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I don't want to post this, but everytime i go to the MatPat tag to see nice artworks and stuffs by sort it on new, it's always the hate tags. And it's always that thing.
here's my thoughts and defense, feel free to ignore or block if you disagreeing with me.
MatPat never made a Charity for Autism. If you saw his livestreams, it's mostly St. Jude which is benefits Cancer research hospital.
I remember it vividly at one point he said that he was invited by Mark Rober (science youtuber, sometimes appears on MrBeast videos) along with some creators to be in his charity about Autism, he's the one that makes the charity in honor to his son that have Autism, although due to some poor research Mark accidentally picks the Bad organization, some people on the internet warns Mark and affiliated Youtubers that the organization that they funded is a bad one, creators that active on twitter like Karl Jacobs saw the warning and decided to withdrew and not to support it longer, unlike Matt that rarely checks his Twitter due to massive hate he's getting everytime he post a game theory video.
Because of that charity, creators that affiliated with it were deemed ableist by the internet for supporting the bad organization, including MatPat and MrBeast.
Even though he wasn't the one that made the charity, people still assumed he is just because y'all disagree with his theories. (Y'all need to chill)
Secondly, if your reasons is because of his past theories jokes that he made pre-2014-2016, keep in mind the internet was wildly different back then unlike now. Let's say, the jokes that made in the internet back then can aged poorly.
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obsessed w these boneheads as of late :]
#griddlehark#tlt#the locked tomb#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#gtn#when u and the situationship livin it up in a haunted palace... FO FREE!!!!!#i wanted 2 do a background 4 this but college and work have been kicking my ASS so#figured i should just post it and move on i got other sketches and wips#anyways hello tlt fans do not expect me 2 draw anything the same twice. love u <3#in this kitchen we fuck it And we ball. no artistic sameness and we like it that way. i also serve food once a month#stay at your own risk#i've been going insane over tlt by myself on my side acc and the longer i have no one 2 talk abt nona grief with#the more art i will pop out. but also pls i need 2 talk abt this shit w someone i'm coughing and dying out here
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tfone au where OP is created as the last of the primes but way after them, a sparkling born at what were thought to be the last days of the war against the quintessons, the beginning of a new generation of peace after eons of war. a child meant to be loved and raised knowing nothing of war nor sacrifice.
he's kept mostly out of the spotlight by his siblings, who don't wish to expose him to everyone's optics so young, and want to wait until the war is done and over to properly introduce him to their people.
except of course the primes are betrayed and murdered by sentinel, the war is lost and everyone who knows and cared for the truth is either banished or outright killed in order to suppress it.
and the high guard, the ones the primes trusted the most, the ones that were supposed to protect them, the ones who failed in their most important duty, have to make a choice. to take the last prime, their last hope, with them to the surface, a hostile environment where there's little to no supplies and where they'll be hunted down by both sentinel and the quintessons as the biggest threat to their regimen.
or hide him in plain sight. place him where sentinel won't think to look for him. one more sparkling among many. and hope it will be enough to keep him alive. pray to primus that he'll protect his last child long enough for them to come back for him when it's safer (even if most of them have already lost their faith on him when he allowed the rest of his children to be massacred like that)
they almost lose their resolve when they realize they will have to take the little one's cog away in order to make him blend in with the rest of the newborns (and oh do they burn with murderous intent when they see what sentinel has done to their people but it's not the time yet-) but in the end they decide an impaired little prime is better than a dead one.
and so in the chaos of thirteen dead primes and a sudden energon crisis, a little sparkling who very few mechs really knew about and even fewer had seen completely vanishes. and in the depths of iacon a mech in charge of a new batch of newborns scratches their helm in confusion as they realize they must have miscounted the first time.
optimus prime is quietly erased from any official records by sentinel, written off as dead when they find a sparkling's frame mangled beyond recognition after an attack on the base of those rebels that insist on being a thorn on his side. killing the sparkling hadn't been precisely in his plans, he probably could've found some use for it after all, but he's not particularly upset about it either.
and orion pax grows up with an ache on his spark that tells him he's missing something far more important than a t-cog and dreams of gentle and loving hands, cradling him against the frames of mechs he cannot recall the faces of.
