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[sunflw3r]

sungchan as your bf / headcanons

idol!sungchan x non!idol male reader reader prns: he/him word count: 2k words fluff

sungchan as your boyfriend

content warnings: mentions of shirtless sungchan, i think that’s it but lmk</3

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a/n: so i just came back to tumblr after like a month and im getting back into writing!! i recently read the first part of @luvkyu ‘s sungchan oneshot and i fear my sungchan obsession is coming back so HERE have a fun gift

ps: in the little scenarios it fluctuates between a weird 2nd person + 3rd person limited so i hope that’s not confusing</3

✦he’s sooooo soft

✦he puts on a really tough act but whenever you come in the room…

✦there are stars in his eyes

✦he LOVES showing you affection in public

✦is not at all afraid to show his soft side when you’re around

“y/n!!” sungchan happily squealed, the sight of you making his heart run at 100 miles per hour. “hi chan.” y/n smiled softly, sungchan wrapping his arms around y/n’s shoulders, a bright and lovesick smile on his face.

“have i told you today how much i love you?” sungchan asked, y/n pondering about the inquiry. “i don’t think so.” he replied, a tiny grin appearing on his lips as sungchan left a small kiss on y/n’s nose. “i love you so much baby.” he whispered, y/n pulling his closer. “i love you too chan.”

“bleh.” seunghan said, passing the couple who were currently embracing, sungchan unraveling one of his arms from y/n’s to flip off the younger. he returned to y/n, soft laughter coming from the two’s mouths as seunghan grumbled while walking through the living room of the dorm.

✦loves kissing you

✦like if his lips are free they’re going to be somewhere on you, whether it’s your cheek or your neck

✦his favorite place to kiss though is the part right behind your ears

✦it feels super intimate for him

✦he can latch onto your body and bury his face in the crook of your neck and everything is okay

✦whenever he’s having a bad day, all of his worries fall away whenever he’s in your arms

“are you alright bubs?” y/n asked softly, sungchan wrapping his arms around m/n’s neck, placing his lips gently behind y/n’s left ear. sungchan felt y/n’s shoulder’s relax under his hands, detaching his soft lips from the delicate skin.

“better.” he whispered in reply, y/n smiling happily at the person in his arms. taking sungchan’s hands in his, y/n pressed a gentle kiss to the soft skin, sungchan’s breath slowing into a rhythmic pattern of comfort. “i’ll run you a bath and then you can tell me about your day?” y/n asked, sungchan nodding as a sigh escaped his mouth. “yes please.”

y/n’s gentle laughter filled the room as he pressed a light kiss to sungchan’s forehead, who moved his head so y/n’s lips trailed down his nose to meet his own. soft noises of sungchan’s happiness vibrated from his vocal chords and filled the room as their lips separated and touched again. y/n ruffled his hair, walking away backwards, his eyes locked with sungchan’s. “your bath wil be ready in a few minutes love.”

sungchan smiled, following after y/n with a smile on his face, his lips warm and heart fluttering with satisfaction as he saw your figure disappear into your bathroom.

✦LOVES talking about his hobbies and job with you

✦he set a new personal record while doing his work out? expect to see a very happy (and sweaty) sungchan bursting through the door of your apartment speaking a mile a minute about the accomplishment while you simultaneously try your hardest to get him to go shower

✦did he finally ace a part of the choreography for riize’s new comeback? be prepared to see a very excited (but extremely sore and tired) sungchan coming home with a bright smile on his face, proceeding to spend the next 5 hours of your evening together showing you the now cleaned two 8-counts

✦after he would proceed to fall asleep, his face pressed against the couch cushions while you just stand their like 🧍

“babe! guess what i just did!” sungchan exclaimed, bursting through the front door of y/n’s apartment, a bright smile on his face, contrasting the sweat trickling down his forehead. “what did you do?” y/n smiled, looking up from his book to lock eyes with his boyfriend.

“i just finished cleaning that really stupid part in talk saxy! i’m free now!” he cheered, y/n standing up from the couch to envelop his boyfriend in a hug, attempting to avoid the sweat clinging to his body. “congrats bubs! i’m so happy for you.” he replied, sungchan’s triceps resting under his palms. “can i show you?” sungchan asked, y/n nodding happily. sungchan sprinted to move the table from the center of the living room, y/n sitting back down in his seat on the couch.

safe to say he spent the rest of the night showing you the same moves, only falling asleep curled up on the couch once y/n left to get a glass of water.

“let’s go to bed channie, you’re really tired.” y/n whispered, putting his arms around his boyfriend’s waist. “no, i gotta show you it one more time! i reallyyyyyy got it.” he slurred, his head falling into y/n’s chest, soft breaths coming from his mouth.

“silly,” y/n muttered softly, struggling to get sungchan’s long limbs contained in his arms to take him to his bedroom, a bright, sleepy smile on sungchan’s face as y/n held him. “mmh, i love you.” sungchan mumbled, y/n pressing a soft kiss to his forehead. “i love you too. but can you wake up enough so you can walk to the bedroom because i will die trying to carry you.”

sungchan chuckled softly, his half asleep voice music to y/n’s ears. “okay.” he groaned, pulling himself up before falling in y/n’s arms, feet shuffling along the floor with his partner until they made it to the bedroom, moving his hands along to the rhythm of talk saxy. “boom, did it again. babe, you’re so lucky to have such a talented boyfriend.”

y/n smiled, patting sungchan’s half asleep cheek as he laid the tall man across the comforter. “so lucky my love. now sleep.” “mmh, i love you.” sungchan replied, falling into slumber as y/n smiled at his hyper boyfriend.

✦he’s very open with his group about you!

✦like someone will say something and sungchan will suddenly just say “oh wait y/n did this cute thing” or “that reminds me, me and y/n-“ and the rest of riize just stare at him

✦on the other hand, you’re very open about your relationship with sungchan to your friends

✦it was one of sungchan’s priorities when you started dating that if you wanted to be able to gush about him you could<3 it means the most to him that you can express your happiness even if he is a public figure

✦he never wants you to feel like his little secret! you mean the world to him and while he might not be telling the fans for your safety (the world is still too homophobic), he still makes sure you’re satisfied and heard in your relationship and he isn’t ignoring how you feel

✦if the fans ever did find out, whether it was by accident or on purpose, sungchan’s main priority would be you

✦fans start following you? he tells them off and stays by your side until they stop

✦if you ever feel upset about what they say, sungchan will take the time to comfort you, helping you in self care for the next few days until the comments stopped living in your mind

the group was taking a break after the hours of practice, shotaro talking about the hellish time he had trying to buy grocerys that week. sungchan drank happily from his boba (courtesy of y/n) before a thought returned to his mind about his recent date with his boyfriend.

“oh my god! when me and y/n went to the grocery store this week it took us like half an hour to check out! he was literally dying waiting in line at checkout for it to be our turn.” sungchan giggled softly, thinking off his boyfriend’s face while the other 6 stared at him blankly, sohee sighing. “that had nothing to do with the conversation but thanks for the information!” shotaro exclaimed, sungchan snapping out of his daze to stick his tongue out at his friend, the thought of you still on his mind.

✦’i love you’s are very much an every single second of every single day thing for sungchan

✦he never worries about it losing it’s effect on you

✦if he loves you, you deserve to know it every minute you’re together!

✦it’s one of his core beliefs in your relationship and he sticks by it

✦whenever he has to leave for work before you wake up, he makes sure (or so you’ve heard) to press a soft kiss to your head before whispering how much he loves you and leaving the house

✦if he’s really rushing, he’ll leave a note on the nightstand for you to find when you wake up<33

channie<3

i love you<33

chan :(( i love you too!

okay bye bye i rllyyygotta go now but i justwanted to let you know :)

:((( CUTIEST

haha ty! :(

✦he loves taking you on dates!

✦whether it’s a day at the beach or running a quick errand to the grocery store that ends in a picnic, he loves to spend time with you

✦his favorite type of date to have with you though are the cozy rest days you’ll have together in the country side on his days off

✦spending all day latched at the hip as you relax in the sun, running into the cold ocean in your underwear, and taking late nights all to yourselves is sungchan’s favorite way to unwind

✦one of his secret dreams for when you’re older is to buy a house out in the countryside with you and build your family together!

✦he wants nothing more than to love you for the rest of your lives and it’s the sweetest thing ever!!

“y/n, watch this!” sungchan said, y/n looking up from his sand castle to see sungchan jump into the air, making a heart above his head before he fell into the waves. laughter escaped from y/n’s mouth as he saw sungchan emerge from the ocean, a disgusted look on his face as he coughed heavily, scrunching up his nose before covering the skin with his right palm.

