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7....

The new guy shakes his curly hair out (the mist must have picked up outside), sets the case on the last open chair, and flips open the latches.  Kurt breathes a sigh of relief when his fiddle looks well-played, when the new guy picks up his fiddle like an old friend and clips on the chin rest and smiles.  “Hey,” he says quietly, just barely audible over the clatter of the pub.  Everyone else glances around the circle; Rachel forces a smile.  “Welcome to MacKinley’s,” she says.  “Give us a tune?”Kurt holds his breath as the new boy rosins up his bow and checks his tuning.  “I’m Blaine,” he offers.  “Calliope House?”  Rachel jerks her head into a nod and the rest of them settle their instruments, ready for Blaine to set the tempo so they can follow.When Blaine starts to play it’s all Alasdair Fraser and Hanneke Cassel and Laura Cortese-- there’s no Kevin Burke in his style to remind them all of Jesse and his quick Irish ornaments.  On the second A, Quinn is the first one to join in, then Kurt and Finn and finally the rest of them come tumbling in, Rachel coming in high and clear on the first repeat-- and it’s like something clicks in, and they go straight into Frank’s Reel without really even thinking about it.  Puck whoops at the transition, regulators humming under the melody and Finn’s bodhran keeping the beat strong and steady.  Even Rachel is almost smiling at the end of the set. 

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Each Day Brings Us New Scars Part Two

Part one can be found here

Kurt walked to the choir room, trying to ignore the bit of annoyance in him. Of course Mrs. Millar gave him a B on his assignment. She was the devil in human form. Rolling his eyes, he opened his locker, putting his book back, and right before he closed the metal door he heard something.

Something that sounded like, like a sob.

Puzzled, he closed the locker door softly, and followed that sound, before he saw a scene that would break his heart

Blaine was curled up one of the benches. His legs were near his chest, and he had his head buried in between them, sobs echoing out into the hallway

Kurt softly went to his side, and spoke quietly 

"Blaine baby, it's me Kurt."

Blaine looked up, eyes red, and hair disheveled, and immediately wrapped his arms around Kurt. 

"Please, don't let go." Blaine whispered, with cries still racking out of his body. They held there in that position before Blaine's sobs became quieter and quieter.

"Honey, what happened?" Kurt asked, trying to get Blaine's eye.

"T-they all found out." Blaine muttered, staring at his shoes.

"Who found out?" Kurt asked softly.

"The Glee Club, they-they found out, a-about this." He said pointing at the scar.

So that's what this was about. Blaine showed it to him tearfully one night, and explained it to him carefully. Kurt knew that Blaine hated other finding out about him, he'd rather just explain it on his own terms.

"It'll be ok Blaine, I promise."

"It won't though. It's all ruined. I-I worked so hard to keep this a secret, but like everything I do, it just falls apart."

Kurt hated seeing Blaine like this, so weak, because that wasn't Blaine. 

"Do you want me to tell them the situation for you?" 

"Could you?" Blaine looked up desperately.

"Of course babe." Kurt said, smiling at him, getting a small smile out of Blaine.

"I-I'm going to go home." Blaine muttered, standing up.

"Are you ok to drive?" Kurt asked.

"Yeah, I'll call you after Glee Club."

"I love you." Kurt said, wrapping him in a hug.

"Love you too."

The two shared a small kiss before Blaine, departed. Kurt walked over to the choir room door, and took a deep breath before opening it. He immediately was met with the worried, yet curious looks of New Directions. 

"Kur-" Mr. Shue started, but was cut off by Kurt.

"No Mr. Shue, I'm going to explain for Blaine, because he's not here right now."

"Where'd he go?" Brittany asked.

"Home."

"Why?" Rachel questioned.

"He couldn't handle it Rachel, and before anyone speaks again, just please let me explain." 

There was silence, before Kurt spoke again.

"Most of you guys in this choir room, you don't understand what Blaine went through before he was at Dalton. He had a fully unsupportive family, from his grandfather to his brother, he was bullied at school almost every day, where he had no one to rely on because he had no friends, and got beaten up at a school dance earlier that year. Now as that builds up on you..." 

He paused again, sniffling a little.

"Sometimes it's easier to take a kitchen knife and cut your wrist open."

