#frequencypawn

[symphonicsoul]

Ghosty Starters || Accepting

( @frequencypawn ) -> “Was that you turning off the lights or did the power go out?”

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ His hand is at the other man's as quickly as he's able to find it when the lights disappear from the space around them. He can feel the Amestrian's hand tense in his own. He's obviously startled so now he just needs to find out what happened. Maybe it was just Cid. That could be a logical explanation and it would be far less startling than something like Gaudium figuring out where they were having it in themselves to attack them.

Even if they did, it would be a fool's errand. Both he and Black Wind were in one place and he can't see his counterpart suffering fools. So he's soft in his approach to give his love's hand a reassuring squeeze before he starts to lead them out of the room. He can still see. Not well but probably better than Kain can. His eyes weren't Windarian by any stretch of the matter but he can still see enough to get them out of the room they're in and into the hall so he can slowly lead them down it until he can find the engineer in question.

"We should just ask Cid. He might have caused something to pop while he was working on his newest project. I'm sure it's nothing Rakkani."

[aquaticsoul]

hi! i'm back from the dead. i have updated my rules page and i plan to return to writing. you'll see a post a lot like this one for all of my blogs. as a matter of fact, i'm just gonna put all my roleplay blogs and their respective rules/about pages here and then reblog. for a tl;dr, i'm being a bit more firm on the way i curate my own dash and the way i handle shipping so that i am not made to feel uncomfortable anymore + i've updated some of the more outdated info in bios. thanks for sticking around, friends!

@aquaticsoul || aqua sielu/OCs, FF:U || updated rules

@frequencypawn || kain fuery, FMA || updated rules

@tearsoftherainbow || aura/kupo/OCs, FF:U || updated rules

@causticpieces || ai/yu/clear/OCs, FF:U || updated rules

@queenofgaudium || herba, FF:U || updated rules

@restoringorder || knave/fungo, FF:U || blog is wip

@soulsperceived || stein/kid, soul eater || blog is wip

[expressionbean]

Here's my blogroll and some other important stuff!

BLOGROLL

@expressionbean : hub blog

@cafedragons : DID blog/personal

@aquaticsoul : original character, writing blog

@helixoflife : black wind from ff:u, writing blog

@frequencypawn : kain fuery from fma, writing blog

@causticpieces : ai, yu, and clear from ff:u, writing blog

@restoringorder : knave and fungo from ff:u, writing blog

@queenofgaudium : herba from ff:u, writing blog, minors do not interact

@soulsperceived : stein and kid from soul eater, writing blog

@cafemusic : poetry writing blog

@rpc-cafe : rph/rp resource blog

OTHER SOCIALS

Instagram: expressionbean

Bluesky: expressionbean

Ko-Fi: expressionbean

AO3: expressionbean

[helixoflife]

Welcome to my blog!

This is a semi-selective roleplay/ask blog for Kuroki Kaze/Black Wind from Final Fantasy: Unlimited, counterpart to Shiroi Kumo/White Cloud. Spoilers for the series will go largely untagged as the series is well over 20 years old. It should be noted that there are a lot of potentially triggering themes/content here and all triggers are tagged with "___ tw" (no quotations). The nature of the series is VERY crossover and OC friendly, so please don't be shy!

This blog is a sideblog to @expressionbean ! Follows and asks will come from there, with the format (helixoflife) -> at the beginning of the ask.

For the ease of navigation and for those who are mobile-only users, here's a list of posts that may make things easier.

Kaze's Carrd (contains rules, please read before interacting)

About the Writer

Table of Contents/Lore Directory

Promo

Interaction Guide

Side Muses (wip)

Glossary of Terms (wip)

Meme Library (wip)

Permanent Starter Call

Affiliated with @symphonicsoul & @kigendragon

Graphics by @symphonicsoul

My other RP blogs:

@aquaticsoul (original characters)

@causticpieces (Ai, Yu, and Clear from FF:U)

@restoringorder (Knave from FF:U)

@queenofgaudium (Herba from FF:U) (minors do not interact with this one!)

@frequencypawn (Kain Fuery from Fullmetal Alchemist)

@soulsperceived (Stein and Kid from Soul Eater)

[symphonicsoul]

·:¨༺ ✩★✩ ༻¨:·. I thought you were never coming back. Those are the only words he needs to understand what is happening. The musician clings to him and sobs into his shoulder and he's sorry to say what what he's about to do won't end the tears but he at least knows they'll be the happiest tears that their small ocean has wept in a while.

