The irony isnât lost on you, but you refuse to give him the satisfaction of playing into his hand. âNot everyone plays by the same rules.â You retort, meeting his gaze with a steady look of your own. Â
He pauses, licking his lips, whilst nodding in a noncommittal manner. âI agree to some extent.âÂ
He gives another long pause, before adding, âAnd yes, youâre right. We arenât supposed to be here. But there arenât any cameras up here, and I doubt anyoneâs missing you.âÂ
His eyes focus on you, then. âI think you and I can agree that not everything worth doing isnât always.. allowed.âÂ
That catches your attention. âWhat do you mean?â
He stalks closer to you, chuckling at your sudden piqued interest. âSee.â He begins. âYou want something. And I think I can give it to you.âÂ
The words strike something in you, and suddenly you feel too exposed. You donât respond for a moment, before finding your voice again, in a mumbled, hoarse noise.Â
âI want something?âÂ
He steps even closer, eyes fixed on you with a focus that borders on intimate. âDonât play dumb. I saw it the second I walked in. Pupils blown out, your thighs pressing together under the table.â He gives an uncharacteristic smirk, as if he canât help his pride at this moment. Â
âYou donât do a very good job of hiding when youâre attracted to someone.âÂ
You blink, immediately flustered, feeling much more exposed than you did a moment ago. âExcuse me?âÂ
âYou heard me. Youâre attracted to me.â He repeats a hint of cockiness in his speech.Â
âIf you think Iâm fucking you in exchange for a confession, youâre wrong.â You snark back, trying to build up some defense against the (very true) accusations he laid at your feet.Â
âSo youâre not attracted to me?â He replies, same, smug smile still gracing his features.Â
âNo.â You scoff, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
âWell, Iâm sure you wonât mind me checking then.â He says, his hubris overwhelmingly obvious.Â
Again, as is custom with him, youâre given no time to figure out what he even means before heâs on his knees in record time, nimble fingers hovering over the metal button of your jeans. He looks up at you, and you lick your lips, giving him a small, imperceptible nod on impulse.Â
He wastes no time quickly pulling the denim past your hips, before grinning wildly at the sight that faced him.Â
âYouâre wet.â He murmurs, knuckles trailing over the wet patch that had settled in between your thighs.Â
His fingers find your clit through the fabric, and he rubs them against it, the lace of your panties creating the most delicious friction between your folds. You shudder, your cuffed hands darting out to grab the metal railing to steady yourself.Â
âMm. And you say youâre not attracted to me.â He says, arrogance radiating off him in waves, practically singing the words to you.
âShut up.â You garble out, not wanting to admit just how good this felt, despite the overwhelming evidence against you at that moment.Â
âWhat? Are you always this wet?â He chuckles, pulling his fingers away, depriving you of your growing orgasm. Your eyes snap open at the loss of pleasure.Â
âWhyâŚâ You whine, looking down at him from where he was currently situated between your thighs.Â
âSay you want this.â He says, voice firm.
âI..â You start, voice quiet.Â
You donât want to. You couldnât fall for him. Couldnât give up what youâd worked so hard to build. But then your eyes meet his, and you see it. The undeniable hunger. The promise of a pleasure deeper than anything you could ever give yourself. You sigh heavily, before surrendering to it, not wanting to deny yourself of what this man so clearly has to offer.Â
âI want this.âÂ
âGood fucking girl.â He murmurs, voice full of praise. He moves to slide your underwear down your thighs, motioning for you to step out of your jeans and to spread your legs, your thighs and sex completely bared to him.Â
And then his tongue is everywhere, lapping over your core, slowly, from your entrance to your clit. He starts gently, allowing the tip of the wet muscle to circle around the throbbing bud, before sucking it into his mouth, the suction driving you delirious.Â
âAhh.â You moan, your head lolling backwards, your eyes rolling to the back into your head. This manâs mouth was heaven sent.Â
He pulls back from you, a lopsided grin on his face. âThatâs right. Let me hear you. Let everyone hear you.âÂ
Exhibitionist.
He guides your thigh to be hiked over his shoulder, and with no further words exchanged between the two of you, starts to eat you out with renewed vigor. He enthusiastically devours you from below, his face buried in your pussy as he drinks your arousal in like a man starved.Â
Youâre an absolute mess above him. As much as it infuriates you to admit it, heâs undeniably good at this, and your orgasm is fast approaching. Maybe itâs the sight of him, his wavy brown hair between your thighs, and how every so often you catch a glimpse of his expression, eyes closed as if he was experiencing the highest form of heaven simply by eating you out.
The warm, wet muscle thrusts into your entrance, wrapping around you and exploring every inch of you with a heartfelt desire to leave no part of your sex untouched.Â
âOh god. Oh god! Dr Reid. Iâm gonna come. Iâm gonna come.â You moan out, unashamed. Why would you be? Your words were lost to the night that surrounded you two, swallowed by the darkness that concealed all of his ministries.Â
He doesnât let up, and you can feel yourself getting closer and closer. Youâre right there, and just before you find yourself falling into that endless pit of pleasure, he pulls back, leaving you on the precipice of a little death.Â
Motherfucker.Â
You pant, in shock and still relentlessly needy for your release. âYou- you stopped.â You say, voice shaky.Â
âI did. Ready to talk?â He asks, a grin on his face. His mouth is glistening with your arousal, and he licks it off his lips. The sight is erotic enough to make your legs shake again, the flame of desire in you rising higher and higher.
But you see through his game, and you feel that familiar pride rise hot within your chest.Â
âGo fuck yourself.â Your voice sharp and hiss-like.Â
âIâd rather just fuck you.â He says cheekily, and you believe heâs going to go behind you but instead, he hauls you up, and crashes your lips on his.Â
You immediately melt into the kiss with no hesitation, the fight draining out of you in favor of your need for this man. You desperately wish your hands were unbound so you could pull him closer, but the cuffs remind you that itâs his mercy youâre at.Â
 In the end, it doesnât matter though, because Spencer is doing all the work for you, pressing his body towards yours, as his tongue manages to invade your mouth. You taste your heady release on him, and moan, your back arching in a desperate attempt for more.
âSorry.â He mumbles lips brushing against yours as he pulls back, almost sheepishly. âHad to do that at least once.â
 Itâs almost endearing, the way heâs acting. Eating you out was no trouble for him at all, but kissing you is what made him shy. The contrast has you giggling despite everything, and he flashes you a crooked smile in return.Â
Then, you feel it. The press of his bulge, hard and insistent, straining the fabric of his slacks. His hands slide up your back, gentle and firm all in the same, while he bends you over against the parapet. He steps in close behind you, and the quiet sounds of his belt being undone reach your ears.Â
You know exactly where this is leading.Â
Your eyes are fixed ahead as you tense in anticipation for him, and then feel his cock, sliding and teasing you, collecting the wetness that had remained between your folds.
Heâs big, and just the feeling of it makes you go weak in the knees.Â
He slides into you with a smooth, singulair thrust, and immediately sets a steady rhythm, his hips snapping against yours. You can hear the sound of flesh on flesh, the sound creating the perfect background to the debauchery you two were indulging in. You can hear his grunts behind you, the way his breath goes heavy with every hump he deals into you.Â
âGod, so wet, so-â He moans, unable to form a coherent sentence. A rush of pride runs through you, knowing youâre the one able to make him feel this good, that it was you that was unraveling him and dragging those desperate, pretty sounds from his parted lips.Â
You arch your back in an attempt to take him deeper, moans and whimpers escaping you with every drag of his thick cock inside of you. How was someone so hellbent on your downfall so fucking good at making you feel this way? You involuntarily clench around him when the head of his dick nudges against that spot deep inside of you, the action causing a throaty yelp to escape from you.Â
âGod, you like that? Can feel you getting close.â He says, his voice with a slight edge to it.Â
âYes. Fuck- love this.â You moan, unable to deny the truth of how wonderful he made you feel.Â
He hears it. Smirks. âYou wanna come?âÂ
You nod, moaning obscenely. âYes, please. Let me come.âÂ
You push your hips back against his, encouraging him to go harder, faster, and to finally take you over that edge, and he obliges, reveling in your greed.Â
âTell me what I want to know.â He breathes, low and deep. âCome on. I know you can.âÂ
Your mind reels. Youâve managed to hold back for so long, to maintain the facade, and it was never your intention to give it up like this. But with every thrust, your resistance crumbles more and more. He was fucking you dumb.
âI- I arrange the kills.â You moan. âI donât murder anyone- I just, oh god. I help!âÂ
You can practically feel his smirk, and his movements faltering as he nears his own release. âThat wasnât so hard, was it?âÂ
You want to throw back an insult, something clever, but instead, all that comes out of your mouth is a long, wrecked moan, your cunt clenching rhythmically around him as you tremble around him. In a daze, you can feel him reaching his breaking point as well, a loud groan slipping from him as his hips hold you in place, his warmth filling your deepest point.Â
His chest presses against your back, his breath ragged.Â
âYou should get a lawyer.â He mumbles, still trying to catch his breath.Â
âAppreciate it.â You say, dazed, and oddly.. content? You should regret this, but the feeling of his cum dripping down your thighs makes you forget that instantly.Â
âYou should thank me.â He murmurs, lips brushing against your shoulder.
âWhy?â You murmur, confused.
He chuckles slowly. "You're in our custody now. Which means I get to keep you close."
You canât say youâre mad about that.Â
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Hey, you know that one scene where spencer and penelope are taking their fitness test and morgan is the one making them take it so could i please request something where bau reader joins derek
fitness â spencer reid
pairing: spencer reid x reader ( no use of y/n ) content warnings: working out ? đ a/n: hiii !! this is literally one of my fav scenes in cm also i added a silly little surprise at the end <3
You had to suppress your laughter as you and Derek stood in front of Garcia and Spencer, who were both sitting on the grass, half-heartedly stretching. The sight alone was amusing enoughâGarciaâs oversized red sunglasses perched on her nose.
But it was Spencer who truly sent you over the edge.Â
The laughter that had been bubbling up inside you finally burst out when you took in his outfit in full detail.Â
Spencer Reid was dressed for the worldâs most awkward middle school gym class. A red hoodie that was slightly too big for him, blue running shorts that contrasted hilariously with the rest of his ensemble, andâbest of allâlong white socks pulled up so high they nearly covered his calves.
But the real cherry on top? The red headband wrapped securely around his forehead, pushing his hair back.