#i talk a lot <3#transformers#transformers one#optimus prime#orion pax#baby prime orion au#this is mostly an excuse for me to draw the primes and baby OP later on. just to be clear.#i WILL be drawing this at some point lmao#tbh i'm a little uncertain how i want things to progress#because on one hand it would be very tasty and tense if sentinel recognized optimus during the race#but that means a lot of changes very early on in the plot and i would have to do a lot of Thinking on how to justify getting the gang#to still pick up bee and elita. cause i love them <3#i do think it'd be very funny if the high guard's plan worked like a charm except for the very tiny fact that they didn't count#on orion being an absolute hellion. like. this kid is Not Going Unnoticed and it's completely his own fault lmao#in this version maybe a member of the high guard stayed behind to keep an eye on orion and is able to get them out before they're killed#but instead of taking them to where the primes fell they take them directly to the high guard#which is very awkward because it's a very moving and emotional moment for the high guard who are finally reunited with their little prime#all grown up and healthy and blessedly *alive*. except orion doesn't fucking remember any of them and is very confused as to why#the legendary warriors of cybertron are getting all weepy over him. they finally explain the truth to him which is a Fucking Bomb#to drop on anyone but especially a group of kids who almost got killed by the person they all thought the world of just hours ago#they also return orion's t-cog to him which would create some tension between him and the rest of the gang because this time#he's the only one getting his cog back. add to it that they were just told he's the equivalent of a demi-god and... well.#there's a gap between him and them that wasn't there before#on the other version of events that follows canon more closely everything goes the same up until the gang finds the primes in the cave#and wake up alpha trion who now not only has to deal with the fact the rest of his siblings are dead but that he missed fifty cycles#of his baby brother's life. that the only sibling he has left does not remember him or his true identity at all.#he has to choose between telling him the truth which has the risk of unbalancing him in a critical moment where he cannot afford to#be distracted because they're being hunted down. or let him remain unaware. let him forget their family and the love they had for him#but letting him remain free of the knowledge of what he lost and the heartbreak it would bring.
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nothing will haunt me like evan kelmp getting his arm exploded to death. nothing will haunt me like "there is a very real part of him that struggles under the effort of staying." nothing will haunt me like "if it depends on what was important to him, then obviously it is his friends" and "all of these things are easy for him to haunt" and "there is something in whatever drifting space he is now that wonders what he mattered to, and if it needs to be even".
nothing will haunt me like "it's easy to drift and to move away, but it's hard to close your eyes when it's so bright around" and "the shadow reaches out, and starts to slowly put objects back in the backpack" and "the main thing I'm going to do is take the shoes off my dead body and put them on."
#me and evan kelmp and adaine abernant holding hands worrying that we want other people more than they want us#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE FUNNY SEASON AABRIA#evan kelmp stop making me cry challenge impossible edition#I forgot how much this ep fucked with my whole shit my god#like I was still reeling from all the homelessness stuff#staring at the bags I've been living out of for nine months because I can't settle here or maybe anywhere#(we did just like yesterday get long term accommodation somewhere though so yay for that)#and then it's like oh yeah the arm explosion situation that's here too#the way evan interacts with his things makes me feel insane and also very seen and validated#looting his own dead body for his nice shoes that are a symbol of never being clocked and called out as something different and wrong again#carrying everything he owns in a backpack even after he has a home because he can't bear to risk losing them or leaving them behind?#fuck me man#also aabria's description of what haunting his shadow feels like is just like perfect rendition of dissociation#“everything feels like the understanding of what you should feel and not the feeling of it. it's dull and removed”#like I've used this but less poetic to describe dissociation goddammit do I spend my life haunting my fucking shadow#him kicking his body violently into the backpack I'm going to throw up#my reaction would imply this is a first time watch it's absolutely not#this is like the third or fourth of season 2? and I've lost count of how many times I rewatched before season 2 came out#I can't like things in a chill and normal way and that's okay I think maybe#shoutout pissberg for making this episode not just me ugly crying about the kelmp of it all#mismag#mismag 2#misfits and magic#dimension 20#dimension 20 misfits and magic#mismag spoilers#misfits and magic spoilers#evan kelmp
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You ever start having romantic thoughts about a character, and then they're like "Oh boy I'm about to become an f/o!"
