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Life Is Memory Forward
David Hofstadter, in I Am a Strange Loop, asks whether a mosquito uses signs. The question struck me as absurd—not because it’s silly, but because it misunderstands something fundamental. Mosquitoes don’t need signs; they have object orientation. They are oriented toward a world built into them by nature. In a way, they are memory in motion. Life doesn’t need to “recall” in the way a human does…
#animal consciousness#big bang#DNA#existence#experimental essay#forward memory#Hofstadter#object orientation#Object-Oriented Ontology#strange loops#the big bang#time
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Splinter and Leo go to an escape room and Splinter surprises Leo by having booked a MAGIC-THEMED ESCAPE ROOM. Leo is DELIGHTED.
Leo has a blast solving all the puzzles and doing stage magic and they solve the room with a minute remaining and get to take fun selfies of WINNING
#rottmnt#rise tmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt splinter#father son bonding adventures#so help me i will create the family fun i want to see in the world#splinter's struggle and distance is so real and tangible and i am a million percent behind him working to be part of his son's lives now#feeling guilty about the past doesn't change it and it'll never change it#his sons adore him and have always adored him. time to move forward and make new memories
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at my best, I'm a sacrificial lamb at my best, I am something you could handle
#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#art#//#spoilers#image lyrics: pressed - alvvays#top left refers to anyas trouble sleeping and inability to share what shes going through with anyone. also quilt stitching. curious#nobody can hear you scream in space and all you can do when your planes going down is try to breathe#daisuke my beloved youre surrounded by people who kept letting you down. then back up as a saintlike character in death. you must be dizzy#but wait. newspaper clippings in the background theyre totalllly talking about you dude. look theres streamers and foam and everything#on heavily overexposed film all you can make out are the darkest parts . or it could become a beautiful nuanced grey. isnt that great curly#i modelled his eye here in the shape of the first photo of a black hole. why wont anyone but jimmy look him in the eyes?#hi swanseas palpable guilt. i guess if you stop biting the hook he'll get bored and finally end this game of cat and mouse#the whole piece is haunted by jimmy btw . notice how the yellow arrows zero in on the Real Problems to him#this next part i wrote after watching a video on the board game in mouthwashing because i spent a lot of time choosing editions#daisuke: toys r us edition with his piece already in the home row so winning by just 1#(the lowered expectations towards him + the safety net his family provides... which would not actually matter much after the crash...)#swansea: the royal edition#standard used on the tulpar + theres a move where you can form a blockade with 2 pieces and nothing can move forward or break it#even your other pieces (they changed this to be more lenient on everyone else after the crash i mean in the newer editions)#anya: homemade fabric board with influences from diane allison-stroud. the one i used is called the reader#(an artist who recreates boards from the 18-1900s and designs new pieces many of which are decided to memories from her childhood#she often pays homage to her mother/grandmothers textile arts)#i swear i had inspo for curly too but i cant seem to find the one with rounded edges encroaching on the middle like i drew#little distinguishing his part from the board itself (jimmy) but of course those two are Very different and itd be wrong to mix them up#how could i forget jimmys fear of -itys and stubborn menu options of leave and do nothing. finally all the stars become the tulpar logo :)
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God help 2012! Raph or MM! Raph if they ever had to deal with 2003! Leo because I’m pretty sure, out of all the Leo’s, he would be the least able to take them seriously.
Not because he doesn’t see them as capable fighters.
But because all he sees is cute, miniature versions of his hotheaded brother.
Any insults/temper flares would just be met with a little chuckle and a head pat as 2003! Leo reminisces all the times his Raph’s temper got the better of him.
Also I think 2003! Leo would appreciate having a Raph that’s smaller than him. Especially after 2003! Raph sprouted up after TMNT Fast Forward.
#picturing the Raph’s confused looks after they get a pat on the head instead of the fight/scolding they expected brings me a bit of joy#2003 Leo *looking at a pissed off 2012 Raph running head first into a fight*: oh the memories#tmnt 2012#tmnt#tmnt fast forward#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2003#2012 raph#tmnt mm#tottmnt#tmnt mutant mayhem#2003 leo#tottmnt raph#mm raph#mm tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles mutant mayhem#tmnt crossover#2003 raph#tales of the tmnt#tales of the teenage mutant ninja turtles
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Reuniting with a distorted past.
Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)

wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay
Panel 1: Was buried alive.
Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?



new friends
Comic 2: Misguided protection.

obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster
Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)
obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#obito uchiha#naruto sukea#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again#she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone#she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain#but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on#inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen#Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks#PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)
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My page for @kairizine. It was such a huge honor to be part of this wonderful book with everyone, I had so much fun!
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#kingdom hearts#kh#kh kairi#kh xion#kh namine#i don't really feel proud of my own stuff usually but#i really think this is the drawing i'm most proud of from this past year!! it made me think 'oh maybe i can draw' haha#i'm still kinda bad with colors but something clicked with this one. and i feel like i got the sentimental feeling i wanted!#ooh but this project's about flower symbolism so ramble incoming:#protea symbolizes resilience transformation and diversity; hollyhock means 'please remember me.'#so my general theme was finding a sense of self.#these 3 have struggled with finding their own identity; they tend to get left behind both in-universe and in general plotwise#and naminé and xion both resemble kairi and were overshadowed by her memory. but i feel like all 3 have transformed into their own people#xion and naminé have their faces covered partially by hollyhock to show their wish to be remembered for who they are-#instead of the parts that they share with someone else#and the protea bouquets show how they each held on and resiliently grew into their own person despite it all#i put a little swervy path on the hill behind kairi to give that hopeful sense of growth and moving forward. it's a little hard to see#hopefully that makes sense! i really love symbolism but i think in visuals so i'm really bad with words#but gosh working with everyone on this project was so fun. it was like impossible not to get swept up by the team's hype for this zine#i need to hunt down everybody's work and rb it#ohh and everybody's flowers are so crisply drawn it's insane!! i think if i lined all these flowers and leaves i'd die haha#fan art#my art#project stuff
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The Clock Store - Silly Symphony, 1937
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#giphy#gif#clock#clocks#time#coo coo clock#cartoon#animation#collection#case clock#pendulum#alarm#gna#the sound of old clock collections#memories#iwamy#daylight savings#spring forward#fall back#happy#surreal#slightly menacing#b&w#vintage#1930s#1937#silly symphony#silly symphonies#disney
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I don't know if you ever read any of the redwall series, but with how good your art style is you could do a graphic novel in that world and do it amazing justice.
I'm sure it's a great series but when I was in the target demographic age, rats were my favorite animal, and younger-me just couldn't get over that anti-rat propaganda. Older me just doesn't enjoy "sentient fantasy race is always inherently evil" as a trope.
#looking forward to the netflix adaptation tho#mostly bc i love patrick mchale's work#(no shade @ fans of the series or those with fond memories this is just my personal taste)#tbh i also just straight up have a hard time getting into high fantasy type media haha
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wednesday was the 1000th day since the fateful afternoon my roommate asked to see the space cowboy show i apparently used to talk about a lot and i wanted to do a big illustrated piece to celebrate but my job keeps me from drawing anything at all !!!!!!!
anyways i've been missing vash so so so so so bad u guys can anybody hear me it's so dark in here.
lines also cuz i really like how his hair turned out :3 reminds me of the couple shoujo manga i read as a kid teehee
#trigun#trigun anime#trigun fanart#vash#vash the stampede#this is just extra details over an old doodle i posted before i haven't had time for anything else#i'm losing my mind <3 it is all so bad you guys <3#okay but really i could NOT remember ever talking about trigun at all but i can even look back through old dms#and see how many times 2018 forward id just randomly bring it up to ppl fhdjdjjd#even with insane memory loss problems apparently trigun keeps its hold on me For Ever lol
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-Julio Cortázar, from "Bolero" (trans. John Joseph Lyons)
Loki S2 Anniversary x Episode 2 - “Breaking Brad”
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#taking a deep breath. clenching my fists. I WAS FOLLOWING YOU NO I WAS FOLLOWING YOU 🥺💖#had the most successful day in recent memory so treated myself to the official anniversary rewatch of episode two forever beloved#or episode(s) two that is 😅#and will never be over the emphasis of how their lives have reflected in such a way they can see right through each other#to the point where they're actively willing to challenge everything they know and have boxed themselves into#it's about moving forward where you used to stand still and choosing to stay when it's easier to run away!!#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs#flashing cw
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Kingdom Hearts 3 - Toy Box
#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#toy box#scenery#my gif#running around andy's room and seeing sora donald and goofy's toy themed appearance for the first time is such a vivid memory for me#they went so hard making that toy store it's soooo detailed. just imagine all of the assets needed to fill the place#box art for toys; video game cover cases; various figures/toys to put out on display for a variety of different toy departments#they could have remade al's toy barn but no they created this huge three story tall mega super store#it's every kids dream and looks too grand and amazing to be an actual existing building in the toy story canon lol#but even the plot elements of this world are so intriguing#there's the introduction of yozora; the gigas mechs; having sora thrown into a tv screen right into the verum rex game; split worlds#so much happens here and i just know it'll be fully recontextualized in future game installments#i'm really looking forward to that#but all of that aside it's really neat to be toy sized#it's all just such a fun experience. good world
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Gosh I love your baby plant au so much excitedly awaiting the next part.
