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Chapters: 19/19 Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Reader, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Original Female Character(s), Jung Hoseok | J-Hope & Reader, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope & Original Female Character(s) Characters: Kim Namjoon | RM, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Taehyung | V, Jeon Jungkook, Reader Additional Tags: Smut, Gratuitous Smut, Multiple Partners, Multiple Pairings, Multiple Orgasms, BDSM, Dom/sub, Sensory Deprivation, Voyeurism, Exhibitionism, Sexual Roleplay, Tantric Sex, Light Bondage, Nude Photos, Master/Pet, Social Media, Oral Sex, Come Swallowing, thigh riding, Dom Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Foreplay, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Orgasm Control, Handcuffs, Vibrators, Light Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Self Confidence Issues, Self-Discovery

Summary:

You've been in a dating drought, more specifically, a sex drought. Your best friend has the perfect remedy for your problem: The Gentlemen's Club.

The Gentlemen’s Club, wow the MC here is probably the character I relate to the most in all of the fics I have ever read in this fandom, this fic hit home, it was so easy to get lost and take over the role of MC, her life was so similar to mine I lost myself, my identity, the brightness I used to have and share with the people around me all because of a boy who never knew how to treat a woman, relationships are a two way street you cannot just give and give until you’re an empty vessel, always save some for yourself - that’s what I should’ve told myself years ago. As painful as it was to remember while reading - this addressed concerns such as self-esteem and mental health issues, how to deal with a break-up that left you broken or damaged, how to open up again and embrace the opportunity to start anew and not be a brat and shut it off. this masterpiece gave hope in the form of the Dominant Gentleman Jung Hoseok, the idea of a gentlemen’s club is exciting, to be honest, but same with MC I wouldn’t dare try it out, she was lucky to have T though, she was an angel for introducing the site, because of this particular adventure T made her sign up for, things changed for the better, she started becoming herself again, loving and embracing every bit of her without holding back - not totally her old self tho but a better one.

Well, how do I start this without spoiling everything here? I was looking forward to straight-up smut with all the warnings/additional tags included I was like yeah sure I would love to read how the author would write all kinks included especially tantric sex, it may not be the filthy smut I was expecting but damn I was lost for words while reading each scenario and how the kink interactions took place, I say it was tastefully written and gives justice to the title of their club. I love how Tantric Sex and Voyeurism helped her get into her element (take note of a few tips coming from the boys), then came Roleplaying and she just let go of herself and didn’t give a single care in the world as long as she has Hoseok with her, followed by Dom/Sub interactions which is probably my favorite, hitting two birds with one stone and the Sensory Deprivation with a few things here and there just read all of it so you’ll have yourself lost in it as well (*sigh* everything is just rushing back to me, If I don’t hold back I might spill everything! + the other tags I won’t talk about much because it’s better to dive into it than just dipping your feet by reading my ramblings) + Author wasn’t kidding when she placed that gratuitous smut tag there! Now let me roll into a huge fluffball by saying the romance in here is what every woman would want, though she’s technically a client, things have blossomed between the pair, and their dom/sub dynamic is also applicable in other situations, and I do agree the doms do get empowered by their subs, they won’t have power/control unless you submit, now, I’m telling you to prepare yourself for all the romance laced in this fic, you will be smiling and feeling all the ways Hoseok spoiled her also helped her move forward in life and start to be herself again, in return, she unknowingly helped him as well and made him learn to let go and love again, he’s the best y’all I’m not even exaggerating, if someone does that to me, I’ll ask them to marry me lol (jk I’m not that clingy and interested in marriages - yet - unless you’re Hoseok) oof spilling a little bit of my favorite - it was when he went out for a few days that I will never forget, if a man shows much effort and interest in you like that (but know his intentions first okay) give them a chance and if everything works well, maybe never let go? hmmm I think I’m now diabetic from all his sweet acts please, somebody give me metformin! Oh also look out for your heart because you’re in for a rollercoaster ride of emotions, the transition will be pleasant I promise you! *sigh* I just fell in love with this fic that’s what I really wanted to scream from the very beginning of this non-sense blabbering, I’m proud to not have spoil much of the great stuff here because the element of surprise is essential. anyway, idk what else to say without oversharing so I’ll cut it right here! P.S: Just learn to let go, stop torturing/blaming yourself for things you have no control over, life is too short to live under a rock, live your best life out there and who knows maybe one day you’ll get to meet the Jung Hoseok of your life who will give you everything without holding back, he will be all yours as you are his. | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒 

[hellreads]

Chapters: 41/41 Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Reader Characters: Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Park Jimin (BTS), Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Min Yoongi | Suga, Reader Additional Tags: Reader-Insert, Romance, Drama, Amnesia, Angst, Past Child Abuse, References to Depression, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Suicide Attempt, Arranged Marriage Series: Part 1 of My Cheating Amnesic Fiancé Series

Summary:

In which you (reader) and Jeon Jungkook are engaged due to an arrangement made by both of your parents.

Though neither of you especially like each other, you never thought you would find yourself in a relationship with a cheater. To top that off, destiny decides to make an entrance (in the form of a hard hit to a pretty skull) and Jungkook suffers amnesia, which only you seem to be able to handle.

What will happen? Will you stay with him and help him through his predicament even though he loves someone else? Or should you simply let him go?

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THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS.

Reading this gave me so much feels, I hated and loved Jungkook and MC all at once for all the drama they allowed in their lives, the choices they made and why they did. 

