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#I would've adde all slipknot members but the this cake would be to full so i only added the ones i simp the most for#Also this is NOT only about who i would fuck this is ALSO about who I love#For example i would absolutely NOT fuck any of the 3 ponies they're just my fav characters and i love em#Slipknot#X files#Txf#Lone gunmen#Tlg#Gojira#korn#type o negative#Dethklok#metalocalypse#mlp fim#my little pony#Sally face#Corey Taylor#Mick Thomson#Jim root#Joey jordison#Peter steele#Jonathan Davis#Wednesday 13#mario duplantier#sal fisher#Larry Johnson#toki wartooth#Nathan explosion#rainbow dash#King sombra
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Meanwhile, in another WIP.....
“Are you Gordon Freeman?”
Gordon jolted and looked up, glasses slipping down his nose as he stared at the girl in shock. She raised her eyebrows, which wrinkled her forehead and shifted the black headband that kept her dark hair pushed back. She was wearing well-worn fingerless gloves, some kind of modified bomber jacket with a plethora of zippers and the sleeves rolled up over a thin gray hoodie that was cut short to expose entirely too much midriff, and light-wash jeans that looked painted on over heavy boots. She looked, in a nutshell, effortlessly cool, and utterly out of place in the workroom with its overflowing shelves of wires and circuit boards. Gordon looked over her shoulder at the closed door to the store, then took a breath to tell her to get out when his hand was suddenly on fire.
“Ow – fuck! What?” He jerked the soldering pen away and glared at the tiny red mark on his finger, then transferred that glare to the girl, whose eyebrows were somehow even higher. She looked very unimpressed. “Look, you can't be back here -”
“The manager let me in,” the girl said, flapping a hand over her shoulder. “Are you Gordon Freeman? I don't see anyone else back here.”
“What are you, a cop? Get out of here,” Gordon snapped. His shoulders ached from hunching over the worktable, but he'd been so close to finishing the rebuild that he hadn't wanted to stop and stretch. Now he was worried if he tried to stand up and usher the girl from the room it would end with him collapsing on the floor with numb legs, and he really didn't want to deal with that.
“You don't have a nametag,” the girl said. “That would make this easier.”
“I don't work in the main store,” Gordon told her. “Who are you – and, hey, why do you want to know? And why did Adrian let you back here?”
“I'm Alyx,” the girl said. She stepped forward and pulled a card case out of one of the zippered pockets on her jacket, holding it out. “And he let me back here because the characters in my game are asking for Gordon Freeman, by name. So is that you, or not?”
#i'm excited about this wip#hlvrai#my words#behind the scenes#the file is titled 'gamestop au' but it's definitely not a gamestop#had this one on the backburner for a few months bc i couldn't decide on a positive or negative ending#but i think i've got an idea that'll work#and of course that means this thing will be like 10k words#i think 'like a sponge' is the only time i've ever successfully written something short#every other time it just gets away from me#anyway. hopefully i'll have this up within the next month. but who knows.
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non autistic people will be like "autistic people don't have empathy the way we dooo" and then see someone be in such high stress that they're screaming so hard their throat gets sore and punch themself so hard they bruise their own legs and then say "wow they must be doing that on purpose to cause a scene and demand attention. and to make my life specifically worse of course."
#autisms#vent tw#sh mention#tfw my coworker gives me criticism#(it's work related)#I say I am very close to a meltdown and while he is correct in his criticism and I know what I could've done better#I cannot handle any negativity rn because I WILL take it personally and I am close to a meltdown#he will then proceed to. not stop listing off things I should've done better yesterday#it triggers a full meltdown#he then tries to calm me down the way one would calm down a crying 3 year old#when I calm down a little and stop crying for a few minutes#he continues his criticism but in a softer voice this time#can I file an official complaint about this??? because what part of “I can Not handle this Right Now” do you not get lol#I am a failure of an adult human being and cannot do anything right in other news sky is blue water is wet#this too shall pass but my god I swear to you this meltdown has been brewing for 2 weeks at least#I'm almost surprised it didn't happen sooner#oh he also started talking to me about his autistic 5 year old cousin and thats why hes “so good with autistic children”#hes 2 years older than me btw. we are both adults#he literally just called me a child
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if ya'll don't think it's incredibly important to me that, until snw fucked it up, number one all but disappeared from the star trek timeline after 'the cage' / 'the menagerie,' I don't know what to tell you.