âYou better not be laughing at me,â Spencer grumbled, already suspicious as he narrowed his eyes at you.Â
You pressed your lips together, failing miserably at looking innocent. âNo, no, not at all,â you said, waving a dismissive hand. âItâs justâwow. I really love the headband, Spence.âÂ
Derek let out a low chuckle beside you, shaking his head. âMan, you look like youâre about to run a marathon⌠in 1984.âÂ
Spencer sighed heavily and dropped his arms in defeat.Â
Garcia, on the other hand, was less concerned with Spencerâs wardrobe and more concerned with your presence. âWhy are you here?â she asked, lifting her sunglasses slightly to get a better look at you and Derek, her expression filled with suspicion.Â
You placed your hands on your hips, grinning. âWeâre your new PT teachers.âÂ
Garciaâs face twisted in horror as she turned to Spencer. âOh, this is a nightmare.âÂ
Derek clapped his hands together, nodding. âWalkerâs sick, so you two lucky ducks get to train with us instead.âÂ
âLucky day,â you added, smirking down at them.Â
Garcia groaned, flopping backward dramatically onto the grass. âKill me now.âÂ
âYou know this whole fit test thing was just a formality, right?â Derek reminded them.âYou couldâve gotten the whole thing waived.âÂ
Spencer, who had been silent up until now, slowly turned his head toward Derek, his mouth falling open slightly in realization. His arms dropped fully to his sides as he let out a soft, defeated, âAre you serious?âÂ
Derek smirked. âYup.âÂ
Spencer groaned, collapsing backward onto the grass next to Garcia. âI hate it here.âÂ
You grinned and crossed your arms. âToo bad. Now, both of youâup. Weâve got work to do.âÂ
Garcia peeked up at you from under her sunglasses. âI just want you to know, I am actively plotting my revenge.âÂ
You laughed, reaching down to offer Spencer a hand. âNoted. But for now, get up, genius. Those calf-high socks arenât going to run laps by themselves.âÂ
Spencer sighed dramatically but took your hand anyway. âThis is cruel and unusual punishment.âÂ
Derek just chuckled, stepping back as the two of you prepared to put them through the most entertaining training session of their lives.Â
The two of them immediately rushed to the start of the track, eager to get this over with as quickly as possible. But before they could take off, you and Derek exchanged a knowing look.Â
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â Derek asked, the biggest, most amused grin stretching across his face.Â
Spencer and Garcia both hesitated, looking at each other in confusion.Â
âUh⌠running the mile?â Garcia answered, her tone more uncertain than confident.Â
Derek let out a low chuckle, shaking his head. âOh, they didnât hear,â he muttered, glancing at you.Â
You smirked. âNope.âÂ
Spencer frowned, adjusting his headband. âHear what?âÂ
You crossed your arms, thoroughly enjoying the confusion on their faces. âThe fit test is more than just running a mile,â you said, drawing out each word for emphasis.Â
Garciaâs face dropped. âOh no.âÂ
Spencer blinked. âExcuse me?âÂ
You gestured toward the empty stretch of field beside the track. âBefore you even think about running, first upâpush-ups.âÂ
Garcia groaned like she was in physical pain. âAre you serious? Push-ups? I donât do push-ups. I do online shopping and deep dives into government databases, not whatever this is.âÂ
Derek laughed. âOh, this is gonna be fun.âÂ
Spencer sighed heavily, already bracing himself for the inevitable. âFine. How many?âÂ
You exchanged another look with Derek before he smirked. âAs many as you can in one minute.âÂ
Garcia flopped onto her stomach dramatically, already giving up. âJust let me die here.âÂ
Spencer, meanwhile, awkwardly positioned himself into something vaguely resembling a push-up stance, his long limbs looking entirely out of place. âI havenât done these since high school,â he admitted, glancing up at you with mild panic.Â
âThen youâre long overdue,â you teased, squatting down next to him. âAlright, genius, letâs see what youâve got.âÂ
Spencer took a deep breath, then lowered himself toward the groundâonly for his arms to tremble on the way back up.Â
Derek chuckled. âOh, this is gonna be real good.âÂ
Garcia, still sprawled dramatically on the grass, turned her head slightly to watch. âReid, just know I am suffering with you in spirit.âÂ
Spencer exhaled sharply, already regretting every life choice that led to this moment. âFantastic.âÂ
After the grueling push-ups, you werenât about to let them off that easy.
Next up, you led them to a line of small obstaclesânothing too intense, just a few low hurdles.
You gave them an exaggerated, dramatic gesture toward the obstacles. âAlright, ladies and gents, show me what youâve got.âÂ
Spencer, still struggling with the remnants of the push-up challenge, eyed the obstacles with dread. He took a tentative step forward, only to trip on the first hurdle. He stumbled and fell flat on his stomach with a thud.Â
Unable to suppress it, you burst into uncontrollable laughter, clutching your stomach as you doubled over.
âOh, that was beautiful, Reid,â Derek laughed, wiping a tear from his eye.
Garcia was in no better shape, her face contorted in mock horror as she tried to steady herself on the next hurdle. She managed to clear it with a half-decent leap, but the rest of the obstacles proved a challenge. She let out a little squeal each time she almost stumbled, finally breathing a sigh of relief once she was past them.Â
The next station was a set of metal rodsâbasically, a low horizontal pull-up bar designed to test their upper body strength.
Garcia was surprisingly good at it, pulling herself up with ease, though she let out a few exaggerated groans of exertion with each pull. âIâhate this,â she grumbled between pulls, but still managed to finish the task with a satisfied smirk.Â
Spencer, on the other hand, was struggling. He grasped the bar, his arms shaking under the effort. His body barely lifted off the ground, his feet still scraping the dirt.
You raised an eyebrow. âNeed a hand, genius?â you teased, watching him grit his teeth as he gave another half-hearted attempt.Â
âIâm fine,â he grumbled, but his face betrayed him as he finally managed to pull himself up, only for his feet to immediately touch the ground again. âOkay, maybe I need a little helpâŚâÂ
Derek shot you a look, clearly enjoying the spectacle. âLooks like weâre in for a long day,â he chuckled.Â
The next challenge was rope jumping. You had them each take turns skipping across the line of ropes laid out on the grass. Garcia went first, her hops smooth but exaggerated, and she finished in record time, looking proud of herself.
Spencer, however, tripped over the ropes more than once. Every time he landed wrong, his face contorted in frustration, and you couldnât help but let out a giggle. âCome on, Spence! You can do better than that!â you cheered.Â
âIâm trying!â he said, clearly winded from the rope-jumping fiasco. âI didnât sign up for the circus.âÂ
âOh, I think youâre getting the full experience here,â you quipped, watching as he made another attempt, this time managing to hop through with only a few stumbles.Â
Finally, you and Derek led them over to the bleachers. You gestured to the steps. âAlright, now for the real fun. You two are going to run up and down these steps until I say stop.âÂ
Spencer gave a long, dramatic sigh, but Garcia was already off.She sprinted up the first set of stairs.
Spencer, on the other hand, was a different story.Â
He began jogging up the steps, but there was something about his posture, that made it impossible for you to keep a straight face.
His knees seemed to lift unnaturally high, and the way he scrambled up the stairs made you laugh out loud. You couldnât help itâevery awkward step he took had you cracking up, and you had to look away to keep from bursting into another fit of laughter.Â
Derekâs laughter was more restrained, but you could see his eyes twinkling with amusement as Spencer reached the top of the bleachers, panting and trying to recover.
Spencer caught his breath, shooting you a half-annoyed, half-amused look. âThis is torture.âÂ
You smirked. âItâs character-building.âÂ
Garcia, having finished her run, leaned against the railing, fanning herself dramatically. âPlease, just let me die now.âÂ
You laughed, crossing your arms. âNot quite yet, Garcia. Weâve still got a few more rounds to go.âÂ
And with that, you and Derek took them through round after round, pushing them harder than theyâd ever been pushed before.
The sun, now dipping lower in the sky, painted the field in warm hues of orange and pink. Spencer and Garcia, both utterly spent, finally collapsed onto the grass , their breaths coming in shallow gasps.
You and Derek exchanged a quick glance, silently communicating. Then, you put your hands on your hips and tilted your head, eyeing them with a smirk.Â
âWhat are you doing?â you asked, feigning confusion.Â
Spencer didnât even look up, his chest heaving as he stared at the sky. âWeâre⌠dying,â he muttered.Â
You raised an eyebrow. âYou still have to run two miles.âÂ
At that, Spencerâs head jerked up, his eyes widening. âWhat? Itâs supposed to be one mile!â His voice cracked with disbelief.Â
Derek, crossing his arms and leaning against the bench, grinning.âNot on my watch,â he said casually.Â
Spencer and Garcia didnât answer immediately. Instead, they stayed where they were, bodies sprawled out on the grass, still struggling to catch their breath.
You and Derek exchanged a knowing look. It was time to break the news to them.Â
âTime to tell them, donât you think?â you asked, your voice dripping with amusement.Â
Derek sighed dramatically but his grin never faltered. âFine.â He looked down at them both. âWe already had your fit test waived.âÂ
There was a long pause, and then Spencerâs head shot up, his eyes wide with confusion. âWhat?âÂ
Garciaâs mouth dropped open, mirroring Spencerâs shock. âAre you kidding me?âÂ
Derekâs grin grew wider as he looked down at Garcia. âThink about it, babygirlâyouâre not even in the field. No need for you to do this.âÂ
You turned your attention to Spencer, whose expression was one of utter disbelief. âAnd you, genius, already have enough case hours to qualify. You were good to go a while ago.âÂ
Garcia, still struggling to form coherent words, finally muttered under her breath, âIâm gonna kill you both.âÂ
You laughed, crossing your arms. âYou can try, but Iâm pretty sure you wonât be able to catch us after all this running.âÂ
Spencer, who was still lying on the grass, barely able to keep his eyes open, added in a half-joking tone, âWhen I manage to lift my arms, Iâll be able to hold you down.âÂ
Garcia, however, had already jumped to her feet and was sprinting after Derek, who was trying to escape with all his might.
