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#eye dee kay hallucinations aren’t new but they’re always small and annoying typically
thegreatestheaver
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6 months
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still reeling from an awful hallucination I had last night at like 5am what the fuck was that
#eye dee kay hallucinations aren’t new but they’re always small and annoying typically
#the scariest thing is when I hallucinate my phone ringing but it’s not actually ringing
#but this was literally on a whole other level dawg
#uhghghghghhh
#I’m extremely paranoid abt just. someone hurting me. like. all the time
#it used to be really bad I used to sit at my windows and just. watch. them for hours incase someone tried to break in and hurt me it was bad
#I still get really bad about it especially in public but carrying a knife helps a little bit whatever
#my ex always used to threaten to tell my mom about my issues (he had her phone number) right
#basically. I hallucinated that him (and some other girl I know. she wasn’t related so idk why she was there) cut a whole in .
#the screen of the window that I look out of the most when I’m losing my mind paranoid .
#I also get really paranoid often about leaving things unlocked. the fear of accidentally leaving thing unlocked terrorizes me on the daily
#so I accidentally left a window open. not a good start
#then they cut a hole in the screen door n were about to come in my room and um. kill me
#anyways yeah he was about to climb in my window and I was freaked out but I have. a knife on me almost 24/7 so I threatened him out to leave
#I tbink i was also in some type of paralysis idk it’s rare but it’s happened sometimes. with the hallucinations.
#he left eventually and then I could move again and ofc I didn’t actually move I was in my bed because it was 5am
#um. I don’t wanna say I’m scared of my ex but. I’m kinda scared of him. like. irl. he’s really tall. and really strong
#and could kill me . um
#I Cut him off a while ago but he still knows my address and now I’m paranoid about that yay !!!
#bleh
#I wish I was still asleep but uhghgh activities
#I already told my best friend abo ut it since I tell her Everything but oh my god
#what the hell
#I thought I was getting better ☹️ the main phone call hallucinations I had were becoming less and less
#uhg
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