Gasps were echoed in the room, with Sugar, Brittany, Santana and Tina all crying, Rachel, Santana and all the boys looking horrified, and Quinn looking a little guilty.

"His mother found him before he had time to cut his other wrist, and the paramedics came and took him. He went to Dalton a short while after, and things got better.  But it's hard to open closed wounds, especially when their forced out, so when he comes back tomorrow, please do not force questions on him. Just be gentle, because chances are he'll be a wreck tomorrow. Are we clear?"

The Glee Club just nodded, still unable to speak.

"I'm going to go now. Sorry Mr. Shue, but I'm just not in the mood to practice today."

And with that Kurt turned on his heel, and walked out of the choir room.

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Sweet Jesus Christ tapdancing on a cracker, oh my god, I'm gonna throw up. I'm literally gonna cry. I'm gonna puke all over my keyboard.

Ellie, on these shoes.

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I wrote a quick Blangst drabble.

Please excuse me if my writing isn't the best, because I wrote this is about 30 minutes, but anyways enjoy!

Blaine was uneasy about some subjects.

Some of those subjects include: Sadie Hawkins, the Michael slushy, his family, and Finn bullying him.

He just doesn’t want to talk about it.

Sometimes though, situations force you to talk about them.

It was a regular day at Glee club, with Rachel wanting all the solos, Santana and Brittany cuddling in a back corner, Kurt fingering through a Vogue magazine, Sam and Artie arguing over Star Wars. Blaine wasn’t paying attention, instead studying for his pre-calc test that was next period, until some words caught his attention.

“Ugh sometimes parents just annoy you so much!”

He perked his head up from his textbook furrowing his eyebrows at Rachel.

“What do you mean Rach?” Tina asked softly.

“My dads don’t approve of Finn and me getting married.”

Santana scoffed loudly “Well I wonder why”

“They seemed nice during dinner…” Finn trailed off.

“Yes but I heard them talking how we were getting married so young and that it’s wrong. They are so selfish!” Rachel complained.

Soon everyone broke into chatter discussing quite loudly how unfair their parents were for not getting them the latest video game, giving them an early curfew, or grounding them for not cleaning their rooms.

Kurt eyed Blaine with concern, rubbing his back gently as Blaine’s fists slowly clenched, and he stood up abruptly, his chair making a loud screech across the floor.

“Will you guys please be quiet?”

The room silenced immediately, all staring at Blaine, shocked expressions gracing their faces.

“Do you know how lucky you are to have parents who care for you? To have parents that pay attention to you and don’t ignore you all the time? To have parents that are actually there for you?”

The glee club members looked at each other uneasily.

“Do you know when my parents last said anything to me, anything at all? About two weeks ago and it was to make sure that they closed the garage door. Do you know they didn’t show up after the slushy incident, even after I got surgery? They just had their secretary sign the hospital papers. I am so sick of hearing how bad you guys have it with your parents, because you don’t ok? You don’t have to live in an empty house, or be completely ignored because of something you can’t change. You don’t get the wonderful privilege of your parents not caring about what you do.  My parents never showed up for anything when I was in the Warblers, or West Side Story or even Sectionals. So you know what? I’ll come back later when you guys have learned to grow up a little.”

Blaine put his books in his backpack quickly and stormed out of the choir room, the door slamming shut. Kurt stood up abruptly before glaring at the Glee club.

“I hope you’re happy.” He growled, and then proceeded off to follow his boyfriend.

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fornicatingdarren replied to your post: wheretheshadowslie replied to your post:...

No. Sorry I get him…it’s cannon

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Oh it’s on. I will take everyone else OUT. I not lying. I once took a boxercise class. (I was channeling my inner-Blaine). So there. *preens*

Interesting. Perhaps I'll have to start some kind of "Win Matt's Love" contest. It will involve eating chicken, boxercising, and other as yet to be determined feats of strength.

May the odds be ever in your favor!

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I peed in a urinal and it was a freeing experience.

Carey

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Time to go to dinner with a friend. :)

(he's imstillinbeta)

I'll be back later. Love you all. <3

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Me and Carey have a bra named after us:

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OH MY GOD I'M LITERALLY CRYING. WHY WOULD YOU AND OMG. DID YOU EVEN MEAN TO DO IT