“ah i got saltwater up my nose.” he complained, y/n staring at his tan chest gleaming in the sunlight, his swim trunk hanging lowly to wear the dips of sungchan’s hips peeked above the fabric. “chan!” y/n called, sungchan meeting y/n’s eyes with a newfound smile. “hmm?” he replied, y/n giving him a heart with his hands in return. sungchan stumbled backwards holding his hands over his heart, falling back into the water.

“ack, my boyfriend is so adorable!” he cried, y/n laughing as sungchan was hit with a wave, causing his feet to kick up as he tried to stand. “help me y/n!” he asked, y/n running into the surf, only for him to fall down when he and sungchan collided over the sand bar.

“you were supposed to help me.” sungchan pouted, y/n pecking his salty lips. “oops.” he giggled, sungchan wrapping his arms around y/n’s waist, moving his head to bite his boyfriend’s cheek. “ahh!” y/n cried, sungchan pulling them out of the cold water and into the warm sun, his boyfriend’s bright smile making his heart flutter.

✦in conclusion, one of sungchan’s most important thing in his personal life is you<3

✦he wants no one but you as his boyfriend, and would do anything to make sure you’re happy and satisfied with your relationship together

✦he’s so smitten for you and he wants the world to know! like yes, you are the light of his life! and you’re going to hear about it!

✦and at the end of the day, he knows you’re always there for him when he needs it

✦he’s so so so happy you found each other and is grateful everyday for your love<3

✦no one will EVER compare to you and he hopes you know that!

✦he’ll make sure you stay together forever at each other’s sides, living your life with eternal happiness and joy

there’s SO much more i could put in here but i’m stopping for my mental stability

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back hugs

non!idol wonwoo x male reader reader prns: he/him word count: 992 non!idol au fluff

wonwoo always brings comfort

content warnings: suggestive implications

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a/n: wait this was so cute hold on posting this one day early bc im busy tmrw!

happy 9th anniversary svt!

the bed was cold.

golden light flowed through the windows of the couple’s bedroom, dirty laundry strewn across the hardwood floor. was it a lack of cleanliness or a rush of desire and endorphins flowing through the couple when they arrived home that caused the floor to lay there still?

the bedspread on the couple’s bed was bunched by the bottom of the mattress, the occupants exposed left leg peeking out of the white sheets. soft groans erupted from his mouth as he opened his eyes, the morning world bright with color.

holding onto the pillow, y/n awoke shivering. why was he alone? “wonwoo…?” he asked, morning voice clinging to the low notes of the word. "where are you...?" y/n groaned, flipping over onto his stomach, exposed forearms catching the cold air radiating from the ac. "ah." he exclaimed, his voice laced with a lack of enthusiasm.

grabbing the edge of the soft sheet tangled in his legs, y/n pulled on the fabric, trying to cover his legs. "i'm still cold." he pouted, flopping over again, hitting the ground by the bed with a soft thud. "ow." his half awake mind was now alert, y/n rubbing his side with his left hand. the fabric of his oversized shirt rested at the top of his thighs, scrunching up to expose his stomach to the cold of his house.

moving his hand away from his torso, y/n reached for a hoodie scrunched up on the floor. he couldn't tell whose it was. was it his own? the scent of wonwoo's cologne filled y/n's nose as he brought the gray zip-up closer to his body, his heart fluttering with the rush of endorphins.

wonwoo was somehow everything wrapped into one person.

he was kind, open-minded. his presence inside the apartment was quiet: reading books on his side of the couch in his blanket, the couple's black cat curling up on his lap, cooking meals for dinner, and most off all pampering his partner. wonwoo was multifaceted, always there but always enough. and sure, he had a gorgeous face and more than average physique, but his mind was so complex, and as y/n grew older he grew to appreciate wonwoo's silent thoughts and moments more and more.

pulling himself out of his enamored thoughts, y/n found the strength deep within his drained and sore body to get off of the hardwood floor, standing on his own two feet. the world slightly span as he unzipped the jacket, putting over his shoulders, taking in the familiarity of wonwoo’s being.

the door of his bedroom veered open as he pushed against it, the light from the rest of the apartment rousing his eyes from their state of equilibrium. he brought his hand to cover his eyes from the sunlight, catching the motion of something by the window.

wonwoo.

a bright smile appeared on his face, moving quicker to sneak up on the distracted man. wonwoo pulled on the drawstring off the couple’s cheap curtains, y/n standing right behind him, reaching out his arms to wrap them around wonwoo’s waist.

“did i scare you?”

wonwoo’s soft chuckle fluttered through the air of the living room, y/n’s heart taking a deep breath at the noise. “good morning y/n.” wonwoo replied, y/n pressing his face into the space between wonwoo’s shoulder blades.

he had on a pretty black tank top. y/n couldn’t remember where wonwoo had gotten the item; the black lace with flower prints different from his style. “is this new?” y/n asked, his mind falling back asleep against wonwoo’s warm torso. “mmh, i found it while i was out with mingyu last week. it’s pretty, right?”

there was a part of his voice that was searching for validation. you wouldn’t notice it usually, but with the amount of time the two spent together, y/n could pick it up easily. “mmh you look so pretty.” y/n could feel wonwoo’s shoulders go up, him letting them down with a deep breath.

“why are you up so early?” he asked, wonwoo turning around to walk towards the couch, y/n nodding off as his boyfriend softly talked. “um i went on a run. and then i read and fed daisy.”

at the mention of her name, the tuxedo cat ran through the living room, brushing up to the couple’s legs. “hi daisy.” wonwoo whispered, leaning down to pet the cats head. y/n in turn ended up clinging to wonwoo’s back.

his eyes lulled back to a sleep like state, wonwoo standing back up. “y/n, are you awake?” wonwoo asked, his boyfriend softly snoring against wonwoo’s warm shoulder. his soft chuckles vibrated against y/n’s chest, taking the two back to the couch.

the cushions were filled with pillows and blankets, wonwoo knocking a few off before unraveling y/n’s hands and laying him on the couch. “ugh, wonwoo.” y/n whined, his once awake mind now falling back into dreamland. “i’m here.” he said, interlacing their fingers.

he leaned closer to m/n, pressing a soft kiss to his chapped lips. finding the clarity to wrap his arms around wonwoo’s neck, keeping their mouths locked together with the frame of wonwoo’s glasses knocking against the bridge of y/n’s nose. patting y/n’s right shoulder, wonwoo disconnected their lips gently, a soft smile on his face. “mmh, too early. good morning.”

a small pout appeared on y/n’s face. “good morning wonwoo.” wonwoo nodded, resting his head on y/n’s neck. the thought of wonwoo’s small smile, his face scrunched up at the edges of skin, made y/n’s heart flutter. he caressed the skin of his shoulders, wonwoo pressing kisses to his neck. y/n smiled happily, his heart fluttering at his beautiful boyfriend.

wonwoo always gave the best back hugs, and y/n couldn’t ask for a better way to wake up.

happy 9th anniversary to svt!!

[sunflw3r]

sweaters & jo malone

non!idol ricky x non!idol male reader reader prns: he/him word count: 775 college!au fluff

ricky’s sweaters always smell like home

content warnings: mentions of making out (sfw), ricky pulling off readers sweater

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a/n: wait this was so cute hold on

happy birthday ricky<3

ricky’s sweaters always smelled like ‘wild bluebell’ jo malone. ricky didn’t even wear the perfume himself, but whenever y/n would pull one of his soft wool sweaters over his head, the scent calmed him. small, dainty flowers laying in his hair, ricky’s charismatic presence a stark contrast to his gentle nature.

it was the simple things in life. the things that kept y/n grounded were the smallest ones, them somehow the most important.

"flower, here." ricky smiled, passing a cream cashmere sweater to y/n, the soft fabric gentle against the skin of y/n's hands. "thank you." y/n mumbled, his arms pulling the soft fabric over his tank top, calming the shivering of his shoulders. his skin, littered with goosebumps and soft purple marks, now hidden under another token of his partner's appreciation.

"thank you ricky." y/n whispered, the open textbook holding up his wrists also hiding his phone from the librarians gaze. "any time." he replied, his gold necklace laying over his collarbone, black long sleeve hugging his arms.

there was something enchanting about the way ricky's black glasses laid on his nose, his loop earrings slowly swaying with each soft breath. the way the bridge of his nose caught the LED light bulbs glow, the golden glimmer illuminating his gentle features. his lips were a perfect shade of rose pink, y/n still not knowing if it was natural or a mild lip tint he bought.

there was nothing more than y/n wanted at all times of day than to kiss those lips.