like, this woman who canon never named and who was never again mentioned by any character in any star trek show. who is notably absent from 'the menagerie,' who didn't assume command of the enterprise after pike...
the way she just disappears from the narrative. and the way snw could have played with that? instead of... the nonsense in 'those old scientists'.
#LET HER DISAPPEAR#don't go 'oh yeah poster girl!'#like?? what even?? was that???#her absence speaks so loud and I feel like there's so much interesting that could've been done with it#⤷ file / from the writer’s desk.#snw negativity //#yes I'm back on one of the many una-related hills I will die on
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stop speaking french astarion the html can't handle it
#a little (eldritch squarbling) <3#astarion#bg3 datamine#datamine#speaking of eldritch squarbling. Lae'zel's PointNClick dialog file is soooo /neg like not writing-wise just. it's all repetition.#iykyk#bg3#by the way if anyone is wondering/doesn't know he's saying tête-à-tête (means a one-on-one talk)#does this mean french is canon to dnd though? /j
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I do think Ome.luum, being a Mind Flayer, can sometimes have difficulty with expressing and even understanding emotions. It has a range of emotions, even those often unseen from their kind as noted in game, but that doesn't mean there isn't issues. They are very direct with thoughts and words as to not be misconstrued or taken as manipulation, but due to this can sometimes appear cold or distant or making conversations feel 'too professional'.
From others, sarcasm can be occasionally lost on them as well as sincere displays from those it has not been around for long. They do not wish to pry through minds unrequested to determine the legitimacy or origins of words, but also coming from a species whose manipulation is basically written in DNA, it's a caution that's innate and hard to shake. Of course such paranoia it will not speak and will display what is believed to be proper in the moment- either a light comment if it's a joke or sarcasm, or a simple thank you or display of appreciate in one way or another if a sincere display of positivity
#OMELUUM. files#( they still a mind flayer and have their problems but they trying#thinking about how illithid lore says most of the emotions mind flayers feel constantly are negative ones and#ome isnt exactly free of that. but it comes as paranoia and anxiety for lots of reasons#but much like other illithids they still conduct and seem level headed besides this#the only difference is ome is trying to make things better for others and often times garners joy#from things learned or crafted or the new interactions occasionally given#i have a lot of thoughts on them )
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"Back by unpopular demand:"
"Us!"
#[*trips and falls to the ground like that one pepe frog meme but dramatically explodes into a million pieces instead* hi hi]#[i'll start by apologizing and thanking y'all for your patience bc wheew its been almost 2 months since my last post holy shittt]#[mental health along with intrusive thoughts and stuff have been absolute ass and still are right now]#[not gonna go into much detail bc i'm dealing with tons of bad stuff and negativity but yeah]#[at this point i aint even going to say 'im back!' bc everytime i do some even more terrible shit happens irl so naw]#[i also can't promise thread replies today bc i already know i'll likely not be able to finish any]#[but i will try to at least start working on some of them ;v;]#[other than that please feel free to send in stuff if you wish!]#[i haven't been around in so long that i feel completely rusty and out of the loop rn]#[but i think i'll start with the few asks i was unable to get to last time]#[if you guys who sent them see this: i'm sorry for the super looooong wait and thank you so much for your patience!!! <3]#[hope everyone's having a lovely day/night!!! <3]#;ic#(?#;ooc#(??#[the world will never truly know *x files music plays*]
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Sometimes, it’s sort of hilarious how many allergies I have. I’m halfway through a form, in which I have to list them, and I’ve been blue-screening for about 5 minutes trying to remember all the ones that come after the food ones
#I also sometimes decide which ones are relevant or not#simply because I’ll be shoving a dummy thicc file at them#most of which is ‘official test came back negative but body was on flame for 2 days’#and all it’ll prove is that I am a wet cat of a human#I’m weak but hey I’m still standing so am I REALLY WEAK???#IM STRONK but also please don’t use aerosol near me 🥺#ren rambles#personal#spoon tag
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like, I'm sorry, but are you telling me that this woman served with pike her entire career, and they're not gonna have an actual, personal, heart to heart conversation ever about what it means for her to be illyrian and have kept it from him for two decades, or, I don't know, the fact la'an discovered she turned herself into starfleet? or literally anything else that happens in these two seasons...