#self ship#I've been thinking about a specific character recently but I'm refusing to allow them to be an f/o#despite how much they are occupying my thoughts and daydreams rn#I'm thinking its just hormones making me hyperfixate on them so hopefully the feeling dies down in a week or 2#they aren't even somebody that I've previously mentioned crushing on#I think they're considered controversial? maybe? idk but I'm not risking it#even if their story and character intrigue me (read: make me wanna rewrite and embelish on what's already established)#I am fighting against falling for them#and it's not extremely difficult. like they're not the typical type I'd be attracted to#the main thing that's got my attention is their let call it intense devotion and love#I eat that kinda shit up ok. I love when a character is hopelessly madly in love. I want that kinda adoration turned my way#but the writing in their media fucking sucks. but its working in their favor cause it makes me feel bad for themm#I wanna write you into a better story bro. I wanna make it not suck ass#and that's the part that reels me tf in. the minute I see wasted potential in a story I start getting ideas#and then that gets me attached to certain characters#I need this desire to to fix their narrative to go tf awayyy. I don't want ideas. I don't wanna let them in. please 😭#ribbits
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I'm so mad that post was misinformation because there is actually an EXTREMELY important conversation to have about the production schedules artists are forced into. There's no need for exaggeration, the conditions are bad.
I work for webtoon. My publication schedule is weekly. While publishing I'm required 10-15 pages a week. Fully colored.
This means I'm finishing a 150 page fully colored graphic novel every 10-15 weeks.
When my comic is not updating, I am not getting paid. Any time writing, editing, or off is out of my own pocket. I don't get healthcare. They do not provide any assistants. They expect me to promote myself; they chose to deprioritize me before I even launched and gave me an end date half a year in. I never had a chance.
And this is the industry standard! Every company has artists forced into crunch hours, overtime, and burnout. Artists are literally dying early due to it. So many of my friends can't afford to go to the doctor.
It's unsustainable and untenable, and it's also the expectation our audiences have.
If we want to have this conversation, there's plenty of conversation to be had with the realities of the situation. It's bad as is.
#and people get mad at us about 'short updates' lmfao#the companies are absolutely abusing our passion and our desperate situations#but readers genuinely offer little to no grace#if I am going to be able to leave#then the conditions for me to be able to leave need to exist#and they just Dont right now#I'm not making nearly enough to pay my bills without webtoon#I NEED the job#I dont have a car#I cant fucking afford one#I can't drive anyway#I NEED TO WORK#THIS IS MY JOB#I want to leave I'm being mistreated but I CANT!!!#anyways. whatever#I'm so fucking upset that someone just idk spread misinformation#and now the conversation is about like nooo she was under the same shit conditions as everyone else#she's just a really good writer#like okay that's awesome and I'm really glad#but WOULDNT IT BE NICE IF SHE WASNT ALSO OVERWORKED?#AND ALSO IF GOOD WRITERS WERE ABLE TO WRITE WELL WITHOUT HAVING TO BE OUTLIERS???#god it makes me so so so mad!!!!#fucking ruining a really important conversation to have!!!#we're mistreated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we just are!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm not paid enough to build the savings to take risks!#this 6 month break was EVERYTHING#I NEED to start working to pay my bills now#like it's over I ran out of time#its heartbreaking#I hate it here
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one of my professors decided to require us to use ai so I decided to educate her instead. I'll update if I lose points on the assignment but I couldn't fucking care less
also, if you don't fully know why ChatGPT/ai is so harmful to the environment, read through the sources I cited for more info: 1, 2, 3. Especially the paper.