"flower, you're staring." ricky whispered, the librarian walking around to make sure the students were actually studying. his dimples peeked on his skin, his teeth gleaming in the break of his lips. y/n snapped out of his enamored viewing of his boyfriend, rubbing the nape of his neck with his knuckles. "you're just really pretty."

ricky's smile only grew, a soft pink filling out his cheeks that matched the shade of his lips, confirming y/n's suspicion the pink color was natural. "thank you." a sudden rush of a strong emotion zipped up his spine, y/n confused if it was confidence or rash infatuation. his mind was turning off, his body leaning closer into ricky's face, his fingers wrapping around ricky's blond hair.

"i think i want to kiss you."

a net of butterflies was unleashed in y/n's stomach as ricky's head tilted to his right, eyes slowly blinking like a cat taking in it's environment. "what's come over you flower?" he questioned, the smooth tone of his voice making the swarm of butterflies even more intense, their wings flapping against the walls of his stomach.

was ricky making him insane?

y/n shakily breathed out, trying to find fluttering words to articulate. “i’m not sure.” he spoke, ricky taking y/n’s hand that laid in his hair in his own. “then why don’t we fix it, hmm?”

y/n couldn’t decide if he wanted to throw up or make out with his boyfriend right then and there.

ricky laughed softly, the notes a melody that made y/n’s heart swell as ricky took them away. finding their favorite hidden corner in the back of the library, the couple now sat among dusty books, y/n’s face inching closer to ricky’s.

the scent of ricky’s perfume became the only thing y/n could process. “bluebell?” he muttered softly, ricky running his fingers along his boyfriend’s cheek. “your favorite.” ricky whispered, his eyes glowing as he gazed into y/n’s, the mole under his eye a place y/n wished to softly peck.

y/n’s eyes crossed as ricky got closer, his sharp nose knocking into his own. slowly, y/n moved to press their lips together, ricky pulling himself closer by lacing his fingers together at the base of y/n’s back. the cashmere sweater lifted up from it’s resting spot, the warmth replaced with ricky’s presence.

ricky always felt like home.

from his perfume that filled his nose when he and ricky were laced together to his soft lips that locked against his, ricky was home. when ricky couldn’t be there, his soft sweaters brightened y/n’s day, smelling like little blue flowers that made y/n smile.

”i love you.” y/n spoke, dragging his lips away to press a kiss to ricky’s mole, ricky’s lips meeting y/n’s throat. “i love you too.” ricky replied, moving his hands up the sweater to meet y/n’s shoulders.

and somehow he lost the sweater, the warmth staying as ricky grasped at his torso, the scent of bluebells floating around them.

RAH HAPPY RICKY DAY & 520 DAY!!

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silly boy (/pos)

matthew x added!zb1!member male reader reader prns: he/him word count: 1062 fluff

special edition: born on this day rizz

content warnings: cringe matt (this oneshot will be cringe in like 4 months)

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a/n: rahh my silly boy :((( i love matt sm!! he was my third pic on bp and he's the loml (trust)

happy birthday matthew<3

holding onto a balloon in the shape of a 2, y/n covered his head as matthew smiled happily, bopping his head with the second two. “what are you doing matt?” y/n asked, matthew scooting closer with his silver balloon. “don’t question it man.”

continuing to bop his boyfriend on the head, matthew’s teeth peeked out from his lips. tsking his tongue, y/n looked up at matthew’s face. he could look at him forever.

the new couple didn’t really act romantic. they mostly stayed in section of best friends (who kissed sometimes). but matthew caused butterflies to swarm in y/n’s stomach. his smile that shined brighter than the sun, gentle skin that brushed against his own in away that made him feel like a god.

“popipopipopopipo-“ matthew trailed off, moving his face back and forth from y/n’s, trying to get his attention. a small grin appeared upon y/n’s lips, moving forward towars his boyfriend to press a kiss to matthew’s nose. “i thought we got over this trend a few months ago.”

matthew’s face fell, him exaggerating his bottom lip, dropping the balloon in his hands. “so you hate me and want me to disappear.” he stated, y/n moving his head closer to matthew’s. “don’t say that.”

the room fell silent, the couple that sat on the carpeted floor staring into each other’s eyes. matthew’s laughter broke the silence, stars filling his pupils as he picked up his balloon with a bright smile. “come here!” he said, crawling onto y/n’s lap, starting to fight with the balloons.

a swell the size of the universe full of dopamine rushed through his stomach, the presence of matthew making y/n’s legs fall asleep from the giddiness in his stomach.

grabbing onto matthew’s chin, y/n pressed their lips together, matthew freezing at the unexpected sensation. was it strange to him? to act romantic?

to y/n’s relief, matthew relaxed in his touch. the excited and jumpy matthew turned calm and satisfied, kissing back with a smile teasing on his mouth. pulling away, matthew’s eyes crinkled up, hiding his face behind his hands. “don’t look at me i’m shy.”

y/n laughed at the silly action, putting his hand on matthew’s thigh. “okay matt, whatever you say.”

“everyone pay attention!” hanbin said, trying to get the group that currently was causing a cacophony to calm down. matthew’s loud laughter continued to ring against the wooden dance room walls, taerae staring at him with disgust in his eyes.

“what the fuck.” he muttered, matthew pursing his lips. “you don’t have to be a hater taerae…” his voice trailed off, y/n ripping away from his conversation with a half asleep yujin to join matthew.

what should he do? hug him? sit by him? most of the members didn’t know about them. gyuvin did, only because he forced y/n to tell him the second they got together. and he was 99% sure hanbin had figured it out at some point in time, due to the looks and happy smiled he gave to the couple when they sat together.

getting over his thought train, y/n sat to join matthew and taerae, his mind trying to catch up with whatever they chatted about. did taerae just say he would be a parrot in another life?

“oh my god, y/n look at the mirror.” matthew said, y/n giving him a side-eye before checking the mirror. “there’s nothing there matt-“ his voice was cut off as he felt matthew’s hand wrap around his chin, pulling his boyfriend’s chin to face him.

his bottom pink lip soon got bit, matthew winking at y/n. “you just got rizzed up.” y/n stayed still, blinking slowly as he stared at matthew with a blank expression. matthew proceeded to bite his lip, pushing his hair back. “by the rizzler.” silence. “did i make you blush?” there continued to be silence.

hanbin coughed loudly, y/n happily standing up, matthew frowning. “hey, you didn’t answer me y/n!” he yelled, y/n turning around. “sure. you rizzed me up.” pumping his fist in the air, matthew stood up, doing a little dance in victory. “oh yeah, oh yeah.” he whispered in english, y/n putting his head in his palm, hanbin tapping his foot.

“someone take out my eyes.” y/n muttered, ricky chuckling softly. “mine too.”

putting the last candle in the cake, y/n smiled softly as he saw the orange and white cake lit in warm light, small foxes and oranges adorning the top. will he like it? shaking his head, y/n picked up the plate, walking through the quiet dorm back to his bedroom. he hoped the rest of the group was asleep.

opening his bedroom door, he saw matthew tucked under the covers. the light of his phone illuminating his face as he laughed at his own voice coming from the speaker, y/n assuming it was his birthday tiktok. “matt, look up.”

looking up at his partner’s request, he broke into a soft smile from the glowing candles. “y/n…” his voice trailed off, the skin around his eyes crinkling as his eyes started to twinkle. “do you like it?” y/n asked, holding his breath as he walked to sit by matthew. “i do.”

the two stared at each other, matthew looking down back at the cake. “do i make a wish?” he asked, y/n nodding. clasping his hands together, matthew closed his eyes as he thought of whatever he so wanted.

opening his eyes one more, matthew took a deep breath before blowing out the candles placed on the top. the room darkened, the only thing giving y/n a sense of calm was the soft breathing coming from matthew’s nose.

“thank you y/n.” he smiled, y/n leaning forward to press a soft kiss to matthew’s lips. “you’re welcome.” y/n responded, matthew’s giggles sounding in the empty dorm, a soft blush covering his face. “you got me blushinggg y/n.” he laughed. y/n rolled his eyes, trying to hide his bright smile.

“you silly boy.” he said, pinching matthew’s cheek. “hey!” matthew pouted, y/n smiling. “it’s a positive love, don’t worry.” the world became silent, letting the couple take in their presence of each other.

“my gorgeous silly boy.”

happy matthew day!!

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[sunflw3r]

cat dad

yangyang x non!idol male reader reader prns: he/him word count: 7:30 fluff

coco stole y/n’s attention

content warnings: n/a content overview: use of petnames (babe, baby)

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a/n: i <3 coco and his dad !