Spencer turned his head toward you, and you saw that mischievous glint in his eyes. He didnât even need to speak for you to know what he was planning.Â
You immediately held up a hand in warning. âNo,â you said, laughing but serious. âDonât even think about it.âÂ
But Spencer was already getting up, his limbs still wobbly from exhaustion, a grin still playing at the corners of his lips.Â
âNo, Spencer!â you said, laughing as you backed away, but it was too late. Spencer was already moving toward you.Â
Meanwhile, Garcia had caught Derek, and the two of them were practically rolling on the grass as she tried to pin him down, laughing all the while. âGotcha!â Garcia exclaimed with a triumphant grin, holding Derek in place despite his efforts to break free.Â
Spencer closed the gap between the two of you quickly.
You tried to evade him, but you werenât fast enough.
The second you turned to look behind you, Spencer grabbed you, his arms wrapping around your waist from behind, and pulled you toward him in one swift motion.Â
You gasped in surprise, but before you could protest, Spencer whispered in your ear, his voice low but filled with amusement, âI canât believe you didnât tell me you were my PT teacher.âÂ
You froze for a second, your heart skipping a beat as he held you close.
Before you could respond, you caught a glimpse of Derek and Garcia, still oblivious to the moment between you and Spencer as they struggled playfully on the ground. Spencerâs hold on you tightened slightly as he kissed your temple, his lips lingering for a brief, sweet second.Â
âYouâre gonna have to make it up to me for this,â he murmured, his voice warm and playful. You could feel a shiver run down your spine.
You tried to steady your breath, trying to ignore the butterflies in your stomach. âYouâre impossible,â you muttered, although your voice lacked any real conviction.Â
Spencer grinned, clearly enjoying the effect he had on you. âI know.â He glanced back over at Garcia and Derek, who were still tangled up in their playful struggle, not noticing a thing.
You tried to suppress the smile that was spreading across your face, your cheeks flushing. âFine,â you sighed dramatically. âIâll figure out how to make it up to you. But youâre pushing your luck, Reid.â
Spencer raised an eyebrow, clearly pleased with himself. âIâll take my chances.â
You glanced at Derek and Garcia, who were still obliviously bickering.
"Yeah, well, consider this your warning. Next time, weâre running the bleachers again."
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Pairing: Unit Chief! Sub Spencer Reid x dom! BAU Reader
For the CM Kink Bingo Challenge 24
Requested: Hello!! You are an excellent writer, and I hope you donât mind a random request. :)!Basically, Spencer breaks protocol and endangers himself - runs after an unsub without backup, takes off his vest, etc. whatever it is - the reader is either there or finds out and is PISSED. Sheâs obviously not above him in the BAU, so she canât punish him at work, but she can punish him in bed through toys/edging.
Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, brief mentions of details, minor gunshot wound, sex toys, punishment, BDSM themes, male sub Spencer, cock ring, dildo, masturbation (f), squirting, overstimulation (male), multiple orgasms, begging, messy sex, slight cum play, implied oral sex (f), boss/ subordinate relationship, partial established relationship, FWB dynamic. Implied switch x switch.
A/N: Hello! I really loved writing Unit Chief Spencer for my first Kink Bingo fic, so I've decided to bring him back a second time, and I'll be rounding out the challenge with a third part in the Unit Chief saga in July! You don't have to have read the first part, but if you want to, you can find it here~�� I'm still enjoying the challenge of interpreting all the bingo challenges and this marks my very first bingo line! Let's see if I can get a full board!!
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His tenure as Unit Chief may have been temporary and wholly unwanted, but you admired Spencer's commitment to actually taking care of every member of the team he was left in charge of.Â
He'd supported JJ in interviews, actually taking care of the press very effectively, and made sure Garcia was calm and stable. Hell, he'd even made Rossi feel better about his work on cases. And for you - well, he'd taught you to shoot straight. That and more.Â
He'd held you in the middle of the night on the tougher cases, letting you sob into his bare chest the day you'd first killed an unsub. He'd distracted you from cases with his tongue, and his fingers and his dick, he'd given you pleasure where the job gave only pain and stress, and you loved him.Â
You loved him, even if he was going to get himself killed.Â
At first, it had been pulling Luke out of the way of a moving vehicle, being almost mowed down himself when on a case. Then he'd walked into a scene without his gun and had actually taken off his vest in exchange for JJ and Tara being able to back away to safety. He'd closed a door between him and Rossi and an active bomb that had only just been deactivated in time, and more recently, he'd taken two bullets for you.Â
It was like he wanted to die.Â
Th bullets, of course, had hit his vest, but a third had scraped his shoulder, and the cry out of pain had you nearly hysterical. Luke had taken down the unsub immediately, but you were a flood of tears already, panicking and having and dropping to your knees as you shook, the anxiety of almost losing him flooding your body with adrenaline.Â
After all that, he was still the one comforting you.Â
âY/N. Y/N, shhh, it's okay, I'm here. I'm okay. Don't cry were both safe, I saved you. We're safe.âÂ
You pounded at his chest, but with the others surrounding you, there was nothing to do but stand and pull yourself together, even if you wanted to rage at him and tell and scream.Â
He gave out orders and was escorted away to an ambulance, and you wiped your tears and got to work. You'd fucked Spencer, sure, you had been fucking him for months now, but it wasn't a relationship. It certainly wasn't anything your coworkers knew about, and you knew they'd have words if they did know.Â
So you wiped your tears, and you put your head down and finished up your work. Then you made your way back to the jet, back to your home, back to your bed, and waited for him to make an appearance.Â
You weren't in a relationship, but you knew he'd come. You heard his keys in your door, rolling your eyes at how naive you'd been handing it over - in case of emergencies, really, he had Luke and Penelopeâs spare keys as well because they lived alone, it'd be safer.Â
You sat up in your bed and waited for him to come in, scoffing when he knocked on your bedroom door.
âWas there a point to that, Spencer?â You asked, calling him in.Â
He looked dishevelled, slightly worse for ware, but god did he look good. He wore a new shirt, a bullet hole ripped in the last one, sleeves pushed up to his elbows. The top buttons were undone, and he discarded his jacket on your chair before stepping closer.Â
âY/NâŚâ his voice was so tired you almost forgot how angry you were. Almost.Â
âNo. Don't come to me like that after you pulled that stupid shit today, Spencer.âÂ
âHe was going to shoot you-âÂ
âHe was going to miss. You're taller than me. And if I'd stayed where I was, I would have fired off a round before he could even get one shot in. But you pushed me out of the way and almost got yourself killed instead.â
He stood with his hands on his hips in front of the bed, a scowl on his face as he struggled with words to find next.Â
âI won't apologize for saving your life.â
âNo, you won't because you didn't save my life. You almost ended yours.â
âY/N-âÂ
You knelt on the bed now and grabbed his shoulders, pushing him to his knees.Â
âNo. I'm done listening, and you're done talking. If you're not going to stop walking into near death experiences, you don't get to walk in here and fuck me.â
He sank to his knees easily, his eyes wide as you sat up on the bed in front of him. You thought of leaving him there the entire night, of kicking him out into the living room to sleep on the couch. If you hadn't been through so much that day, you'd just send him home.Â
But sat there on his knees, you saw a flash of desire in his eyes, big and round and needy.Â
His gaze flicked to your core, and you suddenly entertained different ways to punish him, to train him out of destructive behaviour.Â
âHandcuffs,â you said, holding out your hands for them. He passed them up, and you left the bed, restraining his hands behind his back quickly and grabbing two items from your draws.Â
You moved to the bed and knelt again as he looked at you with dark eyes, suddenly aware of what was happening to him.Â
âY/N-âÂ
âI didn't say you could speak,â you said as you quickly peeled off your nightdress, leaving yourself bare on the bed.Â
Usually, you'd feel embarrassed being naked. Even when he undressed you, you felt the urge to cover your tits, to squeeze your legs shut so he couldn't see all of you, to let him pry your hands away, to coax your legs apart.Â
Now, you sat confidently, spine straightening as you looked down at him.Â
His eyes took in your body, and he winced as if pained when you touched yourself, knowing that usually he alone had that honour.Â
âY/NâŚâ
âOne more time, and you won't return to this bed for days. Do you understand?â
Learning, he nodded and sat up again to watch your fingers play with your nipples, twisting them either way as you moaned and sighed above him.
His breathing hitched as you let your hands trail lower and lower until they reached your cunt. You didn't touch yourself yet though.Â
âOpen,â You said, leaning forward and tapping his chin. He complied, opening his mouth and you shoved two fingers inside.
âGet them nice and wet for me.âÂ
He licked and sucked your fingers for two minutes, never breaking eye contact as his spit rolled down your hand.Â
âGood boy,â you said, pulling them away as you began to touch yourself. Sitting back on your ass, you rubbed your clit, rubbing his spit into your sensitive button, letting him know how good it felt, how close you were to cumming with his spit on your cunt. You plunged one finger in and then another as you watched him bite his tongue, careful not to let even a small sound slip out.Â
You didn't even have to glance down to know he was hard. It was in the set of his shoulders, the rapid breaths he took. It was the way he sat back on his heels, rocking back and forth to feel some goddamn friction.Â
You couldn't have that.Â
You placed your foot on his uninjured shoulder and tried to hold him in place.Â
âDon't fucking move,â you said, slipping a second finger inside yourself ad you picked up the pace. Your hips bucked ad you watched him watch your cunt, paying attention to every twitch you made, every moan, breath, gasp, and shudder.Â
âI'm gonna cum, fuck, I'm gonna- shit! Shit-âÂ
You came with a spurt, squirting your cum across his face as he leaned closer, desperate to taste you. You grabbed his hair and forced him backwards though, grabbing the two toys beside you as you dropped down to the floor.Â
âYou're not touching my cunt today, Spencer, not even for a taste. You're not touching anything today.â
You pulled his cock free from his pants and spat on it, not bothering to touch it properly before pushing the cock ring onto him and pressing the on button.Â
In a minute he was a moaning mess and you smiled at the painful pleasure disrupting his features.Â
âEyes open, Spencer, you have to keep watching.âÂ
You kept your eyes locked with his, his mouth open wide in a silent moan as he tried not to cum, desperate to hold out for you as long as he could.Â
You climbed back onto your bed and spread your legs again, this time accompanied by a translucent plastic cock. You teased your hole for a few seconds, grabbing Spencer's attention before pushing it in.Â
His eyes were stormy as he watched you fuck yourself with your old companion. You hadn't used it in a while, basically since you'd started fucking Spencer. He had rules, and one of them was that you couldn't use the dildo without his permission. He'd never given permission.
