#fussyfangs.txt

[crescendo-system]

It Is Nice To Be Able To Front Unhindered After Being Away For So Long. I Wish It Could Last.

[crescendo-system]

eyyyyy so more memory walk times, decided to explore some stuff for Kanaya this time around!

(tw for death mentions and some descriptions of violence)

-first memory started off with Tavros (I think) talking to me. “That was pretty bad of me, wasn’t it,” in reference to, presumably, the whole killing me-to-godtier matter. I brushed it off and said, it was bad but not his fault, under the circumstances, and that I didn’t blame him. He seemed to feel more at ease as we discussed and I apologized in turn for what I had done to him after getting killed.

-Next I tried to focus more on the godtiering itself. I remember laying on my quest slab, and getting taken by surprise by the stabbing. things went dark momentarily, filled with confusion and pain, but my whole body tingled with power when I godtiered again, and I felt so alive. The feeling didn’t last too long though before I was overcome with rage.

-After I tried to picture what happened when I went after Vriska. The visuals that came to mind were me stabbing into her chest with the chainsaw, she was in godtier. Not sure if that’s how I actually killed her or not but I’m fairly certain her being Godtier was accurate.

-One of my canonmates is fairly sure Kanaya died protecting them from the Black King, so I tried to recall that - I only recalled the sensation of him stabbing me through the center as I charged him. Not sure if this is exactly how he killed me or not, but the sensation was stronger for this than when I was forced to Godtier.

-Lastly, I tried to recall what happened when I first woke in the Dream Bubbles. I was in my room, on my husktop, when I had someone pester me out of the blue.

“Hi! :D”

“Hi... Have We Met?”

“Not exactly. I’m Jade. :P”

“I’m Kanaya.”

“Hi Kanaya!! :D” 

The chat carried on some, to her asking me about my current outfit, and when I replied with my ‘usual wear’ (I guess I’d regressed to pre-godtier mentally), she gently jogged my memory on my godtier robes. From there, she walked me through what happened after I godtiered, and once I recalled she stepped into the area and the scenery changed. 

-Jade herself was god/dogtier, and I guess found me by chance in the dreambubbles. She came from another timeline but was excited to see me regardless of iteration. I remember her tail would wag with her excitement and her ears would shift as she talked, and I found it terribly adorable. She told me that her and Rose were excited to catch up, at which point she directed my attention towards Rose. 

-The memory ended as I took in the sight of Rose - perhaps the visuals were glorifying the event a bit, but the light shone around her, her back had been to us but she turned towards us and I knew it was love at first sight. 

I distinctly remember Rose having darker skin and bleached-blonde curly hair, I believe she was african or mixed. her body type was a bit chubby, and a little on the shorter side for the average height.