#I know citing nerdynav is 'not academic' but 1. almost all the sources they used were paywall/account locked and 2. they sum it up succinctl#blocking out the prompts both bc I don't want strangers to know what classes I'm taking but also bc I don't wanna risk more ai learning#I'm so pissed off rn#this is the second course I've been in with an assignment requiring us to use ai I'm actually going to cannibalise my university#the other assignment was audio editing so I just. did the audio editing myself. and what do you know it sounded way better than the ai#anti ai#fuck generative ai
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the best part of the mark of gideon was the entire crew ready and willing to go fist fight the federation, starfleet and planet representatives if they tried to stop them from getting jim kirk back
bones literally materializes on the bridge the second jim disappears
scotty is about to throw hands with the gideon representatives
bureaucracy is being annoying about it so spock decides 'fuck this, I'll do what I want' and bones is like '10/10 choice, no notes'
but spock doesn't let him go with him to the jim-fetching mission, so he's angry again
spock couldn't care less about the dire situation of the planet or the dying girl jim wants to help, he's just there to fetch jim and nothing will stop him
also these overcrowded spaces with staring people were insanely terrifying for me and my ocd, absolutely worst planet to date tlt name similarity notwithstanding
#star trek#star trek tos#spock 'I might have risked a lot to be in starfleet but I'm ready to drop them if they don't let me get jim back' episode#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#leonard mccoy#leonard bones mccoy#montgomery scott#jim kirk#james t kirk#hikaru sulu#nyota uhura#pavel chekov#mcspirk#heavy mcspirk in this one actually#the mark of gideon#long post#fuck this planet very much#no thank you#i know it's about the dangers of overpopulation and all that but NOPE
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Now thinking of Pix having intense BDG Unraveled energy about these two fucking houses and/or just. Fully falling down various rabbit holes around the history of the house to try and actually prove these things.
Like. Learning about fake rulers and witch trials and obscure WWII intelligence conspiracies and the logistics of the mob in the 1920s just trying to prove who the fuck these ghosts are-
LITERALLY!! Unraveled is exactly the type of energy I'm imaging. My man is like leaking classified government documents from WWII and making himself an enemy of the London Mob by solving cold case murders they were responsible for in the 1920s all because he is so desperate to prove these ghosts are real.
#atlas speaks#hc ghosts au#do we all remember that australian yter who's house got fire bombed bc he reported on organized crime connections to politicians#yeah.#all i'm saying is pix is risking it all to report on these stupid fucking annoying ghosts
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War requires sacrifices.
"Prophets" (S4e5) -> "Reassortment" (S5e8)
#dying at everyone trying to knock sense into harold and get him to take risks#and understand that who he's up against doesn't play by any rules#only for him not to listen until it's too late and both of the people who begged this of him are dead...#something something evil triumphs when good men do nothing#harold finch when i fucking catch you...#unfortunately i can't hate harry because his paranoia is not unfounded most of the time but i'm... critical. you could say#how can you like him and not be at least a little critical of his rigidity after all#anyway this is why s5 harold is the best version of him (namely the last few eps lol)#he becomes so root-like in her absence#i had a version of this that included their deaths but the vid was so long :/ wish i could make some good-looking gifs#poi#person of interest
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I can't find it now but there's a post about suspension of disbelief and how it's broken when the story starts trying to excuse it. "character gets knocked unconscious for hours but there's no further issues from this" okay 👍 "and actually this makes perfect sense because of this and that" um no it doesn't why are you lying to me. like i am willing to ignore the holes and the discrepancies!! all you need to do is let me and not bring unnecessary attention to it!!!
and all that is my issue with the whole robin child soldier argument. like i am willing to ignore it i am willing to engage with the fantasy literally all you need to do is NOT try to convince me that Actually It's Fine Because They Want To Do It or whatever. like literally just shut up about it and i can engage with the fantasy!!