The look on his face now was worth whatever punishment he'd had out in the future, a mixture of anger and pathetic arousal, his eyes never leaving your cunt even as his own dick started spurting.
He came quickly, splashing up his shirt, ruining his pants.Â
You left him there like that, though, even as he winced from the overstimulation.Â
He didn't make a sound still, even as his dick got hard again almost immediately after deflating the first time.
âLook at what a mess you made. You're such a little pervert that you just came all over your shirt and pants. I hope you bought a spare, Spencer.âÂ
His fight was gone as he looked at you again, only lust left as he panted and writhed beneath you.Â
You kept riding the dildo, burying It between pillows so you could ride it easier without needing to hold it.Â
He watched transfixed as his cock twitched again, vibrating still right on his balls.Â
âTell me how good it feels, Spencer.â
âHurts⌠Y/N, so goodâŚ. it hurts.â
You smiled down at him and kept asking him questions, knowing he'd never be able to stay quiet now.Â
âDo you want to cum again?âÂ
âFuckâŚyes, please, Y/N, please.â
âDo you want to cum all over yourself one more time?â
âN-No⌠messy, want to cumâŚin you.â
âWhat a shame, Spencer, but that isn't allowed. I won't let you cum in me if you're going to try to take a bullet in the field.â
âY/N⌠p-please,â he whined, and you heard his voice break, hips thrusting up into the air now as he watched you.Â
âNo. You're going to cum on yourself until you promise not to do it again.â
He shook his head, closing his eyes as he tried to resist cumming for a second time, so out of control. âPlease-âÂ
âYou can do it. Promise me.âÂ
âY/N, p-please let me cumâ he moaned again, his hands pulling at the restraints so he could get this infernal cock ring off of him and bury himself inside of you.Â
But it was too late, and his second orgssm stretched out longer than the one before.Â
You'd leaned in so close you'd caught a drop of cum on your face, but most of it pooled on him instead. He collapses backwards, his cum coating his stomach and chest, his shirt going translucent in places as the ring kept buzzing.Â
His moans were loud now, and immediately, he knew it was too much to wish for round three.Â
âI promise! Y/N, I promise, please fuck, I promise.â
You quickly fell to the floor, turning off the cock ring and slipping it off as you kissed him tenderly, thanking him and praising him for doing such a good job for you.Â
You rolled him onto his side and removed the handcuffs, immediately pulling them into your lap and massaging them, feeling a bit guilty about the red marks.Â
âSpencer?â You asked after a few moments when he seemed to have regained his breath and his senses.Â
âMmm?âÂ
âWe should get you in bed. You need to rest.âÂ
He nodded and weakly sat himself up, falling into bed beside you. He threw the dildo across the room and nuzzled himself into you, head buried between your breasts.Â
You pulled away and came back with a wash cloth, stripping his shirt and pants and cleaning the cum off him as best you could so he could sleep comfortably.Â
âI prefer when you do that with your mouth, you know?â He joked, and you playfully hit his leg. He couldn't still be thinking about sex after that.Â
But he was. As careful as you were to not overstimulate him again, his cock still rose again, and he pushed your hands away, pulling you up to him.Â
âI came twice, but you only did it once,â he whispered between kisses.Â
âIt seems like we need to get even.â
With that, you knew that your turn being in charge was over, and he was the leader now.
"But only if you beg for it," you smirked, looking up at him, but he easily flipped you over, pushing you up so you were kneeling on the sheets above him again, him undernesth you.Â
You happily followed him as he pulled your dripping core over his mouth, and he pulled you in for one last taste, begging you for forgiveness with his tongue again and again.
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Hello, love your writing, can i request a oneshot for spencer Reid x wife!reader with the plot of the movie taken where she goes on a business trip or something and she gets taken and the team have to work against the clock to get her back. Had this idea for so long and thought you would be perfect to write it. Perfectly fine if you dont but im craving this story.
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When you go missing under suspicious circumstances on a business trip, the BAU goes to Texas - and ends up in the middle of something bigger than anticipated.
who? spencer reid x fem!reader category: angst content warnings: kidnapping, blood, guns, reader almost kills someone, hospitals, the securities and exchange commission, typical cm violence, texas, takes place maybe circa season 7 word count: 4.03k a/n: okay anon so like yes i can write this but also i've never seen the movie taken so really i took your request and made it my own! i hope you like it either way!
Tuesday, 2:17 p.m.
âHey, Spence, itâs me. Shame I got your voicemail, but I just landed at Dallas Fort Worth and Iâm waiting for my ride to take me to meet the regional officers. Not sure if youâre traveling, but uh, call me when you get this, I guess. Or when you can. Hopefully, this trip goes better than I think itâs going to⌠oh, I think my ride is here.â
Tuesday, 6:42 p.m.
âHey babe, so, the first meeting went fine, they donât seem very receptive, but people generally arenât when Iâm sent in to change their methods. Wish youâd pick up your phone. Anyway, Iâm on my way to the hotel now, Iâll probably try you again before I go to bed. I know my updates are probably riveting.â
Tuesday, 8:09 p.m.
âWell, Iâve definitely stayed in nicer hotels than this one, but I guess I canât complain about being put up for free. Iâm probably just biased because the a/c unit is busted â oh, my room number is 316, I know you like to have it. I opened the windows to let air in but itâs so dry here that Iâm not sure itâs helping any. Iâll shut them before I go to sleep, so donât worry about that. Call me back, I miss you, donât worry about waking me up. I think thatâs all Iâve got, goodnight, I love you!â
There was a collective sigh in the roundtable room, five agents around the room all looked nervously at each other. No one wanted to be the first person to speak. No one wanted to be the first to propose a theory. âWhereâs Spencer?â Emily asked, looking through the voicemail transcripts that were splayed out in front of her.
âIn Hotchâs office, theyâre talking,â Rossi said, eyeing the photo of you that was being projected up on the screen. Most of the time, Penelope just used driverâs license or passport photos in files, but for you, she had chosen a photo from the last BAU OâKeefeâs outing. Your skin was flushed and there was an odd shadow being cast on your face, but your smile was unmistakable.
The official files would have your driverâs license photo, but that picture was for the BAU. Seemingly unable to peel her eyes off of the screen, JJ asked the question that everyone was sitting on, âWeâre on this case, right?â
It felt ridiculous, one of their own had gone missing in the middle of the night and they werenât even sure if they had the jurisdiction to look into it. When no one answered, Morgan looked around the room, âThe brass isnât seriously going to try to tell us not to investigate.â
âNo, theyâre not,â Hotch said, suit jacket unbuttoned and fluttering behind him as he walked into the roundtable room with purpose. âWeâll debrief more on the plane, JJ and Garcia will stay here, the rest of us are headed to Dallas,â he instructed, nodding at everyone before turning around and walking out the door, the rest of the team following like ducks in a row.
On the jet, the traveling members of the team watched as Rossi held a cup of coffee out for Spencer to take, but the team's youngest member took a moment to even recognize that it was there, âOh,â he mumbled, âthank you.â Blinking a haze from his eyes, he took the cup in his shaky hands.
A familiar concern flowed among Spencerâs teammates, they all watched as he twisted his wedding ring around his finger â a nervous habit that usually presented itself when he missed you. âY/Nâs boss is en route to Quantico to talk with JJ, the flightâs about three hours, we should get started,â Hotch was the one to speak up, herding the sheep in the correct direction while everything felt aimless.
With his legs tucked beneath himself, Spencer watched the team as they bounced back and forth in a discussion on what you were doing in Dallas and Penelope scoured through your recent communication.
âAccording to the voicemails and the hotel records, her room was on the third floor,â Emily spoke up, flipping through the file in front of her. âDo we have crime scene photos from the hotel room yet?â
On the video screen, Penelope shook her head, âCSI is still processing the scene, I have an inquiry in with them to send the photos as soon as they can.â
Checking his watch, Hotch looked over at Spencer, still sequestered on one side of the jet, âMake sure they keep the scene undisturbed for when we arrive. Dave and Morgan will meet with the sheriff at the hotel, and the rest of us will head to the precinct to set up.â
If Spencer wanted to be the one to investigate the crime scene, he didnât protest his assignment, he just continued to spin that gold band on his finger. He didnât notice the glances exchanged between the rest of his team; he could only think of you.
With the involvement of the BAU, the team had been redirected to the Dallas Field Office. âThere was a hole torn in the window screen, the crime scene techs think thatâs how they got inside,â Morgan announced to the team, they were all gathering in the conference room.
âOn the third floor?â JJ questioned over video chat, she and Penelope sat right next to each other on the screen.
Rossi nodded, âWe must be looking at a team. At least two, likely three UnSubâs in order to pull something like this off. They cut the camera feed and broke into the hotel room where she was staying â this was premeditated.â
It wasnât difficult to deduce that being taken from the third floor of a hotel meant that you had been a target, but the evidence of a break-in settled like a boulder on Spencerâs chest. Someone had intended to take you. Someone had intended on grabbing you from your hotel room in the middle of the night â and they had succeeded.
âIs there any chance she forgot to close the windows when she went to sleep last night?â Emily looked over at Spencer, dark brows raised quizzically as she leaned over the table, skimming through the voicemail transcripts again.
Clenching his jaw, Spencer shook his head, recalling your promise to close the windows before the end of the night. âNo, sheâd never forget. She knows I worry,â although, after this, youâd never be able to chide him for worrying too much ever again. Sharing a knowing look with the brunette before him, âSo, sheâs been missing since last night, not this morning.â
The initial assumption had been that youâd disappeared at some point early in the morning, maybe on your way to your first meeting of the day, no one was entirely sure, but this confirmed that you had been missing for at least eight hours more than the first estimate.
A knock on the door garnered the attention of the team, each of them turning to see a field agent, âUh, Ezra Buchmann is here to speak with you, he said he got a call from your tech girl.â
Hotch nodded succinctly, âThatâs the co-worker who reported the case. Morgan, go see if he needs anything. Dave, letâs go check out the office building that Y/N had been working at.â
âDo you think she mightâve been caught up in something at work?â Spencer asked, following his team members with his eyes as they left the conference room.
The unit chief didnât provide a forward answer, âIâd like to start checking off some possibilities. Itâs been fourteen hours with no firm leads.â It wasnât as optimistic as anyone had hoped, but Hotch shared a look with Emily before leaving the room.