“coco, sit still.”

the darkness of the studio made the now purple leds y/n had hung up pop against yangyang’s face of neutral annoyance, the fluffy white cat wiggling on his lap. low notes of yangyang’s r&b playlist sounded through the room and bounced off the walls, failing to confirm his claim that “it makes him work better!”

“coco! please!” he begged, the cat letting out a soft whine as he stretched. coco wanted nothing more than yang’s attention, why wasn’t he dropping everything to give it to him?

“coco, look here!”

y/n’s voice contrasted to the rain dripping down the sides of the windows, barely seen from the half closed curtains. the white cat stuck his head up as y/n inched closer, hands extended out.

his fur was softer than y/n could conceptualize, like an angel had passed down it's hairs to him. soft mewls left coco's mouth as y/n caressed the top of his head, a soft smile breaking out on y/n's face. the sound of coco's content purrs filled the studio, y/n leaning closer to coco to press a soft kiss to the side of his face.

"mmh, such a good cat."

the soft praises came from his mouth, calming coco even more as he sunk into yangyang's lap. "thanks babe." yangyang replied, looking over to give y/n a small smile. "you're welcome." y/n replied, yangyang keeping their eyes locked.

the distance between the two closed, yangyang’s eyes and intentions set on his boyfriend’s lips. “oh wait, i have treats!” y/n spoke, rolling his chair away before yangyang’s forehead could touch his own.

“jeez,” yangyang mumbled, going back to his work as coco jumped off his lap to follow y/n. “wow, thanks coco.” he spoke as the cat was entranced by y/n’s calling and the small treat in his hands.

“loves the cat more than me.”

yangyang didn’t expect that sentence to come from his mouth, his eyes betraying his mind to look at his boyfriend and cat. im jealous of a cat. that’s so pathetic.

looking up from feeding coco, y/n caught the edges of yangyang’s gaze, frowning as he quickly looked away. “coco, i think your dad’s sulky.” y/n spoke, pulling coco into his arms. “i gotta go.” pressing a kiss to the cats head, y/n left his chair and walked over to his boyfriend.

y/n’s hands trailed down yangyang’s shoulders and onto his chest, y/n rubbing the area gently. “why are you upset yang?” he asked, leaning down to whisper in his boyfriend’s ear.

“you care about coco more than me!” he whined, his lip jutting out as he stared at y/n. “you gave him a kiss but not me! why does coco get more kisses than me?”

y/n’s laughter filled through the room, yangyang frowning. “don’t laugh at me.” he continued, holding onto his boyfriend’s arm. “i’m not, you’re just so cute.” y/n replied, pressing a soft kiss to his lips.

yang’s shoulders stiffened at the connection, y/n pulling away quicker than he wanted him to. “just have to ask baby.” y/n teased, yangyang’s ears turning a soft shade of pink in the purple light.

their lips magnetized once more, yangyang’s stomach fluttering as y/n readjusted his hands on yangyang’s chest, the touch like a drop of hot water evaporating on his chest.

the edges of their lips overlapped, the area around yangyang’s mouth getting covered with what was remaining of y/n’s chapstick. pulling his lips away, yangyang pouted as y/n turned his head.

“coco look away, i gotta pay attention to your dad!”

gently hitting y/n’s shoulder, yangyang pressed a kiss to the underside of y/n’s jaw. “you’ve ruined the moment.” he replied to y/n’s discussion with the cat.

y/n scoffed, the purple light hitting off his eyes. “hey!” getting up from his seat, yangyang pressed a kiss to y/n’s lips. “not entirely your fault! i have to go feed coco dinner. father duties.”

yangyang left his boyfriend, picking up his cat and exiting the studio. plopping down in yangyang’s chair, legs spread out as he looked at the ceiling.

“the cat dad got me. i got played by a cat dad.”

yangyang was lucky both him and coco were cute.

[sunflw3r]

melting point

zhanghao x male reader reader prns: he/him word count: 1554 fluff, college!au, non!idol au

deep inside he knew, he just hadn’t reached the melting point

content warnings: cursing, mentions of violence (as an expression), mention of throwing a fit content overview: a little top!reader

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a/n: happy (late) bday to the loml hao!! vry real time but summer work has been kicking me in the face and my wrists are acting up again! rlly wanted this to be out on his bday but it didn’t end up like that :( tysm for understanding <3

"come on hao, i'll freeze my ass off if you don't hurry to get out of the damn car."

looking out from the frosted passenger side window, hao waved his hand at y/n's mumbled request. a loud groan sounded through the air at hao's action. "zhang fucking hao if you don’t get your ass out of that seat i will come drag you out myself.

the words didn’t really scare him. y/n always gave him baseless threats. “okay okay.” he mouthed, grabbing his chapstick. he pulled down the mirror from the shade, applying the balm on his chapped lips.

opening the door, hao’s voiced turned into a high pitched whine almost immediately. “it’s so cold~!” laughing softly, y/n walked forward to his friend. “maybe if you wore your jacket properly you would be warm.”

taking the zipper in his cold hands, y/n slowly inched it up the fabric until it reached the end of the track. moving his hands up, he clutched the edges of hao’s hood, pulling it over his head. “better now?”

it was warmer. hao’s face was warmer as y/n slowly pulled away. it was his jacket. the jacket made warmth rise from the bottom of his toes to the middle of his stomach to wrap around his heart.

“thanks.” he replied, y/n patting his head. “now let’s go. i will lose it if i stand here longer.” y/n spoke, turning around to walk through the gate. hao trailed behind, his sneakers getting covered in the powdery white snow that had fallen early that day.

the festival hadn’t been up for long. endless groups of students pooled around the statues of ice, lights hanging over their heads. “woah.” the exclamation left hao’s mouth quietly, y/n standing further away from the crowd to admire the craftsmanship.

“these are gorgeous.” y/n's gasp came out in a white puff of condesation as his eyes reflected the ice's shape. the tall statues were delicately stacked on top of each other in the shape of falling snowflakes. blue lights shined through the base, refracting through the edges to make a gentle glow light the air. "how did the art students do this...?" he muttered, hao closing the distance between them.

he itched to do something, stay closer to y/n. the outside was cold, and his chest was heaving like it ached for something. his fingers tingled, the sensation traveling up his elbow. his mind flickered, hand moving before his eyes and sensibility could stop it. hao lost control.

y/n's palm met his, the warmth over every finger he touched flowing through his wrist to the center of his heart in a blink of an eye. "oh?" shock grew on the man's face, hao's soul ringing the alarm. he had messed up. "this is new for you, hao." hao's mouth loosened, jaw dropping down. a soft laugh escaped from y/n's lips, the sound making hao lift onto the balls of his feet.

gently squeezing hao's warm hand, looked into his friend's eyes. "i like this. don't let go, okay?" finding the focus to break out of the panic induced haze he set himself in, hao nodded slowly. euphoria laced every cell in his body like a monster taking his body hostage. moving from their stopped point, the two followed the blue and white flags that lined the path.

conversation had been replaced with the sound of snow crunching under sneakers and soft winter-themed music playing from speakers hidden among the foliage. statues of ice stood tall like trees, blue ribbons tied in molded hair and clothes fluttering in the wind.

the path forked, y/n looking over and into hao’s eyes. “which way should we go?” breaking away from y/n’s gaze, hao turned to the signs, the words processing in his head.

left->ice skating rink right->mistletoe forest

the first word on the sign pointing right was scratched out from what hao thought was the weather, the curiosity blowing away as he turned back towards y/n's gentle stare. "let's go right." the words slipped from hao's lips, y/n taking a deep breath in before looking towards the right.

as the two turned their legs, a single snowflake fell in front of hao's eyes, his grip on y/n's hand loosening as he stopped abruptly. "it's snowing." prompted at the stop and softly spoken sentence, y/n pivoted to face hao once more. the solo snowflake was followed by a flurry of snow falling from the sky.

laughter was the thing that disrupted the peaceful snowfall.

soft laughter escaped from y/n's lips as the snow fell around them, catching on the curves of their faces and sneaking into the creases of their jackets. "it is snowing." hao's stomach fluttered at y/n's realization, his giddy smile as he brought his hand up to cup the falling powder before it melted, making electricity crawl up his skin.

he was... gorgeous.

y/n's pink cheeks made his mind feel weird. a fuzzy haze spread over his mind as he tried to piece together his thoughts. words bubbled in his voice box as he tried to speak up for the smaller part going crazy inside himself, but there were cut off.

"you have a snowflake on your nose." y/n spoke, his voice no less clear than usual, but the words felt like a slow mud that forms on a lonely february day when they hit hao's ears. gently, y/n place his ungloved hands on hao's face, acting like he was a delicate object of y/n's admiration. he pushed the snowflake off, thumb lingering on the skin for no more than a second too long.

that second made hao's skin bowl. that second had his body craving for something he couldn't quite conceptualize, just more. hao wanted more than whatever was happening in the moment.