He doesn't have to sleep alone tonight. Never again.

He can finally give him back one of the most cherished things he ever could to this man. So he strokes a hand through blue locks while the other swoops up under him to support his weight.

"I'm here Sielu. I'm here but we have to go and I need your help with something very special. It can only be you. No one else can do this for me okei? Let's go."

It's almost a silent connection to the other man as a tear fill star nods his head and wipes his eyes as the Aurorean steps back into the hall only to start carrying the man of blue song through these long corridors one steps at a time.

Time is slowing down. He feels like he is walking him to the festival square before they would meet face to face donned in the finest clothing ready to dance their vows of commitment to each other. He feels like he is walking his son to meet the man of his dreams except that man is a filthy mess and hissing that the resident doctor right now.

"I SAID DON'T FUCKIN' TOUCH ME!!"

There's no way to miss the echoing boom of the Symphony's demands from just the other hallway over. He doesn't know if he can walk faster in this state. The world around them is falling to slow motion even if he is walking as fast as his legs will carry him. He can only continue to softly stroke his hand over the weeping man's back as he carries him.

Sielu's clinging worked out for the better as they round the corner and finally stop. Growling is filling the space around them until it cuts out to dead silence.

"If you just listen for a moment, I have said - my name is Cid and I am trying to help you - "

But Ruby Pink knows exactly where Orange eyes are fixated right now and it's not the blond in front of him. The Symphony remains frozen, staring with fresh tears running over his cheeks making trails through the dirt that stains his skin.

"I - Rakkauslaulu. Anteeksi, että olen myöhässä." (Love song. Sorry, I'm late.)

"Sielu. Look up for me. He's here. He's here just for you."

"Ed please," he mumbles, shoulders dropping towards the floor. Of course he'd be so... rude. "Hauska tavata - he's saying it's nice to meet you. The place he comes from doesn't have the same language we speak. It's hard enough to get stranded out there for... seventeen years? Seventeen years. He's doing his best," he explains, struggling to keep the smile on his face.

Everyone is doing their best. Including himself.

And his name is Aamunkoitto, not Lollipop, but he knows better than to correct one of Ed's nicknames. Not fucking happening, even if the nickname this time is making him feel as if his soul is trying to escape to another plane of existence.

"Anyway, Cid is an engineer... and a doctor... and actually I'm about 90% sure he's holding the Comodeen together with one hand while wrangling everyone else with the other."

He's also a close friend, whether he knows it or not, but again it's not relevant info.

Or maybe it is, but not yet. He just knows how he felt when he first arrived, and the overload isn't something he really wants to pass on to the poor kid. He's already stressed enough about Alphonse, for good reason.

Al is way too nice to be out in Wonderland unsupervised.

"Come on, let's go. We'll get you something to eat and somewhere to sleep, then I'll figure out the rest."

The rain seems like it'll never let up, but the forecast had called for a flood at the very mention of his bond in the first place.

He'd always had such an odd affinity for water anyway. It makes perfect sense that he'd find himself a sobbing mess for hours on end for probably the millionth time.

At least this time it's not in solitude. At least this time he won't be sleeping alone. It's not often he's brave enough to venture out of the dark lonely pile of blankets in what's supposed to be his room. It's a little less dark now that he's been given a light, but it... isn't less lonely. He isn't less lost.

At thirty-six, his heart broke completely in half. Sydän and Sitriini and his parents helped with the fallout, rebuilt from the rubble and glued each piece back into place with careful hands.

At forty-two, it broke into a million pieces. And like the last time, his sister tried her best with what she had.

At forty-four, the damage became too much to bear. He's not sure where half the pieces even are, much less if they're big enough to hold. For all he knows, they've been pulverized into a fine dust, scattered in the wind his twin became.

And finally, at fifty-four, Revon and Pilvi took whatever was left of him out the door with them.

The most he could do at that point was solidify his breath into something tangible for Valo to hold onto, something to prove he had at one point been a friend. Just in case, he'd said.

Just in case they don't come back. Just in case he wanders with them.

It's only when he's beginning to think about leaving that a voice calls him by name from the doorway.

He knows that voice. He loves that voice.

