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I have read your fanfics where Jenny is good at her job and I have loved your fanfics where Jenny is good at her job...
However, canonically, the two times* we see her doing her job she is:
Heavily implied to be hungover
Actively not doing her job and is, in fact, hiding out in the library on parent/teacher night
And I am very endeared to bad teacher Jenny. You shall be seeing more of that.
*The other time she is getting strangled by Buffy - which is not indicative of her teaching abilities either way but is also not good.
#for the technopagan no convoluted retconned backstory fic... i'm envisioning like#that one teacher where everyone enjoyed their class because they were so chill#easy to talk to/a bit younger than the other teachers so the sense of humour aligns better - she gets the references etc#general can't be bothered with this vibes/classes constantly go off on a tangent/homework once a blue moon she's not marking that#maybe she asks willow nicely for extra credit (willow probably volunteers)#she's smart and she knows what she's talking about - you WILL learn something - but teaching isn't her passion and it's obvious#we also see her fleeing the scene when snyder arrives and i like to imagine that's because he's constantly chasing her for x/y/z#she's a glorified student in his eyes just constantly a thorn in his side and the feeling is MUTUAL#but she gets away with probably too much because computers are still newfangled nonsense and no one else understands them well#/they cannot get another teacher like physically cannot (see substitute willow for the entire remaining year)#also - ironically given previous comments re: jenny getting shoved into the mother role#this approach actually grants you way more opportunities to have her getting into situations with the scoobies - at least for me!#one day though i will do an angsty buffy/jenny explorative fic where they work to a place of understanding each other and they hate it#i'm not in the mood for that right now though i'm in a silly mood to have fun rewriting season 1 really lightheartedly#anyway these tags are so long if you're still here hello i'm coming up with a list of things jenny would be scared of for 'nightmares'#you should send me your thoughts!!!!!!!
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Chronic Pain/Chronically Ill Rumi headcanons since no one else will
There's no specified diagnosis, I'm just out here throwing my symptoms at Rumi as someone who's potentially chronically ill
Internalized her symptoms as flaws, and therefore never sought help and preferred to pretend they weren't there, much like with her patterns
Doesn't get diagnosed until post-movie(only ever saw a doctor for shots and stops going when patterns spread to both arms)
Was really sickly as a child and often ran insane fevers for insane amounts of times(once ran 104° for two weeks)
Hid her symptoms as best she could even from Celine because she already felt bad for "burdening" her by just existence
On bad pain days, she'd cry in bed, secretly wishing Celine would come in and ask what's wrong so she wouldn't have to hide this too. Celine never came in
Was chronically underweight as kid due to a mix of persistent nausea, getting sick and not wanting to eat, and training when she could
Being underweight like that often garnered her praise, and it's something she took pride in because of that
As she got older and got sick less(still more than the average person), she was able to eat more, putting on weight. This led to a lot of online criticism that evolved into an eating disorder
Mira and Zoey don't know about the ED persay, but they have their suspicions. They dont want Rumi to push them away, so they sort of just pretend they don't notice and trick her into eating at least a little when it's bad
Places with the most pain tend to be her wrists, knees, hips, and lower back. Shoulders, neck, and feet also hurt but a lot less
On bad days she pushes more than she would normally because she feels she should be "better than this"
On really good day, like basically no pain good days, she also pushes too hard, leading to days of agony to follow
Shit at recognizing her own limits
Lightheaded queen. Has only actually collapsed a handful of times, but she will move too fast and need to lean on something or sit down
Sun sensitive, it zaps her energy and makes her dizziness worse
"Do you have a headache?" Better question is when does she not have a headache? Sometimes gets migraines and has to just turn her room into a D.I.Y sensory deprivation chamber
Gets random bouts of extreme shakiness, making it hard to hold things and is just generally uncomfortable because of how awful it feels to walk on unsteady legs
Mira and Zoey are so on top of Rumi's health but not more on top of it than Bobby
Post-Canon Derpy is the uncertified service tiger we all need. He makes Rumi lean on him for support, makes her sit and lays on her so she stays there, gets Zoey and Mira when needed
Is very insecure about her illness and often needs reassurance from her girlfriends about not being a burden.