"mmh, let's go now."

hao let out a cough, the dry and cool air making his throat feel funny. clasping onto y/n's hand, the two continued on the path they wished to take, the open, snow filled plaza left behind them as trees filled their vision. "it's a forest." y/n said, his happiness falling off his face as he realized what it was.

"it was mystery forest or an ice skating rink. i thought mystery forest was the better option." hao chuckled, y/n's face returning to a soft smile as he heard hao's exclamation. the path faded, tall pines over their heads as snow fell. "i think i see a bench up there." y/n said, taking the second they had paused to go on the balls of his feet to look between trees and further up the hill. "let's go!" hao said, swinging his hands and jerking them forward.

for what had felt like the hundredth time for that afternoon they had laughed. as the two ran up the hill, less like college students, the air teasing their 'best friend' status in front of their faces much to hao's confusion. the run was short, leaving hao both breathless and puzzled.

y/n disconnected their hands before he sat on the bench, hao's heart dropping at the lack of connection. "come sit hao." he moved slowly, his mind still picking up pieces of his hearts confusing puzzle. tilting his head, y/n smiled softly as he looked over at hao's pout forming on his lips. "awww, are you upset i dropped your hand? if you come over here i can hold your hand again." the teasing knocked his haze away, hao confidently walking over and sitting next to y/n.

he was jittery. hao never felt jittery. but in the moment y/n wrapped his arm around him and pulled him closer on the metal bench, hao was jittery and for once in his life he didn't know why. "i like... when you're close like this." y/n spoke.

there was a tremor in his voice.

y/n had a tremor in his voice, and hao didn't know why. he was jittery and he didn't know why. something was wrong in the cosmic universe, and like the things that had come before it, hao didn't know what was wrong.

"can i tell you something?"

hao met y/n's gaze, his heart falling into a deeply mixed pit of confusion and fear as he gazed into his best friend's eyes. "sure. you can tell me anything." the words were caught in his throat, held on by a jumbled net of his thoughts.

"i think i like you."

y/n broke away his eyes from hao's, embarrassed at his statement. "no- wait- fuck that's not right. i like you. i like you so much. i like you so much it pains me to be just your friend." hao's heart lifted.

why was his heart lifting?

a soft laugh escaped from y/n's lips, eyes laced with gem-like tears. "i don't expect you to like me back. i don't even know if my heart fully wants you to know. but i'm sick of staying where i am." turning his head to look into hao's eyes, y/n took one finally breath.

"but i like you zhang hao. i like you more than the sun likes the day. i like you more than the snow loves you fall from the sky. i like you more than how pretty you are, and you’re really pretty.”

hao didn’t know what to respond with. so that’s what this emotion is. like. shaking his head, hao tried to rearrange his thoughts. no, love maybe. y/n sat, his eyes gleaming with fear. “i think i like you too.”

the words escaped from his lips before hao could process the feeling for himself. “i like you. i like you too.” hao’s words sped up as he grew the courage to look into y/n’s eyes, one of the gentle tears rolling down his face.

“kiss me.”

it was all too fast. hao’s mind was short circuiting, and it still was as he pressed his lips to y/n’s.

but somehow it was right.

it was right as he proceeded to lock his lips against y/n’s, y/n’s hand traveling from his lap to the back of his head. hao’s stomach unleased a fluttering flurry of butterflies, hitting the sides of his stomach at every single touch of y/n’s finger pads on his skin.

he never wanted to come up for air. the thought of removing his lips from y/n’s made him want to scream, cry, and through a fit like a toddler. hao’s thigh moved up while their lips connected and reconnected, y/n putting his hand under the back, gently rubbing the fabric on his legs.

as y/n pulled away, hao couldn’t help but feel disappointed. “why’d you pull away?” the words slipped out with a pout, y/n smiling happily as he pulled the man into his lap. “i need to breath! and now you’re not going to!”

ending the conversation, y/n started to tickle hao. bursting out into giggles, hao wrapped his arms around y/n’s neck. “ah! don’t do this!” his mind buzzed, serotonin clicking into it’s place. “too bad!” y/n responded, pressing a kiss to only skin exposed on hao’s neck.

the part of his heart craving for more was satisfied. it had finally reached it’s goal, it’s ending. he had gotten a taste of the more he wanted, and now he didn’t want to let go.

he always knew it inside, he just needed to reach the melting point.

tags: @luvkyu

[sunflw3r]

school boy (댕댕이)

younghoon x male reader reader prns: he/him word count: 1546 fluff, non!idol au, highschool au

younghoon was difficult to ignore

content warnings: mention of throwing up, content overview: petnames, rushed plot

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a/n: i love younghoon sm i think it’s a disease! sorry for the rlly late upload 🤕 school just started and im losing the battle against the demons. happy late younghoon day!! i love yall sm🫶

younghoon’s stare from across the room was starting to irk y/n.

it was his big, brown eyes staring down his back, probably full of sparkles as he mouthed about how much he wanted to kiss y/n right in that moment made him go insane. how was he ever supposed to focus with a boyfriend like younghoon? school was boring compared to him, but he would still like to pay attention sometimes.

“i think your boyfriend is wanting some attention.” jacob muttered, y/n laughing quietly, knocking his seatmate's shoulder. much to y/n’s embarrassment, jacob saw most of younghoon’s hidden affections. he constantly tried to pester his seatmate about it, never failing to embarrass y/n.

“shut up.” y/n grumbled, taking his pencil and writing over the top of jacob’s page, jacob gasping quietly. “if you need an excuse to get away i can say you got to go throw up.”

shocked laughter made a choked escape from y/n’s mouth, the teacher monitoring their study hall turning around to stare at them. “y/n, if you’re not going to pay attention to your work, can you make sure everyone else can?”

the sound of muffled giggles flowed from the back of the class, the teacher’s gaze turning to younghoon’s shrunken figure. “and younghoon,” the teacher started, letting out a loud sigh as she looked between y/n and younghoon. “just- please pay attention to your work. the left side of the room doesn’t have what you’re looking for.”

younghoon’s eyes squeezed closed, the embarrassment of being semi-called out enough to remove the stars from his aura.

should i say something? y/n dropped his head into the palms of his hands, younghoon’s bright smile contorting and twisting in his head, a beautiful nightmare that made him go insane. younghoon made him insane.

but it was because he loved him.

y/n had never really thought about that before. younghoon and him had been dating for a while- long enough to where every single day felt short compared to the past ones, like he could never get enough time with him.

and so he was pretty sure he loved him. the only things they really said were ‘i like you’ or ‘i enjoy spending time with you’ but y/n felt like that couldn’t encapsulate the feelings in his stomach that all were labeled ‘younghoon’.

so he was going to say something.

turning his head, y/n’s eyes locked with younghoon’s, the constant flutter of butterflies at bay in his diaphragm unleashing at the glow of younghoon’s eyes and bright, subtle upturn of the corners of his lips. he was the definition of safety. just looking at his face made y/n feel safer.

“i reallyyyyy like you.” he mouthed, the curves of his lips moving animatedly as he watched younghoon’s smile - somehow - grew blindly larger. “i really like you too.” he replied back, y/n looking at him with content in his eyes.

he really was so content.

tearing his head away from younghoon’s gaze, y/n attempted to focus on his work. math was boring. this math worksheet was boring. he couldn’t bring himself to do this.

turning back to younghoon, he was met with the top of his boyfriend’s head, a sigh escaping from his lips. he just craved his boyfriend.

these emotions were so new to him. he had always felt some fluttering way to younghoon - of course he had, younghoon was his boyfriend. they wouldn’t have dated if he didn’t like him. but the overwhelming way he felt when they met eyes… it made him go insane.

y/n’s thoughts spiraled into a tornado, the memories of him and younghoon intertwining with heart wrenching emotions. he couldn’t focus on anything but them. he had his friends, his family, and his boyfriend. but why was his boyfriend starting to become more than just the boy he liked and more like…

“babe, are you coming?”

snapping out of his daze, y/n stared up at younghoon with blank eyes. “u-um yeah, hold on hoon.” he spoke, packing up his assignments with shaking hands. “i’ll help.” younghoon replied, picking up y/n’s pencils and putting them in their spot in his backpack.

looking up from his now cleared desk, y/n smiled brightly as he gazed into younghoon’s eyes. “do you want to hang out after school?” the words escaped from y/n’s mouth before he could regulate them, younghoon nodding happily at the request.