Doodle ask: Binghe using his dream powers to cheer up Gongyi Xiao/ remind himself and xiao what the outside world looks like to give them both a reason to keep going (Kinda sounds more angst now that I’m writing it out then it was in my head :p)

For the XiaoBingYuan truthers o7 Thanks for the rq!! :D
[ID: A Scum Villain Doodle. Plant!Shen Yuan sits crosslegged between Luo Binghe and Gongyi Xiao. He has a bright closed eye smile as if he's chatting/laughing. On the left is LBH who is sitting on his knees and looking at SY with a smile and flushed cheeks. On the right, Gongyi Xiao is leaning against SY's shoulder with his back as he holds SY's butterfly on one of his hands, looking down at it in amazement. End ID]
#svsss#scum villain#luo binghe#shen yuan#gongyi xiao#bingyuan#xiaobingyuan#mxtx#myart#svsss au#plant baby sy au#i feel like gyx's crush on sy would only grow more and more after these dream sessions#as he only met him briefly at the iac#but now he's getting to see SY through the lenses of someone who both really loves sy and has many memories of him#so it essentially went from “gay awakening puppy crush” to loving him fr#also dont think about lbh's dreams being the only way gyx can use both of his eyes now <3#anyways i appreciate that you're looking forward to the next update!!#it makes me really happy that people like this au#life has just been so busy lately that i havent been able to sit down to plan/draw as much as i want to for it 😭
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Swanatello's memory problems hurt me way more than they should Like wtf I read CAS and LFLS I thought I was more immune to this But no tears are streaming down my face at Swanatello not fully remembering his bros aUgh
I offer you-- the first time Swanatello was able to recognize one of his brothers. And, in the same vein, the first time that Swanatello realized that something was wrong.
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#he promptly has a panic attack and leo talks him down#and then what follows i intend to make another doodle comic abt :3c#this is where swanatello begins to recognize that he is missing memories and his mind isnt working correctly#and he begins to mentally fight back#it is the beginning of a VERY non-linear timeline#as the proceeding battle will be FULL of waxing and waning#two steps forwards and one steps back#etc#swanatello#donniesona#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#tmnt 2018#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt leo#rise donnie#rise donatello#rise disaster twins#rottmnt disaster twins#i am so fucking predictable ofc its the disaster twins#in my defense leo is the only one who can portal here on his own#so#memory loss#laughing hollowly#everything i make is the same at its core#and yet you fools still allow me to continue...