#my dc posting#dc#robin#batman#like. if you want to tell a story and not worry abt the child endangerement thing just DONT BRING IT UP ???#all you're doing when you bring it up is telling me this is something i'm allowed to think abt when it comes to the story#and then you tell me Um Actually It's Fine ?? no! what the fuck are you talking about!!#i am tryinggggg to just have fun n read fics your lil “isnt that child endangerement and kinda fucked up?” “no actually they wouldve done i#anyways bla bla bla batman couldnt have stopped them bla bla bla''#is COUNTERPRODUCTIVEEE#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#<- tagging the robins sorry#sorry this just. this topic annoys me so much#...also ''batman couldnt have stopped them/they wouldve done it with or without him'' are literally#just factually incorrect in jason's case. he did not in fact start on his own and the only thing batman wouldve#needed to do to stop him is literally just NOT make him robin BUT- at this point im just beating a dead horse on that topic#w how many times i bring it up lmao#like. in real life you cant just knock a person unconscious for hours with no consequences on them.#but i dont care when it happens in fiction despite being not realistic!! bc its fiction!!!#unless of course the characters out of nowhere do a lil sidequest PSA abt how actually doing that is fine#and completely safe with no risks#yknow??#like if that happened id be annoyed and like no its fucking not fine why are you trying to convince me. just move on and dont bring it up#and I wont bring it up#anyway. yeah these are just some thoughts im having rn sorry its not more coherent and put-together i cant be assed rn lmao
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Fuck everyone trying to make the École Polytechnique massacre about gender ideology.
He shot them because they were women.
#I s2g if I have to read one more post about how ~trans and non-binary people~ are “also at risk uwu” I'm gonna throw hands#the man who killed them didn't ask for their pronouns#he singled out the women and fucking shot them#how self centred do you have to be to make this about anything other than what it was: femicide#radical feminist safe#radblr#radical feminists do interact#personal
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(rant) perhaps im that one friend who's too woke
but i feel like if artificer was perceived as a guy instead of a girl by most of the fandom, you wouldn't have a bajillion people jumping through as much mental gymnastics as possible to excuse the literal genocide he committed, you wouldn't see people mischaracterizing him horribly as a "mommy dommy tsundere femme fatale" and reducing his character to just that, and you wouldn't see people watering him down into just a "soft, nurturing, loving, kindhearted, oh so loyal loving" mother who "never did anything wrong ever and had her babies taken away by the CRUEL EVIL SAVAGE scavengers" either. you'd see people acknowledging how bad he is and not babying him or his actions, and you'd see people actually depict how coldhearted and cruel he is in canon. and personally i think that's from the fandom's unaddressed misogyny i dont think it's okay however to reduce artificer to just stereotypically feminine traits and that only, of being either a "temptress" (reminder that he's a wild animal who probably smells like 40 cigarettes and a rotting corpse) or a "nurturer." especially with the nurturer thing given the fact the devs initially planned on him killing literal scavenger children and one of the devs straight up said she'd eat a slugpup arti would not go soft at the sight of a baby That lady would eat that thang for breakfast.
girls can do wrong aswell its okay to like artificer and to view her as a girl while also acknowledging the fact she tried to ethnically cleanse the scavengers because she's not exactly the "do no wrong" girlboss the fandom likes to make her out to be let that lady be a monster ffs, given the fact that's how she is in canon. the scavenger chieftain was completely unassociated with the toll incident and yet, in the ending that seems most canon (the chieftain kill one), artificer still ends up murdering her. at the bare minimum make arti belligerent and mean let that lady be rude (just wanna clarify it's okay to like,,.. have ur arti have these traits of being a badass bosswoman or a caring lady but if you reduce her to just those and those alone man...) sorry about the rant its just im a little sick of the fandom's artificer mischaracterization that i've been noticing in my 2 years of being in it and how weird some people are when she's depicted as a girl
#also DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW ARTI'S CAMPAIGN FUCKED HOW THE FANDOM VIEWS SCAVS BEYOND REPAIR#this is coming from a guy who views arti as male fyi. i think the fandom ruined me seeing him as a girl because i didnt want to risk-#-accidentally portraying my version of artificer as one of the major somewhat misogynistic mischaracterizations you see artificer shown as-#-alot#also as much as i love-hate inv's campaign i'm aware that the inv dating sim is responsible for quite alot of this mischaracterization#even though it's literally not canon Why the fuck did people think that it was.#sam's stupid rw brainthought dump#rw artificer#rw downpour#rant over
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OWV really had the exact right "crazy mf" to "voice of reason" ratio to get that project off the ground, huh.
You've got Slate, whose idea of a good date is an explosion - and who says that they (Slate) (The Explosions One) have no idea how Feldspar lived long enough to become an astronaut, based on their nonexistent sense of self preservation. And then you've got the aforementioned Feldspar, whose idea of a good time is flying straight into the eye of the Giant's Deep storm for breakfast, and Dark Bramble for lunch.
