#getaloadofthis

[voluntarilyatirsk]

TRIGGER WARNING: JEHOVAH’S DAD RAPED ME AND CALLED HIMSELF JESUS LIKE A SPECIAL-K SAVE-THE-DATE AND SHOVED HIS GUN INTO MY CANON. CONGRATULATIONS, DAD! AREN’T YOU PROUD THAT I AM NOT YOUR COG-HOG? DON’T WANNA STAY UP ALL NIGHT THINKING ABOUT IT ON SOME SPLINTERING LOG. FUCK OFF.

Wanna hear all about what my body’s witnessed? Sure lol, sure.  It’s not gonna create distance, but maybe plant seeds of resistance— So when I was barely a tot-toddler, father made me pinky swear on my life that I wouldn’t tell anyone—so here I am, anonymously breaking that promise, nervous enough to make my locus shake like the fucking unfinished suck-fuck of my blessed life that I can’t FUCKING EXPLAIN. SO I’LL TRY!? YEAH BITCH. AND I’LL CRY IF I DO. . . So, about that little game involving a comparatively large papa-dick for such a young good-nick child—I didn’t see big prize meat, I just saw scary. Scary scary scary. I don’t want your pig-hoof gummy candy, nor your impressively contingent law. I WANT MOM but don’t know where she is. I wish that when he had closed the door and left me to wail alone in my time-out, he would have just let me be alone. BUT HE DECIDED NO for absolutely no good reason.  I’m kinda annoyed—I thought describing the trauma would help me  feel anger. Thought it’d feel slightly utilitarian. I just feel frustration cause I can’t present the pain in any palatable way. No maxim could uphold anything. My experience IS NOT JUST PRESENTATION. He stuck his daintily unkept pinky finger up my little asshole. I yelped. He put his mouth on my places. THOSE WERE MY PRIVATES! HE PUT HIS HAND OVER MY MOUTH AFTER HIS MOUTH ON MY MOTHER AND THEN DITCHED HER BODY FOR THE NEWER VERSION?! HE KNOCKED ME OUT, TRIED MULTIPLE (OW OW OW) TIMES PENETRATING MY 3-YEAR-OLD UNRIPE EXCUSE-YOU-NOT-NICE.  SO I PLAYED DEAD. HE CHECKED MY PULSE. PULLED UP HIS PANTS AND LEFT

ONLY TO RETURN AFTER I STARTED TO BLEED USED HIS INSOMNIA MEDICATION AND A KNIFE ON ME BET YOU DON’T WANNA BELIEVE, PLEASE

and he walks free

and this isn’t a game

but at least I can make that rule—

that what, tis not a game? shit. you need school. 

All this came at me like a hallucinatory train DO I RUN OR SHUT MY MOUTH UP AND PRETEND I DON’T SEE ANYTHING

because I know the train already came,  but what if there are other people that’ve been abused and me saying: HAYYYYY HAAAY HAY! could save another person from thinking that promises are kept:

even if they’re based upon love and death. 

None of this made anything better. 

God is alive, heroes are dead, so I’m just going to go about the rest of my day like I have been for the past five years of remembrance,  doubting but still able to pretend that I’m undead.

[supermaricela2]

The point where she says, "OMG His little face goes..." WHAT DO I HAVE SOMETHING ON MY FACE"? LOL #parenthood #jajajjaja #getaloadofthis #babies #babydiarreah I mean #babydiaries 😁😆😅🤣😂 https://www.instagram.com/p/CSHDBr9nm0S/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ashiesmashie123]

Boo yaaa just get a load of this guys wheels... Batman wheels. Sweeeet.👌😎✨ Captured this inside my van 2 work. I give 2 big thumbs up & massive applause of approval👍👍🙌😍🖤💜 #ashie7 #batman #batwheels #batmanlover #getaloadofthis #hellyea #supercool #sweet #loveit #travelinginstyle #luckyshot #onmywaytowork https://www.instagram.com/p/CGe75Z0l-RR/?igshid=v90yh3skwr7e

[dashknife-edge]

Supongo que no tengo más opción que mostrar estos bocetos, ya que lo hice en mis historias. #eggman #robotnik #getaloadofthis #drawing #sketch #sonicthehedgehog https://www.instagram.com/p/CCD7EbDn-I0/?igshid=4n6nls740tso

[spartangorilla12]

#getaloadofthis #waterfall #autumn #nature #watkinsglenstatepark (at Watkins Glen State Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4aiyBZhzeh/?igshid=1b4u6pfnp283r

[locobananaz]

I’m #Proud to be a #Mentor through #LoCoBananaZ to such #Amazing and #Talented #YoungPeople. #TakeALook, and #GetALoadOfThis part of #MyFlock. @YoungCarta93 and I came to #ChemistryVB to #ShowLove to @Shydot, @Clyde_Speaks @SweetNSourBartender, and our @vb_chemistry #Family last Tuesday, but also to #Celebrate @King_Ron757’s #Birthday. #QuickQuestion; how many #Brands do you see in his image 🤔💭 #PostYourAnsewer in the comments! (at Chemistry Tapas and Tonics (official)) https://www.instagram.com/p/BybCNjgBW_o/?igshid=1ioxj3600lhcq

[bboyprodigy1991-blog]

Basically every hardcore Sonic fanboy you see/saw in high school, LOL. #YoureTooSlow #CanYouFeelTheSunshine #SonicBoom #Sonic06WasAnAbomination #pingas #FindTheComputerRoom #WheresThatDamnForthChaosEmerald #UltimateVictory #Froggy #ItsNoUse #SammyTheClassicSonicFan #chrischan #sonichu #SonicCringe #GetALoadOfThis #SEGA

[uhmongxzt510-blog]

Cooler then a ice cube inside a ice cube ❄️❄️❄️😥 naw but foreal though. You, yes yes you there stay on your grind continue that pursuit after dreams you wanna achieve believe in its manifestation don't stop neither. Coming to an end of March but let's make April an infinite times more greater than this month ✔️ #getaloadofthis #whoshe #sillyolequisyquis (at Brookfield Village, Oakland, California)

[johnstoncountycvb]

@galotmotorsportspark with @repostapp ・・・ #tiresmoketuesday featuring Lester Cooper and his Extreme Pro Stock Mustang!!! Don't miss the PDRA March 30th and April 1st right here at GALOT!!! #getaloadofthis #extremeprostock http://ift.tt/2jYNvqA

[foxwayart]

Happy birthday Sonic! But more importantly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EGGMAN!!

#SONIC25TH

[midknightdragon]

Harley: "I'm depressed, Red. Here it is holiday time and we're hiding out in this dingy rat trap. No presents, no fun, no nothin'. Can't we at least get a Christmas tree?" Ivy: "What? And support the mad campaign of botanical genocide that grips this country every December?" Harley: "But Christmas trees are so bright and fun and pretty. Oh, please? Please? Please? Please?" Hehehe. Awesome photo by @jsbissett. My beautiful Ivy is @mojo_jones <3 Corset: @castlecorsetry Leggings: @shhhcouturelatex #latexharley #latexivy #pamelaisley #poisonivy #harleyquinn #harleenquinzel #cosplay #harleyquinncosplay #silly #iwantachristmastree #dc #dccomics #callmeharley #harleyandivy #harleyxivy #getaloadofthis