#for the same reason…overthinking

[prythianpages]

I hate being such an over thinker because anytime I write something angsty, I always worry that it sounds better in my head and is not enough angst 😩

[royalarchivist]

[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]

Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?

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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.

Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!

Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.

* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.

[corvidaedream]

working on some pieces to sell at rko con in august and while i really really loved rhps as a teen, im facing the reality that i have no idea what kinda prints/vinyl stickers are going to sell a convention for the dang thing

[scary-monsters]

i sometimes wonder if my rendering is “ruining” my sketches 🤔 i love sketching, it’s my favorite part of the art process by far, rendering has become a bit more of a chore recently but im not sure why.. i guess im not happy with my process and need to switch it up but dont know how just yet. i could just post unfinished sketches since those tend to get more love than the finished pieces anyway, but my perfectionism is like “if you do that you look lazy” and thats certainly not the case

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

questioning sexuality is so exhausting

[murkystarlight]

Mayhaps.....some Luketra content? 🥺

ooooooh of course 🤭

I have more but uh- idk. those two share a similar vibe so :)

[whatthefoucault]

I'm so torn between

a) Writing characters who are incidentally autistic, because it turns out many of my blorbos super are, but I'm not writing a Character Explains Autism Very Special Episode Story about them; and

b) Ok but they are autistic, so they're going to exhibit autistic traits and have accommodations for some of them, and given how fucking stressful the source media often is, it stands to reason they might have a meltdown or sometimes need greater accommodations and it would be nice to address that

and also between

c) Good lord these people go through the absolute gauntlet of trauma in the source material, I just want to give them soft joyful times together; and

d) Ok but they've been through traumatic shit and it's going to leave them with baggage they should at least begin to address, and that might also make them worse at things like communication and trust

Anyway, this is part of why I have like 12 WIPs at any given time and rarely post any of them

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

also wait random ass poll out of curiosity cause ive been thinking abt it lately

(to be clear im not talking about other silly nicknames like "church boy" or whatever as much as i love those lol, i'm talking strictly in the sense of shortening his original name)

[mamawasatesttube]

girl help. is there any real consensus on how to tag qprs on ao3??

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

genuinely tho WHY do i get so much fear in group chats lol!? like arguably posting things publicly are going to be seen by far more people but there's smth so scary about posting things on a group where a few people are gonna sEE the thing i post!? oh oh im gonna vom i cant deal w/ that lol

[vimesbootstheory]

have you seen Hogfather (2006)? my family watched it for christmas, and i was wondering your thoughts on it since youre a discword fan. I thought it was pretty good

ah, nice choice for christmas viewing! that's awesome. I have seen it -- at least I think I have? I remember stretches of it, but it was a really long time ago that I last watched it, so I think my opinion would be more informed by the book than the movie. I have a tough time with pratchett adaptations. It's probably the best discworld adaptation, though?

[phobiaexists]

Casually seeing cool art and reblogging it with comments but then going to see OP’s blog says minors DNI and just “oh shit oh fuck wait I’m sorry would this be probably awkward now oh”

[microwavetoaster-selfships]

All the stock images of the 10th Doctor are. Silly. Like geniune white-backdrop, doing some random pose or expression stock images. Like not "this is the picture png stock image that gets slapped on his wiki and other places" but like the if you Google "stock images of people" it's just that. Except him.

[timelycurryshipping]

Curryshipping but none of them confess because they're all stupid au /hj

[angabby-zzz]

Idk how much I'll get into kickflip but it's funny cz on one hand I'm like Yeah skz little skater boy brothers. But on the other hand they're not even that much older than me. So it feels weird when I hold those statements at the same time cz I could literally be going to school with like half the members rn. That's not little brother, that's the dude I see in the hallway on my way to english class

[grapestones]

I feel like I'm overthinking a lot of things when it's come to my levicheng fic and that's why I make no progress and stop writing it eventually. Only to come back weeks later, try again and fall into the same hole. It's especially a problem because I'm not sure how to overcome it because I do want a lot of things that aren't feasible and I guess I'm impatient since I know I have other fics with them but like. I want some changes in scenarios that are small? Small and big at the same time but in the end it wouldn't change the story that much, yet it would. You know?

For example, Jiang Cheng's age. He's younger, around 17, maybe, so he can join the Warrior program like Zeke did, except that he would end up like Grisha, about to be executed but Krueger giving him the Attack Titan.

But I also can't stop thinking about older Jiang Cheng, of how horrified he would be to see Reiner, Berthold and Annie to come to Paradis Island while they are so young. Because I think, for me, him being older, already riddled by trauma from a young age and wanting to prevent the same from happening for others is who he is.

Like this, it isn't a big change. The story would still go how it should be, but it's not the same, because Jiang Cheng himself is not the same, his reactions would be slightly changed, and that makes an impact for me. So now i wonder if I should rewrite the roughly four chapters worth of story for things like this. Because older Jiang Cheng means a bit of a different person, change I'm his background and feelings