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doodles and stuff. struggled with painting until i gave up
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#i GUESS? carmen and ayins face is a whole thing and stuff.#oh wait hello silly first life stuff. yeah that counts. tee hee?#angela and benjamin are technically there but theyre kinda small compaired to the rest of the drawings in inclusion so im not sure..#ill do angela since she isnt covered#angela lobcorp#carmen lobcorp#ayin lobcorp#netzach lobcorp#it mustve been so prominent. the feelings of affection. those memories of ayin smiling so gently and warmly to her. to Carmen. than angela.#for it to be the very first thing brought up. the very first thing to actually recall from the copy of Her brain. a warmth she would never#be able to see upon that face. a warmth she knows and can recall but never for Her. a man who adored carmen to have such a face shown to he#that now cannot even bare to look at what isnt her what could never be her yet depending on a creation he loathes#for its similarities. for being close to him. for not Being Carmen enough. for being a bastardization of what once was. holding#justifications and trying to convince the self in order to continue forward. its just a machine. a machine must behave as a machine#how miserable. how trapping. how stuck and desperate. ever inflicting cycle of pain. anyways PLATONIC GIOCARMEN!! 🔥🔥#i canot speak upon ayin for there isnt enough room. GIOVANNI!! wanted to draw some interactions w them.#there was a scrapped doodle of carmen talking abt pain levels for beaking bones with a smile on her face while pointing to his body#bc day 48 and decidedly factually stating things with a smile as if it wasnt even personal. even if it is distressing#women in stem 🔥 have her bring over diagrams for him to have as reference. gio helping skim and find pages for specific quotes or a section#to bookmark. just happy at her glee and determination. carmen is holding up a clipboard w a diagram from the red book by carl jung but its#really small and hard to tell what it is. tee hee. there is more rambles but nay. i shant. twas for fun in between stuff#ever constant fear of misconstrued words. prithee. accept my offerings.....#spoke abt them before. i think? so content inside her warmth and joy. alive at her pride. feeling a part of him ripped away at her listless#expression. erased vanished faded from the world back to the murky color of gray further when she left the world. its so. ahngbh.#ill make a rb after this comes out and i wake up on the side blog nieranddear of just more rambles on it all that couldnt fit here#lor spoilers#... maybe. maybe on the rambles. if i dont get embarrassed and dip out of fear. whatever. go my queued post
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Jiao is so obviously a feature of the narrative throughout 1000xRESIST.
She is part of Iris' backstory. Iris treats her like part of her backstory. As something that isn't TRULY real. The poor little girl that was in love with her. The F-O-B girl she was mean to. A skeleton in her closet. A moral lesson, maybe?
Whatever Iris is supposed to see Jiao as, we're introduced to Jiao as symbol/object more than person. Jiao's picture. Candles and incense. Past Tense. The subject of the memory. What can we learn from you, Jiao?
Later Jiao remains a symbol, a sin, a servant-caste. She is so many things. She is so rarely allowed agency. The Iris clones are seen as unique individuals. They are themselves first, clones second. The Jiao clones are Jiao first, themselves only in secret. Even their names. They're forced to fit in the symbolic framework. They're not even the REAL Jiao first, but just the backstory Jiao. They're Jiao-as-seen-through-Iris-as-seen-through-Youngest. Layers and layers removed from a real person.
Jiao only seems 'real' in the narrative in one scene. The memory of her in the hospital after the dance. She is allowed to be selfish here for her own sake, not to inform Iris' character. Jiao is allowed to beg for help, to be selfish. To beg to be allowed to live. "I… can't be a picture…like dad."
But we the player were introduced originally not to Jiao, but to Jiao's picture. She IS, literally, a picture to Iris. To the player.
Iris strips all agency from Jiao. The narrative supports this treatment. Here, at least, in the hospital, the narrative shines a light on this and explicitly condemns it also.
In the scene after the dance where Jiao is running after/away from Iris, Jiao says she tried to hard to make herself disappear, the implication being she could turn herself into whatever Iris needed
In the end I guess that's what Iris did for her. All she had to do was die first. Iris needed her to be backstory.
#1000xRESIST#Honestly this is so interesting to me#Iris has main character disease and just warps Jiao's memory to be what she needs it to be#to justify herself as she moves forward#and the narrative supports this and gameifies this#but calls itself out in the process EXPLICITLY#Jiao didn't want to be a picture#the game doesn't care
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just watched ES’s trailers, and I wanted a second opinion. Is there anything that immediately resembled Greek mythology to you in either of the videos, because to me I mostly saw biblical stuff like the multiwinged ES.
i guess it makes sense considering her design, but I feel like we got biblical allusions with SM and I’ve gotten so used to Greek-inspired ES that id be disappointed if she wasn’t, yknow?