Doesnt go public about her struggles with her health for awhile but when she thinks of all the people that listen to Huntr/x and would feel less alone knowing their Idol also struggles them, she makes the decision to be more transparent
It receives a weird amount of criticism because the industry isn't kind to its idols, and some incels are upset that their perfect image of Rumi got "ruined"
Post-Reconcilliation Celine is Rumi's second biggest advocate(first being Mira)
She often feels guilty that Rumi didn't get diagnosed sooner because of her flawed parenting
Is almost overbearing in checking in on Rumi, always sending a texts like "have you eaten?" "Did you take your meds?" "I hope the concert wasnt too harsh on your body"
Rumi has a habit of taking in almost dead plants and nursing them back to health because she feels connected with them and helps her feel a little more hopeful about herself
#kpop demon hunters#polytrix#rumi kpdh#i bet you cant tell Rumi is my favorite#i get that her being an idol and demon hunter under these conditions is impractical but shes my comfort character and I can do what I want
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Question for Jumblr:
I plan on eventually converting to Judaism and, as such, pretty soon I'm going to start going to shabbat services at the synagogue near me. Before I go, though, I have a few questions about the etiquette for attending.
1. What am I supposed to wear? A dress and heels? Are dressy pants okay? Are jeans and a nice shirt? I don't want to be under dressed or over dressed. Also, what are the modesty rules for clothes? Should my dress be ankle length or is over the knees okay? Should I wear a shawl? It's a reform synagogue, if that helps.
2. Should I call ahead before I show up? Or send an email? I know for churches a lot of times you can just show up (calling is for actually registering as part of the church), but I don't know if the same thing applies for synagogues---I also don't want to put anyone on edge by just showing up randomly, given everything going on.
3. Is there some kind of etiquette I should adhere to as someone attending services who isn't Jewish? Like things I shouldn't take part in, or things I should do? I don't want to be disrespectful by doing something I shouldn't.
4. Who should I talk to while I'm there? Should I mention my intention of converting to the Rabbi to give them a heads up? Should I wait until I've attended a few services before I talk to them? Also, would it be rude if I asked someone there for a little help in following the services, like if I could sit next to them and follow their lead? I don't wanna make anyone uncomfortable.
And 5. what should I expect when going? I've only ever been to Christian churches, so I kinda want to know the general order of things and what happens before I go, that way I know what's going on, yknow?
I really appreciate any help you guys can give me <3
#also sorry if any of these questions come across as rude#I just don't really know how to word things sometimes#jumblr#jewblr#jewish convert#jewish conversion#judaism
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AWESOME!!!!!!!! New addition to tha ein shrine. It’s been a long while since I got something new for it,, I needa get that ein phone charm for it. I have one on my phone ofc but am waiting for the shop to come back from their break so I can get one for my shrine too! Figuring out what image to put,,,,
EEE.... FUN...!!!! hell yes... you Gotta feed your eins its true, Raw meat in there an effective method, ideally an image with his Teeth out to fit the Situation
#trickster text#automated response#mutual transmission#🐺 oli#HI OLI HI OLI HI OLI.!!!!!!!!!!#your ein shrine is truly a wonderful thing#ive been thinkin about you often recently#general things but also just 'i Should Send something'#provide my own updates if i can scrounge up any and the such#but every day is a blur and last week was actually 3 months ago etc etc
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~ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀ sᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀʀʀɪᴇs ᴀ ᴍɪɢʜᴛʏ sᴡᴏʀᴅ,
ʜᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴇᴀʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄɪᴛʏ ᴅᴏᴡɴ, ᴏʜ-ʟᴇɪ ᴏʜ-ʟᴀɪ ᴏʜ ʟᴏʀᴅ ~
FELLOW LEGENDBORNIANS !! I'M BACK !! I may not be very active in the Legendborn spaces, but that's because I STILL HAVEN'T READ OATHBOUND 😭😭 I miss my lil goofs so much 🥺