Rubbing the back of his neck, Spencer turned to the evidence board, looking at the pictures of your hotel room, the water splashed around the rim of the bathroom sink, your phone charging on the bedside table, your wedding ring resting on the counter, and if he separated himself from the missing posters, he could almost convince himself that they were just random pictures. Almost.
Frowning at the blown-up images of partial fingerprints and a random CCTV shot from across the street, he recalled your voicemails. âI wasnât busy,â he confessed to Emily. âWhen she called me, I wasnât busy. I was doing other things, but I wasnât too busy to answer the phone. I assumed that Iâd have the chance to talk to her today,â he said, slightly leaning over the oak table, resting his fingerprints on the varnished surface in an attempt to keep himself standing.
Pursing her lips, Emily took a member for responding, âThatâs not an outrageous assumption to make,â she tried to reason with a miserable man. âYouâd never think something like this would happen.â
âUntil it does,â Spencer continued. âWe see it happen to people all the time, weâve made a life of it, but I never thought it would happen to me. To her,â he maundered. If he had a dollar for every time he had heard the same sentiment from victimâs families, heâd never have to work another day in his life. âI did call her back when I got home last night,â he added, though, he wasnât entirely sure who he was trying to reassure.
In an effort to comfort him, Emily reached out and patted his arm, âWe will find her, Spencer.â
Dead or alive? He wanted to retort, but he bit his tongue, holding it in.
As a favor to him, in the hopes of providing him with some emotional respite, Emily had haggled with the field agent whose name was last on the chain of custody of your belongings. It wasnât entirely proper for evidence to be released to family, but she offered to put her name on it in the interim.
She stayed with Spencer in the conference room, letting him keep your things nearby as she spoke with JJ and went through the information that had been acquired back at Quantico. The team now had your performance reviews at work and, according to JJ, your boss couldnât say enough good things about you. While it was nice to hear, it didnât bring them any closer to finding where you were.
Tracing the woodgrain of the table with his fingertips, Spencer eventually tuned the phone call out, instead wondering at what point he was obligated to call your parents. He was so lost in thought that he didnât notice your phone was ringing in the evidence bag before him until Prentiss tapped him on the shoulder.
It was an unknown number, but that was a barrier easily blocked by Garcia with a quick search. The rest of the team watched as she blanched on the screen, âUh, you might want to answer that.â
âGarcia, who is it?â Hotch asked, a hardened look on his face as he looked from the screen to the buzzing cellphone.
JJ frowned at Penelopeâs monitor as if she couldnât believe what she was reading, âItâs the SEC,â she responded.
Swiftly, Hotch answered the phone call, turning on speakerphone so the rest of the team could hear, âHello.â
âHello, may I speak with Mrs. Reid?â A male voice came through the receiver, everyone sharing the same wary look.
Focused on the phone call, Hotch shook his head, âThis is Supervisory Special Agent Aaron Hotchner with the FBIâs Behavioral Analysis Unit, you can speak with me.â He said, elaborating on the situation and rendering the SEC investigator speechless.
Unable to listen to the conversation any longer, Spencer got up, minding his movements as he walked out of the conference room. He checked the map of the building that was posted on the wall before walking up the stairs, making his way up to the roof of the building.
The dry heat of Dallas was about as miserable as everyone made it out to be, but it was hard to ignore the way it reminded him of home. Maybe he could call his mom â speaking with her usually brought him some semblance of peace. Though, she might have a negative reaction to the situation he found himself in. On the hot rubber roofing, he kicked around piles of dirt before leaning against the ledge of the building, craning his head back and closing his eyes when he heard the rooftop door open.
âLook, Iâm really not in the mood for any sort of discussion right now,â he complained, neglecting to spare a glance at whoever was disturbing his quiet â not exactly an Eden, but quiet.
He recognized Emily by the sound her boots made, even on the rubber that had been softened by the relentless sun, âIâd be more surprised if you were in the mood to talk.â
Impulsively, he rolled his eyes, âDid Hotch put you in charge of me?â He was glad his eyes were still shut, that way he couldnât see the look on Emilyâs face when he sniped at her.
âNo,â she responded, gathering his attention as he brought his head down, squinting in the sunlight. âI thought you might want to know what just happened,â she nearly challenged, dark hair gleaming in the daylight.
Mentally kicking himself, he nodded for a moment, âYouâre right, I just⌠Iâm sorry.â
Taking a moment, Prentiss walked over, standing next to him, âI know.â She sighed, turning around and taking inventory of the surrounding buildings, âShe was sent out here to look at some shady dealings of the company â insider trading, that kind of stuff. The main branch has an investigation open with the SEC, and they have been for the last few months. She was supposed to meet with that Ezra guy this morning to try and work something out. Hotch is talking to the CEO right now, heâs claiming he couldnât tell JJ because itâs need-to-know,â Emily explained, focusing her eyes on the highway in the distance. âThe SEC has an office in Fort Worth, theyâre sending some people, and they faxed over all of the files.â
Setting his jaw, Spencer was the first to move to the stairs, the air conditioning providing an instant relief as he strode down the steps with Emily trailing close behind.
A field agent was standing in the middle of the office, stirring a cup of coffee, âWould someone really kidnap a woman over an SEC investigation?â
âWeâve seen much worse for much less,â Spencer mentioned in passing, swerving through the office of people until he made it back to the conference room. âWhy would Y/Nâs boss send her to investigate something that had already been brought to the SEC?â He posed the question to the rest of the team, taking one of the files that Morgan handed him and reading through the pages.
Rossi shrugged, nodding his head in the direction of the evidence board, âHe wanted it handled quietly,â he posited. âMaybe he thought she could negotiate a solution and they could call off the securities investigation.â
Understanding where Spencer was going with his question, Hotch watched the board as if it was all coming together, âBut, Y/N had no idea there was an open investigation. This was just another assignment to her.â
You had basically said as much in your voicemails, you went in, and you cleaned up fires across the country, and now you were caught in a blaze. âIt was a setup,â Spencer concluded.
âAnd I know just who you need to talk to,â Garcia said over the phone, typing on her keyboard, âCheck your phones.â
Ezraâs assistant folded immediately under the threat of being charged with interfering with a federal investigation. She had no knowledge of what her boss was up to, but she did know where the BAU could find him.
On the edge of the city, your company held an old office building that was slated for demolition. With the information from the assistant and some actions of questionable legality from Garcia, the team was able to nail down Ezraâs location and, hopefully, yours.
Letting SWAT lead the way, Spencer, Emily, and Morgan all made their way up yet another flight of stairs, hoping to be able to find you on the third floor. The SWAT commander signaled with his fingers to direct everyone in their respective directions.
There was a clang from across the floor and everyone froze in place, âFuck you!â Your voice rang out, reverberating through the mostly empty office space. The yelp that followed would have sent Spencer clambering in your direction if it werenât for Morgan grabbing his arm in warning. âI didnât know,â you spoke again, your tone less obstinate as the misery you felt crept in.
Drawing their weapons, the team clung to the wall as SWAT gave orders over comms until the team came into view, lifting their firearms.
In retaliation, Ezra pulled you up, keeping a deadly tight grip on your upper arm as he kept you compliant by pressing the barrel of his gun to your temple. âShe told me youâd come,â he said, nearly seething with rage like a rabid animal.
It seemed like a ridiculous moment to feel relief, but the fact that you knew the BAU would come for you ever so slightly lightened the weight on Spencerâs shoulders. However, whatever relief he felt was quickly banished from existence when his eyes met yours, you were covered in blood. It leaked in a steady stream from your nose and down your sleep shirt, he hoped that was the extent of the damage that had been done but based on the evidence of a struggle in the hotel room, he doubted it.
âY/N, donât look at him, look at us, look at Spencer,â Emily reasoned, noting the way you looked over at your captor, eyeing the gun in his hand.
You didnât look scared, not to Spencer, though Emily had reasonably assumed that you would be in this situation. âY/N, donât,â Spencer said in a warning.
But his warning came too late, you had already swung your bound hands up, grabbing the weapon from Ezra as you kicked his legs out from under him. If Spencer hadnât been so worried, he wouldâve been impressed, but now he found himself in an entirely different situation.
âThe safetyâs still on,â you chastised as your now shaking hands undid the small latch, settling your pointer finger on the trigger as you stared him down.
SWAT seemed entirely dumbfounded, not sure how to go about the admittedly unique situation, so, it fell upon your husband to talk you down. Slowly, he holstered his weapon and stepped toward you, âBaby, put the gun down.â
You sucked in a harsh breath, âHe set me up, Spenceâ
âI know, darling, I know,â Spencer said breathlessly, holding his hands out to stop any and all movement in the warehouse. âThis isnât the answer though, okay? You know this isnât the answer.â
Your hands didnât stop shaking, still bound together by the flex cuffs on your wrists as you narrowed your eyes at Ezra. âHe set me up,â your voice broke at the sheer memory of the betrayal.
Distantly, you heard Derek tell people to lower their weapons, convincing the field agents that you werenât a threat. âThis isnât you,â Spencer insisted.
Blinking as tears fell from your eyes, you gripped the handle of the gun, leaving your pointer finger hovering precariously on the trigger. This isnât you. This isnât the answer. This isnât you. This isnât the answer.
Swallowing thickly, you looked down at Ezra, who was taunting you, trying to get you to pull the trigger. You fought against yourself, trying not to stare at Spencer because you knew as soon as you met his brown eyes, the choice would be made for you.
âPull the damn trigger,â Ezra jeered, baring his teeth at you. This was it; this was the end. The FBI had the whole building surrounded. Even if he tried to run, the BAU would follow him, theyâd chase him down, and theyâd kill him themselves if it came down to it.
Slowly, you moved your thumb, re-engaging the safety before you lowered your arms, handing the gun off to Spencer. As he grabbed the barrel of the gun with one hand, he pulled you in with the other, passing the gun off to Emily so he could hug you tightly.
He pulled away for a moment, retrieving a pocketknife and using it to cut the flex cuffs from your wrists, letting the stiff plastic fall to the ground, and catching you when you practically threw your arms around him.
Your legs gave out from under you, and Spencer wondered how long you had been in this sweltering building without water, likely having used the last of your strength to stop Ezra. âShh,â he hushed gently, âLetâs sit down,â he spoke to only you as he guided you to the ground.