“of course. now let’s go to lunch. hyunjae probably stole our seats.” the sentence was said with a chuckle intertwined with it, y/n feeling his heart return to ease as he grabbed younghoon’s hand.

a heat ran up his face as younghoon pecked the top of his head before they walked out, y/n leaning against younghoon’s shoulder.

i think i love you.

“school was so boring.”

younghoon’s voice joined the breeze that carried broken off leaves, the fleeting spring air creeping up y/n’s neck as he leaned into his boyfriend as they walked. y/n proceeded to hum in response, stretching his fingers while clasped with younghoon’s hand.

he loved younghoon.

he loved younghoon.

his conscious was bumping around in his head as younghoon continued to talk into the afternoon, ever section where their skin touched creating an unbearable heat. “are you alright y/n? you’ve been quiet.” younghoon asked, his eyebrows laced with concern.

the area around them became the han river park, younghoon stopping on the concrete pathway. opening his mouth, a lack of vibrations coming from his vocal chords. “babe?”

as his lips turned into a frowned, younghoon pulled them off the pathway and onto the grass, moving them to stand under a tree. “what’s up?”

y/n wasn’t sure how younghoon knew something was on his mind. how he was so attentive to the fact that almost no words escaped from his mouth while they were walking. he had no idea how younghoon could understand him so well. did younghoon love him too?

“can we sit? we’re going to be here for a bit.”

the words escaped from y/n’s mouth, the tone low as the rushing past them with a lack of inflection in the sentence. younghoon slowly nodded, concern lacing every fold of his face as he stared into y/n’s eyes. the two adjusted into their positions on the ground, y/n reaching out to hold younghoon’s hand.

how could he tell his boyfriend he loved him…?

“babe, i’ve been thinking this for a long time.” y/n paused, letting out a loud sigh. how could he tell him. younghoon’s eyes turned down, the glimmer present in his neutral state fading away. “don’t tell me-“

his heart crumbled into a pile of dust. younghoon had jumped to the worst conclusion out there. he had assumed the ending of this story was starting now, even though that was quite the opposite tale.

“no no no oh my god hoon- baby i’m not going to break up with you.” extending the hand that didn’t hold younghoon’s out, he gently cupped the right side of his boyfriend’s face. “i…”

younghoon’s eyes started to brighten, an idea of y/n’s next train of thought coming to him. it was now or never.

“i love you. i, y/n l/n, love you, kim younghoon.”

younghoon didn’t reply, but y/n wasn’t afraid. instead, younghoon’s next step was to lean forward, connecting his pink lips to y/n’s.

it was… perfect. everything y/n had dreamed of, life and relationship like a youth drama.

the wind blew through y/n’s hair as younghoon pulled him closer, hand resting against the small of his back. their lips opened and closed against each other, the standard, sweet taste of younghoon’s favorite green grape candy filling his mouth like it was it’s second home.

was he getting the more he so craved and longed for?

pulling away slowly, the bright sparkles had returned to younghoon’s eyes. he was so utterly beautiful that y/n wished to block him from anyone else’s view and make sure younghoon only looked at him.

“i love you too. god, i love you so much.” younghoon whispered, pressing a soft kiss to y/n’s lips. he moved away quickly, y/n pouting. “why didn’t you kiss me for longer?”

he asked, younghoon laughing.

“you have to pay extra for that!” he said, y/n rolling his eyes as younghoon giggled and hit y/n’s shoulder. “i’m your boyfriend.” y/n deadpanned, younghoon matching his stare. “so? what’s my payment?”

trying to continue staring, y/n broke and let out a laugh, younghoon smiling. “well, do you take payment in hugs?” tapping his cheek, younghoon shook his head. “nope.” groaning, y/n jumped on younghoon, his boyfriend’s back hitting the grass as he pressed pecks to his face. younghoon giggled, the sensations of y/n’s soft lips tickling.

“you win, you win!!” younghoon yelped, y/n pushing their lips together in victory. “let’s go.” he whispered, younghoon pinching the side of his chest. “you’re lucky i like you silly.”

at the words, y/n’s heart began to flutter. younghoon loved him.

“i love you too.” he said. and he really did love him.

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02:17am

the night was young, but he was so tired. so, so tired. y/n's body ached as he laid down in bed, the hair that fell over his face barely dried from his shower earlier. he could feel the weight of every motion he made and all the steps he took upon his shoulders, ceasing to lift even once he buried himself under the covers and his eyes began to close.

life was tiring. not necessarily upsetting or depressing in the moment, but right now he wanted to sleep for as long as he wanted and not have to think about the next time his alarm would wake him for another day of work. his job – especially the people he worked with – were some of the best things in his life. especially his boyfriend.

god how he loved his boyfriend. as y/n’s eyes began to flicker closed, his gorgeous boyfriend filled his mind. how he wanted his boyfriend to be there with him, rubbing his hair as he fell asleep. mmh sleep, that sounded amazing.

”not falling asleep on me already y/n?”

snapping out of his daze, y/n looked up at jongseob’s bright smile staring back at him. the black tshirt he chose to fall asleep in hugged his torso, his gym shorts ending around his knees. “no-, come here seob.” y/n’s voice crackled as he looked towards his boyfriend. his beautiful, gorgeous boyfriend.

”you look very sleepy, my love.” jongseob whispered, walking towards the bed, y/n’s eyes fluttering open and closed what was probably hundreds of times before jongseob laid across the comforter. “i’m-“ a yawn escaped from y/n’s lips as he stretched his arms, pulling his boyfriend into a hug.

”i’m awake.” letting out a small giggle, jongseob pressed a kiss to his boyfriend’s cheek. “mmh, go to sleep. you need energy.” as y/n’s eyes closed, a slur of whines escaped from his mouth that sounded like a mix of ‘i can stay awake’ and ‘i’m not sleepy’.

pressing his index finger to y/n cheek, jongseob quietly admired his half-asleep boyfriend. “do you know, you’re really beautiful?” y/n slurred, jongseob laughed, moving his head to kiss y/n’s lips. “not as beautiful as you. now sleep.” y/n attempted to nod his head, but the sleep he so desired spread from his head to every bone in his body, letting him rest after a long day.

jongseob let himself smile gently, his boyfriend making his night shine a little brighter. tucking himself under the covers, jongseob pulled y/n’s asleep body closer toward his own. “you’re so tired. makes me sad that you can’t rest.” the words vibrated against the top of y/n’s head, jongseob smiling softly as his own eyes started to close.

“sleep well my love.”

[sunflw3r]

(✦) summer loving , 구정모

...beach towels strewn on the sand, your hand in mine and i'll think we'll be alright...

a koo jungmo x male reader ff →loosely inspired by espresso by sabrina carpenter

in which you and jungmo fall in love under the summer stars, promising to not let go as the season fades away

status: updating 1-3 times a week

pairing jungmo x male reader genre fluff, summer romance, a little angst, youth drama cw cursing, mental health struggles

taglist: open! send ask or comment to be added @luvkyu @seungsmiles @gnusihcom @academiq @dalliesque playlist! summer loving (spotify) espresso : sabrina carpenter, late night : cravity, so let's go see the stars : boynextdoor, summer : keshi, time machine : doyoung, taeyeon, & mark, younger : omega x, memories : riize, day and night : day6, bonfire : wave to earth, our love in summer : jeon jin hee, 7pm (feat. peder elias) : bss, forever only : jaehyun, never goodbye : nct dream, summer nights : john travolta & olivia newton john, time : the rose

notes takes place in fictional beach town, fast paced relationship, ooc cravity

sun✰! ahhh my summer romance😖 i hope all my luvity on tmblr are satisfied with this jungmo ff. should be updating for the rest of july till august-ish🫶

profiles summer sun something’s begun

001 ✦ the first meeting is always the sweetest 002 ✦ do you see my heart? 003 ✦ think about you all night 004 ✦ sand in your shoes 005 ✦ pinkies intertwined 006 ✦ cotton candy like attraction 007 ✦ ferris wheels 008 ✦ you’re warmer than the fire 009 ✦ your friends, do they like me too? 010 ✦ symbol of my youth 011 ✦ kisses that tasted like saltwater 012 ✦ life means more with you 013 ✦ you’re the one, always 014 ✦ fleeting memories of summer 015 ✦ is this goodbye? (you+me)

pearl divider by @anitalenia

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fireworks (i love you)

non!idol kun x non!idol male reader reader prns: he/him word count: 931 non!idol au fluff

for everyone but y/n, the fireworks were for new years, but he always knew they were really for his love

content warnings: none!

content overview: silly bfs! semi-implied younger/less mature reader

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a/n: first day back! had to write for my lovely kun! happy new year to everyone, 2025 will be great! (so this was supposed to be up on 1/1 but ig the world hates me so it didnt upload!)

to 2025: treat us all well

night’s dark veil covered the beach.

the couple’s blanket laid on the white sand, just like the other groups of people waiting for the fireworks. y/n’s body was right next to kun’s, their hands laced as they watched the stars before they were covered by the gunpowder from new years fireworks.

different from the others on the beach, y/n and kun’s blanket contained a birthday cake with multiple candles. it was chocolate and matcha, a flavor kun had been enjoying recently since y/n had it for his own birthday a few months ago. the candles were a 2 and a 9, with a small star and heart being the other two.