Life has really taken its toll on both me and my reading-buddy, and we're still slowly but surely making our way through Bloodmarked. I HAVE seen some fanarts already from the new book and I am SALIVATIINNNGGGG 🤌🤌🤌🤌🤌 I just know that once I actually crack that book open I will absolutely devour it djsbdbhsbdj 🤭🤭
And THEN the fanarts shall follow not so very close behind, trust 🫡🫡
I have SO MANY three-people pose pictures saved on pinterest for referencing-reasons, and this is the first one of the bunch! 🤭🥳
Hope y'all have a great day ! 🩷🩷🩷
#legendborn#legendborn fanart#bree matthews#nick davis#selwyn kane#i'm so happy with how this came out actually bdbsjbdjsb#i don't usually use photo references so this is good practice for me#also realized right after finishing bree that i should have had her liggyback Sel instead 😭😭#but oh well hdjsbjdbs maybe this will get a part 2 lmao#i'm also really happy with the shoes like ??? BRO#and the clothes in general ngl#nick's arm is looking a lil wonky but ykno?? next time I'll get it right for sure#all the MOUTHS THOOOO#like imagine how long I've been struggling with that sht omg#and NOW?? EASIEST THING IN THE WORLD (almost)#crazy when stuff just *clicks* and then you've suddenly unlocked a whole new skill just like that gdsjbdhs#one of my best friends also send me a post with simply the “🫵” emoji#about how artists who have not been drawing in a while get unwatered-plant-sad until they pick up drawing again#and ye I might just fkn print and frame that post because the accuracy is killing me lmao#Tavi should know that that post will forever haunt me as soon as I feel the slightest bit down like#“oh the sads have arrived” “fck when was the last time I doodled something??”#my art#if you read all of these tags - have a cookie 🍪!#omg also - fun fact - this is the first Legendborn fanart I've done in Clip Studio Paint ???#I went into the app to sort this intonthe LBC folder and hadn't realized it was the first one !!! 😭😭
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ‘personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don’t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ‘what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ‘oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ☝️#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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Every day I wake up regretting getting emotionally invested in Jujutsu Kaisen
#It's both the best and worst thing ever written#So much potential. Wonderful dynamics. Every concept that ever mattered to me personally#which means it's all the best concepts ever in the history of humankind#The most adorable kids. The most gorgeous women. The most whatever Gojo is#Which is pretty much 'everything' considering he is not Jack or Heathcliff#And yet#AND YET#It fails at reaching its full potential on any of the stuff I mentioned#It's truly truly the best thing ever. It's truly also a source of constant dissatisfaction#AND YET AGAIN#When you think 'yeah okay it's too much dissatisfaction it isn't worth it' it hits you again with the best thing ever#I hate it here so much#I wish I didn't get into this at all in general and I specifically wish Gojo Satoru would disappear for good of reality itself#Just *pum* vanished. Like melting water on snow or something#As if he had never been at all. And then I'd have never gotten into this#Anyway... I'm begging everyone who is into Gojo to read Georg Cantor. I have some other authors and texts. I can send stuff#In any case it's all good. I'm sure everything will be forgotten in a couple months#I won't think about this at all in just a little bit more time#Yeah. Pretty sure#It's just a temporal thing with very short time. Almost like an ephemeral fly#Or the lapsus of time in which one could eat cherries yearly#By wintertime this won't be anything at all. At most a red stain on snow that perhaps brings cherries back to memory#Nothing else. Just a little bit more time and it shall pass#But goodness how I wish Gojo Satoru would disappear from my life or the very fabric of reality#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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a not-zero part of my qualms about transitioning are about societal backlash. which is real and a concern for sure. but also like i'm already kinda experiencing it, it's just all internalized because no one knows i'm trans so they feel perfectly fine saying rancid shit straight to my face. like obviously it would change if i transitioned and become more... well, more. but also it just occurred to me that it was happening already.