Closer to you now, he saw more of the damage that had been done, the glazed look over your eyes, your chapped lips, and a bruise on the side of your head. âI knew youâd come,â you murmured dazedly, swaying ever so slightly, âI told him youâd come.â
âI know, I know,â Spencer reassured you, listening to the buzzing of people, hopefully EMTs, around you.
A hiccupping sob almost broke his heart, but he just kept his hold on you, keeping you upright and wishing your nosebleed would clot. âI almost killed him,â you mumbled.
But you didnât, he wanted to respond. Part of him felt like it wouldâve been fine if you had. Youâd have gotten away with it, even, but he knew firsthand what it felt like to take another life. He wanted to believe that he had played a part in you turning the safety back on, but even he wasnât sure.
âHow are you feeling? Better?â Spencer asked, sitting on the edge of your hospital bed and taking your hand in his.
He squeezed your hand gently, allowing you to admire the way your wedding ring looked now that it had been returned to its rightful home. âMuch,â you assured him, keeping your head resting on the mountain of pillows behind you. You had been cleaned up, stitches on your forehead, and a bandaged cut on your thigh, but the main concern was your dehydration. An IV delivered fluids to you while you sipped on a cup of water, waiting for your stomach to settle enough for you to eat something.
Spencer raised his eyebrows, reaching out and sweeping a strand of hair behind your ear, âGood enough to try something for dinner?â
You nodded apprehensively, âSomething light?â
The smile that sprouted on his face was enough to convince you to eat. He offered to go talk to your nurse, pressing a tender kiss to your forehead before he left the room, leaving the door open so you could see him in the hallway.
A small chime got your attention, looking around for the source of the noise, you found yourself digging through Spencerâs bag, retrieving your cell phone from the leather satchel.
There was a scratch over the screen, but it still worked just fine following your skirmish in the hotel, you opened the phone to find that you had a voicemail. You tapped the message before bringing the phone to your ear.
Tuesday, 10:23 p.m.
âHey love, Iâm just leaving the office now. Iâm sure theyâll be more receptive to you as you talk more, you can be very convincing. The weather is very dry in Texas, make sure you keep hydrated, okay? Iâm sorry I didnât answer any of your calls, weâve been trying to prepare all of this paperwork for Strauss and time just got away from us. I miss you, maybe when you get home, we could talk about taking a trip. We could go see my mom. Itâs been a while. Hm⌠I have to admit, Iâm a little bummed you didnât answer the phone, but Iâm glad youâre getting sleep. I love you so much, sleep well.â
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Since you mentioned this in an earlier ask, what is your take on feminist Leona? I see people saying things like "consent king" "he drinks his respect women juice" and "leona kingscholar says men ain't shit" but I think those are mainly jokes but I've also seen a lot of for example Leona x reader fanfics where he's a lot nicer to femme Yuus than masc ones. I don't play the game so I don't know how much of a feminist he really is, could you clarify and give your own insights? Ty Miss Raven!!!!!!!
[Referencing this post!]
Admittedly, I am guilty of having made âconsent kingâ jokes but thatâs mainly because I think consent + respecting othersâ autonomy is very sexy important and itâs slightly funny to have a 185 cm muscular anime cat boy championing the concept. However, I try to avoid making jokes which would imply Leona puts down his own gender or thinks lesser of them because 1) canon doesn't indicate this and 2) it can be hurtful to non-femme Twst fans. Yes, most of the fandom is women--but that doesn't mean we shouldn't make this fandom space welcoming for masculine or nonbinary Twst fans.
Let's delve into a brief history of where feminist!Leona comes from! After that, I'll discuss my own thoughts and feelings about it.
The idea first came into prominence because of an exchange that occurs in Cater's School Uniform vignette. In it, Cater is trying to convince Leona to join him for a party that he's throwing for Rosaria, one of the talking paintings at NRC. At first, Leona refuses--but he quickly changes his tune once Cater mentions Rosaria is a "she/her". Leona states, "Portrait or not, I respect ladies and Rosaria is a lady." Cater then whispers to Kalim (who is shocked that Leona suddenly agreed to come along), "Leona's kingdom is all about being respectful to ladies."
It should be noted that Leona says something slightly different in JP: âEven if itâs a portrait, a woman is a woman.â JP does not have the âI respect ladiesâ portion; âI respect ladiesâ was added to EN, which may have further amplified the interpretation that he is a feminist.
Now, as we learn from that vignette, the Sunset Savanna has a culture of "respecting women". In Leona's Ceremonial Robes vignette, he elaborates that, â[Beastwomen are] already way stronger than [beastmen]." Furthermore, Ruggie states in one of his Chats that âGirls have both the grit and the camaraderie to triumph when the goinâ gets tough.â Then, in events like Tamashina Mina and late in book 7, we are told that many of the royal guards are women who volunteer for the positions and it's common for them to have learned martial arts from a young age. From this dialogue, we can glean that the women of Leona's home country are physically strong, strong-willed, and honorable.
With that being said, I think certain interpretations of Leona's "feminism" (a term not actually used by official materials; this is a fandom take) definitely take it a step too far by either assuming Leona treats woman as a special class and/or he dislikes men. Both of those interpretations (if serious and not said as a joke) are owed to a fundamental misunderstanding of what "feminism" is. Feminism is "the belief in full social, economic, and political equality for women." Feminism is NOT misandry (a hatred of men), and nor is it female chauvinism (the belief that women are superior to men)... unless, of course, you're talking about very radicalized forms of thinking. The basic concept of feminism doesn't involve man hate or putting women on a pedestal.
Twst itself appears to go with the basic definition of feminism. As Leona himself states, he doesn't treat anyone special. "I ain't extra nothin' to nobody. As if [women] even need men fawning all over'em."
Leona, whom we know to be arrogant and unwilling to obey others' orders, appears to be more willing to listen to and carry out tasks if there's a woman involved. I already mentioned the case with Rosaria the painting (which proves that his "respecting women" thing extends beyond just beastwomen from his home country). In his Ceremonial Robes, he also grumpily puts on the aforementioned robes and takes a picture of himself in it upon the request of his sister-in-law. But--and this should be stressed--he's not exactly jumping for joy or eager to do so. Instead, Leona cites that "Goinâ against [beastwomen] only brings more trouble.â This indicates annoyance at having to carry out this chore, and gives the impression that Leona's only complying because not doing so would only overcomplicate things for him. He's not an idiot--he knows when to make a strategic retreat if it's going to save him time and effort in the long run. (For example, he immediately surrenders to the Ferrymen in book 6 rather than continue to put up a fight.)
I should note that, like in the earlier definition of feminism I shared, Leona does not simply bend the knee to every single woman. In the first Halloween event, he was still capable of scaring off the Magicam Monsters (some of which have distinctly female voices) without any qualms. He was still fully able to express anger and upset when Eliza, the Ghost Bride, smacked him. "You've got a lot of nerve turnin' me down over some nonsense!" He's also not above tricking the Fairy Queen and her entourage to steal back the special magestone from NRC.
This shows us that Leona doesn't just... "respect women" indiscriminately. If someone is going to be rude and selfish to him, he's going to respond as is appropriate. He's not going to turn a blind eye because of the offending party's gender.
In terms of Yuu interactions (assuming Yuu can be any gender), Leona acts pretty aggressive towards them in their first meeting. Even though it's clearly an accident and Yuu didn't realize they stepped on his tail, Leona is annoyed by the act and them walking away without apologizing or stopping to acknowledge him. He also makes it known that Yuu is magicless, and thus has no way of defending themselves from him. And you know what this man does? He says, "Well, can't say it'd be much fun to hurt someone so helpless. Still gonna do it, though." AND HE THREATENS TO TAKE A TOOTH. His wording, "No one gets to stomp on my tail and just walk away without payin' the price" + him still deciding to attack Yuu desite knowing they are weak/cannot fight back, implies to me that he may have still reacted this way regardless of Yuu's gender. (Key word: MAY. We don't know if this is the truth or not, I am leaving this up to your interpretation.)
Notably, there is a slight change between EN and JP versions for Yuu's dialogue choices in response to Leona's threat. The EN dialogue options are far more humorous, but the JP options clearly convey fear (ie Leona is being serious about his threat of bodily harm). The top option is like noises of surprise, like "Eh, eh, eh!!"; the bottom option is along the lines of, "What, I'm going to be hit/beaten!"
There are, in fact, multiple instances where Leona acts callous towards Yuu. He refuses to let Yuu stay in Savanaclaw unless they earn their keep by beating up some mobs. He constantly degrades them by calling them and others he considers weak "herbivore". He has to be goaded into helping us or taking us along on trips instead of automatically caving. It could be argued that he would be more agreeable or polite if fem!Yuu was in these scenarios. And who knows, that might be the case--but again, I don't think he would be egregiously kind. I would like to point out a more direct example of a Leona-fem!Yuu interaction. Leona has interacted with a female Yuu before: Yuuka Hirasaka, our main character for the Episode of Savanaclaw manga. There's some debate over whether or not the NRC students know that Yuuka is a girl since the topic is never mentioned once, but I assume that they are aware because: 1) Yuuka makes no effort to hide her figure or chest; she even wears her blazer open, and 2) she has no motivation to hide her gender; she is capable of defending herself if needed and has a nonchalant personality. Proceeding with the assumption that Yuuka being a girl is a known fact, Leona does not treat her any differently than any other student.
Yuuka seems to experience the same tail-stepping scene as is depicted in game, although we don't see the aftermath of it/if Leona gives her the same threat.
The more telling scene for Yuuka, however, comes when she and her friends arrive in Savanaclaw to investigate. They are confronted by a bunch of mobs that start to pick a fight with them. Like in the game, Leona intervenes (ie he doesn't stop the fight just because Yuuka is a woman) and has them duke it out in a game of spelldrive/magift instead.
And you know what? Leona doesn't hold back just because he's playing against a woman. In fact, he kicks Yuuka's ass and then some. Then he stands over her and tells her to get back up, to keep playing. Leona isn't cutting Yuuka any slack whatsoever. He treats Yuuka the same as the boys she's playing with.