“i think it’s funny how you always make new years celebrations about my birthday… it’s not even january yet.” kun spoke, turning his head to look at y/n on his right. y/n laughed, leaving a gentle kiss on kun’s cheek.

“you deserve it. besides, new years had no meaning before i met you. now i need to give you two days just so you can glow in the spotlight.” the words escaped his lips and embraced kun in a golden warmth, the smile on his face turning into a laugh.

kun’s eyes flickered back to the sky, letting out a soft sigh before smiling again as he spoke. “you’re always such a flirt. how did i get so lucky with someone like you?” y/n sighed, putting his elbows on kun’s chest.

“i don’t know, i’m pretty great!” kun scoffed, hitting his boyfriend’s head gently. y/n pouted momentarily, before smiling again. “buttttt you’re amazing!”

kun leaned in to kiss y/n, but his phone ringing interrupted the two’s inching closer. a soft groan escaped y/n’s mouth as he complained about how “their kisses always get ruined” and “the world was against them”, kun shushing him. y/n gave him a side eye, kun showing his lockscreen to the man.

11:58

his alarm for 11:58 was ringing, covering his lockscreen with an orange notification. y/n’s eyes widened, grabbing the cake from the edge of the blanket.

the two shifted on the blanket, y/n moving so he was facing the ocean, while kun had his back to the water. kun’s brown hair fluttered in the wind, a smile on his face as y/n shakily pulled the plastic tray cover off the cake. the wax candles were slowly inserted into the soft sponge cake, y/n squinting as they adjusted them.

the people around them started counting down as y/n shakily struct the match, biting down on his lip. he hastily lit the candles before the wind returned and blew his hard work away. y/n let out a soft ‘ah’ as he lit the last heart, shaking the match to extinguish the flame.

the world slowed as the numbers got closer to zero, y/n’s eyes meeting kuns.

5

“i love you.” kun mouthed.

4

y/n smiled softly, fixing kun’s windswept hair.

3

“i know.” he replied.pointing

2

“i love you too, you know?”

1

kun nods, smiling softly

happy new year!

kun’s eyes close as fireworks shoot up behind him from the barge out in the ocean. with a quick breath in, kun’s shoulders rise before they fall again as he exhales, candle flames flickering out. y/n’s eyes meet kun’s, a small smile on his face.

the air was filled with love as y/n leaned forward, kissing kun gently. their lips locked against each other, the scent of the ocean wrapping them in a soft and comforting perfume.

the loud crack of another round of fireworks pulls them out the kiss, kun’s laughter joining the noise as he turns to see a red, heart-shaped firework light up in the sky.

“happy birthday my love.”

kun turns back to see y/n smiling at the now 29 year old happily, his heart melting at his boyfriend’s affectionate gaze. he moved the cake back to its original spot before wrapping y/n in an embrace.

“thank you y/n. you always make my birthday so amazing.” y/n doesn’t respond, looking deep in thought. kun frowns, holding onto y/n’s face. “what’s up?”

“you know why i always bring you to see the fireworks?” y/n asks, his eyes glowing with gold as the fireworks continued to shoot off. kun shakes his head. y/n laughs, tilting his head. “it’s because you always look so happy as the fireworks go off. the gold highlights your beauty so well. you’re such a beautiful man to look at when you’re happy.”

“not always?” kun chimes in, a smirk growing on his face as y/n huffs.

“i guessssssss.” a scoff escapes kun’s mouth, y/n quelling him with a gentle kiss. “i’m kidding baby, you’re always beautiful.”

kun rolls his eyes, looking at the cake. “let’s eat now!” the two laugh as y/n picks the cake up, cutting a slice for the two to share. they exchange a bite, before giving each other a peck on the lips. y/n swallows, covering his mouth with his hand.

“oh, happy new year by the way.”

kun bursted into a laugh at the sudden statement, rubbing y/n’s head with his knuckles gently. “oh you’re so cute. happy new year.”

“i’m excited to spend another year with 29 year old you. but you’re birthday’s cooler than this new year thing.”

“stop flattering me!”

“i’m not flattering you!”

kun was always better than anything else, and new years was no exception.

[sunflw3r]

(✦) summer loving , sand in your shoes (4)

"my sock!"

y/n's laughter rang through his hotel room as jungmo held up the second of the pair of the socks y/n was putting on. jungmo examined the piece of clothing carefully, almost like he was verifying that it was his own piece of clothing. he had a puzzled expression on his face, the thoughts behind his eyes moving so quickly that y/n swore he could see lines of texts behind jungmo's pupils. "why... why do you have my sock?" his voice was shaky, the hints of a smile running below his words.

"you left it the last time you were here." y/n stated in a matter-of-fact tone of voice, pulling the black fabric until it was fully extended up to the middle of his shin bone. "now stop gawking at it and let me put it on." there was a pout on jungmo's face as he handed the sock over to y/n, his lips a soft baby pink. jungmo sulked like a child, plopping onto the bed with a loud flop. his body curled up, inchworming up the mattress until his head laid in y/n's lap.

"you're such a bully, you know that right? you bully me. you absolutely hate my guts." his words were barely malicious, flowing more like softly spoken song lyrics than evil knives meant to do harm. y/n tilted his head, staring directly into the eyes of the boy on his lap.

"i don't think i bully you, i think you're being a little silly right now mogu." y/n poked the tip of jungmo's nose, a baby pink flush the same color of his lips spreading across his cheeks. what if this moment could last forever? what if he never returned home and he and jungmo lived in peace together?

what if every moment with jungmo could be forever?

"you're staring again. you have a real staring problem." jungmo stated, his pout retreating as he made himself comfortable on y/n's lap. y/n's trance evaporated into a thin vapor at the sentence with the sharpness of a plastic knife. his lips parted slightly as he stared into jungmo's sparkly eyes, the angel on his shoulder yelling at him to kiss the boy.

'kiss him!' they yelled at him, burning his ears until the only thought in his mind was to kiss jungmo's gorgeous pink lips. y/n's head got closer and closer to jungmo's, the angel choir in his ears growing louder in chorus until they reached a peak when their lips connected.

jungmo's soft smile fell off his face as their lips connected, his hands instinctively reaching for y/n's hair, fingers curling around the strands like it was second nature. he had to be perfect. that was the only explanation for jungmo - a perfect creation from whatever watched them from above, gift to whoever was lucky enough to have him in their life.

y/n was the luckiest of them all.

for the few days they had been whatever they were, y/n and jungmo's lips had learned to work in sync as two, not one. they second they were within inches of each other, they magnetized to each other and created sparks of metal hotter than the sun that brightened jungmo's skin.

a firey brew of emotions grew in y/n's stomach as he kissed jungmo: love, happiness, giddiness, and the smallest drop of what he could only describe as sadness. even with the negatives, the feeling allowed him to ignore how his neck and back ached due to the angle and how jungmo pulled on his hair only a touch too tight. jungmo made him forget everything.

"let's go to the car now, you're getting a little too kiss happy right now." jungmo said with a pant as he pushed y/n's head away. soft whines escaped y/n's mouth in complaint, and yet he didn't mean a single thing after jungmo pressed a soft peck to his lips. "you're like a cat with the zoomies. it's pretty cute, but also annoying."

he stood up from the bed, extending his hand out to y/n with smile. "come on, we're not going to get to the other side of the island in time if we waste any more of the day." y/n mustered all of the strength from inside his gut to grab jungmo's hand and stand up from the comforter.

they made their way to the front of the hotel room, sliding their shoes on. the process was mostly quiet, until y/n began to giggle. jungmo glanced at him, the expression on his face showing that he was relatively sure that y/n was going insane. "are you going to tell us why you're giggling?" jungmo asked as they exited the room, bags thrown over their shoulders.

"you like me sooooooo bad oh my gosh." the words were broken up by small giggles as y/n tried to get the sentences out. jungmo rolled his eyes, pressing the button for the elevator down.