#also among my many concerns#another concern was that i would find no one to love me#as my mother has (semi?) threatened me with before#my memory is bad so i can't remember if she said it specifically bc of trans shit or just in general#i think it was just in general actually#anyways. here's the thing tho#it's not like i'm exactly getting any action as fucking is#so like... why am i so concerned#i live like a ascetic dormouse. i'm not finding a partner (if i ever do) any time fucking soon#so like................#anyways so this prompted me to make this post because i was thinking about it and being all down like#'what if no one in this world ever loves me again after i transition ever'#and then i paused and my brain was like 'dude you don't have a partner now to begin with and as it stands have 0 chance of finding one'#and i was like huh. good point#so now i'm back at it again contemplating transitioning#and wanting to cry a little bit but that's just to be expected.........#fingerguns#i need to start a tag for shit i should send to my therapist#but i need something i can remember#for therapist
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When you might have popped your arm out of its socket a few months ago but you didn’t realize that a partial dislocation was a thing so, since you could move your arm and popped it right back into place, you just thought it was nothing, but now when you lift stuff a certain way or lay on that side in bed or move it a certain way while swimming it does that thing again and you’re like “would seeing a doctor about that make any difference if you probably already healed wrong? Can they even do anything at this point?”
#emma posts#i offhandedly mentioned this to people a few times and they looked at me like 😨 so I’m starting to think that maybe it’s doctor worthy#and I mean. I’ve been meaning to see my doctor about getting everything done before trump#so I guess I could maybe bring it up then#it’s not even a matter of not having insurance. I do have insurance.#i just feel like it’s pointless and scheduling rides to the doctor are a whole thing#and while I technically could ride my kick scooter to my general doctor#it’s probably not the best idea for a return trip from there#I’m just glad it was my left shoulder and not my right or my hips#I’ve got other joint problems but nothing else like this#you ever have something wrong with you that makes doctors and nurses stare in concern#but it’s not causing any major problems for you and no one knows where they should send you for that?#‘my joints sound like rice crispies’ i joke and show off. the medical professional is like 😨 does it hurt?#and I’m like ‘not most of the time. and where would I even go about it?’#and they are also stumped about what the best doctor for that would be#admittedly most of my doctors specialize in brain stuff so crackling joints isn’t really their thing#but a few nurses and one doctor cover more general stuff
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jang keun-suk is attractive in a way that makes me want to bash his face in. annoyingly pretty. if that makes sense.
#random thoughts#yes i'm still watching the influencer. what of it.#i'm not supposed to say these things about real people.#ciel if you're reading this i hope you feel similarly. i don't know why. (':#because you make me feel. serenely happy. just generally filled with positive energy.#and also you're really pretty but in a way that is endearing and does not cause violent thoughts.#(/gen and /pos.)#i don't know if i deserve to be loved the same sort of way. if that's anything.#which sounds really fucking stupid it's midnight and i'm watching netflix okay!!!!#well okay it's midnight when i type these tags. this won't send out until the morning.#but anyway. augh. forget how stupid this sounds.#it's late. i want to eat but i shouldn't.#song about that sometime later because i'm so silly........#(<- can't talk about my problems so i have to hide them in my songs)#also why the fuck does wetboy look just like me for real. like. do you folks see the vision.#something about the collared shirt. and the hairstyle i had in 2020.#(i want to grow my hair back out once i start t. for gender purposes you know....)#2am update: i hear voices whenever i move too much. so uh. i should go to sleep. probably.#i won't. not for a while. but....