Yes, actually! Let's pull out the title screen they revealed to show you what I mean

First thing is that little dude on the right haha. Pavlova Cookie greatly resembles Eros (most people know him by his Roman name, Cupid), son of Greek goddess Aphrodite and god of love and sexual desire. A talented archer, he would take aim at gods and men alike and shoot them down with his arrows, causing them to fall in love with who or whatever they're looking at (Aphrodite often had him do this to specific people she told him to, to suit her own goals/purposes. She's a horrifying combination of vindictive mean girl and wannabe matchmaker. Methinks Eternal Sugar employs Pavlova in a similar way)
I know the place gives "Garden of Eden" vibes, which is fair and true (but a little lame tbh). But I personally think it looks just as much like the Garden of the Hesperides, a fabled lush garden from Greek myth where trees bearing fruit that granted immortality grew (and were guarded by the Hesperides, daughters of the titan Atlas). The fruit in question are golden apples. What's that in that little snake's clutches over there, next to Eternal Sugar? A golden apple :)
It's more apparent in another picture (see attached, in the lower right corner), but: the architectural style of the place is very much Greek. The columns are ionic, which is a column design/style created by Ionian Greeks around the 6th century BC. Ionic columns are primarily characterized by the spiral scroll pattern at the top

Eternal Sugar's dress is actually quite Greek-looking. Obviously it's not 1:1, this is a cartoony video game not a historical documentary, but that style is very Greco-Roman. Look up traditional ancient Greek tunics/chitons and other attire, especially for women, and you'll see what I mean
She's actually not holding a harp. That is a lyre, a stringed instrument that's similar to a harp. The lyre is a common and beloved instrument in Ancient Greek culture and myth, most notably played by Apollo, god of the sun and music, and Hermes, god of travelers and thieves (and a lot of other things, he's a bit of a jack of all trades). The former also gifted a golden lyre to the famous Greek hero/protagonist Orpheus, who was a master musician and used that lyre to charm Hades and Persephone into agreeing to let him lead his deceased love Eurydice out of the Underworld (if you know that story, you know how it ends...)
Again, I understand that the place bears resemblance to Eden. Which it does. But aside from that, and aside from the nod to the Garden of the Hesperides, the whole thing reminds me of the island of the Lotus Eaters, a location stumbled upon by Odysseus and co. on their journey back home from the Trojan War during Homer's Odyssey. In that place are flowers that are exceptionally beautiful and even more delicious - but they're cursed. Eating them turns you into an addict almost immediately, and they rob you of your memories and will to do anything or leave the island at all. Odysseus lost a few of his men to them. I get the impression that the foods in the Sugar Paradise are like those lotuses, and Holly and co. run the risk of becoming Lotus Eaters too
To bring up the Odyssey again, Eternal Sugar herself gave me a lot of Circe + Calypso vibes in the trailer. Both are women who fell for Odysseus upon meeting him and trapped him on their islands for a time, using magic to control and manipulate him (Circe is a goddess of sorcery, Calypso is a magic-using nymph). Other people had to intervene on Odysseus's behalf to free him from their spells; otherwise, he would've stayed stuck forever. Sugar seems a bit like them; developing an attachment to Holly (both because she wants the Soul Jam back, and out of genuine sentiment. Remember that the Ancients and Beasts are canonically soulmates) and luring her into her strange, "happy" world and trying to trap her there forever
I'm a little disappointed with the nods to Christianity ngl. I love Christian/Abrahamic lore and symbolism very much, but I didn't want that for Sugar. We already had it for Shadow Milk. I wanted Sugar to be 100% Greek, but... no, I guess lol. Gotta have Eden and those little cherub looking guys and the snake with the apple. It gets boring after a while. Christianity is the most famous religion to ever exist in the history of the world, EVERYONE knows Christian iconography to some degree, why can't we have something different for once. Mystic Flour and Burning Spice were awesome in that they leaned into cultures that don't get a lot of recognition in the West (China and India), you know? Yes, Greece is "the West" as well, but idk. I'm just tired of the same Christian imagery always being used. And I say that as a Christian myself haha
⭐ I forgot to add this lol. I suppose the Christian imagery isn't entirely out of place necessarily, because Greece actually is deeply Christian and has been for an extremely long time (Greek Orthodox. Ancient Greek is actually the first language the Bible was translated into, fun fact!). But even so. I wanted Greek mythology, not Abrahamic religion lol
#anyway I hope all of that proves to be a satisfactory answer#do note that I'm not a scholar. this is all from memory and past research#there might be things i missed. i might've got something wrong. i just analyzed it to the best of my ability#I'm just a history and mythology nerd haha#hopefully we get more Greek stuff when the update actually comes out. I look forward to it#cookie run kingdom#eternal sugar cookie#hollyberry cookie#crk update#eternal sugar crk#merchant asks#pavlova cookie
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