This brings me to my final prominent example of Leona interacting with a woman, which I think best exemplifies what my interpretation of Leona's "feminism" is. In the JP server's 2024 Halloween event Lost in the Book with Nightmare Before Christmas, Sally indicates that she plans on making a meal using the plants from around the cemetery. Leona is at first displeased by this, but then agrees to help her catch snakes, rats, lizards, etc. as meat for the meal. This leads into a conversation about how sad Sally's home life is, which earns her sympathy from the other NRC students. Jade, Riddle, and Epel are shocked at the cruelty that Sally faces. Jade volunteers to take the doctor out for Sally, and Epel even tries to convince Leona to help him rough up Dr. Finkelstein. But Leona just smirks and tells them Sally's not in any need of their "help"; isn't she the one who slipped the doctor a "drink"? Riddle scolds him for this "ungentlemanly" behavior and Epel refuses to believe that the "kind Sally" would do something like use poison. Leona was able to smell the deadly nightshade on her and deduce that Sally slipped some to her guardian and then slipped out on her own. She's not a damsel in distress--she's resourceful. Sally used her brains and not brute force to rescue herself from a bad situation. (We know that this would deeply resonate with Leona because he has been struggling his entire life to have his own merits recognized.) Leona praises Sally for her cunning and goes so far as to offer her his arm and tell her that he's looking forward to this evening's dinner.
In this situation, could it not be said that Jade, Riddle, and Epel were the ones assuming Sally is weak that Leona was the one who saw her true worth? I'm of course not accusing anyone here of being sexist. Society socializes us to see women as the "fairer sex" in need of protection and aid--but isn't Leona being more equitable by not underestimating Sally because of her gender?
That brings me to my conclusion. Leona respects women, no doubt about that. However, that's NOT a blanket statement. He clearly knows how to separate who is worthy of his respect and who isn't, and then he acts accordingly. Yes, he is polite, slightly softer, and more willing to listen to women he knows (his sister-in-law), women who haven't offended him/are just existing (Rosaria), and woman who have demonstrated their own strengths to him (Sally). He doesnât become a completely different character just to bend to the whims of women. Those who have acted in ways to earn his ire, woman or not, will be treated as such (Magicam Monsters, Eliza, even Yuu when they/she enters his territory and/or steps on his tail). At the same time, I don't believe he thinks that women are delicate flowers that need special treatment (as we see with how he handles Sally + the Yuus and, more specifically, Yuuka). If anything, the women from his home country have demonstrated that they can be strong and self-sufficient. Why would he feel the need to go out of his way to be extremely lenient with the women he is around?
Lastly, nothing in official materials implies Leona treats men significantly worse than women. If he seems exceedingly rude to men, itâs most likely the result of the main cast (the characters Leona most often interacts with) being guys. If we were to compare how he treats his peers and how he treats women who have irritated him, I would say the behavior isnât that different.
I know that was a long post but đ
Hopefully I was able to articulate my thoughts well enough⌠May you find it helpful in forming your own opinion, Anon!
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Has a Nice Ring to It (Spencer Reid x Fem!BAU!Reader)
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Pairing:Â Spencer Reid x Wife!BAU!Reader.
Request:Â Hi, I would like to request one where the reader and Spencer adopt a 4-year-old boy that they rescued in a case.
Summary:Â Â It's pretty much the same as the request says, but focused on how they met with the boy and took the decision to adopt him.
Word Count:Â 3.9k
Warnings:Â Hurt/comfort and angst with a happy ending. CM typical stuff, murder, unsubs, death of relatives, orphancy. Pregnancy and adoption are discussed. I don't know how the adoption system works in the US, so bear with me.
A/N:Â I loved the request. Dad!Spencer lives rent-free in my mind. Tell me your thoughts.
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â(Y/N)? What's your location and status? I repeat, what's your location and status?'
Hotch's voice echoes through your earpiece, but you are not able to speak. Not when the scenario in front of you is so overwhelming.
Although in your eight years working at the BAU, you have seen the most horrendous things one human being can do to another, from time to time, some cases can still paralyze you.
Like now.
As you look around, you can only think of the terrible minutes those who lived in this home must have gone through when the unsub forced its way in.
But something snaps you out of your stupor, and it's not Hotch's voice shouting in your ear; it's the sound of sobs.
The sobs of a child.
You take off your earpiece to get a better notion of where the sound is coming from, and you notice that at the back of the room, there is a closet with its door closed.
You quickly run over there and open the door, only to find a little boy sitting on the floor, hugging his knees and with teary eyes. When he looks at you, you can see the shock and fear in his eyes. The little one must be four years old at most. It breaks your heart to see him like this, but it immediately makes you go into alert mode again. You holster your gun first so as not to scare the kid.
"Hey, sweetheart. It's okay. My name is (Y/N), and I'm a cop. Everything is okay. You're safe,"Â you tell him with a reassuring voice and kind eyes while you crouch to get to his level.
His hazel orbs are glued to your form as he blinks a few times.
Before you can talk again, he launches to wrap his little arms around one of your legs. With an arm, you hug him back as you block his view of the room with your body. He doesn't need to see the same you did as you got there.
"I've got you, sweetheart. You're okay,"Â you repeat him as you put on your earpiece again. "I'm in the master bedroom. No unsub, but I found the kid,"Â you murmured into the com.
Yet crouched, you lean back to look at the boy. "I'm gonna get you out of here now, okay? But I need you to keep your eyes on me until we get outside. Can you do that for me?"
The kid nods timidly. Removing your FBI jacket, you take him in your arms, covering you both with it as you make your way out. A bunch of agents enter the room at the time, but you keep your eyes on the boy, using your peripheral vision to keep walking and not fall.
Spencer is waiting for you at the base of the stairs. Concern is visible on his face when he sees you coming down with a child. When you reach the first floor, you withdraw the jacket that covers both of you.
"Good job, honey,"Â you say to the boy with a smile. And then you briefly exchange a knowing look with Spencer. He nods, and you continue your way out of the house with the kid in your arms.
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It turns out the child, named Elliot, is the son of the unsub's two recent victims. Unsub that you have been chasing all over DC for three days now.
You get confirmation of this information from Garcia by phone as the EMTs are checking Elliot in an ambulance parked outside the house where you found him.
It's still unclear what really happened inside. Still, it's likely Elliot's mom hid him in the closet before the unsub got upstairs. You don't know for sure because the little boy hasn't said a word to anyone yet.
And although it's heartbreaking, you know you have to make him talk about what he saw and heard.
Hotch, a few meters apart, beckons you to approach.Â
"I'll be right back, okay?"Â You say to Elliot. But as you're about to step away from him, he starts crying and grabs your sleeve so you don't go. You look at your boss, confused as to what to do, and Hotch nods, showing you his cell phone, a sign that he'll text or call you so you don't have to leave Elliot's side.
A ping of your phone signals a text from Hotch.
'We need to know what he knows. You'll ride with him to the quarters. Spencer is going to drive you.'
You think it's reasonable due to the rapport it seems you already have with the boy.
"It's okay, Elliot. I'm not leaving you. But we need to go to another place now, okay? So we can be more comfortable. It's getting cold here,"Â you point it out as the reason why you need to leave and not because he needs to be questioned.Â
A faint 'okay'Â escape from the boy's lips, and it's the first word you hear him say. And a lump forms in your throat, acknowledging the vulnerability of that little human being.
From the corner of your eye, you see Spencer getting closer, presumably having talked to Hotch.
"Elliot, this is Spencer. He will drive us to a comfy place. He is a good friend and will take care of us,"Â you announce.
"Hi, Elliot,"Â Spencer says as he waves.
"Hi,"Â the child murmurs as he waves back.
The ride to the station starts mostly quiet. You are in the back seat with little Elliot as Spencer drives. From time to time, he looks at you both from the rearview.
Spencer knows you are trying to come up with a strategy to talk to the child, so he takes the lead in doing the small talk to give you some insights.
"So, Elliot. Can I ask you a question?"Â Spencer starts, and the kid perks his head up and nods, with a 'yes'Â slipping from his lips.
"What is your favorite food?"
The boy pouts a bit while contemplating his response. "Pizza,"Â he decides. "I like pizza."
"Pizza is cool,"Â Spencer agrees. "Would you like some now? I can stop by and get one,"Â Spencer offers.
"With ham?"Â Elliot quirks an eyebrow questioningly.
"If you like ham, then ham it is."
"I like ham and tomatoes,"Â he adds. Spencer smiles.
"Did you know pizza with ham and tomatoes is (Y/N) 's favorite?"Â Elliot's gaze turns to you, asking for confirmation. You nod, backing Spencer's statement. A timid smile crosses Elliot's face, and you could have melted right then and there.
Spencer continues asking the boy little questions; that's how you know he likes airplanes, his favorite color is green, and he prefers Hulk over Ironman.
At the BAU, you head with Elliot to one of the meeting roomsâthe most little and cozy so that the boy could settle in a less intimidating environment. Spencer follows you back, stopping by to grab from Garcia the pizza box and drinks he asked her for earlier.
"Here it is. Pizza with ham and tomatoes. I got some drinks, too,"Â Spencer announces, placing everything on the table. He knows you have to talk to Elliot about what happened in the house, so he suspects you need privacy with the kid. He stops at the door and looks at you. You stand to approach him while Elliot is occupied with a slice of pizza.
He grabs your hand and, after kissing it lovingly, gives it a reassuring squeeze.
"You're doing good. It's for the better. He trusts you. We need to catch the guy."
It's just what you need to hear. You're still unsure about the whole situation, and Spencer, as always, can see it. Your husband of two years can read you like a book, and it's not because of his profile skills. You both have been through a lot together in the years of working together, being friends at first and then as a couple.
You nod, and Spencer kisses you on the cheek before letting you alone with Elliot.
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It's shocking the wretched details that a 4-year-old's mind can retain and still see the world innocently. In some way, you're grateful Elliot can't understand everything that's happening around him.
You pass the information he gives you on to the team to improve the profile and get better clues about how to catch the guy. Spencer was right; Elliot trusts you, and that's why you feel responsible for his well-being. After tiring hours, he falls asleep on the couch, where you tuck him in and watch him sleep.
Spencer peaks into the room. He wants to talk with you.
You leave the little one sleeping while you go out and leave the door half open.
"You need a break. You hadn't eaten or slept in hours."
"I'm okay,"Â you say flatly. Spencer raises an eyebrow. "I can't leave him, Spence. You know that."
"Baby, I know you're worried for him, but you need to take care of yourself too. I can stay with him for a couple of hours."
You know Spencer is right, but you don't want to admit it. Instead, you try to change the subject.
"Did Garcia locate any relatives?"
Spencer sighs. He knows the answer to your question, and it's not a good one.