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#dudeee#how is this happening it's so weird#lately random guys start sending me dm's over whatsapp#and today there was another one and i'm just so confused by it#how do they know me?? i don't know them not that i'm aware of#and is this a thing sending random messages to a stranger / girl you want to get to know#this was never an occurance in my life before???!!#all these years this never happened and now it's so much#how do they even get my number? and do they know me#okay this guy is in a uni group with me but another one no group#i don't know how to handle this#is it normal i'm kind of stressed out about it i mean they are strangers to me#and this guy just messaged me he wants to go on a date with me and like i don't know him he could be anyone??#feels risky i don't know what to respond if yes definetly somewhere public#i don't rly like the idea of blind dates rather people i know 🫠 like the guy i told you about#and i do like him but it's not like we're dating altough i feel there is something ...#so i should not commit to a guy i don't know if it works out either i guess#and it's also weird because yeah i go to uni i was in some courses but there are many was he even in one with me??#and i do some sports at uni and a few people i do stuff with and generally get on with almost everyone#but it's not like i go out a lot hardly ever or so many people know me?? that's not really how it is so how do they find me??#or do they send these messages to every other girl 😵💫#i'm also not good with the attention and really awkward accepting compliments because sometimes it's hard to grasp why someone likes me 🙃#yeah my self confidence issues#also when i asked him who he is he kind of dodged this question and went straight ahead to ask me out 🤨#i have to ask him deliberately for his name ig and maybe also a picture#but maybe them he's not my type at all and i would feel bad rejecting him for his looks i don't want to be mean#help 🤯
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The next kingdom hearts game should feature the marvel universe but only the TVA and Loki and there should be a scene where someone points out a earth where kingdom hearts is a video game and the TVA is in a few movies and tv shows in the marvel cinematic universe but that the TVA can see all the timelines of all worlds in kingdom hearts etc, and I would love if someone mentioned the Solego theory and just showed a clip from Ducktales and whoever the main pc is recognizes other universe Huey, Dewey, and Louie (although idk if anyone but Huey is really in that shot as he’s the one explaining). I’m just saying this is how to thread that needle Square-ENIX/disney should hire me for the project. You know Ryan Reynolds would be Deadpool for the VA, imagine Deadpool asking what the game is rated and then just trying to swear and it either gets bleeped or plot intercedes.
#Also bonus if they have any of the Ducktales cast playing their characters.#kingdom hearts#just was thinking about Mr Paradox explaining it or something he could be a villain in it#he works at the TVA with one of those necklaces#it’s the best punishment they could come up with for him#deadpool is his supervisor but not in charge of his collar thing cause too much chaos#mostly just so Deadpool can pop in and give him orders#TVA seems anti-death penalty or sending people to the void in their new practice except in immediate combat#after all they can get people back from the void from specific points cause they clearly got Laura#I saw D&W months ago and haven’t played KH in years#but I was just dusting my nerd shelf and realized Riku is my most represented character#apart from Cloud but Cloud is common as fuck in blind boxes and shit#that’s also more about ffvii and it’s popularity in general#ffix is my favorite but alas#only two zidane figures#should have gotten more when they had some of the figures out recently#and I didn’t get sylvando cause I didn’t want Rabb
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hii! im having suchh kpop demon hunters brainrot rn omg, could you do sfw & nsfw headcanons for baby saja please? he's my saja boys bias lol, ty!!
A/N: Baby's also my bias, and I actually wanted to write these first but I kept going back and forth on how I see him😭. So if these seem a bit messy or all over the place, that's the reason (maybe I will rewrite them in the future). Thank you though and hope you enjoy
Casually flirty in the most annoying way. Like leaning against a doorframe while you're ranting and going, “You look so hot when you're mad at me.” He says it just to fluster you and walk off before you can react.
In general he will purposefully say the most inappropriate things at the worst possible times ,whispers“Wearing that again, huh? You trying to get punished?” right as you're about to leave the house.
Calls you a very inappropriate nickname even in public one day he just called you "my lil earthquake.” You asked him what that even meant and he just smirked and went, “Cause you shake when I—” Hand over his mouth. Immediately.
Back hugs but like he’ll wrap his arms around you real sweet, then suddenly whisper the filthiest shit in your ear just to make you choke on your coffee.
His hand is either in your back pocket or riding way too high on your thigh. Doesn’t care who might see, he likes the attention. "They should know who you belong to."
His favorite thing in the world? Annoying you for fun. He hides your stuff just to watch you lose your mind over it. “You sure you checked everywhere?” he says, absolutely knowing your phone is in his pocket.
Bored easily. If he's stuck somewhere, he’ll start texting you the wildest out-of-pocket things just to pass the time. “Do you think I’d look hot in a maid costume or should I make you wear it?”
Sometimes just pokes your cheek in public until you react, or slides his cold hands under your shirt just to hear you squeal.