He flies towards it like a man possessed. Once he reaches the knight, all four limbs are wrapped around him as he can't help but to sob.

"Revon. Revon. I thought you were gone forever," he cries, muffled by the shoulder he's buried his face into. "I thought you were never coming back."

[symphonicsoul]

( @frequencypawn , for sinfonia ) ->

"I heard your birthday was coming up so I made you this. I know it's a day late but I hope it makes you feel cozy."

He hands over the box with a soft smile.

"Pilvi helped pick out the colors."

⋯✧・♪♫♪・✧⋯ Pilvi's small human - he thinks he remembers them saying his name was Cane? He's not sure but he thinks that's what he was told. He knows that this one speaks at least some of their language as he took the time to learn it for his nephew. For Pilvi.

He's holding out a beautifully crafted orange blanket to him in a beautifully decorated box.

"Ahhhh, kiitos." He sounds reaching his hand in the box to push his hand against so he can lift it up to his face. "It's soft." He pauses as he puts it back down. "Sorry, my hands don't have much feeling in them."

[symphonicsoul]

Writing Collection Starters || Accepting

@frequencypawn says sweet nothings ->

“ you are whole galaxies encased behind patient smiles and a gentle heart, beautiful and infinite. “

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ Somehow he's found himself lost in grey eyes again. He says he's whole galaxies encased behind patient smiles but if that's the case then Kain is the sheer force and magnitude of it all that makes those universes spin. Surely the star particles that created him date back to the spiral itself. Surely Kain is more closely related to the ancients than even he knows.

Surely.

Surely, because he's managed to steal his heart all over again in a few short words. He's pulled the air from his lungs as he somehow causes the Misterican to hold his breath even if only for a moment. Pale hands intertwine with calloused fingers as a low sounding purr leaves the form clad from head to toe in white.

"And you are the air in my lungs and the mist on my breath. The spark of life in your eyes is beyond captivating and I wish only for it to be mine for a single moment longer. Rakastan Sinua, Rakkani."

[symphonicsoul]

@aquaticsoul

Intimacy is not just physical. To crave a persons presence and energy rather than just their body is the purest form of intimacy.

[symphonicsoul]

🖋️☁️ + kain fuery

he wants to see

Writing in his Mother Tongue || Always Accepting || @frequencypawn

"Of course Rakkani, anything for you." He's scribbling on a piece of paper.

"This is how I would write your name with Misterican letters."

[symphonicsoul]

How intimidating can one Puff be? || Accepting

( @frequencypawn ) -> 🙂 [SLIGHTLY SMILING FACE] — the tiniest bit intimidating but like. in the way he thinks it's cool. more like kain just thinks 1 cloud is really good at things

"Rakkani." He purrs as jade eyes meet grey rolling the word off his tongue as their gazes lock. "Come here for a second. When was the last time I kissed you? If I can't remember it must have been too long."

[symphonicsoul]

When did you realize you were in love with Kain?

" To know when Kain swept me off my feet? Oh he spoke to my heart from the moment I met him but he took my breath away at a very particular moment. He'd come to me to ask if I would use his first name instead of his last and in that conversation I also gave him my own name. My name but in my mother tongue and Kain was so ... careful with it.

Spoke it like a precious treasure. He's always so very careful with my name and I love hearing it on his lips. I loved it the first time and I love it every time after... but when he first spoke it - I knew I wanted him to say it again. I always want him to speak it. It is as much my name as I am his. I always want to be his. For all my days. I'll give Kain my eternity. "

[symphonicsoul]

💬 + Kain?

A prince's ramblings || Accepting || in reference to @frequencypawn

"You mean Rakkani? I love him of course, what else is there to say? My husband to be. How I adore him. He is - my very special gift from the heavens and I am so blessed to have him in my life. Like the Universe sending me exactly what I needed at the exact time I needed it. I didn't know I needed him so much but here we are."

The smile on his lips keeps stretching out wider and wider the more he speaks as he finds his hand fiddling with the ring on his finger.

"He's sweet and kind and understanding. He wants to learn about my culture and he isn't afraid of me despite my complications. He earnestly cares for me and he loves every piece of me. He listens and he's open and honest with me. He holds my hand and loves to just listen to me read. He's - everything I could have asked for and more. My bond and I couldn't have asked for a better one. I love him with my whole heart. I'd do anything for him. One of my very best friends. I adore him."