The angst here made it so hard for me to breathe at times (which is about 70% of the story imo), I felt so helpless and frustrated reading this masterpiece, to be honest, the author has created such a good story that will make you feel so conflicted as to who you’d choose to side with, it’s such a pain in the ass having to just pick yourself being the reader because you know Jungkook was a cheating little shit and then picking Jungkook because deep in your heart you have hope that he will change for the better and that his amnesia is somehow a wake-up call for both sides.

The romance on the other hand laced with one too many sexual tension and frustration is just right given the situation they’re in, her amazing ability to hold back and not fall into deep (although let’s be honest she’s the one with the short end of the stick at the end of it all) was refreshing but also tried my patience all throughout, like please girl you have the whole world in your hands right now and still - but the other side of me was proud she was doing the right thing but also gave me blue balls from all the anticipation only to be disappointed because she always end up choosing the right thing to do, just like her friend Se-Eun I want to forgive Jungkook for his cheating all because he is The Jeon Jungkook, but in reality I am me, I am her, I would never tolerate cheating no matter what, even if it was a simple exchange because the moment your partner chose to cross the line that’s it, as clear as the beautiful blue sky, they may have loved you or not at all so they decided to act upon their desire and try their luck with someone else, reading this monster fic will make you realize a lot of things that somewhere out there people can always have a change of heart no matter how good they already have it, but the heart would always want what it wants no matter how fast the world spins, no matter how painful it gets, no matter how wrong it feels because as much as we try to forget, to move on, to patch up that hole in our heart and make people believe what we want them to our heart will always shine through and will always come crawling back to the one we want, the one we need, the one we love.

This is a long read though, but worth every single moment for the story is well written, the characters you can relate to and immerse into, the cliffhangers, twists and turns that is guaranteed to make you mad, crazy, heartbroken, hopeful and lost in love is all here, though the amount of angst weighs the most, I would re-read this over and over because I love to torture myself with beautifully heartbreaking pieces from amazing writers. | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒

tagging @ ms. @wrienne idk if this tumblr account is active but I want to share my thoughts with you and how much I love your works (I read almost every story you’ve written, thank you for sharing your stories) T_T

[hellreads]

Chapters: 26/26 Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Reader Characters: Jeon Jungkook, Min Yoongi | Suga, Reader, Kim Namjoon | RM, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Taehyung | V, Park Jimin (BTS), Jung Hoseok | J-Hope Additional Tags: Angst, Drama, Romance, Reader-Insert, Past Child Abuse, References to Depression, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Arranged Marriage, Attempted Rape/Non-Con Series: Part 2 of My Cheating Amnesic Fiancé Series

Summary:

In which you (reader) and Jeon Jungkook are engaged due to an arrangement made by both of your parents. Or well, used to be.

After finally resolving Jungkook's amnesia and your complicated relationship, one would think that everything was fine. But destiny isn't done messing with your life yet. Due to an incident where you confronted Jungkook's brother and your current fiancé about some lies that he had made, you found out about a horrible part of his life that you now feel obligated to help him with. But in order to do that, you cannot tell him about you and Jungkook.

Additionally, Jungkook isn't done keeping secrets away from you - secrets that might destroy your already uncertain relationship permanently. Furthermore, your father's weak health is a constant worry on your mind, and as news outlets dig out more about your late grandfather's company's involvement with the former president, nothing in your already chaotic life will be stable for a long time.

Will your relationship with Jungkook make it through all the hurdles and hindrances that destiny sets before you? Or are you two really not meant to be?

A continuation of My Cheating Amnesic Fiancé.

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WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE, NO ONE, NOTHING CAN TEAR YOU APART.

sigh, another whirlwind of emotions, there were so many moments where I am truly conflicted on which side to choose I had three options here though it’s clear as day how things will turn out, Team Jungkook, Team Jung-Hyun & Team Yoongi, the story is frustratingly good because I felt all the angst and drama throughout and embraced every bit of it, there were moments where I just let myself cry from the pain of loving too much but feeling helpless because you want to make things right and help people around you (kind of a superhero complex thingy).

I hated Jeon Jungkook with every fiber of my being in this series, all I could say was goodness what a little shit this kid is! he’s so childish and selfish and keeps screwing things up, but hey MC is at fault too for pushing him back to Yi-Jae, anyway as much as I despised the maknae, I learned to love Jung-Hyun with all my heart (also probably because I imagined Christian Yu to be the older Jeon lol) he was perfect tho his past was flawed yet he tried to be a better person here (though he clearly failed at being a better brother), he also helped MC greatly, he was a savior, he saved her from the huge responsibility thrown at her, he helped saved her from the darkest time of her life, he somehow saved her broken heart, “somehow” because no matter how much saving he does they both know the truth, they know who resides in her heart, the one that makes it beat erratically it hurts. - I also had hoped with Yoongi here, to save her aching heart, can he be the one, can we not make him just a friend? hoping she’ll learn to love him...

but life has a funny way of fucking you up right, the drama here made my heart and mind hurt like fuck it! I wish after a certain chapter it gets better but it doesn’t but that’s the beauty of the story for me, the drama helped build the characters and it also introduced their backgrounds, I pitied Yi-Jae she was played and tricked into this sick game when she only wants to be loved (but heyyyyyy okay just read it), Jung-Hyun and his dark past was also discussed here, the angsty drama is addicting tbh, you have to read to agree with me hmmm i will stop here to not spoil the story further, but as I said, in the beginning, no one, nothing, not even love can tear them apart, because it’s written in the stars that those two were meant to be together no matter how much they had to struggle to be together, no matter how many people try to get in their way, it will always be them forever, until the end of time. | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