Doesn't help right away when you struggle with something (like reaching a high shelf or carrying a box) because he likes watching you struggle. “Oh I know you got it” he teases from the doorway. Only helps after you call him a jerk (and even then he's grinning while doing it).
He acts innocent in front of others a bit more polite, wearing a smile, quiet. But the second you're alone, his expression changes just enough for you to realize: You're in danger. The fun kind.
Cocky. So cocky. Constantly smug about how much you love him. “You’re obsessed with me, y’know that?” If you deny it, he’ll raise a brow. “Mhm. Keep lying. See what happens later.”
Lowkey possessive. If you’re giving someone else too much attention? He’ll silently pull you onto his lap and whisper, “You’re being real loud for someone who wants to walk tomorrow.” All while sipping his drink like nothing happened.
Instead of “I love you,” he says “You’d be lost without me.” But if you say it first? He’ll blink slow and go, “Yeah. I love you too” Like it was obvious.
Surprisingly affectionate. He’ll play with your hair when you’re sitting together, doodle your name on the sides of his lyric pages, send you blurry animal memes captioned “us.”
He won’t say much, but he knows when your mood drops. Doesn’t make a big deal of it, just puts on your comfort show and hands you your favorite drink without a word.
Secretly protective. He’ll tease you mercilessly, but the moment someone else even thinks about doing the same, he switches up completely. “That’s cute, but they didn’t ask for your opinion.” Cold eyes. Tight jaw. Suddenly very serious.
He can change his tone so fast. Can go from deadpan and chill to teasing in 0.2 seconds. “You really thought you were gonna win that argument?”
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Talks. So. Much. Shit. Half of it makes you want to slap him, the other half has your legs shaking. “You get like this just from my fingers? You sure you’re ready for my cock?”
Whispers the filthiest things while he’s holding you like you’re fragile. Face buried in his chest, blanket pulled up to your chin, and he’s like, “You looked so pretty choking on my cock earlier. Gonna dream about it tonight.”
Power trips like crazy when you’re a mess for him. Will literally say things like, “Look at you can’t even think straight. I did that. That’s all me.”
WANTS you to squirm. The more flustered and needy you get, the calmer and cockier he becomes. “Aww, look at you. You can’t even talk. What happened to all that attitude, hm?”
His tone of voice drops so low when he's serious. No more playful teasing, just a sharp, commanding, almost cruel tone that makes your knees go weak. “You think I’m gonna be gentle with you after the way you acted today?”
Big on control. Likes manhandling you, pinning your wrists above your head with one hand while the other is between your legs
Doesn’t let you win unless he wants you to. If you try to tease him, he’ll raise a brow like, “Cute.” And then absolutely rail you until your legs give out.
Definitely a neck-grabber. Not hard enough to hurt, just enough to make you squirm. Especially when you talk back. “Watch your mouth. Or I’ll find better ways to keep it busy.”
Obsessed with your thighs. Bites them. Slaps them. Sleeps with his head between them like they’re his personal comfort zone. “Best pillow I’ve ever had.”
Favorite thing? When you ride him. Claims he’s letting you take control but ends up grabbing your hips and slamming you down harder, just to watch your reaction
Calls you things like “pretty thing” and “baby” in the most degrading way possible.
Possessive in the hottest way. Leaves bite marks just below where clothes cover. Grips your jaw and makes you look at him when you’re close. “Eyes on me, babe.”
Loves to drag things out. Kisses up your thighs and just stops before touching where you need him. Smirks while you beg. “Patience, sweetheart. You’ll thank me later.”
Loves hearing you beg. The more whiny and desperate, the better. He’ll edge you for hours just to hear you plead. “Say please real sweet for me and maybe I’ll let you cum.”
Gets off on making you cry from pleasure. Not sad tears the broken, shaking, can’t-take-it-anymore kind. He’ll wipe them with his thumb and chuckle. “Tears already? We just started.”
He’ll intentionally overstimulate himself just to keep up with you. Like if you're still needy after he finishes, he'll mutter, “So fuckin' greedy,” and keep going anyway, groaning while you squirm. He lives for it.
He’s mean in the moment, but afterward? You’re immediately getting cuddled, praised, fed snacks, and hes putting you into one of his shirts. “You did so good for me. C’mere, lemme hold you.”