"There is literally no one in his family except those who were in the house: his parents and an aunt. There is a distant cousin, but she lives in Sweden, and she doesn't even know his existence. And even if she wanted, she could not do the adoption procedures because she lost her American nationality."
That means Elliot will fall into the system, waiting for someone to adopt him. You don't even know how to respond to the news. They are devastating and break your heart.
Spencer looks at you with concern.
"Are you okay?" your husband cautiously asks, although he knows the answer from the look you return to him. It's a look that says, 'I'm not okay, and there is nothing I or you can do about it right now.'
In silence, he envelops you in a tight embrace that you reciprocate, hiding your face in his chest.
"I'm sorry,"Â you mumble after some minutes. Spencer leans back to look at you.
"Why are you saying sorry?"
"Because I should be working my ass right now to catch the son of the bitch who did that to his parents,"Â you pause to control the anger that starts bubbling inside of you. "Instead of being a mess and useless here."
Spencer cups your cheeks so you can look at him.
"Hey, don't say that. You are doing even more than it is expected from our job here. You are the only one Elliot has talked to about what happened, and it has given us solid leads. Beyond that, you are helping him, caring about him, and being by his side in this horrible time."
"It's so unfair, Spencer."
He knows what you are talking about and nods in agreement. You continue talking.
"And I know there are so many other children that have to go through something as horrible as this, and they, too, have no one to take care of them. But with Elliot, I - God, I don't know why it feels different with him. The mere idea of him in the system makes me sick."
Spencer feels his chest tight, but he doesn't want to be vulnerable when you're the one who needs to be comforted. He pulls your body towards him again, holding you tight.
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A whole two days have passed, and after much insistence and even convincing Elliot to tell you not to feel bad about leaving him for a few hours, Spencer gets you to take a break. So you can take a shower, eat and sleep.
The rest of the team works full-time and around the clock to catch the unsub. With the new clues you had him identify, it was only a matter of hours before they could finally get him.
Spencer is with Elliot while he colors with crayons. On the sheet, he is painting the sky blue.
"Do you know why the sky is blue?"Â Elliot asks Spencer, whose lips quirked up in a smile.
"Well. It's because of something called the scattering of sunlight by the atmosphere."Â Elliot's eyes widen in confusion.
"Scattering of sunlight? What's that?"
"It's like when you bounce a ball off a wall, but with sunlight and tiny air particles."
Elliot giggles, picturing what Spencer just said.
"So the sun is playing ball with the sky?"
Spencer laughs, amused by the kid's imagination.
"Haha. Well, sort of. You could say that."
An excited Elliot decides what he wants to do next.
"I wanna play ball with the sun too! Can we?"Â
Spencer raises an eyebrow, contemplating his response.
"Maybe not with the sun directly, but we can definitely play ball later. How about that?"
"Yes! Can I get my red ball? It's my favorite!"Â Elliot chirps and Spencer's heart swells.
"Sounds like a plan, buddy."
Spencer's answer seems to satisfy Elliot, who continues coloring.
He doesn't have the heart to tell the kid that maybe he will have to leave soon once a child service professional gets assigned to his case.
After a while, Elliot finishes his drawing and passes it to Spencer, who examines it curiously.
In it, there is something that resembles a woman holding hands with a child. Next to it is a sketch of what appears to be a tall man, and in the blue sky, two winged figures.
Spencer asks him who they are, pointing to the drawing.
"She's (Y/N),"Â Elliot points to the woman holding hands with the child.
"That's me after she found me,"Â he explains, putting his finger over the drawn kid. "That's you,"Â he continues, indicating to the tall man.
"I look really good here,"Â Spencer jokes. "And these? Spencer now points to the figures in the sky."
"Mom and Dad,"Â Elliot says, and Spencer's breath hitches in his throat. "They are in heaven now and look after me. They sent (Y/N). Mom told me."
Spencer doesn't know how to respond to that, although he's curious about the last thing he said.
"What did your mom tell you?"
"When she left me in the closet. She told me I was going to be fine. That good people would find me and take care of me. And (Y/N) found me. She's good people."
Spencer's heart protrudes with pride and love as he sees how the boy recognizes you as a good person and seems to appreciate you much more than he thought.
"She is,"Â Spencer concedes, with a little tremble in his voice.
"You like her?"
Spencer's cheeks blush. Even a 4-year-old can catch how hooked he is for you.
"What makes you think so?"
"You look at her like dad looks to mom. And my mom told me when people look like that is because they like each other."
"You're a very clever boy, Elliot. And you're right. I like her. We are married, actually. Do you know what is that?"
The kid nods, pointing to the gold band adorning Spencer's ring finger.
"Exactly."
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After a few hours, you return to the BAU and find Elliot asleep in Spencer's arms, who is lying on the office couch.
A sad smile crosses your face. On the one hand, the image triggers so much sweetness, seeing your husband, the love of your life, taking care of a little one who needs so much love and care. But on the other hand, the certainty that there is nothing you can do to change the destiny of that little boy who, at such a young age, has already experienced such terrible things.
You are so absorbed in the image that you don't hear Garcia until she is next to you.
"This pair hasn't wasted any time. Elliot colored for a long time while he asked Spencer everything he could think of. Of course, Boy Wonder was fascinated to answer all his questions. Afterward, they gave a tour of the floor; they even ran through the hallways. They even went to play football in the parking lot. That's why they are both exhausted."
"My husband running through the hallways and playing football? Who would have thought," You joke. Garcia nods, smiling and placing a hand on your shoulder.
"How do you feel?" She also realizes how difficult this case has been for you.
"More rested, although until this is over, I don't know how I'll really deal with this."
You wouldn't have to wait long to get to that point. Just as the social worker comes to check Elliot's case and, inevitably, takes him away, Garcia gets a call from Hotch saying they have the unsub in custody.
Everything happens too fast to process, and the only thing you manage to do is sit next to Elliot while Spencer talks to Nancy, the social worker, and tells her the details of the case. The kid is awake now and telling you everything about his afternoon with Spencer.
When Nancy and Spencer peek in the door, you know what it's about. Turning to Elliot, you talk to him softly.
"Sweetheart, this is Nancy. She wants to ask you some questions. Is that okay with you?" you probe. The kid lifts his gaze to the woman at the door and frowns.
"About mommy and daddy?"
He's too smart and perceptive for his own good, you tell yourself.
"A few, yes. But you can say only what you are comfortable with, okay?"
Elliot does not look very convinced.
"Can you stay?"
Your eyes soften as you exchange a knowing look with Spencer.
"I'm sorry, dear, but IÂ can't."
"And Spencer can stay?"
"IÂ can't either. I'm sorry, buddy. But we promise we are going to be right outside,"Â Spencer affirms.
Elliot reluctantly agrees, and you leave him with Nancy. Once you're out of their sight, you feel tears begin to roll down your cheeks. You turn to look at Spencer, and you see his glassy eyes, too.
He takes your hand. "Let's talk in a more private place," he tells you, entering another of the offices nearby.
Closing the door, you give free rein to your emotions and begin to sob. Spencer hugs you tight, and he cries with you. You two know you need to hold each other up right now.
When you feel you have released some of the tension, you both separate from your embrace and sit in chairs adjacent to each other. Spencer holds your hand.
You still can't believe the little boy is going to get into the system. You bite your lip in pure frustration.
"I know,"Â Spencer says. "I don't like the idea either, but someone has to take care of him. More so now that the case is closed."
"Does the bastard even understand the damage he has caused?"
It is a rhetorical question because even if the answer were positive, it does not change the fate of little Elliot in any way.
Spencer is affected, too. During the time they spent together, he became fond of Elliot and stole his heart in the same way he did with you.
To be honest, in the last few hours, Spencer has been mulling over an idea, but he needs to talk to you first. Although he already guesses what your position could be in the matter.
"Maybe we can do something,"Â Spencer muses, and you look at him baffled.
"We do?"Â you question. Spencer nods, smiling at you.
You are trying to read your husband, but his warm smile and understanding eyes won't let you anticipate what he will say to you.
With a hand stroking your cheek, he spoke next.
"Well, if you ask me, Elliot Reid has a nice ring to it."
Your eyes widen at his words.
"What? Are you saying that we- Spencer, you are suggesting that we -"
It's not that it hasn't crossed your mind. But you didn't think it was something Spencer might have considered. Although thinking about it and knowing your husband, his heart and kindness have no limits.
"We can do it. I mean, it's not going to be easy, but we could try. I think Elliot is worth it the effort."
For a moment, you're at a loss for words. Shaking your head, you are debating the idea.
"Spencer, if you only are thinking of doing this for me, it's not fair."
This time, he shakes his head before cupping your cheeks with both hands.
"Hey. If I'm suggesting the idea, it is for all of us. Elliot needs who can take care of him. And we talked about having kids a while ago, remember?"
It's true. Before getting married, you talked about it and agreed it was something you both wanted, but not yet. After two years of marriage, you had not discussed the topic again because it was tacit that you both wanted it eventually.
"Yeah, but what we talked about was me getting pregnant. This is different."
Spencer chuckles. You're right about that. But for him, it doesn't change his mind about it.
"The method? Yes. But the outcome is the same. A family. Our family."
"Are you serious about this?" You ask him, locking eyes with him as you hold his hands, pulling them out of your face.
"Absolutely," Spencer replies right away. "Is this something you want too? It won't be easy, though. There will be a lot of paperwork and interviews, and we'll have to make adjustments to our routines. And if everything goes well, we could move to a bigger house, in a neighborhood with good schools. I could lower my workload here and start teaching," he rambles, and you start giggling out of nervousness and excitement.
"I want to try this. And there is no other person more perfect than you, with whom I want to try it. I love you, Spencer Reid."
"And I love you, (Y/N) Reid."
A tender kiss seals the moment, and you're sure you've never felt so confident about doing something like this. Or at least try.
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Spencer was right.Â
It took time and work.Â
Months passed before you got the news that you could actually adopt Elliot.
However, while the process was happening, you became Elliot's temporary home.
If Hotch did something to make that happen, nobody mentioned it.
With periodic visits from the social worker, you showed how well cared for he was and how good he adapted to your family.
You stopped working at the BAU and started teaching. Something Spencer had suggested for him, but you decided to give it a try first.
And you never have regretted your decision.
Elliot is now part of your family. The boy you found scared inside a closet can now smile again and feel safe with you and Spencer next to him.
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