Those two are the roaring engine of the endeavor, but if Hornfels wasn't methodical enough to channel that energy with actual science, they'd be an uncontrolled blast instead of power with steering. Gossan is the safety rails to the objective, the one to handle "how can we do this and live to do it again" and "how can we do this repeatably enough that other people both can learn and want to". If Slate and Felds are the engine and Hornfels is the steering, Gossan is the fuel line, a measured and steady input to give the whole thing staying power and make sure it's built to last.
Without the wilder half to take the plunges, they never would have passed the point of prototyping with the scant resources and unanswered questions they had. Without the more grounded half, they would have leapt too far too fast and become a barely-spoken cautionary tale instead of an inspiration. The existence and success of this project is as precarious and beautiful as flight itself, and it is so interesting to me to think about how each of its components helped to lift it to where it is by the start of the game.
(I briefly forgot about Esker but I fixed it in the tags) (Esker Rights forever they deserve to be remembered for their role and also visited, somebody visit them please,)
#original posts#outer wilds#outer wilds ventures#outer wilds founders#idk how people tag these fools (affectionate) I'm just throwing stuff at the wall to see what sticks#I think a lot about how they needed to both 1. figure out how to get to space#and 2. figure out how to convince a village of extremely resource-limited people to let them spend a shitload of materials and risk#to go to space#the fact that it worked out is such a careful balance and it was such a gamble#Feldspar's disappearance being as late as it was and Gossan's eye thing being a speedbump instead of a full stop are both honestly v lucky#the way these guys all balance each other and made it actually work instead of breaking apart due to how different they are#is very warming to think about#................fuck I forgot about Esker. nooooooooooooooo I forgot about Esker OUUU#tbf I've seen them less as a founder in terms of the core of what got the project moving and more as a vital piece that made it run smoothly#in the analogy they're probably shock absorption#essential for a smooth ride and for reducing wear and tear#both on the ships themselves and on the mental for the travelers#it's worth a lot to have a whistle and a friendly face greet you when you need to make emergency repairs
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finally feeling able to actually dress like ME again..please ignore my walker in that first pic btw....
#the EXTREME fucking disabling and life-risking suicidality has lessened a lot..took a lot but thank you ketamine#cripple punk#ftm#androgynous#transmasc#also basically when i rapidly gained 40lbs i no longer bothered with my own sense of style all i could do was find shit that actually fit m#but i'm down like..15lbs now and am actually able to fit into (SOME of) my Actual clothes
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dear mutuals, friends/followers, and other assorted enablers:
please send me what you would consider the most frequent SPECIFIC complaints you see people use wrt RHATO, in particular anything you, who may or may not have read it, would like to see analyzed for either challenged or have some kind of more tangible supporting evidence for why you are "objectively" correct.
I.E. "Lobdell sucks" not useful or specific
"Everyone is mischaracterized!" Closer but I need you to be more specific than that. How are they mischaravterized, can you give me an exact complaint (i.e. Kori being an airhead bimbo. Obviously, this is already on my list)
"Jason shouldn't be the leader because the other two have more experience than that snotty punk!" NOW we're cooking with gas. This is a tangible, specific complaint that I can (and will) respond to one way or the other with actual tangible discussion & citation.
*additionally I will accept things directed towards Red Hood/Arsenal
**this is specifically aimed at N52 RHATO, if you would like me to do one for Rebirth I can look into it, but it would have to be a separate post. (Post-series? I have no idea how long this will get.)
EDIT: First post here. Second one Here. The Third one.
#I'm tired of generic “rhato sucks” mantras let's actually talk about it for once.#WHY does it suck?#And is there any merit to literally any part of this cluster fuck?#I'm not tagging this either you see & contribute via following me or finding this post via the jank search feature#Actually you know what I will tag?#Jayroy#Joyfire#Jaykori#This one's for us.#I'm going to make this sacrifice for all of us and delve into the darkest depths.#I turned my asks back on for this in case anyone doesn't want to risk some weird prick getting on them abt this
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