But if you ever use your safeword? His demeanor changes instantly. “Okay, okay. You good? Talk to me, baby.” Holds your hand, kisses your forehead. Doing anything that you ask of him
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This is something I’ve seen a lot and I’ve also joked about a lot but after SotR I just need to clarify my actual thoughts on this topic: Snow’s “twink death” and his inability to let go of, what was essentially, a month long relationship.
The thing is, it’s not Lucy Gray that he’s holding a grudge against… it’s her lifestyle. He got to experience first hand, the freedom and self-assurance that groups like the Covey generated for themselves. He saw Lucy Gray run off into the woods, swim in a lake, sing and dance with her peers, all after a game that should’ve destroyed her spirits - because that is the point of the Games. To have a sole surviving reminder of why the Capitol is in control. To send back one “victor” who every district hates because the person standing in front of them is taking their friend/child/sibling/cousin/partner’s spot. To completely dismantle that person’s ability to cope with the world the way they used to and to have them beholden to the Capitol for “awarding” them with riches. They’re supposed to serve only as a reminder, a threat, a shell of a person who is visibly hollow and tarnished, hated by many, feared by some and pitied by few.
Lucy Gray is not that shell. Lucy Gray, therefore, serves as a constant reminder to Snow of what should not be happening to those who get to leave the arena. The more he takes command of the Capitol and the Games, the more the “mistakes” of the Games stand out to him because his benchmark for measuring them is Lucy Gray.
Keep in mind that the 10th Games were also the first time he got to see from the inside out. He saw what pissed off the tributes. He saw how they were transported. He also saw how the public reacted at the home district. Lucy Gray had nightmares, sure, but her ability to re-mingle with her friends was a failure of the Capitol. He saw the need to maintain a constant difference between “victor” and “friend”. He saw the need to put them on tours so that the divide and distance grows. He saw the need to be able to broadcast every aspect of the Games without having to constantly be frantically cutting the feed or very obviously fixing the narrative, because that was yet another failure of the system the Capitol was trying to enforce.
This becomes so clear in SotR when he has his talk with Haymitch and realises that the Lucy Gray spirit he has been trying to squash is still alive. Not only that, it’s infectious. It can take someone like Haymitch, someone who is very well pressed under the Capitol thumb, and spark a fire inside him. The colours of the Covey, the singing, it doesn’t just represent Lucy Gray, it represents aspects of freedom that shouldn’t exist. Even him saying:
“You love her. And oh, how she seems to love you. Except sometimes you wonder because her plans don’t seem to include you at all.”
Is so telling because he can’t fathom that a person in the districts could have the independence of thought to do whatever they want. To him, she should be desperate to go back to the Capitol with Snow to get a chance to live the dream that they’re trying so hard to sell, but obviously failing.
So no, Lucy Gray isn’t just the girl he couldn’t get over. She’s the girl that serves as a warning, as an abomination of the purpose of the Capitol. As his personal blueprint of what should not be repeated ever again.
#had some thoughts because sotr has me obsessed#like obviously snow is soooo psycho already#but… it makes sense#sotr got me feverishly rocking back and forth#sotr#sotr spoilers#thg sotr#tbosas#thg prequel#thg#the hunger games#the hunger games spoilers#sunrise on the reaping#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#coriolanus snow#lucy gray baird#lucy gray x coriolanus#lenore dove#the covey#haymitch abernathy#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#suzanne collins
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I think we in the A:TLA fandom have missed the absolute potential of the fact that Ozai Firelord is canonically a fucking idiot. I mean the dude's straight up stupid. And I want to be very clear that this isn't a plot hole, this isn't a flaw in the show, this is a fantastic and super realistic element that honestly enhances my enjoyment of it! Dictators are often stupid and breed a culture of cronyism-over-competence. Any similarities with real world leaders, dead or alive, are coincidental yet inevitable.
What do I mean?