"you're pretty lucky i do like you." if there was meant to be any malice in those words, it failed pretty bad. y/n smiled, pecking jungmo's cheek as the doors to the elevator closed with them in it.

sand padded under their feet as they walked hand in hand to the parking lot, and yet the two couldn't have more different reactions. y/n walked with a bright smile, his stride not allowing any sand into his sneakers, jungmo's black socks peaking over the top. jungmo, on the other hand, was currently struggling to keep himself balanced with a bag on his back, a y/n on his right, and the massive amounts of sand getting into his sneakers.

"why did you make us walk on the beach? there's a perfectly good sidewalk to the parking lot!" it was the fifth time jungmo had expressed some version of this sentiment, his pout intensifying as y/n sprayed his sneakers with the compressed air stations at the entrance to the parking lot.

"i like walking on the beach. it's relaxing." he said blankly, jungmo putting on his now sand free shoes and going to his car.

"maybe for you." he pouted as he got into the drivers side, y/n following him to sit in the passengers seat. the two threw their bags into the bag, a bright smile on y/n's face as he rolled down the window to look at the world outside. with a click of his keys and the turn of the car's engine, jungmo and y/n were off on an adventure.

the hotel the two both called home for their vacation slowly faded from view as city turned to country, the scent of salt floating through the air. y/n kept his hand outside the window, catching the stray wind off of the water as they drove down the winding waves.

jungmo glanced over at y/n once, then twice, then three times, simply studying him in his position. the golden sunlight hit his skin in all the right angles, his bright smile a constant feature on his face as they continued down the road.

y/n took a break from the scenery to turn and watch jungmo with his hands on the wheel, intently focusing on the road ahead once, then twice, then three times, watching how he made sure the car slowly went over any bumps. his eyes were focused, brows furrowed slightly as he adjusted his mirror.

the two watched each other in secret, the words resting on both of theirs lips going unsaid.

i wish this would last forever.

03 (think about you all night) , masterlist , 05 (pinkies intertwined)

✦taglist @luvkyu, @seungsmiles, @gnusihcom, @academiq, @dalliesque

[sunflw3r]

cereal

non!idol jacob x male reader reader prns: he/him word count: 1198 fluff

jacob loves cereal , almost as much as he loves his boyfriend

content warnings: reader gets angry, mentions of cereal addiction

link to original: <3 wp reuploads (misc): <3 masterlist

a/n: my first wattpad reupload😔😔 i love this jacob oneshot<33 I LOVE HIM SM YALL

happy jacob day<3

y/n smiled, wrapping his arms around jacob’s neck. "baby i'm going to choke." he whined, swallowing another bite of his cereal. kissing the man’s cheek, y/n grabbed onto the hand that held his spoon and dipped it into the bowl, taking a bite. "what the hell-" jacob whined, y/n pressing a kiss to jacob's lips to restart the conversation.

"angel, who do you love more? me or cereal?" smiling, jacob pecked his boyfriend's lips, getting the milk off his lips. "cereal."

"jacob!" "what, i was just being honest!"

y/n sat up, pouting as he felt the absence of his light. "angel?" no response. of course. pulling off his blanket and standing up, y/n brought his blanket that he wrapped around his body into the living room, looking for jacob. "angel, what are you doing up?"

turning around, jacob dropped his spoon, caught red handed. "nothing." he replied, trying to act nonchalant. grabbing jacob's phone from off the counter, y/n gasped at the early time. "it's 7:30 on your day off. what are doing up this early?" he asked, fully aware of the reason jacob was up and not in bed resting. "nothing love, i told you!" jacob said, laughing nervously as y/n leaned forward. walking over to his partner, y/n gasped at the site he saw behind jacob’s partner.

"JACOB BAE PUT THE CEREAL AWAY!" he screamed, jacob wincing at the loud noise. "why?" jacob frowned, y/n cupping jacob’s chin. "when did you wake up?" y/n asked. jacob avoided the question, eyes dropping down from y/n’s gaze.. "jacob answer me." letting a sigh out, jacob looked up at y/n with disappointment in his eyes. "6:30." "and what have you been doing?" "eating cereal." y/n frowned, jacob not knowing how to regain y/n’s gaze. "angel."

y/n sat next to jacob, petting his hair. "it's not healthy to do that. you need sleep.” "but it's tastes good! cereal is nice!” jacob cheered, y/n shaking his head. moving the bowl away from jacob, y/n hugged him closer. "just relax. you need to go back to sleep.” jacob pouted, his shoulders dropping as he pulled away, moving back to connect their lips together. the familiar aroma of kraze cereal filled into y/n's mouth, the feelings of comfort and sugar fluttering his stomach.

y/n sighed, stretching his back in his stiff desk chair. he had finished editing the newest chapter of his book, the math textbooks he needed for homework no use to him. "angel! i've finished! want to watch a drama?" he was left with no response, something that was becoming weirdly familar. checking the time on his laptop, he groaned. 11:55. it was decently late. jacob might be asleep in the living room.

y/n grabbed a hoodie and blanket from the small loveseat in the office, he left the room and walked towards the living room, trying to find a way to comfort the most-likely asleep boy. the lights were off, the sounds of breathing the only thing in the living room as y/n stumbled against the walls.

then the clink of a metal spoon sounded through the apartment. he saw a silhouette move to the sink, the sound of water joining the metal as they washed the bowl. "angel." jacob turned around to the lights being turned on, nervously smiling at y/n. "hi babe!" he responded, y/n’s face falling. "were you eating cereal?" y/n asked, tapping his foot. "no." "don't lie." "yes."

"jacob bae it's midnight! we've had dinner." y/n laughed, throwing the blanket in his arms at jacob, walking forward to hug him tightly. "it's just dessert!" jacob responded, y/n pecking his cheek gently. "come on, we're going to bed."

y/n dragged the man by the wrist, going into their bathroom. he speedily forced jacob to brush his teeth (much to jacob’s dismay. “it tastes gross” he complains), then walking to the bedroom. connecting his lips with y/n’s, jacob smiled as he got sat on the bed and tucked himself in, closing his eyes as y/n pulled away.

laughing, y/n jokingly hit his shoulder, getting in bed next to him as jacob whined softly. the two soon fell asleep next to each other, the cereal’s taste knocked out by mint.

y/n woke up, the sun seeping through the thin curtains that covered their windows. he turned over, attempting wrapping his arms around jacob's waist, only to feel jacob’s arms bent like they were holding onto something. "angel?" he groaned, his morning voice crackling as jacob panicked to put whatever the thing he was holding down.

bad idea.

something, whatever it was, spilled on the bedsheets, seeping through the cotton fabric. "what the hell was that angel?" y/n sat up, trying to look at the stain that jacob desperately attempted to cover. "jacob bae is that cereal?" y/n almost couldn’t control the fiery emotions running through his peripheral nervous system. "maybe." "you're eating cereal in bed?" y/n asked, his grogginess gone as jacob turned away from him. "maybe."

y/n rubbed his forehead as he left the bedroom, grabbing the cleaning sprays from under the sink before returning. "i'm about to set up an addiction management class for you jacob bae." y/n deadpanned, jacob standing up straight and nodding his head as y/n sat over the bed. he groaned loudly as he cleaned the spill, throwing the blanket onto the floor.

jacob pouted at his boyfriend’s bad mood, y/n rolling his eyes while a smile appeared on his face. "angel." looking up, jacob’s eyes glimmering at the pet name. "i love you so much." y/n said, putting the spray down and holding his arms open for jacob to hug him. running to y/n, jacob pressed a kiss to y/n’s lips, jacob smiling softly. "i love you too."

"more than cereal?" "more than cereal."

*extra*

jacob entered in the apartment, smiling as his work week was officially over. "baby i'm home!" no response. weird. "baby?"

continuing into the apartment, he worried about the lack of response. had something happened to y/n? then he found him. "y/n." looking up slowly, y/n nervously smiled, milk on his upper lip. "are you eating cereal?" jacob asked, y/n’s head falling. he sighed loudly, nodding in embarrassment as jacob played with a strand of y/n’s hair.

"should you be eating cereal right now?" jacob asked, tilting his head towards the clock that said 5:30, only a little more than an hour before their dinner date. "no." the two laughed, the situation in reverse from how it normally was. jacob put a gentle kiss to y/n’s lips, y/n’s smile returning slowly. "i guess the roles are reversed now.” he whispered, y/n nodding. “i guess so.”

"i love you." jacob whispered, connecting their lips again before y/n could reply. "even if you're eating my cereal." he said, whipping the bowl away from y/n quickly, his loud gasp sounding through the kitchen.

"get back here!" "no!"

happy jacob day<3

[sunflw3r]

question!!

hi yallsies!

im working on the juyeon oneshot and possibly bringing back summer loving?? but i have a question:

how do you feel about me posting anime stuff on here? i have bigger oneshots in mind that fit for my side blog, so it's either i make a side blog or here