#⤷ file / from the writer’s desk.#Make It Make Sense????#snw negativity //#one conversation?? just one?? that can't be too much to ask...
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Went scavenging for rabid screenshots and drained my soul along the way so here's my silly nitpick of their nitpick

The academies (almost) align with colleges age-wise (I am once again asking why they chose 17 as the majority cast's age), but the Beacon era is littered with tropes exclusive to high school settings, like shoving people into lockers, school uniforms, insta-crushes, food fights, and getting ready for prom
It's little wonder why people confuse Beacon Academy for a high school. All the high school hallmarks are there yet not a single student is pulling an all nighter with the help of redbull, cigarettes, and anxiety-induced insomnia
Side note: are the Academies confirmed 4-year programs or is that an assumption?
#rwde#yodeling into the void#bruh im so glad to be ruthless in blocking people. i never have to see any of those blogs unless i absolutely have to#but holy shit are these people just so uncharitable towards the concept of 'rwde' and 'rwby critics'#using one shitty person's actions to demonize the whole is not exactly thinking critically#and not once did i ever see them ask 'why was this chosen to be portrayed like this?' which to me is THE question#why thematically are grimm drawn to negative emotion alone rather than strong emotions in general?#what is the purpose of having two characters w different methods of immortality opposing each other when neither represent anything?#why are the 4 gifts from the gods represented only through the relics and not reflected in every aspect of the world?#why is violence by certain groups demonized despite this show being based on a genre that heavily features combat?#embrace your inner toddler and never stop asking *why* things are the way they are#dear god even skimming through their arguments was exhausting#if i wasnt fighting for my life against this damn mkv file id take a damn nap
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more people need to play shtdn this is literally critical im going insane
#ITS FREE ITS A FREE GAME PLEASE I CANT HANDLE THIS ON MY OWN#ITS ABOUT LOVE AND LIFE AND LOSS ITS FUNNY ITS EMOTIONAL IT'S BEAUTIFUL#im actually going fucking crazy insane its unreal. game made me cry multiple times. its FANTASTIC#if guille sees this... i credit ur insanity to my eventual obsession with this game#since ur the one who found and introduced it to the gc LOLLL#liza post#literally growling going feral insane crazy holy god#shtdn#ITS FREE GO PLAY IT U CAN PLAY IT RIGHT NOW#um. um the plot. its about a computer virus whos seen the whole internet and the antivirus whos never left his pc.#and the virus teaching rhe antivirus about the world as they go through the pc's image files as the antivirus searches for the virus's code#it's genuinely so beautiful and well-written#the only negative thing to say is that the gameplay gets repetitive but it's basically a 2d walking sim/vn so#having played the long dark i can grind walking sims all day any day babey
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I have been super close to a robust number of artists over the years and it is hugely funny how much I absolutely just fucking hate the process of creating digital art
#I've picked up nothing#desperately trying to make some new channel assets and I would rather tweeze my nose hairs#just shit some shapes on a couple of canvases hoping I'll open them again in the future and poke them again#and rinse and repeat until I have something#it's not even that self depreciating “I hate my own art” thing#frankly I LOVE my own art especially when I have An Idea That I Manage To Implement#what I fucking hate is digital art programs#it feels like drawing with reacher grabbers instead of arms#I know I don't want to learn the motor skills required to freehand draw (because I am not excited by it)#so here we are in aseprite vacillating between yelling at my monitor and arranging squares#by the time I even get a workable file and upload it to stream elements then I have negative patience for stream elements#which I also LOATHE#sidebar there are so many programs that grid has no problems with that I Cannot Comprehend#which would be super funny if it wasn't all the programs I need to use in order to make the ONE HOBBY I HAVE any better
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One thing I hated about TotK is how ultimately nothing seemed to matter to me as the player, with major examples being with Sonia’s death, when Zelda became a dragon, and Ganondorf’s role as the big bad.