Well, let's take the Drill. When faced with the problem of Big Wall, Ozai's Fire Nation comes up with Big Drill. One singular Big Drill. Which, as anyone except an idiot could have predicted, immediately breaks down and accomplishes nothing. And if the Fire Nation had made it past the wall, then they would have been fighting through a narrow opening against people who can hurl long distance rocks! Which, if your face or body is vulnerable to high velocity rocks, is a bad thing for you and also for the battle.
Not to mention the resource cost of that thing! It's so insanely gigantic, it must have cost the Fire Nation the equivalent of trillions. For ONE drill. Not ten smaller drills. Just ONE drill. (Fanfic fuel: how much did Ba Sing Se profit off of stripping that drill for parts? Did they reverse engineer it? Did Long Feng keep that for himself?)
And you might be thinking, fairly, that it was War Minister Qin who came up with the drill and you'd be right, but it's Ozai who's approving all this shit. Instead of doing the reasonable thing and asking Qin if he et the whole edible, or even the in-character thing of burning him to death, Ozai just goes... big drill. Makes sense. We should have the biggest drill, because we are the biggest nation. Drill, baby, drill. sorry
It's not the first time, either! He also approves Zhao's invasion of the North Pole, apparently just because Zhao is good at kissing ass and hates Zuko? I couldn't tell you what merits Zhao has. We do not see him lead a single successful mission. The closest he comes is Pohuai, and even then its the Yuyan archers who do most of the work. (My longstanding headcanon is that the reason we don't see the Yuyan archers again is because Zhao blamed the whole thing on them and they were disbanded. This is great fic fuel for displaced Yuyan archers just, wandering around, being elite.)
He approved a massive naval invasion of the North Pole, surrounded by and made of water and ice, inhabited by people who bend water. A nation that was, by its own choice, completely out of the war.
Every time we see Ozai doing something, it's something stupid. Like disfiguring and banishing his firstborn child in a culture that has primogeniture. And then (once he's done pissing away a massive fleet of ships) he does the logical thing and sends his only other heir to bring his first heir back - even though his first heir would have been willing to return with a simple invitation. Like he could have sent a letter saying "dear son come home miss u pick up 200 000 tons of steel qin wants 2 build a drill lol", and Zuko would have come. (Okay, he did have a valid reason for having Zuko escorted, since he thought Iroh was a traitor, but there's absolutely NO reason to risk Azula. Why not send Combustion Man? It's the luckiest stroke of luck ever that Azula is 100 times more competent than her dad.)
Of course, a dictator(-wannabe) sending his daughter on high-level diplomatic missions is pure fiction. Nobody would do that.
The best part of this is that it's entirely realistic and in-character. I could absolutely imagine Ozai purging all of his competent admirals and generals, and then promoting brownnoses like Zhao and crackpots like Qin, because they promised him glorious destinies and secret knowledge of Big Drill.
I also really, really want a scene of Zuko and Azula realizing that their father is a fucking idiot.
I would also like to note that all this stupid shit happens after Iroh leaves with Zuko. So, here's a headcanon: the only reason the Fire Nation didn't immediately implode when Ozai took the throne and purged everyone is because of Iroh. Iroh leaving with Zuko doomed Ozai. It's also a nice little drop of complexity in Iroh's character - he knew he was single-handedly keeping the Fire Nation afloat, yet he only left when Zuko did. Did he plan for Zuko to take the throne from the start? What was his plan before Aang showed up? Did he not intervene in the Agni Kai because he was afraid, or because he knew that Ozai was making a huge mistake and didn't want to interrupt? Give me chessmaster Iroh please.
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#azula#ozai#fire lord ozai#fire nation#uncle iroh#atla crack#atla headcanons#I have a vendetta against that drill. Again it's 100% a thing that I can see Ozai approving. But I hate it#Fuck your drill Fire Donald you dumb fucking idiot#sorry. a bit on the nose there. i was so subtle up until just then.#Also burning the whole Earth Kingdom? AND THEN WHAT ASSHOLE. THEN WHAT WILL YOU DO.#It's a miracle he didn't get assassinated. Ozai must have gone through five food tasters a day.#“Oop there goes another one. I guess they all just hate how great I am. hashtag sufferingfromsuccess”
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