[aquaticsoul]

Lucky number 8. Do you have a favourite muse from your past/multimuse?

it's hard to pick a favorite! i've had lots of muses over the years. i really miss some of my pokèmon muses, especially allister, but things went sour with that blog fast.

i also love kain from fullmetal alchemist, and his blog is @frequencypawn . i don't write him as much anymore just because a lot of stuff happened that made it hard, namely it starting as a multimuse and all the tags being broken. i still do write him and consider him to be active, just not my highest muse. i haven't had the time to revamp things and the FMA fandom in general honestly wasn't very kind to me. there were good people, but there were a lot of yikes people that put a bad taste in my mouth also.

i'd probably pick kain as the favorite from "past" blogs even though he's still around. i adore him so much and connected so well with him. he's the first muse i ever made a blog for and he's the first one i roleplayed on tumblr specifically with. he's also the first muse who really stepped into himself.

[symphonicsoul]

Hi guys! Happy Pride!

So here's the reminder that Kumo is AroAce and he's happily in a queer platonic relationship / engaged to Kain Fuery @frequencypawn

There are also other LGBTQIA+ babies here.

Sinfonia is very very very gay in a committed (near married) relationship with Sielu @aquaticsoul

Aamunkoitto (demi) and Valo (bi)are queer platonic!

Kukku is Pan and in a loving relationship with his husband Aalto

Sydän and Palo are also Pan

Timantti is lesbian , and Vuorovesi is bi

Revon is very demi and very devoted to serving his liege so he is in no way shape or form looking for a relationship. His Liege's happiness and safety come before all else to him and it's really the only thing he cares about. Making sure his son is taken care of.

[alchemic-elric]

A badass Cupcake

tagged: @regnantlight tagging: @theyoungprinceling @helixoflife @aquaticsoul @kigendragon @loyaltyforged @frequencypawn and you reading this!

[symphonicsoul]

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ He can only assume that such questions were a way of feeling out certainty. He's a strange man in a strange land full of strange people and he can remember the way the others have acted. It's best to just ease her worries though he doesn't know if what he has to say will bring about any form of comfort.

"Kain doesn't like to speak of his home and he when he does he has said next to nothing good about it. He is a soldier and he has spoken of corruption and war. Something about someone named ... fuh-r-er? I don't know if I said that correctly, my apologies. He... he said it is a very large country and something about magic he calls alchemy. I found that interesting because I wasn't aware that humans could use magic and the others I have met from other worlds could not... he said your country is at war but why would the humans war amongst themselves? It seems silly."

He stops sighing a little holding his right hand up clenched into a loose fist as it rests over the center of his chest.

"Ah forgive me. There is much about your home that confuses me and Kain only explains things so well. I never asked him what his position was within your military but he likes to work on radios and is very skilled with them. We recently found one of his friends, a blond boy with a metal arm. He's very grumpy and I do not know him well because I haven't had the chance to talk to him much. He can be quite rude though... he never uses my name even though Kain has told him at least a hundred times by now."

He's shifting his weight as he answers to cross his arms over his chest in a relaxed sort of way while he smiles behind his mask.

"Do you have any other questions, Miss?"

Imagination was flooded with abundant fluffy clouds that blanketed the skies of Resembool when she glimpsed pure white hair exposed for the world, or at least her, to gaze upon with unhindered amazement. Along with those bright purple spikes that sprouted forth from his head. Wait, so he wasn't human? He could be hiding a snake mouth under that mask! It'll match his eyes! Or was it more cat-like?

Either way, a shame to conceal behind a dreary cloak and mask. As he continued on, she sympathized with his plight as she was able to. Winry could only level him a sorrowful and empathetic look. While not the target, Amestris wasn't devoid of prejudice. It is somewhat perplexing that a setting comprised of picturesque scenery and creatures resembling that of fairytales could isolate a singular individual when, to her, they were all extraordinary.

Perhaps what's familiar to Winry isn't on the other side of the coin when one's lived life in a fantasy, or what she perceives as a fantasy. Upon a moment's pause, did she see any humans living among them?

"I do have a few questions." Her voice remained determined while empathetic gaze became contemplative, face scrunched up, and arms were folded. What question could she pose where he couldn't easily lie? Despite the fact he appeared to be aware of Xing, being extra careful is beneficial.

"Has any of the refugees spoken to you about Amestris? What did they say it was like?"