Why would I have any emotional attachment to Sonia when I’ve seen her in only a few disconnected, largely out of context cutscenes before she is suddenly killed off? I barely even get that there is an emotional connection between her and Zelda because we spend such little time with them.
And Zelda’s transformation to me seemed like such empty way to elicit an emotional response to the player, especially when it ultimately has zero consequences. I mainly say that because Link, and therefore the player, is so disconnected from these events. We are told many times that the dragon transformation is permanent and no one knows a cure to it but here comes deus ex machina Sonia and Rauru to transform her back, with absolutely no build-up, foreshadowing, or effort from Link/the player
Lastly, I think they totally fumbled the bag with Ganondorf. I was excited when the game started and he acknowledged Link and Zelda by name. I thought perhaps this would be similar to Wind Waker Ganondorf, who held grudges against the previous Link and Zelda. But this Ganondorf is a completely new character with absolutely no connection to Link! Why is it such a threat to him to hear about Link and the Master Sword when he has no idea who that is or why that’s important?? That’s so stupid
#not to mention that I think the game is filed with empty references to previous games#empty because this game is in a timeline wholly separate from any of the established ones#the narrative was so weak and could have only been improved if all the important stuff didn’t happen in the past#or if we followed a more linear story that focused on Zelda herself and not Link’s point of view of Zelda#LoZ#TotK#Personal#negativity#I’ve been meaning to voice my complaints for a while but I wish this was more articulate
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I’m realizing that with the way I interact with the real world, I could very much make the case of being an alien trying to learn about and blend in with the human race
I don’t know if that makes sense, but the way I act sometimes, you’d think I don’t know what a person is
#I’m not saying this as a negative thing#well I mean okay objectively it probably isn’t great#but this isn’t like a put myself down sort of thing#I just act strange#no wonder that one girl genuinely thought I was homeschooled#also you guys probably don’t see that much of it#because here I can act semi normally (or at least normally for tumblr)#but take me out of my element and put me in the real world?#yeah no#I don’t know what I’m doing#so I must observe#learn to blend in#hmm maybe I could make that into a narrative for Creative Writing#quite literally have my main character be an actual extraterrestrial trying to observe humans#file that idea away#real life stuff#school stuff#random stuff
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Needs to be said: Ome 100% has hate for Gortash especially after the Iron Throne situation. It might be a calm individual that rarely lets such feelings grow within it, but there is no other emotion that can explain its feelings.
#THE SCHOLAR. files#( most would not be able to tell#but despite how inexpressive mind flayers are they feel emotions very intensely#usually negative ones and this is a instance of one of those growing for ome )#( i 100% believe ome was experimented on to some degree. it was found in the tadpoling lab after all#strapped to a table#it talks about what it saw happen to others but never what happened to itself#but theres no way nothing happened to it )
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you’ll never guess what I discovered is a trigger!
#leaving video game systems in the living room.#ik I'm supposed to be saying nice things about her because I was only saying negative things for a while#wonder fuckin why not like she's told me I'm not worth the money to have a room above frostbite temperatures#and threatened to call the cops on me because I told her the reason I don't respect her is because she doesn't respect me#but anyway. she used to switch our dses off if we left the room even for two seconds#like. set it down to go pee or something#and you'd tell her not to and she'd give the sweetest smile and promise not to only to do it again later that day#anyway ik she messed up my nintendogs file doing that and at least one other game.#and this was back during the ages where games were tricky especially if you were a dyspraxic nine year old#so even without the messed up file the setback was frustrating enough#anyway even though it'd be pretty tricky to mess up my switch I still had a little panic attack in fear she'd somehow do that#lol. lmao
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